As night descended, cold and damp,
the wind hauled, and by nine o’clock the ship
was charging along before a half-gale and a rising
sea from the port quarter. When the watch had
braced the yards, the mate ordered the spanker brailed
in and the mizzen-royal clued up, as the ship steered
hard. This was done, and the men coiled up the
gear.
“Let the spanker hang in the
brails; tie up the royal,” ordered the mate
from his position at the break of the poop.
“Aye, aye, sir,” answered
a voice from the group, and an active figure sprang
into the rigging. Another figure-slim
and graceful, clad in long yellow oilskin coat, and
a sou’wester which could not confine a tangled
fringe of wind-blown hair-left the shelter
of the after-companionway and sped along the alley
to the mate’s side.
“The foot-rope, Mr. Adams,”
she said hurriedly. “The seizing was chafed,
you remember.”
“By George, Miss Freda!”
said the officer. “Forgot all about it.
Glad you spoke. Come down from aloft,”
he added in a roar.
The sailor answered and descended.
“Get a piece of spun yarn out
o’ the booby-hatch and take it up wi’
you,” continued the mate. “Pass a
temporary seizing on the lee royal foot-rope.
Make sure it’s all right ’fore you get
on it, now.”
“Aye, aye, sir.”
The man passed down the poop steps,
secured the spun yarn, and while rolling it into a
ball to put in his pocket, stood for a moment in the
light shining from the second mate’s room.
The girl on the poop looked down at him. He was
a trim-built, well-favored young fellow, with more
refinement in his face than most sailors can show;
yet there was no lack of seamanly deftness in the
fingers which balled up the spun yarn and threw a
half-hitch with the bight of the lanyard over the point
of the marlinespike which hung to his neck. As
he climbed the steps, the girl faced him, looking
squarely into his eyes.
“Be careful, John-Mr.
Owen,” she said. “The seizing is chafed
through. I heard the man report it-it
was Dutch George of the other watch. Do be careful.”
“Eh, why-why, yes,
Miss Folsom. Thank you. But you startled
me. I’ve been Jack for three years-not
John, nor Mister. Yes, it’s all right;
I -”
“Get aloft to that mizzenroyal,”
thundered the mate, now near the wheel.
“Aye, aye, sir.”
He touched his sou’wester to the girl and mounted
the weather mizzen-rigging, running up the ratlines
as a fireman goes up a ladder. It was a black
night with cold rain, and having thrown off his oiled
jacket, he was already drenched to the skin; but no
environment of sunshine, green fields and woodland,
and flower-scented air ever made life brighter to
him than had the incident of the last few moments;
and with every nerve in his body rejoicing in his victory,
and her bitter words of four years back crowding his
mind as a contrasting background, he danced up and
over the futtock-shrouds, up the topmast-rigging,
through the crosstrees, and up the topgallant-rigging
to where the ratlines ended and he must climb on the
runner of the royal-halyards. As the yard was
lowered, this was a short climb, and he swung himself
upward to the weather yard-arm, where he rolled up
one side of the sail with extravagant waste of muscular
effort; for she had said he was not a man, and he
had proved her wrong: he had conquered himself,
and he had conquered her.
He hitched the gasket, and crossed
over to the lee side, forgetting, in his exhilaration,
the object of the spun yarn in his pocket and the
marlinespike hung from his neck, stepped out on the
foot-rope, passed his hands along the jack-stay to
pull himself farther, and felt the foot-rope sink
to the sound of snapping strands. The jackstay
was torn from his grasp, and he fell, face downward,
into the black void beneath.
An involuntary shriek began on his
lips, but was not finished. He felt that the
last atom of air was jarred from his lungs by what
he knew was the topgallant-yard, four feet below the
royal; and, unable to hold on, with a freezing cold
in his veins and at the hair-roots, he experienced
in its fullness the terrible sensation of falling,-whirling
downward,-clutching wildly at vacancy with
stiffened fingers.
The first horror past, his mind took
on a strange contemplativeness; fear of death gave
way to mild curiosity as to the manner of it.
Would he strike on the lee quarter, or would he go
overboard? And might he not catch something?
There was rigging below him-the lee royal-backstay
stretched farthest out from the mast, and if he brushed
it, there was a possible chance. He was now face
upward, and with the utmost difficulty moved his eyes,-he
could not yet, by any exercise of will or muscle,
move his head,-and there, almost within
reach, was a dark line, which he knew was the royal-backstay;
farther in toward the spars was another-the
topgallant-backstay; and within this, two other ropes
which he knew for the topgallant-rigging, though he
could see no ratlines, nor could he distinguish the
lay of the strands; the ropes appeared like solid
bars. This, with the fact that he was still but
a few feet below the topgallant-yard, surprised him,
until it came to him that falling bodies travel over
sixteen feet in the first second of descent, which
is at a rate too fast for distinct vision, and that
the apparent slowness of his falling was but relative-because
of the quickness of his mind, which could not wait
on a sluggish optic nerve and more sluggish retina.
Yet he wondered why he could not reach
out and grasp the backstay. It seemed as though
invisible fetters bound every muscle and joint, though
not completely. An intense effort of will resulted
in the slow extension of all the fingers of his right
hand, and a little straightening of the arm toward
the backstay; but not until he had fallen to the level
of the upper topsail-yard was this result reached.
It did no good; the backstay was now farther away.
As it led in a straight line from the royal-masthead
to the rail, this meant that he would fall overboard,
and the thought comforted him. The concussion
would kill him, of course; but no self-pity afflicted
him now. He merely considered that she, who had
relented, would be spared the sight of him crushed
to a pulp on the deck.
As he drifted slowly down past the
expanse of upper topsail, he noticed that his head
was sinking and his body turning so that he would
ultimately face forward; but still his arms and legs
held their extended position, like those of a speared
frog, and the thought recalled to him an incident
of his infancy-a frog-hunt with an older
playmate, his prowess, success, wet feet, and consequent
illness. It had been forgotten for years, but
the chain was started, and led to other memories,
long dead, which rose before him. His childhood
passed in review, with its pleasures and griefs; his
school-days, with their sports, conflicts, friends
and enemies; college, where he had acquired the polish
to make him petted of all but one-and abhorrent
to her. Almost every person, man or woman, boy
or girl, with whom he had conversed in his whole life,
came back and repeated the scene; and as he passed
the lower topsail-yard, nearly head downward, he was
muttering commonplaces to a brown-faced, gray-eyed
girl, who listened, and looked him through and through,
and seemed to be wondering why he existed.
And as he traversed the depth of the
lower topsail, turning gradually on his axis, he lived
it over-next to his first voyage, the most
harrowing period of his life: the short two months
during which he had striven vainly to impress this
simple-natured sailor-girl with his good qualities,
ending at last with his frantic declaration of a love
that she did not want.
“But it’s not the least
use, John,” she said to him. “I do
not love you, and I cannot. You are a gentleman,
as they say, and as such I like you well enough; but
I never can love you, nor any one like you. I’ve
been among men, real men, all my life, and perhaps
have ideals that are strange to you. John,”-her
eyes were wide open in earnestness,-“you
are not a man.”
Writhing under her words, which would
have been brutal spoken by another, he cursed, not
her, nor himself, but his luck and the fates that
had shaped his life. And next she was showing
him the opened door, saying that she could tolerate
profanity in a man, but not in a gentleman, and that
under no circumstances was he to claim her acquaintance
again. Then followed the snubbing in the street,
when, like a lately whipped dog, he had placed himself
in her way, hoping she would notice him; and the long
agony of humiliation and despair as his heart and
soul followed her over the seas in her father’s
ship, until the seed she had planted-the
small suspicion that her words were true-developed
into a wholesome conviction that she had measured him
by a higher standard than any he had known, and found
him wanting. So he would go to her school, and
learn what she knew.
With lightning-like rapidity his mind
rehearsed the details of his tuition: the four
long voyages; the brutality of the officers until he
had learned his work; their consideration and rough
kindness when he had become useful and valuable; the
curious, incongruous feeling of self-respect that
none but able seamen feel; the growth in him of an
aggressive physical courage; the triumphant satisfaction
with which he finally knew himself as a complete man,
clean in morals and mind, able to look men in the
face. And then came the moment when, mustering
at the capstan with the new crew of her father’s
ship, he had met her surprised eyes with a steady
glance, and received no recognition.
And so he pleaded his cause, dumbly,
by the life that he lived. Asking nothing by
word or look, he proved himself under her eyes-first
on deck; first in the rigging; the best man at a weather-earing;
the best at the wheel; quick, obedient, intelligent,
and respectful, winning the admiration of his mates,
the jealous ill will of the officers, but no sign
of interest or approval from her until to-night-the
ninety-second day of the passage. She had surrendered;
he had reached her level, only to die; and he thought
this strange.
Facing downward, head inboard now,
and nearly horizontal, he was passing the cross-jack
yard. Below him was the sea-black and
crisp, motionless as though carved in ebony.
Neither was there movement of the ship and its rigging;
the hanging bights of ropes were rigid, while a breaking
sea just abaft the main chains remained poised, curled,
its white crest a frozen pillow of foam. “The
rapidity of thought,” he mused dreamily; “but
I’m falling fast enough-fast enough
to kill me when I strike.”
He could not move an eyelid now, nor
was he conscious that he breathed; but, being nearly
upright, facing aft and inboard, the quarter-deck and
its fittings were before his eyes, and he saw what
brought him out of eternity to a moment of finite
time and emotion. The helmsman stood at the motionless
wheel with his right hand poised six inches above a
spoke, as though some sudden paralysis gripped him,
and his face, illumined by the binnacle light, turned
aloft inquiringly. But it was not this.
Standing at the taffrail, one hand on a life-buoy,
was a girl in yellow looking at him,-unspeakable
horror in the look,-and around her waist
the arm of the mate, on whose rather handsome face
was an evil grin.
A pang of earthly rage and jealousy
shot through him, and he wished to live. By a
supreme effort of will he brought his legs close together
and his arms straight above his head; then the picture
before him shot upward, and he was immersed in cold
salt water, with blackness all about him. How
long he remained under he could not guess. He
had struck feet first and suffered no harm, but had
gone down like a deep-sea lead. He felt the aching
sensation in his lungs coming from suppressed breathing,
and swam blindly in the darkness, not knowing in which
direction was the surface, until he felt the marlinespike-still
fastened to his neck-extending off to the
right. Sure that it must hang downward, he turned
the other way, and, keeping it parallel with his body,
swam with bursting lungs, until he felt air upon his
face and knew that he could breathe. In choking
sobs and gasps his breath came and went, while he
paddled with hands and feet, glad of his reprieve;
and when his lungs worked normally, he struck out for
a white, circular life-buoy, not six feet away.
“Bless her for this,” he prayed, as he
slipped it under his arms. His oilskin trousers
were cumbersome, and with a little trouble he shed
them.
He was alive, and his world was again
in motion. Seas lifted and dropped him, occasionally
breaking over his head. In the calm of the hollows,
he listened for voices of possible rescuers. On
the tops of the seas,-ears filled with
the roar of the gale,-he shouted, facing
to leeward, and searching with strained eyes for sign
of the ship or one of her boats. At last he saw
a pin-point of light far away, and around it and above
it blacker darkness, which was faintly shaped to the
outline of a ship and canvas-hove to in
the trough, with maintopsail aback, as he knew by
its foreshortening. And even as he looked and
shouted it faded away. He screamed and cursed,
for he wanted to live. He had survived that terrible
fall, and it was his right.
Something white showed on the top
of a sea to leeward and sank in a hollow. He
sank with it, and when he rose again it was nearer.
“Boat ahoy!” he sang out.
“Boat ahoy!-this way-port
a little-steady.”
He swam as he could, cumbered by the
life-buoy, and with every heaving sea the boat came
nearer. At last he recognized it-the
ship’s dinghy; and it was being pulled into
the teeth of that forceful wind and sea by a single
rower-a slight figure in yellow.
“It’s Freda,” he
exclaimed; and then, in a shout: “This way,
Miss Folsom-a little farther.”
She turned, nodded, and pulled the
boat up to him. He seized the gunwale, and she
took in the oars.
“Can you climb in alone, John?”
she asked in an even voice-as even as though
she were asking him to have more tea. “Wait
a little,-I am tired,-and I
will help you.”
She was ever calm and dispassionate,
but he wondered at her now; yet he would not be outdone.
“I’ll climb over the stern,
Freda, so as not to capsize you. Better go forward
to balance my weight.”
She did so. He pulled himself
to the stern, slipped the life-buoy over his head
and into the boat, then, by a mighty exercise of all
his strength, vaulted aboard with seeming ease and
sat down on a thwart. He felt a strong inclination
to laughter and tears, but repressed himself; for
masculine hysterics would not do before this young
woman. She came aft to the next thwart, and when
he felt steadier he said:
“You have saved my life, Freda;
but thanks are idle now, for your own is in danger.
Give me the oars. We must get back to the ship.”
She changed places with him, facing
forward, and said wearily, as he shipped the oars:
“So you want to get back?”
“Why, yes; don’t you? We are adrift
in an open boat.”
“The wind is going down, and
the seas do not break,” she answered, in the
same weary voice. “It does not rain any
more, and we will have the moon.”
A glance around told him that she
spoke truly. There was less pressure to the wind,
and the seas rose and fell, sweeping past them like
moving hills of oil. Moonlight shining through
thinning clouds faintly illumined her face, and he
saw the expressionless weariness of her voice, and
a sad, dreamy look in her gray eyes.
“How did you get the dinghy
down, Freda?” he asked. “And why did
no one come with you?”
“Father was asleep, and the
mate was incompetent. I had my revolver, and
they backed the yards for me and threw the dinghy over.
I had loosened the gripes as you went aloft.
I thought you would fall. Still-no
one would come.”
“And you came alone,”
he said in a broken voice, “and pulled this boat
to windward in this sea. You are a wonder.”
“I saw you catch the life-buoy.
Why did you fall? You were cautioned.”
“I forgot the foot-rope. I was thinking
of you.”
“You are like the mate.
He forgot the foot-rope all day because he was thinking
of me. I should have gone aloft and seized it
myself.”
There was no reproof or sarcasm in
the tired voice. She had simply made an assertion.
“Why are you at sea, before
the mast-a man of your talents?”
It was foolish, he knew; but the word
“man” sent a thrill through him.
“To please you if I may; to
cultivate what you did not find in me.”
“Yes, I knew; when you came
on board I knew it. But you might have spoken
to me.”
There was petulance in the tone now,
and the soul of the man rejoiced. The woman in
her was asserting itself.
“Miss Folsom,” he answered
warmly, “I could not. You had made it impossible.
It was your right, your duty, if you wished it.
But you ignored my existence.”
“I was testing you. I am glad now, Mr.
Owen.”
The petulance was gone, but there
was something chilling in this answer.
“Can you see the ship?”
he asked after a moment’s silence. “The
moonlight is stronger.”
“We will not reach her.
They have squared away. The mate had the deck,
and father is asleep.”
“And left you in an open boat,” he answered
angrily.
“He knew I was with you.”
What was irrelevant in this explanation
of the mate’s conduct escaped him at the time.
The full moon had emerged from behind the racing clouds,
and it brightened her face, fringed by the tangled
hair and yellow sou’wester, to an unearthly
beauty that he had never seen before. He wondered
at it, and for a moment a grisly thought crossed his
mind that this was not life, but death; that he had
died in the fall, and in some manner the girl had
followed.
She was standing erect, her lithe
figure swaying to the boat’s motion, and pointing
to leeward, while the moonlit face was now sweetened
by the smile of a happy child. He stood up, and
looked where she pointed, but saw nothing, and seated
himself to look at her.
“See!” she exclaimed gleefully.
“They have hauled out the spanker and are sheeting
home the royal. I will never be married!
I will never be married! He knew I was with you.”
Again he stood up and searched the
sea to leeward. There was nothing in sight.
“Unhinged,” he thought,
“by this night’s trouble. Freda,”
he said gently, “please sit down. You may
fall overboard.”
“I am not insane,” she
said, as though reading his thought; and, smiling
radiantly in his face, she obeyed him.
“Do you know where we are?”
he asked tentatively. “Are we in the track
of ships?”
“No,” she answered, while
her face took on the dreamy look again. “We
are out of all the tracks. We will not be picked
up. We are due west from Ilio Island. I
saw it at sundown broad on the starboard bow.
The wind is due south. If you will pull in the
trough of the sea we can reach it before daylight.
I am tired-so tired-and sleepy.
Will you watch out?”
“Why, certainly. Lie down
in the stern-sheets and sleep if you can.”
She curled up in her yellow oil-coat
and slumbered through the night, while he pulled easily
on the oars-not that he had full faith in
her navigation, but to keep himself warm. The
sea became smoother, and as the moon rose higher,
it attained a brightness almost equal to that of the
sun, casting over the clear sky a deep-blue tint that
shaded indefinitely into the darkness extending from
itself to the horizon. Late in the night he remembered
the danger of sleeping in strong moonlight, and arising
softly to cover her face with his damp handkerchief,
he found her looking at him.
“We are almost there, John.
Wake me when we arrive,” she said, and closed
her eyes.
He covered her face, and, marveling
at her words, looked ahead. He was within a half-mile
of a sandy beach which bordered a wooded island.
The sea was now like glass in its level smoothness,
and the air was warm and fragrant with the smell of
flowers and foliage. He shipped the oars, and
pulled to the beach. As the boat grounded she
arose, and he helped her ashore.
The beach shone white under the moonlight,
and dotting it were large shellfish and moving crabs
that scuttled away from them. Bordering the beach
were forest and undergrowth with interlacery of flowering
vines. A ridge of rocks near by disclosed caves
and hollows, some filled by the water of tinkling
cascades. Oranges snowed in the branches of trees,
and cocoa-palms lifted their heads high in the distance.
A small deer arose, looked at them, and lay down,
while a rabbit inspected them from another direction
and began nibbling.
“An earthly paradise, I should
say,” he observed, as he hauled the boat up
the beach. “Plenty of food and water, at
any rate.”
“It is Ilio Island,” she
answered, with that same dreamy voice. “It
is uninhabited and never visited.”
“But surely, Freda, something
will come along and take us off.”
“No; if I am taken off I must
be married, of course; and I will never be married.”
“Who to, Freda? Whom must you marry if
we are rescued?”
“The mate-Mr. Adams. Not you,
John Owen-not you. I do not like you.”
She was unbalanced, of course; but
the speech pained him immeasurably, and he made no
answer. He searched the clean-cut horizon for
a moment, and when he looked back she was close to
him, with the infantile smile on her face, candor
and sanity in her gray eyes. Involuntarily he
extended his arms, and she nestled within them.
“You will be married,
Freda,” he said; “you will be married,
and to me.”
He held her tightly and kissed her
lips; but the kiss ended in a crashing sound, and
a shock of pain in his whole body which expelled the
breath from his lungs. The moonlit island, sandy
beach, blue sea and sky were swallowed in a blaze
of light, which gave way to pitchy darkness, with
rain on his face and whistling wind in his ears, while
he clung with both arms, not to a girl, but to a hard,
wet, and cold mizzentopgallant-yard whose iron jack-stay
had bumped him severely between the eyes. Below
him in the darkness a scream rang out, followed by
the roar of the mate: “Are you all right
up there? Want any help?”
He had fallen four feet.
When he could speak he answered:
“I’m all right, sir.” And catching
the royal foot-rope dangling from the end of the yard
above him, he brought it to its place, passed the
seizing, and finished furling the royal. But
it was a long job; his movements were uncertain, for
every nerve in his body was jumping in its own inharmonious
key.
“What’s the matter wi’
you up there?” demanded the mate when he reached
the deck; and a yellow-clad figure drew near to listen.
“It was nothing, sir; I forgot about the foot-rope.”
“You’re a bigger lunkhead than I thought.
Go forrard.”
He went, and when he came aft at four
bells to take his trick at the wheel, the girl was
still on deck, standing near the companionway, facing
forward. The mate stood at the other side of the
binnacle, looking at her, with one elbow resting on
the house. There was just light enough from the
cabin skylight for Owen to see the expression which
came over his face as he watched the graceful figure
balancing to the heave of the ship. It took on
the same evil look which he had seen in his fall,
while there was no mistaking the thought behind the
gleam in his eyes. The mate looked up,-into
Owen’s face,-and saw something there
which he must have understood; for he dropped his glance
to the compass, snarled out, “Keep her on the
course,” and stepped into the lee alleyway,
where the dinghy, lashed upside down on the house,
hid him from view.
The girl approached the man at the wheel.
“I saw you fall, Mr. Owen,”
she said in a trembling voice, “and I could
not help screaming. Were you hurt much?”
“No, Miss Folsom,” he
answered in a low though not a steady tone; “but
I was sadly disappointed.”
“I confess I was nervous-very
nervous-when you went aloft,” she
said; “and I cleared away the life-buoy.
Then, when you fell, it slipped out of my hand and
went overboard. Mr. Adams scolded me. Wasn’t
it ridiculous?” There were tears and laughter
in the speech.
“Not at all,” he said
gravely; “it saved my life-for which
I thank you.”
“How-why -”
“Who in Sam Hill’s been
casting off these gripe-lashings?” growled the
voice of the mate behind the dinghy.
The girl tittered hysterically, and
stepped beside Owen at the wheel, where she patted
the moving spokes, pretending to assist him in steering.
“Miss Freda,” said the
officer, sternly, as he came around the corner of
the house, “I must ask you plainly to let things
alone; and another thing, please don’t talk
to the man at the wheel.”
“Will you please mind your own
business?” she almost screamed; and then, crying
and laughing together: “If you paid as much
attention to your work as you do to-to-me,
men wouldn’t fall from aloft on account of rotten
foot-ropes.”
The abashed officer went forward,
grumbling about “discipline” and “women
aboard ship.” When he was well out of sight
in the darkness, the girl turned suddenly, passed
both arms around Owen’s neck, exerted a very
slight pressure, patted him playfully on the shoulder
as she withdrew them, and sped down the companionway.
He steered a wild course during that
trick, and well deserved the profane criticism which
he received from the mate.