The old man fell backward on the seat
with an exclamation of keenest surprise. His
sunken eyes stared into Mollie’s face as she
bent over him; at the golden hair curling beneath
the dark toque, the grey eyes, the curving lips.
Each feature in turn was scrutinised as if he were
searching for something familiar which had so far escaped
notice. Apparently it was not discovered, for
the expression of amazement deepened upon his face,
and he asked sharply-
“What did you say? What
did you call me? I don’t understand what
you can mean!”
Mollie sat down on the bench, and
smiled brightly into his face.
“Uncle Bernard! You are
Uncle Bernard Farrell! I knew you the moment
you said that you were going to Number 7, and asked
if I knew the Connors. Of course I know them,
because I am-” She hesitated, and
Mr Farrell finished the sentence for her.
“You are one of Mr Connor’s
daughters. The eldest, I presume. I have
not the pleasure of knowing your name.”
“No-o! I am not Trix.
She is a child, only fifteen. I was nineteen
on my last birthday. I am,”-for
once in her life Mollie had the grace to blush, and
looked a trifle discomposed-“I’m
Mollie Farrell.”
The glance which the old man cast
upon her was the reverse of flattering.
“You are Mollie Farrell, are
you?” he repeated coldly. “Evidently
modesty is not one of your failings, young lady.
It might have been wiser if you had allowed me to
discover your attractions for myself. Do you
consider it quite honest-we will not discuss
the question of good taste-to play a double
part, and criticise your relations to any stranger
whom you may meet in your walks?”
“You asked me; you began it!
I should not have mentioned them if you had not asked
that question. Then I recognised you, and thought
it would be fun. You were not a stranger, you
see; you were Uncle Bernard.”
“That may be my name, but as
I have never seen you before, I can hardly rank as
a friend. May I ask how you came to recognise
me at all?”
“Oh yes! We have your
portraits at home, and mother often talks of you,
and the happy times she had when she used to visit
you with father when they were engaged. When
we were children it was a favourite game for one of
us to be Uncle Bernard, and the other guests staying
at the Court, and we used to go through all the adventures
which father had as a boy,-fall into the
mill-stream and be rescued by the dog, and be chased
by the bull in the long meadow, and ride on the top
of the waggons at the harvest home. We know
all about the house, and the tapestry in the hall,
and the funny wooden pictures of the Dutch ancestors,
and the long gallery where you used to dance at night.
Mother loves talking about it. She has not much
fun in her life now, poor dear, and that makes her
think all the more of her youth. We envy her,
Ruth and Trix and I, because we have a very quiet time
at home. We are poor, you see. You can’t
have much fun if you are poor.”
“You think that riches are the
one thing needful; that if you had enough money your
happiness would be assured?”
“Ah!” sighed Mollie rapturously.
“How happy I should be! I’ve
never had enough money for my wants in all my life,
so I can’t even imagine the bliss of it.
I should not know how to be happy enough.”
The old man looked at her silently.
She saw that he was about to speak, but the words
were long in coming. A cloud had drifted across
the sun, and the stretch of park looked suddenly grey
and bare. Mollie drew her shoulders together
with an involuntary shiver. Something had suddenly
damped her ardour of enthusiasm; but it was not so
much the bleak wind as the sight of the face gazing
into her own, with its set lips, and bleached, joyless
expression. For years to come Mollie could recall
that moment, and feel again the chill in her veins
with which she listened to his reply.
“All my life long,” said
Bernard Farrell slowly, “all my life everything
that I have touched has turned to gold, and everyone
I have loved,”-he paused, lingering
on the word, and again Mollie shivered in sympathetic
understanding-“everyone whom I have
loved has died!” The wind seemed to
take up the word, and repeat it in melancholy echo.
“Died! died! died!” wailed the trees,
tossing drearily to and fro. “Died!”
shivered the ripple over the cold grey lake.
The clouds gathered in a pall overhead.
“I’m sorry!” gasped
Mollie faintly-“I’m so sorry!”
But Mr Farrell stopped her with a hasty gesture.
“Please spare me protestations
of sympathy. They were the last thing I wished
to evoke. I merely wished to impress upon you
that I am in a unique position for judging the worth
of riches.-Is it your pleasure that we
continue our journey? The afternoon is growing
chill.”
Mollie rose in confusion, but she
did not reply, nor make any further offer of support.
There was something in the old man’s voice which
forbade familiarities. He was no longer merely
cross and unamiable; she had caught a glimpse into
the secret of a desolate heart, and the sight sobered
her youthful spirits.
“First his wife,” she
said to herself, as she led the way onward-“pretty
Aunt Edna, whom mother loved so much. He adored
her, and they were never parted for a day till she
took typhoid, and died. The little girl died
the year after, and he had no one left but Ned.
Mother says he was the handsomest boy she ever met,
and the cleverest, and the best. Even now, after
all these years, she can’t speak of the day
he was drowned without crying... I always hated
to hear that story!
“She says the real Uncle Bernard
died with Ned. He seemed to disappear from that
day, and an entirely different person appeared in his
place. He had been kind and hospitable, fond
of having people around him and making them happy;
but after that he shut himself up and became a regular
hermit. Then he went abroad, and since he came
back four years ago and reopened the Court, he has
written to nobody, and nobody has seen him.
But he has come to see us to-day of his own free will.
I wonder why? Something has happened to make
him break the silence. What can it have been?”
She dared not ask the question; but,
as the feeble steps endeavoured to keep pace with
her own, a possible explanation darted into Mollie’s
mind. The poor old man was ill, very ill; there
was an expression on the grey, sunken face which was
eloquent even to her inexperience. Death was
coming forward to meet him, coming very near; standing
upon the very threshold! Strong, happy nineteen
shuddered at the thought, and felt an overpowering
pity for the waning life.
Mollie longed to comfort the old man
with the assurance that there were many still left
who could help and minister to his declining days;
but her previous overtures had met with so little
success that she was afraid of meeting yet another
rebuff, and, with unusual prudence, decided to await
a better opportunity.
Langton Terrace was reached at last,
and Mollie produced a key and opened the door of Number
7. In a household where there are so many children
and so few servants, the latchkey was in constant use,
and thus it happened that she could bring her guest
unnoticed into the house and escort him to her stepfather’s
sanctum, which was sure to be unoccupied at this hour
of the afternoon. She drew forward an armchair,
poked the fire into a blaze, and laid Mr Farrell’s
hat and stick on the table, while he lay wearily against
the cushions. He looked woefully exhausted,
and Mollie’s kind heart had a happy inspiration.
“I shan’t tell anyone
that you are here until you have had a rest,”
she said assuringly. “This is the pater’s
den, and his private property after four o’clock,
so you will be quite undisturbed. Just tell me
what will refresh you most-tea, coffee,
wine? I can bring what you like quite quietly.”
“Tea, please-tea,
and ten minutes’ rest. I shall be better
then,” Mr Farrell said wearily.
Mollie left the room to prepare a
dainty little tray in the pantry, and beg a private
pot of tea from the kitchen. The idea of waiting
in secret upon Uncle Bernard was delightfully exciting;
it was almost as good as running the blockade, to
creep past the dining-room door where her mother and
sisters were assembled, and listen to the murmur of
voices from within.
If they knew-oh, if they
knew! She had prepared some crisp slices of
toast, skimmed the cream off the milk in defiance of
cook’s protests, and made sure that the water
in the little covered jug was boiling, and not only
moderately warm, as the custom was. It was the
simplest of meals, but at least everything was as
tempting as hands could make it, and Mollie had the
satisfaction of pouring out two cups of tea, and seeing
the last slice of toast disappear from the rack.
She took nothing herself, and preserved a discreet
silence until Mr Farrell replaced cup and plate on
the table, and condescended to smile approval.
“Thank you, Miss Mollie; I am
obliged to you for securing me this rest. Judging
from my first impressions of your character, I should
not have expected so much common-sense. I feel
quite refreshed, and ready to see your mother when
it is convenient.”
Mollie lifted the tray, and stood
for a moment looking down with an air of triumph.
“I’m so glad! I
talk a lot of nonsense, but I can be quite sensible
if I like, and I did want to help you, Uncle
Bernard; I’ll send mother in here, where you
can have your talk in peace. It’s the only
chance of being uninterrupted.”
Mr Farrell made no reply, and Mollie
made haste to deposit the tray in the pantry, and
rush for the dining-room door. The secret had
been kept so long that she felt sore-absolutely
sore with the strain. It seemed incredible that
her mother and sisters should be sitting munching bread-and-butter
as calmly as if it were an ordinary day, when nothing
extraordinary had happened to break the monotonous
routine. She leant against the lintel of the
door and called her mother by name-“Muv!
you are wanted at once in the Den. Somebody
wants to speak to you!”
Mrs Connor’s brow furrowed into
the usual anxious lines as she prepared to hear a
story of fresh disaster from her husband’s lips;
but at the doorway two magic words were whispered
into her ear which brought the blood into the white
cheeks, and sent her trotting down the hall on eager
feet. Then came the delicious moment to which
Mollie had looked forward ever since the meeting at
the cross-roads. She walked back into the room,
while Ruth looked up with weary curiosity, and Trix
with unconcealed wrath.
“You might have let mother finish
her tea in peace! She has been slaving all day,
and was just enjoying a rest!”
“What is it, Mollie? Why
did the pater come home so early? Is he ill?”
“It isn’t pater, my dear.
Guess again! A friend of mine, whom I met in
the park and brought home to tea. He was rather
tired, so I, gave him a private little feed in the
study, instead of bringing him straight in here.
Considerate of me, wasn’t it? He was quite
touched.”
“He?” repeated Ruth breathlessly.
“Mollie, what are you talking about? Don’t
make a mystery out of nothing! Why can’t
you say at once who it is?”
“I’m afraid of your nerves,
dear. I want to break it to you by degrees.
Sudden shocks are dangerous for the young. My
own heart is quite palpitating with all I have undergone
to-day. I was walking along,-all
innocent and unsuspicious,-gazing upon the
fair spring scene, when suddenly, glancing ahead,
I beheld a figure standing at the junction of the
cross-roads. ’Tis ever thus, my love!
Fate stands waiting for us where the paths diverge,
to point out the way in which we should go. End
of volume one ... Do you feel excited?”
Trix grinned broadly, Ruth looked tired and impatient.
“Oh, thrilled, of course!
So many interesting people come to see us that it’s
difficult to choose between them. The piano-tuner,
perhaps; or the gasman, to look at the meter.”
“I should have walked home with
them, shouldn’t I, and given them tea in the
study? A little higher in the social scale, please!”
“The curate calling for a subscription?”
“Cold; quite cold! Try
again! Someone you have often wished to see,
but who has never displayed any great anxiety to make
your acquaintance in return.”
“Uncle Bernard, I presume?”
said Ruth sarcastically, not for one moment believing
the truth of her words, though her mind instantly reverted
to the personage of that mythical uncle who had played
so large a part in her mental life. She did
not even trouble to look at Mollie as she spoke; but
Trix did, and bounded to her feet in excitement.
“Is it-is it?
Oh, Mollie, not really! He hasn’t really
and truly appeared after all these years? You
don’t seriously mean it? Look at her,
Ruth! I believe it is true!”
Ruth looked, and flushed the loveliest
of pinks. It seemed almost incredible that Trix
was right, yet something very much out of the usual
course of events must have happened to excite Mollie
so keenly. Her cheeks were burning as though
with a fever, the hand resting on the table was actually
trembling. “Tell me, Mollie!” she
pleaded; and Mollie nodded her head in triumph.
“Uncle Bernard himself!
The real, genuine article sitting in solid flesh
and blood in our very own study, and I’m the
one who brought him here. What do you think
of that for an adventure? I saw an aged,
aged man a-leaning on a stick, as the poem says, and
I went up and asked him if I could help him in any
way. I once read about an old man whose nose
suddenly began to bleed in an omnibus. He searched
for a pocket-handkerchief, but had evidently forgotten
to bring one, and the other passengers began to smile
and titter, all except one girl, who opened her bag
and presented him with a nice clean one of her own.
The old man died soon afterwards, and left her a
million pounds as a token of gratitude. I think
it’s just as kind to escort a stranger through
a lonely park when he has lost his way! If Uncle
Bernard adopts me and gives me a million, I’ll
treat you both to a nice new hat.-I asked
where he was going, and he said to Number 7 Langton
Terrace, and I looked at him. And, Ruth, do
you know what I thought of? I thought of you!
He had black eyebrows like yours, and he scowls, as
you do (only when you are cross, dear, not when you’re
in a good temper), and his lips droop like yours,
too. I thought, `I have seen that face before!’
and then I remembered the photographs, and it burst
upon me all in a moment. Then he asked me if
I knew the Connors, and I said I’d known them
for years, and the step-daughters, too, and that they
were a charming family, but Mollie was the nicest
of all.”
“Mollie, you didn’t!”
“I did! Why not?
It’s true, isn’t it? When I revealed
myself to him, however, he seemed to think that I
was rather vain. I must leave it to time to
prove the truth of my assertion.”
“You are in earnest? You
really mean it? Mollie, what has he come for?
What has made him remember us after all these years?
Has something happened that we know nothing about?”
“I can’t tell you.
There’s only one thing certain,-he
is very old and ill, and if he wants to see us at
all there isn’t much time to spare. He
is not at all like the Uncle Bernard mother remembers,
but very cross and irritable, and his poor old face
looks so miserable that it goes to your heart to see
him. I wanted to put my arms round his neck and
kiss him, but I would as soon have attempted to embrace
a tiger. He snubbed me the whole time.
Oh, talk of adventures! What an afternoon
I have had!”
“If you met him walking across
the park he can’t have any luggage, and if he
hasn’t any luggage he can’t intend to sleep
here to-night,” reasoned Ruth thoughtfully.
“Perhaps he will just stay to dinner.
Pea-soup, cold beef, and apple-pie-that’s
all there is, and he is accustomed to half a dozen
courses, and two men-servants to wait upon him.
Poor dear mother will be in despair because she didn’t
order a fresh joint for to-day. Shall I go to
the kitchen and see if there is anything that can
be made into a hot dish?”
Mollie pursed up her lips, but, before
she had time to reply, the sound of footsteps was
heard from without, and Mrs Connor appeared in the
doorway, followed by the tall, gaunt figure of Uncle
Bernard. The girls rose from their seats as
he entered the room, and Ruth and Trix approached
him with diffident smiles, while Mrs Connor introduced
each by name.
“This is my eldest girl, Ruth;
you saw her last when she was a baby in arms.
This is Beatrice Connor; she knows you quite well
by name, don’t you, Trix dear?”
But Mr Farrell betrayed not the faintest
interest in Trix or her memories, and barely touched
the hand which she extended towards him. All
his attention seemed concentrated on Ruth, as she stood
before him with her beautiful, flushed face raised
to his own.
“This is Ruth!” he repeated
slowly. “She is not at all like her sister.
I am glad that one of your girls takes after her father’s
family, Mary. This one is an unmistakable Farrell!”
Mollie turned aside with an expressive grimace.
“I’m cut out already,”
she told herself. “Ruth’s black brows
have walked straight into his affections! I
might as well resign myself to play second fiddle
forthwith.”
Mr Farrell accepted an invitation
to stay for the family dinner, but it cannot truthfully
be said that his presence added to the gaiety of the
meal. Mrs Connor was nervous and ill at ease,
regretting, as her daughter had foretold, that she
had not ordered a hot joint for to-day, and allowed
the cold meat to be used on the morrow.
She looked gratefully at Ruth when
a small dish of curry made its appearance, in addition
to the scanty menu; but Uncle Bernard had spent some
years of his life in India, and his ideas of curry
evidently differed from those of the plain cook downstairs,
for after the first taste he laid down his fork and
made no further pretence of eating.
Mr Connor made several attempts to
introduce interesting subjects of conversation, but
receiving only monosyllabic replies, relapsed in his
turn into silence. With every moment that passed,
the girls felt less able to imagine the reason for
the appearance of a visitor who showed so little interest
in the affairs of the family; for Mr Farrell asked
no questions, paid no attention to the general conversation,
and, for the greater part of the time, appeared lost
in his own thoughts.
The three little boys alone were unaffected
by the general tension, and chattered about their
school adventures in their usual noisy fashion.
On another occasion Mrs Connor would have checked them,
but anything was better than the dead silence which
at one time had threatened the whole table; so she
left them unreproved, and Uncle Bernard scowled at
them beneath his bushy brows in a manner the reverse
of approving.
It happened that Betty occupied the
seat immediately opposite the visitor, and it was
one of Betty’s idiosyncrasies to repeat the grimaces
of others with an imitation as faithful as it was unconscious.
When, for example, Mollie was speaking, Betty tossed
her head, tilted her chin, and arched her brows, to
the delight and amusement of the family; and now,
there she sat-good, kind, most inoffensive
of creatures- drawing her wisps of eyebrows
together in a lowering scowl, and twisting her lips
into an expression of sour distaste.
The three boys nudged each other and
tittered together, and Mr Farrell looked round to
discover the reason of their mirth, and beheld Betty’s
transformed face peering into his own. His glance
of indignation made her flush with what appeared to
be conscious guilt, though, in truth, the poor child
had no idea of the nature of her offence. Mrs
Connor beheld the incident with petrified horror,
Ruth registered a determination to lecture Betty out
of so dangerous a habit, but warm-hearted Mollie
rushed headlong into the breach.
“Uncle Bernard, Betty did not
mean to be rude! Please do not think she was
intentionally disrespectful. She has a habit
of imitating people, without knowing what she is about,
and I am afraid we laugh at her for it, because it
is so funny to watch; but she would be dreadfully sorry
to be rude to anyone, wouldn’t you, Betty dear?”
Betty’s lips opened to emit
a hoarse, inarticulate murmur. Uncle Bernard
turned his eyes upon Mollie, and said coldly-
“You wish to imply that she
was imitating my expressions? Indeed! It
is always interesting to know in what light one appears
to others. I regret that I failed to catch the
likeness.”
“Dear Uncle Bernard, shall we
go to the drawing-room now? The children use
this room to prepare their lessons. We will have
coffee in the drawing-room!” cried Mrs Connor
eagerly. And the elders filed across the hall,
leaving poor Betty reduced to tears of misery, while
the boys comforted her by jibes and jeers in true
schoolboy fashion.
In the drawing-room a ghastly silence
prevailed, broken by fitful efforts of conversation.
Mr Farrell had asked that a cab should be ordered
by nine o’clock to take him back to his hotel;
but, though the time drew nearer and nearer, he still
vouchsafed no explanation of the unexpected visit.
Surely-surely, before going away he would
say something, and not once more disappear into the
mist, and let the veil of silence fall around him?
The same thought was in every mind, the same wondering
anticipation; but it was only when the cab was announced
and Mr Farrell rose to say good-bye that he appeased
their curiosity.
“I came here to-day to make
the acquaintance of my nephew’s daughters.
I should be glad, Mary, if you would allow them to
pay me a visit at the Court. I have arranged
to have a lady in residence who will look after them
and do what chaperonage is needful. If Monday
will suit you, I should like them to arrive on that
day.”
It sounded more like a command than
an invitation, but such as it was it thrilled the
listeners with joy. To pay a visit, and above
all, to visit the Court, of which they had heard so
much, had been the girls’ day-dream for so long
that it seemed impossible that it had come at last.
Ruth’s mind flew at once to considerations of
ways and means, and she suffered a moment of agonising
suspense before Mrs Connor’s eager consent put
an end to anxiety.
“Oh, I shall be delighted-delighted!
The girls will love it, of all things. How
kind of you, dear Uncle Bernard! Ruth!
Mollie! Are you not delighted to have such a
treat in store?”
“Thank you, Uncle Bernard; I
should love to come!” cried Ruth warmly.
“Mollie and I have often said that there is nothing
in the world we should enjoy more than paying a visit
to the Court. It is most good of you to ask
us!”
“And we will try to behave very
nicely, and not bother you at all,” added Mollie,
her eyes dancing with happiness. “We are
to come on Monday week. And will there be other
people, too-other visitors, besides ourselves?”
“Probably,” said Uncle
Bernard curtly. “There are several important
matters to be discussed, into which I cannot enter
in a short interview. I am inviting you-and
others-in order that we may talk them over
at leisure. A carriage will meet the train arriving
at four-twenty. Good-afternoon, Mary.
I shall not see you again, as I leave by an early
train to-morrow.”
Even as he spoke, Mr Farrell made
his way towards the door with an air of finality which
forbade further questioning. He had waited until
the last possible moment before giving his invitation,
and, having obtained an acceptance, was evidently
determined to take his departure without further delay.
Mrs Connor escorted him to the door, her husband helped
him into the cab, offered to accompany him to the hotel,
was coldly snubbed for his pains, and came back into
the house heaving deep sighs of relief.
“Now for my smoke!” he
exclaimed, and hurried off to the study, while Mrs
Connor was dragged into the drawing-room and subjected
to a breathless cross-questioning.
“Matters of importance to discuss!
Mother, what can he mean?”
“Other people besides ourselves!
Mother, who can they be?”
“How long does he want us to stay?”
“What are we going to do about clothes?”
“That’s just exactly what
I’m asking myself!” cried Mrs Connor,
referring with equal truthfulness to all four questions
at once. “It is most awkward, not knowing
how long you are expected to stay, or what sort of
a party you are to meet; but, in any case, I am afraid
you must have some new clothes. I will have
a talk with pater, and see what can be done, and you
must divide my things between you. I have a few
pieces of good lace still, and one or two trinkets
which will come in usefully. I am afraid we cannot
manage anything new for evenings; you must make the
black dresses do.”
Mollie groaned dismally.
“They are so old and shabby!
The sleeves look as if they had come out of the Ark.
I do so long to be white and fluffy for once.
Can’t we squeeze out white dresses, mother?
I’d do without sugar and jam for a year, if
you’ll advance the money. Even muslin would
be better than nothing, and it would wash, and come
in for summer best, and then cut up into curtains,
and after that into dusters. Really, if you look
at it in the right light, it would be an economy to
buy them! I am sure Uncle Bernard would like
to see me in white! Now don’t you think
he would?”
“I’ll do what I can, dear-I’ll
do what I can! I should like you both to look
as well as possible. `Matters of importance!’
... I can’t think what matters of importance
Uncle Bernard can wish to discuss with children like
you. And who are the other guests? And
are they also included in the discussion? I
don’t know of any near relations he has left,
except ourselves; but he was even more intimate with
his wife’s people than his own, and she belonged
to a large family. Dear, dear! It is most
awkward to be so much in the dark. I do wish
he had been a little more explicit while he was about
it.”
“Never mind, muv; it makes it
all the more exciting. We are going to meet
someone, and we don’t know whom; and to discuss
something, and we don’t know what; and to stay,
we don’t know how long. There’s this
comfort-we can easily take all our belongings,
and still not be overburdened with luggage!
Ten days-only ten days before we start!
It sounds almost too good to be true. But how
will you manage without us, dear little mother?”
“Oh, don’t trouble about
me, dear! I’ll manage beautifully.
Old Miss Carter can come in to help me if I get too
tired; but, indeed, I shall be so happy to think of
you two girls staying at the dear old Court that it
will do me as much good as a tonic. Now I will
go and talk to pater about money matters. We
ought to begin preparations at once.”
Mr Connor joined in the general satisfaction
at the invitation which had been given to his step-daughters,
and, though mildly surprised to hear that any fresh
equipments would be required, took his wife’s
word for the need, and produced two five-pound notes
from his cash-box, which she was deputed to use as
she thought fit.
“If you don’t need it
all, you can give me back whatever is over,”
said the innocent male, little reckoning that three
feminine heads would lie restless on their pillows
that night, striving in vain to solve the problem
of making ten pounds do duty for fifty.
Next morning, pencils and paper were
in requisition to check mental additions, while Ruth
drew up a list of usefuls, and Mollie one of fineries
which seemed equally essential. At a most modest
estimate it seemed possible to purchase the whole
for something under thirty pounds. A painful
curtailment brought it down to twenty, but by no persuasion
could that sum be halved.
“Unless we play Box and Cox!”
cried Mollie, in desperation. “One rain
cloak, and an understanding that one of us invariably
feels chilly, and stays at home on wet days.
One white dress, to be worn in turn on special occasions,
while the other languishes in bed with a headache.
One evening cloak, ditto. Ditto gloves and sundries.
It is the only way I can see out of the difficulty.”
“Don’t be absurd, Mollie!
We shall both have to stay in bed if anything
special takes place, for we can’t afford any
extras. I remember once asking Eleanor Drummond’s
advice about spending my allowance, and she said,
`Wear a shabby dress, if you must; wear a shabby hat,
if you have not taste and ingenuity to trim one for
yourself out of next to nothing; but never, never,
never condescend to a shabby petticoat or shoes down
at the heel!’ I thought it splendid advice,
and have always acted upon it, as far as I could.
Let us buy really nice boots and slippers and petticoats
before we do anything else!”
“I’ll have a silk one,
then, and rustle for once, if I die for it!”
cried Mollie recklessly. “And the boots
shall be thin, not thick, with a nice, curved sole
to show off my patrician instep. If I have to
content myself with usefuls, they shall be as ornamental
as possible. Don’t you think we might possibly
squeeze out net over-skirts to wear with the black
silks, sometimes, so as to make them look like two
dresses instead of one?”
“Oh, my dear, I like luxuries
as much as you do! It’s only grim necessity
which makes me prudent. The black net is really
an inspiration, and if we make it up ourselves we
can manage quite well, and have enough money left
for gloves and ribbons, and one fresh blouse a-piece.”
For the next week all was bustle and
excitement. The girls paid two long shopping
expeditions to town, and returned laden with interesting
parcels, the contents of which were displayed to an
admiring audience in the drawing-room, and then taken
upstairs to Attica, which was transformed into a dressmaker’s
work-room, barriers being for once ignored in consideration
of the importance of the occasion.
The five-pound notes became wonderfully
elastic, and even after they were expended little
offerings came in from friends and members of the
family to swell the great sum total. One sent
a pretty tie, another a belt, a third a lace handkerchief.
Trix supplied a most stylish collection of pens,
pencils, and indiarubbers, reposing in her very best
box; and Betty, not to be outdone, rummaged among her
various collections for a suitable offering.
Eventually she discovered a half-emptied bottle
of eau-de-Cologne, which had been presented
to her the Christmas before, filled it up with water,
and presented it to her sisters for mutual use, unperturbed
by the fact that the transparent hue of the scent
had changed to a milky white.
On the morning of the fifth day Ruth
had a conviction that she was sickening with a dire
disease; on the sixth, she anticipated a disabling
accident; on the seventh, she waited hourly for a telegram
from Uncle Bernard, retracting his invitation; on
the eighth, she wanted to know what would happen if
there was a cab strike in the city; and on the ninth,
talked vaguely of blizzards and earthquakes.
Something it seemed must happen to prevent
this long-dreamed-of journey; it did not seem possible
that the stars should run placidly in their courses,
while Ruth and Mollie Farrell were going a-visiting
with a box full of fineries!
Yet the day did break, an ordinary,
grey morning, with no sign to distinguish it from
another. Looking out of the window, men and women
could be seen going calmly about their duties.
The postman and newspaper-boy arrived at their accustomed
time. No one outside the household seemed to
realise that the day was big with fate.
At eleven o’clock a cab drove
up to the door; the boxes were piled on the roof;
and the heroines of the hour made their appearance
in the doorway, immaculately trim and tidy in travelling
array. The brothers and sisters were absent
at school, so there was only the little mother to
say adieu, and stand waving her hand until the cab
had disappeared from view.
Once, she too had been young and fair,
and life had stretched before her like an empty page,
on which the most marvellous happenings might be enrolled.
Now, she was old and harassed and poor, and there
seemed little ahead but work and worry; yet she could
not call life a failure.
“I have had the best thing,”
she said to herself, as she shut the door and re-entered
the empty house-“plenty of dear ones
to love, and to love me in return. God bless
my two girls, and give them the same sweet gift.”