The morning of the garden-party was
bright, almost perilously bright even for June; but
there was exhilaration in the sight of the blue sky,
dappled with fleecy white clouds, which formed such
an exquisite contrast to the velvety green of the
landscape, and a delicious sense of luxury in strolling
about in the sun, and feeling rid at last of the treacherous
wind.
The squire’s guests breakfasted
upon the terrace, to the mild disapproval of Mrs Wolff,
who could not understand why people could not be content
to remain comfortably indoors, instead of picknicking
in gipsy-like fashion on every possible occasion.
Her small, pinched face expressed the annoyance which
she had not the courage to put into words, and as
soon as her duties were over she hurried back to the
shelter of the house. Immediately she had disappeared
Jack boldly demanded another cup of coffee, and set
to work on toast and marmalade with a fresh access
of appetite.
The opportunity was too good to be
resisted. Ruth flew indoors for her camera,
and stood a few yards off focusing the table and its
occupants, and waiting for a picturesque moment in
which to snap. It came at last, just as Jack
was forgetfully indulging in an enormous bite, a bachelor
habit which had become a standing joke among his companions.
Mollie had stolen a half-eaten piece of toast from
his plate one morning, and measured the gap with an
inch tape, to his everlasting embarrassment, so that
the pictured memorial was hailed with delight.
Needless to say, Jack wished to have
his revenge, and immortalise Mollie scraping the sugar
out of the bottom of the cup in school-girl fashion,
and finally Bates was pressed into the service and
instructed how to snap, so that a complete group might
be taken.
By this time it was ten o’clock,
and Mollie announced her intention of going down to
the vicarage to help in the final preparations for
the afternoon’s entertainment. She took
for granted that Ruth would accompany her; but Miss
Ruth had her own ideas as to the employment of the
next few hours, and they had nothing to do with Mrs
Thornton’s garden-party.
On her way downstairs to breakfast
she had overheard Victor telling a servant that he
had no orders for the stables this morning. The
inference was, therefore, that he intended to stop
at home, and the thought had instantly darted into
her mind that if Mollie went off to the vicarage there
would be an hour or two before lunch, when-when-
Ruth blushed guiltily to herself when
she got so far in her calculations; but it was such
a delight to enjoy a quiet tete-a-tete talk
sometimes, instead of the general impersonal conversation.
So it came to pass that when Mollie announced her
intention of going down to the vicarage to help in
the final preparations, Ruth absolutely refused to
accompany her.
“I’ve done my share,”
she said. “To-day I am going to be a visitor
pure and simple, and drive down when everything is
ready for my reception.”
Mollie shrugged her shoulders resignedly.
“Well, somebody has got to do
it, and, thank goodness, I’m not poor-spirited
enough to leave a friend in the lurch at the last moment!
I shan’t be satisfied until I see the last
chair in order; but I don’t see any reason why
I should walk. There is a pony-carriage in the
stables, and if anyone had any nice feeling they would
drive me there and back!”
Jack laughed, and limped across the terrace.
“Anyone, singular; they, plural!
Your grammar is deficient, Miss Mollie; but I suppose
your modesty forbade you to be more explicit.
I have lots of good-feeling, and nothing to do, so
I shall be charmed to escort you, if you will give
the order. It would take me too long to get
down to the stables.”
It was evident that Jack’s offer
was pleasing to Mollie, for she thanked him with a
smile as bright as her words, and a quarter of an hour
later on they were driving together across the park
behind the sleek little pony, Mollie chatting gaily
as usual, Jack listening with an air half amused,
half bored. Despite his accident, he was looking
strong and well, his skin bronzed by the outdoor life
of the last few weeks; but the old haughty, intolerant
expression, which had seemed his chief characteristic
at first meeting, was still noticeable in curving lip
and nostril. Not an easy man to convince against
his will, nor one to be easily affected by the presence
of a pretty girl.
“How cross Uncle Bernard was
when I told him about the mysterious hamper!
One would think he grudged poor Mrs Thornton having
anything nice!” said Mollie severely.
“He nearly snapped my head off when I asked
if he had sent it. I should not have thought
much of that, if he had not denied it in so many words,
for he might have been trying to put me off; but after
what he said there can be no more doubt on the subject.
I wonder who could have sent it? Mrs Thornton
says she will never rest till she finds out.”
Jack flicked the pony impatiently.
“Why can’t she be content
to take it quietly, and not worry any more? That’s
the worst of women-they must make a fuss!
If the man who sent it wanted to be thanked, he would
have put in a card. If he didn’t, it shows
that he prefers to be anonymous, and it’s bad
taste to go ferreting round trying to find out what
she is not intended to know. I should tell her
so straight, if I were you.”
“No, you wouldn’t, because,
being a woman, you would be consumed with curiosity,
as I am. Now, I wonder why you said the `man’?”
queried Mollie, tilting her head on one side, and
staring at him with mischievous eyes. “What
makes you think it was a man? Couldn’t
it as easily have been a woman?”
“Oh, quite; but I prefer to
use one pronoun and stick to it, instead of muddling
them up as you do. Why are you always in such
a hurry to snap a fellow up?” cried Jack irritably.
Mollie made a naughty little moue.
“I thought it was the other
way about! I was most mild and lamb-like, when
you snubbed me for my grammar, abused my sex, and accused
me of bad temper. It shows how little you know
of my beautiful disposition!”
Jack flicked the pony again, his face
darkened by a frown.
“No, I don’t know you-how
should I? You never give me a chance. You
show me only the frivolous side of your character.
You are always laughing, joking, frivolling.
In all these weeks I have only once had a glimpse
of your real self. You evidently do not wish
me to know you in any real or intimate sense; but
that is your own fault, not mine.”
“If you have seen it only once,
it cannot be my real self,” said Mollie quietly.
She had grown, not red but white, as she listened
to Jack’s words, and her heart had begun to
beat in an agitating fashion hitherto unknown.
She felt as if somebody had suddenly dealt her an
unexpected blow, for until this moment she had fondly
imagined herself to be good friends with Jack Melland.
“You do not know me, because, perhaps, there
is nothing to know, beyond the frivolous, silly creature
you dislike so much!”
“There you go again, exaggerating
and catching up my words! Who said I disliked
you? We were not talking of likes or dislikes.
We were talking of knowing each other properly.
I wouldn’t trouble my head if you were an ordinary,
empty-headed girl, but I know you are not. There
is another side to your character, and I want to see
and know you in it, but you evade me, and refuse to
show yourself. I suppose I am not worth the
trouble of talking to seriously?”
Mollie shook her head dejectedly.
“I am not evading, I am not
hiding anything. I’m nineteen, and out
for a holiday. It’s the first taste of
luxury I’ve ever known. I enjoyed it so
much,”-unconsciously to herself she
used the past, not the present, tense-“that
surely it was natural for me to be light-hearted.
I am not highly educated, and I’ve lived a very
quiet life. It’s only natural that I seem
stupid in comparison with other girls you have met.
I suppose they are very clever and well read?”
Jack kept his eyes on the road, mentally
classifying the girls with whom he had been most closely
brought in contact in his town life. Yes! they
were for the most part accomplished and clever; but
were they not also apt to be discontented with their
lot, given to grumbling at the restrictions of home
life, and to imagine themselves ill-used and unappreciated?
Mollie’s radiant good-humour and unconsciousness
of self were qualities unknown among them. What
poor, anæmic images they appeared beside her!
Yet he was continually provoked by the very cheerfulness
which he mentally approved. Jack frowned, puzzled
and disquieted. As a rule, he was at no loss
to account for his prejudices, but for once he found
himself completely mystified. What exactly was
it that he wanted of Mollie Farrell, the lack of which
rankled in his veins? He could not tell, and
annoyance with self gave an added touch of irritation
to his tone.
“Oh, if you cannot distinguish
between becoming a bookworm and talking seriously
once in a way, there is no more to be said! I’m
sorry I spoke. Now I suppose you will be offended
with me, and the day will be spoiled?”
It was not a gracious speech, but
Jack did not feel gracious, and he had not much control
over his temper. An inner voice informed him
that he was behaving like a cad, and he acknowledged
the truth of the indictment, while in the same moment
he was prepared to reply more irritably than before.
He had not the chance, however, for
Mollie’s eyes met his without the faintest shadow
of reproach. There was a subtle change in her
expression, but it spoke neither of offence nor anger.
“No, I am not vexed; that would
be stupid, for it would only make things worse.
It is my nature to look on the bright side of things.
I know I am thoughtless, but it won’t last.
I shall be serious enough some day- perhaps
sooner than we think. Don’t grudge me my
little hour!”
The face raised to his looked so young
and wistful that Jack felt a pang of the same remorse
which one feels who has wounded a little child.
He averted his eyes and drove on in silence, thinking,
thinking.-The clever town girl would have
been mortally insulted if he had dared to criticise
her manners or attainments, and would have justified
herself by a dozen plausible arguments. Mollie
was ready to admit everything against herself, and
only anxious to save him from any feeling of embarrassment.
She talked on impersonal topics all
the rest of the way to the vicarage, and her smile
when she bade him good-bye was resolutely cheerful,
but he hated himself as he realised that for the first
time there was an effort involved. As he turned
the pony round the corner of the little lane which
bordered the lawn he heard Mrs Thornton’s surprised
exclamation, “Why, Mollie!” and the half-laughing
exclamation, “It’s nothing! The
sun is so strong, it made my eyes-smart!”
Jack Melland set his teeth and drove
on in a tumult of feeling such as he had never known
before in the course of his self-satisfied existence.
Blundering, presumptuous wretch that he was!
If any trouble came to Mollie Farrell, he would feel
as guilty as if he himself had deliberately brought
it to pass!