Meanwhile, Ruth and Mollie were crying
in each other’s arms in the privacy of their
bedroom-that is to say, Ruth was crying
and Mollie was storming and shedding an occasional
tear more of anger than distress.
“I’ve never been so insulted
in my life, and I won’t stand it from fifty
thousand Uncle Bernards! I’ll tell him
so, and make him beg my pardon and yours too, darling!
Don’t cry! It makes your nose so red,
and you hate to look a fright!”
“Oh, Mollie, we were far happier
at home when we thought we were so badly off!
What was the use of coming here to have our hearts
broken? I loved that man, I thought he loved
me, and now I can only despise him. He deliberately
tried to fasten suspicion upon me this afternoon, and
I can never prove my innocence, for I was in
the library, and alone for quite a long time, on and
off. What can I do, or say, if they won’t
take my word?”
“Everybody will, whose opinion
is worth having Victor Druce thinks of nothing but
his own advantage; and I won’t allow you to say
you cared for him.”
“It’s easier said than
done! Can you practise what you preach?
You don’t say anything, but I know,-I
can see! When Jack goes away, will you find
it easy to forget all about him?”
Mollie’s face changed.
Excitement disappeared, to be replaced by a sweet
and serious dignity.
“I shall never forget him,”
she said quietly; “but he is in love with another
girl-he told me about her the other day-so
our lives must be spent apart. I shall never
be as happy as I might have been, but I’m going
to be as happy as I can. I won’t
mope! We were happy enough just to be together
a few weeks ago; let’s go back to where we were,
and forget all about the tiresome men!”
“It’s easier said than
done,” sighed Ruth once more. She sank
down in a chair by the window, and, leaning her head
on her hand, gazed drearily across the park, beautiful
in the changing light of late afternoon. With
what joy and confidence had she regarded the same scene
a few weeks ago, her heart expanding in the happy
certainty that some day it would be her own, and with
it unlimited powers of helping those she loved.
Now, between Victor’s faithlessness and her own
fall from favour, hope had gradually died away, and
the future seemed to hold nothing but bitterness and
regret.
Ruth’s heart turned homewards
with yearning affection. The love of the little
mother was a certainty which could be depended upon
through good report and ill; nothing that could be
said against her child would shake her trust and faith,
she would be even more tender in failure than success.
The dear old pater, too-how
good he had been all these years, making no distinction
between his step-daughters and his own children, except
perhaps to show a more anxious care for their needs!
He worked so hard, and was so absolutely self-denying
and uncomplaining; it was not his fault if he did
not possess the power of money-making. When she
was at home again she would be more thoughtful of
his comfort, more affectionate and sympathetic.
She recalled all the step-brothers and sisters whose
very existence she had grudged at times, each name
bringing with it some kindly, humorous recollection.
How truly lovable they were, despite their faults!
Then Ruth’s thoughts roamed
a little further afield to the few intimate friends
of the family, foremost among whom came Eleanor Maclure
and her brother. What would Eleanor say if the
grand expedition ended in ignominious failure?
A good many words of sympathy, of cheer, and a few
simple heart-to-heart truths, pointing out the spiritual
side of the puzzle, spoken in that soft Scotch voice
which was so good to hear. Ah yes, it would
be a help to meet Eleanor again. And the-the
doctor!
During the first weeks of her stay
at the Court, Ruth had been so much absorbed in the
present that she had had no leisure to think of old
friends; but during the last few days the vision of
Dr Maclure’s face had risen before her not once
but many times-strong, earnest, resolute,
with steady glance and square-built chin, such a contrast
from that other face with the veiled eyes, which seemed
to hide rather than reveal the soul within.
In the midst of soreness and humiliation
it had been a comfort to remember that such a man
had loved her enough to wish to make her his wife.
She recalled the conversation in the brougham with
new sympathy and understanding. Had he suffered
as she was suffering now? Did his life also
stretch ahead blank and grey because of that little
word from her lips? Her heart yearned over him,
yet felt mysteriously lightened at the thought.
“There’s the postman’s
collie!” cried Mollie’s voice, interrupting
her reverie. “That means that the evening
post is in. I’ll run down and see what
there is for us.”
She disappeared for a few minutes,
then reappeared carrying one letter in her hand.
“From mother, to you.
Open it quickly, dear! It is an age since she
has written. I only hope and pray it is good
news!” But, alas! that aspiration was shattered
at the sight of the first few sentences.
“My darling girls,-I
have delayed writing as I could not bear to cloud
your pleasure, but I can keep back the truth no longer.
You must be brave, dears, and help me to be brave,
for it is no half and half trouble this time.
We are quite, quite ruined, and Heaven only knows
what is to become of us!
“It is not the pater’s
fault in any one way. For the last two years
he has been doing a good deal of business for a man
who appeared to be in very good circumstances.
At first he paid up his accounts most regularly,
but lately they have sometimes been allowed to run
on from month to month. I don’t understand
business, but it seems that this is often allowed,
and as he had been such a good client, and had met
his payments regularly before, the pater felt safe
in trusting him, and paid out all his own little capital
to finance the business of the last few months, which
was unusually large.
“He expected to make such a
handsome commission as would set us on our feet again;
but it was all a deliberate fraud. Other poor
men have been taken in in the same way, and that scoundrel
has disappeared, leaving us to bear the brunt.
I hope I may be able to forgive him some day; just
now, when I see the pater’s broken heart and
think of you, and all those children, it’s too
difficult.
“Everything that we have or
can raise in any way will not pay what we owe, and
the pater cannot carry on his business without some
capital. The future is very dark; but God has
helped me through many dark days, and He will help
us still. Trix is splendid! She went of
her own accord to the headmistress and offered to
teach one of the junior classes in exchange for Betty’s
education, and a few finishing classes for herself.
Miss Bean came to see me, and it is all arranged,
for she says Trix has a genius for managing children,
and will be a valuable help. She is a good woman,
and is glad of the opportunity of helping us, so that
difficulty is overcome; but there are oh, so many others
to be faced!
“What is to be done about the
house-the boys-yourselves?
Pater and I have talked until we are too tired and
puzzled to talk any more, but, so far, no light has
dawned.
“Write to the pater as well
as to me, for he has been good to you, and will value
your sympathy. Oh, my darlings, it is hard that
this should have happened just now to spoil your happy
visit! My heart aches for your trouble, for
these things are so hard when one is young. I
hope, I trust, I pray that the future may be so bright
for you as to make up for all the anxieties you have
had to bear. Tell Uncle Bernard our trouble;
you and he must decide what you had better do.
“I long for your help and comfort,
but leave the decision entirely in your hands.
Every one is good and sympathetic, and the pater has
had most kind letters from his friends in town.
We have this great comfort that his good name is
untarnished, and that there is no shadow of disgrace
in our misfortune. God bless you, my darlings!
If we are rich in nothing else, we are rich in our
love for one another.-Your devoted Mother.”
The girls looked at each other in
a long, breathless silence. Ruth laid her hand
across her heart with a little gasp of pain.
“Oh, mother! Poor little
mother! And we are away, we who should be her
best comforters! There is only one thing to do,-we
must go home at once!”
“Yes,” assented Mollie
firmly, “we must go home to-morrow.”