Trix was at the station to meet them-a
greatly developed Trix, as became a young woman who
not only provided for her own education but also that
of her sister. The door-knocker had disappeared,
and her lanky locks were screwed into a knot about
as big as a good-sized walnut; she wore a discarded
black skirt of Ruth’s, which reached down to
her ankles, a blue blouse, white sailor-hat, and brown
shoes. Ruth’s heart contracted with pain
when she saw her, and even Mollie felt a pang of dismay.
So shabby, so unkempt, so obviously poverty-stricken!
Was it really possible that Trix had looked like
this six weeks before, and that the sight had caused
no consternation?
Plainly Miss Trix was rather pleased
than otherwise with her appearance, and was decidedly
patronising to her half-sisters, ordering them about,
and treating them with the lenient forbearance which
a busy worker might be expected to show to two elderly,
incapable drones. She interviewed the porter
as to sending home the luggage, and only consented
to the hire of a cab when it was proved to her own
satisfaction that the cost would be about equal.
She took Ruth’s purse from her hand to tip the
porter, looking at him the while with such a severe
and determined air that his grumbles died upon his
lips; finally, she gave the cabman instructions to
stop at a certain shop, where-as she informed
her sisters triumphantly-potatoes could
be bought three-halfpence a peck cheaper than in more
fashionable neighbourhoods.
“Good gracious, Trix, you don’t
mean to take home potatoes in the cab!” gasped
Ruth, fresh from the delightful luxury of the Court,
where no one thought what anything cost, and every
luxury of the season appeared of its own accord upon
the table; but Trix smiled at her benignly, and replied-
“Certainly; two pecks!
And any other vegetables I can pick up cheap.
It will help to pay for the cab-fare. Not that
you will get any of them to-night, for we have knocked
off late dinner and afternoon-tea, and have one late
tea instead. Cold tongue for you to-night, as
you have had a journey. Mother wanted to have
a chicken. The idea! `No, indeed,’ I
said; `let them begin as they must go on. Our
chicken days are over!’”
“I think yours are, any way.
You seem to have grown into a very old hen,”
cried Mollie disconsolately. She looked across
the cab at the businesslike young woman, and wondered
if a few weeks of home under the new conditions would
work a similar transformation in herself and Ruth.
It was a comfort to remember that Trix’s vocation
kept her out of the house for the greater part of
the day, for it would be distinctly trying to be “bossed”
as a permanent thing.
Perhaps Trix’s thoughts had
wandered to the same subject, for her welcome was
the reverse of encouraging.
“Can’t think what you’ve
come back for!” she declared candidly.
“Mother thought of sending for you last week,
but I told her it was absurd. It will make more
work, and both the servants are going. We gave
Mary notice, and Kate said she couldn’t abase
herself to be a `general’ after her bringings
up. Goodness knows who we shall get! I
sat for two hours in a registry-office yesterday afternoon,
when we had a half-holiday, and didn’t see a
single creature who could be bribed to come. `Nine
in family; one servant, cellar kitchens; washing done
at home.’ Sounds so attractive, doesn’t
it? And yet I suppose we ought not to afford
even one. If we lived in the country we could
do the work alone, but cockroaches! No really
refined mind can cope with cockroaches, and they simply
swarm in the back kitchen... Mother’s terribly
cut up that you have left the Court. If I had
been in your place I’d have stayed on, and persuaded
the old man to help father out of his difficulties.”
“Oh, Trix, as if we hadn’t
tried! You talk as if no one had any sense but
yourself! You are very clever and important,
no doubt, but even your earnings will not keep the
family. There is a little work left for Mollie
and myself!” cried Ruth hotly.
Whereupon Trix elevated the red marks
which should have been her eyebrows, and exclaimed
coolly-
“Hallo, still snapping!
I thought you would be quite good-tempered after
such a holiday!”
It was indeed like being at home again
to hear a squabble between Ruth and Trix within the
first ten minutes.
When the house was reached, there
was the little mother standing in the doorway, smiling
and waving her hands in welcome; but at the first sight
of her both girls felt a sudden choking sensation in
the throat, so wan did she appear, so bleached in
colour, such a tiny, frail little creature to be burdened
with the care of an impecunious household! She
clung to her girls, and her girls clung to her, and
presently they were seated together round the dining-room
table, on which, in spite of Trix’s dismal prophecy,
appeared a tray of the ever-welcome afternoon-tea.
“After their journey, Trix dear!
I thought just this once,” murmured Mrs Connor
apologetically. “Dear Ruth, how sweet you
look! Is that a new coat? No, I see it
is not; but it looks new, with that charming collar
and vest. And your hair, dear; and Mollie’s,
too! So beautifully done! I suppose the
maid taught you? Oh, darlings, I’m thankful
to have you back, but I should never have sent for
you! You were on the spot, and could judge best
what to do. Did you-did you let Uncle
Bernard know of our trouble?”
The strained eagerness of the small
face, the involuntary tremor in the voice, smote the
girls to the heart. Ruth turned her head aside,
herself on the verge of tears, while Mollie said brokenly-
“We sent him your letter to
read, and when he said nothing I asked him point-blank
if he would lend father enough money to put things
right just now, and promised that we would all work
to pay him back.”
“Yes, dear-yes! And then?”
“He wouldn’t. He
jeered at me, and said he made it a rule never to
throw good money after bad. He would keep us
for the remaining six weeks, if we agreed to stay,
but more than that he must refuse to do. So there
seemed no alternative, mother dear, but to come straight
away and try to help you ourselves.”
“Yes, dear-yes. Bless you!
You were quite right!”
Mrs Connor tried to speak bravely;
but it was as if the last gleam of hope had died out
of her tired eyes, and her hands trembled as she clasped
them in her lap. She herself had not realised
until this moment how much she had counted upon Uncle
Bernard’s intervention, and now the last hope
seemed gone. She shivered, and put her hand to
her head; then forced herself to smile, as she met
the girls’ anxious gaze.
“It’s always the darkest
the hour before the dawn. You must talk things
over with pater, dears; my head is so confused.
I shall be thankful for your help in the house, and
no doubt something will turn up for you, as it has
done for Trix.”
“Mother,” cried Ruth,
with an outburst of irritation, which was the result
of tired-out nerves and body, “Trix is insupportable!
She behaves as if she were the head of the house!
How can you let her give herself such airs and domineer
over you so? I shan’t stand it for one,
and the sooner she understands it the better.
I am not going to be ordered about by a bit of a
chit of seventeen, and apologise to her if I dare
to have as much as a cup of tea!”
“Hu-ush, dear!” Mrs Connor
cast an apprehensive glance towards the half-opened
door, through which Trix’s voice could be heard
superintending the carrying of the luggage. “She
is such a child! Young things are always inclined
to go to extremes; and she has been so good!
I don’t know what I should have done without
her! We must not let her feel slighted because
you have returned!”
That was true enough; Trix had borne
the heat and burden of the day, while her stepsisters
were amusing themselves, in blissful ignorance of
the gathering troubles. Ruth’s irritation
was silenced by the reminder, and she listened quietly
while Mollie pressed her mother for details of the
present situation. Alas, it was even worse than
had been expected! It was so bad that it could
not well be worse, and it seemed ridiculous to talk
of what they could afford, since, as a matter of fact,
they could afford nothing at all. It was a matter
of speculation whence the next twenty pounds was to
come.
“`Man’s extremity is God’s
opportunity!’ Some friend will be raised up
to help us through this strait. It is not often
that we are brought to a point when we realise our
own helplessness so plainly. Let us look upon
it as an opportunity, and watch to see what He will
do. `Be not dismayed, neither be afraid, for the
Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest.’”
Mrs Connor’s voice sank to a
rapt whisper, her face shone with that wonderful grace
and exaltation which the Christian knows in the midst
of his trial; but her daughters looked at her pinched
cheeks and haggard eyes, and felt their hearts sink
within them.
It was a dreary evening-how
different from the triumphant home-coming which fancy
had painted so often during the weeks of absence!
The house felt unbearably cramped and airless.
It was dreadful to have no garden, after having practically
lived out of doors; and oh, what a contrast the evening
meal presented from the repast served nightly in the
old oak dining-hall!
When people are in the extremity of
anxiety and poverty, they have no heart to attend
to the little superfluities which add so much to the
beauty of daily life; there was not a single flower
on the table, nor in the half-lit drawing-room, where
Trix sternly forbade the lighting of a second lamp.
Mr Connor sat silent and haggard, and his wife poured
out tea and smiled a pathetic, patient little smile,
as the children catechised the travellers.
Was the Court a jolly big house?
Were there strawberries in the garden? Did the
footmen wear white stockings, like the Lord Mayor’s
Show? What was the name of the horse that bolted?
What did they have for dinner every night?
On and on went the endless catechism, which the sisters
tolerated only as an improvement on silence.
They had no wish to visit Attica, but retired upstairs
to their bedroom at the earliest possible moment to
mingle tears of misery.
“I-I feel as if I
should burst!” cried Ruth expressively.
“My heart is so full that I can’t bear
another thing! Everything seems to have happened
at once, and I feel crushed!”
“It’s so bad that it must
get better! it can’t possibly get worse!”
said Mollie, persistently hopeful in the midst of
her misery.
But alas, her prophecy was not justified
by events! Mrs Connor crawled about the house
for another week, looking every day smaller and more
fragile; and then a morning came when she could not
rise from bed, and all other anxieties seemed to dwindle
in significance when the illness took a serious turn,
and her precious life itself seemed in danger.