Claire lost no time in writing to
Miss Farnborough to apply for the post of French mistress
if it were still vacant, and by return of post received
a cordial reply. Several applications had been
received, but no appointment had been made, and the
Head was pleased to confirm her previous offer of
a commencing salary of a hundred and ten pounds, and
would expect Miss Gifford to take up her duties at
the beginning of the autumn term. She congratulated
her on her decision, and felt sure she would never
regret devoting her life to so interesting and valuable
a work, instead of being content to waste it in the
pursuit of idle pleasure.
Poor Claire looked a little dubious
as she read those last words. The pursuit of
pleasure does not as a rule begin to pall at twenty-one;
and the old life looked very sweet and pleasant viewed
from the new standpoint of change. She put on
a bright face, however, and sternly repressed all
signs of depression in discussing the matter with her
mother and Mr Judge. Her determination evoked
the expected opposition, but slowly and surely the
opposition decreased, and her arguments were listened
to with increasing respect. The lovers were sincerely
desirous of securing the girl’s happiness, but
middle-aged though they were, they were deeply in
love, and felt a natural desire to begin their married
life without the presence of a third person, however
dear that person might be.
Mr Judge applauded Claire’s
spirit, and prophesied her rapid success as a teacher.
Mrs Gifford murmured sweetly, “And if you don’t
like it, dear, you can always come out by the next
boat. Try it for a year. It will be quite
an amusing experience to live the life of a bachelor
girl. And, of course, in a year or two we’ll
be coming home. Then you must spend the whole
leave with us. We’ll see, won’t we?
We won’t make any plans, but just be guided
by circumstances. If you want somewhere to go
in the holidays, there’s my old Aunt Mary in
Preston, but you’d be bored to sobs, darling.
No doubt Miss Farnborough will introduce you to lots
of nice people in London, and you will have all the
fifteen other mistresses to take you about.
I expect you’ll be quite gay! ... Claire,
darling, would you have gold tissue under this
ninon, or just a handsome lace?”
For the next few weeks things moved
quickly. In answer to inquiries about lodgings,
Miss Farnborough wrote a second time to say that Miss
Rhodes, the English mistress, had comfortable rooms
which she was sharing with the present French teacher.
She was willing to continue the arrangement, and,
as a stranger in town, Claire would doubtless find
it agreeable as well as economical. The letter
was entirely business-like and formal, and, as such,
a trifle chilling to Claire, for Miss Farnborough
had been so warm in her spoken invitation that Claire
had expected a more cordial welcome. Could it
be that the shadow of officialdom was already making
itself felt?
The next few weeks were given up to
trousseau-hunting and farewell visits, and no girl
could have shown a livelier interest in the selection
of pretty things than did this bride of thirty-nine.
Claire came in for a charming costume to wear at
the wedding, and for the rest, what fitted her mother
fitted herself, and as Mrs Gifford said sweetly, “It
would be a sin to waste all my nice things, but they’re
quite unsuitable for India. Just use them out,
darling, for a month or two, and then get what you
need,” an arrangement which seemed sensible
enough, if one could only be sure of money to supply
that need when it arose!
The day before her marriage Mrs Gifford
thrust an envelope into her daughter’s hand,
blushing the while with an expression of real distress.
“I’m so sorry, darling,
that it’s so little. I’ve tried to
be careful, but the money has flown. Going out
to India one needs so many clothes, and there were
quite a number of bills. I’ll send more
by and by, and remember always to say if you run short.
I want you to have plenty for all you need.
With what you have, this will see you nicely through
your first term, and after that you’ll be quite
rich.”
Claire kissed her, and was careful
not to look at the cheque until she was alone.
She had counted on at least a hundred to put in the
bank as a refuge against a rainy day. Surely
at this parting of the ways mother would wish her
to have this security; but when she looked at her cheque,
it was to discover that it was made out for fifty pounds-only
half that sum. Claire felt sore at that moment,
and for the first time a chill of fear entered into
her anticipations. Fifty pounds seemed a dreadfully
small sum to stand between herself and want.
A hundred might be only twice its value, but its three
figures sounded so much more substantial. She
struggled hard to allow no signs of resentment to be
seen, and felt that virtue was rewarded, when late
that evening Mr Judge presented her with yet another
envelope, saying awkwardly-
“That’s-er-that’s
the bridesmaid’s present. Thought you’d
like to choose for yourself. Something to do,
you know, some fine half-holiday, to go out and look
in the shops. I’ve no views-don’t
get jewellery unless you wish. Just-er-`blew
it’ your own way!”
Claire kissed him, and remarked that
he was a sweet old dear; and this time the opening
of the envelope brought a surprise of an agreeable
nature, for this cheque also was for fifty pounds,
so that the desired hundred was really in her possession.
No jewellery for her! Into the bank the money
should go-every penny of it, and her bridesmaid
present should be represented by peace of mind, which,
after the financial shock of the last month, seemed
more precious than many rubies.
Mr and Mrs Judge were married at the
Embassy, and afterwards at an English church, the
bride looking her most charming self in a costume of
diaphanous chiffon and lace and the most fascinating
of French hats, and the bridegroom his worst in his
stiff conventional garments. They were a very
radiant couple, however, and the dejeuner held
after the ceremony at the “Hotel Britannique”
was a cheerful occasion, despite the parting which
lay ahead.
The gathering was quite a large one,
for Mr Judge had insisted upon inviting all the friends
who had been kind to his fiancee and her daughter
during their three years’ sojourn in the city,
while the pensionnaires at “Villa Beau
Sejour” came en masse, headed by Madame
herself, in a new black silk costume, her white transformation
elaborately waved and curled for the occasion.
There were speeches, and there were
toasts. There were kindly words of farewell
and cheerful anticipations of future meetings, there
were good wishes for the bride and bridegroom, and
more good wishes for the bridesmaid, and many protestations
that it was “her turn next.”
Then the bride retired to change her
dress. Claire went with her, and tried valiantly
not to cry as she fastened buttons and hooks, and
realised how long it might be before she next waited
on her mother. Mrs Judge was tearful, too, and
the two knew a bitter moment as they clung together
for the real farewell before rejoining the guests.
“I’ve been careless; I’ve
made a mess of things. I’ve not been half
as thoughtful as I should have been,” sobbed
the bride, “but I have loved you, Claire,
and this will make no difference! I shall love
you just the same.”
Claire flushed and nodded, but could
not trust herself to speak. The love of a mother
in far-off India could never be the same as the love
of the dear companion of every day. But she
was too generous to add to her mother’s distress
by refusing to be comforted, and the bride nervously
powdered her eyes, and re-arranged her veil before
descending to the hall, anxious as ever to shelve
a painful subject, and turn her face to the sun.
Five minutes later Mr and Mrs Judge
drove away from the door, and the girl who was left
behind turned slowly to re-enter the hotel. It
was very big, and fine, and spacious, but at that
moment it was a type of desolation in Claire’s
eyes. With a sickening wave of loneliness she
realised that she was motherless and alone!