Claire stepped down from the platform
to be surrounded by a throng of guests all eager to
express their admiration of her interesting performance,
to marvel how she could “do it,” and to
congratulate her upon so unusual an accomplishment;
and she smiled and bowed, declared that it was quite
easy, and perjured herself by maintaining that anyone
could do as well, acutely conscious all the time that
Captain Fanshawe was drawing nearer with determined
steps, edging his way towards the front of the crowd.
The next moment her hand was in his, and he was greeting
her with the assurance of a lifelong friend.
“Good evening, Miss Gifford.
Hadn’t we better make straight for supper now?
I am sure you must need it.”
It was practically the ordinary invitation.
There was nothing to find fault with in the words
themselves, yet the impression of a previous arrangement
was obviously left with the hearers, who fell back,
giving way as to a superior right. As for Claire,
she laid her hand on the extended arm, with all the
good will in the world, and made a triumphant passage
through the crowd, which smiled upon her as though
agreeing that it was now her turn to be amused.
“This table, I think!”
Captain Fanshawe said, leading the way to the furthest
corner of the dining-room, and Claire found herself
sipping a hot cup of soup, and realising that the
world was an agreeable place, and that it was folly
ever to allow oneself to be downhearted, since such
delightful surprises awaited round corners ready to
transform the grey into gold!
Captain Fanshawe looked exactly as
memory had pictured him-plain of feature,
distinguished in bearing, grave, self-contained, yet
with that lurking light in his eyes which showed that
humour lay beneath. Claire smiled at him across
the table, and asked an obvious question-
“Rather a different meeting-place
from our last! Did you know me at once?”
“I did,” he said, and
added deliberately, “Just as you knew me.”
“Oh, well!” Claire tried
to look unconcerned. “Men are always pretty
much the same. Evening dress does not make the
same difference to them.”
She knew a momentary fear lest he
should believe she was fishing for a compliment, and
give the ordinary banal reply; but he looked at her
with a grave scrutiny, and asked quietly-
“Was that one of the frocks which went astray?”
“Yes! All of it. It wasn’t
even divided in half.”
“It was a good thing the box
turned up!” he said; and there, after all, was
the compliment, but so delicately inferred that the
most fastidious taste could not object.
With the finishing of the soup came
the first reference to Claire’s work, for the
Captain’s casual “Do you care for anything
solid, or would you prefer a sweet?” evoked
a round-eyed stare of dismay.
“Oh, please!” cried
Claire deeply. “I want to go straight through.
I’ve been living on mutton and cabbage for over
two months, and cooking suppers on a chafing-dish.
I looked forward to supper as part of the treat!”
The plain face lightened into a delightful smile.
“That’s all right!”
he cried. “Now we know where we are.
I hadn’t much dinner myself, so I’m quite
game. Let us study the book of the words.”
A menu lay on the table, a
square white card emblazoned with many golden words.
Captain Fanshawe drew his chair nearer, and ran his
finger down the list, while Claire bent forward to
signify a yea or nay. Every delicacy in season
and out of season seemed to find its place on that
list, which certainly justified Master Reginald’s
eulogy of his mother’s “good feeds.”
Claire found it quite a serious matter to decide
between so many good things, and even with various
curtailments, made rather out of pride than inclination,
the meal threatened to last some considerable time.
Well! there was obvious satisfaction
in the manner in which Captain Fanshawe delivered
his orders, and for herself, she had been dignified
and self-denying; she had resolutely shut the door
between this man and herself, and devoted herself
to work, and now, since fate had thrown him in her
way for a chance hour, she could enjoy herself with
a light mind. It was good to talk to a man again,
to hear a deep masculine voice, to look at a broad
strong frame. Putting aside all question of love
and marriage, the convent life is no more satisfying
than the monastic. Each sex was designed by God
to be the complement of the other. Each must
suffer from lack of the other’s companionship.
“I arrived just as you began
your performance,” Captain Fanshawe informed
her. “It was a great `draw.’
Everybody had crowded forward to listen. It
was only towards the end of your second-er-how
exactly should one express it?-morceau,
that I managed to get into seeing line. It was
a surprise! Have you known the Willoughbys long?”
Claire looked at him blankly.
“I never saw them before to-night.
Your mother wrote to ask them if they would send
me a card.”
“Oh!” Captain Fanshawe
was certainly surprised, and Claire mentally snubbed
herself because at the bottom of her heart there had
lain a suspicion that perhaps-just perhaps-he
had come to-night in the hope of meeting his acquaintance
of the railway station. This was not the case;
no thought of her had been in his mind. Probably
until the moment of meeting he had forgotten her existence.
Never mind! They had met, and he was
agreeable and friendly. Now for a delightful
half-hour...
“That was a good thought of
the mater’s. You will like them.
They are delightful people. Just the people
you ought to know as a stranger in town. How
goes the school teaching, by the way? As well
as you expected?”
Claire deliberated, with pursed lips.
“No. I expected so much;
I always do. But much better than other people
expected for me. Theoretically it’s a fine
life. There are times when it seems that nothing
could be finer. But-”
“But what?”
“I don’t think it’s quite satisfying,
as a whole life!”
“Does anyone suppose it is?”
“They try to. They have
to. For most teachers there is so little else.”
The waiter handed plates of lobster
mayonnaise, and Captain Fanshawe said quietly-
“Tell me about the times when the work seems
fine.”
“Ah-many times!
It depends on one’s own mood and health, because,
of course, the circumstances are always the same.
There are mornings when one looks round a big class-room
and sees all the girls’ faces looking upwards,
and it gives one quite a thrilling sense of power and
opportunity. That is what the heaven-born teacher
must feel every time.-`Here is the fresh
virgin soil, and mine is the joy of planting the right
seed! Here are the women of the future, the mothers
of the race. For this hour they are mine.
What I say, they must hear. They will listen
with an attention which even their parents cannot gain.
The words which I speak this morning may bear fruit
in many lives.’ That’s the ideal
attitude, but the ordinary human woman has other mornings
when all she feels is-`Oh, dear me, six
hours of this! And what’s the use?
Everything I batter in to-day will be forgotten by
to-morrow. What’s the ideal anyway in
teaching French verbs? I want to go to bed.’”
They laughed together, but Captain
Fanshawe sobered quickly, and his brow showed furrows
of distress. Claire looked at him and said quickly-
“Do you mind if we don’t
talk school? I am Cinderella to-night, wearing
fine clothes and supping in state. I’d
so much rather talk Cinderella to match.”
“Certainly, certainly.
Just as you wish.” Lolling back in his
chair, Captain Fanshawe adopted an air of blase
indifference, and drawled slowly, “Quite a good
winter, isn’t it? Lots going on.
Have you been to the Opera lately?”
“Oh dear!” thought Claire
with a gush, “how refreshing to meet a grown-up
man who can pretend like a child!” She simpered,
and replied artificially, “Oh, yes-quite
often. The dear Duchess is so kind; her
box is open to me whenever I choose to go. Wonderful
scene, isn’t it? All those tiers rising
one above another. Do you ever look up at the
galleries? Such funny people sit there-men
in tweed suits; girls in white blouses. Who
are they, should you think? Clerks and
typists and school-mistresses, and people of that
persuasion?”
“Possibly, I dare say.
One never knows. They look quite respectable
and quiet, don’t you know!”
The twinkle was alight in Captain
Fanshawe’s eyes. It shone more brightly
still as he added, “Everybody turns up sooner
or later in the Duchess’s box. Have you
happened to meet-the Prince!”
For a moment Claire groped for the
connection, then dimpled merrily.
“Not yet. No! but I am hoping-”
The waiter approached with plates
of chicken in aspic, and more rolls of crisp browned
bread. Claire sent a thought to Cecil finishing
a box of sardines, with her book propped up against
the cocoa jug. The Cinderella rôle was
forgotten while her eyes roved around, studying the
silver dishes on the various tables.
“When you were a small boy,
Captain Fanshawe, did you go out to parties?”
Captain Fanshawe knitted his brows.
This charming girl was a little difficult to follow
conversationally; she leapt from one subject to another
with disconcerting agility.
“Er-pardon me!
Is that question put to me in my-er-private,
or imaginary capacity?”
“Private, of course. But
naturally you did. Did you have pockets?”
“To the best of my remembrance
I was disguised as a midshipmite, with white duck
trousers of a prodigious width. They used to
crackle, I remember. There was room for a dozen
pockets.”
Claire laid her arms on the table,
so that her face drew nearer his own. Her voice
fell to a stage whisper-
“Did you-ever-take-something-home?”
The Captain threw back his head with a peal of laughter.
“Miss Gifford, what a question!
I was an ordinary human boy. Of course I
did. And sat on my spoils in the carriage going
back, and was scolded for spoiling my clothes.
I had a small brother at home.”
“Well-I have a small
friend! She has letters after her name, and is
very learned and clever, but she has a very
sweet tooth. Do you think, perhaps-in
this bag-”
“Leave it to me!” he said
firmly, and when the waiter next appeared, he received
an order to bring more bon-bons-plenty of
bon-bons-a selection of all the small dainties
in silver dishes.
“He thinks I am having
a feast!” Claire said demurely, as she watched
the progress of selection; then she met Erskine Fanshawe’s
eyes, and nodded in response to an unspoken question,
“And I am! I’m having a lovely
time!”
“I wish it were possible that you could oftener-”
“Well, who knows? A week
ago I had made up my mind that nothing exciting would
ever happen again, and then this invitation arrived.
What a perfect dear Miss Willoughby seems to be!”
“Janet? She is!”
he said warmly. “She is a girl who has
had everything the world can give her, and yet has
come through unspoiled. It’s not often
one can say that. Many society girls are selfish
and vain, but Janet never seems to think of herself.
You’d find her an ideal friend.”
Claire’s brain leapt swiftly
to several conclusions. Janet Willoughby was
devoted to Mrs Fanshawe; Mrs Fanshawe returned her
devotion. Janet Willoughby was rich, and of good
birth. Mrs Fanshawe had mentally adopted her
as a daughter-in-law. Given the non-appearance
of a rival on the scene, her desire would probably
be fulfilled, since such sincere liking could easily
ripen into love. Just for a moment Claire felt
a stab of that lone and lorn feeling which comes to
solitary females at the realisation of another’s
happiness; then she rallied herself and said regretfully-
“I’m afraid I shan’t
have the chance! Our lives lie too far apart,
and my time is not my own. It is only an occasional
Saturday-night that I can play Cinderella.”
“What do you do on Sundays?”
“Go to church in the morning,
and sleep in the afternoon. Sounds elderly,
doesn’t it? But I do enjoy that sleep.
The hour after lunch is the most trying of the school
day. It’s all I can do sometimes to smother
my yawns, and not upset the whole class. It’s
part of the Sunday rest to be able to let go, lie
down hugging a hot bottle, and sleep steadily till
it’s time for tea.”
“Where do you go to church?”
“Oh!” Claire waved an
airy hand, “it depends! I’ve not
settled down. I am still trying which I like
best.”
Across the table the two pairs of
eyes met. The man’s questioning, protesting,
the girl’s steadily defiant. “Why
won’t you tell me?” came the unspoken
question. “Why won’t you give me
a chance?”
“I am too proud,” came
the unspoken answer. “Your mother did not
think me good enough. I will accept no acquaintance
by stealth.”
Interruption came in the shape of
the waiter bearing a tray of little silver dishes
filled with dainties, which he proceeded to arrange
in rows on the table. Claire relapsed into giggles
at the sight, and Captain Fanshawe took refuge, man-like,
in preternatural solemnity; but he made no comment,
and the moment that the man had disappeared, both
heads craned eagerly to examine the spoils.
“Chocolates, marróns glacis,
crystallised peaches, French bon-bons, plums.
I don’t recognise them by head mark. These
are too sticky... These look uncommonly good!”
The big fingers hovered over each dish in turn, lifting
sample specimens, and placing them on Claire’s
plate, whence they were swiftly conveyed to her bag.
Not a single sweetmeat touched her own lips.
The unconventionality of the action seemed to receive
some justification from the fact that she was confiscating
only her own share. When the waiter returned
with ices, the little bag bulged suspiciously, and
the silver dishes were no longer required. The
waiter was ordered to carry them away, and plainly
considered that some people did not know what they
wanted.
“The only thing lacking is a
cracker. I invariably purloined a cracker, and
doubled up the ends. I suppose we are hardly
near enough to Christmas. By the by, what are
you doing for Christmas? You will have holidays,
of course,” Captain Fanshawe said, with an elaborate
unconsciousness, and Claire kept her eyes on her plate.
“I may go to Belgium. I haven’t
decided.”
“There seem to be a good many
things you cannot-decide. Miss Gifford,
you haven’t forgotten what I asked you?”
“What did you ask?”
“That if ever I could help-if you
ever needed help-”
“I shall want help badly during
the next few weeks, when the examinations come on,
and I have all the papers to set and correct.”
Captain Fanshawe refused to smile.
“The kind of help that a man can give-”
“Yes, I remember. You
were very kind, and I am still so much under the influence
of the old life that I do feel you might be a comfort;
but no doubt, after some more months of school-mistressing,
I shall resent the idea that a man could do any more
than I could myself. So it’s a case of
soon or never. You will hardly be cruel enough
to wish to hasten my extremity!”
“I’m not so sure about
that, if I could have the satisfaction of putting
things to rights!”
It was while she was smiling her acknowledgment
of this pretty speech that Claire became conscious
of Janet Willoughby’s eyes bent searchingly
upon her. She had entered the room on the arm
of her supper partner, and came to a pause not a yard
away from the table where a very animated, apparently
very intimate conversation was taking place between
the son of her old friend and the girl to whom she
had believed him to be unknown. As she met Claire’s
glance, Janet smiled automatically, but the friendliness
was gone from her glance. The next moment Captain
Fanshawe, had turned, seen her, and sprung to his feet.
“Janet! Are you waiting
for a table? We have nearly finished. Won’t
you sit down and talk to Miss Gifford?”
“Oh, please don’t hurry...
We’ll find another place. You have met
before, then? I didn’t know.”
“I saw Miss Gifford when she
was befriending my mother at Liverpool Street Station,
and recognised her upstairs just now. Do sit
down, Janet. You look tired.”
Janet Willoughby took the offered
chair and exchanged a few words with Claire as she
gathered together her possessions, but the subtle change
persisted. Claire felt vaguely disturbed, but
the next half-hour passed so pleasantly that she had
no time to puzzle over the explanation. Captain
Fanshawe never left her side; they sat together on
the same sofa which Great-aunt Jane had monopolised
for the earlier part of the evening, and talked of
many things, and discussed many problems, and sometimes
agreed, and oftener disagreed, and when they disagreed
most widely, looked into each other’s eyes and
smiled, as who should say, “What do words matter?
We understand!”
At one o’clock Claire rose to
depart, and said her adieu to her hostess and her
daughter, who were standing side by side.
“My dear, it is too bad.
I have had no time with you, and I am so grateful
for the charming way in which you came to the rescue!
We shall hope to see you often again. Shan’t
we, Janet? You girls must arrange a day which
suits you both.”
“Oh, yes, we must!” Janet
said, as she shook hands, but she made no attempt
to make the arrangement there and then, as her mother
obviously expected, and Claire realised, with a sinking
of the heart, that a promised friendship had received
a check.
When she descended to the hall wrapped
in her filmy cloak it was to find Captain Fanshawe
waiting at the foot of the stairs. He looked
worried and grave, and the front door was reached
before he made the first remark. Then, lingering
tentatively on the threshold, he looked down at her
with a searching glance.
“Is-er-is your address
still the Grand Hotel?”
Claire’s face set into firm lines.
“Still the Grand Hotel!”
For a moment he looked her steadily in the eyes, then
said quietly-
“And my address is still the
Carlton Club!” He bowed, and turned into the
house.
The footman banged the door of the
taxi, and stood awaiting instructions.
“T-wenty-two, Laburnum Crescent,”
said Claire weakly. Halfway through the words
a sudden obstacle arose in her throat. It was
all she could do to struggle through. She hoped
to goodness the footman did not notice.
“There now! what did I tell
you? You look fagged to death, and as cross
as two sticks. Five shillings wasted on taxis,
and nothing for it but getting thoroughly upset.
Next time I hope you will take my advice!”
said Cecil, and took up her candle to grope her way
up the dark stairway to bed.