In the inevitable fatigue which had
marked Claire’s first experience of regular
work, she had looked forward with joy to the coming
of the holidays when she would be able to take her
ease, and for a month on end laze through the hours
at her own sweet will. A teacher scores above
other workers in the length of holidays she enjoys.
Several months in the year contrasts strongly with
the fortnight or three weeks enjoyed by a female clerk
or typist; in no other profession is so large a proportion
of the year given to rest.
Claire had condemned the staff at
Saint Cuthbert’s for want of appreciation of
this privilege; but, before the four weeks of the
Christmas holidays were over, her eyes were opened
to the other side of the picture. Holidays were
horribly expensive! Living “at home”
meant an added bill for fire and light to add to the
necessary expenses abroad; that the last items were
necessary could hardly be denied, for a girl who had
been shut up in a schoolroom through three months of
term, naturally wished to amuse herself abroad during
holiday time, and in London even the most carefully
planned amusement has a habit of costing money.
Even that mild dissipation of shop-gazing,
enjoyed by Sophie Blake, plus the additional excitement
of choosing an imaginary present from every window,
could only be enjoyed at the price of two Tube or omnibus
fares. Boots wore out, too, and gloves grew shabby,
and the January sales furnished a very fire of temptation.
Claire had never before seen such bargains as confronted
her down the length of Oxford and Regent Streets,
and, though she might be firm as adamant on Monday
or Tuesday, Wednesday was bound to bring about a weak
moment which carried her over the threshold of a shop,
and once inside, with sensational sacrifices dangling
within reach, resistance melted like wax.
“Where do you suppose you are
going to wear that concoction?” Mary Rhodes
asked blightingly as Claire opened a cardboard box
which had arrived by the morning delivery, and displayed
a blue muslin dress inset with lace. “Lords,
I suppose, or Ascot, or Ranelagh, or Hurlingham, or
Henley... They come on in June and July, just
as poor High School-mistresses are in the thick of
cramming for the Matric. But no doubt
you are the exception to the rule! ... You must
think you are, at least, to have bought a frock like
that!”
“Cecil, it was wickedly cheap-it
was, indeed! It was one of a few summer dresses
which were positively given away, and it’s made
in the simple, picturesque style which I love, and
which does not go out of date. I hadn’t
the least intention of buying anything, until I saw
it hanging there, at that price, and it looked at
me so longingly, as if it wanted to come!”
“It’s well to be rich!
It might have longed at me as much as it liked, I
couldn’t have bought it, if it had been two-and-six!
I need all my money for necessities,” Mary
Rhodes said, sighing; and Claire felt a pang of reproach,
for, since her return, Cecil had indeed seemed painfully
short of loose cash. The debt still outstanding
had been increased by various small borrowings, insignificant
in themselves, yet important as showing how the wind
blew. Claire wondered if perchance the poor
soul had crippled herself by presenting her lover with
a Christmas gift which was beyond her means.
The third week of the holidays arrived;
in another week school would begin. Claire succumbed
to temptation once more, purchased two good tickets
for an afternoon concert at the Queen’s Hall,
and invited Cecil to be her guest. Cecil hesitated,
evidently torn between two attractions, asked permission
to defer her answer until the next day, but finally
decided to accept. From remarks dropped from
time to time Claire had gathered that Major Carew
was not fond of indoor entertainments, and somewhat
disappointed his fiancee by his unwillingness
to indulge her wishes in that respect. In this
instance she had evidently balanced the concert against
an afternoon in the Major’s society, and the
concert had won. Claire found herself cordially
in agreement.
When the afternoon arrived the two
girls arrayed themselves in their best clothes, and
set off in high spirits for their afternoon’s
amusement. Their seats were in a good position,
and the concert was one of the best of the season.
All went as happily as it could possibly go, until
the last strains of “God save the King”
had been played, and the audience filed out of the
hall on to the crowded pavement, and then, with a
throb of disgust, Claire recognised the figure of a
man who was standing directly beneath a lamp-post,
his black eyes curiously scanning the passing stream-Major
Carew! He had evidently been told of the girls’
destination, and had come with the express purpose
of meeting them coming out. For the moment,
however, they were unrecognised, and Claire gave a
quick swerve to the right, hurrying out of the patch
of light into the dimness beyond. The street
was so full that, given a minute’s start, it
would surely be easy to escape. She slid her
hand through Cecil’s arm, drawing her forward.
“Come along! Come along!
Let’s hurry to Fuller’s before all the
tables are taken!”
“Fuller’s? Tea?
How scrumptious! Just what I longed for.
Listening to classical music is thirsty work!”
Cecil replied, laughing. She was so lively,
so natural and unconcerted that Claire absolved her
on the moment from any arrangement as to a rendez-vous.
In her anxiety to secure the longed-for cup of tea
she broke into a half-run, but it was too late; the
sharp black eyes had spied them out, the tall figure
loomed by their side, the large face, with its florid
colouring, smiled a broad smile of welcome.
“Hulloa, Mary! Thought
it was you. I was just passing along. Good
afternoon, Miss Gifford. It is Miss Gifford,
isn’t it? Had a good concert, I hope-a
pleasant afternoon?”
“Very good, thank you,” said Claire shortly.
Mary cried, “Oh, Frank! You!
How did you come? I didn’t expect-”
And the tone of her voice showed that the surprise
was hardly more agreeable to her than to her companion.
However welcome her lover might be on other occasions,
it was obvious that she had not wished to see him
at this particular moment.
“Well, well, we must move on;
we mustn’t block up the pavement,” the
Major said hastily. He took his place by the
kerb, which placed him next to Claire, and bent over
with an assiduous air. “You must let me
escort you! Where were you bound for next?”
Claire hesitated. She wished
with all her heart that she had not mentioned Fuller’s,
so that she could reply that they were bound for the
Tube. Oxford Circus was only a step away; in
five minutes they could have been seated in the train;
but Cecil had declared that she was longing for tea,
so it would be ungracious to withdraw the invitation.
“We were going to Fuller’s.”
“Right!” The Major’s
tone was complacent. “Good idea!
How shall we go? Taxi? Tube? Which
do you prefer?”
Claire stared at him in surprise.
“But it’s here! Quite close.
We’re nearly there.”
He looked disconcerted, unnecessarily
disconcerted, Claire thought; for it was surely no
disgrace for a man to be ignorant of the locality of
a confectioner’s shop! From the other
side came Cecil’s voice, cool and constrained-
“If you were going anywhere,
Frank, you needn’t stay with us. We can
look after each other. We are accustomed to going
about alone.”
“Please allow me the pleasure.
There’s plenty of time. I should enjoy
some tea immensely. Always take it when I get
the chance!”
The block on the pavement made consecutive
conversation impossible, and the three edged their
way in and out in silence until Fuller’s was
reached, and one of the last tables secured.
The room looked very bright and dainty, the Christmas
garlands still festooning the walls and framing the
mirrors, the hanging lights covered by rose-coloured
shades. The soft pink light was very kind to
the complexions of the visitors, nevertheless
Claire felt a guilty pang as she looked into the nearest
mirror and beheld the reflection of herself and her
friend as they sat side by side. As a rule,
it was pure pleasure to realise her own fair looks;
but for the moment they were of no importance, whereas
poor dear Cecil had a lover to please, and there was
no denying Cecil was not looking her best! Her
expression was frowning and dissatisfied. She
had taken off her veil in the hall and her hair was
disarranged; compared with the fashionable groups
round the other tables, she looked suddenly shabby
and insignificant, her little attempts at decoration
pitifully betraying the amateur hand.
“Oh, dear me, why won’t
she smile? She looks quite pretty when she smiles.
I’ll hold her before a mirror some day and show
her the difference it makes. Ten years disappear
in a flash! Now what in the world had I better
be-agreeable and chatty, or cold and stand-off?
I’ll do anything to please her, but it is
hard lines having our afternoon spoiled, and being
sulked at into the bargain. Cakes, please-lots
of sweet, sugary cakes! Won’t that do,
Cecil? We can have bread-and-butter at home!”
“Cecil! Cecil! Her
name is Mary. Why do you call her Cecil?”
cried the Major quickly, looking from one girl to
another. Claire fancied there was a touch of
suspicion in his voice, and wondered that he should
show so much interest in a mere nickname.
“Because she is `Rhodes,’ of course.”
For a moment his stare showed no understanding,
then, “Oh! that fellow!” he said slowly.
“I see! It’s a pretty name anyway.
Beats Mary to fits. Mary is so dull and prosaic.
Too many of them about. One gets sick of the
sound.”
“Is that intended for me by
any chance?” asked Cecil in her most acid tones,
whereupon the Major cried, “Oh! Put my
foot in it that time, didn’t I?” and burst
into a long guffaw of laughter, which brought on him
the eyes of the surrounders.
Claire’s interest had already
been aroused by a little party of two men and two
women who were sitting at a table in the corner of
the room, and who were, to her thinking, by far the
most attractive personalities present. The men
were tall, well set up, not especially handsome in
any way, but possessing an unmistakable look of breeding.
One of the women was old, the other young, and it
would have been hard to say which was the more attractive
of the two. They were quietly but very elegantly
dressed, handsome furs being thrown back, to show pretty
bodices of ninon and lace.
When Major Carew gave that loud unrestrained
laugh, the four members of this attractive party turned
to see whence the sound arose; but whereas three faces
remained blankly indifferent, the fourth was in the
moment transformed into an expression of the liveliest
surprise. He stared, narrowing his eyes as if
doubting that they were really seeing aright, twisted
his head to get a fuller view, and, obtaining it, twisted
back into his original position, his lips twitching
with laughter. Then he spoke a few words, his
companions leant forward to listen, and to two faces
out of the three, the laughter spread on hearing what
he had to say.
Only the elder of the two ladies retained
her gravity. Her sweet glance rested on Claire’s
face, and her brow contracted in distress. In
the Major and Cecil she showed no interest, but Claire’s
appearance evidently aroused curiosity and pity.
“What is she doing in that galère?”
The question was written on every line of the sweet
high-bred face, and Claire read its significance
and flinched with distaste.
“How they stare!” cried
Mary Rhodes. “The man looked as if he knew
you, Frank. Do you know who he is?”
“He’s a member of the
Club. His name is Vavasour. We know each
other by sight.” Major Carew’s florid
colour had grown a shade deeper, he was evidently
disconcerted by the encounter; but he made a strong
effort to regain his composure, smiled at the two
girls in turn, and cried lightly, “Envies me,
I suppose, seeing me with two such charmers!”
“He didn’t look exactly
envious!” Cecil said drily. She also had
noticed that reflection in the mirror, and it had not
helped to soothe her spirits. She felt an unreasoning
anger against Claire for appearing more attractive
than herself, but it did not occur to her that she
was heightening the contrast by her own dour, ungracious
manner. Altogether that tea-party was a difficult
occasion, and as it proceeded, Claire’s spirits
sank ever lower and lower. She had spent more
than she had any right to afford on those two expensive
tickets, hoping thereby to give pleasure, and now
Cecil was in a bad temper, and would snap for days
to come.-It was not a cheerful outlook,
and for the second time a feeling of restiveness overtook
her, a longing for a companion who would help the
gaiety of life-such a companion as pretty,
lively, happy-go-lucky Sophie Blake, for example.
How refreshing it would be to live with Sophie!
Just for a moment Claire dwelt wistfully on the possibility,
then banished it with a loyal “She doesn’t
need me, and Cecil does. She’s fond of
me in her funny way. She must be, for she has
confided in me already, more than in any of the others
whom she’s known for years, and perhaps I may
be able to help...”
The Major passed his cup for a second
supply; a waitress brought a plate of hot cakes; the
occupants of the corner table stood up, fastening furs
and coats, and passed out of the door. With their
going Major Carew regained his vivacity, chaffed the
girls on their silence, recounted the latest funny
stories, and to Claire’s relief addressed himself
primarily to his fiancee, thus putting her
in the place of honour.
Nevertheless Claire was conscious
that from time to time keen glances were cast in her
own direction. She had a feeling that no detail
of her attire escaped scrutiny, that the black eyes
noted one and all, wondered, and speculated, and appraised.
She saw them dwell on the handsome fur stole and
muff which Mrs Judge bequeathed to her daughter on
sailing for India, on the old diamond ring and brooch
which had been handed over to her on her twenty-first
birthday; she had an instinctive feeling that she
rose in the man’s estimation because of her air
of prosperity. He made tentative efforts to
arrange a further meeting. “Where do you
go on Sundays, Miss Gifford? I say, we must arrange
another tea like this. Lots of good tea places
in town. We must sample them together.
What do you say, Miss Gifford?”
Claire’s answers were politely
evasive, and presently he began to grow restless,
and finally pulled out his watch, and jumped to his
feet.
“How time flies! I had
no idea it was so late. I must run. So
sorry to leave you like this.”
Mary Rhodes stared in surprise.
“Leave! Frank! But you said-I
thought we were going-”
“Yes, I know, I know.
I’m sorry, I thought I was free-but-a
regimental engagement! Can’t get out of
it. I’ll fix up another night. I’ll
write.”
There was no doubt that he was genuinely
disconcerted at the lateness of the hour, and his
leave-taking was of the most hasty description, though
he found time to give a lingering pressure to Claire’s
hand; then he was gone, and the waitress came across
the room and presented the bill.
Cecil flushed uncomfortably.
“I must pay this. Frank has forgotten.
He rushed off in such a hurry.”
She pulled out her shabby purse, and
Claire made no protest. In a similar position
she herself would have wished to pay, but it was inconceivable
that she should ever be in such a position. However
hurried a man might be- She rubbed her hand
on her knee with a little shudder of distaste.
“Wretch! He would make love to me, too,
if I would allow it! How can Cecil possibly
care for such a man?”
And then she forgot Cecil’s
feelings to ponder on a more perplexing problem.
Why had the man called Vavasour looked
so amused, and why had the sweet-faced woman looked
so distressed?