With Sophie in hospital, pathetically
anxious for visits, with the rent of the Laburnum
Road lodgings to pay whether one lived in them or not,
Claire nerved herself to spend August in town, with
the prospect of a September holiday to cheer her spirits.
Through one of the other mistresses she had heard
of an ideal farmhouse near the sea where the kindly
housewife “mothered” her guests with affectionate
care, where food was abundant, and cream appeared
upon the table at every meal- thick, yellow,
country cream in which a spoon would stand upright.
There was also a hammock swung between two apple-trees
in the orchard, a balcony outside the bedroom window,
and a shabby pony-cart, with a pony who could really
go. What could one wish for more?
Claire planned a lazy month, lying
in that hammock, reading stories about other people,
and dreaming still more thrilling romances about herself;
driving the pony along country lanes, going out on
to the balcony in the early morning to breathe the
scent of honeysuckle, and sweetbriar, and lemon thyme,
and all the dear, old-world treasures to be found
in the gardens of well-conducted farmhouses.
She had a craving for flowers in these hot summer
days; not the meagre sixpennyworth which adorned the
saffron parlour, but a wealth of blossom, bought without
consideration of cost. And one day, with the
unexpectedness of a fairy gift, her wish was fulfilled.
It lay on the table when she returned
from school-a long cardboard box bearing
the name of a celebrated West End florist, the word
“fragile” marked on the lid, and inside
were roses, magnificent, half-opened roses with the
dew still on their leaves, the fat green stalks nearly
a yard in length-dozens of roses of every
colour and shade, from the lustrous whiteness of Frau
Carl to the purple blackness of Prince Camille.
Claire gathered them in her arms, unconscious of the
charming picture which she made, in her simple blue
lawn dress, with her glowing face rising over the
riot of colour, gathered them in a great handful, and
ran swiftly upstairs.
There was no card inside the box,
no message of any kind, but her heart knew no doubt
as to the sender, and she dare not face the fire of
Mary Rhodes’ cross-examination. In the
days of daffodils she had treated herself to a high
green column of a vase, which was an ideal receptacle
for the present treasures. When it was filled
there were still nearly half the number waiting for
a home, so these were plunged deep into the ewer until
the morrow, when they would be taken to Sophie in hospital.
The little room was filled with beauty and fragrance,
and Claire knew moments of unclouded happiness as
she looked around.
Presently she extracted two roses
from the rest, ran downstairs to collect box, paper
and string, and handed rubbish and roses together to
Lizzie at the top of the kitchen stairs. Lizzie
received her share of the treasures with dignity,
cut off the giant stems, which she considered straggly
and out of place, and crammed the two heads into a
brown cream-jug, the which she deposited on a sunny
window-ledge. Claire saw them as she next left
the house and shrugged resignedly, for she was beginning
to learn the lesson which many of us take a lifetime
to master, the wisdom of allowing people to enjoy themselves
in their own fashion!
The Willoughbys were leaving town
in mid July, en route for Switzerland, and
later on for a Scottish shooting-box. Claire
received an invitation to tea on their last Saturday
afternoon, and arrived to find the drawing-room full
of visitors.
Malcolm Heward was assisting Janet
at the tea-table, but with this exception she recognised
no one in the room, and was thankful for the attentions
of Master Reginald, who hailed her as an old acquaintance,
and reproached her loudly for not turning up at “Lord’s.”
“I looked out for you, you know!”
he said impressively, and Claire was the more gratified
by his remembrance because Malcolm Heward had required
a second introduction to awaken his recollection.
It is no doubt gratifying to the object of his devotion
when a man remains blind to every other member of
her sex, but the other members may feel a natural
objection to be so ignored! Claire was annoyed
by the necessity of that second introduction, and
as a consequence made herself so fascinating to the
boy who had remembered, that he hugged the sweet
delusion that she considered him a man, and was seriously
smitten by his charms. He waited upon her with
assiduity, gave her exclusive tips as to her choice
of cakes, and recited the latest funny stories which
were already stale in his own circles, but which came
to her ears with agreeable freshness.
It was while the two were laughing
together over an unexpected denouement that
the departure of two guests left a space across which
Claire could see a far corner of the room, and perceived
that a lady seated on a sofa had raised a tortoiseshell-bound
lorgnon, to stare across at herself.
She was an elderly lady, and at first sight her appearance
awoke no recollection. She was just a grey-haired
woman, attired in handsome black, in no way differentiated
from one or two other visitors of the same age:
even when the lorgnon dropped to her side,
disclosing a pair of very bright, very quizzical grey
eyes, it was a full moment before Claire realised
that this was her acquaintance of that first eventful
journey to London, none other than Mrs Fanshawe herself.
There she sat, smiling, complacent, grande dame
as ever, nodding with an air of mingled friendliness
and patronage, laying one hand on the vacant place
by her side, with an action which was obviously significant.
Claire chose, however, to ignore the invitation, and
after a grave bow of acknowledgment, turned back to
Reginald, keeping her eyes resolutely averted from
that far corner. It was Mrs Fanshawe herself
who was finally compelled to cross the room to make
her greetings.
“Miss Gifford! Surely
it is Miss Gifford? Mrs Willoughby told me she
expected you this afternoon. And how are you,
my dear, after this long time?”
The tone was all that was cordial and friendly.
Claire stood up, tall and stately,
and extended a perfectly gloved hand. It was
not in human nature to be perfectly natural at that
moment. Sub-consciously she was aware that, as
the Americans would express it, she was “putting
on frills”; sub-consciously she was amused at
the artificiality of her own voice.
“Quite well, thank you. Exceedingly flourishing!”
“You look it,” Mrs Fanshawe
said, and seated herself ruthlessly in Reginald’s
chair. “Tell me all about it! You
were going to work, weren’t you? Some
new-fangled idea of being independent. So ridiculous
for a pretty girl! And you’ve had-how
long-nearly a year? Haven’t
got tired of it yet, by any chance?”
“Oh, yes; quite often I feel
very tired, but I should have felt the same about
pleasuring, and work is more worth while. It
has been very interesting. I have learnt a great
deal.”
“More than the pupils-hey?”
chuckled Mrs Fanshawe shrewdly. “Don’t
try to pretend that you are a model school-mistress.
I know better! I knew you were not the type
when I saw you on that journey, and after a year’s
trial you are less the type than ever.”
She screwed up her eyes and looked Claire over with
deliberate criticism up and down, down and up.
“No, my dear! Nature did not intend
you to be shut up in a girls’ school!”
Suddenly she swerved to another topic. “What
a journey that was! I nearly expired.
If it hadn’t been for you, I should never have
survived. I told my son you had saved my life.
That was my son who met me on the platform!”
Was it fancy that an expression of
watchfulness had come into the gay eyes? Claire
imagined that she recognised such an expression, but,
being prepared for some such reference, had herself
well in command. Not a nicker of embarrassment
passed over her face as she said quietly-
“Yes, I knew it was your son.
I met Captain Fanshawe here one evening last winter,
so I have been introduced.”
Mrs Fanshawe waved her lorgnon,
and murmured some vague words which might, or might
not, have been intended as an apology.
“Oh, yes. So nice!
Naturally, that morning I was worn-out. I did
not know what I was doing. I crawled into bed.
Erskine told me about meeting you, and of your pretty
performance. Quite a professional siffleuse!
More amusing than school teaching, I should say.
And more profitable. You ought to think
of it as a profession. Erskine was quite pleased.
He comes here a great deal. Of course-”
Mrs Fanshawe’s smile deepened
in meaning fashion, then suddenly she sighed.
“Very delightful for them, of course; but I
see nothing of him. We mothers of modern children
have a lonely time. I used to wish for a daughter,
but perhaps, if I’d had one, she would
have developed a fancy to fly off to India!”
That was a hit at Claire, but she
received it in silence, being a little touched by
the unaffected note of wistfulness in the other’s
voice as she regretted her lonely estate. It
was hard to be a widow, and to see so little
of an only child, especially if that only child happened
to be so altogether charming and attractive!
Mrs Fanshawe glanced across at the
tea-table where Janet and her cavalier were still
busy ministering to the needs of fresh arrivals.
“I asked Janet Willoughby to
take pity on me for a few weeks this summer, but she’s
too full up with her own plans. Says so, at least;
but I dare say it would have been different if-
Well, well! I have been young myself, and I
dare say I shouldn’t have been too keen to accept
an invitation to stay in the country with only an old
woman as companion. Enjoy yourself while you
are young, my dear. It gets more and more difficult
with every year you live.”
Claire made a protesting grimace.
“Does it? That’s
discouraging. I’ve always flattered myself
that it would grow easier. When one is young,
everything is vague and unsettled, and naturally one
feels anxious about what is to happen next. It
is almost impossible to be philosophical about the
unknown, but when your life has shaped itself, it
ought to be easy to settle down and make the best
of it, and cultivate an easy mind.”
Mrs Fanshawe laughed.
“Well reasoned, my dear, well
reasoned! Most logical and sound. And
just as futile in practice as logical things usually
are! You wouldn’t believe me if I told
you that it is the very uncertainty which makes the
charm of youth, or that being certain is the bane of
old age, but it’s the truth, all the same, and
when you are sixty you will have discovered it for
yourself. Well! so my letter to Mrs Willoughby
was of some use after all? She did send you
a card!”
Claire looked across the room to where
Mrs Willoughby sat. Hero-worship is an instinct
in hearts which are still fired with youth’s
enthusiasm, and this stout, middle-aged woman was Claire’s
heroine par excellence. She was kind,
and to be kind is in good truth the fulfilment of
Christ’s law. Among Claire’s favourite
books was Professor Drummond’s “The Greatest
Thing in the World,” with its wonderful exposition
of the thirteenth chapter of 1st Corinthians.
When she read its pages, her thoughts flew instinctively
to this rich woman of society, who was not puffed
up, thought no evil, was not easily provoked, suffered
long, and was kind.
The girl’s eyes were eloquent
with love and admiration as they rested on the plain,
elderly face, and the woman who was watching felt a
stab of envy at the sight. The old crave for
the love of the young, and cherish it, when found,
as one of their dearest possessions, and despite the
natural gaiety of her disposition there were moments
when Mrs Fanshawe felt the burden of loneliness press
heavily upon her.
“She has done much more than
send me a card!” Claire said deeply. “She
has been a friend. She has taken away the terrible
feeling of loneliness. If I were in trouble,
or needed any help, I know that she would give
it!”
“Oh, yes, yes, naturally she
would. So would any one, my dear, who had the
chance. But she’s a good creature, of course;
a dear creature. I’m devoted to her, and
to Janet. Janet and I are the best of friends!”
Again the meaning look, the meaning
tone, and again in Claire’s heart the same sweet
sense of certainty mingled with a tender compassion
for Janet, who was less fortunate than herself.
It was a help to look across at the tea-table, and
to realise that consolation was waiting for Janet
if she chose to take it.
Suddenly Mrs Fanshawe switched off
on to yet another topic.
“And where are you going to
spend your summer holidays, my dear?”
“In September I am probably
going to a farmhouse near the sea.”
“And in August?”
“In town, I think. I have an invalid friend-”
Mrs Fanshawe swept aside the suggestion with an imperious
hand.
“Nonsense! Utter nonsense!
Nobody stays in town in August, my good child.
The thing’s impossible. I’ve passed
through once or twice, en route for country
visits, and it’s an unknown place. The
wierdest people walking up and down! Where they
come from I can’t conceive; but you never saw
anything more impossible. And the shops!
I knew a poor girl who became engaged at the end
of July, and had to get her trousseau at once, as
they sailed in September. She was in despair.
Nothing to be had. She was positively
in tears.”
“I shall get engaged in June,”
Claire said firmly, “and take advantage of the
summer sales. I call it most thoughtless of him
to have waited till the end of July.”
But Mrs Fanshawe was not attending;
her eyes had brightened with a sudden thought; she
was saying to herself, “Why not? I should
be alone. There would be no danger of complications,
and the child would be a delightful companion, good
to look at, plenty to say for herself, and a mind
of her own. Quite useful in entertaining, too.
I could play off some of my duty debts, and she could
whistle to us after dinner. Quite a novelty
in the country. It would be quite a draw...
A capital idea! I’ll say a week, and if
it works she can stay on-”
“No, my dear, you cannot possibly
endure town in August, at least not the entire month.
Run down to me for a break. Quite a short journey;
an hour and a half from Waterloo, and the air is delightfully
fresh. I shall be alone, so I can’t offer
you any excitement, but if you are fond of motoring-”
The blood rushed into Claire’s
face. She was so intensely, overpoweringly surprised,
that, for the moment, all other feelings were in abeyance.
The last thing in the world which she had expected
was that Erskine’s mother should invite her
to visit her home.
“I don’t know if you care
for gardening. I’m mad about it myself.
My garden is a child to me. I stand no interference.
The gardeners are paid to obey me, and carry out
my instructions. If they get upsetting, off
they go. You’d like my garden. It
is not cut out to a regulation pattern; it has a personality
of its own. I have all my meals on the verandah
in summer. We could get you some tennis, too.
You wouldn’t be buried alive. Well?
What do you say? Is it worth while?”
“It’s exceedingly kind.
It’s awfully good of you. I-I
am so completely taken by surprise that I hardly know-I
shall have to think.”
“Nonsense, my dear; what is
there to think about? You have no other engagement,
and you need a change. Incidentally also I
want a companion. You would be doing me a good
turn as well as yourself. I’m sure your
mother would wish it!”
No doubt about that! Claire
smiled to herself as she realised how Mrs Judge would
rejoice over the visit; turning one swallow into a
summer, and in imagination beholding her daughter
plunged into a very vortex of gaiety. She was
still smiling, still considering, when Janet came
strolling across the room, and laid her hand affectionately
on Mrs Fanshawe’s shoulder.
“I haven’t had a word
with you all afternoon! Such a rush of people.
You had tea comfortably, I hope: and you, too-Claire!”
There was just a suspicion of hesitation before the
Christian name.
“I have just been asking Miss
Gifford to take pity on my loneliness for part of
August. She is not knee-deep in engagements,
as you are, my dear, and that precious son of mine;
so we are going to amuse each other, and see how much
entertainment we can squeeze out of the countryside!”
“But I haven’t-I
didn’t-I’m not sure,”
stammered Claire, acutely conscious of the hardening
of Janet’s face, but once again Mrs Fanshawe
waved aside her objections.
“But I am sure!
It’s all settled, my dear-all but
the day. Put your address on this silly little
tablet, and I’ll write as soon as I’ve
looked over my dates. Now, Janet, I’m ready
for a chat. Take me out to the balcony, away
from this crowd.”
“And I must go, I think.
I’ll say good-bye.” Claire held
out her hand to the daughter of the house. “I
hope you may have a delightful summer.”
“Oh, thanks so much. Oh,
yes, yes, I’m quite sure I will,” Janet
answered mechanically. She touched Claire’s
hand with her fingers, and turned hastily aside.