Claire dreaded Mary Rhodes’
curiosity on the subject of her proposed visit, but
in effect there was none forthcoming. Cecil was
too much engrossed in her own affairs to feel anything
but a passing interest.
“Some one you met at the Willoughbys’?
Only the old lady? Rather you than me!
Nice house though, I suppose; gardens, motors, that
kind of thing. Dull, but luxurious. Perhaps
you’ll stay on permanently as her companion.”
“That,” Claire said emphatically,
“will never happen! I was thinking of
clothes... I am quite well-off for evenings,
and I can manage for afternoons, but I do think I
ought to indulge in one or two `drastic bargains’
for morning wear. I saw some particularly drastic
specimens in Knightsbridge this week. Cecil
... could you-I hate asking, but could
you pay me back?”
Cecil’s stare of amazement was
almost comical under the circumstances.
“My-good-girl!
I was really pondering whether I dare, I’m horribly
hard up, and that’s the truth. I’ve
had calls...”
“Not Major Carew again?
I can’t understand it, Cecil. You know
I inquired about him, you told me to ask if I had
a chance, and his father is rich. He
might fly into a rage if he were asked for money, but
he would give it in the end. Major Carew might
have a bad half-hour, but what is that compared with
borrowing from you! And from a man’s point
of view it’s so little, such very small sums!”
She caught a change of expression on the other’s
face, and leapt at its meaning. “Cecil!
You have been giving more! Your savings!”
“And if I have, Claire Gifford,
what business is it of yours? What was I saving
for? To provide for my old age, wasn’t
it? and now that the need has gone, why shouldn’t
I lend it, if I chose? Frank happens to be hard
up for a few months, and besides, there’s a reason!
... We are getting tired of waiting...
You must never, never breathe a word to a soul, but
he wants me ... he thinks it might be better...”
Claire stared with wide eyes, Cecil
frowned, and finished the sentence in reckless tones-
“We shall probably get married
this autumn, and tell his father afterwards.”
“Oh, Cecil, no! Don’t
do it! It’s madness. It’s folly.
He ought not to ask you. It will make things
fifty times more difficult.”
“It would make things sure!” Mary
Rhodes said.
The words were such an unconscious
revelation of her inner attitude towards her lover,
that Claire was smitten with a very passion of pity.
She stretched out her hand, and cried ardently.
“Cecil, I am thinking of your happiness:
I long for you to be sure, but a private marriage is
an insult to a girl. It puts her into a wrong
position, and no man has the right to suggest it.
Where is your pride?”
“Oh, my dear,” interrupted
Cecil wearily, “I’m past worrying about
pride. I’m thirty-three, and look older,
and feel sixty at the least. I’m tired
out in body and soul. I’m sick of this
empty life. I want a home. I want rest.
I want some one to care for me, and take an interest
in what I do. Frank isn’t perfect, I don’t
pretend that he is. I wish to goodness he would
own up, and face the racket once for all, but it’s
no use, he won’t! Between ourselves I believe
he thinks the old man won’t live much longer,
and there will be no need to worry him at all.
Any way there it is, he won’t tell at present,
however much I may beg, but he will marry me; he wants
to be married in September, and that proves that he
does care! He is looking out for a flat,
and picking up furniture. We are picking up
furniture,” Cecil corrected herself hastily.
“I go in and ask the prices, and he sends his
servants the next week to do the bargaining.
And there will be my clothes, too... I’ll
pay you back in time, Claire, with ten per cent, interest
into the bargain, and perhaps when I’m a rich
woman the time may come when you will be glad to borrow
from me!”
The prospect was not cheering, but
the intention was good, and as such had to be suitably
acknowledged. Claire adjourned upstairs to consult
her cheque-book, and decided bravely that the drastic
bargains could not be afforded. Then, being
a very human, and feminine young woman she told herself
that there could be no harm in going to look at the
dresses once more, just to convince herself that they
were not so very drastic after all, and lo! close
inspection proved them even more drastic than she
had believed, and by the evening’s delivery a
choice specimen was speeding by motor van to Laburnum
Road.
On visiting days Claire went regularly
to visit Sophie, who, by her own account, was being
treated to seventeen different cures at the same time,
and was too busy being rubbed, and boiled, and electrified,
and dosed, and put to bed in the middle of the afternoon,
and awakened in the middle of the night, to have any
time to feel bored. She took a keen interest
also in her fellow patients, and was the confidante
of many tragic stories which made her own lot seem
light in comparison. Altogether she was more
cheerful and hopeful than for months back, but the
nurses looked dubious, and could not be induced to
speak of her recovery with any certitude.
On the tenth of August, Claire packed
her boxes with the aid of a very mountain of tissue
paper, and set forth on her journey. The train
deposited her at Hazlemere station, outside which Mrs
Fanshawe was waiting in a big cream car, smiling her
gay, quizzical smile. She was one of the fortunate
women who possess the happy knack of making a guest
feel comfortable, and at home, and her welcome sent
Claire’s spirits racing upwards.
Many times during the last fortnight
had she debated the wisdom of visiting Erskine Fanshawe’s
home, but the temptation was so strong that at every
conflict prudence went to the wall. It was not
in girl nature to resist the longing to see his home
and renew her acquaintance with his mother; and as
it had been repeatedly stated that he himself was to
spend most of August in Scotland, she was absolved
from any ulterior design. Janet Willoughby had
obviously looked upon the visit with disfavour, but
Claire was too level-headed to be willing to victimise
herself for such a prejudice. Janet would have
a fair field in Scotland. She could not hold
the whole kingdom as a preserve!
“You are looking charming, my
dear,” Mrs Fanshawe said. “I always
say it is one of the tests of a lady to know how to
dress for a journey. A little pale, perhaps,
but we shall soon change that. This high air
is better than any tonic. I laze about during
the heat of the day, and have a two hours’ spin
after tea; I never appear until eleven, and I rest
in my own room between lunch and tea, so you won’t
have too much of my society, but I’ve a big
box of new books from Mudie’s for you to read,
and there’s a pony-cart at your disposal, so
I dare say you can amuse yourself. I love companionship,
but I couldn’t talk to the cleverest woman in
Europe for twelve hours at a stretch.”
“Nor I!” agreed Claire,
who to tell the truth was more elated at the prospect
of so much time to herself than she felt it discreet
to betray. She was enchanted with her first view
of the beautiful Surrey landscape, and each turn of
the road as they sped uphill seemed to open out more
lovely vistas. They drove past spinneys of pine
trees, past picturesque villages, consisting of an
old inn, a few scattered cottages, a pond and a green,
along high roads below which the great plain of thickly-treed
country lay simmering in a misty haze. Then
presently the road took a sudden air of cultivation,
and Claire staring curiously discovered that the broad
margin of grass below the hedge on either side, was
mown and rolled to a lawn-like smoothness, the edges
also being clipped in as accurate a line as within
the most carefully tended garden. For several
hundred yards the margin stretched ahead, smooth as
the softest velvet, a sight so rare and refreshing
to the eye that Claire could not restrain her delight.
“But how charming! How
unexpected! I never saw a lane so swept and
garnished. It has a wonderful effect, those two
long lines of sward. It is sward! grass
is too common a word. But what an amount of work!
Twenty maids with twenty mops sweeping for half a year.-I
think the whole neighbourhood ought to be grateful
to the owner of this land.”
Mrs Fanshawe beamed, complacently.
“I’m glad you think so.
I am the owner! This is my property,
mine for my lifetime, and my son’s after me.
It’s one of my hobbies to keep the lane mown.
I like to be tidy, outside as well as in. Erskine
began by thinking it a ridiculous waste of work, but
his friends are so enthusiastic about the result,
that he is now complacently convinced that it was
entirely his own idea. That’s a man, my
dear! Illogical, self-satisfied, the best of
’em, and you’ll never change them till
the end of time... What’s your opinion
of men?”
“I rather-like them!”
replied Claire with a naïveté which kept her
listener chuckling with amusement until the lodge gates
were reached, and the car turned into the drive.
The house was less imposing than the
grounds, just a large comfortable English country
house, handsome and dignified, but not venerable in
any way. The hall was good, running the entire
length of the house, and opening by tall double doors
on to the grounds at the rear. In summer these
doors were kept open, and allowed a visitor a charming
vista of rose pergolas and the blue-green
foliage of an old cedar. All the walls of the
house from top to bottom were painted a creamy white,
and there was noticeable a prevailing touch of red
in Turkey carpets, cushion-covers, and rose-flecked
chintzes.
Tea was served on a verandah, and
after it was over Mrs Fanshawe escorted her visitor
round the flower gardens, and finally upstairs to
her own bedroom, where she was left with the announcement
that dinner would be served at eight o’clock.
After dinner the ladies played patience, drank two
glasses of hot-water, and retired to bed at ten o’clock.
It was not exciting, but on the other hand it was
certainly not dull, for Mrs Fanshawe’s personality
was so keen, so youthful in its appreciation, that
it was impossible not to be infected, and share in
her enjoyment.
The next week passed quickly and pleasantly.
The weather was good, allowing long drives over the
lovely country, a tennis party at home, and another
at a neighbouring house introduced a little variety
into the programme, and best of all Mrs Fanshawe grew
daily more friendly, even affectionate in manner.
She was a woman of little depth of character, whose
main object in life was to amuse herself and avoid
trouble, but she had humour and intelligence, and
made an agreeable companion for a summer holiday.
As her intimacy with her guest increased she spoke
continually of her son, referring to his marriage with
Janet Willoughby with an air of complacent certitude.
“Of course he will marry Janet.
They’ve been attached for years, but the young
men of to-day are so deliberate. They are not
in a hurry to give up their freedom. Janet will
be just the right wife for Erskine, good tempered
and yielding. He is a dear person, but obstinate.
When he once makes up his mind, nothing will move
him. It would never do for him to have a high-spirited
wife.”
“I disapprove of pandering to
men,” snapped Claire in her most High School
manner, whereupon the conversation branched off to
a discussion on Women’s Rights, which was just
what she had intended and desired.
On the seventh afternoon of her visit,
Claire was in her room writing a letter to Sophie
when she heard a sudden tumult below, and felt her
heart bound at the sound of a familiar voice.
The pen dropped from her hand, and she sat transfixed,
her cheeks burning with excitement. It could
not be! It was preposterous, impossible.
He was in Scotland. Only that morning there
had been a letter.-It was impossible, impossible,
and then again came the sound of that voice, that laugh,
and she was on her feet, running across the floor,
opening the door, listening with straining ears.
A voice rose clear and distinct from
the hall beneath, the deep, strong voice about which
there could be no mistake.
“A perfect flood! The
last five days have been hopeless. I was tired
of being soaked to the skin, and having to change my
clothes every two hours, so I cut it, picked up Humphreys
in town, and came along home. And how have you
been getting on, mater? You look uncommonly fit!”
“I’m quite well.
I am perfectly well. You need not have come
home on my account,” Mrs Fanshawe’s voice
had a decided edge. “I suppose this is
just a flying visit. You will be going on to
pay another visit. I have a friend with me-a
Miss Gifford. You met her at the Willoughbys’.”
“So I did! Yes.
That’s all right. I’m glad you had
company. I suppose I shall be moving
on one of these days. I say, mother, what about
tea?”
Claire shut the door softly, and turned
back into the room. Erskine’s voice had
sounded absolutely normal and unmoved: judging
by it no one could have imagined that Miss Gifford’s
presence or absence afforded him the slightest interest,
and yet, and yet, the mysterious inner voice was speaking
again, declaring that it was not the wet weather which
had driven him back ... that he had hurried home because
he knew, he knew-
In ten minutes’ time tea would
be served. Claire did not change her dress or
make any alteration in her simple attire, her energies
during those few minutes were chiefly devoted to cooling
her flushed cheeks, and when the gong sounded she
ran downstairs, letters in hand, and evinced a politely
impersonal surprise at the sight of Captain Erskine
and his friend.
Mrs Fanshawe’s eyes followed
the girl’s movements with a keen scrutiny.
It seemed to her that Claire’s indifference was
a trifle overdone: Erskine also was unnaturally
composed. Under ordinary circumstances such
a meeting would have called forth a frank, natural
pleasure. She set her lips, and determined to
leave nothing to chance.