The next afternoon a party of friends
had been bidden for tennis. For the morning
no plans had been made, but throughout its length Mrs
Fanshawe fought a gallant fight against overwhelming
odds, and was hopelessly beaten for her pains.
It was her strong determination that her son should
be prevented from holding another tete-a-tete
with Claire Gifford. Erskine actively, and Claire
passively, desired and intended to bring about just
that very consummation, while Major Humphreys, shrewdly
aware of the purpose for which he had been invited,
aided and abetted their efforts by the development
of a veritable frenzy of gardening enthusiasm.
He questioned, he disputed, he meekly acknowledged
his mistakes; he propounded schemes for fresh developments,
the scenes of which lay invariably at the opposite
end of the grounds from that in which the young people
were ensconced.
Mrs Fanshawe struggled valiantly,
but the Triple Entente won the day, and for a good
two hours before lunch, Erskine and Claire remained
happily lost to sight in the farthest recesses of the
grounds. They had left behind the region of
formal seats and benches, and sat on the grass at
the foot of a great chestnut, whose dark green foliage
made a haven of shade in the midst of the noonday
glare. Claire wore her bargain frock, and felt
thankful for the extravagant impulse of that January
morn. Erskine was in flannels, cool and becoming
as a man’s néglige invariably is; both
had discarded hats, and sat bareheaded in the blessed
shade, and Erskine asked questions, dozens of questions,
a very viva voce examination, the subject being
the life, history, thoughts, hopes, ambitions, and
dreams of the girl by his side.
“You were an only child.
So was I. Were you a lonely little kiddie?”
“No, I don’t think I was.
My mother was a child with me. We were blissfully
happy manufacturing a doll’s house out of a packing
chest, and furnishing it with beds made out of cardboard
boxes, and sofas made out of pin-cushions. I
used to feel other children a bore because they distracted
her attention.”
“That would be when you were-how
old? Six or seven? And you are now-
what is it? Twenty-two? I must have been
a schoolboy of seventeen at that time, imagining myself
a man. Ten years makes a lot of difference at
that age. It doesn’t count so much later
on. At least I should think not. Do I
appear to you very old?”
“Hoary!”
“No, but I say... Honestly!”
“Don’t be conceited. You know perfectly
well-”
“But I wanted to make sure!
And then you went to school. Did you have a
bad time at first among the other girls?”
“No. I’m afraid
the other girls had a bad time with me. I was
very uppish and British, and insisted on getting my
own way. Did you have a bad time?”
“Yes, I did,” he said
simply. “Small boys have a pretty stiff
time of it during their first term, and my time happened
to be stiffer than most. I may be as miserable
again. I hope I never may be! But I’m
pretty sure it’s impossible to be more
miserable than I was at nine years old, bullied on
every side, breaking my heart with home sickness,
and too proud to show a sign.”
“Poor little lad!” sighed
Claire softly, and for a long minute the two pairs
of eyes met, and exchanged a message. “But
afterwards? It grew better after that?”
“Oh, yes. I learnt to
stand up for myself, and moved up in the school, and
began to bully on my own... Did you make many
real friends in your school days?”
“No real lasting friends.
They were French girls, you see, and there was the
difference of race, and religion, to divide us as we
grew up. And we were birds of passage, mother
and I; always moving about.”
“You felt the need of companionship?”
“No. I had mother, and
we were like girls together.” The twin
dimples showed in a mischievous smile. “You
seem very anxious to hear that I was lonely!”
“Well!” said Erskine,
and hesitated as though he found it impossible to
deny the accusation. “I wanted to feel
that you could sympathise with me! I’ve
been more or less lonely all my life, but I have always
felt that a time would come when it would be all right-when
I’d meet some one who’d understand.
I was great chums with my father, but he died when
I was twelve, and my school chum went off to China,
and comes home for a few months every three years,
when it has usually happened that I’ve been
abroad. There are nice enough fellows in the
regiment, but I suppose I’m not quick at making
friends-”
Strive as she would Claire could not
resist a twinkle of amusement, their eyes met, and
both went off into a peal of laughter.
“Oh, well, there are exceptions!
That’s different. I felt that I knew
you at once, without any preliminary stages.
It must always be like that when people really fit.”
And then after a short pause he added in boyish,
ingenuous tones, “Did you feel that you knew
me?”
“I-I think I did!”
Claire acknowledged. To both it seemed the most
wonderful, the most absorbing of conversations.
They were blissfully unconscious that it was old
as the hills themselves, and had been repeated with
ceaseless reiteration from prehistoric periods.
Only once was there an interruption of the deep mutual
happiness and that came without warning. Claire
was smiling in blissful contentment, unconscious of
a care, when suddenly a knife-like pain stabbed her
heart. Imagination had wafted her back to Staff-Room.
She saw the faces of the fifteen women seated around
the table, women who were with but one exception past
their youth, approaching nearer and nearer to dreaded
age, and an inward voice whispered that to each in
her turn had come this golden hour, the hour of dreams,
of sweet, illuminative hope. The hour had come,
and the hour had passed, leaving behind nothing but
a memory and a regret. Why should she herself
be more blessed than others? She looked forward
and saw a vision of herself ten years hence still
hurrying along the well-known street looking up at
the clock in the church tower to assure herself that
she was in time, still mounting the same bare staircase,
still hanging up her hat on the same peg. The
prose of it in contradistinction with the poetry of
the present was terrifying to Claire’s youthful
mind, and her look was so white, so strained, that
Erskine took instant alarm.
“What is it? What is it?
Are you ill? Have I said anything to upset
you? I say, what is the matter!”
“Nothing. Nothing!
I had a-thought! Talk hard, please,
and make me forget!”
The end of the two hours found the
cross-questioning still in full force; the man and
the girl alike still feeling that the half was not
yet told. They resented the quick passage of
time, resented the disturbance of the afternoon hours.
“What on earth do we want with
a tennis party?” grumbled the Captain.
“Wish to goodness we could be left alone.
I suppose the mater wanted them to amuse you before
I came back.”
Claire murmured incoherently.
She knew better, but she was not going to say so!
They turned unwillingly towards the house.
In the afternoon the guests arrived.
They came early, for the Fanshawe tennis courts were
in fine condition, and the prospect of meeting a new
man and a new girl, plus the son of the house, was
a treat in itself in the quiet countryside where the
members of the same set met regularly at every function
of the year. One of the courts was reserved for
men’s fours, for Mrs Fanshawe believed in giving
her guests what they liked, and there is no doubt
that men as a rule are ungallant enough to prefer
their own sex in outdoor games.
In the second court the younger girls
took part in mixed fours, while others sat about,
or took part in lengthy croquet contests on the furthest
of the three lawns. Claire as a member of the
house-party had a good deal of time on her hands,
and helped Mrs Fanshawe with the entertainment of
the older guests, who one and all eyed her with speculative
interest.
One thin, faded woman had spent a
few years in Bombay and was roused to interest by
hearing that Claire’s mother was now settled
in that city. Yes! she had met a Mr Judge.
Robert Judge, was it not? Her husband knew
him quite well. He had dined at their house.
Quite a dear man. She had heard of his marriage,
“but”-here came a look of mystification-“to
a young wife; very pretty, very charming-”
Claire laughed, and held out a little
coloured photograph in a round glass frame which hung
by a chain round her neck.
“That is my mother. She
is thirty-nine, and looks thirty. And she is
prettier than that.”
The faded lady looked, and sighed.
Mrs Fanshawe brightened into vivid interest.
“You know Mr Judge, then? You have met
him? That’s quite interesting. That’s
very interesting!” Claire realised with some
irritability that the fact that one of her own acquaintances
knew and approved, instantaneously raised Mr Judge
in her hostess’s estimation. Hitherto he
had been a name, a nobody; now he became a real man,
“quite a dear man,” a man one could know!
The result was satisfactory enough, but Claire was
irritated by the means. She was irritated also
by the subtle but very real change in her hostess’s
manner to herself in the last twenty-four hours; irritated
because the precious hours were passing, and Erskine
was surrounded by his guests, playing endless sets
on the hot lawn. He looked as though he were
enjoying himself, too, and that added to her annoyance,
for like many another girl she had not yet realised
that a man can forget even his love in his whole-hearted
enjoyment of sport!
At tea-time, however, there was a
lull when Erskine carried a chair to Claire’s
side, and seated himself with an air of contentment.
Once and again as the meal progressed she saw his
eyes rove around, and then come back to dwell upon
herself. She knew that he was comparing her with
the other girls who were present, knew also by the
deep glow of that returning glance, that in his eyes
she was fairest and best. The former irritation
dropped from her like a cloak.
Tea was over, the guests rose from
their seats. Erskine stood by Claire’s
side looking down at her with a quizzical smile.
“Er-did you notice
that man who came in just before tea, with the girl
in the pink frock? He was sitting over there,
on the right?”
“Yes, I noticed him. I could see him quite
well. Why?”
“What did you think of him?”
“Quite nice. I liked his face. Good-natured
and interesting.”
Erskine laughed.
“Sure?”
“Quite sure. Why?”
“Don’t recognise him at all? Doesn’t
remind you of any one you know?”
“Not in the least. Why should he?”
Erskine laughed again.
“I’m afraid your memory
is defective. I must introduce you again!”
He walked away, laid his hand on the arm of the new-comer,
and led him back to Claire’s side. “Miss
Gifford,” he said gravely, “allow me to
introduce-Major Carew!”