It was a perfect June evening:
Doris was seated on one of the spreading lawns of
Crosby Ledgers, a low Georgian house, much
added to at various times, and now a pleasant medley
of pillared verandahs, tiled roofs, cupolas, and dormer
windows, apparently unpretending, but, as many people
knew, one of the most luxurious of English country
houses.
Lady Dunstable, in a flowing dress
of lilac crepe and a large black hat, had just given
Mrs. Meadows a second cup of tea, and was clearly doing
her duty and showing it to a
guest whose entertainment could not be trusted to
go of itself. The only other persons at the tea-table the
Meadowses having arrived late were an elderly
man with long Dundreary whiskers, in a Panama hat
and a white waistcoat, and a lady of uncertain age,
plump, kind-eyed, and merry-mouthed, in whom Doris
had at once divined a possible harbour of refuge from
the terrors of the situation. Arthur was strolling
up and down the lawn with the Home Secretary, smoking
and chatting talking indeed nineteen to
the dozen, and entirely at his ease. A few other
groups were scattered over the grass; while girls
in white dresses and young men in flannels were playing
tennis in the distance. A lake at the bottom
of the sloping garden made light and space in a landscape
otherwise too heavily walled in by thick woodland.
White swans floated on the lake, and the June trees
beyond were in their freshest and proudest leaf.
A church tower rose appropriately in a corner of the
park, and on the other side of the deer-fence beyond
the lake a herd of red deer were feeding. Doris
could not help feeling as though the whole scene had
been lately painted for a new “high life”
play at the St. James’s Theatre, and she half
expected to see Sir George Alexander walk out of the
bushes.
“I suppose, Mrs. Meadows, you
have been helping your husband with his lectures?”
said Lady Dunstable, a little languidly, as though
the heat oppressed her. She was making play with
a cigarette and her half-shut eyes were fixed on the
“lion’s” wife. The eyes fascinated
Doris. Surely they were artificially blackened,
above and below? And the lips had art
been delicately invoked, or was Nature alone responsible?
“I copy things for Arthur,”
said Doris. “Unfortunately, I can’t
type.”
At the sound of the young and musical
voice, the gentleman with the Dundreary whiskers Sir
Luke Malford who had seemed half asleep,
turned sharply to look at the speaker. Doris
too was in a white dress, of the simplest stuff and
make; but it became her. So did the straw hat,
with its wreath of wild roses, which she had trimmed
herself that morning. There was not the slightest
visible sign of tremor in the young woman; and Sir
Luke’s inner mind applauded her.
“No fool! and a lady,”
he thought. “Let’s see what Rachel
will make of her.”
“Then you don’t help him
in the writing?” said Lady Dunstable, still
with the same detached air. Doris laughed.
“I don’t know what Arthur
would say if I proposed it. He never lets anybody
go near him when he’s writing.”
“I see; like all geniuses, he’s
dangerous on the loose.” Was Lady Dunstable’s
smile just touched with sarcasm? “Well! has
the success of the lectures surprised you?”
Doris pondered.
“No,” she said at last,
“not really. I always thought Arthur had
it in him.”
“But you hardly expected such a run such
an excitement!”
“I don’t know,”
said Doris, coolly. “I think I did sometimes.
The question is how long it will last.”
She looked, smiling, at her interrogator.
The gentleman with the whiskers stooped across the
table.
“Oh, nothing lasts in this world.
But that of course is what makes a good time so good.”
Doris turned towards him demurring for
the sake of conversation. “I never could
understand how Cinderella enjoyed the ball.”
“For thinking of the clock?”
laughed Sir Luke. “No, no! you
can’t mean that. It’s the expectation
of the clock that doubles the pleasure. Of course
you agree, Rachel!” he turned to her “else
why did you read me that very doleful poem yesterday,
on this very theme? that it’s only
the certainty of death that makes life agreeable?
By the way, George Eliot had said it before!”
“The poem was by a friend of
mine,” said Lady Dunstable, coldly. “I
read it to you to see how it sounded. But I thought
it poor stuff.”
“How unkind of you! The
man who wrote it says he lives upon your friendship.”
“That, perhaps, is why he’s so thin.”
Sir Luke laughed again.
“To be sure, I saw the poor
man after you had talked to him the other
night going to Dunstable to be consoled.
Poor George! he’s always healing the wounds
you make.”
“Of course. That’s
why I married him. George says all the civil things.
That sets me free to do the rude ones.”
“Rachel!” The exclamation
came from the plump lady opposite, who was smiling
broadly, and showing some very white teeth. A
signal passed from her eyes to those of Doris, as
though to say “Don’t be alarmed!”
But Doris was not at all alarmed.
She was eagerly watching Lady Dunstable, as one watches
for the mannerisms of some well-known performer.
Sir Luke perceived it, and immediately began to show
off his hostess by one of the sparring matches that
were apparently frequent between them. They fell
to discussing a party of guests landowners
from a neighbouring estate who seemed to
have paid a visit to Crosby Ledgers the day before.
Lady Dunstable had not enjoyed them, and her tongue
on the subject was sharpness itself, restrained by
none of the ordinary compunctions. “Is
this how she talks about all her guests on
Monday morning?” thought Doris, with quickened
pulse as the biting sentences flew about.
... “Mr. Worthing?
Why did he marry her? Oh, because he wanted a
stuffed goose to sit by the fire while he went out
and amused himself.... Why did she marry him?
Ah, that’s more difficult to answer. Is
one obliged to credit Mrs. Worthing with any reasons on
any subject? However, I like Mr. Worthing he’s
what men ought to be.”
“And that is ?” Doris ventured
to put in.
“Just men,” said Lady Dunstable,
shortly.
Sir Luke laughed over his cigarette.
“That you may fool them?
Well, Rachel, all the same, you would die of Worthing’s
company in a month.”
“I shouldn’t die,” said Lady Dunstable,
quietly. “I should murder.”
“Hullo, what’s my wife
talking about?” said a bluff and friendly voice.
Doris looked up to see a handsome man with grizzled
hair approaching.
“Mrs. Meadows? How do you
do? What a beautiful evening you’ve brought!
Your husband and I have been having a jolly talk.
My word! he’s a clever chap.
Let me congratulate you on the lectures. Biggest
success known in recent days!”
Doris beamed upon her host, well pleased,
and he settled down beside her, doing his kind best
to entertain her. In him, all those protective
feelings towards a stranger, in which his wife appeared
to be conspicuously lacking, were to be discerned
on first acquaintance. Doris was practically
sure that his inner mind was thinking “Poor
little thing! knows nobody here. Rachel’s
been scaring her. Must look after her!”
And look after her he did. He
was by no means an amusing companion. Lazy, gentle,
and ineffective, Doris quickly perceived that he was
entirely eclipsed by his wife, who, now that she was
relieved of Mrs. Meadows, was soon surrounded by a
congenial company the Home Secretary, one
or two other politicians, the old General, a literary
Dean, Lord Staines, a great racing man, Arthur Meadows,
and one or two more. The talk became almost entirely
political with a dash of literature.
Doris saw at once that Lady Dunstable was the centre
of it, and she was not long in guessing that it was
for this kind of talk that people came to Crosby Ledgers.
Lady Dunstable, it seemed, was capable of talking like
a man with men, and like a man of affairs with the
men of affairs. Her political knowledge was astonishing;
so, evidently, was her background of family and tradition,
interwoven throughout with English political history.
English statesmen had not only dandled her, they had
taught her, walked with her, written to her, and no
doubt flirted with her. Doris, as
she listened to her, disliked her heartily, and at
the same time could not help being thrilled by so
much knowledge, so much contact with history in the
making, and by such a masterful way, in a woman, with
the great ones of the earth. “What a worm
she must think me!” thought Doris “what
a worm she does think me and the
likes of me!”
At the same time, the spectator must
needs admit there was something else in Lady Dunstable’s
talk than mere intelligence or mere mannishness.
There was undoubtedly something of “the good
fellow,” and, through all her hard hitting,
a curious absence in conversation of
the personal egotism she was quite ready to show in
all the trifles of life. On the present occasion
her main object clearly was to bring out Arthur Meadows the
new captive of her bow and spear; to find out what
was in him; to see if he was worthy of her inner circle.
Throwing all compliment aside, she attacked him hotly
on certain statements certain estimates in
his lectures. Her knowledge was personal; the
knowledge of one whose father had sat in Dizzy’s
latest Cabinet, while, through the endless cousinship
of the English landed families, she was as much related
to the Whig as to the Tory leaders of the past.
She talked familiarly of “Uncle This”
or “Cousin That,” who had been apparently
the idols of her nursery before they had become the
heroes of England; and Meadows had much ado to defend
himself against her store of anecdote and reminiscence.
“Unfair!” thought Doris, breathlessly watching
the contest of wits. “Oh, if she weren’t
a woman, Arthur could easily beat her!”
But she was a woman, and not at all
unwilling, when hard pressed, to take advantage of
that fact.
All the same, Meadows was stirred
to most unwonted efforts. He proved to be an
antagonist worth her steel; and Doris’s heart
swelled with secret pride as she saw how all the other
voices died down, how more and more people came up
to listen, even the young men and maidens, throwing
themselves on the grass, around the two disputants.
Finally Lady Dunstable carried off the honours.
Had she not seen Lord Beaconsfield twice during the
fatal week of his last general election, when England
turned against him, when his great rival triumphed,
and all was lost? Had he not talked to her, as
great men will talk to the young and charming women
whose flatteries soften their defeats; so that,
from the wings, she had seen almost the last of that
well-graced actor, caught his last gestures and some
of his last words?
“Brava, brava!” said Meadows,
when the story ceased, although it had been intended
to upset one of his own most brilliant generalisations;
and a sound of clapping hands went round the circle.
Lady Dunstable, a little flushed and panting, smiled
and was silent. Meadows, meanwhile, was thinking “How
often has she told that tale? She has it by heart.
Every touch in it has been sharpened a dozen times.
All the same a wonderful performance!”
Lord Dunstable, meanwhile, sat absolutely
silent, his hat on the back of his head, his attention
fixed on his wife. As the group broke up, and
the chairs were pushed back, he said in Doris’s
ear “Isn’t she an awfully clever
woman, my wife?”
Before Doris could answer, she heard
Lady Dunstable carelessly but none the
less peremptorily inviting her women guests
to see their rooms. Doris walked by her hostess’s
side towards the house. Every trace of animation
and charm had now vanished from that lady’s manner.
She was as languid and monosyllabic as before, and
Doris could only feel once again that while her clever
husband was an eagerly welcomed guest, she herself
could only expect to reckon as his appendage a
piece of family luggage.
Lady Dunstable threw open the door
of a spacious bedroom. “No doubt you will
wish to rest till dinner,” she said, severely.
“And of course your maid will ask for what she
wants.” At the word “maid,”
did Doris dream it, or was there a satiric gleam in
the hard black eyes? “Pretender,”
it seemed to say and Doris’s conscience
admitted the charge.
And indeed the door had no sooner
closed on Lady Dunstable before an agitated knock
announced Jane in tears.
She stood opposite her mistress in desperation.
“Please, ma’am I’ll
have to have an evening dress or I can’t
go in to supper!”
“What on earth do you mean?” said Doris,
staring at her.
“Every maid in this ’ouse,
ma’am, ’as got to dress for supper.
The maids go in the ‘ousekeeper’s room,
an’ they’ve all on ’em got dresses
V-shaped, or cut square, or something. This black
dress, ma’am, won’t do at all. So
I can’t have no supper. I couldn’t
dream, ma’am, of goin’ in different to
the others!”
“You silly creature!”
said Doris, springing up. “Look here I’ll
lend you my spare blouse. You can turn it in
at the neck, and wear my white scarf. You’ll
be as smart as any of them!”
And half laughing, half compassionate,
she pulled her blouse out of the box, adjusted the
white scarf to it herself, and sent the bewildered
Jane about her business, after having shown her first
how to unpack her mistress’s modest belongings,
and strictly charged her to return half an hour before
dinner. “Of course I shall dress myself, but
you may as well have a lesson.”
The girl went, and Doris was left
stormily wondering why she had been such a fool as
to bring her. Then her sense of humour conquered,
and her brow cleared. She went to the open window
and stood looking over the park beyond. Sunset
lay broad and rich over the wide stretches of grass,
and on the splendid oaks lifting their dazzling leaf
to the purest of skies. The roses in the garden
sent up their scent, there was a plashing of water
from an invisible fountain, and the deer beyond the
fence wandered in and out of the broad bands of shadow
drawn across the park. Doris’s young feet
fidgeted under her. She longed to be out exploring
the woods and the lake. Why was she immured in
this stupid room, to which Lady Dunstable had conducted
her with a chill politeness which had said plainly
enough “Here you are and here you
stay! till dinner!”
“If I could only find a back-staircase,”
she thought, “I would soon be enjoying myself!
Arthur, lucky wretch, said something about playing
golf. No! there he is!”
And sure enough, on the farthest edge
of the lawn going towards the park, she saw two figures
walking Lady Dunstable and Arthur!
“Deep in talk of course having the
best of times while I am shut up here half-past
six! on a glorious evening!” The reflection,
however, was, on the whole, good-humoured. She
did not feel, as yet, either jealous or tragic.
Some day, she supposed, if it was to be her lot to
visit country houses, she would get used to their ways.
For Arthur, of course, it was useful perhaps
necessary to be put through his paces by
a woman like Lady Dunstable. “And he can
hold his own. But for me? I contribute nothing.
I don’t belong to them they don’t
want me and what use have I for them?”
Her meditations, however, were here
interrupted by a knock. On her saying “Come
in” the door opened cautiously to
admit the face of the substantial lady, Miss Field,
to whom Doris had been introduced at the tea-table.
“Are you resting?” said Miss Field, “or
only ’interned’?”
“Oh, please come in!” cried Doris.
“I never was less tired in my life.”
Miss Field entered, and took the armchair
that Doris offered her, fronting the open window and
the summer scene. Her face would have suited
the Muse of Mirth, if any Muse is ever forty years
of age. The small, up-turned nose and full red
lips were always smiling; so were the eyes; and the
fair skin and still golden hair, the plump figure and
gay dress of flower-sprigged muslin, were all in keeping
with the part.
“You have never seen my cousin before?”
she inquired.
“Lady Dunstable? Is she your cousin?”
Miss Field nodded. “My
first cousin. And I spend a great part of the
year here, helping in different ways. Rachel can’t
do without me now, so I’m able to keep her in
order. Don’t ever be shy with her!
Don’t ever let her think she frightens you! those
are the two indispensable rules here.”
“I’m afraid I should break
them,” said Doris, slowly. “She does
frighten me horribly!”
“Ah, well, you didn’t
show it that’s the chief thing.
You know she’s a much more human creature than
she seems.”
“Is she?” Doris’s
eyes pursued the two distant figures in the park.
“You’d think, for instance,
that Lord Dunstable was just a cipher? Not at
all. He’s the real authority here, and when
he puts his foot down Rachel always gives in.
But of course she’s stood in the way of his
career.”
Doris shrank a little from these indiscretions.
But she could not keep her curiosity out of her eyes,
and Miss Field smilingly answered it.
“She’s absorbed him so!
You see he watches her all the time. She’s
like an endless play to him. He really doesn’t
care for anything else he doesn’t
want anything else. Of course they’re very
rich. But he might have done something in politics,
if she hadn’t been so much more important than
he. And then, naturally, she’s made enemies powerful
enemies. Her friends come here of course her
old cronies the people who can put up with
her. They’re devoted to her. And the
young people the very modern ones who
think nice manners ‘early Victorian,’
and like her rudeness for the sake of her cleverness.
But the rest! What do you think she did
at one of these parties last year?”
Doris could not help wishing to know.
“She took a fancy to ask a girl
near here the daughter of a clergyman,
a great friend of Lord Dunstable’s, to come over
for the Sunday. Lord Dunstable had talked of
the girl, and Rachel’s always on the look-out
for cleverness; she hunts it like a hound! She
met the young woman too somewhere, and got the impression I
can’t say how that she would ‘go.’
So on the Saturday morning she went over in her pony-carriage broke
in on the little Rectory like a hurricane of
course you know the people about here regard her as
something semi-divine! and told the girl
she had come to take her back to Crosby Ledgers for
the Sunday. So the poor child packed up, all
in a flutter, and they set off together in the pony-carriage six
miles. And by the time they had gone four Rachel
had discovered she had made a mistake that
the girl wasn’t clever, and would add nothing
to the party. So she quietly told her that she
was afraid, after all, the party wouldn’t suit
her. And then she turned the pony’s head,
and drove her straight home again!”
“Oh!” cried Doris, her cheeks red, her
eyes aflame.
“Brutal, wasn’t it?”
said the other. “All the same, there are
fine things in Rachel. And in one point she’s
the most vulnerable of women!”
“Her son?” Doris ventured.
Miss Field shrugged her shoulders.
“He doesn’t drink he
doesn’t gamble he doesn’t spend
money he doesn’t run away with other
people’s wives. He’s just nothing! just
incurably empty and idle. He comes here very
little. His mother terrifies him. And since
he was twenty-one he has a little money of his own.
He hangs about in studios and theatres. His mother
doesn’t know any of his friends. What she
suffers poor Rachel! She’d have
given everything in the world for a brilliant son.
But you can’t wonder. She’s like some
strong plant that takes all the nourishment out of
the ground, so that the plants near it starve.
She can’t help it. She doesn’t mean
to be a vampire!”
Doris hardly knew what to say.
Somehow she wished the vampire were not walking with
Arthur! That, however, was not a sentiment easily
communicable; and she was just turning it into something
else when Miss Field said abruptly, like
someone coming to the real point
“Does your husband like her?”
“Why yes, of course!”
stammered Doris. “She’s been awfully
kind to us about the lectures, and he loves
arguing with her.”
“She loves arguing with him!”
’said Miss Field triumphantly. “She
lives just for such half-hours as that she gave us
on the lawn after tea and all owing to
him he was so inspiring, so stimulating.
Oh, you’ll see, she’ll take you up tremendously if
you want to be taken up!”
The smiling blue eyes looked gaily
into Doris’s puzzled countenance. Evidently
the speaker was much amused by the Meadowses’
situation more amused than her sense of
politeness allowed her to explain. Doris was
conscious of a vague resentment.
“I’m afraid I don’t
see what Lady Dunstable will get out of me,”
she said, drily.
Miss Field raised her eyebrows.
“Are you going then to let him
come here alone? She’ll be always asking
you! Oh, you needn’t be afraid ”
and this most candid of cousins laughed aloud.
“Rachel isn’t a flirt except
of the intellectual kind. But she takes possession she
sticks like a limpet.”
There was a pause. Then Miss Field added:
“You mustn’t think it
odd that I say these things about Rachel. I have
to explain her to people. She’s not like
anybody else.”
Doris did not quite see the necessity,
but she kept the reflection to herself, and Miss Field
passed lightly to the other guests Sir Luke,
a tame cat of the house, who quarrelled with Lady
Dunstable once a month, vowed he would never come
near her again, and always reappeared; the Dean, who
in return for a general submission, was allowed to
scold her occasionally for her soul’s health;
the politicians whom she could not do without, who
were therefore handled more gingerly than the rest;
the military and naval men who loved Dunstable and
put up with his wife for his sake; and the young people nephews
and nieces and cousins who liked an unconventional
hostess without any foolish notions of chaperonage,
and always enjoyed themselves famously at Crosby Ledgers.
“Now then,” said Miss
Field, rising at last, “I think you have the
carte du pays and there they are,
coming back.” She pointed to Meadows and
Lady Dunstable, crossing the lawn. “Whatever
you do, hold your own. If you don’t want
to play games, don’t play them. If you want
to go to church to-morrow, go to church. Lady
Dunstable of course is a heathen. And now perhaps,
you might really rest.”
“Such a jolly walk!” said
Meadows, entering his wife’s room flushed with
exercise and pleasure. “The place is divine,
and really Lady Dunstable is uncommonly good talk.
Hope you haven’t been dull, dear?”
Doris replied, laughing, that Miss
Field had taken pity on what would otherwise have
been solitary confinement, and that now it was time
to dress. Meadows kissed her absently, and, with
his head evidently still full of his walk, went to
his dressing-room. When he reappeared, it was
to find Doris attired in a little black gown, with
which he was already too familiar. She saw at
once the dissatisfaction in his face.
“I can’t help it!”
she said, with emphasis. “I did my best
with it, Arthur, but I’m not a genius at dressmaking.
Never mind. Nobody will take any notice of me.”
He quite crossly rebuked her.
She really must spend more on her dress. It was
unseemly absurd. She looked as nice
as anybody when she was properly got up.
“Well, don’t buy any more
copper coal-scuttles!” she said slyly, as she
straightened his tie, and dropped a kiss on his chin.
“Then we’ll see.”
They went down to dinner, and on the
staircase Meadows turned to say to his wife in a lowered
voice:
“Lady Dunstable wants me to
go to them in Scotland for two or three
weeks. I dare say I could do some work.”
“Oh, does she?” said Doris.
What perversity drove Lady Dunstable
during the evening and the Sunday that followed to
match every attention that was lavished on Arthur
Meadows by some slight to his wife, will never be known.
But the fact was patent. Throughout the diversions
or occupations of the forty-eight hours’ visit,
Mrs. Meadows was either ignored, snubbed, or contradicted.
Only Arthur Meadows, indeed, measuring himself with
delight, for the first time, against some of the keenest
brains in the country, failed to see it. His
blindness allowed Lady Dunstable to run a somewhat
dangerous course, unchecked. She risked alienating
a man whom she particularly wished to attract; she
excited a passion of antagonism in Doris’s generally
equable breast, and was quite aware of it. Notwithstanding,
she followed her whim; and by the Sunday evening there
existed between the great lady and her guest a state
of veiled war, in which the strokes were by no means
always to the advantage of Lady Dunstable.
Doris, for instance, with other guests,
expressed a wish to attend morning service on Sunday
at a famous cathedral some three miles away.
Lady Dunstable immediately announced that everybody
who wished to go to church would go to the village
church within the park, for which alone carriages
would be provided. Then Doris and Sir Luke combined,
and walked to the cathedral, three miles there and
three miles back to the huge delight of
the other and more docile guests. Sunday evening,
again, was devastated by what were called “games”
at Crosby Ledgers. “Gad, if I wouldn’t
sooner go in for the Indian Civil again!” said
Sir Luke. Doris, with the most ingratiating manner,
but quite firmly, begged to be excused. Lady
Dunstable bit her lip, and presently, a propos de
bottes, launched some observations on the need
of co-operation in society. It was shirking refusing
to take a hand, to do one’s best false
shame, indeed! that ruined English society
and English talk. Let everybody take a lesson
from the French! After which the lists were opened,
so to speak, and Lady Dunstable, Meadows, the Dean,
and about half the young people produced elegant pieces
of translation, astounding copies of impromptu verse,
essays in all the leading styles of the day, and riddles
by the score. The Home Secretary, who had been
lassoed by his hostess, escaped towards the middle
of the ordeal, and wandered sadly into a further room
where Doris sat chatting with Lord Dunstable.
He was carrying various slips of paper in his hand,
and asked her distractedly if she could throw any
light on the question “Why is Lord
Salisbury like a poker?”
“I can’t think of anything
to say,” he said helplessly, “except ’because
they are both upright.’ And here’s
another ’Why is the Pope like a thermometer?’
I did see some light on that!” His countenance
cheered a little. “Would this do?
’Because both are higher in Italy than in England.’
Not very good! but I must think of something.”
Doris put her wits to his. Between
them they polished the riddle; but by the time it
was done the Home Secretary had begun to find Meadows’s
little wife, whose existence he had not noticed hitherto,
more agreeable than Lady Dunstable’s table with
its racked countenances, and its too ample supply
of pencils and paper. A deadly crime! When
Lady Dunstable, on the stroke of midnight, swept through
the rooms to gather her guests for bed, she cast a
withering glance on Doris and her companion.
“So you despised our little
amusements?” she said, as she handed Mrs. Meadows
her candle.
“I wasn’t worthy of them,” smiled
Doris, in reply.
“Well, I call that a delightful
visit!” said Meadows as the train next morning
pulled out of the Crosby Ledgers station for London.
“I feel freshened up all over.”
Doris looked at him with rather mocking
eyes, but said nothing. She fully recognised,
however, that Arthur would have been an ungrateful
wretch if he had not enjoyed it. Lady Dunstable
had been, so to speak, at his feet, and all her little
court had taken their cue from her. He had been
flattered, drawn out, and shown off to his heart’s
content, and had been most naturally and humanly happy.
“And I,” thought Doris with sudden repentance,
“was just a spiky, horrid little toad! What
was wrong with me?” She was still searching,
when Meadows said reproachfully:
“I thought, darling, you might
have taken a little more trouble to make friends with
Lady Dunstable. However, that’ll be all
right. I told her, of course, we should be delighted
to go to Scotland.”
“Arthur!” cried Doris,
aghast. “Three weeks! I couldn’t,
Arthur! Don’t ask me!”
“And, pray, why?” he angrily inquired.
“Because oh, Arthur,
don’t you understand? She is a man’s
woman. She took a particular dislike to me, and
I just had to be stubborn and thorny to get on at
all. I’m awfully sorry but I
couldn’t stay with her, and I’m
certain you wouldn’t be happy either.”
“I should be perfectly happy,”
said Meadows, with vehemence. “And so would
you, if you weren’t so critical and censorious.
Anyway” his Jove-like mouth shut
firmly “I have promised.”
“You couldn’t promise
for me!” cried Doris, holding her head very high.
“Then you’ll have to let me go without
you?”
“Which, of course, was what
you swore not to do!” she said, provokingly.
“I thought my wife was a reasonable woman!
Lady Dunstable rouses all my powers; she gives me
ideas which may be most valuable. It is to the
interest of both of us that I should keep up my friendship
with her.”
“Then keep it up,” said
Doris, her cheeks aflame. “But you won’t
want me to help you, Arthur.”
He cried out that it was only pride
and conceit that made her behave so. In her heart
of hearts, Doris mostly agreed with him. But she
wouldn’t confess it, and it was presently understood
between them that Meadows would duly accept the Dunstables’
invitation for August, and that Doris would stay behind.
After which, Doris looked steadily
out of the window for the rest of the journey, and
could not at all conceal from herself that she had
never felt more miserable in her life. The only
person in the trio who returned to the Kensington
house entirely happy was Jane, who spent the greater
part of the day in describing to Martha, the cook-general,
the glories of Crosby Ledgers, and her own genteel
appearance in Mrs. Meadows’s blouse.