Daphne’s purpose in quitting
the hotel had been to find her way up the river by
the road which runs along the gorge on the Canadian
side, from the hotel to the Canadian Fall. Thick
as the fog still was in the gorge she hoped to find
some clearer air beyond it. She felt oppressed
and stifled; and though she had told Madeleine that
she was going out in search of effects and spectacle,
it was in truth the neighbourhood of Alfred Boyson
which had made her restless.
The road was lit at intervals by electric
lamps, but after a time she found the passage of it
not particularly easy. Some repairs to the tramway
lines were going on higher up, and she narrowly escaped
various pitfalls in the shape of trenches and holes
in the roadway, very insufficiently marked by feeble
lamps. But the stir in her blood drove her on;
so did the strangeness of this white darkness, suffused
with moonlight, yet in this immediate neighbourhood
of the Falls, impenetrable. She was impatient
to get through it; to breathe an unembarrassed air.
The roar at her left hand grew wilder.
She had reached a point some distance from the hotel,
close to the jutting corner, once open, now walled
and protected, where the traveller approaches nearest
to the edge of the Canadian Fall. She knew the
spot well, and groping for the wall, she stood breathless
and spray-beaten beside the gulf.
Only a few yards from her the vast
sheet of water descended. She could see nothing
of it, but the wind of its mighty plunge blew back
her hair, and her mackintosh cloak was soon dripping
with the spray. Once, far away, above the Falls,
she seemed to perceive a few dim lights along the
bend of the river; perhaps from one of the great power-houses
that tame to man’s service the spirits of the
water. Otherwise nothing! She
was alone with the perpetual challenge and fascination
of the Falls.
As she stood there she was seized
by a tragic recollection. It was from this spot,
so she believed, that Leopold Verrier had thrown himself
over. The body had been carried down through the
rapids, and recovered, terribly injured, in the deep
eddying pool which the river makes below them.
He had left no letter or message of any sort behind
him. But the reasons for his suicide were clearly
understood by a large public, whose main verdict upon
it was the quiet “What else could he do?”
Here, then, on this very spot, he
had stood before his leap. Daphne had heard him
described by various spectators of the marriage.
He had been, it seemed, a man of sensitive temperament,
who should have been an artist and was a man of business;
a considerable musician, and something of a poet;
proud of his race and faith and himself irreproachable,
yet perpetually wounded through his family, which
bore a name of ill-repute in the New York business
world; passionately grateful to his wife for having
married him, delighting in her beauty and charm, and
foolishly, abjectly eager to heap upon her and their
child everything that wealth could buy.
“It was Madeleine’s mother
who made it hopeless,” thought Daphne. “But
for Mrs. Fanshaw it might have lasted.”
And memory called up Mrs. Fanshaw,
the beautifully dressed woman of fifty, with her pride
of wealth and family, belonging to the strictest sect
of New York’s social elite, with her hard,
fastidious face, her formidable elegance and self-possession.
How she had loathed the marriage! And with what
a harpy-like eagerness had she seized on the first
signs of Madeleine’s discontent and ennui;
persuaded her to come home; prepared the divorce;
poisoned public opinion. It was from a last interview
with Mrs. Fanshaw that Leopold Verrier had gone straight
to his death. What was it that she had said to
him?
Daphne lingered on the question; haunted,
too, by other stray recollections of the dismal story the
doctor driving by in the early morning who had seen
the fall; the discovery of the poor broken body; Madeleine’s
blanched stoicism, under the fierce coercion of her
mother; and that strong, silent, slow-setting tide
of public condemnation, which in this instance, at
least, had avenged a cruel act.
But at this point Daphne ceased to
think about her friend. She found herself suddenly
engaged in a heated self-defence. What comparison
could there be between her case and Madeleine’s?
Fiercely she found herself going through
the list of Roger’s crimes; his idleness, treachery
and deceit; his lack of any high ideals; his bad influence
on the child; his luxurious self-indulgent habits,
the lies he had told, the insults he had offered her.
By now the story had grown to a lurid whole in her
imagination, based on a few distorted facts, yet radically
and monstrously untrue. Generally, however, when
she dwelt upon it, it had power to soothe any smart
of conscience, to harden any yearning of the heart,
supposing she felt any. And by now she had almost
ceased to feel any.
But to-night she was mysteriously
shaken and agitated. As she clung to the wall,
which alone separated her from the echoing gulf beyond,
she could not prevent herself from thinking of Roger,
Roger as he was when Alfred Boyson introduced him
to her, when they first married, and she had been
blissfully happy; happy in the possession of such a
god-like creature, in the envy of other women, in
the belief that he was growing more and more truly
attached to her.
Her thoughts broke abruptly.
“He married me for money!” cried the inward
voice. Then she felt her cheeks tingling as she
remembered her conversation with Madeleine on that
very subject how she had justified what
she was now judging how plainly she had
understood and condoned it.
“That was my inexperience!
Besides, I knew nothing then of Chloe Fairmile.
If I had I should never have done it.”
She turned, startled. Steps seemed
to be approaching her, of someone as yet invisible.
Her nerves were all on edge, and she felt suddenly
frightened. Strangers of all kinds visit and hang
about Niagara; she was quite alone, known to be the
rich Mrs. Floyd; if she were attacked set
upon
The outline of a man’s form
emerged; she heard her name, or rather the name she
had renounced.
“I saw you come in this direction,
Mrs. Barnes. I knew the road was up in some places,
and I thought in this fog you would allow me to warn
you that walking was not very safe.”
The voice was Captain Boyson’s;
and they were now plain to each other as they stood
a couple of yards apart. The fog, however, was
at last slightly breaking. There was a gleam
over the nearer water; not merely the lights, but
the span of the bridge had begun to appear.
Daphne composed herself with an effort.
“I am greatly obliged to you,”
she said in her most freezing manner. “But
I found no difficulty at all in getting through, and
the fog is lifting.”
With a stiff inclination she turned
in the direction of the hotel, but Captain Boyson
stood in her way. She saw a face embarrassed yet
resolved.
“Mrs. Barnes, may I speak to you a few minutes?”
Daphne gave a slight laugh.
“I don’t see how I can
prevent it. So you didn’t follow me, Captain
Boyson, out of mere regard for my personal safety?”
“If I hadn’t come myself
I should have sent someone,” he replied quietly.
“The hotel people were anxious. But I wished
to come myself. I confess I had a very strong
desire to speak to you.”
“There seems to be nothing and
no one to interfere with it,” said Daphne, in
a tone of sarcasm. “I should be glad, however,
with your permission, to turn homeward. I see
Mrs. Boyson is here. You are, I suppose, on your
wedding journey?”
He moved out of her path, said a few
conventional words, and they walked on. A light
wind had risen and the fog was now breaking rapidly.
As it gave way, the moonlight poured into the breaches
that the wind made; the vast black-and-silver spectacle,
the Falls, the gorge, the town opposite, the bridge,
the clouds, began to appear in fragments, grandiose
and fantastical.
Daphne, presently, seeing that Boyson
was slow to speak, raised her eyebrows and attempted
a remark on the scene. Boyson interrupted her
hurriedly.
“I imagine, Mrs. Barnes, that
what I wish to say will seem to you a piece of insolence.
All the same, for the sake of our former friendship,
I would ask you to bear with me.”
“By all means!”
“I had no idea that you were
in the hotel. About half an hour ago, on the
veranda, I opened an English letter which arrived this
evening. The news in it gave me great concern.
Then I saw you appear, to my astonishment, in the
distance. I asked the hotel manager if it were
really you. He was about to send someone after
you. An idea occurred to me. I saw my opportunity and
I pursued you.”
“And here I am, at your mercy!”
said Daphne, with sudden sharpness. “You
have left me no choice. However, I am quite willing.”
The voice was familiar yet strange.
There was in it the indefinable hardening and ageing
which seemed to Boyson to have affected the whole
personality. What had happened to her? As
he looked at her in the dim light there rushed upon
them both the memory of those three weeks by the seaside
years before, when he had fallen in love with her,
and she had first trifled with, and then repulsed
him.
“I wished to ask you a question,
in the name of our old friendship; and because I have
also become a friend as you know of
your husband.”
He felt, rather than saw, the start
of anger in the woman beside him.
“Captain Boyson! I cannot
defend myself, but I would ask you to recognize ordinary
courtesies. I have now no husband.”
“Of your husband,” he
repeated, without hesitation, yet gently. “By
the law of England at least, which you accepted, and
under which you became a British subject, you are
still the wife of Roger Barnes, and he has done nothing
whatever to forfeit his right to your wifely care.
It is indeed of him and of his present state that
I beg to be allowed to speak to you.”
He heard a little laugh beside him unsteady
and hysterical.
“You beg for what you have already
taken. I repeat, I am at your mercy. An
American subject, Captain Boyson, knows nothing of
the law of England. I have recovered my American
citizenship, and the law of my country has freed me
from a degrading and disastrous marriage!”
“While Roger remains bound?
Incapable, at the age of thirty, of marrying again,
unless he renounces his country permanently
debarred from home and children!”
His pulse ran quick. It was a
strange adventure, this, to which he had committed
himself!
“I have nothing to do with English
law, nothing whatever! It is unjust, monstrous.
But that was no reason why I, too, should suffer!”
“No reason for patience?
No reason for pity?” said the man’s voice,
betraying emotion at last. “Mrs. Barnes,
what do you know of Roger’s present state?”
“I have no need to know anything.”
“It matters nothing to you?
Nothing to you that he has lost health, and character,
and happiness, his child, his home, everything, owing
to your action?”
“Captain Boyson!” she
cried, her composure giving way, “this is intolerable,
outrageous! It is humiliating that you should
even expect me to argue with you. Yet,”
she bit her lip, angry with the agitation that would
assail her, “for the sake of our friendship to
which you appeal, I would rather not be angry.
What you say is monstrous!” her voice shook.
“In the first place, I freed myself from a man
who married me for money.”
“One moment! Do you forget
that from the day you left him Roger has never touched
a farthing of your money? That he returned everything
to you?”
“I had nothing to do with that; it was his own
folly.”
“Yes, but it throws light upon
his character. Would a mere fortune-hunter have
done it? No, Mrs. Barnes! that view
of Roger does not really convince you, you do not
really believe it.”
She smiled bitterly.
“As it happens, in his letters
to me after I left him, he amply confessed it.”
“Because his wish was to make
peace, to throw himself at your feet. He accused
himself, more than was just. But you do not really
think him mercenary and greedy, you know that
he was neither! Mrs. Barnes, Roger is ill and
lonely.”
“His mode of life accounts for it.”
“You mean that he has begun
to drink, has fallen into bad company. That may
be true. I cannot deny it. But consider.
A man from whom everything is torn at one blow; a
man of not very strong character, not accustomed to
endure hardness. Does it never occur to
you that you took a frightful responsibility?”
“I protected myself and my child.”
He breathed deep.
“Or rather did you murder a life that
God had given you in trust?”
He paused, and she paused also, as
though held by the power of his will. They were
passing along the public garden that borders the road;
scents of lilac and fresh leaf floated over the damp
grass; the moonlight was growing in strength, and
the majesty of the gorge, the roar of the leaping
water all seemed to enter into the moral and human
scene, to accent and deepen it.
Daphne suddenly clung to a seat beside the path, dropped
into it.
“Captain Boyson! I I cannot
bear this any longer.”
“I will not reproach you any
more,” he said, quietly. “I beg your
pardon. The past is irrevocable, but the present
is here. The man who loved you, the father of
your child, is alone, ill, poor, in danger of moral
ruin, because of what you have done. I ask you
to go to his aid. But first let me tell you exactly
what I have just heard from England.” He
repeated the greater part of French’s letter,
so far as it concerned Roger.
“He has his mother,” said
Daphne, when he paused, speaking with evident physical
difficulty.
“Lady Barnes I hear had a paralytic
stroke two months ago. She is incapable of giving
advice or help.”
“Of course, I am sorry. But Herbert French ”
“No one but a wife could save him no
one!” he repeated with emphasis.
“I am not his wife!”
she insisted faintly. “I released myself
by American law. He is nothing to me.”
As she spoke she leant back against the seat and closed
her eyes. Boyson saw clearly that excitement and
anger had struck down her nervous power, that she might
faint or go into hysterics. Yet a man of remarkable
courtesy and pitifulness towards women was not thereby
moved from his purpose. He had his chance; he
could not relinquish it. Only there was something
now in her attitude which recalled the young Daphne
of years ago; which touched his heart.
He sat down beside her.
“Bear with me, Mrs. Barnes,
for a few moments, while I put it as it appears to
another mind. You became first jealous of Roger,
for very small reason, then tired of him. Your
marriage no longer satisfied you you resolved
to be quit of it; so you appealed to laws of which,
as a nation, we are ashamed, which all that is best
among us will, before long, rebel against and change.
Our State system permits them America suffers.
In this case forgive me if I put it once
more as it appears to me they have been
used to strike at an Englishman who had absolutely
no defence, no redress. And now you are free;
he remains bound so long, at least, as
you form no other tie. Again I ask you, have you
ever let yourself face what it means to a man of thirty
to be cut off from lawful marriage and legitimate
children? Mrs. Barnes! you know what a man is,
his strength and his weakness. Are you really
willing that Roger should sink into degradation in
order that you may punish him for some offence to
your pride or your feeling? It may be too late!
He may, as French fears, have fallen into some fatal
entanglement; it may not be possible to restore his
health. He may not be able” he
hesitated, then brought the words out firmly “to
forgive you. Or again, French’s anxieties
about him may be unfounded. But for God’s
sake go to him! Once on English ground you are
his wife again as though nothing had happened.
For God’s sake put every thing aside but the
thought of the vow you once made to him! Go back!
I implore you, go back! I promise you that no
happiness you have ever felt will be equal to the happiness
that step would bring you, if only you are permitted
to save him.”
Daphne was by now shaking from head
to foot. The force of feeling which impelled
him so mastered her that when he gravely took her hand
she did not withdraw it. She had a strange sense
of having at last discovered the true self of the
quiet, efficient, unpretending man she had known for
so long and cast so easily aside. There was shock
and excitement in it, as there is in all trials of
strength between a man and a woman. She tried
to hate and despise him, but she could not achieve
it. She longed to answer and crush him, but her
mind was a blank, her tongue refused its office.
Surprise, resentment, wounded feeling made a tumult
and darkness through which she could not find her
way.
She rose at last painfully from her seat.
“This conversation must end,”
she said brokenly. “Captain Boyson, I appeal
to you as a gentleman, let me go on alone.”
He looked at her sadly and stood aside.
But as he saw her move uncertainly toward a portion
of the road where various trenches and pits made walking
difficult, he darted after her.
“Please!” he said peremptorily, “this
bit is unsafe.”
He drew her hand within his arm and
guided her. As he did so he saw that she was
crying; no doubt, as he rightly guessed, from shaken
nerves and wounded pride; for it did not seem to him
that she had yielded at all. But this time he
felt distress and compunction.
“Forgive me!” he said,
bending over her. “But think of what I have
said I beg of you! Be kind, be merciful!”
She made various attempts to speak,
and at last she said, “I bear you no malice.
But you don’t understand me, you never have.”
He offered no reply. They had
reached the courtyard of the hotel. Daphne withdrew
her hand. When she reached the steps she preceded
him without looking back, and was soon lost to sight.
Boyson shook his head, lit a cigar,
and spent some time longer pacing up and down the
veranda. When he went to his wife’s room
he found her asleep, a vision of soft youth and charm.
He stood a few moments looking down upon her, wondering
in himself at what he had done. Yet he knew very
well that it was the stirring and deepening of his
whole being produced by love that had impelled him
to do it.
Next morning he told his wife.
“Do you suppose I produced any
effect?” he asked her anxiously. “If
she really thinks over what I said, she must
be touched! unless she’s made of flint.
I said all the wrong things but I did
rub it in.”
“I’m sure you did,”
said his wife, smiling. Then she looked at him
with a critical tenderness.
“You dear optimist!” she
cried, and slipped her hand into his.
“That means you think I behaved
like a fool, and that my appeal won’t move her
in the least?”
The face beside him saddened.
“Dear, dear optimist!”
she repeated, and pressed his hand. He urged an
explanation of her epithet. But she only said,
thoughtfully:
“You took a great responsibility!”
“Towards her?”
She shook her head.
“No towards him!”
Meanwhile Daphne was watching beside
a death-bed. On her return from her walk she
had been met by the news of fresh and grave symptoms
in Mrs. Verrier’s case. A Boston doctor
arrived the following morning. The mortal disease
which had attacked her about a year before this date
had entered, so he reported, on its last phase.
He talked of a few days possibly hours.
The Boysons departed, having left
cards of inquiry and sympathy, of which Mrs. Floyd
took no notice. Then for Daphne there followed
a nightmare of waiting and pain. She loved Madeleine
Verrier, as far as she was capable of love, and she
jealously wished to be all in all to her in these
last hours. She would have liked to feel that
it was she who had carried her friend through them;
who had nobly sustained her in the dolorous past.
To have been able to feel this would have been as
balm moreover to a piteously wounded self-love, to
a smarting and bitter recollection, which would not
let her rest.
But in these last days Madeleine escaped
her altogether. A thin-faced priest arrived,
the same who had been visiting the invalid at intervals
for a month or two. Mrs. Verrier was received
into the Roman Catholic Church; she made her first
confession and communion; she saw her mother for a
short, final interview, and her little girl; and the
physical energy required for these acts exhausted
her small store. Whenever Daphne entered her
room Madeleine received her tenderly; but she could
speak but little, and Daphne felt herself shut out
and ignored. What she said or thought was no
longer, it seemed, of any account. She resented
and despised Madeleine’s surrender to what she
held to be a decaying superstition; and her haughty
manner toward the mild Oratorian whom she met occasionally
on the stairs, or in the corridor, expressed her disapproval.
But it was impossible to argue with a dying woman.
She suffered in silence.
As she sat beside the patient, in
the hours of narcotic sleep, when she relieved one
of the nurses, she went often through times of great
bitterness. She could not forgive the attack Captain
Boyson had made upon her; yet she could not forget
it. It had so far roused her moral sense that
it led her to a perpetual brooding over the past, a
perpetual re-statement of her own position. She
was most troubled, often, by certain episodes in the
past, of which, she supposed Alfred Boyson knew least;
the corrupt use she had made of her money; the false
witnesses she had paid for; the bribes she had given.
At the time it had seemed to her all part of the campaign,
in the day’s work. She had found herself
in a milieu that demoralized her; her mind had
become like “the dyer’s hand, subdued
to what it worked in.” Now, she found herself
thinking in a sudden terror, “If Alfred Boyson
knew so and so!” or, as she looked down on Madeleine’s
dying face, “Could I even tell Madeleine that?”
And then would come the dreary thought, “I shall
never tell her anything any more. She is lost
to me even before death.”
She tried to avoid thinking of Roger;
but the memory of the scene with Alfred Boyson did,
in truth, bring him constantly before her. An
inner debate began, from which she could not escape.
She grew white and ill with it. If she could
have rushed away from it, into the full stream of
life, have thrown herself into meetings and discussion,
have resumed her place as the admired and flattered
head of a particular society, she could easily have
crushed and silenced the thoughts which tormented her.
But she was held fast. She could
not desert Madeleine Verrier in death; she could not
wrench her own hand from this frail hand which clung
to it; even though Madeleine had betrayed the common
cause, had yielded at last to that moral and spiritual
cowardice which as all freethinkers know has
spoiled and clouded so many death-beds. Daphne the
skimmer of many books remembered how Renan sain
et sauf had sent a challenge to his
own end, and defying the possible weakness of age and
sickness, had demanded to be judged by the convictions
of life, and not by the terrors of death. She
tried to fortify her own mind by the recollection.
The first days of June broke radiantly
over the great gorge and the woods which surround
it. One morning, early, between four and five
o’clock, Daphne came in, to find Madeleine awake
and comparatively at ease. Yet the preceding
twenty-four hours had been terrible, and her nurses
knew that the end could not be far off.
The invalid had just asked that her
couch might be drawn as near to the window as possible,
and she lay looking towards the dawn, which rose in
fresh and windless beauty over the town opposite and
the white splendour of the Falls. The American
Fall was still largely in shadow; but the light struck
on the fresh green of Goat Island and leaped in tongues
of fire along the edge of the Horseshoe, turning the
rapids above it to flame and sending shafts into the
vast tower of spray that holds the centre of the curve.
Nature was all youth, glitter and delight; summer
was rushing on the gorge; the mingling of wood and
water was at its richest and noblest.
Madeleine turned her face towards
the gorge, her wasted hands clasped on her breast.
She beckoned Daphne with a smile, and Daphne knelt
down beside her.
“The water!” said the
whispering voice; “it was once so terrible.
I am not afraid now.”
“No, darling. Why should you be?”
“I know now, I shall see him again.”
Daphne was silent.
“I hoped it, but I couldn’t
be certain. That was so awful. Now I
am certain.”
“Since you became a Catholic?”
She made a sign of assent.
“I couldn’t be uncertain I
couldn’t!” she added with fervour,
looking strangely at Daphne. And Daphne understood
that no voice less positive or self-confident than
that of Catholicism, no religion less well provided
with tangible rites and practices, could have lifted
from the spirit the burden of that remorse which had
yet killed the body.
A little later Madeleine drew her down again.
“I couldn’t talk, Daphne I
was afraid; but I’ve written to you, just bit
by bit, as I had strength. Oh, Daphne !”
Then voice and strength failed her.
Her eyes piteously followed her friend for a little,
and then closed.
She lingered through the day; and
at night when the June starlight was on the gorge,
she passed away, with the voice of the Falls in her
dying ears. A tragic beauty “beauty
born of murmuring sound had passed into
her face;” and that great plunge of many waters,
which had been to her in life the symbol of anguish
and guilt, had become in some mysterious way the comforter
of her pain, the friend of her last sleep.
A letter was found for Daphne in the
little box beside her bed.
It ran thus:
DAPHNE, DARLING,
“It was I who first taught you
that we may follow our own lawless wills, and
that marriage is something we may bend or break as
we will. But, oh! it is not so. Marriage
is mysterious and wonderful; it is the supreme
test of men and women. If we wrong it, and despise
it, we mutilate the divine in ourselves.
“Oh, Daphne! it
is a small thing to say ‘Forgive!’ Yet
it means the
whole world.
“And you can still
say it to the living. It has been my anguish
that I could only say
it to the dead.... Daphne, good-bye! I have
fought a long, long
fight, but God is master I bless I
adore ”
Daphne sat staring at the letter through
a mist of unwilling tears. All its phrases, ideas,
preconceptions, were unwelcome, unreal to her, though
she knew they had been real to Madeleine.
Yet the compulsion of the dead was
upon her, and of her scene with Boyson. What
they asked of her Madeleine and Alfred Boyson was
of course out of the question; the mere thought of
that humiliating word “forgiveness” sent
a tingle of passion through her. But was there
no third course? something which might
prove to all the world how full of resource and generosity
a woman may be?
She pondered through some sleepless
hours; and at last she saw her way plain.
Within a week she had left New York for Europe.