The ship on which Daphne travelled had covered about half her course.  On a certain June evening Mrs. Floyd, walking up and down the promenade deck, found her attention divided between two groups of her fellow-travellers; one taking exercise on the same deck as herself; the other, a family party, on the steerage deck, on which many persons in the first class paused to look down with sympathy as they reached the dividing rail aft.

The group on the promenade deck consisted of a lady and gentleman, and a boy of seven.  The elders walked rapidly; holding themselves stiffly erect, and showing no sign of acquaintance with anyone on board.  The child dragged himself wearily along behind them, looking sometimes from side to side at the various people passing by, with eyes no less furtive than his mother’s.  She was a tall and handsome woman, with extravagantly marine clothes and much false hair.  Her companion, a bulky and ill-favoured man, glanced superciliously at the ladies in the deck chairs, bestowing always a more attentive scrutiny than usual on a very pretty girl, who was lying reading midway down, with a white lace scarf draped round her beautiful hair and the harmonious oval of her face.  Daphne, watching him, remembered that she had see him speaking to the girl ­who was travelling alone ­on one or two occasions.  For the rest, they were a notorious couple.  The woman had been twice divorced, after misdoings which had richly furnished the newspapers; the man belonged to a financial class with which reputable men of business associate no more than they are obliged.  The ship left them severely alone; and they retaliated by a manner clearly meant to say that they didn’t care a brass farthing for the ship.

The group on the steerage deck was of a very different kind.  It was made up of a consumptive wife, a young husband and one or two children.  The wife’s malady, recently declared, had led to their being refused admission to the States.  They had been turned back from the emigrant station on Ellis Island, and were now sadly returning to Liverpool.  But the courage of the young and sweet-faced mother, the devotion of her Irish husband, the charm of her dark-eyed children, had roused much feeling in an idle ship, ready for emotion.  There had been a collection for them among the passengers; a Liverpool shipowner, in the first class, had promised work to the young man on landing; the mother was to be sent to a sanatorium; the children cared for during her absence.  The family made a kind of nucleus round which whatever humanity ­or whatever imitation of it ­there was on board might gather and crystallize.  There were other mournful cases indeed to be studied on the steerage deck, but none in which misfortune was so attractive.

As she walked up and down, or sat in the tea room catching fragments of the conversation round her, Daphne was often secretly angered by the public opinion she perceived, favourable in the one case, hostile in the other.  How ignorant and silly it was ­this public opinion.  As to herself, she was soon aware that a few people on board had identified her and communicated their knowledge to others.  On the whole, she felt herself treated with deference.  Her own version of her story was clearly accepted, at least by the majority; some showed her an unspoken but evident sympathy, while her wealth made her generally interesting.  Yet there were two or three in whom she felt or fancied a more critical attitude; who looked at her coolly, and seemed to avoid her.  Bostonian Pharisees, no doubt! ­ignorant of all those great expansions of the female destiny that were going forward.

The fact was ­she admitted it ­that she was abnormally sensitive.  These moral judgments, of different sorts, of which she was conscious, floating as it were in the life around her, which her mind isolated and magnified, found her smarting and sore, and would not let her be.  Her irritable pride was touched at every turn; she hardly knew why.  She was not to be judged by anybody; she was her own defender and her own judge.  If she was no longer a symbolic and sympathetic figure ­like that young mother among her children ­she had her own claims.  In the secrecy of the mind she fiercely set them out.

The days passed, however, and as she neared the English shores her resistance to a pursuing thought became fainter.  It was, of course, Boyson’s astonishing appeal to her that had let loose the Avenging Goddesses.  She repelled them with scorn; yet all the same they hurtled round her.  After all, she was no monster.  She had done a monstrous thing in a sudden brutality of egotism; and a certain crude state of law and opinion had helped her to do it, had confused the moral values and falsified her conscience.  But she was not yet brutalized.  Moreover, do what she would, she was still in a world governed by law; a world at the heart of which broods a power austere and immutable; a power which man did not make, which, if he clash with it, grinds him to powder.  Its manifestations in Daphne’s case were slight, but enough.  She was not happy, that certainly was clear.  She did not suppose she ever would be happy again.  Whatever it was ­just, heroic, or the reverse ­the action by which she had violently changed her life had not been a success, estimated by results.  No other man had attracted her since she had cast Roger off; her youth seemed to be deserting her; she saw herself in the glass every morning with discontent, even a kind of terror; she had lost her child.  And in these suspended hours of the voyage, when life floats between sky and sea, amid the infinity of weaves, all that she had been doing since the divorce, her public “causes” and triumphs, the adulations with which she had been surrounded, began to seem to her barren and futile.  No, she was not happy; what she had done had not answered; and she knew it.

One night, a night of calm air and silvery sea, she hung over the ship’s side, dreaming rather miserably.  The ship, aglow with lights, alive with movement, with talk, laughter and music, glided on between the stars and the unfathomable depths of the mid-Atlantic.  Nothing, to north and south, between her and the Poles; nothing but a few feet of iron and timber between her and the hungry gulfs in which the highest Alp would sink from sight.  The floating palace, hung by Knowledge above Death, just out of Death’s reach, suggested to her a number of melancholy thoughts and images.  A touch of more than Arctic cold stole upon her, even through this loveliness of a summer night; she felt desperately unhappy and alone.

From the saloon came a sound of singing: 

    "An die Lippen wollt’ ich pressen
      Deine kleine weisse Hand,
    Und mit Thraenen sie benetzen
      Deine kleine weisse Hand."

The tears came to her eyes.  She remembered that she, too, had once felt the surrender and the tenderness of love.

Then she brushed the tears away, angry with herself and determined to brood no more.  But she looked round her in vain for a companion who might distract her.  She had made no friends on board, and though she had brought with her a secretary and a maid, she kept them both at arm’s length, and they never offered their society without an invitation.

What was she going to do?  And why was she making this journey?

Because the injustice and absurdity of English law had distorted and besmirched her own perfectly legitimate action.  They had given a handle to such harsh critics as Alfred Boyson.  But she meant somehow to put herself right; and not only herself, but the great cause of woman’s freedom and independence.  No woman, in the better future that is coming, shall be forced either by law or opinion to continue the relations of marriage with a man she has come to despise.  Marriage is merely proclaimed love; and if love fails, marriage has no further meaning or raison d’etre; it comes, or should come, automatically to an end.  This is the first article in the woman’s charter, and without it marriage itself has neither value nor sanctity.  She seemed to hear sentences of this sort, in her own voice, echoing about windy halls, producing waves of emotion on a sea of strained faces ­women’s faces, set and pale, like that of Madeleine Verrier.  She had never actually made such a speech, but she felt she would like to have made it.

What was she going to do?  No doubt Roger would resent her coming ­would probably refuse to see her, as she had once refused to see him.  Well, she must try and act with dignity and common sense; she must try and persuade him to recognize her good faith, and to get him to listen to what she proposed.  She had her plan for Roger’s reclamation, and was already in love with it.  Naturally, she had never meant permanently to hurt or injure Roger!  She had done it for his good as well as her own.  Yet even as she put this plea forward in the inner tribunal of consciousness, she knew that it was false.

"You have murdered a life!" Well, that was what prejudiced and hide-bound persons like Alfred Boyson said, and no doubt always would say.  She could not help it; but for her own dignity’s sake, that moral dignity in which she liked to feel herself enwrapped, she would give as little excuse for it as possible.

Then, as she stood looking eastward, a strange thought struck her.  Once on that farther shore and she would be Roger’s wife again ­an English subject, and Roger’s wife.  How ridiculous, and how intolerable!  When shall we see some real comity of nations in these matters of international marriage and divorce?

She had consulted her lawyers in New York before starting; on Roger’s situation first of all, but also on her own.  Roger, it seemed, might take certain legal steps, once he was aware of her being again on English ground.  But, of course, he would not take them.  “It was never me he cared for ­only Beatty!” she said to herself with a bitter perversity.  Still the thought of returning within the range of the old obligations, the old life, affected her curiously.  There were hours, especially at night, when she felt shut up with thoughts of Roger and Beatty ­her husband and her child ­just as of old.

How, in the name of justice, was she to blame for Roger’s illness?  Her irritable thoughts made a kind of grievance against him of the attack of pneumonia which she was told had injured his health.  He must have neglected himself in some foolish way.  The strongest men are the most reckless of themselves.  In any case, how was it her fault?

One night she woke up suddenly, in the dawn, her heart beating tumultuously.  She had been dreaming of her meeting ­her possible meeting ­with Roger.  Her face was flushed, her memory confused.  She could not recall the exact words or incidents of the dream, only that Roger had been in some way terrible and terrifying.

And as she sat up in her berth, trying to compose herself, she recalled the last time she had seen him at Philadelphia ­a painful scene ­and his last broken words to her, as he turned back from the door to speak them: ­

“As to Beatty, I hold you responsible!  She is my child, no less than yours.  You shall answer to me!  Remember that!”

Answer to him?  Beatty was dead ­in spite of all that love and science could do.  Involuntarily she began to weep as she remembered the child’s last days; the little choked cry, once or twice, for “Daddy!” followed, so long as life maintained its struggle, by a childish anger that he did not come.  And then the silencing of the cry, and the last change and settling in the small face, so instinct already with feeling and character, so prophetic of the woman to be.

A grief, of course, never to be got over; but for which she, Daphne, deserved pity and tenderness, not reproaches.  She hardened herself to meet the coming trial.

She arrived in London in the first week of July, and her first act was to post a letter to Herbert French, addressed to his East-End vicarage, a letter formally expressed and merely asking him to give the writer “twenty minutes’ conversation on a subject of common interest to us both.”  The letter was signed “Daphne Floyd,” and a stamped envelope addressed to “Mrs. Floyd” was enclosed.  By return of post she received a letter from a person unknown to her, the curate, apparently, in charge of Mr. French’s parish.  The letter informed her that her own communication had not been forwarded, as Mr. French had gone away for a holiday after a threat of nervous breakdown in consequence of overwork; and business letters and interviews were being spared him as much as possible.  “He is, however, much better, I am glad to say, and if the subject on which you wish to speak to him is really urgent, his present address is Prospect House, St. Damian’s, Ventnor.  But unless it is urgent it would be a kindness not to trouble him with it until he returns to town, which will not be for another fortnight.”

Daphne walked restlessly up and down her hotel sitting-room.  Of course the matter was urgent.  The health of an East-End clergyman ­already, it appeared, much amended ­was not likely to seem of much importance to a woman of her temperament, when it stood in the way of her plans.

But she would not write, she would go.  She had good reason to suppose that Herbert French would not welcome a visit from her; he might indeed very easily use his health as an excuse for not seeing her.  But she must see him.

By mid-day she was already on her way to the Isle of Wight.  About five o’clock she arrived at Ventnor, where she deposited maid and luggage.  She then drove out alone to St. Damian’s, a village a few miles north, through a radiant evening.  The twinkling sea was alive with craft of all sizes, from the great liner leaving its trail of smoke along the horizon, to the white-sailed yachts close upon the land.  The woods of the Undercliff sank softly to the blues and purple, the silver streaks and gorgeous shadows of the sea floor.  The lights were broad and rich.  After a hot day, coolness had come and the air was delightful.

But Daphne sat erect, noticing nothing but the relief of the lowered temperature after her hot and tiresome journey.  She applied herself occasionally to natural beauty, as she applied herself to music or literature, but it is not to women of her type that the true passion of it ­“the soul’s bridegroom” ­comes.  And she was absorbed in thinking how she should open her business to Herbert French.

Prospect House turned out to be a detached villa standing in a garden, with a broad view of the Channel.  Daphne sent her carriage back to the inn and climbed the steep drive which led up to the verandaed house.  The front garden was empty, but voices ­voices, it seemed, of children ­came from behind the house where there was a grove of trees.

“Is Mr. Herbert French at home?” she asked of the maid who answered her bell.

The girl looked at her doubtfully.

“Yes, ma’am ­but he doesn’t see visitors yet.  Shall I tell Mrs. French?  She’s in the garden with the children.”

“No, thank you,” said Daphne, firmly.  “It’s Mr. French I have come to see, and I am sure that he will wish to see me.  Will you kindly give him my card?  I will come in and wait.”

And she brushed past the maid, who was intimidated by the visitor’s fashionable dress and by the drooping feathers of her Paris hat, in which the sharp olive-skinned face with its magnificent eyes was picturesquely framed.  The girl gave way unwillingly, showed Mrs. Floyd into a small study looking on the front garden, and left her.

“Elsie!” cried Herbert French, springing from the low chair in which he had been lounging in his shirt-sleeves with a book when the parlour-maid found him, “Elsie!”

His wife, who was at the other end of the lawn, playing with the children, the boy on her back and a pair of girl twins clinging to her skirts, turned in astonishment and hurried back to him.

“Mrs. Floyd?” They both looked at the card in bewilderment.  “Who is it?  Mrs. Floyd?”

Then French’s face changed.

“What is this lady like?” he asked peremptorily of the parlour-maid.

“Well, sir, she’s a dark lady, dressed very smart ­”

“Has she very black eyes?”

“Oh yes, sir!”

“Young?”

The girl promptly replied in the negative, qualifying it a moment afterward by a perplexed “Well, I shouldn’t say so, sir.”

French thought a moment.

“Thank you.  I will come in.”

He turned to his wife with a rapid question, under his breath.  “Where is Roger?”

Elsie stared at him, her colour paling.

“Herbert! ­it can’t ­it can’t ­”

“I suspect it is ­Mrs. Barnes,” said French slowly.  “Help me on with my coat, darling.  Now then, what shall we do?”

“She can’t have come to force herself on him!” cried his wife passionately.

“Probably she knows nothing of his being here.  Did he go for a walk?”

“Yes, towards Sandown.  But he will be back directly.”

A quick shade of expression crossed French’s face, which his wife knew to mean that whenever Roger was out by himself there was cause for anxiety.  But the familiar trouble was immediately swallowed up in the new and pressing one.

“What can that woman have come to say?” he asked, half of himself, half of his wife, as he walked slowly back to the house.  Elsie had conveyed the children to their nurse, and was beside him.

“Perhaps she repents!” The tone was dry and short; it flung a challenge to misdoing.

“I doubt it!  But Roger?” French stood still, pondering.  “Keep him, darling ­intercept him if you can.  If he must see her, I will come out.  But we mustn’t risk a shock.”

They consulted a little in low voices.  Then French went into the house and Elsie came back to her children.  She stood thinking, her fine face, so open-browed and purely lined, frowning and distressed.

“You wished to see me, Mrs. Barnes?”

French had closed the door of the study behind him and stood without offering to shake hands with his visitor, coldly regarding her.

Daphne rose from her seat, reddening involuntarily.

“My name is no longer what you once knew it, Mr. French.  I sent you my card.”

French made a slight inclination and pointed to the chair from which she had risen.

“Pray sit down.  May I know what has brought you here?”

Daphne resumed her seat, her small hands fidgeting on her parasol.

“I wished to come and consult with you, Mr. French.  I had heard a distressing account of ­of Roger, from a friend in America.”

“I see,” said French, on whom a sudden light dawned.  “You met Boyson at Niagara ­that I knew ­and you are here because of what he said to you?”

“Yes, partly.”  The speaker looked round the room, biting her lip, and French observed her for a moment.  He remembered the foreign vivacity and dash, the wilful grace of her youth, and marvelled at her stiffened, pretentious air, her loss of charm.  Instinctively the saint in him knew from the mere look of her that she had been feeding herself on egotisms and falsehoods, and his heart hardened.  Daphne resumed: 

“If Captain Boyson has given you an account of our interview, Mr. French, it was probably a one-sided one.  However, that is not the point.  He did distress me very much by his account, which I gather came from you ­of ­of Roger, and although, of course, it is a very awkward matter for me to move in, I still felt impelled for old times’ sake to come over and see whether I could not help you ­and his other friends ­and, of course, his mother ­”

“His mother is out of the question,” interrupted French.  “She is, I am sorry to say, a helpless invalid.”

“Is it really as bad as that?  I hoped for better news.  Then I apply to you ­to you chiefly.  Is there anything that I could do to assist you, or others, to ­”

“To save him?” French put in the words as she hesitated.

Daphne was silent.

“What is your idea?” asked French, after a moment.  “You heard, I presume, from Captain Boyson that my wife and I were extremely anxious about Roger’s ways and habits; that we cannot induce him, or, at any rate, we have not yet been able to induce him, to give up drinking; that his health is extremely bad, and that we are sometimes afraid that there is now some secret in his life of which he is ashamed?”

“Yes,” said Daphne, fidgeting with a book on the table.  “Yes, that is what I heard.”

“And you have come to suggest something?”

“Is there no way by which Roger can become as free as I now am!” she said suddenly, throwing back her head.

“By which Roger can obtain his divorce from you ­and marry again?  None, in English law.”

“But there is ­in Colonial law.”  She began to speak hurriedly and urgently.  “If Roger were to go to New Zealand, or to Australia, he could, after a time, get a divorce for desertion.  I know he could ­I have inquired.  It doesn’t seem to be certain what effect my action ­the American decree, I mean ­would have in an English colony.  My lawyers are going into it.  But at any rate there is the desertion and then” ­she grew more eager ­“if he married abroad ­in the Colony ­the marriage would be valid.  No one could say a word to him when he returned to England.”

French looked at her in silence.  She went on ­with the unconscious manner of one accustomed to command her world, to be the oracle and guide of subordinates: ­

“Could we not induce him to go?  Could you not?  Very likely he would refuse to see me; and, of course, he has, most unjustly to me, I think, refused to take any money from me.  But the money might be provided without his knowing where it came from.  A young doctor might be sent with him ­some nice fellow who would keep him amused and look after him.  At Heston he used to take a great interest in farming.  He might take up land.  I would pay anything ­anything!  He might suppose it came from some friend.”

French smiled sadly.  His eyes were on the ground.  She bent forward.

“I beg of you, Mr. French, not to set yourself against me!  Of course” ­she drew herself up proudly ­“I know what you must think of my action.  Our views are different, irreconcilably different.  You probably think all divorce wrong.  We think, in America, that a marriage which has become a burden to either party is no marriage, and ought to cease.  But that, of course” ­she waved a rhetorical hand ­“we cannot discuss.  I do not propose for a moment to discuss it.  You must allow me my national point of view.  But surely we can, putting all that aside, combine to help Roger?”

“To marry again?” said French, slowly.  “It can’t, I fear, be done ­what you propose ­in the time.  I doubt whether Roger has two years to live.”

Daphne started.

“Roger! ­to live?” she repeated, in horror.  “What is really the matter?  Surely nothing more than care and a voyage could set right?”

French shook his head.

“We have been anxious about him for some time.  That terrible attack of septic pneumonia in New York, as we now know, left the heart injured and the lungs weakened.  He was badly nursed, and his state of mind at the time ­his misery and loneliness ­left him little chance.  Then the drinking habit, which he contracted during those wretched months in the States, has been of course sorely against him.  However, we hoped against hope ­Elsie and I ­till a few weeks ago.  Then someone, we don’t know who, made him go to a specialist, and the verdict is ­phthisis; not very advanced, but certain and definite.  And the general outlook is not favourable.”

Daphne had grown pale.

“We must send him away!” she said imperiously.  “We must!  A voyage, a good doctor, a dry climate, would save him, of course they would!  Why, there is nothing necessarily fatal now in phthisis!  Nothing!  It is absurd to talk as though there were.”

Again French looked at her in silence.  But as she had lost colour, he had gained it.  His face, which the East End had already stamped, had grown rosy, his eyes sparkled.

“Oh, do say something!  Tell me what you suggest?” cried Daphne.

“Do you really wish me to tell you what I suggest?”

Daphne waited, her eyes first imploring, then beginning to shrink.  He bent forward and touched her on the arm.

“Go, Mrs. Barnes, and ask your husband’s forgiveness!  What will come of it I do not know.  But you, at least, will have done something to set yourself right ­with God.”

The Christian and the priest had spoken; the low voice in its intensity had seemed to ring through the quiet sun-flooded room.  Daphne rose, trembling with resentment and antagonism.

“It is you, then, Mr. French, who make it impossible for me to discuss ­to help.  I shall have to see if I can find some other means of carrying out my purpose.”

There was a voice outside.  Daphne turned.

“Who is that?”

French ran to the glass door that opened on the veranda, and trying for an ordinary tone, waved somebody back who was approaching from without.  Elsie came quickly round the corner of the house, calling to the new-comer.

But Daphne saw who it was and took her own course.  She, too, went to the window, and, passing French, she stepped into the veranda.

“Roger!”

A man hurried through the dusk.  There was an exclamation, a silence.  By this time French was on the lawn, his wife’s quivering hand in his.  Daphne retreated slowly into the study and Roger Barnes followed her.

“Leave them alone,” said French, and putting an arm round his wife he led her resolutely away, out of sound and sight.

Barnes stood silent, breathing heavily and leaning on the back of a chair.  The western light from a side window struck full on him.  But Daphne, the wave of excitement spent, was not looking at him.  She had fallen upon a sofa, her face was in her hands.

“What do you want with me?” said Roger at last.  Then, in a sudden heat, “By God, I never wished to see you again!”

Daphne’s muffled voice came through her fingers.

“I know that.  You needn’t tell me so!”

Roger turned away.

“You’ll admit it’s an intrusion?” he said fiercely.  “I don’t see what you and I have got to do with each other now.”

Daphne struggled for self-control.  After all, she had always managed him in the old days.  She would manage him now.

“Roger ­I ­I didn’t come to discuss the past.  That’s done with.  But ­I heard things about you ­that ­”

“You didn’t like?” he laughed.  “I’m sorry, but I don’t see what you have to do with them.”

Daphne’s hand fidgeted with her dress, her eyes still cast down.

“Couldn’t we talk without bitterness?  Just for ten minutes?  It was from Captain Boyson that I heard ­”

“Oh, Boyson, was that it?  And he got his information from French ­poor old Herbert.  Well, it’s quite true.  I’m no longer fit for your ­or his ­or anybody’s society.”

He threw himself into an arm-chair, calmly took a cigarette out of a box that lay near, and lit it.  Daphne at last ventured to look at him.  The first and dominant impression was of something shrunken and diminished.  His blue flannel suit hung loose on his shoulders and chest, his athlete’s limbs.  His features had been thinned and graved and scooped by fever and broken nights; all the noble line and proportion was still there, but for one who had known him of old the effect was no longer beautiful but ghastly.  Daphne stared at him in dismay.

He on his side observed his visitor, but with a cooler curiosity.  Like French he noticed the signs of change, the dying down of brilliance and of bloom.  To go your own way, as Daphne had done, did not seem to conduce to a woman’s good looks.

At last he threw in a dry interrogation.

“Well?”

“I came to try and help you,” Daphne broke out, turning her head away, “to ask Mr. French what I could do.  It made me unhappy ­”

“Did it?” He laughed again.  “I don’t see why.  Oh, you needn’t trouble yourself.  Elsie and Herbert are awfully good to me.  They’re all I want, or at any rate,” he hesitated a moment, “they’re all I shall want ­from now on.  Anyway, you know there’d be something grotesque in your trying your hand at reforming me.”

“I didn’t mean anything of the kind!” she protested, stung by his tone.  “I ­I wanted to suggest something practical ­some way by which you might ­release yourself from me ­and also recover your health.”

“Release myself from you?” he repeated.  “That’s easier said than done.  Did you mean to send me to the Colonies ­was that your idea?”

His smile was hard to bear.  But she went on, choking, yet determined.

“That seems to be the only way ­in English law.  Why shouldn’t you take it?  The voyage, the new climate, would probably set you up again.  You need only be away a short time.”

He looked at her in silence a moment, fingering his cigarette.

“Thank you,” he said at last, “thank you.  And I suppose you offered us money?  You told Herbert you would pay all expenses?  Oh, don’t be angry!  I didn’t mean anything uncivil.  But,” he raised himself with energy from his lounging position, “at the same time, perhaps you ought to know that I would sooner die a thousand times over than take a single silver sixpence that belonged to you!”

Their eyes met, his quite calm, hers sparkling with resentment and pain.

“Of course I can’t argue with you if you meet me in that tone,” she said passionately.  “But I should have thought ­”

“Besides,” he interrupted her, “you say it is the only way.  You are quite mistaken.  It is not the only way.  As far as freeing me goes, you could divorce me to-morrow ­here ­if you liked.  I have been unfaithful to you.  A strange way of putting it ­at the present moment ­between you and me!  But that’s how it would appear in the English courts.  And as to the ’cruelty’ ­that wouldn’t give you any trouble!”

Daphne had flushed deeply.  It was only by a great effort that she maintained her composure.  Her eyes avoided him.

“Mrs. Fairmile?” she said in a low voice.

He threw back his head with a sound of scorn.

“Mrs. Fairmile!  You don’t mean to tell me, Daphne, to my face, that you ever believed any of the lies ­forgive the expression ­that you, and your witnesses, and your lawyers told in the States ­that you bribed those precious newspapers to tell?”

“Of course I believed it!” she said fiercely.  “And as for lies, it was you who began them.”

“You believed that I had betrayed you with Chloe Fairmile?” He raised himself again, fixing his strange deep-set gaze upon her.

“I never said ­”

“No!  To that length you didn’t quite go.  I admit it.  You were able to get your way without it.”  He sank back in his chair again.  “No, my remark had nothing to do with Chloe.  I have never set eyes on her since I left you at Heston.  But ­there was a girl, a shop-girl, a poor little thing, rather pretty.  I came across her about six months ago ­it doesn’t matter how.  She loves me, she was awfully good to me, a regular little brick.  Some day I shall tell Herbert all about her ­not yet ­though, of course, he suspects.  She’d serve your purpose, if you thought it worth while.  But you won’t ­”

“You’re ­living with her ­now?”

“No.  I broke with her a fortnight ago, after I’d seen those doctors.  She made me see them, poor little soul.  Then I went to say good-bye to her, and she,” his voice shook a little, “she took it hard.  But it’s all right.  I’m not going to risk her life, or saddle her with a dying man.  She’s with her sister.  She’ll get over it.”

He turned his head towards the window, his eyes pursued the white sails on the darkening blue outside.

“It’s been a bad business, but it wasn’t altogether my fault.  I saved her from someone else, and she saved me, once or twice, from blowing my brains out.”

“What did the doctors say to you?” asked Daphne, brusquely, after a pause.

“They gave me about two years,” he said, indifferently, turning to knock off the end of his cigarette.  “That doesn’t matter.”  Then, as his eyes caught her face, a sudden animation sprang into his.  He drew his chair nearer to her and threw away his cigarette.  “Look here, Daphne, don’t let’s waste time.  We shall never see each other again, and there are a number of things I want to know.  Tell me everything you can remember about Beatty that last six months ­and about her illness, you understand ­never mind repeating what you told Boyson, and he told me.  But there’s lots more, there must be.  Did she ever ask for me?  Boyson said you couldn’t remember.  But you must remember!”

He came closer still, his threatening eyes upon her.  And as he did so, the dark presence of ruin and death, of things damning and irrevocable, which had been hovering over their conversation, approached with him ­flapped their sombre wings in Daphne’s face.  She trembled all over.

“Yes,” she said, faintly, “she did ask for you.”

“Ah!” He gave a cry of delight.  “Tell me ­tell me at once ­everything ­from the beginning!”

And held by his will, she told him everything ­all the piteous story of the child’s last days ­sobbing herself; and for the first time making much of the little one’s signs of remembering her father, instead of minimizing and ignoring them, as she had done in the talk with Boyson.  It was as though for the first time she were trying to stanch a wound instead of widening it.

He listened eagerly.  The two heads ­the father and mother ­drew closer; one might have thought them lovers still, united by tender and sacred memories.

But at last Roger drew himself away.  He rose to his feet.

“I’ll forgive you much for that!” he said with a long breath.  “Will you write it for me some day ­all you’ve told me?”

She made a sign of assent.

“Well, now, you mustn’t stay here any longer.  I suppose you’ve got a carriage?  And we mustn’t meet again.  There’s no object in it.  But I’ll remember that you came.”

She looked at him.  In her nature the great deeps were breaking up.  She saw him as she had seen him in her first youth.  And, at last, what she had done was plain to her.

With a cry she threw herself on the floor beside him.  She pressed his hand in hers.

“Roger, let me stay!  Let me nurse you!” she panted.  “I didn’t understand.  Let me be your friend!  Let me help!  I implore ­I implore you!”

He hesitated a moment, then he lifted her to her feet decidedly, but not unkindly.

“What do you mean?” he said, slowly.  “Do you mean that you wish us to be husband and wife again?  You are, of course, my wife, in the eye of English law, at this moment.”

“Let me try and help you!” she pleaded again, breaking into bitter tears.  “I didn’t ­I didn’t understand!”

He shook his head.

“You can’t help me.  I ­I’m afraid I couldn’t bear it.  We mustn’t meet.  It ­it’s gone too deep.”

He thrust his hands into his pockets and walked away to the window.  She stood helplessly weeping.

When he returned he was quite composed again.

“Don’t cry so,” he said, calmly.  “It’s done.  We can’t help it.  And don’t make yourself too unhappy about me.  I’ve had awful times.  When I was ill in New York ­it was like hell.  The pain was devilish, and I wasn’t used to being alone, and nobody caring a damn, and everybody believing me a cad and a bully.  But I got over that.  It was Beatty’s death that hit me so hard, and that I wasn’t there.  It’s that, somehow, I can’t get over ­that you did it ­that you could have had the heart.  It would always come between us.  No, we’re better apart.  But I’ll tell you something to comfort you.  I’ve given up that girl, as I’ve told you, and I’ve given up drink.  Herbert won’t believe it, but he’ll find it is so.  And I don’t mean to die before my time.  I’m going out to Switzerland directly.  I’ll do all the correct things.  You see, when a man knows he’s going to die, well,” he turned away, “he gets uncommonly curious as to what’s going to come next.”

He walked up and down a few turns.  Daphne watched him.

“I’m not pious ­I never was.  But after all, the religious people profess to know something about it, and nobody else does.  Just supposing it were true?”

He stopped short, looking at her.  She understood perfectly that he had Beatty in his mind.

“Well, anyhow, I’m going to live decently for the rest of my time ­and die decently.  I’m not going to throw away chances.  And don’t trouble yourself about money.  There’s enough left to carry me through.  Good-bye, Daphne!” He held out his hand to her.

She took it, still dumbly weeping.  He looked at her with pity.

“Yes, I know, you didn’t understand what you were doing.  But you see, Daphne, marriage is ­” he sought rather painfully for his words, “it’s a big thing.  If it doesn’t make us, it ruins us; I didn’t marry you for the best of reasons, but I was very fond of you ­honour bright!  I loved you in my way, I should have loved you more and more.  I should have been a decent fellow if you’d stuck to me.  I had all sorts of plans; you might have taught me anything.  I was a fool about Chloe Fairmile, but there was nothing in it, you know there wasn’t.  And now it’s all rooted up and done with.  Women like to think such things can be mended, but they can’t ­they can’t, indeed.  It would be foolish to try.”

Daphne sank upon a chair and buried her face in her hands.  He drew a long and painful breath.  “I’m afraid I must go,” he said waveringly.  “I ­I can’t stand this any longer.  Good-bye, Daphne, good-bye.”

She only sobbed, as though her life dissolved in grief.  He drew near to her, and as she wept, hidden from him, he laid his hand a moment on her shoulder.  Then he took up his hat.

“I’m going now,” he said in a low voice.  “I shan’t come back till you have gone.”

She heard him cross the room, his steps in the veranda.  Outside, in the summer dark, a figure came to meet him.  French drew Roger’s arm into his, and the two walked away.  The shadows of the wooded lane received them.

A woman came quickly into the room.

Elsie French looked down upon the sobbing Daphne, her own eyes full of tears, her hands clasped.

“Oh, you poor thing!” she said, under her breath.  “You poor thing!” And she knelt down beside her and folded her arms round her.

So from the same heart that had felt a passionate pity for the victim, compassion flowed out on the transgressor.  For where others feel the tragedy of suffering, the pure in heart realize with an infinitely sharper pain the tragedy of guilt.