ERMENGARDE'S SIN
Late that evening, after the young
folk had gone to bed, Miss Nelson, having attired
herself in a very neat black silk dress, with ruffles
of real lace round her neck and wrists, her best brooch
at her throat, and a pretty little head-dress of lace
and ribbon becomingly arranged over her iron-gray
hair, went down past the schoolroom, past the heavy
oak door which divided the children’s part of
the house from that portion where, according to Ermengarde,
all the gay life and all the fun went on, and finally
tapped at Mr. Wilton’s study-door.
It so happened that there were no
visitors staying at Wilton Chase to-night; many friends
were expected the following day, but to-night Miss
Nelson knew that she would find Mr. Wilton and probably
his sister disengaged.
Her tap was responded to by a hearty
“Come in!” She was right. Mr. and
Miss Wilton were both in the study. Miss Wilton
was seated at her davenport scribbling off letters
at furious speed, and Mr. Wilton was indulging in
a cigar by the open window.
“Well, Miss Nelson,” he
said courteously; “I am glad to see you.”
He placed a chair for the governess,
and waited for her to speak.
“I have come-” said
Miss Nelson.
She cleared her throat, she felt a little nervous.
“I have come about a-a shark-
“Oh! oh!” exclaimed Miss
Wilton. She quite jumped, and the pen dropped
from her hand. “You hear her, Roderick.
How interesting! Has one been seen off the coast?”
“I mean a ferret,” said
Miss Nelson. “Its name is Shark. I’ve
got confused. Pray pardon me. One of the
boys has brought it home.”
“Oh, Eric,” said Mr. Wilton.
“I heard him chattering about it, the little
scamp. Well, Miss Nelson,” he could not
help laughing. “Has that young prodigy
of mine tried to frighten you unnecessarily.”
“He did say the creature had
six rows of teeth,” said Miss Nelson; “of
course that is nonsense; but is a ferret a safe animal
to have in the house, with so many young children
about, and nurse not too careful?”
“Certainly not. Thank you
for coming and telling us about it, Miss Nelson.
Ferrets are not safe creatures to have near children,
and Eric’s shall be removed to the gamekeeper’s
to-morrow.”
Miss Nelson rose at once to leave the room.
“Sit down, Miss Nelson,”
suddenly interrupted Miss Wilton. “As you
are here I have just a word to say to you. Do
you think it well to allow Ermengarde to drive in
the carriage without your escort. It so happened
that my brother was able to accompany her to-day but
I-of course I don’t like to interfere-still
I should have thought that it was scarcely wise.
Ermengarde is inclined to be too forward as it is.”
“Ermie in the carriage to-day!”
exclaimed Miss Nelson. She forgot to keep her
seat. She stood up, her pale face was deeply flushed.
“Impossible, Miss Wilton! Pardon me, you
must be mistaken. Ermengarde was not-not
quite-she infringed some of my rules, and
I was obliged to give her a detention lesson.
She certainly did ask to go and meet her brothers,
but I was obliged to refuse. Ermie spent the afternoon
indoors.”
Miss Wilton sounded a gong by her
side. A page appeared, to whom she gave some
letters.
“See they are posted at once,”
she said. Then the turned to the window.
“Roderick, are you asleep, or did you hear what
Miss Nelson said?”
“I beg your pardon, my dear,
I confess I was not attending. I thought you
ladies were discussing some domestic matter.”
“We were; a very domestic matter.
Roderick, kindly tell Miss Nelson who was your companion
to the railway station this afternoon.”
“Why, Ermengarde, of course.
And very pleasant she made herself. I was going
to tell you, Miss Nelson, when I had the opportunity,
how pleased I am with the progress of your pupil.”
“Thank you,” said Miss
Nelson. The flush on her face had changed to
pallor.
“You did not know of this?”
continued Miss Wilton eagerly. “You are
astonished!”
Miss Nelson was silent for several seconds.
“I will speak to Ermie,”
she said; then in a low voice, “there has been
a misunderstanding.”
She did not add any more, and Mr.
Wilton, thinking that the governess looked tired and
ill, tried to engage her in some general conversation.
She answered a question or two in a very abstracted
manner, and presently left the room.
Miss Nelson had a private sitting-room,
which was not thrown open to her pupils. It was
a tiny room, but the governess loved it very much.
She kept her favorite photographs here, and her best
prized books. Here she was absolutely her own
mistress, and she sometimes called the little room
“Home, sweet Home.” Miss Nelson was
a well-educated woman; she was between forty and fifty
years of age; she had a staid and somewhat cold manner,
but she was a good disciplinarian, and thoroughly
conscientious. When Mrs. Wilton had died three
years ago, Miss Nelson had come to the Chase.
Mrs. Wilton on her deathbed had asked her husband
to secure Miss Nelson’s services, if possible,
for the children, and this fact alone would have prevented
his ever parting with the governess.
Miss Nelson was all that was honorable
and kind, but a sort of impenetrable reserve prevented
her showing the real affection she felt for her pupils.
Consequently Ermengarde disliked her, Lucy tolerated
her, the nursery children were supremely indifferent
to her, and Marjorie alone loved her. This latter
fact did not raise Miss Nelson in anyone’s estimation.
It was Marjorie’s fashion to love people; it
would have been unnatural, uncanny to hear round, good
humored Marjorie abusing people. Marjorie’s
affection was bestowed on all creatures, therefore
being common, it was in Ermie’s opinion at least,
a rather worthless thing to secure.
Miss Nelson went into her private
room now, shut and locked the door, sat down in her
easy-chair, and burst into tears. She was shocked
at Ermengarde’s disobedience; Ermie’s
open defiance of her authority almost terrified her.
She loved all the children whom she taught, she would
have done anything, gone to the length of any sacrifice,
for their sakes. She wanted them to grow up good,
honorable, worthy of their mother, whose memory she
revered. It was easy to prophesy a bright future
for Marjorie. Little Lucy, too, was a fairly amenable
child; but Ermengarde, who was as proud and reserved
as Miss Nelson herself-the governess trembled
when she reflected how small was her power over this
wayward child.
She thought for a long time; three
courses of action were open to her. She might
go to Mr. Wilton, open her heart to him, tell him all
her doubts and fears, and ask him to remove Ermengarde
from her care. Or she might talk to the little
girl, tell her that she would shield her from her
father’s anger, show her in gentle words how
wrong her action had been, assure her of the deep
love she really felt for her, and finally forgive
her. Or again she might speak severely to Ermengarde,
and her severe words might be followed by severe discipline.
She could promise not to reveal her pupil’s
guilt to Mr. Wilton, but the punishment she would
herself inflict would be a grave one.
Miss Nelson thought far into the night,
Before she went to bed, she decided to pursue the
last idea which came to her, for it seemed quite plain
to her own mind that Ermengarde’s sin could not
be expiated except through punishment.