“But, I think, of all new-comers
Little children are the best.”
From this time, I think, Ted lost
his fear of mountains and giants. It was not
till a long time afterwards that he explained to his
mother exactly how it had been, and by that time he
was of course quite big enough to understand that
Mr. Brand had only been joking. But still he
did not much care about seeing that gentleman again.
He generally managed to be out of the way when he
saw the dog-cart with the gray horse driving in at
the gate, and just once, when he would not have had
time to run off without actual rudeness, which little
Ted never was guilty of, he only waited to
shake hands and say “Quite well, thank thoo,”
before he disappeared in so unaccountable a manner
that he could not be found as long as Mr. Brand’s
visit lasted.
It was a good deal thanks to Mabel’s
story that he grew to like his old friend the mountain
again. But partly too, I daresay, he forgot his
fears on account of several very interesting things
that happened about this time. It was a great
sorrow to him when Percy had to go back to school-that
was one of little Ted’s lasting or rather returning
sorrows, all through his childhood. Only, like
many things in our lives, if we learn to look at them
in the right way, it was certainly a trouble with
a bright side to it, a cloud with a silver lining-a
silver lining which shone indeed all the brighter
for the gray outside-for was there not
the delight, the delicious delight, of the coming
back again, the showing all the changes in the garden
since Percy was last there, the new toys and other
little presents that Ted had received, and listening
to Percy’s thrilling accounts of school-life,
the relating his own adventures?
Still there were times, especially
now that Ted was really growing very sensible, that
he wished for some other companion in his simple daily
life, some one who, like the little fishes, did not
have to go to school. And now and then, when,
in his rare expeditions to the sea-side town not far
off, he saw little groups of brothers and sisters trotting
along together, or when in the stories his mother read
to him he heard of happy nursery parties, Ted used
to wish he had a little “bruvver or sister,
even a baby one would be very nice.” For
deep down in his loving heart there was already the
true manly spirit, the longing to have something to
take care of and protect; something tinier and more
tender even than wee Ted himself.
And to make his child-life complete
this pretty thing came to him. With the autumn
days, just when Ted was beginning to feel a little
sad at the summer brightness going away, and his garden
work had come to be chiefly helping old David to sweep
up the fast-falling leaves, there came to Ted a dear
little baby sister. She was the dearest little
thing-bright-eyed and merry, and looking
as if she was ready for all sorts of fun. She
was stronger than Ted had been, and to tell the truth
I think I must say prettier. For sweet and fair
and dear as was Ted’s face both in baby- and
boy-hood, he was not what one would call pretty.
Not the sort of child whose proud nurse comes home
with wonderful stories of ladies stopping her in the
street to ask whose beautiful baby he was-not
a splendidly vigorous, stalwart little man like a
small eight-years-old of my acquaintance whose mother
was lately afraid to walk about the streets of Berlin
with him lest the old Emperor, as he sometimes does,
should want to have him to make an officer of!
No; Ted, though lithe and active as a squirrel, merry
as a cricket, was not a “showy” child.
He was just our own dear little Ted, our happy-hearted
Christmas child.
But I suppose there never was in this
world any one so happy but that it was possible
for him to be happier. And this “more happiness”
came to Ted in the shape of his baby sister, Narcissa.
Boys who despise sisters, “girls” in any
shape, big or little, don’t know what a great
deal they lose. Ted was still a good way off
the “big boy” stage, and indeed I don’t
think anything could have made it possible for him
to look at things as too many big boys do. By
the time he reached schoolboy-hood, Narcissa was a
dainty maiden of five or six, and quite able to stand
up for herself in a little queenly way, even had her
brother been less tender and devoted. And of
the years between, though I would like to tell you
something, I cannot tell you half nor a quarter.
They were happy sunny years, though not quite
without clouds of course. And the first summer
of little Cissy’s life was a sort of bright opening
to them.
It was again a very beautiful summer.
The children almost lived out-of-doors. Poor
nurse found it difficult to get the work in the house
that fell to her share finished in the morning before
Ted was tugging at her to “tum out into the
garden, baby does so want to tum;” and
baby soon learnt to clap her hands and chuckle with
glee when her little hat was tied on and she was carried
downstairs to her perambulator waiting at the door.
And there was new interest for Ted in hunting for the
loveliest wild flowers he could find, as baby showed,
or Ted thought she did, a quite extraordinary
love for the bouquets her little brother arranged
for her.
“Her knows kite well
which is the prettiest ones, doesn’t her, nurse?”
he said one day when they were all three-all
four rather, for of course Chevie was one of the group-established
in their favourite place under the shade of a great
tree, whose waving branches little Cissy loved so
much that she would cry when nurse wheeled her away
from it. “I think baby knows lots,
though she can’t speak;” and baby, pleased
at his evidently talking of her, burst into
a funny crowing laugh, which seemed exactly as if
she knew and approved of what he was saying.
“Baby’s a darling,” said nurse.
“How soon will her learn to speak?” Ted
inquired gravely.
“Not just yet. She hasn’t
got any teeth. Nobody can speak without teeth,”
said nurse.
“I hope,” said Ted, more
gravely still, “I hope Dod hasn’t forgotten
them.”
Nurse turned away to hide a smile.
“No fear, Master Ted,”
she said in a minute. “She’ll have
nice little teeth by and by, you’ll see.
They’ll be wee tiny white specks at first, and
then they’ll grow quite big and strong enough
to bite with. That’s how your teeth came.
Not all of a sudden, you see.”
“Ses,” said Ted.
“Nothing comes all in one sudden. The f’owers
is weeny, weeny buds at first, and then they gets
big. Nurse, I’m going to take my cart to
get a lot of daisies down by the brook for baby.
She likes to roll zem in her hands,” and off
he set with his little blue cart and white horse,
his best beloved possession, and which had done good
service in its time, to fill it with flowers for Cissy.
A few minutes later, as he was manfully
dragging the cart up the path again, gee-upping and
gee-whoing at the horse, which was supposed to find
the daisy heads a heavy load uphill, his mother came
out to the garden.
“Ted, dear,” she said,
“your father is going to drive me to A .
It is a long time since you were there, and I should
like to have my little boy to go about with me while
your papa is busy. I have a good deal of shopping
to do. Would you like to go with me?”
Ted gave a shout of pleasure.
Then suddenly his glance fell on the little sister
still in her perambulator under the big tree, and his
eyes filled with tears.
“I would like dedfully to go,”
he said, “but poor Cissy. I is so
afraid Cissy will cry if I go.”
He lifted his wistful little face
to his mother’s with an expression that went
to her heart.
“Dear Ted,” she said;
“you are a good, kind, little boy. But don’t
make yourself unhappy about Cissy. She is too
little to cry for your going away, though she will
laugh to see you come back.”
Ted’s face cleared, but suddenly
a rosy colour spread over it.
“Muzzer,” he said, in
a low voice, tugging gently at her dress to make her
stoop down, “muzzer, I sink I were going
to cry not all for poor baby being sorry, but part
’cos I did so want to go.”
Mother understood his simple confession.
“Yes, dear,” she said,
“I daresay you did, and it is right of you to
tell me. My good little Ted,” she could
not resist adding again, and again little Ted’s
face grew red, but this time with pleasure at mother’s
praise.
Baby bore the announcement, which
he considered it his duty to make to her with great
formality, very philosophically. Less philosophically
did she take nurse’s wheeling her away from
under her beloved tree with its fluttering branches,
towards the house, where nurse had to go to prepare
Ted for his expedition. In fact, I am sorry to
say that so little did the young lady realise what
was expected of her, that she burst into a loud roar,
which was quite too much for Ted’s feelings.
“Dear baby, sweet baby,”
he cried, “thoo mustn’t be tooked away
from thoo’s tree. I’ll ask muzzer
to deck me, nurse,” he went on eagerly, for
his mother had returned to the house, “or I can
nearly kite well deck myself. I’ll call
thoo if I can’t find my things. I’ll
run and ask muzzer,” and off he went, so eager
to give no trouble, so ready and helpful that nurse
thought it best to let him have his way, and to devote
her attention to the discomposed Miss Baby.
Ted did not find his mother quite
so quickly as he expected, though he peeped into the
drawing-room and called her by name as he passed her
own room upstairs, on his way to the nursery.
The fact was that mother was in the kitchen consulting
with cook as to the groceries required to be ordered,
and it never came into Ted’s head to look for
her there at this time of day. So he went straight
on to the nursery, and managing with a good deal of
tugging and pulling and coaxing to open his
drawer in the chest, he got out his best little coat
and hat and prepared to don them. But first he
looked at his hands, which were none the whiter for
their recent ravages among the daisies.
“Zem’s very dirty,”
he said to himself; “zem must be washed.”
There was water in the jug, but Ted’s
ambition was aroused, and great things were to be
expected of a little boy who was big enough to “deck
himself,” as he would have described the process.
“Ses, zem’s very
dirty,” he repeated, contemplating the two sunburnt
little paws in question. “Zem should have
hot water. Hot water makes zem ze most clean.”
He glanced round, the hot water was
not far to seek, for, though it was June, the weather
was not very warm, and nurse generally kept a small
fire burning in the day-nursery. And beside the
fire, temptingly beside the fire, stood the kettle,
into which Ted peeping, satisfied himself that there
was water enough for his purpose. He would hardly
have had patience to fetch it had it not been there,
so eager was he for the delights of putting it on
to boil. And, wonderful to say, he managed it;
he got the kettle, heavy for him to lift, as you can
imagine, safely on to the fire, and then, with immense
satisfaction, sat down in front of it to watch the
result. There was very little water in the kettle,
but, though Ted did not think about that, it was all
the less trying for his patience. And I hardly
think either, that the water could have been quite
cold in the first place, or else the fairies came down
the chimney and blew up the fire with their invisible
bellows to help little Ted, for certainly the kettle
began to boil amazingly soon-first it simmered
gently and then it began to sing more loudly, and at
last what Ted called “moke” began to come
out of the spout, and he knew that the kettle was
boiling.
Ted was so used to hear nurse talking
about the kettle “boiling” for tea, that
it never came into his head that it was not necessary
to have “boiling” water to wash his poor
little hands. I don’t indeed know what
might not have happened to the whole of his poor little
body had not his mother at that moment come into the
room. A queer sight met her eyes-there
was Ted, more than half undressed, barefooted and red-faced,
in the act of lifting off the steaming kettle, round
the handle of which, with wonderful precaution, he
had wrapped his pocket-handkerchief.
Ted’s mother kept her presence
of mind. She did not speak till the kettle was
safely landed on the floor, and Ted, with a sigh of
relief, looked up and saw her at the door.
“I is decking myself, muzzer,”
he said with a pleased smile, and a charming air of
importance, “Poor baby cried, so I told nurse
I would deck myself, and nurse didn’t mind.”
“Didn’t she?” said his mother,
rather surprised.
“Oh, she thoughtened p’raps
I’d find thoo, I amember,” Ted continued,
correcting himself.
“But did nurse know you were
going to boil water?” said his mother.
“Oh no,” said Ted, “it
were only that my hands is so dirty. Zem
needs hot water to make zem clean.”
“Hot water, but not boiling,”
said his mother; “my dear little boy, do you
know you might have scalded yourself dreadfully?”
“I put my hankerwick not to
burn my hands,” said Ted, rather disconsolately.
“Yes, dear. I know you
meant it for the best, but just think if you had dropped
the kettle and burnt yourself. And nurse has always
told you not to play with fire or hot water.”
“Ses,” said Ted, “but
I weren’t playing. I were going to
wash my hands to be nice to go out wif thoo,”
and his blue eyes filled with tears. But they
were soon wiped away, and when his mother had with
the help of some of the hot water made face
and hands as clean as could be, and smoothed the tangled
curls and fastened the best little coat, Ted looked
very “nice” indeed, I can assure you, for
his drive to A .
It was a very happy drive. Perched
safely between his father and mother, Ted was as proud
as a king. It was all so pretty, the driving through
the shady lanes, where the honeysuckle and wild-roses
were just beginning to show some tints of colour,
the peeps now and then of the sea below in its blue
beauty, the glancing up sometimes at the mountain top,
Ted’s old friend, along whose sides they were
actually travelling-it was all delightful.
And when they drew near the little town, and the houses
began to stand closer, till at last they came in rows
and streets, and the old mare’s hoofs clattered
over the stones of the market-place so that the people
in the sleepy little place came out to see who was
coming, Ted’s excitement knew no bounds.
He had almost forgotten A-, it
was so long since he had been there-the
sights of the shops and what appeared to him their
wonderful contents, the sight even of so many people
and children walking about, was almost too much for
the little country child; it seemed to take his breath
away.
He recovered his composure, however,
when he found himself trotting about the streets with
his mother. She had several shops to go to, each,
to Ted, more interesting than the other. There
was the ironmonger’s to visit, for cook had
begged for a new preserving pan and the nursery tea-pot
handle was broken; there were various milk jugs and
plates to replace at the china shop; brown holland
to get at the draper’s for Ted’s summer
blouses. At two or three of the shops his mother,
being a regular customer and having an account with
them, did not pay, and among these was the grocer’s,
where she had rather a long list of things needed
for the store-closet, and while she was explaining
about them all to the white-aproned young man behind
the counter, Ted marched about the shop on a voyage
of discovery on his own account. There were so
many interesting things-barrels of sugar,
white, brown, and darker brown still, neat piles of
raisins and currants, closely fastened bottles of
French plums, and rows of paper-covered tin boxes which
Ted knew contained biscuits.
“What a kind man,” he
said to himself, “to give muzzer all she wants,”
as one after another of his mother’s requests
was attended to. “Why, he lets muzzer take
whatever her likes!” he added, as having brought
his wanderings to a close for a minute, he stood beside
her and saw her lifting a little square of honey soap
out of a box which the grocer presented to her for
examination, and, greatly impressed, Ted set off again
on another ramble. Doubtless he too might take
whatever he liked, and as the thought occurred to
him he pulled up before another barrel filled with
lumps, little and big, of half clear, whitey-looking
stuff, something like very coarse lump sugar, only
not so white, and more transparent. Ted knew
what it was. It was soda, washing soda
I believe it is usually called. Ted was, as I
have said, very wide-awake about all household matters,
for he always used his eyes, and very often-indeed
rather oftener than was sometimes pleasant for the
people about him if they wanted to be quiet-his
tongue too, for he was great at asking questions.
“Soda’s very useful,”
Ted reflected; “nurse says it makes things come
cleaner.”
Just then his mother called him.
“Ted, dear,” she said, “I’m
going.”
Ted started and ran after her, but
just as he did so, he stretched out his hand and took
a lump of soda out of the barrel. He did it quite
openly, he didn’t mind in the very least if the
shopman saw him-like the daisies in the
field, so he thought, the soda and the sugar and the
French plums and everything were there for him or for
any one to help themselves to as they liked.
But Ted was not greedy-he was far better
pleased to get something “useful” for mother
than anything for himself. He would have asked
her what he had better take, if he had had time-he
would have stopped to say “Thank you” to
the grocer had he not been in such a hurry to run
after his mother.
They walked quickly down the street.
Ted’s mother was a little absent-minded for
the moment-she was thinking of what she
had ordered, and hoping she had forgotten nothing.
And holding her little boy by the one hand she did
not notice the queer thing he was holding in the other.
Suddenly she stopped before a boot and shoe shop.
“I must get baby a pair of shoes,”
she said. “She is such a little kicker,
she has the toes of her cloth ones out in no time.
We must get her a pair of leather ones I think, Ted.”
“Ses, I sink so,” said Ted.
So his mother went into the shop and
asked the man to show her some little leather shoes.
Ted looked on with great interest, but when the shoes
were spread out on the counter and he saw that they
were all black, he seemed rather disappointed.
“Muzzer,” he said in a
low voice, tugging at his mother’s skirts, “I
saw such bootly boo boots in the man’s winder.”
His mother smiled.
“Yes, dear,” she replied,
“they’re very pretty, but they wouldn’t
last so long, and I suspect they cost much more.”
Ted looked puzzled.
“What does thoo mean?”
he said, but before his mother had time to explain,
the active shopman had reached down the “bootly”
boots and held them forward temptingly.
“They’re certainly very
pretty,” said baby’s mother, who, to tell
the truth, was nearly as much inclined for the blue
boots as Ted himself. “What is the price
of them?”
“Three and sixpence, ma’am,” replied
the man.
“And the black ones, the little black shoes,
I mean?”
“Two and six,” replied the man.
“A shilling difference, you
see, Ted,” said his mother. But Ted only
looked puzzled, and his mother, occupied with the boots,
did not particularly notice him.
“I think,” she said at
last, “I think I will take both. But as
the blue boots will be best ones for a good while,
give me them half a size larger than the little black
shoes.”
The shopman proceeded to wrap them
up in paper and handed them to Ted’s mother,
who took out her purse and paid the money. The
man thanked her, and, followed by her little boy,
Ted’s mother left the shop.
Ted walked on silently, a very unusual
state of things. He was trying to find out how
to express what he wanted to ask, and the ideas in
his head were so new and strange that he could not
fit them with words all at once. His mother turned
round to him.
“Would you like to carry the
parcel of baby’s shoes for her?” she said.
“Oh ses,” said
Ted, holding out his left hand. But as his mother
was giving him the parcel she noticed that his right
hand was already engaged.
“Why, what have you got there?”
she asked, “a stone? Where did you get
it? No, it’s not a stone-why,
can it be a lump of soda?”
“Ses,” returned Ted with
the greatest composure, “it are a lump of soda.
I thought it would be very suseful for thoo, so I took
it out of that nice man’s shop.”
“My dear little boy!”
exclaimed his mother, looking I don’t know how.
She was rather startled, but she could not help being
amused too, only she thought it better not to show
Ted that she was amused. “My dear little
boy,” she said again, “do you not understand?
The things in the shop belong to the man-they
are his, not ours.”
“Ses,” said Ted.
“I know. But he lets thoo take them.
Thoo took soap and somesing else, and he said he’d
send them home for thoo.”
“Yes, dear, so he did,”
said his mother. “But I pay him for
them. You didn’t see me paying him, because
I don’t pay him every time. He puts down
all I get in a book, and then he counts up how much
it is every month, and then I send him the money.
In some shops I pay as soon as I get the things.
You saw me pay the shoemaker for little Cissy’s
boots and shoes.”
“Ses,” said Ted, “I
saw thoo take money out of thoo’s purse, but
I didn’t understand. I thought all those
kind men kept nice things for us to get whenever we
wanted.”
“But what did you think money
was for, little Ted? You have often seen money,
shillings and sixpences and pennies? What did
you think was the use of it?”
“I thought,” said Ted
innocently, “I thought moneys was for giving
to poor peoples.”
His mother could hardly resist stooping
down in the street to kiss him. But she knew
it was better not. Ted must be made to understand
that in his innocence he had done a wrong thing, and
the lesson of to-day must be made a plain and lasting
one.
“What would poor people do with
money if they could get all the things they wanted
out of the shops for nothing?” she said quietly.
Ted considered a moment. Then he looked up brightly.
“In course!” he said. “I never
thought of that.”
“And don’t you see, dear
Ted, that it would be wrong to take things out of
a shop without paying for them? They belong
to the man of the shop-it would be just
like some one coming to our house and taking away
your father’s coat or my bonnet, or your little
blue cart that you like so much, or-
“Or Cissy’s bootly boo
boots,” suggested Ted, clutching hold more tightly
of the parcel, as if he thought the imaginary thief
might be at hand.
“Yes,” said his mother,
“or Cissy’s new boots, which are mine now
because I paid money for them to the man.”
“Ses,” said Ted.
Then a very thoughtful expression came into his face.
“Muzzer,” he said, “this soda was
that man’s-sall I take it back to
him and tell him I didn’t understand?”
“Yes,” said his mother.
“I do think it is the best thing to do.
Shall we go at once? It is only just round the
corner to his shop.”
She said this thinking that little
Ted would find it easier to do it at once, for she
was sorry for her little boy having to explain to a
stranger the queer mistake he had made, though she
felt it was right that it should be done. “Shall
we go at once?” she repeated, looking rather
anxiously at the small figure beside her.
“Ses,” said Ted, and rather
to her surprise his tone was quite bright and cheery.
So they turned back and walked down the street till
they came to the corner near which was the grocer’s
shop.
Ted’s mother had taken the parcel
of the little boots from him and held him by the hand,
to give him courage as it were. But he marched
on quite steadily without the least flinching or dragging
back, and when they reached the shop it was he who
went in first. He walked straight up to the counter
and held out the lump of soda to the shopman.
“Please, man,” he said,
“I didn’t know I should pay money for this.
I didn’t understand till muzzer told me, and
so I’ve brought it back.”
The grocer looked at him in surprise,
but with a smile on his face, for he was a kind man,
with little boys and girls of his own. But before
he said anything, Ted’s mother came forward
to explain that it was almost the first time her little
boy had been in a shop; he had not before understood
what buying and selling meant, but now that she had
explained it to him, she thought it right for him
himself to bring back the lump of soda.
“And indeed it was his own wish to do so,”
she added.
The grocer thanked her. It was
not of the least consequence to him of course he said,
but still he was a sensible man and he respected Ted’s
mother for what she had done. And then, half afraid
that her little boy’s self-control would not
last much longer, she took him by the hand, and bidding
the shopman good-day they left the shop. As they
came out into the street again she looked down at
Ted. To her surprise his little face was quite
bright and happy.
“He were a kind man,”
said Ted; “he wasn’t vexed with Ted.
He knew I didn’t understand.”
“Yes, dear,” said his
mother, pleased to see the simple straightforward
way in which Ted had taken the lesson; “but now,
Ted, you do understand, and you would never again
touch anything in a shop, would you?”
“Oh no, muzzer, in course not,”
said Ted, his face flushing a little. “Ted
would never take nothing that wasnt his-never;
thoo knows that, muzzer?” he added anxiously.
“Yes, my dear little boy,”
and this time his mother did stoop down and
kiss him in the street.