“Wildly the winds of heaven began
to blow,
. . .
. . .
Whilst from the jealous, unrelenting
skies
The inevitable July down-pour came.”
Another winter came and went.
Ted had another birthday, which made him eleven years
old. Another happy Christmas time-this
year of the old-fashioned snowy kind, for even in
November there was skating, and Ted skated like a
Dutchman; and the child-life in the pleasant home went
on its peaceful way, with much of sunshine and but
few clouds. Narcissa, too, was growing a big
girl. She could say all her words clearly now,
without lisping or funny mistakes, though, as she was
the youngest bird in the nest, I am not sure but that
some of the big people thought this rather a pity!
And then when the frost and the snow were done with,
the ever new spring time came round again, gradually
growing into the brilliant summer; and this year the
children’s hearts rejoiced even more than usual,
for a great pleasure was before them. This year
they were to spend the holidays with their parents
in a quite, quite country place, and many were
the delightful fancies and dreams that they made about
it, even while it was some distance off.
“I do love summer,” said
Cissy one day. They were standing at the window
one May morning, waiting for their father and mother
to come to breakfast. It was a Sunday morning,
so there was no hurrying off to school. “Don’t
you love summer, Ted?”
“Yes, summer’s awfully
jolly,” he replied. “But so’s
winter. Just think of the snowballing and the
skating. I do hope next winter will be a regular
good one, for I shall be ever so much bigger I expect,
and I’ll try my best to beat them all at skating.”
His face and eyes beamed with pleasure.
Just then his mother came in; she had heard his last
words.
“Next winter!” she said.
“That’s a long time off. Who knows
what may happen before then?”
She gave a little sigh; Ted and Cissy
looked at each other. They knew what mother was
thinking of. Since last winter a great
grief had come to her. She had lost one who had
been to her what Ted was to Cissy, and the sorrow
was still fresh. Ted and Cissy drew near to their
mother. Ted stroked her hand, and Cissy held
up her rosy mouth for a kiss.
“Dear mother,” they said
both together, and then a little silence fell over
them all. Cissy’s thoughts were sad as she
looked at Ted and pictured to herself how terrible
it would be to lose a brother as dear as he, and Ted
was gazing up at the blue sky and wondering-wondering
about the great mystery which had lately, for the first
time in his life, seemed to come near him. What
was dying? Why, if it meant, as his father
and mother told him, a better, and fuller, and nobler
life than this, which he found so good and happy a
thing, why, if it meant living nearer to God, understanding
Him better, why should people dread it so, why speak
of it as so sad?
“I don’t think,”
thought little Ted to himself, “I don’t
think I should be afraid of dying. God
is so kind, I couldn’t fancy being afraid of
Him; and heaven must be so beautiful,” for the
sunny brightness of the May morning seemed to surround
everything. But his glance fell on his mother
and sister, and other thoughts rose in his mind; the
leaving them-ah yes, that was what
made death so sad a thing; and he had to turn his
head away to hide the tears which rose to his eyes.
There was, as his mother had said,
a long time to next winter-there seemed
even, to the children, a long time to next summer,
which they were hoping for so eagerly. And an
interruption came to Ted’s school-work, for
quite unexpectedly he and Cissy went away to London
for a few weeks with their parents, and when they
came back there was only a short time to wait for
the holidays. If I had space I would like to tell
you about this visit to London, and some of the interesting
things that happened there-how the children
had rather a distressing adventure the first evening
of their arrival, for their father and mother had to
go off with their aunt in a hurry to see a sick friend,
and, quite by mistake, their nurse, not knowing the
children would be alone, went out with a message about
a missing parcel, and poor Cissy, tired with the journey
and frightened by the dark, rather gloomy house and
the strange servants, had a terrible fit of crying,
and clung to Ted as her only protector in a manner
piteous to see. And Ted soothed and comforted
her as no one else could have done. It was a pretty
sight (though it grieved their mother too, to find
that poor Cissy had been frightened) to see the little
girl in Ted’s arms, where she had fallen asleep,
the tears still undried on her cheeks; and the next
morning, when she woke up fresh and bright as usual,
she told her mother that Ted had been, oh so kind,
she never could be frightened again if Ted was there.
There were many things to surprise
and interest the children, Ted especially, in the
great world of London, of which now he had this little
peep. But as I have promised to tell you about
the summer I must not linger.
When they went back from town there
were still eight or nine weeks to pass before the
holidays, and Ted worked hard, really very hard, at
school to gain the prize he had been almost sure of
before the interruption of going away. He did
not say much about it, but his heart did beat
a good deal faster than usual when at last the examinations
were over and the prize-giving day came round; and
when all the successful names were read out and his
was not among them, I could not take upon myself to
say that there was not a tear to wink away, even though
there was the consolation of hearing that he stood
second-best in his class. And Ted’s good
feeling and common sense made him look quite bright
and cheerful when his mother met him with rather an
anxious face.
“You’re not disappointed
I hope, Ted, dear, are you?” she said. “You
have not taken quite as good a place as usual, and
I did think you might have had a prize. But you
know I am quite pleased, and so is your father, for
we are satisfied you have done your best, so you must
not be disappointed.”
“I’m not, mother,”
said Ted cheerily,-“I’m not
really, for you know I am second, and that’s
not bad, is it? Considering I was away and all
that.”
And his mother felt pleased at the
boy’s good sense and fair judgment of himself-for
there had sometimes seemed a danger of Ted’s
entire want of vanity making him too timid about himself.
What a happy day it was for Ted and
Cissy when the real packing began for the summer expedition!
It’s an ill wind that blows nobody any good,
and I suppose it is by this old saying explained how
it is that packing, the horror of mothers and aunts
and big sisters, not to speak of nurses and maids,
should be to all small people the source of such delight.
“See, Ted,” said Cissy,
“do let’s carry down some of these boxes.
There’s the one with the sheets and towels in,
quite ready,” and the children’s
mother coming along the passage and finding them both
tugging with all their might at really a very heavy
trunk, was reminded of the day-long ago
now-in the mountain home, when, setting
off for the picnic, wee Ted wanted so much to load
himself with the heaviest basket of all!
And at last, thanks no doubt to these
energetic efforts in great part, the packing was all
done; the last evening, then the last night came,
and the excited children went to sleep to wake ever
so much earlier than usual to the delights of thinking
the day had come!
It was a long and rather tiring railway
journey, and when it came to an end there was a very
long drive in an open carriage, and by degrees all
houses and what Ted’s father called “traces
of civilisation,”-which puzzled Cissy
a good deal-were left behind.
“We must be getting close to
the moors,” said he, at which the children were
delighted, for it was on the edge of these great moors
that stood the lonely farm-house that was to be their
home for some months. But just as their father
said this, the carriage stopped, and they were told
they must all get down-they were at the
entrance to a wood through which there was no cart
or carriage road, only a footpath, and the farm-house
stood in a glen some little way on the other side of
this wood. It was nearly dark outside the wood,
inside it was of course still more so, so dark indeed
that it took some care and management to find one’s
way at all. The children walked on quietly, Ted
really enjoying the queerness and the mystery of this
adventure, but little Narcissa, though she said nothing,
pressed closer to her mother, feeling rather “eerie,”
and some weeks after she said one day, “I don’t
want ever to go home again because of passing through
that dark wood.”
But once arrived, the pleasant look
of everything at the farm-house, and the hearty welcome
they received from their host and hostess, the farmer
and his wife, made every one feel it had all been worth
the journey and the trouble. And the next morning,
when the children woke to a sunny summer day in the
quaint old house, and looked out on all sides on the
lovely meadows and leafy trees, with here and there
a peep of the gleaming river a little farther down
the glen, and when, near at hand, they heard the clucking
of the hens and the mooing of the calves and the barking
of the dogs, and all the delightful sounds of real
farm-life, I think, children, you will not need me
to try to tell you how happy our children felt.
The next few days were a sort of bewilderment of interests
and pleasures and surprises-everything was
so nice and new-even the funny old-fashioned
stoneware plates and dishes seemed to Ted and Cissy
to make the dinners and teas taste better than anything
they had ever eaten before. And very soon they
were as much at home in and about the farm-house as
if they had lived there all their lives,-feeding
the calves and pigs, hunting for eggs, carrying in
wood for Mrs. Crosby to help her little niece Polly,
a small person not much older than Cissy, but already
very useful in house and farm work. One day,
when they were busy at this wood-carrying, a brilliant
idea struck them.
“Wouldn’t it be fun,”
said Ted, “to go to the wood-just
the beginning of it, you know-and gather
a lot of these nice little dry branches; they are
so beautiful for lighting fires with?”
Cissy agreed that it would be great
fun, and Polly, who was with them at the time, thought,
too, that it would be very nice indeed; and then a
still better idea struck Ted. “Suppose,”
he said, “that we were to go to-morrow morning,
and take our luncheon with us. Wouldn’t
that be nice? We could pack it in a basket
and take it on the little truck that we get the wood
in, and then we could bring back the little truck full
of the dry branches.”
The proposal was thought charming,
and mother was consulted; and the next morning Mrs.
Crosby was busy betimes, hunting up what she could
give to her “honeys” for their picnic,
and soon the three set off, pulling the truck behind
them, and on the truck a basket carefully packed with
a large bottle of fresh milk, a good provision of bread
and butter, a fine cut of home-made cake, and three
splendid apple turnovers. Could anything be nicer?
The sun was shining, as it was right he should shine
on so happy a little party, as they made their way
up the sloping field, through a little white gate
opening on to a narrow path skirting the foot of the
hill, where the bracken grew in wild luxuriance, and
the tall trees overhead made a pleasant shade down
to the little beck, whose chatter could be faintly
heard. And so peaceful and sheltered was the
place, that, as the children passed along, bright-eyed
rabbits stopped to peep at them ere they scudded away,
and the birds hopped fearlessly across the path, nay,
the squirrels even, sitting comfortably among the
branches, glanced down at the three little figures
without disturbing themselves, and an old owl blinked
at them patronisingly from his hole in an ancient
tree-trunk. And by and by as the path grew more
rugged, Polly was deputed to carry the basket, for
fear of accidents, for Cissy pulling in front and Ted
pushing and guiding behind, found it as much as they
could do to get the truck along. How they meant
to bring it back when loaded with branches I don’t
know, and as things turned out, the question did not
arise. The truck and the basket and the children
reached their destination safely; they chose a nice
little grassy corner under a tree very near the entrance
to the big wood, and after a very short interval
of rest from the fatigues of their journey, it was
suggested by one and agreed to by all that even if
it were rather too early for real luncheon or dinner
time, there was no reason why, if they felt hungry,
they should not unpack the basket and eat! No
sooner said than done.
“We shall work at gathering
wood all the better after we’ve had some refreshment,”
observed Ted sagely, and the little girls were quite
of his opinion. And the rabbits and the owls
and the squirrels must, I think, have been much amused
at the quaint little party, the spice cake and apple-turnover
collation that took place under the old tree, and at
the merry words and ringing laughter that echoed through
the forest.
An hour or so later, the children’s
mother, with an after-thought of possible risk to
them from the damp ground, made her way along the path
and soon discovered the little group. She had
brought with her a large waterproof cloak big enough
for them all to sit on together, but it was too late,
for the refection was over; the basket, containing
only the three plates and the three tin mugs, propped
up between Ted and Cissy, toppled over with the start
the children gave at the sound of their mother’s
voice, and a regular “Jack and Jill” clatter
down the slope was the result. The children screamed
with delight and excitement as they raced after the
truant mugs and plates, and their mother, thinking
that her staying longer might cause a little constraint
in the merriment, turned to go, just saying cheerfully,
“Children, I have brought my big waterproof
cloak for you to sit on, but as your feast is over
I suppose you won’t need it. What are you
going to do next?”
“O mother, we’re just
going to set to work,” Ted’s voice replied;
“we’re having such fun.”
“Well, good-bye then. I
am going a walk with your father, but in case of a
change of weather, though it certainly doesn’t
look like it, I’ll leave the cloak.”
She turned and left them. An
hour or two later, when she came home to the farm-house
and stood for a moment looking up at the sky, it seemed
to her as if her remark about the weather had been
a shadow of coming events. For the bright blue
sky had clouded over, a slight chilly breeze ruffled
the leaves as if in friendly warning to the birds and
the butterflies to get under shelter, and before many
moments had passed large heavy drops began to fall,
which soon grew into a regular downpour. What
a changed world!
“What will the children do?”
was the mother’s first thought as she watched
it. “It is too heavy to last, and fortunately
there is no sign of thunder about. I don’t
see that there is anything to be done but to wait
a little; they are certain to be under shelter in the
wood, and any one going for them would be drenched
in two minutes.”
So she did her best to wait patiently
and not to feel uneasy, though several times in the
course of the next half-hour she went to the window
to see if there were no sign of the rain abating.
Alas, no! As heavily as ever, and even more steadily,
it fell. Something must be done she decided,
and she was just thinking of going to the kitchen to
consult Mrs. Crosby, when as she turned from the window
a curious object rolling or slowly hobbling down the
hill-side caught her view. That was the way the
children would come-what could that queer
thing be? It was not too high, but far too broad
to be a child, and its way of moving was a sort of
jerky waddle through the bracken, very remarkable to
see. Whatever it was, dwarf or goblin, it found
its way difficult to steer, poor thing, for there,
with a sudden fly, over it went altogether and lay
for a moment or two struggling and twisting, till
at last it managed to get up again and painfully strove
to pursue its way.
The children’s mother called their nurse.
“Esther,” she said, “I
cannot imagine what that creature is coming down the
road. But it is in trouble evidently. Run
off and see if you can help.” Off ran kind-hearted
Esther, and soon she was rewarded for her trouble.
For as she got near to the queer-shaped bundle, she
saw two pairs of eyes peering out at her, from the
two arm-holes of the waterproof cloak, and in a moment
the mystery was explained. Ted, in his anxiety
for the two girls, had wrapped them up together
in the cloak which his mother had left, and literally
“bundled” them off, with the advice to
get home as quickly as possible, while he followed
with his loaded truck, the wood covered as well as
he could manage with leafy branches which he tore
down.
But “possible” was not
quickly at all in the case of poor Cissy and her companion.
Polly was of a calm and placid nature, with something
of the resignation to evils that one sees in the peasant
class all over the world; but Narcissa, impulsive
and sensitive, with her dainty dislike to mud, and
her unaccustomedness to such adventures, could not
long restrain her tears, and under the waterproof
cloak she cried sadly, feeling frightened too at the
angry gusts of rain and wind which sounded to her
like the voices of ogres waiting to seize them
and carry them off to some dreadful cavern.
The summit of their misfortunes seemed
reached when they toppled over and lay for a moment
or two helplessly struggling on the wet ground.
But oh, what delight to hear Esther’s kind voice,
and how Cissy clung to her and sobbed out her woes!
She was more than half comforted again by the time
they reached the farm-house, and just as mother was
considering whether it would not be better to undress
them in the kitchen before the fire and bring down
their dry clothes, Master Ted, “very wet, yes
very wet, oh very wet indeed,” made his appearance,
with rosy cheeks and a general look of self-satisfaction.
“Did they get home all right?”
he said, cheerily. “It was a good
thing you brought the cloak, mother. And the
wood isn’t so wet after all.”
And an hour or two later, dried and
consoled and sitting round the kitchen table for an
extra good tea to which Mrs. Crosby had invited them,
all the children agreed that after all the expedition
had not turned out badly.
But the weather had changed there
was no doubt; for the time at least the sunny days
were over. The party in the farm-house had grown
smaller too, for the uncles had had to leave, and
even the children’s father had been summoned
away unexpectedly to London. And a day or two
after the children’s picnic their mother stood
at the window rather anxiously looking out at the
ever-falling rain.
“It really looks like as if
it would never leave off,” she said,
and there was some reason for her feeling distressed.
She had hoped for a letter from the children’s
father that day, and very probably it was lying at
the two-miles-and-a-half-off post-office, waiting for
some one to fetch it. For it was not one of the
postman’s days for coming round by the farm-house;
that only happened twice a week, but hitherto this
had been of little consequence to the farm-house visitors.
Their letters perhaps had not been of such importance
as to be watched for with much anxiety, and in the
fine weather it was quite a pleasant little walk to
the post-office by the fields and the stepping-stones
across the river. But all this rain had so swollen
the river that now the stepping-stones were useless;
there was nothing for it but to take the long round
by the road; and this added to the difficulty in another
way, for it was not by any means every day that Mr.
Crosby or his son were going in that direction, or
that they could, at this busy season, spare a man so
long off work. So the children’s mother
could not see how she was to get her letter if this
rain continued-at least not for several
days, for the old postman had called yesterday-he
would not take the round of the Skensdale farm for
another three or four days at least, and even then,
the post-office people were now so accustomed to some
of the “gentry” calling for their letters
themselves, that it was doubtful, not certain at least,
if they would think of giving them to the regular carrier.
And with some anxiety, for her husband had gone to
London on business of importance, Ted’s mother
went to bed.
Early next morning she was awakened
by a tap at the door, a gentle little tap. She
almost fancied she had heard it before in her sleep
without being really aroused.
“Come in,” she said, and
a very business-like figure, which at the first glance
she hardly recognised, made its appearance. It
was Ted; dressed in waterproof from head to foot,
cloak, leggings, and all, he really looked ready to
defy the weather-a sort of miniature diver,
for he had an oilskin cap on his head too, out of
which gleamed his bright blue eyes, full of eagerness
and excitement.
“Mother,” he said, “I
hope I haven’t wakened you too soon. I got
up early on purpose to see about your letters.
It’s still raining as hard as ever, and even
if it left off, there’d be no crossing the stepping-stones
for two or three days, Farmer Crosby says. And
he can’t spare any one to-day to go to the post.
I’m the only one that can, so I’ve
got ready, and don’t you think I’d better
go at once?”
Ted’s mother looked out of the
window. Oh, how it was pouring! She thought
of the long walk-the two miles and a half
through the dripping grass of the meadows, along the
muddy, dreary road, and all the way back again; and
then the possibility of the swollen river having escaped
its bounds where the road lay low, came into her mind
and frightened her. For Ted was a little fellow
still-only eleven and a half, and slight
and delicate for his age. And then she looked
at him and saw the eager readiness in his eyes, and
remembered that he was quick-witted and careful, and
she reflected also that he must learn, sooner or later,
to face risks and difficulties for himself.
“Ted, my boy,” she said,
“it’s very nice of you to have thought
of it, and I know it would be a great disappointment
if I didn’t let you go. But you’ll
promise me to be very careful-to do nothing
rash or unwise; if the river is over the road, for
instance, or there is the least danger, you’ll
turn back?”
“Yes, mother, I’ll be
very careful, really,” said Ted. “I’ll
do nothing silly. Good-bye, mother; thank you
so much for letting me go. I’ve got my
stick, but there’s no use taking an umbrella.”
And off he set; his mother watching
him from the window as far as she could see him, trudging
bravely along-a quaint little figure-through
the pouring rain. For more than a mile she could
see him making his way along the meadow path, gradually
lessening as the distance increased, till a little
black speck was all she could distinguish, and then
it too disappeared round the corner.
And an hour or so later, there were
warm, dry boots and stockings before the fire, which
even in August the continued rain made necessary, and
a “beautiful” breakfast of hot coffee,
and a regular north-country rasher of bacon, and Mrs.
Crosby’s home-made bread and butter, all waiting
on the table. And Ted’s mother took up
her post again to watch for the reappearance of the
tiny black speck, which was gradually to grow into
her boy. It did not tarry. As soon as was
possible it came in sight.
“How quick he has been-my
dear, clever, good little Ted!” his mother said
to herself. And you may be sure that she, and
Cissy too, were both at the door to meet the little
human water-rat, dripping, dripping all over, like
“Johnny Head-in-air” in old “Struwelpeter,”
but with eyes as bright as any water-rat’s,
and cheeks rosy with cold and exercise and pleasure
all mixed together, who, before he said a word, held
out the precious letter.
“Here it is, mother-from
father, just as you expected. I do hope it’s
got good news.”
How could it bring other? Mother
felt before she opened it that it could not contain
any but good news, nor did it. Then she just gave
her brave little boy one good kiss and one hearty
“Thank you, Ted.” For she did not
want to spoil him by overpraise, or to take the bloom
off what he evidently thought nothing out of the common,
by exaggerating it.
And Ted enjoyed his breakfast uncommonly,
I can assure you. He was only eleven and a half.
I think our Ted showed that he had a sweet and brave
spirit of his own;-don’t you, children?