When M. le Maire disappeared
within the mist, we all remained behind with troubled
hearts. For my own part I was alarmed for my friend.
M. Martin Dupin is not noble. He belongs, indeed,
to the haute bourgeoisie, and all his antecedents
are most respectable; but it is his personal character
and admirable qualities which justify me in calling
him my friend. The manner in which he has performed
his duties to his fellow-citizens during this time
of distress has been sublime. It is not my habit
to take any share in public life; the unhappy circumstances
of France have made this impossible for years.
Nevertheless, I put aside my scruples when it became
necessary, to leave him free for his mission.
I gave no opinion upon that mission itself, or how
far he was right in obeying the advice of a hare-brained
enthusiast like Lecamus. Nevertheless the moment
had come at which our banishment had become intolerable.
Another day, and I should have proposed an assault
upon the place. Our dead forefathers, though I
would speak of them with every respect, should not
presume upon their privilege. I do not pretend
to be braver than other men, nor have I shown myself
more equal than others to cope with the present emergency.
But I have the impatience of my countrymen, and rather
than rot here outside the gates, parted from Madame
de Bois-Sombre and my children, who, I am happy to
state, are in safety at the country house of the brave
Dupin, I should have dared any hazard. This being
the case, a new step of any kind called for my approbation,
and I could not refuse under the circumstances especially
as no ceremony of installation was required or profession
of loyalty to one government or another to
take upon me the office of coadjutor and act as deputy
for my friend Martin outside the walls of Semur.
The moment at which I assumed the
authority was one of great discouragement and depression.
The men were tired to death. Their minds were
worn out as well as their bodies. The excitement
and fatigue had been more than they could bear.
Some were for giving up the contest and seeking new
homes for themselves. These were they, I need
not remark, who had but little to lose; some seemed
to care for nothing but to lie down and rest.
Though it produced a great movement among us when Lecamus
suddenly appeared coming out of the city; and the undertaking
of Dupin and the excellent Cure was viewed with great
interest, yet there could not but be signs apparent
that the situation had lasted too long. It was
tendu in the strongest degree, and when that
is the case a reaction must come. It is impossible
to say, for one thing, how treat was our personal
discomfort. We were as soldiers campaigning without
a commissariat, or any precautions taken for our welfare;
no food save what was sent to us from La Clairiere
and other places; no means of caring for our personal
appearance, in which lies so much of the materials
of self respect. I say nothing of the chief features
of all the occupation of our homes by others the
forcible expulsion of which we had been the objects.
No one could have been more deeply impressed than
myself at the moment of these extraordinary proceedings;
but we cannot go on with one monotonous impression,
however serious, we other Frenchmen. Three days
is a very long time to dwell in one thought; I myself
had become impatient, I do not deny. To go away,
which would have been very natural, and which Agathe
proposed, was contrary to my instincts and interests
both. I trust I can obey the logic of circumstances
as well as another; but to yield is not easy, and to
leave my hotel at Semur now the chief residence,
alas! of the Bois-Sombres probably to the
licence of a mob for one can never tell
at what moment Republican institutions may break down
and sink back into the chaos from which they arose was
impossible. Nor would I forsake the brave Dupin
without the strongest motive; but that the situation
was extremely tendu, and a reaction close at
hand, was beyond dispute.
I resisted the movement which my excellent
friend made to take off and transfer to me his scarf
of office. These things are much thought of among
the bourgeoisie. ‘Mon ami,’
I said, ’you cannot tell what use you may have
for it; whereas our townsmen know me, and that I am
not one to take up an unwarrantable position.’
We then accompanied him to the neighbourhood of the
Porte St. Lambert. It was at that time invisible;
we could but judge approximately. My men were
unwilling to approach too near, neither did I myself
think it necessary. We parted, after giving the
two envoys an honourable escort, leaving a clear space
between us and the darkness. To see them disappear
gave us all a startling sensation. Up to the
last moment I had doubted whether they would obtain
admittance. When they disappeared from our eyes,
there came upon all of us an impulse of alarm.
I myself was so far moved by it, that I called out
after them in a sudden panic. For if any catastrophe
had happened, how could I ever have forgiven myself,
especially as Madame Dupin de la Clairiere,
a person entirely comme il faut, and of the
most distinguished character, went after her husband,
with a touching devotion, following him to the very
edge of the darkness? I do not think, so deeply
possessed was he by his mission, that he saw her.
Dupin is very determined in his way; but he is imaginative
and thoughtful, and it is very possible that, as he
required all his powers to brace him for this enterprise,
he made it a principle neither to look to the right
hand nor the left. When we paused, and following
after our two representatives, Madame Dupin stepped
forth, a thrill ran through us all. Some would
have called to her, for I heard many broken exclamations;
but most of us were too much startled to speak.
We thought nothing less than that she was about to
risk herself by going after them into the city.
If that was her intention and nothing is
more probable; for women are very daring, though they
are timid she was stopped, it is most likely,
by that curious inability to move a step farther which
we have all experienced. We saw her pause, clasp
her hands in despair (or it might be in token of farewell
to her husband), then, instead of returning, seat
herself on the road on the edge of the darkness.
It was a relief to all who were looking on to see
her there.
In the reaction after that excitement
I found myself in face of a great difficulty what
to do with my men, to keep them from demoralisation.
They were greatly excited; and yet there was nothing
to be done for them, for myself, for any of us, but
to wait. To organise the patrol again, under
the circumstances, would have been impossible.
Dupin, perhaps, might have tried it with that bourgeois
determination which so often carries its point in
spite of all higher intelligence; but to me, who have
not this commonplace way of looking at things, it was
impossible. The worthy soul did not think in what
a difficulty he left us. That intolerable, good-for-nothing
Jacques Richard (whom Dupin protects unwisely, I cannot
tell why), and who was already half-seas-over, had
drawn several of his comrades with him towards the
cabaret, which was always a danger to us.
’We will drink success to M. le Maire,’
he said, ’mes bons amis! That can
do no one any harm; and as we have spoken up, as we
have empowered him to offer handsome terms to Messieurs
les Morts ’
It was intolerable. Precisely
at the moment when our fortune hung in the balance,
and when, perhaps, an indiscreet word ’Arrest
that fellow,’ I said. ’Riou, you
are an official; you understand your duty. Arrest
him on the spot, and confine him in the tent out of
the way of mischief. Two of you mount guard over
him. And let a party be told off, of which you
will take the command, Louis Bertin, to go at once
to La Clairiere and beg the Reverend Mothers
of the hospital to favour us with their presence.
It will be well to have those excellent ladies in our
front whatever happens; and you may communicate to
them the unanimous decision about their chapel.
You, Robert Lemaire, with an escort, will proceed to
the campagne of M. Barbou, and put him in possession
of the circumstances. Those of you who have a
natural wish to seek a little repose will consider
yourselves as discharged from duty and permitted to
do so. Your Maire having confided to me his authority not
without your consent (this I avow I added
with some difficulty, for who cared for their assent?
but a Republican Government offers a premium to every
insincerity), I wait with confidence to see these dispositions
carried out.’
This, I am happy to say, produced
the best effect. They obeyed me without hesitation;
and, fortunately for me, slumber seized upon the majority.
Had it not been for this, I can scarcely tell how I
should have got out of it. I felt drowsy myself,
having been with the patrol the greater part of the
night; but to yield to such weakness was, in my position,
of course impossible.
This, then, was our attitude during
the last hours of suspense, which were perhaps the
most trying of all. In the distance might be seen
the little bands marching towards La Clairiere,
on one side, and M. Barbou’s country-house (’La
Corbeille des Raisins’) on the other.
It goes without saying that I did not want M. Barbou,
but it was the first errand I could think of.
Towards the city, just where the darkness began that
enveloped it, sat Madame Dupin. That sainte
femme was praying for her husband, who could doubt?
And under the trees, wherever they could find a favourable
spot, my men lay down on the grass, and most of them
fell asleep. My eyes were heavy enough, but responsibility
drives away rest. I had but one nap of five minutes’
duration, leaning against a tree, when it occurred
to me that Jacques Richard, whom I sent under escort
half-drunk to the tent, was not the most admirable
companion for that poor visionary Lecamus, who had
been accommodated there. I roused myself, therefore,
though unwillingly, to see whether these two, so discordant,
could agree.
I met Lecamus at the tent-door.
He was coming out, very feeble and tottering, with
that dazed look which (according to me) has always
been characteristic of him. He had a bundle of
papers in his hand. He had been setting in order
his report of what had happened to him, to be submitted
to the Maire. ‘Monsieur,’ he said,
with some irritation (which I forgave him), ’you
have always been unfavourable to me. I owe it
to you that this unhappy drunkard has been sent to
disturb me in my feebleness and the discharge of a
public duty.’
‘My good Monsieur Lecamus,’
said I, ’you do my recollection too much honour.
The fact is, I had forgotten all about you and your
public duty. Accept my excuses. Though indeed
your supposition that I should have taken the trouble
to annoy you, and your description of that good-for-nothing
as an unhappy drunkard, are signs of intolerance which
I should not have expected in a man so favoured.’
This speech, though too long, pleased
me, for a man of this species, a revolutionary (are
not all visionaries revolutionaries?) is always, when
occasion offers, to be put down. He disarmed me,
however, by his humility. He gave a look round.
‘Where can I go?’ he said, and there was
pathos in his voice. At length he perceived Madame
Dupin sitting almost motionless on the road.
‘Ah!’ he said, ‘there is my place.’
The man, I could not but perceive, was very weak.
His eyes were twice their natural size, his face was
the colour of ashes; through his whole frame there
was a trembling; the papers shook in his hand.
A compunction seized my mind: I regretted to
have sent that piece of noise and folly to disturb
a poor man so suffering and weak. ‘Monsieur
Lecamus,’ I said, ’forgive me. I
acknowledge that it was inconsiderate. Remain
here in comfort, and I will find for this unruly fellow
another place of confinement.’
‘Nay,’ he said, ‘there
is my place,’ pointing to where Madame Dupin
sat. I felt disposed for a moment to indulge
in a pleasantry, to say that I approved his taste;
but on second thoughts I forebore. He went tottering
slowly across the broken ground, hardly able to drag
himself along. ’Has he had any refreshment?’
I asked of one of the women who were about. They
told me yes, and this restored my composure; for after
all I had not meant to annoy him, I had forgotten
he was there a trivial fault in circumstances
so exciting. I was more easy in my mind, however,
I confess it, when I saw that he had reached his chosen
position safely. The man looked so weak.
It seemed to me that he might have died on the road.
I thought I could almost perceive
the gate, with Madame Dupin seated under the battlements,
her charming figure relieved against the gloom, and
that poor Lecamus lying, with his papers fluttering
at her feet. This was the last thing I was conscious
of.