When the little Pilgrim came out of
the presence of the Father, she found herself in the
street of a great city. But what she saw and heard
when she was with Him it is not given to the tongue
of mortal to say, for it is beyond words, and beyond
even thought. As the mystery of love is not to
be spoken but to be felt, even in the lower earth,
so, but much less, is that great mystery of the love
of the Father to be expressed in words. The little
Pilgrim was very happy when she went into that sacred
place, but there was a great awe upon her, and it might
even be said that she was afraid; but when she came
out again she feared nothing, but looked with clear
eyes upon all she saw, loving them, but no more overawed
by them, having seen that which is above all.
When she came forth again to her common life-for
it is not permitted save for those who have attained
the greatest heights to dwell there-she
had no longer need of any guide, but came alone, knowing
where to go, and walking where it pleased her, with
reverence and a great delight in seeing and knowing
all that was around, but no fear. It was a great
city, but it was not like the great cities which she
had seen. She understood as she passed along
how it was that those who had been dazzled but by
a passing glance had described the walls and the pavement
as gold. They were like what gold is, beautiful
and clear, of a lovely colour, but softer in tone
than metal ever was, and as cool and fresh to walk
upon and to touch as if they had been velvet grass.
The buildings were all beautiful, of every style and
form that it is possible to think of, yet in great
harmony, as if every man had followed his own taste,
yet all had been so combined and grouped by the master
architect, that each individual feature enhanced the
effect of the rest. Some of the houses were greater
and some smaller, but all of them were rich in carvings
and pictures and lovely decorations, and the effect
was as if the richest materials had been employed,
marbles and beautiful sculptured stone, and wood of
beautiful tints, though the little Pilgrim knew that
these were not like the marble and stone she had once
known, but heavenly representatives of them, far better
than they. There were people at work upon them,
building new houses and making additions, and a great
many painters painting upon them the history of the
people who lived there, or of others who were worthy
that commemoration. And the streets were full
of pleasant sound, and of crowds going and coming,
and the commotion of much business, and many things
to do. And this movement, and the brightness
of the air, and the wonderful things that were to
be seen on every side, made the Pilgrim gay, so that
she could have sung with pleasure as she went along.
And all who met her smiled, and every group exchanged
greetings as they passed along, all knowing each other.
Many of them, as might be seen, had come there, as
she did, to see the wonders of the beautiful city;
and all who lived there were ready to tell them whatever
they desired to know, and show them the finest houses
and the greatest pictures. And this gave a feeling
of holiday and pleasure which was delightful beyond
description, for all the busy people about were full
of sympathy with the strangers-bidding
them welcome, inviting them into their houses, making
the warmest fellowship. And friends were meeting
continually on every side; but the Pilgrim had no
sense that she was forlorn in being alone, for all
were friends; and it pleased her to watch the others,
and see how one turned this way and one another, every
one finding something that delighted him above all
other things. She herself took a great pleasure
in watching a painter, who was standing upon a balcony
a little way above her, painting upon a great fresco:
and when he saw this he asked her to come up beside
him and see his work. She asked him a great many
questions about it, and why it was that he was working
only at the draperies of the figures, and did not
touch their faces, some of which were already finished
and seemed to be looking at her, as living as she
was, out of the wall, while some were merely outlined
as yet. He told her that he was not a great painter
to do this, or to design the great work, but that
the master would come presently, who had the chief
responsibility. “For we have not all the
same genius,” he said, “and if I were
to paint this head it would not have the gift of life
as that one has; but to stand by and see him put it
in, you cannot think what a happiness that is:
for one knows every touch, and just what effect it
will have, though one could not do it one’s self;
and it is a wonder and a delight perpetual that it
should be done.”
The little Pilgrim looked up at him
and said, “That is very beautiful to say.
And do you never wish to be like him-to
make the lovely, living faces as well as the other
parts?”
“Is not this lovely too?”
he said; and showed her how he had just put in a billowy
robe, buoyed out with the wind, and sweeping down from
the shoulders of a stately figure in such free and
graceful folds that she would have liked to take it
in her hand and feel the silken texture; and then
he told her how absorbing it was to study the mysteries
of colour and the differences of light. “There
is enough in that to make one happy,” he said.
“It is thought by some that we will all come
to the higher point with work and thought; but that
is not my feeling; and whether it is so or not what
does it matter, for our Father makes no difference:
and all of us are necessary to everything that is done:
and it is almost more delight to see the master do
it than to do it with one’s own hand. For
one thing, your own work may rejoice you in your heart,
but always with a little trembling, because it is never
so perfect as you would have it-whereas
in your master’s work you have full content,
because his idea goes beyond yours, and as he makes
every touch you can feel ’that is right-that
is complete-that is just as it ought to
be.’ Do you understand what I mean?”
he said, turning to her with a smile.
“I understand it perfectly,”
she cried, clasping her hands together with the delight
of accord. “Don’t you think that is
one of the things that are so happy here? you understand
at half a word.”
“Not everybody,” he said,
and smiled upon her like a brother; “for we
are not all alike even here.”
“Were you a painter?” she said, “in-in
the other ?”
“In the old times. I was
one of those that strove for the mastery, and sometimes
grudged-We remember these things at times,”
he said gravely, “to make us more aware of the
blessedness of being content.”
“It is long since then?”
she said with some wistfulness; upon which he smiled
again.
“So long,” he said, “that
we have worn out most of our links to the world below.
We have all come away, and those who were after us
for generations. But you are a new-comer.”
“And are they all with you?
are you all together? do you live as in the old time?”
Upon this the painter smiled, but
not so brightly as before.
“Not as in the old time,”
he said, “nor are they all here. Some are
still upon the way, and of some we have no certainty,
only news from time to time. The angels are very
good to us. They never miss an occasion to bring
us news; for they go everywhere, you know.”
“Yes,” said the little
Pilgrim, though indeed she had not known it till now;
but it seemed to her as if it had come to her mind
by nature and she had never needed to be told.
“They are so tender-hearted,”
the painter said; “and more than that, they
are very curious about men and women. They have
known it all from the beginning, and it is a wonder
to them. There is a friend of mine, an angel,
who is more wise in men’s hearts than any one
I know; and yet he will say to me sometimes, ‘I
do not understand you-you are wonderful.’
They like to find out all we are thinking. It
is an endless pleasure to them, just as it is to some
of us to watch the people in the other worlds.”
“Do you mean-where
we have come from?” said the little Pilgrim.
“Not always there. We in
this city have been long separated from that country,
for all that we love are out of it.”
“But not here?” the little
Pilgrim cried again with a little sorrow-a
pang that she had thought could never touch her again-in
her heart.
“But coming! coming!”
said the painter, cheerfully; “and some were
here before us, and some have arrived since.
They are everywhere.”
“But some in trouble-some
in trouble!” she cried, with the tears in her
eyes.
“We suppose so,” he said
gravely; “for some are in that place which once
was called among us the place of despair.”
“You mean-”
and though the little Pilgrim had been made free of
fear, at that word which she would not speak, she
trembled, and the light grew dim in her eyes.
“Well!” said her new friend,
“and what then? The Father sees through
and through it as He does here: they cannot escape
Him: so that there is Love near them always.
I have a son,” he said, then sighed a little,
but smiled again, “who is there.”
The little Pilgrim at this clasped
her hands with a piteous cry.
“Nay, nay,” he said, “little
sister; my friend I was telling you of, the angel,
brought me news of him just now. Indeed there
was news of him through all the city. Did you
not hear all the bells ringing? But perhaps that
was before you came. The angels who know me best
came one after another to tell me, and our Lord himself
came to wish me joy. My son had found the way.”
The little Pilgrim did not understand
this, and almost thought that the painter must be
mistaken or dreaming. She looked at him very anxiously
and said-
“I thought that those unhappy-never
came out any more.”
The painter smiled at her in return, and said-
“Had you children in the old time?”
She paused a little before she replied.
“I had children in love,” she said, “but
none that were born mine.”
“It is the same,” he said;
“it is the same; and if one of them had sinned
against you, injured you, done wrong in any way, would
you have cast him off, or what would you have done?”
“Oh!” said the little
Pilgrim again, with a vivid light of memory coming
into her face, which showed she had no need to think
of this as a thing that might have happened, but knew.
“I brought him home. I nursed him well
again. I prayed for him night and day. Did
you say cast him off? when he had most need of me?
then I never could have loved him,” she cried.
The painter nodded his head, and his
hand with the pencil in it, for he had turned from
his picture to look at her.
“Then you think you love better
than our Father?” he said: and turned to
his work, and painted a new fold in the robe, which
looked as if a soft air had suddenly blown into it,
and not the touch of a skilful hand.
This made the Pilgrim tremble, as
though in her ignorance she had done something wrong.
After that there came a great joy into her heart.
“Oh, how happy you have made me!” she
cried. “I am glad with all my heart for
you and your son-” Then she paused
a little and added, “But you said he was still
there.”
“It is true: for the land
of darkness is very confusing, they tell me, for want
of the true light, and our dear friends the angels
are not permitted to help: but if one follows
them, that shows the way. You may be in that
land yet on your way hither. It was very hard
to understand at first,” said the painter; “there
are some sketches I could show you. No one has
ever made a picture of it, though many have tried;
but I could show you some sketches-if you
wish to see.”
To this the little Pilgrim’s
look was so plain an answer that the painter laid
down his pallet and his brush, and left his work, to
show them to her as he had promised. They went
down from the balcony and along the street until they
came to one of the great palaces, where many were
coming and going. Here they walked through some
vast halls, where students were working at easels,
doing every kind of beautiful work: some painting
pictures, some preparing drawings, planning houses
and palaces. The Pilgrim would have liked to pause
at every moment to see one lovely thing or another,
but the painter walked on steadily till he came to
a room which was full of sketches, some of them like
pictures in little, with many figures-some
of them only a representation of a flower, or the
wing of a bird. “These are all the master’s,”
he said; “sometimes the sight of them will be
enough to put something great into the mind of another.
In this corner are the sketches I told you of.”
There’ were two of them hanging together upon
the wall, and at first it seemed to the little Pilgrim
as if they represented the flames and fire of which
she had read, and this made her shudder for the moment.
But then she saw that it was a red light like a stormy
sunset, with masses of clouds in the sky, and a low
sun very fiery and dazzling, which no doubt to a hasty
glance must have looked, with its dark shadows and
high lurid lights, like the fires of the bottomless
pit. But when you looked down you saw the reality
what it was. The country that lay beneath was
full of tropical foliage, but with many stretches of
sand and dry plains, and in the foreground was a town,
that looked very prosperous and crowded, though the
figures were very minute, the subject being so great;
but no one to see it would have taken it for anything
but a busy and wealthy place, in a thunderous atmosphere,
with a storm coming on. In the next there was
a section of a street with a great banqueting hall
open to the view, and many people sitting about the
table. You could see that there was a great deal
of laughter and conversation going on, some very noisy
groups, but others that sat more quietly in corners
and conversed, and some who sang, and every kind of
entertainment. The little Pilgrim was very much
astonished to see this, and turned to the painter,
who answered her directly, though she had not spoken.
“We used to think differently once. There
are some who are there and do not know it. They
think only it is the old life over again, but always
worse, and they are led on in the ways of evil:
but they do not feel the punishment until they begin
to find out where they are and to struggle, and wish
for other things.”
The little Pilgrim felt her heart
beat very wildly while she looked at this, and she
thought upon the rich man in the parable, who, though
he was himself in torment, prayed that his brother
might be saved, and she said to herself, “Our
dear Lord would never leave him there who could think
of his brother when he was himself in such a strait.”
And when she looked at the painter he smiled upon
her, and nodded his head. Then he led her to
the other corner of the room where there were other
pictures. One of them was of a party seated round
a table and an angel looking on. The angel had
the aspect of a traveller, as if he were passing quickly
by, and had but paused a moment to look, when one of
the men glancing up suddenly saw him. The picture
was dim, but the startled look upon this man’s
face, and the sorrow on the angel’s, appeared
out of the misty background with such truth that the
tears came into the little Pilgrim’s eyes, and
she said in her heart, “Oh, that I could go
to him and help him!” The other sketches were
dimmer and dimmer. You seemed to see out of the
darkness gleaming lights, and companies of revellers,
out of which here and there was one trying to escape.
And then the wide plains in the night, and the white
vision of the angel in the distance, and here and
there by different paths a fugitive striving to follow.
“Oh, sir,” said the little Pilgrim, “how
did you learn to do it? You have never been there.”
“It was the master, not I; and
I cannot tell you if he has ever been there.
When the Father has given you that gift, you can go
to many places, without leaving the one where you
are. And then he has heard what the angels say.”
“And will they all get safe
at the last? and even that great spirit, he that fell
from Heaven-”
The painter shook his head, and said,
“It is not permitted to you and me to know such
great things. Perhaps the wise will tell you if
you ask them: but for me I ask the Father in
my heart and listen to what He says.”
“That is best!” the little
Pilgrim said; and she asked the Father in her heart:
and there came all over her such a glow of warmth and
happiness that her soul was satisfied. She looked
in the painter’s face and laughed for joy.
And he put out his hands as if welcoming some one,
and his countenance shone; and he said-
“My son had a great gift.
He was a master born, though it was not given to me.
He shall paint it all for us so that the heart shall
rejoice; and you will come again and see.”
After that it happened to the little
Pilgrim to enter into another great palace where there
were many people reading, and some sitting at their
desks and writing, and some consulting together, with
many great volumes stretched out open upon the tables.
One of these who was seated alone looked up as she
paused, wondering at him, and smiled as every one did,
and greeted her with such a friendly tone that the
Pilgrim, who always had a great desire to know, came
nearer to him and looked at the book, then begged
his pardon, and said she did not know that books were
needed here. And then he told her that he was
one of the historians of the city where all the records
of the world were kept, and that it was his business
to work upon the great history, and to show what was
the meaning of the Father in everything that had happened,
and how each event came in its right place.
“And do you get it out of books?”
she asked; for she was not learned, nor wise, and
knew but little, though she always loved to know.
“The books are the records,”
he said; “and there are many here that were
never known to us in the old days; for the angels love
to look into these things, and they can tell us much,
for they saw it; and in the great books they have
kept there is much put down that was never in the
books we wrote; for then we did not know. We found
out about the kings and the state, and tried to understand
what great purposes they were serving; but even these
we did not know, for those purposes were too great
for us, not knowing the end from the beginning; and
the hearts of men were too great for us. We comprehended
the evil sometimes, but never fathomed the good.
And how could we know the lesser things which were
working out God’s way? for some of these even
the angels did not know; and it has happened to me
that our Lord Himself has come in sometimes to tell
me of one that none of us had discovered.”
“Oh,” said the little
Pilgrim, with tears in her eyes, “I should like
to have been that one!-that was not known
even to the angels, but only to Himself!”
The historian smiled. “It was my brother,”
he said.
The Pilgrim looked at him with great
wonder. “Your brother, and you did not
know him!”
And then he turned over the pages
and showed her where the story was.
“You know,” he said, “that
we who live here are not of your time, but have lived
and lived here till the old life is far away and like
a dream. There were great tumults and fightings
in our time, and it was settled by the prince of the
place that our town was to be abandoned, and all the
people left to the mercy of an enemy who had no mercy.
But every day as he rode out he saw at one door a
child, a little fair boy, who sat on the steps, and
sang his little song like a bird. This child
was never afraid of anything-when the horses
pranced past him, and the troopers pushed him aside,
he looked up into their faces and smiled. And
when he had anything, a piece of bread, or an apple,
or a plaything, he shared it with his playmates; and
his little face, and his pretty voice, and all his
pleasant ways, made that corner bright. He was
like a flower growing there; everybody smiled that
saw him.”
“I have seen such a child,” the little
Pilgrim said.
“But we made no account of him,”
said the historian. “The Lord of the place
came past him every day, and always saw him singing
in the sun by his father’s door. And it
was a wonder then, and it has been a wonder ever since,
why, having resolved upon it, that prince did not abandon
the town, which would have changed all his fortune
after. Much had been made clear to me since I
began to study, but not this: till the Lord Himself
came to me and told me. The prince looked at the
child till he loved him, and he reflected how many
children there were like this that would be murdered,
or starved to death, and he could not give up the
little singing boy to the sword. So he remained;
and the town was saved, and he became a great king.
It was so secret that even the angels did not know
it. But without that child the history would not
have been complete.”
“And is he here?” the little Pilgrim said.
“Ah,” said the historian,
“that is more strange still; for that which
saved him was also to his harm. He is not here.
He is-elsewhere.”
The little Pilgrim’s face grew
sad; but then she remembered what she had been told.
“But you know,” she said, “that
he is coming?”
“I know that our Father will
never forsake him, and that everything that is being
accomplished in him is well.”
“Is it well to suffer?
Is it well to live in that dark stormy country?
Oh, that they were all here, and happy like you!”
He shook his head a little and said-
“It was a long time before I
got here; and as for suffering that matters little.
You get experience by it. You are more accomplished
and fit for greater work in the end. It is not
for nothing that we are permitted to wander:
and sometimes one goes to the edge of despair-”
She looked at him with such wondering
eyes that he answered her without a word.
“Yes,” he said, “I have been there.”
And then it seemed to her that there
was something in his eyes which she had not remarked
before. Not only the great content that was everywhere,
but a deeper light, and the air of a judge who knew
both good and evil, and could see both sides, and
understood all, both to love and to hate.
“Little sister,” he said,
“you have never wandered far-it is
not needful for such as you. Love teaches you,
and you need no more; but when we have to be trained
for an office like this, to make the way of the Lord
clear through all the generations, reason is that we
should see everything, and learn all that man is and
can be. These things are too deep for us; we
stumble on, and know not till after. But now to
me it is all clear.”
She looked at him again and again
while he spoke, and it seemed to her that she saw
in him such great knowledge and tenderness as made
her glad; and how he could understand the follies
that men had done, and fathom what real meaning was
in them, and disentangle all the threads. He
smiled as she gazed at him, and answered as if she
had spoken.
“What was evil perishes, and
what was good remains; almost everywhere there is
a little good. We could not understand all if
we had not seen all and shared all.”
“And the punishment too,”
she said, wondering more and more.
He smiled so joyfully that it was like laughter.
“Pain is a great angel,”
he said. “The reason we hated him in the
old days was because he tended to death and decay;
but when it is towards life he leads, we fear him
no more. The welcome thing of all in the land
of darkness is when you see him first and know who
he is: for by this you are aware that you have
found the way.”
The little Pilgrim did nothing but
question with her anxious eyes, for this was such
a wonder to her, and she could not understand.
But he only sat musing with a smile over the things
he remembered. And at last he said-
“If this is so interesting to
you, you shall read it all in another place, in the
room where we have laid up our own experiences, in
order to serve for the history afterwards. But
we are still busy upon the work of the earth.
There is always something new to be discovered.
And it is essential for the whole world that the chronicle
should be full. I am in great joy because it
was but just now that our Lord told me about that
child. Everything was imperfect without him, but
now it is clear.”
“You mean your brother?
And you are happy though you are not sure if he is
happy?” the little Pilgrim said.
“It is not to be happy that
we live,” said he; and then, “We are all
happy so soon as we have found the way.”
She would have asked him more, but
that he was called to a consultation with some others
of his kind, and had to leave her, waving his hand
to her with a tender kindness, which went to her heart.
She looked after him with great respect, and almost
awe; for it seemed to her that a man who had been
in the land of darkness, and made his way out of it,
must be more wonderful than any other. She looked
round for a little upon the great library, full of
all the books that had ever been written, and where
people were doing their work, examining and reading
and making extracts, every one with looks of so much
interest, that she almost envied them-though
it was a generous delight in seeing people so happy
in their occupation, and a desire to associate herself
somehow in it, rather than any grudging of their satisfaction
that was in her mind. She went about all the
courts of this palace alone, and everywhere saw the
same work going on, and everywhere met the same kind
looks. Even when the greatest of all looked up
from his work and saw her, he would give her a friendly
greeting and a smile; and nobody was too wise to lend
an ear to the little visitor, or to answer her questions.
And this was how it was that she began to talk to
another, who was seated at a great table with many
more, and who drew her to him by something that was
in his looks, though she could not have told what
it was. It was not that he was kinder than the
rest, for they were all kind. She stood by him
a little, and saw how he worked and would take something
from one book and something from another, putting
them ready for use. And it did not seem any trouble
to do this work, but only pleasure, and the very pen
in his hand was like a winged thing, as if it loved
to write. When he saw her watching him, he looked
up and showed her the beautiful book out of which
he was copying, which was all illuminated with lovely
pictures.
“This is one of the volumes
of the great history,” he said. “There
are some things in it which are needed for another,
and it is a pleasure to work at it. If you will
come here you will be able to see the page while I
write.”
Then the little Pilgrim asked him
some questions about the pictures, and he answered
her, describing and explaining them; for they were
in the middle of the history, and she did not understand
what it was. When she said, “I ought not
to trouble you, for you are busy,” he smiled
so kindly, that she smiled too for pleasure.
And he said-
“There is no trouble here.
When we are not allowed to work, as sometimes happens,
that makes us not quite so happy, but it is very seldom
that it happens so.”
“Is it for punishment?” she said.
And then he laughed out with a sound
which made all the others look up smiling; and if
they had not all looked so tenderly at her, as at a
child who has made such a mistake as it is pretty for
the child to make, she would have feared she had said
something wrong; but she only laughed at herself too,
and blushed a little, knowing that she was not wise:
and to put her at her ease again, he turned the leaf
and showed her other pictures, and the story which
went with them, from which he was copying something.
And he said-
“This is for another book, to
show how the grace of the Father was beautiful in
some homes and families. It is not the great history,
but connected with it: and there are many who
love that better than the story which is more great.”
Then the Pilgrim looked in his face and said-
“What I want most is, to know about your homes
here.”
“It is all home here,”
he said, and smiled; and then, as he met her wistful
looks, he went on to tell her that he and his brothers
were not always there. “We have all our
occupations,” he said, “and sometimes I
am sent to inquire into facts that have happened, of
which the record is not clear; for we must omit nothing;
and sometimes we are told to rest and take in new
strength; and sometimes-”
“But oh, forgive me,”
cried the little Pilgrim, “you had some who were
more dear to you than all the world in the old time?”
And the others all looked up again
at the question, and looked at her with tender eyes,
and said to the man whom she questioned, “Speak!”
He made a little pause before he spoke,
and he looked at one here and there, and called to
them-
“Patience, brother,” and
“Courage, brother.” And then he said,
“Those whom we loved best are nearly all with
us; but some have not yet come.”
“Oh,” said the little
Pilgrim, “but how then do you bear it, to be
parted so long-so long?”
Then one of those to whom the first
speaker had called out “Patience” rose,
and came to her smiling; and he said-
“I think every hour that perhaps
she will come, and the joy will be so great, that
thinking of that makes the waiting short: and
nothing here is long, for it never ends; and it will
be so wonderful to hear her tell how the Father has
guided her, that it will be a delight to us all; and
she will be able to explain many things, not only for
us, but for all; and we love each other so, that this
separation is as nothing in comparison with what is
to come.”
It was beautiful to hear this, but
it was not what the little Pilgrim expected, for she
thought they would have told her of the homes to which
they all returned when their work was over, and a life
which was like the life of the old time; but of this
they said nothing, only looking at her with smiling
eyes, as at the curious questions of a child.
And there were many other things she would have asked,
but refrained when she looked at them, feeling as
if she did not yet understand; when one of them broke
forth suddenly in a louder voice, and said-
“The little sister knows only
the little language and the beginning of days.
She has not learned the mysteries, and what Love is,
and what life is.”
And another cried, “It is sweet
to hear it again;” and they all gathered round
her with tender looks, and began to talk to each other,
and tell her, as men will tell of the games of their
childhood, of things that happened, which were half
forgotten, in the old time.
After this the little Pilgrim went
out again into the beautiful city, feeling in her
heart that everything was a mystery, and that the days
would never be long enough to learn all that had yet
to be learned, but knowing now that this, too, was
the little language, and pleased with the sweet thought
of so much that was to come. For one had whispered
to her as she went out that the new tongue, and every
explanation, as she was ready for it, would come to
her through one of those whom she loved best, which
is the usage of that country. And when the stranger
has no one there that is very dear, then it is an
angel who teaches the greater language, and this is
what happens often to the children who are brought
up in that heavenly place. When she reached the
street again, she was so pleased with this thought
that it went out of her mind to ask her way to the
great library, where she was to read the story of the
historian’s journey through the land of darkness;
indeed she forgot that land altogether, and thought
only of what was around her in the great city which
is beyond everything that eye has seen, or that ear
has heard, or that it has entered into the imagination
to conceive. And now it seemed to her that she
was much more familiar with the looks of the people,
and could distinguish between those who belonged to
the city, and those who were visitors like herself;
and also could tell which they were who had entered
into the mysteries of the kingdom, and which were,
like herself, only acquainted with the beginning of
days. And it came to her mind-she
could not tell how-that it was best not
to ask questions, but to wait until the beloved one
should come, who would teach her the first words.
For in the meantime she did not feel at all impatient
or disturbed by her want of knowledge, but laughed
a little at herself to suppose that she could find
out everything, and went on looking round her, and
saying a word to every one she met, and enjoying the
holiday looks of all the strangers, and the sense
she had in her heart of holiday too. She was
walking on in this pleasant way, when she heard a sound
that was like silver trumpets, and saw the crowd turn
towards an open space in which all the beautiful buildings
were shaded with fine trees, and flowers were springing
at the very edge of the pavements. The strangers
all hastened along to hear what it was, and she with
them, and some also of the people of the place.
And as the little Pilgrim found herself walking by
a woman who was of these last, she asked her what it
was.
And the woman told her it was a poet
who had come to say to them what had been revealed
to him, and that the two with the silver trumpets were
angels of the musicians’ order, whose office
it was to proclaim everything that was new, that the
people should know. And many of those who were
at work in the palaces came out and joined the crowd,
and the painter who had showed the little Pilgrim
his picture, and many whose faces she began to be
acquainted with. The poet stood up upon a beautiful
pedestal all sculptured in stone, and with wreaths
of living flowers hung upon it-and when
the crowd had gathered in front of him, he began his
poem. He told them that it was not about this
land, or anything that happened in it, which they
knew as he did, but that it was a story of the old
time, when men were walking in darkness, and when no
one knew the true meaning even of what he himself did,
but had to go on as if blindly, stumbling and groping
with their hands. And, “Oh, brethren,”
he said, “though all is more beautiful and joyful
here where we know, yet to remember the days when
we knew not, and the ways when all was uncertain,
and the end could not be distinguished from the beginning,
is sweet and dear; and that which was done in the dim
twilight should be celebrated in the day; and our Father
Himself loves to hear of those who, having not seen,
loved, and who learned without any teacher, and followed
the light, though they did not understand.”
And then he told them the story of
one who had lived in the old time; and in that air,
which seemed to be made of sunshine, and amid all those
stately palaces, he described to them the little earth
which they had left behind-the skies that
were covered with clouds, and the ways that were so
rough and stony, and the cruelty of the oppressor,
and the cries of those that were oppressed. And
he showed the sickness and the troubles, and the sorrow
and danger; and how death stalked about, and tore
heart from heart; and how sometimes the strongest would
fail, and the truest fall under the power of a lie,
and the tenderest forget to be kind; and how evil
things lurked in every corner to beguile the dwellers
there; and how the days were short and the nights dark,
and life so little that by the time a man had learned
something it was his hour to die. “What
can a soul do that is born there?” he cried;
“for war is there and fighting, and perplexity
and darkness; and no man knows if that which he does
will be for good or evil, or can tell which is the
best way, or know the end from the beginning; and those
he loves the most are a mystery to him, and their
thoughts beyond his reach. And clouds are between
him and the Father, and he is deceived with false
gods and false teachers, who make him to love a lie.”
The people who were listening held their breath, and
a shadow like a cloud fell on them, and they remembered
and knew that it was true. But the next moment
their hearts rebelled, and one and another would have
spoken, and the little Pilgrim herself had almost
cried out and made her plea for the dear earth which
she loved: when he suddenly threw forth his voice
again like a great song. “Oh, dear mother
earth,” he cried; “oh, little world and
great, forgive thy son! for lovely thou art and dear,
and the sun of God shines upon thee and the sweet
dews fall; and there were we born, and loved, and
died, and are come hence to bless the Father and the
Son. For in no other world, though they are so
vast, is it given to any to know the Lord in the darkness,
and follow Him groping, and make way through sin and
death, and overcome the evil, and conquer in His Name.”
At which there was a great sound of weeping and of
triumph, and the little Pilgrim could not contain
herself, but cried out too in joy as if for a deliverance.
And then the poet told his tale. And as he told
them of the man who was poor and sorrowful and alone,
and how he loved and was not loved again, and trusted
and was betrayed, and was tempted and drawn into the
darkness, so that it seemed as if he must perish; but,
when hope was almost gone, turned again from the edge
of despair, and confronted all his enemies, and fought
and conquered, the people followed every word with
great outcries of love and pity and wonder. For
each one as he listened remembered his own career and
that of his brethren in the old life, and admired
to think that all the evil was past, and wondered
how, out of such tribulation and through so many dangers,
all were safe and blessed here. And there were
others that were not of them, who listened, some seated
at the windows of the palaces and some standing in
the great square-people who were not like
the others, whose bearing was more majestic, and who
looked upon the crowd all smiling and weeping with
wonder and interest, but had no knowledge of the cause,
and listened as it were to a tale that is told.
The poet and his audience were as one, and at every
period of the story there was a deep breathing and
pause, and every one looked at his neighbour, and
some grasped each other’s hands as they remembered
all that was in the past; but the strangers listened
and gazed and observed all, as those who listen and
are instructed in something beyond their knowledge.
The little Pilgrim stood all this time not knowing
where she was, so intent was she upon the tale, and
as she listened it seemed to her that all her own
life was rolling out before her, and she remembered
the things that had been, and perceived how all had
been shaped and guided, and trembled a little for
the brother who was in danger, yet knew that all would
be well.
The woman who had been at her side
listened too with all her heart, saying to herself
as she stood in the crowd, “He has left nothing
out! The little days they were so short, and
the skies would change all in a moment and one’s
heart with them. How he brings it all back!”
And she put up her hand to dry away a tear from her
eyes, though her face all the time was shining with
the recollection. The little Pilgrim was glad
to be by the side of a woman after talking with so
many men, and she put out her hand and touched the
cloak that this lady wore, and which was white and
of the most beautiful texture, with gold threads woven
in it, or something that looked like gold.
“Do you like,” she said, “to think
of the old time?”
The woman turned and looked down upon
her, for she was tall and stately, and immediately
took the hand of the little Pilgrim into hers, and
held it without answering, till the poet had ended
and come down from the place where he had been standing.
He came straight through the crowd to where this lady
stood, and said something to her. “You did
well to tell me,” looking at her with love in
his eyes-not the tender sweetness of all
those kind looks around, but the love that is for one.
The little Pilgrim looked at them with her heart beating,
and was very glad for them, and happy in herself,
for she had not seen this love before since she came
into the city, and it had troubled her to think that
perhaps it did not exist any more. “I am
glad,” the lady said, and gave him her other
hand; “but here is a little sister who asks me
something, and I must answer her. I think she
has but newly come.”
“She has a face full of the
morning,” the poet said. It did the little
Pilgrim good to feel the touch of the warm, soft hand,
and she was not afraid, but lifted her eyes and spoke
to the lady, and to the poet. “It is beautiful
what you said to us. Sometimes in the old time
we used to look up to the beautiful skies and wonder
what there was above the clouds, but we never thought
that up here in this great city you would be thinking
of what we were doing, and making beautiful poems all
about us. We thought that you would sing wonderful
psalms, and talk of things high, high above us.”
“The little sister does not
know what the meaning of the earth is,” the
poet said. “It is but a little speck, but
it is the centre of all. Let her walk with us,
and we will go home, and you will tell her, Ama, for
I love to hear you talk.”
“Will you come with us?” the lady said.
And the little Pilgrim’s heart
leaped up in her, to think she was now going to see
a home in this wonderful city; and they went along
hand in hand, and though they were three together,
and many were coming and going, there was no difficulty,
for every one made way for them. And there was
a little murmur of pleasure as the poet passed, and
those who had heard his poem made obeisance to him,
and thanked him, and thanked the Father for him, that
he was able to show them so many beautiful things.
And they walked along the street which was shining
with colour, and saw, as they passed, how the master
painter had come to his work, and was standing upon
the balcony where the little Pilgrim had been, and
bringing out of the wall, under his hand, faces which
were full of life, and which seemed to spring forth
as if they had been hidden there. “Let
us wait a little and see him working,” the poet
said: and all round about the people stopped
on their way, and there was a soft cry of pleasure
and praise all through the beautiful street. And
the painter with whom the little Pilgrim had talked
before came, and stood behind her as if he had been
an old friend, and called out to her at every new
touch to mark how this and that was done. She
did not understand as he did, but she saw how beautiful
it was, and she was glad to have seen the great painter,
as she had been glad to hear the great poet. It
seemed to the little Pilgrim as if everything happened
well for her, and that no one had ever been so blessed
before. And to make it all more sweet, this new
friend, this great and sweet lady, always held her
hand, and pressed it softly when something more lovely
appeared; and even the pictured faces on the wall
seemed to beam upon her, as they came out one by one
like the stars in the sky. Then the three went
on again, and passed by many more beautiful palaces,
and great streets leading away into the light, till
you could see no farther; and they met with bands of
singers, who sang so sweetly that the heart seemed
to leap out of the Pilgrim’s breast to meet
with them, for above all things this was what she
had loved most. And out of one of the palaces
there came such glorious music, that everything she
had seen and heard before seemed as nothing in comparison.
And amid all these delights they went on and on, but
without wearying, till they came out of the streets
into lovely walks and alleys, and made their way to
the banks of a great river, which seemed to sing too,
a soft melody of its own.
And here there were some fair houses
surrounded by gardens and flowers that grew everywhere,
and the doors were all open, and within everything
was lovely and still, and ready for rest if you were
weary. The little Pilgrim was not weary, but
the lady placed her upon a couch in the porch, where
the pillars and the roof were all formed of interlacing
plants and flowers; and there they sat with her and
talked, and explained to her many things. They
told her that the earth, though so small, was the
place in all the world to which the thoughts of those
above were turned. “And not only of us who
have lived there, but of all our brothers in the other
worlds; for we are the race which the Father has chosen
to be the example. In every age there is one that
is the scene of the struggle and the victory, and
it is for this reason that the chronicles are made,
and that we are all placed here to gather the meaning
of what has been done among men. And I am one
of those,” the lady said, “that go back
to the dear earth and gather up the tale of what our
little brethren are doing. I have not to succour,
like some others, but only to see and bring the news;
and he makes them into great poems as you have heard;
and sometimes the master painter will take one and
make of it a picture; and there is nothing that is
so delightful to us as when we can bring back the
histories of beautiful things.”
“But, oh,” said the little
Pilgrim, “what can there be on earth so beautiful
as the meanest thing that is here?”
Then they both smiled upon her and
said, “It is more beautiful than the most beautiful
thing here to see how, under the low skies and in the
short days, a soul will turn to our Father. And
sometimes,” said Ama, “when I am watching,
one will wander and stray, and be led into the dark
till my heart is sick; then come back and make me glad.
Sometimes I cry out within myself to the Father, and
say, ‘Oh, my Father, it is enough!’ and
it will seem to me that it is not possible to stand
by and see his destruction. And then while you
are gazing, while you are crying, he will recover
and return, and go on again. And to the angels
it is more wonderful than to us, for they have never
lived there. And all the other worlds are eager
to hear what we can tell them. For no one knows
except the Father how the battle will turn, or when
it will all be accomplished; and there are some who
tremble for our little brethren. For to look
down and see how little light there is, and how no
one knows what may happen to him next, makes them
afraid who never were there.”
The little Pilgrim listened with an
intent face, clasping her hands, and said-“But
it never could be that our Father should be overcome
by evil. Is not that known in all the worlds?”
Then the lady turned and kissed her:
and the poet broke forth in singing, and said, “Faith
is more heavenly than heaven; it is more beautiful
than the angels. It is the only voice that can
answer to our Father. We praise Him, we glorify
Him, we love His name, but there is but one response
to Him through all the worlds, and that is the cry
of the little brothers, who see nothing and know nothing,
but believe that He will never fail.”
At this the little Pilgrim wept, for
her heart was touched: but she said-“We
are not so ignorant: for we have our Lord who
is our Brother, and He teaches us all that we require
to know.”
Upon this the poet rose and lifted
up his hands and spoke once more; but it was as if
he spoke to others, to some one at a distance; it was
in the other language which the little Pilgrim still
did not understand, but she could make out that it
sounded like a great proclamation that He was wise
as He was good, and called upon all to see that the
Lord had chosen the only way. And the sound of
the poet’s voice was like a great trumpet sounding
bold and sweet, as if to tell this to those who were
far away.
“For you must know,” said
the Lady Ama, who all the time held the Pilgrim’s
hand, “that it is permitted to all to judge according
to the wisdom that has been given them. And there
are some who think that our dear Lord might have found
another way, and that wait, sometimes with trembling,
lest He should fail; but not among us who have lived
on earth, for we know. And it is our work to
show to all the worlds that His way never fails, and
how wonderful it is, and beautiful above all that
heart has conceived. And thus we justify the ways
of God, who is our Father. But in the other worlds
there are many who will continue to fear until the
history of the earth is all ended and the chronicles
are made complete.”
“And will that be long?”
the little Pilgrim cried, feeling in her heart that
she would like to go to all the worlds and tell them
of our Lord, and of His love, and how the thought
of Him makes you strong; and it troubled her a little
to hear her friends speak of the low skies and the
short days, and the dimness of that dear country which
she had left behind, in which there were so many still
whom she loved.
Upon this Ama shook her head, and
said that of that day no one knew, not even our Lord,
but only the Father: and then she smiled and answered
the little Pilgrim’s thought. “When
we go back,” she said, “it is not as when
we lived there; for now we see all the dangers of it
and the mysteries which we did not see before.
It was by the Father’s dear love that we did
not see what was around us and about us while we lived
there, for then our hearts would have fainted:
and that makes us wonder now that any one endures
to the end.”
“You are a great deal wiser
than I am,” said the little Pilgrim; “but
though our hearts had fainted how could we have been
overcome? for He was on our side.”
At this neither of them made any reply
at first, but looked at her; and at length the poet
said that she had brought many thoughts back to his
mind, and how he had himself been almost worsted when
one like her came to him and gave strength to his
soul. “For that He was on our side was
the only thing she knew,” he said, “and
all that could be learned or discovered was not worthy
of naming beside it. And this I must tell when
next I speak to the people, and how our little sister
brought it to my mind.”
And then they paused from this discourse,
and the little Pilgrim looked round upon the beautiful
houses and the fair gardens, and she said-
“You live here? and do you come
home at night?-but I do not mean at night,
I mean when your work is done. And are they poets
like you that dwell all about in these pleasant places,
and the-”
She would have said the children,
but stopped, not knowing if perhaps it might be unkind
to speak of the children when she saw none there.
Upon this the lady smiled once more, and said-
“The door stands open always,
so that no one is shut out, and the children come
and go when they will. They are children no longer,
and they have their appointed work like him and me.”
“And you are always among those
you love?” the Pilgrim said; upon which they
smiled again and said, “We all love each other;”
and the lady held her hand in both of hers, and caressed
it, and softly laughed, and said, “You know
only the little language. When you have been taught
the other you will learn many beautiful things.”
She rested for some time after this,
and talked much with her new friends: and then
there came into the heart of the little Pilgrim a
longing to go to the place which was appointed for
her, and which was her home, and to do the work which
had been given her to do. And when the lady saw
this she rose and said that she would accompany her
a little upon her way. But the poet bade her
farewell and remained under the porch, with the green
branches shading him, and the flowers twining round
the pillars, and the open door of his beautiful house
behind him. When she looked back upon him he
waved his hand to her as if bidding her God-speed,
and the lady by her side looked back too and waved
her hand, and the little Pilgrim felt tears of happiness
come to her eyes; for she had been wondering with
a little disappointment to see that the people in
the city, except those who were strangers, were chiefly
alone, and not like those in the old world where the
husband and wife go together. It consoled her
to see again two who were one. The lady pressed
her hand in answer to her thought, and bade her pause
a moment and look back into the city as they passed
the end of the great street out of which they came.
And then the Pilgrim was more and more consoled, for
she saw many who had before been alone now walking
together hand in hand.
“It is not as it was,”
Ama said. “For all of us have work to do
which is needed for the worlds, and it is no longer
needful that one should sit at home while the other
goes forth; for our work is not for our life as of
old, or for ourselves, but for the Father who has given
us so great a trust. And, little sister, you
must know that though we are not so great as the angels,
nor as many that come to visit us from the other worlds,
yet we are nearer to Him. For we are in His secret,
and it is ours to make it clear.”
The little Pilgrim’s heart was
very full to hear this; but she said-
“I was never clever, nor knew
much. It is better for me to go away to my little
border-land, and help the strangers who do not know
the way.”
“Whatever is your work is the
best,” the lady said; “but though you are
so little you are in the Father’s secret too;
for it is nature to you to know what the others cannot
be sure of, that we must have the victory at the last.
So that we have this between us, the Father and we.
And though all are His children, we are of the kindred
of God, because of our Lord who is our Brother;”
and then the Lady Ama kissed her, and bade her when
she returned to the great city, either for rest or
for love, or because the Father sent for her, that
she should come to the house by the river. “For
we are friends for ever,” she said, and so threw
her white veil over her head, and was gone upon her
mission, whither the little Pilgrim did not know.
And now she found herself at a distance
from the great city which shone in the light with
its beautiful towers, and roofs, and all its monuments,
softly fringed with trees, and set in a heavenly firmament.
And the Pilgrim thought of those words that described
this lovely place as a bride adorned for her husband,
and did not wonder at him who had said that her streets
were of gold and her gates of pearl, because gold
and pearls and precious jewels were as nothing to the
glory and the beauty of her. The little Pilgrim
was glad to have seen these wonderful things, and
her mind was like a cup running over with almost more
than it could contain. It seemed to her that
there never could be a time when she should want for
wonder and interest and delight so long as she had
this to think of. Yet she was not sorry to turn
her back upon the beautiful city, but went on her
way singing in unutterable content, and thinking over
what the lady had said, that we were in God’s
secret, more than all the great worlds above and even
the angels, because of knowing how it is that in darkness
and doubt, and without any open vision, a man may
still keep the right way. The path lay along the
bank of the river which flowed beside her and made
the air full of music, and a soft air blew across
the running stream and breathed in her face and refreshed
her, and the birds sang in all the trees. And
as she passed through the villages the people came
out to meet her, and asked of her if she had come
from the city, and what she had seen there. And
everywhere she found friends, and kind voices that
gave her greeting. But some would ask her why
she still spoke the little language, though it was
sweet to their ears; and others when they heard it
hastened to call from the houses and the fields some
among them who knew the other tongue but a little,
and who came and crowded round the little Pilgrim and
asked her many questions both about the things she
had been seeing and about the old time. And she
perceived that the village folk were a simple folk,
not learned and wise like those she had left.
And that though they lived within sight of the great
city, and showed every stranger the beautiful view
of it, and the glory of its towers, yet few among them
had travelled there; for they were so content with
their fields and their river, and the shade of their
trees and the birds singing, and their simple life,
that they wanted no change; though it pleased them
to receive the little Pilgrim, and they brought her
in to their villages rejoicing, and called every one
to see her. And they told her that they had all
been poor and laboured hard in the old time, and had
never rested; so that now it was the Father’s
good pleasure that they should enjoy great peace and
consolation among the fresh-breathing fields and on
the riverside, so that there were many who even now
had little occupation except to think of the Father’s
goodness and to rest. And they told her how the
Lord Himself would come among them, and sit down under
a tree, and tell them one of His parables, and make
them all more happy than words could say; and how
sometimes He would send one out of the beautiful city,
with a poem or tale to say to them, and bands of lovely
music, more lovely than anything beside, except the
sound of the Lord’s own voice. “And
what is more wonderful, the angels themselves come
often and listen to us,” they said, “when
we begin to talk and remind each other of the old
time, and how we suffered heat and cold, and were
bowed down with labour, and bending over the soil;
and how sometimes the harvest would fail us, and sometimes
we had not bread, and sometimes would hush the children
to sleep because there was nothing to give them; and
how we grew old and weary, and still worked on and
on.” “We are those who were old,”
a number of them called out to her, with a murmuring
sound of laughter, one looking over another’s
shoulder. And one woman said, “The angels
say to us, ’Did you never think the Father had
forsaken you and the Lord forgotten you?’”
And all the rest answered as in a chorus, “There
were moments that we thought this; but all the time
we knew that it could not be.” “And
the angels wonder at us,” said another.
All this they said, crowding one before another, every
one anxious to say something, and sometimes speaking
together, but always in accord. And then there
was a sound of laughter and pleasure, both at the
strange thought that the Lord could have forgotten
them, and at the wonder of the angels over their simple
tales. And immediately they began to remind each
other, and say, “Do you remember?” and
they told the little Pilgrim a hundred tales of the
hardships and troubles they had known, all smiling
and radiant with pleasure; and at every new account
the others would applaud and rejoice, feeling the happiness
all the more for the evils that were past. And
some of them led her into their gardens to show her
their flowers, and to tell her how they had begun to
study and learn how colours were changed and form perfected,
and the secrets of the growth and of the germ of which
they had been ignorant. And others arranged themselves
in choirs, and sang to her delightful songs of the
fields, and accompanied her out upon her way, singing
and answering to each other. The difference between
the simple folk and the greatness of the others made
the little Pilgrim wonder and admire, and she loved
them in her simplicity, and turned back many a time
to wave her hand to them, and to listen to the lovely
simple singing as it went farther and farther away.
It had an evening tone of rest and quietness, and
of protection and peace. “He leadeth me
by the green pastures and beside the quiet waters,”
she said to herself: and her heart swelled with
pleasure to think that it was those who had been so
old, and so weary and poor, who had this rest to console
them for all their sorrows.
And as she went along, not only did
she pass through many other villages, but met many
on the way who were travelling towards the great city,
and would greet her sweetly as they passed, and sometimes
stop to say a pleasant word, so that the little Pilgrim
was never lonely wherever she went. But most
of them began to speak to her in the other language,
which was as beautiful and sweet as music, but which
she could not understand: and they were surprised
to find her ignorant of it, not knowing that she was
but a new-comer into these lands. And there were
many things that could not be told but in that language,
for the earthly tongue had no words to express them.
The little Pilgrim was a little sad not to understand
what was said to her, but cheered herself with the
thought that it should be taught to her by one whom
she loved best. The way by the riverside was
very cheerful and bright, with many people coming
and going, and many villages, some of them with a bridge
across the stream, some withdrawn among the fields,
but all of them bright and full of life, and with
sounds of music, and voices, and footsteps: and
the little Pilgrim felt no weariness, but moved along
as lightly as a child, taking great pleasure in everything
she saw, and answering all the friendly greetings
with all her heart, yet glad to think that she was
approaching ever nearer to the country where it was
ordained that she should dwell for a time and succour
the strangers, and receive those who were newly arrived.
And she consoled herself with the thought that there
was no need of any language but that which she knew.
As this went through her mind making her glad she
suddenly became aware of one who was walking by her
side, a lady who was covered with a veil white and
shining like that which Ama had worn in the beautiful
city. It hung about this stranger’s head
so that it was not easy to see her face, and the sound
of her voice was very sweet in the Pilgrim’s
ear, yet startled her like the sound of something
which she knew well, but could not remember.
And as there were few who were going that way, she
was glad, and said, “Let us walk together, if
that pleases you.” And the stranger said,
“It is for that I have come,” which was
a reply which made the little Pilgrim wonder more
and more, though she was very glad and joyful to have
this companion upon her way. And then the lady
began to ask her many questions, not about the city,
or the great things she had seen, but about herself,
and what the dear Lord had given her to do.
“I am little and weak, and I
cannot do much,” the little Pilgrim said.
“It is nothing but pleasure. It is to welcome
those that are coming, and tell them. Sometimes
they are astonished and do not know. I was so
myself. I came in my sleep, and understood nothing.
But now that I know, it is sweet to tell them that
they need not fear.”
“I was glad,” the lady
said, “that you came in your sleep: for
sometimes the way is dark and hard, and you are little
and tender. When your brother comes you will
be the first to see him, and show him the way.”
“My brother! is he coming?”
the little Pilgrim cried. And then she said with
a wistful look, “But we are all brethren, and
you mean only one of those who are the children of
our Father. You must forgive me that I do not
know the higher speech, but only what is natural, for
I have not yet been long here.”
“He whom I mean is called-”
and here the lady said a name which was the true name
of a brother born, whom the Pilgrim loved above all
others. She gave a cry, and then she said trembling,
“I know your voice, but I cannot see your face.
And what you say makes me think of many things.
No one else has covered her face when she has spoken
to me. I know you, and yet I cannot tell who
you are.”
The woman stood for a little without
saying a word, and then very softly, in a voice which
only the heart heard, she called the little Pilgrim
by her name.
“Mother,” cried the
Pilgrim, with such a cry of joy that it echoed all
about in the sweet air: and flung herself upon
the veiled lady, and drew the veil from her face,
and saw that it was she. And with this sight
there came a revelation which flooded her soul with
happiness. For the face which had been old and
feeble was old no longer, but fair in the maturity
of day; and the figure that had been bent and weary
was full of a tender majesty, and the arms that clasped
her about were warm and soft with love and life.
And all that had changed their relations in the other
days and made the mother in her weakness seem as a
child, and transferred all protection and strength
to the daughter, was gone for ever: and the little
Pilgrim beheld in a rapture one who was her sister
and equal, yet ever above her-more near
to her than any, though all were so near-one
of whom she herself was a part, yet another, and who
knew all her thoughts and the way of them before they
arose in her. And to see her face as in the days
of her prime, and her eyes so clear and wise, and
to feel once more that which is different from the
love of all, that which is still most sweet where
all is sweet, the love of one-was like
a crown to her in her happiness. The little Pilgrim
could not think for joy, nor say a word, but held
this dear mother’s hands and looked in her face,
and her heart soared away to the Father in thanks
and joy. They sat down by the roadside under the
shade of the trees, while the river ran softly by,
and everything was hushed out of sympathy and kindness,
and questioned each other of all that had been and
was to be. And the little Pilgrim told all the
little news of home, and of the brothers and sisters
and the children that had been born, and of those
whose faces were turned towards this better country;
and the mother smiled and listened and would have
heard all over and over, although many things she
already knew. “But why should I tell you?
for did not you watch over us and see all we did,
and were not you near us always?” the little
Pilgrim said.
“How could that be?” said
the mother; “for we are not like our Lord, to
be everywhere. We come and go where we are sent.
But sometimes we knew and sometimes saw, and always
loved. And whenever our hearts were sick for
news it was but to go to Him, and He told us everything.
And now, my little one, you are as we are, and have
seen the Lord. And this has been given us, to
teach our child once more, and show you the heavenly
language, that you may understand all, both the little
and the great.”
Then the Pilgrim lifted her head from
her mother’s bosom, and looked in her face with
eyes full of longing. “You said ‘we,’”
she said.
The mother did nothing but smile;
then lifted her eyes and looked along the beautiful
path of the river to where some one was coming to join
them; and the little Pilgrim cried out again, in wonder
and joy; and presently found herself seated between
them, her father and her mother, the two who had loved
her most in the other days. They looked more
beautiful than the angels and all the great persons
whom she had seen; for still they were hers and she
was theirs, more than all the angels and all the blessed
could be. And thus she learned that though the
new may take the place of the old, and many things
may blossom out of it like flowers, yet that the old
is never done away. And then they sat together,
telling of everything that had befallen, and all the
little tender things that were of no import, and all
the great changes and noble ways, and the wonders
of heaven above and the earth beneath, for all were
open to them, both great and small; and when they had
satisfied their souls with these, her father and mother
began to teach her the other language, smiling often
at her faltering tongue, and telling her the same
thing over and over till she learned it; and her father
called her his little foolish one, as he had done
in the old days; and at last, when they had kissed
her and blessed her, and told her how to come home
to them when she was weary, they gave her, as the Father
had permitted them, with joy and blessing, her new
name.
The little Pilgrim was tired with
happiness and all the wonder and pleasure, and as
she sat there in the silence leaning upon those who
were so dear to her, the soft air grew sweeter and
sweeter about her, and the light faded softly into
a dimness of tender indulgence and privilege for her,
because she was still little and weak. And whether
that heavenly suspense of all her faculties was sleep
or not she knew not, but it was such as in all her
life she had never known. When she came back
to herself, it was by the sound of many voices calling
her, and many people hastening past and beckoning
to her to join them.
“Come, come,” they said,
“little sister: there has been great trouble
in the other life, and many have arrived suddenly
and are afraid. Come, come, and help them-come
and help them!”
And she sprang up from her soft seat,
and found that she was no longer by the riverside,
or within sight of the great city or in the arms of
those she loved, but stood on one of the flowery paths
of her own border-land, and saw her fellows hastening
towards the gates where there seemed a great crowd.
And she was no longer weary, but full of life and
strength, and it seemed to her that she could take
them up in her arms, those trembling strangers, and
carry them straight to the Father, so strong was she,
and light, and full of force. And above all the
gladness she had felt, and all her pleasure in what
she had seen, and more happy even than the meeting
with those she loved most, was her happiness now,
as she went along as light as the breeze to receive
the strangers. She was so eager that she began
to sing a song of welcome as she hastened on.
“Oh, welcome, welcome!” she cried; and
as she sang she knew it was one of the heavenly melodies
which she had heard in the great city: and she
hastened on, her feet flying over the flowery ways,
thinking how the great worlds were all watching, and
the angels looking on, and the whole universe waiting
till it should be proved to them that the dear Lord,
the Brother of us all, had chosen the perfect way,
and that over all the evil and the sorrow He was the
Conqueror alone.
And the little Pilgrim’s voice,
though it was so small, echoed away through the great
firmament to where the other worlds were watching to
see what should come, and cheered the anxious faces
of some great lords and princes far more great than
she, who were of a nobler race than man; for it was
said among the stars that when such a little sound
could reach so far, it was a token that the Lord had
chosen aright, and that His method must be the best.
And it breathed over the earth like some one saying,
Courage! to those whose hearts were failing; and it
dropped down, down, into the great confusions and
traffic of the Land of Darkness, and startled many,
like the cry of a child calling and calling, and never
ceasing, “Come! and come! and come!”