A SERIOUS ILLNESS.
As we have before stated, Mabel had
only changed her upper garments. Stockings and
shoes, though soaked through in coming along the wet
grass, she had not thought of, and her wet petticoat
steamed and smoked as she stood drying it by the kitchen
fire.
‘Dear me! dear me!’ exclaimed
Aunt Mary; ’why did you not immediately take
off all your wet clothes? Clara dear, go with
Mabel upstairs, help her to undress and get into bed,
and I will bring some warm tea up as soon as possible.
I am quite distressed to see the state you are in,
my dear,’ she added.
Mabel, though of course obliged to
obey, went off very reluctantly, declaring all the
time that she should be no worse for the wetting, and
feeling far more concerned about the spoiling of her
dress and her hat, than fearful of any consequence
that might ensue from keeping on her wet clothes.
The room in which the cousins slept
opened into one that was occupied by their aunt, so
that she could easily communicate with them if anything
was the matter. Strict in requiring obedience
to her commands, and in not permitting any of her
rules to be disregarded, Miss Livesay was still a
most loving and unselfish relative and friend, untiring
in the kind attentions to the sick, ever glad and
ready to relieve the needy, or to give a word of advice
or sympathy when it was likely to be well received.
All the household had retired to rest but herself;
she had seen her dear children, as she often called
Clara and Mabel, fast asleep in their separate little
white beds, but she still felt anxiety on Mabel’s
account.
‘Poor, foolish girl,’
said the kind aunt to herself, ’I wonder whether
I shall ever be able to convince her of her folly.
I cannot change her heart, but I will pray that it
may be changed; and I will do everything in my power,
both by example and precept, to show her that “Wisdom’s
ways are ways of pleasantness, and her paths peace."’
As Miss Livesay said this, she once more went to look
at the sleepers in the adjoining room. Clara
lay pale, peaceful, and soundly asleep; but Mabel,
though also asleep, looked flushed, and appeared restless.
This, Aunt Mary thought, might arise
from the hurry and agitation of running home so quickly;
she did not wish to meet evils half-way, yet, on retiring
from the room, she made up her mind to take another
look at the sleeping girl during the night. This
she accordingly did, but observing no fresh symptoms
for alarm, she lay down again, and only waked when
Clara came to tell her that Mabel complained of great
pains in her limbs. This sad news completely
awed the kind aunt, for she dreaded an attack of rheumatic
fever, as Mabel’s mamma had been a dreadful
sufferer two years before from that very serious malady.
As soon as possible, the doctor was sent for.
Aunt Mary was no alarmist, and could herself have
dealt with any ordinary complaint; but she wished
to have the doctor’s opinion, and, if possible,
his decision, on the real nature of the illness from
which her niece was suffering, in order that she might
act with befitting caution, if there were any likelihood
of infection.
Clara sat disconsolate by the side
of the pretty white bed, where her poor cousin lay
with feverish head and aching limbs. The stricken
girl was very quiet, except when she made an attempt
to move, and then the pain caused her to utter a faint
cry, which thrilled through Clara’s kind heart;
for she had never before been called upon to watch
by a sick-bed.
‘Oh, dear Mabel, I am so sorry
for you,’ said the affectionate child-nurse;
’I wish I could do anything to give you relief
from your pains.’
‘Thank you, dear Clara,’
said the poor girl, in a quiet, subdued tone, very
unlike that of the preceding day; even in this short
time reflection had been at work, conscience had not
been inactive, for retribution seemed to have come
so suddenly as a necessary consequence of wrongdoing.
But the doctor is here now; we must
not keep him waiting. A kind, fatherly, benevolent-looking
man stands beside the bed of pain, on one side, and
the loving, anxious aunt and cousin on the other.
’You are quite right in your
idea as to the nature of the complaint, dear madam,’
said Dr. Madox. ’Your niece is suffering
from an attack of rheumatic fever; a very sharp attack
it appears to be, but it need not on that account
be a long one, though, just now, it is impossible to
predict. However, we will do all we can for her,’
added the doctor, cheerfully; ’in the meantime,
you know, of course, that there is no danger of infection,
though I should advise the patient to be kept perfectly
quiet.’
This was indeed a very painful trial
for all parties; but Aunt Mary felt that the hand
that afflicts can also sustain. She knew, also,
that pain and suffering and sorrow are often antidotes
to the much more serious evils of pride and vanity
and sinful tempers, and that, when they are submitted
to patiently, they bring forth excellent fruits.
‘Let me nurse dear Mabel myself,
aunt,’ said Clara; ’I will do everything
I can do for her night and day. Oh, I do hope
she will soon be well again!’
‘And I hope so too, my
dear Clara,’ replied her aunt; ’but you
must not think that you can attend to your cousin
without help. You may of course remain with her
for company; and this need not perhaps hinder your
lessons, unless she should become very impatient, as
is often the case with sufferers in this severe malady.
But health, your health, my child, must be attended
to; you must have air and exercise. And I fear
that we shall all be required to lend a helping hand
to the poor invalid should the fever greatly increase.
I am just going to write to my sister, Mabel’s
mamma. I must be careful not to alarm her, in
her weak state, as she is very nervous. You can
return now to your cousin,’ continued Aunt Mary,
’and be sure you do not leave her alone until
I come to you. Ring for anything that is wanted.’
And now for weeks and weeks, this
same selfish, self-willed girl, Mabel Ellis, lay on
the bed of pain and languishing, and I may add, I am
rejoiced to say, on the bed of sincere repentance.
Yes, the salutary lessons of adversity had not been
taught in vain, for they were not transitory ones,
they had taken deep root; while the Divine precepts
and heavenly counsels, which she had heard daily from
her most loving and tender nurses, sank deep into
a heart out of which had been weeded, to make room
for them, the rank and bitter weeds of pride and passion.
Mabel Ellis was indeed an altered
character, when able once more to sit up in the arm-chair;
though so weak that she could scarcely speak above
her breath, her looks of love and thankfulness, and
the soft eyes often filled with glad tears, spoke
most expressively to the hearts of her aunt and cousin,
for they felt that their labour of love had not been
in vain; and though all Aunt Mary’s usual routine
had been put aside, and for a time a new phase of
life had been set before her, in this trial she could
feel thankful.
’The seeds of affliction and pain,
When the soil has been moistened with
rain
That flow’d from a penitent heart,
Into beauty, and fragrance will start.
’Oh flowers of celestial birth!
Though springing from clods of the earth,
How rich are the odours ye shed
O’er the couch where the languishing
head
’Is pillow’d in gentle repose,
Forgetting awhile its past woes;
Then waking, the incense of praise,
With your odorous breathings, to raise.’
None but those who are recovering
from a serious illness can conceive the feelings of
gratitude and love which take possession of the heart
when it is rightly disposed, what time the rod of affliction
is removed. Mabel seemed to feel herself a new
creature, and as she threw her arms round her cousin’s
neck, she gave expression to feelings of thankfulness
and love for the kind attention she had received from
her and from her aunt. She did not fail to lament
bitterly the pride and sinful temper, which now appeared
to her to have been the principal cause of all her
trouble.
It was while she was thus bitterly
lamenting the past, and weeping on Clara’s shoulder,
that Aunt Mary came rather suddenly into the room and
surprised them.
‘Come, my children,’ said
the kind lady, ’this will never do! Nurse
and convalescent both in tears,’ she added,
for Clara was also weeping; ’I am afraid, dear
Mabel, I shall have to dismiss your young attendant,
and engage one with more judgment and with less sympathy.’
‘Oh no, no, dear aunt,’
was the ready response. ’I will behave
better, I assure you,’ said Clara. ’Poor
Mabel is weak, and a little thing makes her cry.
She is only sorrowing now for the past; you will teach
her, I know, to hope for the future.’
’Yes, even while we sorrow,
we must hope; hope is the great lightener of all trouble.
Come, cheer up, my child,’ said Aunt Mary; ’I
have some pleasant news for you to-day. I have
just had a letter from Camden Terrace, to say that
your papa and mamma and Freddy are coming to see you
this afternoon, and to drink tea with me. Ah,
I see you can smile, and be glad. We must have
no more tears to-day; entertain only thoughts of love
and thankfulness.’