Between Hilda and the sculptor there
had been a kind of half-expressed understanding, that
both were to visit the galleries of the Vatican the
day subsequent to their meeting at the studio.
Kenyon, accordingly, failed not to be there, and wandered
through the vast ranges of apartments, but saw nothing
of his expected friend. The marble faces, which
stand innumerable along the walls, and have kept themselves
so calm through the vicissitudes of twenty centuries,
had no sympathy for his disappointment; and he, on
the other hand, strode past these treasures and marvels
of antique art, with the indifference which any preoccupation
of the feelings is apt to produce, in reference to
objects of sculpture. Being of so cold and pure
a substance, and mostly deriving their vitality more
from thought than passion, they require to be seen
through a perfectly transparent medium.
And, moreover, Kenyon had counted
so much upon Hilda’s delicate perceptions in
enabling him to look at two or three of the statues,
about which they had talked together, that the entire
purpose of his visit was defeated by her absence.
It is a delicious sort of mutual aid, when the united
power of two sympathetic, yet dissimilar, intelligences
is brought to bear upon a poem by reading it aloud,
or upon a picture or statue by viewing it in each
other’s company. Even if not a word of
criticism be uttered, the insight of either party is
wonderfully deepened, and the comprehension broadened;
so that the inner mystery of a work of genius, hidden
from one, will often reveal itself to two. Missing
such help, Kenyon saw nothing at the Vatican which
he had not seen a thousand times before, and more
perfectly than now.
In the chili of his disappointment,
he suspected that it was a very cold art to which
he had devoted himself. He questioned, at that
moment, whether sculpture really ever softens and
warms the material which it handles; whether carved
marble is anything but limestone, after all; and whether
the Apollo Belvedere itself possesses any merit above
its physical beauty, or is beyond criticism even in
that generally acknowledged excellence. In flitting
glances, heretofore, he had seemed to behold this
statue, as something ethereal and godlike, but not
now.
Nothing pleased him, unless it were
the group of the Laocoon, which, in its immortal agony,
impressed Kenyon as a type of the long, fierce struggle
of man, involved in the knotted entanglements of Error
and Evil, those two snakes, which, if no divine help
intervene, will be sure to strangle him and his children
in the end. What he most admired was the strange
calmness diffused through this bitter strife; so that
it resembled the rage of the sea made calm by its
immensity,’ or the tumult of Niagara which ceases
to be tumult because it lasts forever. Thus, in
the Laocoon, the horror of a moment grew to be the
fate of interminable ages. Kenyon looked upon
the group as the one triumph of sculpture, creating
the repose, which is essential to it, in the very acme
of turbulent effort; but, in truth, it was his mood
of unwonted despondency that made him so sensitive
to the terrible magnificence, as well as to the sad
moral, of this work. Hilda herself could not have
helped him to see it with nearly such intelligence.
A good deal more depressed than the
nature of the disappointment warranted, Kenyon went
to his studio, and took in hand a great lump of clay.
He soon found, however, that his plastic cunning had
departed from him for the time. So he wandered
forth again into the uneasy streets of Rome, and walked
up and down the Corso, where, at that period of the
day, a throng of passers-by and loiterers choked up
the narrow sidewalk. A penitent was thus brought
in contact with the sculptor.
It was a figure in a white robe, with
a kind of featureless mask over the face, through
the apertures of which the eyes threw an unintelligible
light. Such odd, questionable shapes are often
seen gliding through the streets of Italian cities,
and are understood to be usually persons of rank,
who quit their palaces, their gayeties, their pomp
and pride, and assume the penitential garb for a season,
with a view of thus expiating some crime, or atoning
for the aggregate of petty sins that make up a worldly
life. It is their custom to ask alms, and perhaps
to measure the duration of their penance by the time
requisite to accumulate a sum of money out of the
little droppings of individual charity. The avails
are devoted to some beneficent or religious purpose;
so that the benefit accruing to their own souls is,
in a manner, linked with a good done, or intended,
to their fellow-men. These figures have a ghastly
and startling effect, not so much from any very impressive
peculiarity in the garb, as from the mystery which
they bear about with them, and the sense that there
is an acknowledged sinfulness as the nucleus of it.
In the present instance, however,
the penitent asked no alms of Kenyon; although, for
the space of a minute or two, they stood face to face,
the hollow eyes of the mask encountering the sculptor’s
gaze. But, just as the crowd was about to separate
them, the former spoke, in a voice not unfamiliar
to Kenyon, though rendered remote and strange by the
guilty veil through which it penetrated.
“Is all well with you, Signore?”
inquired the penitent, out of the cloud in which he
walked.
“All is well,” answered Kenyon. “And
with you?”
But the masked penitent returned no
answer, being borne away by the pressure of the throng.
The sculptor stood watching the figure,
and was almost of a mind to hurry after him and follow
up the conversation that had been begun; but it occurred
to him that there is a sanctity (or, as we might rather
term it, an inviolable etiquette) which prohibits
the recognition of persons who choose to walk under
the veil of penitence.
“How strange!” thought
Kenyon to himself. “It was surely Donatello!
What can bring him to Rome, where his recollections
must be so painful, and his presence not without peril?
And Miriam! Can she have accompanied him?”
He walked on, thinking of the vast
change in Donatello, since those days of gayety and
innocence, when the young Italian was new in Rome,
and was just beginning to be sensible of a more poignant
felicity than he had yet experienced, in the sunny
warmth of Miriam’s smile. The growth of
a soul, which the sculptor half imagined that he had
witnessed in his friend, seemed hardly worth the heavy
price that it had cost, in the sacrifice of those
simple enjoyments that were gone forever. A creature
of antique healthfulness had vanished from the earth;
and, in his stead, there was only one other morbid
and remorseful man, among millions that were cast
in the same indistinguishable mould.
The accident of thus meeting Donatello
the glad Faun of his imagination and memory, now transformed
into a gloomy penitent contributed to deepen
the cloud that had fallen over Kenyon’s spirits.
It caused him to fancy, as we generally do, in the
petty troubles which extend not a hand’s-breadth
beyond our own sphere, that the whole world was saddening
around him. It took the sinister aspect of an
omen, although he could not distinctly see what trouble
it might forebode.
If it had not been for a peculiar
sort of pique, with which lovers are much conversant,
a preposterous kind of resentment which endeavors to
wreak itself on the beloved object, and on one’s
own heart, in requital of mishaps for which neither
are in fault, Kenyon might at once have betaken himself
to Hilda’s studio, and asked why the appointment
was not kept. But the interview of to-day was
to have been so rich in present joy, and its results
so important to his future life, that the bleak failure
was too much for his equanimity. He was angry
with poor Hilda, and censured her without a hearing;
angry with himself, too, and therefore inflicted on
this latter criminal the severest penalty in his power;
angry with the day that was passing over him, and would
not permit its latter hours to redeem the disappointment
of the morning.
To confess the truth, it had been
the sculptor’s purpose to stake all his hopes
on that interview in the galleries of the Vatican.
Straying with Hilda through those long vistas of ideal
beauty, he meant, at last, to utter himself upon that
theme which lovers are fain to discuss in village
lanes, in wood paths, on seaside sands, in crowded
streets; it little matters where, indeed, since roses
are sure to blush along the way, and daisies and violets
to spring beneath the feet, if the spoken word be
graciously received. He was resolved to make proof
whether the kindness that Hilda evinced for him was
the precious token of an individual preference, or
merely the sweet fragrance of her disposition, which
other friends might share as largely as himself.
He would try if it were possible to take this shy,
yet frank, and innocently fearless creature captive,
and imprison her in his heart, and make her sensible
of a wider freedom there, than in all the world besides.
It was hard, we must allow, to see
the shadow of a wintry sunset falling upon a day that
was to have been so bright, and to find himself just
where yesterday had left him, only with a sense of
being drearily balked, and defeated without an opportunity
for struggle. So much had been anticipated from
these now vanished hours, that it seemed as if no
other day could bring back the same golden hopes.
In a case like this, it is doubtful
whether Kenyon could have done a much better thing
than he actually did, by going to dine at the Cafe
Nuovo, and drinking a flask of Montefiascone; longing,
the while, for a beaker or two of Donatello’s
Sunshine. It would have been just the wine to
cure a lover’s melancholy, by illuminating his
heart with tender light and warmth, and suggestions
of undefined hopes, too ethereal for his morbid humor
to examine and reject them.
No decided improvement resulting from
the draught of Montefiascone, he went to the Teatro
Argentino, and sat gloomily to see an Italian
comedy, which ought to have cheered him somewhat, being
full of glancing merriment, and effective over everybody’s
disabilities except his own. The sculptor came
out, however, before the close of the performance,
as disconsolate as he went in.
As he made his way through the complication
of narrow streets, which perplex that portion of the
city, a carriage passed him. It was driven rapidly,
but not too fast for the light of a gas-lamp to flare
upon a face within especially as it was
bent forward, appearing to recognize him, while a
beckoning hand was protruded from the window.
On his part, Kenyon at once knew the face, and hastened
to the carriage, which had now stopped.
“Miriam! you in Rome?”
he exclaimed “And your friends know nothing of
it?”
“Is all well with you?” she asked.
This inquiry, in the identical words
which Donatello had so recently addressed to him from
beneath the penitent’s mask, startled the sculptor.
Either the previous disquietude of his mind, or some
tone in Miriam’s voice, or the unaccountableness
of beholding her there at all, made it seem ominous.
“All is well, I believe,”
answered he doubtfully. “I am aware of no
misfortune. Have you any to announce’?”
He looked still more earnestly at
Miriam, and felt a dreamy uncertainty whether it was
really herself to whom he spoke. True; there were
those beautiful features, the contour of which he
had studied too often, and with a sculptor’s
accuracy of perception, to be in any doubt that it
was Miriam’s identical face. But he was
conscious of a change, the nature of which he could
not satisfactorily define; it might be merely her dress,
which, imperfect as the light was, he saw to be richer
than the simple garb that she had usually worn.
The effect, he fancied, was partly owing to a gem
which she had on her bosom; not a diamond, but something
that glimmered with a clear, red lustre, like the
stars in a southern sky. Somehow or other, this
colored light seemed an emanation of herself, as if
all that was passionate and glowing in her native disposition
had crystallized upon her breast, and were just now
scintillating more brilliantly than ever, in sympathy
with some emotion of her heart.
Of course there could be no real doubt
that it was Miriam, his artist friend, with whom and
Hilda he had spent so many pleasant and familiar hours,
and whom he had last seen at Perugia, bending with
Donatello beneath the bronze pope’s benediction.
It must be that selfsame Miriam; but the sensitive
sculptor felt a difference of manner, which impressed
him more than he conceived it possible to be affected
by so external a thing. He remembered the gossip
so prevalent in Rome on Miriam’s first appearance;
how that she was no real artist, but the daughter of
an illustrious or golden lineage, who was merely playing
at necessity; mingling with human struggle for her
pastime; stepping out of her native sphere only for
an interlude, just as a princess might alight from
her gilded equipage to go on foot through a rustic
lane. And now, after a mask in which love and
death had performed their several parts, she had resumed
her proper character.
“Have you anything to tell me?”
cried he impatiently; for nothing causes a more disagreeable
vibration of the nerves than this perception of ambiguousness
in familiar persons or affairs. “Speak;
for my spirits and patience have been much tried to-day.”
Miriam put her finger on her lips,
and seemed desirous that Kenyon should know of the
presence of a third person. He now saw, indeed,
that, there was some one beside her in the carriage,
hitherto concealed by her attitude; a man, it appeared,
with a sallow Italian face, which the sculptor distinguished
but imperfectly, and did not recognize.
“I can tell you nothing,”
she replied; and leaning towards him, she whispered, appearing
then more like the Miriam whom he knew than in what
had before passed, “Only, when the
lamp goes out do not despair.”
The carriage drove on, leaving Kenyon
to muse over this unsatisfactory interview, which
seemed to have served no better purpose than to fill
his mind with more ominous forebodings than before.
Why were Donatello and Miriam in Rome, where both,
in all likelihood, might have much to dread?
And why had one and the other addressed him with a
question that seemed prompted by a knowledge of some
calamity, either already fallen on his unconscious
head, or impending closely over him?
“I am sluggish,” muttered
Kenyon, to himself; “a weak, nerveless fool,
devoid of energy and promptitude; or neither Donatello
nor Miriam could have escaped me thus! They are
aware of some misfortune that concerns me deeply.
How soon am I to know it too?”
There seemed but a single calamity
possible to happen within so narrow a sphere as that
with which the sculptor was connected; and even to
that one mode of evil he could assign no definite
shape, but only felt that it must have some reference
to Hilda.
Flinging aside the morbid hesitation,
and the dallyings with his own wishes, which he had
permitted to influence his mind throughout the day,
he now hastened to the Via Portoghese.
Soon the old palace stood before him, with its massive
tower rising into the clouded night; obscured from
view at its midmost elevation, but revealed again,
higher upward, by the Virgin’s lamp that twinkled
on the summit. Feeble as it was, in the broad,
surrounding gloom, that little ray made no inconsiderable
illumination among Kenyon’s sombre thoughts;
for; remembering Miriam’s last words, a fantasy
had seized him that he should find the sacred lamp
extinguished.
And even while he stood gazing, as
a mariner at the star in which he put his trust, the
light quivered, sank, gleamed up again, and finally
went out, leaving the battlements of Hilda’s
tower in utter darkness. For the first time in
centuries, the consecrated and legendary flame before
the loftiest shrine in Rome had ceased to burn.