Kenyon knew the sanctity which Hilda
(faithful Protestant, and daughter of the Puritans,
as the girl was) imputed to this shrine. He was
aware of the profound feeling of responsibility, as
well earthly as religious, with which her conscience
had been impressed, when she became the occupant of
her aerial chamber, and undertook the task of keeping
the consecrated lamp alight. There was an accuracy
and a certainty about Hilda’s movements, as
regarded all matters that lay deep enough to have
their roots in right or wrong, which made it as possible
and safe to rely upon the timely and careful trimming
of this lamp (if she were in life, and able to creep
up the steps), as upon the rising of to-morrow’s
sun, with lustre-undiminished from to-day.
The sculptor could scarcely believe
his eyes, therefore, when he saw the flame flicker
and expire. His sight had surely deceived him.
And now, since the light did not reappear, there must
be some smoke wreath or impenetrable mist brooding
about the tower’s gray old head, and obscuring
it from the lower world. But no! For right
over the dim battlements, as the wind chased away
a mass of clouds, he beheld a star, and moreover,
by an earnest concentration of his sight, was soon
able to discern even the darkened shrine itself.
There was no obscurity around the tower; no infirmity
of his own vision. The flame had exhausted its
supply of oil, and become extinct. But where was
Hilda?
A man in a cloak happened to be passing;
and Kenyon anxious to distrust the testimony
of his senses, if he could get more acceptable evidence
on the other side appealed to him.
“Do me the favor, Signore,”
said he, “to look at the top of yonder tower,
and tell me whether you see the lamp burning at the
Virgin’s shrine.”
“The lamp, Signore?” answered
the man, without at first troubling himself to look
up. “The lamp that has burned these four
hundred years! How is it possible, Signore, that
it should not be burning now?” “But look!”
said the sculptor impatiently. With good-natured
indulgence for what he seemed to consider as the whim
of an eccentric Forestiero, the Italian carelessly
threw his eyes upwards; but, as soon as he perceived
that there was really no light, he lifted his hands
with a vivid expression of wonder and alarm.
“The lamp is extinguished!”
cried he. “The lamp that has been burning
these four hundred years! This surely must portend
some great misfortune; and, by my advice, Signore,
you will hasten hence, lest the tower tumble on our
heads. A priest once told me that, if the Virgin
withdrew her blessing and the light went out, the old
Palazzo del Torte would sink into the earth,
with all that dwell in it. There will be a terrible
crash before morning!”
The stranger made the best of his
way from the doomed premises; while Kenyon who
would willingly have seen the tower crumble down before
his eyes, on condition of Hilda’s safety determined,
late as it was, to attempt ascertaining if she were
in her dove-cote.
Passing through the arched entrance, which,
as is often the case with Roman entrances, was as
accessible at midnight as at noon, he groped
his way to the broad staircase, and, lighting his wax
taper, went glimmering up the multitude of steps that
led to Hilda’s door. The hour being so
unseasonable, he intended merely to knock, and, as
soon as her voice from within should reassure him,
to retire, keeping his explanations and apologies
for a fitter time. Accordingly, reaching the
lofty height where the maiden, as he trusted, lay asleep,
with angels watching over her, though the Virgin seemed
to have suspended her care, he tapped lightly at the
door panels, then knocked more forcibly, then
thundered an impatient summons. No answer came;
Hilda, evidently, was not there.
After assuring himself that this must
be the fact, Kenyon descended the stairs, but made
a pause at every successive stage, and knocked at the
door of its apartment, regardless whose slumbers he
might disturb, in his anxiety to learn where the girl
had last been seen. But, at each closed entrance,
there came those hollow echoes, which a chamber, or
any dwelling, great or small, never sends out, in
response to human knuckles or iron hammer, as long
as there is life within to keep its heart from getting
dreary.
Once indeed, on the lower landing-place,
the sculptor fancied that there was a momentary stir
inside the door, as if somebody were listening at
the threshold. He hoped, at least, that the small
iron-barred aperture would be unclosed, through which
Roman housekeepers are wont to take careful cognizance
of applicants for admission, from a traditionary dread,
perhaps, of letting in a robber or assassin. But
it remained shut; neither was the sound repeated;
and Kenyon concluded that his excited nerves had played
a trick upon his senses, as they are apt to do when
we most wish for the clear evidence of the latter.
There was nothing to be done, save
to go heavily away, and await whatever good or ill
to-morrow’s daylight might disclose.
Betimes in the morning, therefore,
Kenyon went back to the Via Portoghese,
before the slant rays of the sun had descended halfway
down the gray front of Hilda’s tower. As
he drew near its base, he saw the doves perched in
full session, on the sunny height of the battlements,
and a pair of them who were probably their
mistress’s especial pets, and the confidants
of her bosom secrets, if Hilda had any came
shooting down, and made a feint of alighting on his
shoulder. But, though they evidently recognized
him, their shyness would not yet allow so decided
a demonstration. Kenyon’s eyes followed
them as they flew upward, hoping that they might have
come as joyful messengers of the girl’s safety,
and that he should discern her slender form, half hidden
by the parapet, trimming the extinguished lamp at
the Virgin’s shrine, just as other maidens set
about the little duties of a household. Or, perhaps,
he might see her gentle and sweet face smiling down
upon him, midway towards heaven, as if she had flown
thither for a day or two, just to visit her kindred,
but had been drawn earthward again by the spell of
unacknowledged love.
But his eyes were blessed by no such
fair vision or reality; nor, in truth, were the eager,
unquiet flutterings of the doves indicative of any
joyful intelligence, which they longed to share with
Hilda’s friend, but of anxious inquiries that
they knew not how to utter. They could not tell,
any more than he, whither their lost companion had
withdrawn herself, but were in the same void despondency
with him, feeling their sunny and airy lives darkened
and grown imperfect, now that her sweet society was
taken out of it.
In the brisk morning air, Kenyon found
it much easier to pursue his researches than at the
preceding midnight, when, if any slumberers heard
the clamor that he made, they had responded only with
sullen and drowsy malédictions, and turned to
sleep again. It must be a very dear and intimate
reality for which people will be content to give up
a dream. When the sun was fairly up, however,
it was quite another thing. The heterogeneous
population, inhabiting the lower floor of the old tower,
and the other extensive regions of the palace, were
now willing to tell all they knew, and imagine a great
deal more. The amiability of these Italians,
assisted by their sharp and nimble wits, caused them
to overflow with plausible suggestions, and to be
very bounteous in their avowals of interest for the
lost Hilda. In a less demonstrative people, such
expressions would have implied an eagerness to search
land and sea, and never rest till she were found.
In the mouths that uttered them they meant good wishes,
and were, so far, better than indifference. There
was little doubt that many of them felt a genuine kindness
for the shy, brown-haired, delicate young foreign
maiden, who had flown from some distant land to alight
upon their tower, where she consorted only with the
doves. But their energy expended itself in exclamation,
and they were content to leave all more active measures
to Kenyon, and to the Virgin, whose affair it was
to see that the faithful votary of her lamp received
no harm.
In a great Parisian domicile, multifarious
as its inhabitants might be, the concierge under the
archway would be cognizant of all their incomings
and issuings forth. But except in rare cases,
the general entrance and main staircase of a Roman
house are left as free as the street, of which they
form a sort of by-lane. The sculptor, therefore,
could hope to find information about Hilda’s
movements only from casual observers.
On probing the knowledge of these
people to the bottom, there was various testimony
as to the period when the girl had last been seen.
Some said that it was four days since there had been
a trace of her; but an English lady, in the second
piano of the palace, was rather of opinion that she
had met her, the morning before, with a drawing-book
in her hand. Having no acquaintance with the young
person, she had taken little notice and might have
been mistaken. A count, on the piano next above,
was very certain that he had lifted his hat to Hilda,
under the archway, two afternoons ago. An old
woman, who had formerly tended the shrine, threw some
light upon the matter, by testifying that the lamp
required to be replenished once, at least, in three
days, though its reservoir of oil was exceedingly
capacious.
On the whole, though there was other
evidence enough to create some perplexity, Kenyon
could not satisfy himself that she had been visible
since the afternoon of the third preceding day, when
a fruit seller remembered her coming out of the arched
passage, with a sealed packet in her hand. As
nearly as he could ascertain, this was within an hour
after Hilda had taken leave of the sculptor at his
own studio, with the understanding that they were
to meet at the Vatican the next day. Two nights,
therefore, had intervened, during which the lost maiden
was unaccounted for.
The door of Hilda’s apartments
was still locked, as on the preceding night; but Kenyon
sought out the wife of the person who sublet them,
and prevailed on her to give him admittance by means
of the duplicate key which the good woman had in her
possession. On entering, the maidenly neatness
and simple grace, recognizable in all the arrangements,
made him visibly sensible that this was the daily
haunt of a pure soul, in whom religion and the love
of beauty were at one.
Thence, the sturdy Roman matron led
the sculptor across a narrow passage, and threw open
the door of a small chamber, on the threshold of which
he reverently paused. Within, there was a bed,
covered with white drapery, enclosed with snowy curtains
like a tent, and of barely width enough for a slender
figure to repose upon it. The sight of this cool,
airy, and secluded bower caused the lover’s heart
to stir as if enough of Hilda’s gentle dreams
were lingering there to make him happy for a single
instant. But then came the closer consciousness
of her loss, bringing along with it a sharp sting
of anguish.
“Behold, Signore,” said
the matron; “here is the little staircase by
which the signorina used to ascend and trim the Blessed
Virgin’s lamp. She was worthy to be a Catholic,
such pains the good child bestowed to keep it burning;
and doubtless the Blessed Mary will intercede for her,
in consideration of her pious offices, heretic though
she was. What will become of the old palazzo,
now that the lamp is extinguished, the saints above
us only know! Will you mount, Signore, to the
battlements, and see if she have left any trace of
herself there?”
The sculptor stepped across the chamber
and ascended the little staircase, which gave him
access to the breezy summit of the tower. It
affected him inexpressibly to see a bouquet of beautiful
flowers beneath the shrine, and to recognize in them
an offering of his own to Hilda, who had put them
in a vase of water, and dedicated them to the Virgin,
in a spirit partly fanciful, perhaps, but still partaking
of the religious sentiment which so profoundly influenced
her character. One rosebud, indeed, she had selected
for herself from the rich mass of flowers; for Kenyon
well remembered recognizing it in her bosom when he
last saw her at his studio.
“That little part of my great
love she took,” said he to himself. “The
remainder she would have devoted to Heaven; but has
left it withering in the sun and wind. Ah!
Hilda, Hilda, had you given me a right to watch over
you, this evil had not come!”
“Be not downcast, signorino
mio,” said the Roman matron, in response
to the deep sigh which struggled out of Kenyon’s
breast. “The dear little maiden, as we
see, has decked yonder blessed shrine as devoutly as
I myself, or any Other good Catholic woman, could have
done. It is a religious act, and has more than
the efficacy of a prayer. The signorina will
as surely come back as the sun will fall through the
window to-morrow no less than to-day. Her own
doves have often been missing for a day or two, but
they were sure to come fluttering about her head again,
when she least expected them. So will it be with
this dove-like child.”
“It might be so,” thought
Kenyon, with yearning anxiety, “if a pure maiden
were as safe as a dove, in this evil world of ours.”
As they returned through the studio,
with the furniture and arrangements of which the sculptor
was familiar, he missed a small ebony writing-desk
that he remembered as having always been placed on
a table there. He knew that it was Hilda’s
custom to deposit her letters in this desk, as well
as other little objects of which she wished to be specially
careful.
“What has become of it?”
he suddenly inquired, laying his hand on the table.
“Become of what, pray?”
exclaimed the woman, a little disturbed. “Does
the Signore suspect a robbery, then?”
“The signorina’s writing-desk
is gone,” replied Kenyon; “it always stood
on this table, and I myself saw it there only a few
days ago.”
“Ah, well!” said the woman,
recovering her composure, which she seemed partly
to have lost. “The signorina has doubtless
taken it away with her. The fact is of good omen;
for it proves that she did not go unexpectedly, and
is likely to return when it may best suit her convenience.”
“This is very singular,”
observed Kenyon. “Have the rooms been entered
by yourself, or any other person, since the signorina’s
disappearance?”
“Not by me, Signore, so help
me Heaven and the saints!” said the matron.
“And I question whether there are more than two
keys in Rome that will suit this strange old lock.
Here is one; and as for the other, the signorina carlies
it in her pocket.”
The sculptor had no reason to doubt
the word of this respectable dame. She appeared
to be well meaning and kind hearted, as Roman matrons
generally are; except when a fit of passion incites
them to shower horrible curses on an obnoxious individual,
or perhaps to stab him with the steel stiletto that
serves them for a hairpin. But Italian asseverations
of any questionable fact, however true they may chance
to be, have no witness of their truth in the faces
of those who utter them. Their words are spoken
with strange earnestness, and yet do not vouch for
themselves as coming from any depth, like roots drawn
out of the substance of the soul, with some of the
soil clinging to them. There is always a something
inscrutable, instead of frankness, in their eyes.
In short, they lie so much like truth, and speak truth
so much as if they were telling a lie, that their
auditor suspects himself in the wrong, whether he
believes or disbelieves them; it being the one thing
certain, that falsehood is seldom an intolerable burden
to the tenderest of Italian consciences.
“It is very strange what can
have become of the desk!” repeated Kenyon, looking
the woman in the face.
“Very strange, indeed, Signore,”
she replied meekly, without turning away her eyes
in the least, but checking his insight of them at about
half an inch below the surface. “I think
the signorina must have taken it with her.”
It seemed idle to linger here any
longer. Kenyon therefore departed, after making
an arrangement with the woman, by the terms of which
she was to allow the apartments to remain in their
present state, on his assuming the responsibility
for the rent.
He spent the day in making such further
search and investigation as he found practicable;
and, though at first trammelled by an unwillingness
to draw public attention to Hilda’s affairs,
the urgency of the circumstances soon compelled him
to be thoroughly in earnest. In the course of
a week, he tried all conceivable modes of fathoming
the mystery, not merely by his personal efforts and
those of his brother artists and friends, but through
the police, who readily undertook the task, and expressed
strong confidence of success. But the Roman police
has very little efficiency, except in the interest
of the despotism of which it is a tool. With
their cocked hats, shoulder belts, and swords, they
wear a sufficiently imposing aspect, and doubtless
keep their eyes open wide enough to track a political
offender, but are too often blind to private outrage,
be it murder or any lesser crime. Kenyon counted
little upon their assistance, and profited by it not
at all.
Remembering the mystic words which
Miriam had addressed to him, he was anxious to meet
her, but knew not whither she had gone, nor how to
obtain an interview either with herself or Donatello.
The days wore away, and still there were no tidings
of the lost one; no lamp rekindled before the Virgin’s
shrine; no light shining into the lover’s heart;
no star of Hope he was ready to say, as
he turned his eyes almost reproachfully upward in
heaven itself!