Pearl was quite disappointed in Tom’s
appearance the morning after the party. Egbert
always wore a glorified countenance after he had seen
Edythe; but Tom looked sleepy and somewhat cross.
He went to his work discontentedly.
His mother’s moroseness annoyed him. His
father’s hard face had never looked so forbidding
to him as it did that morning. Mrs. Slater’s
hearty welcome, her good-natured motherly smiles,
Mr. Slater’s genial and kindly ways, contrasted
sharply with his own home life, and it rankled in him.
“It’s dead easy for them
Slater boys to be smart and good, too,” he thought
bitterly; “they are brought right up to it.
They may not have much money, but look at the fun
they have. George and Fred will be off to college
soon, and it must be fun in the city,-they’re
dressed up all the time, ridin’ round on street
cars, and with no chores to do.”
The trees on the poplar bluff where
he had made his toilet the evening before were beginning
to show the approach of autumn, although there had
been no frost. Pale yellow and rust coloured against
the green of their hardier neighbours, they rippled
their coin-like leaves in glad good-will as he drove
past them on his way to the hayfield.
The sun had risen red and angry, giving
to every cloud in the sky a facing of gold, and long
streamers shot up into the blue of the mid-heaven.
There is no hour of the day so hushed
and beautiful as the early morning, when the day is
young, fresh from the hand of God. It is a new
page, clean and white and pure, and the angel is saying
unto us “Write!” and none there be who
may refuse to obey. It may be gracious deeds
and kindly words that we write upon it in letters of
gold, or it may be that we blot and blur it with evil
thoughts and stain it with unworthy actions, but write
we must!
The demon of discontent laid hold
on Tom that morning as he worked in the hayfield.
New forces were at work in the boy’s heart, forces
mighty for good or evil.
A great disgust for his surrounding
filled him. He could see from where he worked
the big stone house, bare and gray. It was a place
to eat in, a place to sleep in, the same as a prison.
He had never known any real enjoyment there.
He knew it would all be his some day, and he tried
to feel the pride of possession, but he could not-he
hated it.
He saw around him everywhere the abundance
of harvest-the grain that meant money.
Money! It was the greatest thing in the world.
He had been taught to chase after it-to
grasp it-then hide it, and chase again
after more. His father put money in the bank every
year, and never saw it again. When money was
banked it had fulfilled its highest mission.
Then they drew that wonderful thing called interest,
money without work-and banked it-Oh,
it was a great game!
It was the first glimmerings of manhood
that was stirring in Tom’s heart that morning,
the new independence, the new individualism.
Before this he had accepted everything
his father and mother had said or done without question.
Only once before had he doubted them. It was
several years before. A man named Skinner had
bought from Tom’s father the quarter section
that Jim Russell now farmed, paying down a considerable
sum of money, but evil days fell upon the man and his
wife; sickness, discouragement, and then, the man began
to drink. He was unable to keep up his payments
and Tom’s father had foreclosed the mortgage.
Tom remembered the day the Skinners had left their
farm, the woman was packing their goods into a box.
She was a faded woman in a faded wrapper, and her
tears were falling as she worked. Tom saw her
tears falling, and he had told her with the awful cruelty
of a child that it was their own fault that they had
lost the farm. The woman had shrunk back as if
he had struck her and cried “Oh, no! No!
Tom, don’t say that, child, you don’t
know what you say,” then putting her hands on
his shoulders she had looked straight into his face-he
remembered that she had lost some teeth in front,
and that her eyes were sweet and kind. “Some
day, dear,” she said, “when you are a man,
you will remember with shame and sorrow that you once
spoke hard to a broken-hearted, homeless woman.”
Tom had gone home wondering and vaguely unhappy, and
could not eat his supper that night.
He remembered it all now, remembered
it with a start, and with a sudden tightening of his
heart that burned and chilled him. The hot blood
rushed into his head and throbbed painfully.
He looked at the young Englishman
who was loading the hay on the rack, with a sudden
impulse. But Arthur was wrapped in his own mask
of insular reserve, and so saw nothing of the storm
that was sweeping over the boy’s soul.
Then the very spirit of evil laid
hold on Tom. When the powers of good are present
in the heart, and can find no outlet in action, they
turn to evil. Tom had the desire to be kind and
generous; ambition was stirring in him. His sullenness
and discontent were but the outward signs of the inward
ferment. He could not put into action the powers
for good without breaking away, in a measure at least,
from his father and mother.
He felt that he had to do something.
He was hungry for the society of other young people
like himself. He wanted life and action and excitement.
There is one place where a young man
can always go and find life and gaiety and good-fellowship.
One door stands invitingly open to all. When
the church of God is cold and dark and silent, and
the homes of Christ’s followers are closed except
to the chosen few, the bar-room throws out its evil
welcome to the young man on the street.
Tom had never heard any argument against
intemperance, only that it was expensive. Now
he hated all the petty meanness that he had been so
carefully taught.
The first evening that Tom went into
the bar-room of the Millford hotel he was given a
royal welcome. They were a jolly crowd! They
knew how to enjoy life, Tom told himself. What’s
the good of money if you can’t have a little
fun with it?
Tom had never had much money of his
own, he had never needed it or thought anything about
it. Now the injustice of it rankled in him.
He had to have money. It was his. He worked
for it. He would just take it, and then if it
was missed he would tell his father and mother that
he had taken it-taking your own is not
stealing-and he would tell them so and
have it out with them.
Thus the enemy sowed the tares.