No fish at Whispering Islands:
never a quintal-never so much as a fin-at
Come-by-Chance; and no more than a catch of tom-cod
in the hopeful places past Skeleton Point of Three
Lost Souls. The schooner Quick as Wink,
trading the Newfoundland outports in summer weather,
fluttered from cove to bight and tickle of the coast
below Mother Burke, in a great pother of anxiety,
and chased the rumor of a catch around the Cape Norman
light to Pinch-a-Penny Beach. There was no fish
in those places; and the Quick as Wink, with
Tumm, the clerk, in a temper with the vagaries of
the Lord, as manifest in fish and weather, spread
her wings for flight to the Labrador. From Bay
o’ Love to Baby Cove, the hook-and-line men,
lying off the Harborless Shore, had done well enough
with the fish for folk of their ill condition, and
were well enough disposed toward trading; whereupon
Tumm resumed once more his genial patronage of the
Lord God A’mighty, swearing, in vast satisfaction
with the trade of those parts, that all was right with
the world, whatever might seem at times. “In
this here world, as Davy Junk used t’ hold,”
he laughed, in extenuation of his improved philosophy,
“‘tis mostly a matter o’ fish.”
And it came about in this way that when we dropped
anchor at Dirty-Face Bight of the Labrador, whence
Davy Junk, years ago, in the days of his youth, had
issued to sail the larger seas, the clerk was reminded
of much that he might otherwise have forgotten.
This was of a starlit time: it was blowing softly
from southerly parts, I recall; and the water lay flat
under the stars-flat and black in the lee
of those great hills-and the night was
clear and warm and the lights were out ashore.
“I come near not bein’
very fond o’ Davy Junk, o’ Dirty-Face
Bight,” Tumm presently declared.
“Good Lord!” the skipper
taunted. “A rascal you couldn’t excuse,
Tumm?”
“I’d no fancy for his religion,”
Tumm complained.
“What religion?”
“Well,” the clerk replied,
in a scowling drawl, “Skipper Davy always ‘lowed
that in this here damned ol’ world a man had
t’ bite or get bit. An’ as for his
manner o’ courtin’ a maid in consequence -”
“Crack on!” said the skipper.
And Tumm yarned to his theme....
“Skipper Davy was well-favored
enough, in point o’ looks, for fishin’
the Labrador,” he began; “an’ I ’low,
with the favor he had, such as ‘twas, he might
have done as well with the maids as the fish, courtin’
as he cotched-ay, an’ made his everlastin’
fortune in love, I’ll be bound, an’ kep’
it at compound interest through the eternal years-had
his heart been as tender as his fear o’ the world
was large, or had he give way, by times, t’
the kindness o’ soul he was born with. A
scrawny, pinch-lipped, mottled little runt of a Labrador
skipper, his face all screwed up with peerin’
for trouble in the mists beyond the waters o’
the time: he was born here at Dirty-Face Bight,
but sailed the Word o’ the Lord out o’
Rickity Tickle, in the days of his pride, when I was
a lad o’ the place; an’ he cotched his
load, down north, lean seasons or plenty, in a way
t’ make the graybeards an’ boasters blink
in every tickle o’ the Shore. A fish-killer
o’ parts he was: no great spectacle on
the roads o’ harbor, though-a mild,
backward, white-livered little man ashore, yieldin’
the path t’ every dog o’ Rickity Tickle.
‘I gets my fish in season,’ says he, ‘an’
I got a right t’ mind my business between whiles.’
But once fair out t’ sea, with fish t’
be got, an’ the season dirty, the devil hisself
would drive a schooner no harder than Davy Junk-not
even an the Öl’ Rascal was trappin’
young souls in lean times, with revivals comin’
on like fall gales. Neither looks nor liver could
keep Davy in harbor in a gale o’ wind, with
a trap-berth t’ be snatched an’ a schooner
in the offing; nor did looks hamper un in courtship,
an’ that’s my yarn, however it turns out,
for his woe or salvation. ’Twas sheer perversity
o’ religion that kep’ his life anchored
in Bachelors’ Harbor-’A man’s
got t’ bite or get bit!’
“Whatever an’ all, by
some mischance Davy Junk was fitted out with red hair,
a bony face, lean, gray lips, an’ sharp an’
shifty little eyes. He’d a sly way, too,
o’ smoothin’ his restless lips, an’
a mean habit o’ lookin’ askance an’
talkin’ in whispers. But ’twas his
eyes that startled a stranger. Ah-ha, they was
queer little eyes, sot deep in a cramped face, an’
close as evil company, each peekin’ out in distrust
o’ the world; as though, ecod, the world was
waitin’ for nothin’ so blithely as t’
strike Davy Junk in a mean advantage! Eyes of
a wolf-pup. ‘Twas stand off a pace, with
Davy, on first meetin’, an’ eye a man
’til he’d found what he wanted t’
know; an’ ’twas sure with the look of
a Northern pup o’ wolf’s breedin’,
no less, that he’d search out a stranger’s
intention-ready t’ run in an’
bite, or t’ dodge the toe of a boot, as might
chance t’ seem best. ’Twas a thing
a man marked first of all; an’ he’d marvel
so hard for a bit, t’ make head an’ tale
o’ the glance he got, that he’d hear never
a word o’ what Davy Junk said. An’
without knowin’ why, he’d be ashamed of
hisself for a cruel man. ‘God’s sake,
Skipper Davy!’ thinks he; ’you needn’t
be afeared o’ me! I isn’t
goin’ t’ touch you!’ An’ afore
he knowed it he’d have had quite a spurt o’
conversation with Davy, without sayin’ a word,
but merely by means o’ the eyes; the upshot bein’
this: that he’d promise not t’ hurt
Davy, an’ Davy’d promise not t’
hurt he.
“Thereafter-the thing
bein’ settled once an’ for all-’twas
plain sailin’ along o’ Davy Junk.
“‘Skipper Davy,’ says I, ‘what
you afeared of?’
“He jumped. ‘Me?’ says he,
after a bit. ‘Why?’
“‘Oh,’ says I, ‘I’m
jus’ curious t’ know.’
“‘I’ve noticed,
Tumm,’ says he, ‘that you is a wonderful
hand t’ pry into the hearts o’ folk.
But I ’low you doesn’t mean no harm.
That’s jus’ Nature havin’ her way.
An’ though I isn’t very fond o’ Nature,
I got t’ stand by her dealin’s here below.
So I’ll answer you fair. Why, lad,’
says he, ‘I isn’t afeared o’
nothin’!’
“‘You’re wary as a wolf, man!’
“‘I bet you I is!’
says he, in a flash, with his teeth shut. ’A
man’s got t’ be wary.’
“‘They isn’t nobody wants t’
hurt a mild man like you.’
“‘Pack o’ wolves
in this here world,’ says he. ’No
mercy nowhere. You bites or gets bit.’
“Well, well! ‘Twas
news t’ the lad that was I. ‘Who tol’
you so?’ says I.
“‘Damme!’ says he, ‘I found
it out.’
“‘How?’
“‘Jus’ by livin’ along t’
be thirty-odd years.’
“‘Why, Skipper Davy,’
says I, ‘it looks t’ me like a kind an’
lovely world!’
“‘You jus’ wait
’til you’re thirty-two, like me,’
says he, ‘an’ see how you likes it.’
“‘You can’t scare me, Skipper
Davy!’
“‘World’s full o’ wolves,
I tells you!’
“‘Sure,’ says I, ‘you doesn’t
like t’ think that, does you?’
“‘It don’t matter
what I likes t’ think,’ says he. ’I’ve
gathered wisdom. I thinks as I must.’
“‘I wouldn’t believe it, ecod,’
says I, ‘an I knowed it t’ be true!’
“An’ I never did.”
Tumm chuckled softly in the dark-glancing
now at the friendly stars, for such reassurance, perhaps,
as he needed, and had had all his genial life.
“A coward or not, as you likes
it, an’ make up your own minds,” Tumm
went on; “but ’twas never the sea that
scared un. ’They isn’t no wind can
scare me,’ says he, ‘for I isn’t
bad friends with death.’ Nor was he!
A beat into the gray wind-hangin’
on off a lee shore-a hard chance with the
Labrador reefs in foggy weather-a drive
through the ice after dark: Davy Junk, clever
an’ harsh at sea, was the skipper for that,
mild as he might seem ashore. ’Latch-string
out for Death, any time he chances my way, at sea,’
says he; ‘but I isn’t goin’ t’
die o’ want ashore.’ So he’d
a bad name for drivin’ a craft beyond her strength;
an’ ’twas none but stout hearts-blithe
young devils, the most, with a wish t’ try their
spirit-would ship on the Word o’
the Lord. ‘Don’t you blame me
an we’re cast away,’ says Davy, in fair
warnin’. ‘An you got hearts in your
bellies, you keep out o’ this. This
here coast,’ says he, ’isn’t got
no mercy on a man that can’t get his fish. An’
I isn’t that breed o’ man!’ An’
so from season t’ season he’d growed well-t’-do:
a drive in the teeth o’ hell, in season-if
hell’s made o’ wind an’ sea, as I’m
inclined t’ think-an’ the ease
of a bachelor man, between whiles, in his cottage at
Rickity Tickle, where he lived all alone like a spick-an’-span
spinster. ’Twas not o’ the sea he
was scared. ‘Twas o’ want in an unkind
world; an’ t’was jus’ that an’
no more that drove un t’ hard sailin’ an’
contempt o’ death-sheer fear o’
want in the wolf’s world that he’d made
this world out t’ be in his own soul.
“’Twas not the sea:
‘twas his own kind he feared an’ kep’
clear of-men, maids, an’ children.
Friends? Nar a one-an’ ’twas
wholly his choosin’, too; for the world never
fails t’ give friends t’ the man that
seeks un. ‘I doesn’t want no
friends,’ says he. ’New friends,
new worries; an’ the more o’ one, the more
o’ the other. I got troubles enough in
this here damned world without takin’ aboard
the thousand troubles o’ friends. An’
I ’low they got troubles enough without sharin’
the burden o’ mine. Me a friend!
I’d only fetch sorrow t’ the folk that
loved me. An’ so I don’t want t’
have nothin’ t’ do with nobody. I
wants t’ cotch my fish in season-an’
then I wants t’ be left alone. Hate or
love: ’tis all the same-trouble
for the hearts o’ folk on both sides. An’,
anyhow, I isn’t got nothin’ t’ do
with this world. I’m only lookin’
on. No favors took,’ says he, ‘an’
none granted.’ An’, well-t’
be sure-in the way the world has-the
world o’ Rickity Tickle an’ the Labrador
let un choose his own path. But it done Davy
Junk no good that any man could see; for by fits he’d
be bitter as salt, an’ by starts he’d be
full o’ whimpers an’ sighs as a gale’s
full o’ wind, an’ between his fits an’
his starts ‘twas small rest that he had, I’m
thinkin’. He’d no part with joy,
for he hated laughter, an’ none with rest, for
he couldn’t abide ease o’ mind; an’
as for sorrow, ‘twas fair more than he could
bear t’ look upon an’ live, for his conscience
was alive an’ loud in his heart, an’ what
with his religion he lived in despite of its teachin’.
“I’ve considered an’
thought sometimes, overcome a bit by the spectacle
o’ grief, an’ no stars showin’, that
had Davy Junk not been wonderful tender o’ heart
he’d have nursed no spite against God’s
world; an’ whatever an’ all, had he but
had the power an’ wisdom, t’ strangle
his conscience in its youth he’d have gained
peace in his own path, as many a man afore un.
“‘Isn’t my
fault!’ says he, one night. ‘Can’t
blame me!’
“‘What’s that, Skipper Davy?’
“‘They says Janet Luff’s
wee baby has come t’ the pass o’ starvation.’
“‘Well,’ says I, ‘what’s
your tears for?’
“‘I isn’t got nothin’
t’ do with this here damned ol’ world,’
says he. ’I’m only lookin’
on. Isn’t no good in it, anyhow.’
“‘Cheer up!’ says I. ‘Isn’t
nobody hurtin’ you.’
“‘Not bein’ in love
with tears an’ hunger,’ says he, ‘I
isn’t able t’ cheer up.’
“‘There’s more’n that in the
world.’
“‘Ay; death an’ sin.’
“I was a lad in love. ‘Kisses!’
says I.
“‘A pother o’ blood
an’ trouble,’ says he. ’Death
in every mouthful a man takes.’
“‘Skipper Davy,’ says I, ‘you’ve
come to a dreadful pass.’
“‘Ay, an’ t’
be sure!’ says he. ’I’ve gathered
wisdom with my years; an’ every man o’
years an’ wisdom has come to a dreadful pass.
Wait ‘til you’re thirty-two, lad, an’
you’ll find it out, an’ remember Davy
Junk in kindness, once you feels the fangs o’
the world at your throat. Maybe you thinks, Tumm,
that I likes t’ live in a wolf’s world.
But I doesn’t like it. I jus’ knows
’tis a wolf’s world and goes cautious
accordin’. I didn’t make it, an’
don’t like it, but I’m here, an’
I’m a wolf like the rest. A wolf’s
world! Ah-ha! You bites or gets bit down
here. Teeth for you an you’ve no teeth o’
your own. Janet Luff’s baby, says you?
But a dollar a tooth; an’-I keeps
my teeth; keeps un sharp an’ ready for them
that might want t’ bite me in my old age.
If I was a fish I’d be fond o’ angle-worms;
bein’ born in a wolf’s world, with the
soul of a wolf, why, damme, I files my teeth!
Still an’ all, lad, I’m a genial man, an’
I’ll not deny that I’m unhappy. You
thinks I likes t’ hear the lads ashore mock me
for a pinch-penny an’ mean man? No, sir!
It grieves me. I wants all the time t’
hear the little fellers sing out: “Ahoy,
there, Skipper Davy, ol’ cock! What fair
wind blowed you through the tickle?” An’
I’m a man o’ compassion, too. Why,
Tumm, you’ll never believe it, I knows, but
I wants t’ lift the fallen, an I
wants t’ feed the hungry, an’ I
wants to clothe the naked! It fair breaks my heart
t’ hear a child cry. I lies awake o’
nights t’ brood upon the sorrows o’ the
world. That’s my heart, Tumm, as God knows
it-but ’tis not the wisdom I’ve
gathered. An’ age an’ wisdom teach
a man t’ be wary in a wolf’s world.
‘Tis a shame, by God!’ poor Davy Junk broke
out; ’but ’tisn’t my fault!’
“I was scared t’ my marrow-bones.
“‘An’ now, Tumm,’ says he,
‘what’ll I do?’
“‘Skipper Davy,’ says I, ‘go
wash the windows o’ your soul!’
“He jumped. ‘How’s that?’
says he.
“‘’Twould ease your
heart t’ do a good deed,’ says I.
’Go save that baby.’
“‘Me!’ says he,
in a rage. ‘I’ll have no hand whatever
in savin’ that child.’
“‘Why not?’
“‘’Twouldn’t be kind t’
the child.’
“‘God’s sake!’
“‘Don’t you see, Tumm?’
“‘Look you, Skipper Davy!’
says I, ‘Janet’s baby isn’t goin’
t’ die o’ starvation in this harbor.
There’ll be a crew o’ good women an’
Labrador hands at Janet’s when the news get abroad.
But an you’re lucky an’ makes haste you’ll
be able t’ get there first.’
“‘What’s one good deed?’
“‘’Twould be a good
deed, Skipper Davy,’ says I. ‘An’
you’d know it.’
“Skipper Davy jumped up.
An’ he was fair shakin’ from head t’
toe-with some queer temptation t’
be kind, it seemed to me then.
“‘Make haste!’ says I.
“‘I can’t do a good deed!’
he whimpered. ‘I-I-got
the other habit!’
“’Twas of a June night
at Rickity Tickle that Davy Junk said these words,”
Tumm commented, in a kindly way, “with the Labrador
vessels fitted out an’ waitin’ for a fair
wind: such a night as this-a slow,
soft little wind, a still, black harbor, an’
a million stars a-twinkle.” He paused-and
looked up from the shadowy deck of the Quick as
Wink. “What more can a man ask t’
stay his soul,” he demanded, “than all
them little stars?” The skipper of the Quick
as Wink said, “‘Tis a night o’
fair promise!” And Tumm, in a sigh, “Davy
Junk would never look up at the stars.”
And the little stars themselves continued to wink
away in companionable reassurance just the same.
“The other habit!” Tumm
ejaculated. “Ay-the other habit!
’Twas habit: a habit o’ soul.
An’ then I learned a truth o’ life.
’Twas no new thing, t’ be sure: every
growed man knows it well enough. But ’twas
new t’ me-as truth forever comes new
t’ the young. Lovely or fearsome as may
chance t’ be its guise, ‘tis yet all new
to a lad-a flash o’ light upon the
big mystery in which a lad’s soul dwells eager
for light. An’ I was scared; an’
I jumped away from Davy Junk-as once thereafter
I did-an’ fair shook in the Presence
o’ the Truth he’d taught me. For
’twas clear as a star: that a soul fashions
its own world an’ lives therein. An’
I’d never knowed it afore! An’ I mind
well that it come like a vision: the glimpse of
a path, got from a hill-a path the feet
o’ men may tread t’ hell an men perversely
choose it. A wolf’s world? A world
as you likes it! An’ in my young world
was no sorrow at all-nor any sin, nor hate,
nor hunger, nor tears. But love, ecod!-which,
like truth, comes new t’ the young, an’
first glimpsed is forever glorious. I was sixteen
then-a bit more, perhaps; an’ I was
fond o’ laughter an’ hope. An’
Bessie Tot was in my world: a black-haired, red-lipped
little rogue, with gray eyes, slow glances, an’
black lashes t’ veil her heart from eager looks.
First love for T. Tumm, I’m bold t’ say;
for I’m proud o’ the odd lift o’
soul it give me-which I’ve never knowed
since, though I’ve sought it with diligence-ay,
almost with prayer. I’ve no shame at all
t’ tell o’ the touch of a warm, moist
little hand on the road t’ Gull Island Cove-the
whisper, the tender fear, in the shadow o’ the
Needle-an’ the queer, quick little
kiss at the gate o’ dark nights-an’
the sigh an’ the plea t’ come again.
An’ so, t’ be sure, I’d no kin with
the gloom o’ Davy Junk that night, but was brother
t’ hope an’ joy an’ love. An’
my body was big an’ warm an’ willin’-an’
my heart was tender-an’ my soul was
clean-an’ for love o’ the maid
I loved I’d turned my eyes t’ the sunlit
hills o’ life. God’s world o’
sea an’ labor an’ hearts-an’
therein a lad in love!
“‘I’ll take care
o’ my soul,’ thinks the lad, that was I,
’lest it be cast away forever, God help me!’
“An’ that’s youth-the
same everywhere an’ forever.”
Tumm sighed....
“‘Twas high time for me
now t’ sail the Labrador,” Tumm resumed,
“an’ I was in a pother o’ longin’
t’ go. Sixteen-an’ never
a sight o’ Mugford! I was fair ashamed
t’ look Bessie Tot in the eye. Dear heart!-she
ever loved courage in a man, an’ the will t’
labor, too, an’ t’ be. An’
so-’Ecod!’ thinks I, on the
way home that night, ’I’ll sail along
o’ Davy Junk, an’ prove my spirit, withal,
for the whole world t’ see. An’ I
‘low that now, knowin’ me so well
as he does, Davy’ll ship me.’ But
my mother said me nay-until I pestered her
skirts an’ her poor heart beyond bearin’;
an’ then all at once she cried, an’ kissed
me, an’ cried a bit more, an’ kissed me
again, an’ hugged me, an’ ‘lowed
that a lad had t’ be a man some time,
whatever happened, an’ bade me sail along o’
Skipper Davy an he’d take me, which he never
would do, thinks she. It come about, whatever
an’ all, that I found Skipper Davy on the doorstep
of his spick-an’-span cottage by Blow-Me, near
the close o’ that day, with night fallin’
with poor promise, an’ the wind adverse an’
soggy with fog. An’ thinks I, his humor
would be bad, an’ he’d be cursin’
the world an’ the weather an’ all in the
way he’d the bad habit o’ doin’.
But no such thing; he was as near to a smile o’
satisfaction with hisself as Davy Junk could very
well come with the bad habit o’ lips an’
brows he’d contracted. For look you!-a
scowl is a twist o’ face with some men; but
with Davy his smile was a twist that had t’ be
kep’ twisted.
“‘Evil weather, Skipper Davy,’ says
I.
“‘Oh no,’ says he. ‘It
all depends on how you looks at it.’
“‘But you’re not in the habit o’
lookin’ -’
“‘I’m learnin’ t’ peep,’
says he.
“I’d no means of accountin’
for that! ‘Foul weather, an’
no talkin’, man,’ says I, ‘for the
Labrador bound!’
“‘What’s the sense
o’ naggin’ the weather?’ says
he. ’Isn’t you able t’ leave
her alone, Tumm? Give her time, lad, an’
she’ll blow fair. She’ve her humors
as well as we, haven’t she? An’ she’ve
her business, too. An’ how can you
tell whether her business is good or evil? I
tells you, Tumm, you isn’t got no right t’
question the weather.’
“‘God’s sake!’ says I.
‘What’s happened overnight?’
“‘No matter,’ says
he. ’I ‘low a man haves the right
t’ try a change o’ mind an he wants
to.’
“‘Parson Tree been overhaulin’ you?’
“‘Oh,’ says he,
’a man can put his soul shipshape without the
aid of a parson.’
“‘Then, Skipper Davy,’
says I, with my heart in my mouth, ’I ’low
I’ll sail the Labrador along o’ you.’
“‘Not so, my son,’ says he.
‘By no means.’
“‘I wants to, Skipper Davy!’
“‘You got a mother ashore,’ says
he.
“‘Well, but,’ says
I, ‘my mother says a lad’s got t’
be a man some time.’
“‘I can’t afford t’ take you,
Tumm.’
“‘Look you, Skipper Davy!’
says I, ’I’m able-bodied for my years.
None more so. Take me along o’ you-an’
I’ll work my hands t’ bloody pulp!’
“‘’Tis not that,
Tumm,’ says he. ’’Tis-well-because-I’ve
growed kind o’ fond o’ you overnight.
We got a bit-intimate-together-an’
you-was kind. Tis not my habit, lad,
t’ be fond o’ nobody,’ says he,
in a flash, ‘an’ I’ll not keep it
up. I’m otherwise schooled. But, damme!’
says he, ‘a man’s got t’ go overboard
once in a while, whatever comes t’ pass.’
“‘Then sure you’ll take me!’
“‘I wouldn’t get
my fish,’ says he. ‘I’d be scared
o’ losin’ you. I’d sail the
Word o’ the Lord like a ninny. Thinks
I-I got t’ be careful! Thinks
I-why, I can’t have Tumm cast away,
for what would his mother do? Thinks I-I’ll
reef, an’ I’ll harbor, an’ I can’t
get along, an’ I might hit ice, an’ I
might go ashore on Devil-May-Care. An’ I
wouldn’t get my fish!’
“‘Still an’ all, I got t’
go!’
“‘You isn’t driven,’ says
he.
“‘Skipper Davy,’ says I, fair desperate,
‘I got a maid.’
“‘A what?’ says he.
“‘A maid, Skipper Davy,’
says I, ‘an’ I wants with all my heart
t’ prove my courage.’
“‘What you goin’ t’ do with
her?’
“‘I’ll wed her in due season.’
“Skipper Davy jumped-an’
stared at me until I fair blushed. I’d shook
un well, it seemed, without knowin’-fair
t’ the core of his heart, as it turned out-an’
I’d somehow give un a glimpse of his own young
days, which he’d forgot all about an’ buried
in the years since then, an’ couldn’t
now believe had been true. ‘A maid?’
says he then. ‘A-maid!
An’ you’ll wed her in due season! You,
lad! Knee-high to a locust! An’ you
wants t’ go down the Labrador t’ prove
your courage for the sake of a maid? For-Love!
Tis not a share o’ the catch you wants-’tis
not altogether the sight o’ strange places-’tis
not t’ master the tricks o’ sailin’-’tis
not t’ learn the reefs an’ berths o’
the Labrador. ‘Tis t’ prove-your-courage!
An’ for the sake of a maid! Is that the
behavior o’ lads in the world in these times?
Was it always the way-with lads? I
wonder-I wonder an I might ever have
done that-in my youth!’
“I couldn’t tell un.
“‘Tumm,’ says he, ‘I’ll
further your purpose, God help me!’
“An’ then the first adventure
comin’ down like a patch o’ sunshine over
the sea! Ah-ha, the glory o’ that time!
Sixteen-an’ as yet no adventure beyond
the waters of our parts! A nobbly time off Mad
Mull in a easterly wind-a night on the
ice in the spring o’ the year-a wrecked
punt in the tickle waters; but no big adventure-no
right t’ swagger-none t’ cock
my cap-an’ no great tale o’
the north coast t’ tell the little lads o’
Rickity Tickle on the hills of a Sunday afternoon.
But now, at last, I’d a berth with Davy Junk,
a thing beyond belief, an’ I was bound out when
the weather fell fair. An’ out we put,
in the Word o’ the Lord, in good time;
an’ Skipper Davy-moved by fear of
his fondness, no doubt-cuffed me from Rickity
Tickle t’ the Straits, an’ kicked me from
the Barnyards t’ Thumb-an’-Finger o’
Pinch-Me Head. ‘I isn’t able t’
be partial, lad,’ says he, ‘t’ them
I’m fool enough t’ be fond of.’
Whatever had come to un overnight at Rickity Tickle-an’
however he’d learned t’ peep in new ways-there
was no sign o’ conversion on the cruise from
Rickity t’ Pinch-Me. But ‘twas some
comfort t’ be well in the lead o’ the
fleet in the Straits, when a westerly gale blowed the
ice off-shore, an’ it fair healed my bruises
an’ cured my dumps t’ get the traps down
between the Thumb an’ the Finger afore a sail
showed up in the gray weather t’ s’uth’ard.
Hard sailin’, every inch o’ the way down-blind
an’ mad. Skipper Davy at the wheel:
fog alongshore, ice in the fog, reefs off the heads,
an’ a wind, by times, t’ make the Word
o’ the Lord howl with the labor o’
drivin’ north.
“I didn’t ease up on my
prayers afore the anchor was down an’ the Word
o’ the Lord got her rest in the lee o’
Pinch-Me.
“‘Feelin’ better, Tumm?’ says
Skipper Davy.
“‘I is.’
“‘Don’t you mind
them few little kicks an’ cuffs,’ says
he; ’they was jus’ meant t’ harden
you up.’
“‘My duty,’ says I.
“‘I isn’t very used
t’ bein’ fond o’ nobody,’ says
he, ‘an’ ’tis on my conscience t’
make a man o’ your mother’s son. An’,
moreover,’ says he, ‘’tis on my
conscience t’ teach you the worth of a dollar
in labor.’
“‘My duty, Skipper Davy.’
“‘Oh,’ says he, ‘you don’t
owe me nothin’, I’m deep in debt t’
you.’
“’Twas a harsh season
for Labrador-men. Fish? Fish enough-but
bitter t’ take from the seas off Pinch-Me.
The wind was easterly, raw, wet, an’ foggy,
blowin’ high an’ low, an’ the ice
went scrapin’ down the coast, an’ the
big black-an’-white seas come tumblin’
in from Greenland. There was no lee for the Word
o’ the Lord in that weather: she lied
off the big cliffs o’ Pinch-Me, kickin’
her heels, writhin’ about, tossin’ her
head; an’ many’s the time, in the drivin’
gales o’ that season, I made sure she’d
pile up on the rocks, in the frothy little cove between
the Thumb an’ the Finger, where the big waves
went t’ smash with a boom-bang-swish an’
hiss o’ drippin’ thunder. By day
‘twas haul the traps-pull an oar an’
fork the catch with a back on fire, cracked hands,
salt-water sores t’ the elbow, soggy clothes,
an’ an empty belly; an’ by night ’twas
split the fish-slash an’ gut an’
stow away, in the torchlight, with sticky eyelids,
hands an’ feet o’ lead, an’ a neck
as limp as death. I learned a deal about life-an’
about the worth of a dollar in labor. ‘Take
that!’ says Skipper Davy, with the toe of his
boot, ‘an’ I’m sorry t’ have
to do it, but you can’t fall asleep on a stack
o’ green cod at two o’clock in the mornin’
an’ be a success in life. Try that!’
says he, with the flat of his hand, ’though it
grieves me sore t’ hurt you.’ But
whatever an’ all, us loaded the Word o’
the Lord-an’ stowed the gear
away, an’ fell down t’ sleep in our tracks,
an’ by an’ by lied in wait for a fair wind
t’ the Newf’un’land outports.
An’ there comes a night-a fine, clear,
starry night like this-with good prospects
o’ haulin’ out at break o’ day.
An’ I could sleep no longer, an’ I went
on deck alone, t’ look up at the sky, an’
t’ dream dreams, maybe, accordin’ t’
my youth an’ hope an’ the good years I’d
lived at Rickity Tickle.
“A lovely night: still
an’ starlit-with a flash o’
northern lights abroad, an’ the ol’ Word
o’ the Lord lyin’ snug asleep in a
slow, black sea.
“Skipper Davy come up.
‘Tumm,’ says he, ‘is you on deck?’
“‘Ay, sir.’
“‘Where is you, b’y?’
“‘Lyin’ here, sir,’ says I,
‘cuddled down on a cod-net.’
“‘Now that the labor is
over,’ says he, ‘I’m all tired out
an’ downcast.’ He sot down beside
me. ’You doesn’t bear no malice for
all them kicks an’ cuffs, does you?’ says
he. ’You sees, lad, I-I-isn’t
used t’ bein’ fond o’ nobody-an’
I ’low I don’t know how very well-though
I done my best.’
“‘Sure,’ says I, ‘I’ve
no malice?’
“‘What you doin’ here?’ says
he.
“‘Lookin’ up at the stars.’
“‘Is you?’ says he. ‘What
for?’
“‘They’re such wonderful friendly
little beggars, Skipper Davy!’
“‘I never looks up at the stars.’
“‘They’re friends o’ mine!’
“‘Not bein’ very
much in favor o’ the world!’ says he, ’I
doesn’t countenance the stars.’
“An’ all at once I turned
to un in a sweat an’ shiver o’ fear.
Not countenance the stars! Here, then, another
flash o’ light upon the big mystery! Now
first I glimpsed the end of a path of evil. Not
countenance the stars! Could a man truly come
t’ such a sad pass in God’s good world?
I knowed evil: all lads knows it, t’ be
sure-its first gates in the world:
not its last places. An’ they stand without,
in fair meadows, an’ peep beyond-an’
wonder, an’ ponder, an’ wish with all
their young, eager hearts t’ follow the paths
an’ learn. An’ we that are growed
forget the wonder an’ the wish-an’
show no scars that we can hide, an’ draw the
curtain upon our ways, an’ make mockery o’
truth, an’ clothe our hearts in hypocrisy, an’
offer false example, an’ lie of our lives an’
souls, lest we stand ashamed. ’Tis a cruel
fate for lads, it may be, an’ a deceitful prophecy.
I knows little enough about life, but exhibit my ways,
whatever an’ all, for the worth they may have;
an had I my will in the world, I’d light the
country beyond the gates, ecod! an’ with my own
hands stir up all the beasts! Not countenance
the stars! ’Twas a vision again for the
lad that was I-first glimpse o’ the
end of any path of evil. ’I must guard
my soul,’ thinks the lad that was I, in his heart,
’lest I come to a pass like this.’
“There was light abroad by this
time: a big, golden, jolly moon, peepin’
over the black cliffs o’ Thumb-an’-Finger,
not ashamed t’ grin its fellowship with sea
an’ stars an’ all the handiwork o’
God. An’ all the world save Davy Junk-all
the world from the ragged hills t’ the rim o’
the sea-from the southern stars fair north
t’ the long, white lights-was at
peace in the night. An’ then Skipper Davy
said: ‘I done jus’ what you tol’
me, Tumm, afore us put out from Rickity Tickle.
I-I-done a deal for Janet Luff’s
child-an’ I’ve no complaint
t’ make. I made haste, lad, as you said,
an’ got there first, an’ done the good
deed, an’ knowed ‘twas a good deed; an’
I been a sight happier ever since-though
I’m woebegone enough, God knows! But the
windows o’ my soul is cleaner. I’m
awakened. I been sort o’ converted-t’
love. An’ comin’ down the coast-an’
here at the fishin’, with the gales ill-minded
an’ steeped in hate, an’ the Thumb an’
the Finger jus’ waitin’ t’ le’ward
t’ pinch us all t’ death-I
been broodin’ a deal upon love. An’
I’m lonely. An’ now, Tumm, I wants
t’ get married-as a lonely man will.
An’ they’s a maid back there at Rickity
Tickle that I loved in my youth. She’ve
a kind heart and a comely face. She was ever
kind-an’ comely. I told her once,
long ago, at Dirty-Face Bight, that I-I-sort
o’ fancied I loved her; an’ I ‘lowed
that once I found out that I did in truth-an’
once I’d laid up a store against evil times-that
I-I-I’d ask her t’
wed me. An’ I knowed that I loved her all
the time. An’ she said-that she’d
wait. An’ she’ve-waited.
I ’low, Tumm, that you might help me in this
pass-for you’re young, an’ in
love, an’ in touch with the ways o’ courtship,
an’ I’m old, an’ crabbed, an’
tired, an’ afraid o’ the world, an’
I’ve no admiration for the man that I is.
Eh, Tumm, lad? Think you might-serve
me?’
“‘Skipper Davy,’ says I, ‘I’ll
do my level best.’
“‘A fair night,’
says he. ‘Breezin’ up a bit from the
north. I ’low we’ll get underway
at dawn. Is you-is you-well
acquainted with Mary Land?’
“‘Sure,’ says I, ‘she nursed
me!’
“‘She’s the maid,’ says he,
‘that’s waited.’
“‘An’ you,’
says I, in a rage, ’is the man she’ve waited
for all these years?’
“’I ‘low,’ says he, ‘you
might move her t’ heed me.’
“‘Well,’ says I, ‘I’ll
do what I’m able-for she.’
“‘I’m much obliged,’
says he; ‘an’ I forgives you all the grief
them cuffs an’ kicks has caused me.’
“An’ so it come t’
pass that when the Word o’ the Lord dropped
anchor in Rickity Tickle-an’ when
I was foot-loose from the ol’ craft an’
had kissed my mother t’ the dear woman’s
satisfaction-an’ Bessie Tot on the
sly as near t’ my own as I could manage-an’
when I’d swaggered the roads a bit-an’
had cocked my cap, as I’d planned t’ do,
an’ made mention o’ Mugford an’ Pinch-Me
an’ easterly weather-I spread my
sails on the road t’ Gull Island Cove t’
warn Mary Land o’ the queer news I had.
She’d a place in my heart, an’ in the hearts
of us all, for her goodness an’ wise ways-a
large, warm place in mine, like a sister’s nook
in a young lad’s heart. An’ sure she
was sister t’ all the lads o’ Rickity
Tickle-love in her touch, wisdom on her
lips, an’ faith in her eyes. A Newf’un’land
maid: buxom now, an’ still rosy an’
fair an’ blue-eyed an’ tender. But
not merry at all: gone too far in years, I used
t’ think, for folly t’ flush an’
dimple her-she was goin’ on thirty-but
as it was, as then I knowed, too much grieved for
waste o’ merriment. An’ when she’d
hugged me, her nurseling, as she used t’ say-an’
when she’d noted my stride an’ the spread
o’ my feet-an’ had marked my
elderly talk an’ praised my growth-I
told her my errand. I plumped it out, without
mercy, in the way of a lad; an’ she took it
ill, I thought; for breath left her, an’ she
stared like death. An’ then she begun t’
cry-an’ then she sobbed that she was
wonderful happy-an’ then she dried
her poor eyes-an’ then she named
Davy Junk an’ the good God in one long breath
o’ love an’ thanks-an’
then she smiled. An’ after that she put
her warm arms around me an’ half hid her sweet
motherly face; but yet I could see that she was flushed
an’ dimpled, like any young maid o’ the
place, an’ that her eyes were both merry an’
wet. An’ I marveled t’ learn that
youth an’ joy would come back in a flash o’
time as soon as love beckoned a finger.
“‘I loves un, Toby!’ says she.
‘I jus’ can’t help it.’
“‘He’ve poor timber in his soul,’
says I.
“She’d have none o’ that! ‘Oh
no,’ says she; ‘he jus’ needs-me.’
“‘A poor stick for looks,’ says
I.
“‘Ah, but,’ says she, ‘you
didn’t know un when he was young, Toby.’
“‘Pst!’ says I. ‘An’
he’ve kep’ you waitin’ a long time.’
“‘It haven’t been
hard t’ wait,’ says she; ‘for I jus’
knowed he’d come-when ready.’
“‘I’ll fetch Skipper Davy this night.’
“‘Ay,’ says she. ‘I’m-wonderful
happy.’
“‘There’ll be guns
goin’ at a weddin’ in Rickity Tickle afore
long,’ says I, ‘I’ll be bound!’
“She laughed like a maid o’
sixteen. ‘An’, ecod!’ says she,
’I got a new muslin all ready t’ wear!’
“It rained on Rickity Tickle
that night: no lusty downpour-a mean,
sad drizzle o’ cold mist. The road t’
Gull Island Cove was dark as death-sodden
underfoot an’ clammy with wet alder-leaves.
Skipper Davy come with fair courage, laggin’
a bit by the way, in the way o’ lovers, thinks
I, at such times. An’ I’d my hand
fair on the knob o’ Mary Land’s door-an’
was jus’ about t’ push in-when
Skipper Davy all at once cotched me by the elbow an’
pulled me back t’ the shadows.
“‘Hist!’ says he.
“‘Ay?’
“‘Did you-tell her outright-that
I’d take her?’
“‘Ay, sure!’
“‘No help for it, Tumm?’
“‘God’s sake!’ says I.
“‘I-I-I won’t!’
says he.
“An’ he fled-ay,
took t’ the heels of un, an’ went stumblin’
over the road t’ Rickity Tickle in the dark.
I listened-helpless there at Mary Land’s
door-while he floundered off beyond hearin’.
An’ ’twas hard-a thing as bitter
as perdition-t’ tell Mary Land that
he’d gone. T’ break her heart again!
God’s sake! But she said: ’Hush,
Toby! Don’t you mind for me. I-I’m
not mindin’-much. I’m used-t’
waitin’.’ An’ then I made off
for Davy Junk’s spick-an’-span cottage
by Blow-Me t’ speak the words in my heart.
Slippery rock an’ splash o’ mud underfoot-an’
clammy alder-leaves by the wayside-an’
the world in a cold drench o’ misty rain-an’
the night as dark as death-an’ rage
an’ grief beyond measure in my heart. An’
at last I come t’ Davy Junk’s cottage
by Blow-Me, an’ forthwith pushed in t’
the kitchen. An’ there sot Davy Junk, snuggled
up to his own fire, his face in his hands, woebegone
an’ hateful of hisself an’ all the world-his
soul lost, not because he’d failed in love for
a maid, or worked woe in a woman’s heart, but
because in fear o’ the world he’d lived
all his years in despite o’ love, an’
love had left un for good an’ all, t’
make the best of his way alone through the world he
feared. He’d not look at me at all, but
shifted in his chair, an’ rubbed his hands, an’
snuggled closer to his own fire, an’ whimpered
what I couldn’t make out. Nor would I speak
t’ he afore he turned t’ face me-though
I’d hard labor enough t’ keep my words
in my throat. Whatever an’ all, at last
he turned. An’ ‘twas the old Davy
Junk come t’ Rickity Tickle again-the
beast o’ fear peerin’ out from his soul
through his little, mean eyes. An’ I might
have loathed un then-had I not pitied un
so greatly.
“‘I made a mistake, Tumm,’ says
he.
“‘Ay, Skipper Davy.’
“‘This here world’s
a wolf’s world,’ says he, with his teeth
bared. ‘An’, damme, I got enough
t’ do t’ fend for myself!’
“‘Skipper Davy,’ says I, ‘you
go t’ hell!’
“‘Twas the first oath
ever I uttered with intention. An’ I ran
straightway t’ Billy Tot’s cottage-t’
cure the taste o’ the thing on my lips-an’
t’ ease the grief in my heart-an’
t’ find some new store o’ faith for my
soul. An’ I kissed Bessie Tot fair on her
rosy check in the middle o’ the kitchen floor
without carin’ a jot who seed me.”
It was the end of the yarn of Davy
Junk, of Dirty-Face Bight; but Skipper Jim, of the
Quick as Wink, being of a curious turn, presently
inquired:
“What become o’ Davy?”
“Lost with the Word o’
the Lord,” Tumm replied, “with all
hands aboard.”
“Went down in wreck,”
the skipper observed, “an’ left nothin’
but a tale.”
“A tale with a moral,” said I.
“Ay, an’ t’ be sure!”
Skipper Jim agreed. “Davy Junk left a tale-with
a moral.”
“Damme!” Tumm exploded,
“’tis as much as most men leaves!”
And the little stars winked their
own knowledge and perfect understanding of the whole
affair.
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