[This story is especially interesting
as an early treatment (1902) of the theme afterward
developed with a surer hand in The Pendulum.]
“Find yo’ shirt all
right, Sam?” asked Mrs. Webber, from her chair
under the live-oak, where she was comfortably seated
with a paper-back volume for company.
“It balances perfeckly, Marthy,”
answered Sam, with a suspicious pleasantness in his
tone. “At first I was about ter be a little
reckless and kick ’cause ther buttons was all
off, but since I diskiver that the button holes is
all busted out, why, I wouldn’t go so fur as
to say the buttons is any loss to speak of.”
“Oh, well,” said his wife,
carelessly, “put on your necktie that’ll
keep it together.”
Sam Webber’s sheep ranch was
situated in the loneliest part of the country between
the Nueces and the Frio. The ranch house a
two-room box structure was on the rise
of a gently swelling hill in the midst of a wilderness
of high chaparral. In front of it was a small
clearing where stood the sheep pens, shearing shed,
and wool house. Only a few feet back of it began
the thorny jungle.
Sam was going to ride over to the
Chapman ranch to see about buying some more improved
merino rams. At length he came out, ready for
his ride. This being a business trip of some
importance, and the Chapman ranch being almost a small
town in population and size, Sam had decided to “dress
up” accordingly. The result was that he
had transformed himself from a graceful, picturesque
frontiersman into something much less pleasing to
the sight. The tight white collar awkwardly
constricted his muscular, mahogany-colored neck.
The buttonless shirt bulged in stiff waves beneath
his unbuttoned vest. The suit of “ready-made”
effectually concealed the fine lines of his straight,
athletic figure. His berry-brown face was set
to the melancholy dignity befitting a prisoner of
state. He gave Randy, his three-year-old son,
a pat on the head, and hurried out to where Mexico,
his favorite saddle horse, was standing.
Marthy, leisurely rocking in her chair,
fixed her place in the book with her finger, and turned
her head, smiling mischievously as she noted the havoc
Sam had wrought with his appearance in trying to “fix
up.”
“Well, ef I must say it, Sam,”
she drawled, “you look jest like one of them
hayseeds in the picture papers, ’stead of a free
and independent sheepman of the State o’ Texas.”
Sam climbed awkwardly into the saddle.
“You’re the one ought
to be ’shamed to say so,” he replied hotly.
“’Stead of ‘tendin’ to a man’s
clothes you’re al’ays setting around a-readin’
them billy-by-dam yaller-back novils.”
“Oh, shet up and ride along,”
said Mrs. Webber, with a little jerk at the handles
of her chair; “you always fussin’ ‘bout
my readin’. I do a-plenty; and I’ll
read when I wanter. I live in the bresh here
like a varmint, never seein’ nor hearin’
nothin’, and what other ’musement kin
I have? Not in listenin’ to you talk, for
it’s complain, complain, one day after another.
Oh, go on, Sam, and leave me in peace.”
Sam gave his pony a squeeze with his
knees and “shoved” down the wagon trail
that connected his ranch with the old, open Government
road. It was eight o’clock, and already
beginning to be very warm. He should have started
three hours earlier. Chapman ranch was only eighteen
miles away, but there was a road for only three miles
of the distance. He had ridden over there once
with one of the Half-Moon cowpunchers, and he had
the direction well-defined in his mind.
Sam turned off the old Government
road at the split mesquite, and struck down the arroyo
of the Quintanilla. Here was a narrow stretch
of smiling valley, upholstered with a rich mat of green,
curly mesquite grass; and Mexico consumed those few
miles quickly with his long, easy lope. Again,
upon reaching Wild Duck Waterhole, must he abandon
well-defined ways. He turned now to his right
up a little hill, pebble-covered, upon which grew
only the tenacious and thorny prickly pear and chaparral.
At the summit of this he paused to take his last
general view of the landscape for, from now on, he
must wind through brakes and thickets of chaparral,
pear, and mesquite, for the most part seeing scarcely
farther than twenty yards in any direction, choosing
his way by the prairie-dweller’s instinct, guided
only by an occasional glimpse of a far distant hilltop,
a peculiarly shaped knot of trees, or the position
of the sun.
Sam rode down the sloping hill and
plunged into the great pear flat that lies between
the Quintanilla and the Piedra.
In about two hours he discovered that
he was lost. Then came the usual confusion of
mind and the hurry to get somewhere. Mexico was
anxious to redeem the situation, twisting with alacrity
along the tortuous labyrinths of the jungle.
At the moment his master’s sureness of the
route had failed his horse had divined the fact.
There were no hills now that they could climb to obtain
a view of the country. They came upon a few,
but so dense and interlaced was the brush that scarcely
could a rabbit penetrate the mass. They were
in the great, lonely thicket of the Frio bottoms.
It was a mere nothing for a cattleman
or a sheepman to be lost for a day or a night.
The thing often happened. It was merely a matter
of missing a meal or two and sleeping comfortably
on your saddle blankets on a soft mattress of mesquite
grass. But in Sam’s case it was different.
He had never been away from his ranch at night.
Marthy was afraid of the country afraid
of Mexicans, of snakes, of panthers, even of sheep.
So he had never left her alone.
It must have been about four in the
afternoon when Sam’s conscience awoke.
He was limp and drenched, rather from anxiety than
the heat or fatigue. Until now he had been hoping
to strike the trail that led to the Frio crossing
and the Chapman ranch. He must have crossed it
at some dim part of it and ridden beyond. If
so he was now something like fifty miles from home.
If he could strike a ranch a camp any
place where he could get a fresh horse and inquire
the road, he would ride all night to get back to Marthy
and the kid.
So, I have hinted, Sam was seized
by remorse. There was a big lump in his throat
as he thought of the cross words he had spoken to his
wife. Surely it was hard enough for her to live
in that horrible country without having to bear the
burden of his abuse. He cursed himself grimly,
and felt a sudden flush of shame that over-glowed the
summer heat as he remembered the many times he had
flouted and railed at her because she had a liking
for reading fiction.
“Ther only so’ce ov amusement
ther po’ gal’s got,” said Sam
aloud, with a sob, which unaccustomed sound caused
Mexico to shy a bit. “A-livin’ with
a sore-headed kiote like me a low-down skunk
that ought to be licked to death with a saddle cinch a-cookin’
and a-washin’ and a-livin’ on mutton and
beans and me abusin’ her fur takin’ a squint
or two in a little book!”
He thought of Marthy as she had been
when he first met her in Dogtown smart,
pretty, and saucy before the sun had turned
the roses in her cheeks brown and the silence of the
chaparral had tamed her ambitions.
“Ef I ever speaks another hard
word to ther little gal,” muttered Sam, “or
fails in the love and affection that’s coming
to her in the deal, I hopes a wildcat’ll t’ar
me to pieces.”
He knew what he would do. He
would write to Garcia & Jones, his San Antonio merchants
where he bought his supplies and sold his wool, and
have them send down a big box of novels and reading
matter for Marthy. Things were going to be different.
He wondered whether a little piano could be placed
in one of the rooms of the ranch house without the
family having to move out of doors.
In nowise calculated to allay his
self-reproach was the thought that Marthy and Randy
would have to pass the night alone. In spite
of their bickerings, when night came Marthy was wont
to dismiss her fears of the country, and rest her
head upon Sam’s strong arm with a sigh of peaceful
content and dependence. And were her fears so
groundless? Sam thought of roving, marauding
Mexicans, of stealthy cougars that sometimes invaded
the ranches, of rattlesnakes, centipedes, and a dozen
possible dangers. Marthy would be frantic with
fear. Randy would cry, and call for dada
to come.
Still the interminable succession
of stretches of brush, cactus, and mesquite.
Hollow after hollow, slope after slope all
exactly alike all familiar by constant
repetition, and yet all strange and new. If he
could only arrive somewhere.
The straight line is Art. Nature
moves in circles. A straightforward man is more
an artificial product than a diplomatist is.
Men lost in the snow travel in exact circles until
they sink, exhausted, as their footprints have attested.
Also, travellers in philosophy and other mental processes
frequently wind up at their starting-point.
It was when Sam Webber was fullest
of contrition and good resolves that Mexico, with
a heavy sigh, subsided from his regular, brisk trot
into a slow complacent walk. They were winding
up an easy slope covered with brush ten or twelve
feet high.
“I say now, Mex,” demurred
Sam, “this here won’t do. I know
you’re plumb tired out, but we got ter git along.
Oh, Lordy, ain’t there no mo’ houses
in the world!” He gave Mexico a smart kick with
his heels.
Mexico gave a protesting grunt as
if to say: “What’s the use of that,
now we’re so near?” He quickened his gait
into a languid trot. Rounding a great clump of
black chaparral he stopped short. Sam dropped
the bridle reins and sat, looking into the back door
of his own house, not ten yards away.
Marthy, serene and comfortable, sat
in her rocking-chair before the door in the shade
of the house, with her feet resting luxuriously upon
the steps. Randy, who was playing with a pair
of spurs on the ground, looked up for a moment at
his father and went on spinning the rowels and singing
a little song. Marthy turned her head lazily
against the back of the chair and considered the arrivals
with emotionless eyes. She held a book in her
lap with her finger holding the place.
Sam shook himself queerly, like a
man coming out of a dream, and slowly dismounted.
He moistened his dry lips.
“I see you are still a-settin’,”
he said, “a-readin’ of them billy-by-dam
yaller-back novils.”
Sam had traveled round the circle and was himself
again.