The club had gone, save only the guest
of the afternoon and a few friends of the hostess,
who lingered to congratulate her. It had been
a most successful meeting. The guest who had
spoken was the president of a southern club.
The hearers were warm in their praises of the leisurely
music of her southern voice, the charm of her southern
manner, so simple and direct and sympathetic, her
beauty, her grace, even of the finish of her toilet.
She had handled a weighty subject with a light touch
(it was the child labor of the south), and her husband
being a very large manufacturer, she had spoken out
of experience as well as theory. Moreover, she
had shown a luminous common sense and a tolerant humor
such as did not always brighten such serious themes;
and not only the earnest students of the club, but
the more flippant members, were aroused to an unusual
and captivated attention. Now they were loath
to let her go; pressing about, tarrying amid the teacups,
and only reluctantly faring forth as the maids appeared
to remove the wreckage of the feast. The hostess
sank, weary but elated, into a chair by Miss Clymer,
the secretary, as the last silken skirt rustled away.
Mrs. Waite, the president, who was dallying with socialism,
had evidently introduced her new pet to the visitor,
who listened politely.
“After all,” suggested
Mrs. Clymer, more from the amiable design of steering
the conversation within safe limits than out of any
craving to exploit her own views, “after all,
do we really know how these people feel?
Is there one of us, for example, who ever had an intimate
friend among them, a woman who worked with her hands?”
“Madelaide Dunbar told me once,”
remarked the youngest club member, “that she
was fonder of her maid than of most of her friends.”
“Which maid?” inquired
another. “The one who took her pearl necklace?”
“Nobody took those pearls; Madelaide
hid them herself, and forgot all about it, and then
found them in her soiled-handkerchief bag! But
it wasn’t that one. This one had a little
wave to her nose and her eyes were near together.”
“Is she with Madelaide now?”
“I think she married. Madelaide
was buying teaspoons the other day, and asking for
rather light weight maybe they were for
her wedding present.”
The South Carolinian smothered a smile.
“Madelaide doesn’t exactly count,”
said the hostess.
A new voice took up the theme, a sweet,
rather diffident voice, to which, nevertheless, the
circle listened with an attention that was almost
distinction. She who spoke had been born in the
little mid-Western city, and there she had spent her
early youth, but she had married a rich man of the
East, and was only a visitor to-day. The Ridgelys
were people of importance; and Constance Ridgely, the
only child, who never went to parties with boys, and
only paid visits with her mother, and finally disappeared
into vistas of fashion and intimacy with the peerage,
was a person of mark. The more, that no splendid
transformation had altered her affection for the town,
or her gentle, almost shy modesty of manner.
She flushed slightly now as she spoke. “The
best, the dearest girl friend I ever had, used to work
with her hands,” said she.
The sudden silence was almost the
dumbness of dismay; but the hostess sprang nimbly
to the rescue with a murmur of “How picturesque!”
“Why, of course,” cried
Mrs. Clymer. “I wish you would tell us of
it. You mean Nannie, don’t you?”
The Southerner leaned slightly forward,
with a look of interest.
“It is so long ago,” said
Mrs. Curtis, who had been Constance Ridgely, “but
something has made me think of Nannie all the afternoon.
My friendship with Nannie began almost thirty years
ago, when Miss Arthur kept the Pleasant Street kindergarten
next to N. The school was a dear; but I remember
so well the odd mixture of admiration and dread I
felt for the big, tumultuous public school. The
boys used to make faces at us, but they were so daring
and they turned somersaults so nimbly! And I
was devoured with curiosity regarding the little girls
who came to school without their nurses. I thought
it must be grand! One little girl I singled out.
She used to wear a red jersey and a red tam-o’-shanter.
She wasn’t precisely pretty according
to my childish, wax-dolly standard of beauty but
there was something fascinating in the way her silky
mop of brown hair flung itself to the wind, in the
flash of her brown eyes and her white teeth and the
feather-down lightness of her motions. She was
as reckless of her frock as her bones I
was trained to be very careful of both. The fearless
rush with which she would slide down the high bank
or skin up a tree to the very awful, oscillating top I
can’t describe the awesome joy of seeing her!
And she was so gay; she had the sweetest, merriest
laugh in the world. I loved it. Ah, how
many times did I glue my demure little face, which
hid so many wild fancies, to a certain knot-hole in
that high, high fence of Miss Arthur’s, which
all our mothers praised because it protected our privacy,
watching the boys and girls, and my girl run
out to recess! And, oh, the blow it was when
the hour of recess at the kindergarten was changed!
Because the N boys stole Bennie Olmstead’s
roller skates, and there was a combat, in which our
injured and innocent boys were no match for the wicked
N’s; and Miss Betty, who attended to minor
matters of our physical comfort, being only the third
kindergartner, who was learning and received no salary,
and of course had most of the drudgery, washed at
least four bloody noses and one bitten ear, and put
butchers’ brown paper on half a dozen bruises,
while the little girls wept for sympathy and Bennie
howled for his skates! I wept, too; but it was
because I could never any more look through the knot-hole
for Nannie. I knew her name, because I heard
it so often. And then, in the midst of my dejection,
I met her. It was by accident. Tina had come
for me in the carriage, but Harland, having an errand
at the harness shop, had sent her on ahead, and we
two were waiting for him on the curb-stone. Of
a sudden we heard an appalling outcry of canine yelps
and boyish yells, and I saw a sickening sight, a wretched
little dog with a tin can tied to his tail, which
clattered against the bricks of the sidewalk as he
bounded; and in the can a huge fire-cracker spitting
fire! For sheer terror lest I should see the catastrophe,
I covered up my face. And then I heard
my Nannie’s voice, ’Here, doggie!
Here, poor doggie!’ I let my little coward hands
drop. I saw her welcome the terrified beast to
the shelter of her skirts, while with one swift curve
she plucked out the hissing red stick and hurled it
with admirable certainty of aim straight at the pursuers.
As they scampered away, she told them what she thought
of them. Before they could rally, Harland came
to the rescue with the carriage; and Tina pushed both
of us into it. It was one of those double phaetons
which we all used to have then. I don’t
know whether Tina’s mercy would have included
the dog; but he included himself with a flying leap
into Nannie’s lap.”
“And that was how you met Nancy?”
said Mrs. Clymer. “You took her home, didn’t
you, and found her conversation on the way very entertaining?”
“Entrancing. She was full
of thrilling knowledge of the world. She went
to school all alone. Her father was a carpenter,
and she had a hatchet and a plane and a brace and
bit all her very own. Her mother was dead, but
she lived with her aunty, and she invited us most politely
to get out and see her aunty, and her papa’s
shop in the back yard. ’We got a lovely
home,’ said Nannie.”
“Was it?” laughed the youngest clubwoman.
“I thought it was; and, yes,
I think it was, now. So specklessly, radiantly
tidy. A tiny house of wood, but painted freshly
in gray and white, and with a most wonderful garden.
That belonged to Nannie’s aunt. Nannie
said she could make anything with a root grow.
I remember she was out amid the phlox such
brilliant, luxuriant phlox as it was! She had
on a white apron, which the sun made dazzling.
By a wonderful coincidence, the aunt went to Tina’s
church, and Tina knew her; so Tina let me go inside
the house, and the aunt gave us coffee hot from the
stove, and delicious little spice cakes just out of
the oven; and we carried out some to Harland; and
it was a full half-hour before Tina’s conscience
stirred, and we had to go. By that time Nannie
and I were very well acquainted. Yet I had always
been amazingly slow about making friends.
“After this episode Nannie and
I always nodded and grinned when we saw each other,
going or coming from school. The next month Nannie
appeared at our Sunday school and announced that she
would always attend there if she might be in Miss
Browning’s class. Miss Browning taught my
class. Fancy my happiness! It impressed
me very much the way Nannie could make people do what
she wanted. In summer another wonder happened.
Nannie’s father built our new stable. Nannie
used to bring him his luncheon daily. Before
the summer ended we were great chums.”
“But did your mother approve
of your intimacy?” asked Mrs. Waite, who was
bewildered by conduct so opposed to her recollections
of the Ridgelys.
“My mother was a wise woman.
One day she sent me away on some pretext, and she
asked Nannie into the house and showed her pictures
and talked to her. Nannie adored my mother; and
mamma never threw any obstacles in the way of my seeing
Nannie, while Tina was always willing to take me to
the Marshes; of course I never went alone. Tina
thought Nannie one of the nicest little girls in town;
and she had sense enough to see that while I was most
often listless and shy with other girls, I was always
happy with Nannie. I don’t think I can quite
express her charm. She was clever, but clever
people have bored me. She was pretty, too; and
she was a true, delicate-minded little gentlewoman,
though her father was a mechanic and her aunt helped
the family income by taking in fine washing; but it
was none of those things. I think it was that
she was so wholesome! Always cheerful.
Always fearless. By consequence she was the most
absolutely truthful being I ever knew. Aunt Kate” to
Mrs. Clymer “you heard about the
red paint? Shall I tell them?” At Mrs.
Clymer’s assent she continued, “It was
a truly terrible experience. I was never so scared
in my life; and I was always getting scared when I
was little. Nannie’s next-door neighbor
was a little girl named Elsa Clarke, whose father
was a painter by trade. He was an easy-tempered
man, and sometimes used to let us paint. If we
daubed ourselves (which we seldom failed to do), he
would scrub us off with turpentine. I had some
painful scenes with Tina; for even if the paint was
gone, the scent of roses, you know. She was going
to put a ban on the whole business, when Nannie contrived
some oilcloth aprons out of a discarded table covering.
This appeased her. One day Elsa’s father
gave us the dregs of a can of red paint. Another
painter who was doing some work in the shop glowered
at him, and from him to a white window sash that he
had just finished. He was a very gruff old fellow,
of whom I stood in dreadful fear. I thought he
was very much such a looking man as the ogre in ’Jack
and the Beanstalk.’ ’Them kids will
mess up something if you give ’em paint, you’ll
see,’ the ogre growled, ’but they better
keep clear of my sash, if they know what’s
good for ’em!’ With that he followed Elsa’s
father out of the shop. We were left with our
artistic fury. I don’t know exactly how
the calamity came about, but Elsa wanted the paint
can which Nannie was using. If Elsa wanted anything
and didn’t get it, she grew angry. It was
her papa’s shop and her papa’s paint and
she had a right to have it, she would have
it! ‘But he gave it to us all,’ I
protested, rather shocked at the squabble. Nannie
didn’t say anything; she went on slapping the
paint on a box in vast content. Then Elsa flew
into a rage and laid hold of Nannie. I laid hold
of her. And a dog in the household, hearing our
loud voices, bounded joyously into the fray.
And somehow Nannie tripped! The paint, the red,
red paint made a ghastly cascade over the snowy whiteness
of the ogre’s window frame. Stupefied
by the enormity of our mishap, we stood staring miserably
at each other. Elsa burst into tears. As
for me, I could hear my heart thump.
“‘He’s coming back,’
gasped Elsa, ’and papa ain’t with him.
I saw him box a little girl’s ears once jest
for using his brush let’s run!
Let’s run! He’ll think it
was Jumper!’ (Jumper was wagging his tail and
affectionately sympathizing.)
“‘Jumper didn’t do it,’ said
Nannie.
“But Elsa was sprinting across
the yard. My own terror seemed to clutch me and
propel me without volition; I was outside and hurrying
after Elsa before I realized. But at the sound
of a dreadful, menacing voice I turned my head.
Nannie had not fled. She was facing the brutal
man who had boxed a little girl’s ears; and
he was demanding who had done That! The
rumble of thunder was in his deep tones. I ran
back; but I was in such a panic I had to hold on to
the bench to keep me on my feet. Elsa, from the
fortress of her kitchen, screamed that Jumper had done
it.
“‘Hay?’ exploded
the man. It seemed to me an appalling interjection.
“‘Jumper didn’t
do it,’ said Nannie. ’I fell and the
paint splashed. I’ll paint it over for
you, all right.’
“‘You!’ the
ogre bellowed, lifting his fist in a passion.
’You’ve done enough mischief!’ I
had been trying to speak, but I was so scared that
my mouth only made little choking sounds, but now I
did sob, ’Please, mister, we made her
do it, Elsa and I. Elsa caught her arm and I caught
Elsa’s arm I’ll pay you
for it!’ I had my little purse out in my trembling
fingers and would have given it all to him. Not
Nannie. ’It can’t take you an hour
to paint it over,’ said she. ’Will
you take twenty-five cents that’s
an hour’s wages and let me
paint it? I’m awful sorry it happened.’
“‘I’ve a mind to lick you both,’
grumbled the man.
“But Nannie didn’t flinch;
she looked into his face, repeating, ’We’re
awful sorry; and we’ll pay you. It wouldn’t
do any good to spank us; and I’ll paint something
else first, to show you I won’t daub the glass.’
“‘Well, you are
a cool one,’ said the man. I could hardly
believe my eyes; he was grinning. Actually he
did let Nannie show him how neatly she painted; and
the end of it was, he taught us a great deal about
painting.”
“Didn’t Nannie think you
were plucky to run back?” said the Southerner.
“Truly, Mrs. Curtis, I think you were braver
than she!”
Mrs. Curtis shook her head. “I
couldn’t have done it but for Nannie. Merely
being in her presence stiffened my limp courage.
I was absurdly timid.”
“Well, I don’t wonder
you were fond of her,” cried the youngest member.
“What were her people like?”
“Her mother was dead and she
was an only child. Her father was the kindest,
gentlest of men, with a placid shrewdness such as one
may draw from life rather than books. He loved
beautiful things. Why, he taught me more about
the loveliness of shadows and trees than the great
artists, since. And I recognize now how fine was
his passion for what he called in his homely way ‘a
job good enough not to need putty.’”
“I remember Marsh well,”
said Mrs. Clymer. “He was a wonderful
workman and a particularly considerate person to have
about. He always cleaned up his shavings.
I never saw the aunt. She was a nice sort, too,
wasn’t she, Connie?”
“Indeed she was! She was
a widow with three children. The youngest, as
Nannie told me with somber importance, was ‘bedrid’;
she hadn’t walked for three years, and the doctor
said she ’never would walk in this world’;
but Mr. Marsh had made her a most ingenious wheeled
chair, which was always at the window, with her little
pale, smiling face above it. Then there was little
Ned, who was four, and Oscar, who was working his
way through college. They all spoke of Oscar with
deep respect. He was awfully clever, I was sure;
and his mother had a handsome photograph of him on
the mantel, under his father’s picture.”
“That was Jedidiah Marsh,”
explained Mrs. Waite. “I remember him.
He was a very handsome man and a plumber. He
wasn’t very much of a plumber as I recall him;
but he was an inventor always going to patent something,
which always turned out to have been discovered before.
Finally he did put some machine on the market, and
died leaving the business in a tangle, and lots of
debts, which his widow and Caleb Marsh paid off to
the last cent of interest, although it took them years
to do it.”
“Yes,” said Mrs. Clymer;
“he told Mr. Clymer once that maybe he wasn’t
legally liable for Jed’s debts, but there never
was a Marsh yet that anybody could find fault with
for doing anything dishonest; and they shouldn’t
begin with Jed, who was all right, whether his washing
machine was or wasn’t. I have a sneaking
idea myself that Caleb Marsh, who was shrewd in his
simple way, did not take Jed’s wonderful genius
seriously; but Jed’s wife did. Once I carried
Nannie home when she had been to see you, Connie;
and I remember their neat little parlor, with the pictures
of Lincoln and Grant and the Rogers groups and some
really fine, simple furniture which Marsh had made
himself. But I remember best the two portraits
over the mantel a pretty girl I should have
known was Nannie’s mother, only an enlarged
photograph, but very well done, and an oil portrait
of Jedidiah, which had been done from a photograph
by the gifted daughter of a neighbor, who was learning
to paint. It was pretty awful. I wonder
didn’t Caleb Marsh think so, too.”
“If he did, he never said so,
you may be sure,” said Mrs. Curtis quickly;
“and somehow I have a kind of affection for that
picture, too. There were always flowers before
both of the portraits; perhaps in winter no more than
some sprigs of lemon verbena or a pot of ivy, but
always some green thing. Do you know, the pictures,
and the flowers always before them, that little touch
of faithful love, added an intangible and plaintive
charm to the homely attraction of the house. I
did love that room. It was so sunny, so spotless
and peaceful, with the geraniums and the heliotrope
in the window, and the white muslin curtains.
There was a rug with a very bright and fierce-looking
tiger on it before the fireplace (Mr. Marsh would
have a fireplace), and Mr. Marsh’s grandmother’s
andirons glittered behind the big peacock fan in summer
time; and there used to float in through the window
the lovely faint odors of old-fashioned flowers spice
pinks and sweetbrier roses and lemon verbenas.”
Mrs. Clymer sighed. “I
wish there were a better ending to the story.”
“Does it end sadly?” asked
the Southerner. “Did the little girls grow
up and forget each other?”
Mrs. Curtis, who was looking absently
over the lawn and the flowers, down the shady street,
on which longer and warmer shadows were creeping,
back perhaps in a reverie of her childhood, started
a little; the sensitive blush which years in the world
had not given her power to control, mantled her fair
cheek; she turned and gave the Southerner’s
light smile a serious, almost solemn gaze. When
she spoke it was with a gentle coldness, as if she
felt she had been too frank with strangers at
least so the hostess interpreted it.
“I didn’t forget;
and we were not separated for several years. I
went to the high school with Nannie; it was really
I who went, for my entreaties overcame my mother’s
aversion to the clamorous life of a public school.
We were so happy; and when I had the trouble with my
eyes, Nannie used to read my lessons to me. She
learned a whole different course so she could help
me. You see, she was awfully clever. The
more I knew of other girls, the finer Nannie seemed
to me. The the difference between
the classes, the real thing which keeps them apart,
is their lack of a common ground of experience.
They haven’t anything to talk about. I
should have been as shy with another girl who worked
for her living as she would have been with me, but
I knew Nannie so well I never knew any
other woman friend so well, and only one man.”
“Whom you married?” said
the Southerner with an apologetic accent.
“Yes, poor dear,” laughed
Mrs. Curtis. “It wasn’t treating him
well, perhaps, but he brought it on himself.”
“Did you go through the high
school with your friend?” Mrs. Waite’s
deep voice was heard again. “But no, surely
you weren’t a graduate?”
“No; we went to Europe in my
second year. I cried myself ill when we parted.
My only comfort was that Nannie and I had promised
each other that we would go to college together.
Nannie was already earning money by her carving.
Still it was bitter. Youth can suffer
so easily and so horribly!”
“Yet,” said Mrs. Clymer,
“though I admit you were a woeful object, Connie,
I thought at the time, and I think now, that Nannie
suffered the most. She didn’t shed a tear
that morning when she came up to your house to say
good-by; and I went with you to the depot; but there
was a look in her eyes which haunted me. And
when she stood in the driveway as we rolled away,
watching the carriage, and you turned and she waved
her hand and smiled I felt as if I had
seen a surgical operation.”
“And then? Oh, Mrs. Curtis,
that wasn’t the end of it?” cried the
youngest member.
“Oh, no. I missed Nannie
amid all the change and excitement; and I wrote her
often. At first she wrote me as often. Now
I can appreciate how hard she must have tried to collect
the little items of news likely to interest me.
And they were all about girls whom she barely knew,
and things remote from her. Somehow she found
out about everything. It was she who first wrote
about when Annie Baylor had scarlet fever, and she
who told first of that astounding happening, Mary Taine
Willis’ engagement. Mary was only three
years older than we; it was almost like one of us
being engaged. And her reports about the house
and the grounds and the horses, my father said, were
clearer and more useful than those of the man in charge.
But somehow during the last year the letters grew
a little less open-hearted and affectionate; a queer
film of constraint froze over them, if I may call
it that. And on my part I was conscious of a
mingling of dread in my delight at the prospect of
seeing Nannie when we had come. I knew she would
be the same faithful, dear girl whom I should always
love; but my Nannie was more she was the
leader, she had charm; I admired her so tremendously,
I wondered should I admire her in the same way.
Maybe you think that was horrid of me?”
“I don’t know” the
Southern woman spoke before the others “I
know it was natural. Well, did you find it different?
Had she changed?”
“I don’t remember; I only
remember that, in the first half-hour, my only fear
was lest she should be disappointed in me.
I admired everything about her; her very clothes were
so dainty; and I had expected to be superior there,
I fancy. But it wasn’t that; it was my feeling
that she was finer and stronger than my other friends.
You know the pretty clothes, the pretty manners, are
only signs of the real thing; and Nannie had the real
thing, I was sure. But there was always that
constraint about her. You would not believe,”
said Mrs. Curtis gently to the Southerner, “you
would not believe how absurdly this intangible reserve
of hers hurt me.”
“I think it was very nasty of
her, myself,” laughed the Southerner; “but
did it never occur to you that some other friend of
yours might have been making mischief? You were
a very desirable chum, some one might have filled
your friend’s head with notions of how different
were your classes and walks in life; and how you were
too loyal and kind hearted to desert or repel an old
friend, but you might find such ties a drag on you.
If that happened she would be a little morbid about
making advances. She was probably proud in her
own way.”
“There was Elsa Clarke,”
Mrs. Clymer suggested; “she was always trying
to be intimate with you; and if ever there was a sly
little climber, it was she.”
“Wait a minute!” exclaimed
the hostess. “I am beginning to reminisce,
myself. Wasn’t there a boy in the Marsh
family, Nannie Marsh’s brother or cousin?
Yes, her cousin, Oscar. Why, to be sure.
He came back from college and was a clerk in Norris
Blanchard’s store, and fell madly in love with
Gladys Blanchard. She treated him abominably,
they did say. Led him on, and then married that
young man from Massachusetts; and Oscar shot himself
in the front yard while they were standing up under
the floral bell.”
“How ghastly,” murmured
the youngest member, “to kill himself ”
“Oh, it didn’t kill him,
though they thought he would die. I don’t
know but his uncle wondered sometimes if it wouldn’t
have been better. For after he got up he took
to drink and notions wild, anarchistic,
socialistic ”
“He couldn’t take to them
both at the same time,” Mrs. Waite interrupted
with fervor. “They are absolutely antagonistic,
socialism ”
“Yes, yes, to be sure” the
hostess hastily turned a conversational switch before
the collision “of course I didn’t
mean to say he believed in both, only that
he took to making fierce speeches at the populist
meetings, and wrote articles for the papers, girding
at the rich. And he used to get drunk. The
poor Marshes felt awfully. I shouldn’t be
a bit surprised if that was what made Nannie a little
shy and stiff. Did she tell you about Oscar’s
tragedy?”
“Not until I found it out myself.
I somehow had the feeling that I wasn’t so gladly
welcomed as I used to be. And Mrs. Marsh was changed
and saddened. But the little chair was no longer
by the window; and I knew the mother grieved.
Dear little Hattie, always so patient and so pleased
with every little thing. One day Nannie was walking
home with me, and we met Oscar. After that I
knew. I will own up, when I saw his condition,
I I told you I was a coward I
simply turned and ran away. To be sure, Nannie
had seen him also, and said suddenly, ’Good-by,
Connie; I can’t go any farther’; but that
is only a mitigation, not an excuse. I was so
ashamed of myself I hardly slept all night. Nannie
was coming to see me the next afternoon. I was
awfully afraid she wouldn’t come, and almost
as afraid to see her when she did come. And when
she began to talk, I couldn’t think of anything
better than to kiss her, with my eyes shut as
if I were going to have a tooth pulled! We both
cried. It gave me a weird, earthquaky sensation
to see Nannie cry. I had never, through all our
years of intimacy, seen her cry. But almost immediately
she pulled herself together, and said, ’Well,
I’m not going to stand it. Daddy has found
a place in the country where Oscar can go and learn
the business and then be a partner. If he has
a little property of his own he will stop wanting
to overturn things so bad. So he’s
going; and he did seem to feel bad about making aunty
so wretched; and he’s promised to give up drinking
and talking; so I don’t know what I’m
crying about, unless it is having to give up going
to college with you! But it’s only putting
it off for a year. I’ll make it all back
by then; I’m going into the furniture factory
this summer.’ But when I saw the family
I realized for the first time what this education,
which we take so lightly, indeed often with weariness,
means to those who have to deny themselves for it.
The love of it was a passion with Nannie’s people.
They seemed to think a college was a wonderful place,
where one learned all the secrets of life and art and
knowledge. When they spoke of it their voices
would drop reverentially, as they dropped when they
spoke of heaven. To have this glory for Nannie
put off another year seemed cruel to them. ‘Well,’
I suggested to Mr. Marsh, ‘at least it will
be I who will have to miss her, and not you.’
‘It’s wicked to take such comfort,’
said he, ’but I guess I can’t help taking
it a mite. Nannie is so very comforting and pleasant
to have around.’”
“He certainly was a nice man,”
said Mrs. Clymer. “Do you remember him
beaming at Nannie’s graduation? I thought
I should be bored, but I wasn’t; and you, my
dear, were a little drama of delight by yourself, so
scared when she began, and so radiant presently; and
darting such furious glances at Elsa Clarke.”
“Well,” retorted Mrs.
Curtis, “wasn’t she whispering all through
the essay to a boy she had with her! But she
was on the stage afterward, before any of us, and
she had sent Nannie a most impressive and expensive
bouquet; and she was hugging her and making joyful
noise over her when my father and I came up.
Father paid her the prettiest of compliments and called
her Miss Nannie. Her own father and her aunt and
Ned stood by, with Oscar, who had come in from the
country for this important occasion. Mr. Marsh
did not say a word. But I never knew before how
many different kinds of smiles a man could smile.
And somehow, after that evening, although Nannie was
so little affected by the glamour of it all, I was
provoked with her; somehow, she was more like her
old gay self with me. Why do you suppose, Mrs.
Atherton?”
“I suppose,” ventured
the Southerner, smiling, “because she felt that
her little triumph (no doubt she overvalued it, in
spite of the level head you give her); she felt it
made her a little better worth your friendship.
But what happened next? You went to
college?”
“Yes, I went; and we had to
have that odious little Elsa with us, because she
was going, too. I was most dolefully homesick;
and oh, how I missed Nannie! I wrote her, if
I weren’t so afraid of the ferocious cabmen
who roared so at one, I should run away, and it was
all her fault ”
“Your father did want ”
Mrs. Curtis cut Mrs. Clymer’s sentence off with
a quick “Ah, they wouldn’t accept; they
were quite as proud as we. However, the time
dragged itself away, and I went home for the Christmas
holidays. I found Nannie in very different circumstances,
but quite as cheerful. She was working in the
factory, and earning good wages, and she had all sorts
of racy experiences with human nature to relate.
How the whole family hung on my college stories!
And Oscar was doing well, and becoming cheerful, and
they could all talk proudly about him again!
They comforted me as much as my own people, and I went
back with a show of courage. Nannie wrote me
every week. I don’t know just when I began
to feel a change in the letters, not in their affection
or their gaiety; but she no longer told me so much
about her studies (for she wanted to keep up with
me and enter in the second year); after a while she
hardly mentioned them; yet she had shown the
keenest interest. My people came on east for
me that summer, and as we made several visits, it was
late in the summer when we came home. Although
I had noticed this change in Nannie’s letters,
I had not dreamed what it really meant; and I was not
prepared for the shock I received. She greeted
me with all her old affection; but at my first inquiry
about her savings, she answered, ‘Yes, I have
enough if I go.’ ‘If!’
I cried. ’Don’t be talking of if’s!’
‘Indeed, I ought not,’ she answered very
gravely, ’for there is no if about it; I know
that I oughtn’t to go. It isn’t fair
to the others.’ ‘But they want you
to go!’ I pleaded in inexpressible dismay.
‘It will be the awfulest disappointment!’
It seems to me that I still remember every word of
her reply. She said that she knew it, that her
education had been the whole family’s day dream.
But that, in the first place, it would be harder than
they would admit for them to have her go. ‘If
it were only this it would be hard,’ she said,
’but we could bear it; but it isn’t.
What they couldn’t bear would be to to
have me grow away from them. I couldn’t,
truly; but you know Elsa is at home now.
She talks of nothing but her college, her college friends,
her high marks at exams, her basketball team, and
all that. She is always complaining of her own
people’s plain ways. Connie, I can see so
plainly that when she has finished the education which
her parents are pinching themselves to give her she
will use it to establish herself as far as possible
from them.’
“‘Oh, Elsa?’ I sniffed.
’I can believe anything of Elsa. You couldn’t
be so horrid and snobbish!’
“’She doesn’t mean
to be horrid, or know she is; she speaks of her mother
with tears in her eyes. It is only that she has
gone into another world from them, and wants to stay
there. I don’t want to go into any other
world than my father’s and the others’.
I don’t want any better taste than they have!
I want better taste and I want them to have it, but
I want us all to get it together. Whatever I get
I want to share with them. I couldn’t if
I went away. I used to think I could bring it
all back in a lump; but I know better now. You
can’t pot culture and give it away as you choose;
you have to grow it from the seed. What I am
afraid of is that they should not get what I get.
So far they have; why, aunty knows more of Virgil
from hearing me translate aloud than I do myself;
and dad is wonderful in geometry, and he has taught
me to love Charles Lamb, whom he loved just
from the extracts in the literature. First he
bought the Essays, then I bought him the Letters.
It is that way with so many things. You know’ she
laughed ’you know we have some long-legged
Fra Angelico angels instead of the pictures of
Lincoln and Grant; they are in other frames, which
my father made, and hang in the hall; and the Rogers
groups have gone up-stairs, and, Connie, Oscar and
dad and I have had a real artist paint a pastel of
Uncle Jed as a present for aunty, and we have it in
the parlor now; and nobody’s feelings are hurt;
we were all pleased together. That is the right
way. I can’t take any other way. Not
even to be with you, Connie. No, dear, I can’t
go.’ I am afraid I made it harder for her
with my selfish grief, and her father almost frantically
opposed the sacrifice, he who was always so tranquil;
and Oscar was angry, and Ned cried. Oh, we gave
poor Nannie a frightful quarter of an hour; but she
did not go.”
“What became of her? How
did it turn out in the end?” asked the youngest
member.
“I don’t know,” answered Mrs. Curtis.
“Did her conduct make a breach
between you?” Mrs. Waite showed the dawn of
disapproval on her brow.
“Surely not. But in my
next year we went abroad unexpectedly, on account
of my mother’s health. We stayed four years;
and while we were away, my grandfather died, and the
house here was sold. At first we both wrote often;
but, as the years went by, insensibly we wrote less
often. Both of us, I suppose. That same
film of constraint was over Nannie’s letters
that had been over her manner before. Then it
went away. This time it came, and did not go
away. Then the letters ceased altogether.
When I when I found I was going to marry
Mr. Curtis, I wrote Nannie the very first letter.
There was no answer. I wrote again not
once, but many times. After a long while my letters
came back to me, unopened, with the post-office inscription,
‘Not to be found.’ I wrote to Elsa,
who was home. I asked her for Nannie’s address;
for some word about her. She wrote back that
the Marshes had sold their house after Oscar’s
trouble, to raise money for his defense; and they had
all moved away, she believed, to Dakota, but she didn’t
know where. She said Nannie avoided everybody.”
“And what was Oscar’s
trouble?” demanded Mrs. Waite. “I
know there was some iniquitous blunder of the law,
but what exactly was it?”
Mrs. Clymer, who had been watching
Mrs. Curtis attentively, explained while the other
woman seemed searching for the right words. “Oscar
was convicted of burning the store of a rival merchant
who had treated him very treacherously. He had
lost his temper, and threatened the man. What
he meant, he explained, was to give him a good hiding.
But he was overheard; and when, that night, the store
burned, and Oscar was discovered to have gone there,
suspicion lighted on him. Of course, all his
former wild actions were brought up against him, although
he had quite reformed. There had been a number
of incendiary fires, and you know how people always
want somebody punished; poor Oscar Marsh was
sent to the penitentiary, after his people had spent
almost their last dollar to defend him. They
moved away, and all trace of them was lost. It
is a wretched story. And really, Oscar was innocent.
A year afterward (I always credited it mostly to Nannie)
it was discovered that the man had set fire to the
store himself. Nannie got the insurance company
on his trail. He fled. The governor pardoned
Oscar. And that is all any of us know.”
“It is a sad story,” sighed
Mrs. Waite. “I think she did wrong not to
educate herself.”
“I think she did quite right,” said Mrs.
Curtis.
“But as it was, the sacrifice
was so useless,” urged the youngest member.
“She didn’t lift them; they only all went
under the waves together.”
“Not necessarily,” objected
the Southerner. “Why be so dismal?
Why not be cheerful? They had their good trade
and their good sense and their love for each other.
I am going to suppose that those things are more than
money, and that they went to work in a new place, rose
little by little, and then more and more, and are
all prosperous and respected, and Miss Nannie has
married the young superintendent of her new factory,
who has now risen to be the main partner; he is of
an old though impoverished family ”
“You think so much of family
in the South, don’t you?” interjected Mrs.
Waite.
“Well, we have so many old and
good but impoverished families there, you see.
I think the chances are she married such a boy; and
they have made money, and Oscar has a nice plantation
near them, and is married to a sweet little Southern
girl, and his mother adores the baby; and Ned goes
to college, and Mr. Marsh is a prosperous builder,
high in the Scottish Rite, and growing used to his
dress coat ”
“But,” said the hostess,
“you are having them all south; they went to
Dakota.”
“Why, so they did! I forgot,”
cried the Southerner. “Maybe it was a mistake;
and anyhow, they would have done better to go south!”
Everybody laughed and Mrs. Curtis’
fine eyes lit up. “I perceive you are a
psychic, Mrs. Atherton,” she said gaily.
“And they did go south. Being a
psychic, can’t you tell me something? Why
didn’t Nannie answer my letters?”
The Southerner dropped her chin and
looked upward in the pose of a seer; no one noticed
Mrs. Clymer’s sudden movement or the ripple of
quick emotion in Mrs. Curtis’ face. “That’s
easy,” she responded. “I see a slim
girl with dark hair walking with another girl who answers
to the name of Elsa. The dark-haired girl gives
her a letter, stamped, but not addressed. She
has sent a letter to her friend, which has not reached
her. Letters sometimes do not reach people who
are hurrying through Egypt or or other
places. This letter she gives to Elsa, who is
to marry the cousin of an acquaintance of the friend.
She is to post it voila tout!”
“She was engaged to Bertha
Miller’s cousin; and she did try awfully hard
to be intimate with Constance,” whispered Mrs.
Clymer in the hostess’ ear; while everybody
laughed again.
“He drinks like a fish,”
returned the hostess irrelevantly.
“Oh, Mrs. Atherton, don’t
stop, tell us more,” begged the youngest member.
“I feel so interested in Nannie. Has she
any children?” The youngest member had just
acquired the most remarkable baby in the world.
“I reckon,” jested the
Southerner, “two or three. Two boys, let
us say ”
“How nice!” cried Mrs.
Curtis, coloring prettily. “I have two
boys.”
“And I think a little
girl, whom she has named Constance, Constance Ridgely Are
we going, Mrs. Clymer?”
Mrs. Clymer laid a kindly hand on
her shoulder, saying, “Yes, my dear, I must
go; but as I am stopping on my way, I shall walk; and
Constance will take care of you.”
“Thank you, Aunt Kate,”
said Mrs. Curtis, so low the others except
the Southerner did not hear. They
were alone in the carriage before she made any sign
of that which had stirred her profoundly. Then
she turned on her companion a pale face and eyes that
were swimming in tears.
“Yes, dear,” said the
Southerner, whose lips were smiling, but whose own
eyes were wet.
“Oh Nannie!”
cried Constance Ridgely. And the faces of the
two women were strangely like the faces of the two
little girls who had found each other years and years
ago.