After the week’s shower
the low Iowa hills looked vividly green. At the
base of the first range of hills the Blackhawk road
winds from the city to the prairie. From its
starting-point, just outside the city limits, the
wayfarer may catch bird’s-eye glimpses of the
city, the vast river that the Iowans love, and the
three bridges tying three towns to the island arsenal.
But at one’s elbow spreads Cavendish’s
melon farm. Cavendish’s melon farm it still
is, in current phrase, although Cavendish, whose memory
is honored by lovers of the cantaloupe melon, long
ago departed to raise melons for larger markets; and
still a weather-beaten sign creaks from a post announcing
to the world that “the celebrated Cavendish
Melons are for Sale here!” To-day the melon-vines
were softly shaded by rain-drops. A pleasant sight
they made, spreading for acres in front of the green-houses
where mushrooms and early vegetables strove to outwit
the seasons, and before the brown cottage in which
Cavendish had begun a successful career. The black
roof-tree of the cottage sagged in the middle, and
the weather-boarding was dingy with the streaky dinginess
of old paint that has never had enough oil. The
fences, too, were unpainted and rudely patched.
Nevertheless a second glance told one that there were
no gaps in them, that the farm machines kept their
bright colors well under cover, and that the garden
rows were beautifully straight and clean. An old
white horse switched its sleek sides with its long
tail and drooped its untrammelled neck in front of
the gate. The wagon to which it was harnessed
was new and had just been washed. Near the gate
stood a girl and boy who seemed to be mutually studying
each other’s person. Decidedly the girl’s
slim, light figure in its dainty frock repaid one’s
eyes for their trouble; and her face, with its brilliant
violet eyes, its full, soft chin, its curling auburn
hair and delicate tints, was charming; but her brother’s
look was anything but approving. His lip curled
and his small gray eyes grew smaller under his scowling
brows.
“Is that your best suit?” said the
girl.
“Yes, it is; and it’s going to be
for one while,” said the boy.
It was a suit of the cotton mixture
that looks like wool when it is new, and cuts a figure
on the counters of every dealer in cheap ready-made
clothing. It had been Tim Powell’s best
attire for a year; perhaps he had not been careful
enough of it, and that was why it no longer cared
even to imitate wool; it was faded to the hue of a
clay bank, it was threadbare, the trousers bagged
at the knees, the jacket bagged at the elbows, the
pockets bulged flabbily from sheer force of habit,
although there was nothing in them.
“I thought you were to have
a new suit,” said the girl. “Uncle
told me himself he was going to buy you one yesterday
when you went to town.”
“I wouldn’t have asked
him to buy me anything yesterday for more’n a
suit of clothes.”
“Why?” The girl opened
her eyes. “Didn’t he do anything with
the lawyer? Is that why you are both so glum
this morning?”
“No, he didn’t. The
lawyer says the woman that owns the mortgage has got
to have the money. And it’s due next week.”
The girl grew pale all over her pretty
rosy cheeks; her eyes filled with tears as she gasped,
“Oh, how hateful of her, when she promised ”
“She never promised nothing,
Eve; it ain’t been hers for more than three
months. Sloan, that used to have it, died, and
left his property to be divided up between his nieces;
and the mortgage is her share. See?”
“I don’t care, it’s just as mean.
Mr. Sloan promised.”
“No, he didn’t; he jest
said if Uncle was behind he wouldn’t press him;
and he did let Uncle get behind with the interest two
times and never kicked. But he died; and now
the woman, she wants her money!”
“I think it is mean and cruel
of her to turn us out! Uncle says mortgages are
wicked anyhow, and I believe him!”
“I guess he couldn’t have
bought this place if he didn’t give a mortgage
on it. And he’d have had enough to pay cash,
too, if Richards hadn’t begged him so to lend
it to him.”
“When is Richards going to pay him?”
“It come due three months ago;
Richards ain’t never paid up the interest even,
and now he says he’s got to have the mortgage
extended for three years; anyhow for two.”
“But don’t he know
we’ve got to pay our own mortgage? How can
we help him? I wish Uncle would sell him
out!”
The boy gave her the superior smile
of the masculine creature. “I suppose,”
he remarked with elaborate irony, “that he’s
like Uncle and you; he thinks mortgages are wicked.”
“And just as like as not Uncle
won’t want to go to the carnival,” Eve
went on, her eyes filling again.
Tim gazed at her, scowling and sneering;
but she was absorbed in dreams and hopes with which
as yet his boyish mind had no point of contact.
“All the girls in the A class
were going to go to see the fireworks together, and
George Dean and some of the boys were going to take
us, and we were going to have tea at May Arlington’s
house, and I was to stay all night;” this
came in a half sob. “I think it is just
too mean! I never have any good times!”
“Oh, yes, you do, sis, lots!
Uncle always gits you everything you want. And
he feels terrible bad when I when he knows
he can’t afford to git something you want ”
“I know well enough who tells
him we can’t afford things!”
“Well, do you want us to git
things we can’t afford? I ain’t never
advised him except the best I knew how. I told
him Richards was a blow-hard, and I told him those
Alliance grocery folks he bought such a lot of truck
of would skin him, and they did; those canned things
they sold him was all musty, and they said there wasn’t
any freight on ’em, and he had to pay freight
and a fancy price besides; and I don’t believe
they had any more to do with the Alliance than our
cow!”
“Uncle always believes everything.
He always is so sure things are going to turn out
just splendid; and they don’t only
just middling; and then he loses a lot of money.”
“But he is an awful good man,” said the
boy, musingly.
“I don’t believe in being
so good you can’t make money. I don’t
want always to be poor and despised, and have the
other girls have prettier clothes than me!”
“I guess you can be pretty good
and yet make money, if you are sharp enough.
Of course you got to be sharper to be good and make
money than you got to be, to be mean and make money.”
“Well, I know one thing, that
Uncle ain’t ever going to make money.
He ” The last word shrivelled
on her lips, which puckered into a confused smile
at the warning frown of her brother. The man that
they were discussing had come round to them past the
henhouse. How much had he overheard?
He didn’t seem angry, anyhow.
He called: “Well, Evy, ready?” and
Eve was glad to run into the house for her hat without
looking at him. It was a relief that she must
sit on the back seat where she need not face Uncle
Nelson. Tim sat in front; but Tim was so stupid
he wouldn’t mind.
Nor did he; it was Nelson Forrest
that stole furtive glances at the lad’s profile,
the knitted brows, the freckled cheeks, the undecided
nose, and firm mouth.
The boyish shoulders slouched forward
at the same angle as that of the fifty-year-old shoulders
beside him. Nelson, through long following of
the plough, had lost the erect carriage painfully acquired
in the army. He was a handsome man, whose fresh-colored
skin gave him a perpetual appearance of having just
washed his face. The features were long and delicate.
The brown eyes had a liquid softness like the eyes
of a woman. In general the countenance was alertly
intelligent; he looked younger than his years; but
this afternoon the lines about his mouth and in his
brows warranted every gray hair of his pointed short
beard. There was a reason. Nelson was having
one of those searing flashes of insight that do come
occasionally to the most blindly hopeful souls.
Nelson had hoped all his life. He hoped for himself,
he hoped for the whole human race. He served
the abstraction that he called “PROgress”
with unflinching and unquestioning loyalty. Every
new scheme of increasing happiness by force found
a helper, a fighter, and a giver in him; by turns he
had been an Abolitionist, a Fourierist, a Socialist,
a Greenbacker, a Farmers’ Alliance man.
Disappointment always was followed hard on its heels
by a brand-new confidence. Progress ruled his
farm as well as his politics; he bought the newest
implements and subscribed trustfully to four agricultural
papers; but being a born lover of the ground, a vein
of saving doubt did assert itself sometimes in his
work; and, on the whole, as a farmer he was successful.
But his success never ventured outside his farm gates.
At buying or selling, at a bargain in any form, the
fourteen-year-old Tim was better than Nelson with his
fifty years’ experience of a wicked and bargaining
world.
Was that any part of the reason, he
wondered to-day, why at the end of thirty years of
unflinching toil and honesty, he found himself with
a vast budget of experience in the ruinous loaning
of money, with a mortgage on the farm of a friend,
and a mortgage on his own farm likely to be foreclosed?
Perhaps it might have been better to stay in Henry
County. He had paid for his farm at last.
He had known a good moment, too, that day he drove
away from the lawyer’s with the cancelled mortgage
in his pocket and Tim hopping up and down on the seat
for joy. But the next day Richards just
to give him the chance of a good thing had
brought out that Maine man who wanted to buy him out.
He was anxious to put the money down for the new farm,
to have no whip-lash of debt forever whistling about
his ears as he ploughed, ready to sting did he stumble
in the furrows; and Tim was more anxious than he; but there
was Richards! Richards was a neighbor who thought
as he did about Henry George and Spiritualism, and
belonged to the Farmers’ Alliance, and had lent
Nelson all the works of Henry George that he (Richards)
could borrow. Richards was in deep trouble.
He had lost his wife; he might lose his farm.
He appealed to Nelson, for the sake of old friendship,
to save him. And Nelson could not resist; so,
two thousand of the thirty-four hundred dollars that
the Maine man paid went to Richards, the latter swearing
by all that is holy, to pay his friend off in full
at the end of the year. There was money coming
to him from his dead wife’s estate, but it was
tied up in the courts. Nelson would not listen
to Tim’s prophecies of evil. But he was
a little dashed when Richards paid neither interest
nor principal at the year’s end, although he
gave reasons of weight; and he experienced veritable
consternation when the renewed mortgage ran its course
and still Richards could not pay. The money from
his wife’s estate had been used to improve his
farm (Nelson knew how rundown everything was), his
new wife was sickly and “didn’t seem to
take hold,” there had been a disastrous hail-storm but
why rehearse the calamities? they focussed on one sentence:
it was impossible to pay.
Then Nelson, who had been restfully
counting on the money from Richards for his own debt,
bestirred himself, only to find his patient creditor
gone and a woman in his stead who must have her money.
He wrote again sorely against his will begging
Richards to raise the money somehow. Richards’s
answer was in his pocket, for he wore the best black
broadcloth in which he had done honor to the lawyer,
yesterday. Richards plainly was wounded; but
he explained in detail to Nelson how he (Nelson) could
borrow money of the banks on his farm and pay Miss
Brown. There was no bank where Richards could
borrow money; and he begged Nelson not to drive his
wife and little children from their cherished home.
Nelson choked over the pathos when he read the letter
to Tim; but Tim only grunted a wish that he had
the handling of that feller. And the lawyer was
as little moved as Tim. Miss Brown needed the
money, he said. The banks were not disposed to
lend just at present; money, it appeared, was “tight;”
so, in the end, Nelson drove home with the face of
Failure staring at him between his horses’ ears.
There was only one way. Should
he make Richards suffer or suffer himself? Did
a man have to grind other people or be ground himself?
Meanwhile they had reached the town. The stir
of a festival was in the air. On every side bunting
streamed in the breeze or was draped across brick
or wood. Arches spanned some of the streets, with
inscriptions of welcome on them, and swarms of colored
lanterns glittered against the sunlight almost as
gayly as they would show when they should be lighted
at night. Little children ran about waving flags.
Grocery wagons and butchers’ wagons trotted
by with a flash of flags dangling from the horses’
harness. The streets were filled with people in
their holiday clothes. Everybody smiled.
The shopkeepers answered questions and went out on
the sidewalks to direct strangers. From one window
hung a banner inviting visitors to enter and get a
list of hotels and boarding-houses. The crowd
was entirely good-humored and waited outside restaurants,
bandying jokes with true Western philosophy. At
times the wagons made a temporary blockade in the
street, but no one grumbled. Bands of music paraded
past them, the escort for visitors of especial consideration.
In a window belonging, the sign above declared, to
the Business Men’s Association, stood a huge
doll clad in blue satin, on which was painted a device
of Neptune sailing down the Mississippi amid a storm
of fireworks. The doll stood in a boat arched
about with lantern-decked hoops, and while Nelson
halted, unable to proceed, he could hear the voluble
explanation of the proud citizen who was interpreting
to strangers.
This, Nelson thought, was success.
Here were the successful men. The man who had
failed looked at them. Eve roused him by a shrill
cry, “There they are. There’s May
and the girls. Let me out quick, Uncle!”
He stopped the horse and jumped out
himself to help her. It was the first time since
she came under his roof that she had been away from
it all night. He cleared his throat for some
advice on behavior. “Mind and be respectful
to Mrs. Arlington. Say yes, ma’am, and no,
ma’am ” He got no further,
for Eve gave him a hasty kiss and the crowd brushed
her away.
“All she thinks of is wearing
fine clothes and going with the fellers!” said
her brother, disdainfully. “If I had to
be born a girl, I wouldn’t be born at all!”
“Maybe if you despise girls
so, you’ll be born a girl the next time,”
said Nelson. “Some folks thinks that’s
how it happens with us.”
“Do you, Uncle?”
asked Tim, running his mind forebodingly over the
possible business results of such a belief. “S’posing
he shouldn’t be willing to sell the pigs to
be killed, ’cause they might be some friends
of his!” he reflected, with a rising tide of
consternation. Nelson smiled rather sadly.
He said, in another tone: “Tim, I’ve
thought so many things, that now I’ve about
given up thinking. All I can do is to live along
the best way I know how and help the world move the
best I’m able.”
“You bet I ain’t
going to help the world move,” said the boy;
“I’m going to look out for myself!”
“Then my training of you has
turned out pretty badly, if that’s the way you
feel.”
A little shiver passed over the lad’s
sullen face; he flushed until he lost his freckles
in the red veil and burst out passionately: “Well,
I got eyes, ain’t I? I ain’t going
to be bad, or drink, or steal, or do things to git
put in the penitentiary; but I ain’t going to
let folks walk all over me like you do; no, sir!”
Nelson did not answer; in his heart
he thought that he had failed with the children, too;
and he relapsed into that dismal study of the face
of Failure.
He had come to the city to show Tim
the sights, and, therefore, though like a man in a
dream, he drove conscientiously about the gay streets,
pointing out whatever he thought might interest the
boy, and generally discovering that Tim had the new
information by heart already. All the while a
question pounded itself, like the beat of the heart
of an engine, through the noise and the talk:
“Shall I give up Richards or be turned out myself?”
When the afternoon sunlight waned
he put up the horse at a modest little stable where
farmers were allowed to bring their own provender.
The charges were of the smallest and the place neat
and weather-tight, but it had been a long time before
Nelson could be induced to use it, because there was
a higher-priced stable kept by an ex-farmer and member
of the Farmers’ Alliance. Only the fact
that the keeper of the low-priced stable was a poor
orphan girl, struggling to earn an honest livelihood,
had moved him.
They had supper at a restaurant of
Tim’s discovery, small, specklessly tidy, and
as unexacting of the pocket as the stable. It
was an excellent supper. But Nelson had no appetite;
in spite of an almost childish capacity for being
diverted, he could attend to nothing but the question
always in his ears: “Richards or me which?”
Until it should be time for the spectacle
they walked down the hill, and watched the crowds
gradually blacken every inch of the river-banks.
Already the swarms of lanterns were beginning to bloom
out in the dusk. Strains of music throbbed through
the air, adding a poignant touch to the excitement
vibrating in all the faces and voices about them.
Even the stolid Tim felt the contagion. He walked
with a jaunty step and assaulted a tune himself.
“I tell you, Uncle,” says Tim, “it’s
nice of these folks to be getting up all this show,
and giving it for nothing!”
“Do you think so?” says
Nelson. “You don’t love your book
as I wish you did; but I guess you remember about
the ancient Romans, and how the great, rich Romans
used to spend enormous sums in games and shows that
they let the people in free to well, what
for? Was it to learn them anything or to make
them happy? Oh, no, it was to keep down the spirit
of liberty, Son, it was to make them content to be
slaves! And so it is here. These merchants
and capitalists are only looking out for themselves,
trying to keep labor down and not let it know how oppressed
it is, trying to get people here from everywhere to
show what a fine city they have and get their money.”
“Well, ’tis a fine
town,” Tim burst in, “a boss town!
And they ain’t gouging folks a little bit.
None of the hotels or the restaurants have put up
their prices one cent. Look what a dandy supper
we got for twenty-five cents! And ain’t
the boy at Lumley’s grocery given me two tickets
to set on the steamboat? There’s nothing
mean about this town!”
Nelson made no remark; but he thought,
for the fiftieth time, that his farm was too near
the city. Tim was picking up all the city boys’
false pride as well as their slang. Unconscious
Tim resumed his tune. He knew that it was “Annie
Rooney” if no one else did, and he mangled the
notes with appropriate exhilaration.
Now, the river was as busy as the
land, lights swimming hither and thither; steamboats
with ropes of tiny stars bespangling their dark bulk
and a white electric glare in the bow, low boats with
lights that sent wavering spear-heads into the shadow
beneath. The bridge was a blazing barbed fence
of fire, and beyond the bridge, at the point of the
island, lay a glittering multitude of lights, a fairy
fleet with miniature sails outlined in flame as if
by jewels.
Nelson followed Tim. The crowds,
the ceaseless clatter of tongues and jar of wheels,
depressed the man, who hardly knew which way to dodge
the multitudinous perils of the thoroughfare; but Tim
used his elbows to such good purpose that they were
out of the levee, on the steamboat, and settling themselves
in two comfortable chairs in a coign of vantage on
deck, that commanded the best obtainable view of the
pageant, before Nelson had gathered his wits together
enough to plan a path out of the crush.
“I sized up this place from
the shore,” Tim sighed complacently, drawing
a long breath of relief; “only jest two chairs,
so we won’t be crowded.”
Obediently, Nelson took his chair.
His head sank on his thin chest. Richards or
himself, which should he sacrifice? So the weary
old question droned through his brain. He felt
a tap on his shoulder. The man who roused him
was an acquaintance, and he stood smiling in the attitude
of a man about to ask a favor, while the expectant
half-smile of the lady on his arm hinted at the nature
of the favor. Would Mr. Forrest be so kind? there
seemed to be no more seats. Before Mr. Forrest
could be kind Tim had yielded his own chair and was
off, wriggling among the crowd in search of another
place.
“Smart boy, that youngster of
yours,” said the man; “he’ll make
his way in the world, he can push. Well, Miss
Alma, let me make you acquainted with Mr. Forrest.
I know you will be well entertained by him. So,
if you’ll excuse me, I’ll get back and
help my wife wrestle with the kids. They have
been trying to see which will fall overboard first
ever since we came on deck!”
Under the leeway of this pleasantry
he bowed and retired. Nelson turned with determined
politeness to the lady. He was sorry that she
had come, she looking to him a very fine lady indeed,
with her black silk gown, her shining black ornaments,
and her bright black eyes. She was not young,
but handsome in Nelson’s judgment, although of
a haughty bearing. “Maybe she is the principal
of the High School,” thought he. “Martin
has her for a boarder, and he said she was very particular
about her melons being cold!”
But however formidable a personage,
the lady must be entertained.
“I expect you are a resident
of the city, ma’am?” said Nelson.
“Yes, I was born here.”
She smiled, a smile that revealed a little break in
the curve of her cheek, not exactly a dimple, but like
one.
“I don’t know when I have
seen such a fine appearing lady,” thought Nelson.
He responded: “Well, I wasn’t born
here; but I come when I was a little shaver of ten
and stayed till I was eighteen, when I went to Kansas
to help fight the border ruffians. I went to school
here in the Warren Street school-house.”
“So did I, as long as I went
anywhere to school. I had to go to work when
I was twelve.”
Nelson’s amazement took shape
before his courtesy had a chance to control it.
“I didn’t suppose you ever did any work
in your life!” cried he.
“I guess I haven’t done
much else. Father died when I was twelve and the
oldest of five, the next only eight Polly,
that came between Eb and me, died naturally
I had to work. I was a nurse-girl by the day,
first; and I never shall forget how kind the woman
was to me. She gave me so much dinner I never
needed to eat any breakfast, which was a help.”
“You poor little thing!
I’m afraid you went hungry sometimes.”
Immediately he marvelled at his familiar speech, but
she did not seem to resent it.
“No, not so often,” she
said, musingly; “but I used often and often
to wish I could carry some of the nice things home
to mother and the babies. After a while she would
give me a cookey or a piece of bread and butter for
lunch; that I could take home. I don’t suppose
I’ll often have more pleasure than I used to
have then, seeing little Eb waiting for sister; and
the baby and mother ” She
stopped abruptly, to continue, in an instant, with
a kind of laugh; “I am never likely to feel
so important again as I did then, either. It was
great to have mother consulting me, as if I had been
grown up. I felt like I had the weight of the
nation on my shoulders, I assure you.”
“And have you always worked
since? You are not working out now?” with
a glance at her shining gown.
“Oh, no, not for a long time.
I learned to be a cook. I was a good cook, too,
if I say it myself. I worked for the Lossings
for four years. I am not a bit ashamed of being
a hired girl, for I was as good a one as I knew how.
It was Mrs. Lossing that first lent me books; and Harry
Lossing, who is head of the firm now, got Ebenezer
into the works. Ebenezer is shipping-clerk with
a good salary and stock in the concern; and Ralph
is there, learning the trade. I went to the business-college
and learned book-keeping, and afterward I learned typewriting
and shorthand. I have been working for the firm
for fourteen years. We have educated the girls.
Milly is married, and Kitty goes to the boarding-school,
here.”
“Then you haven’t been married yourself?”
“What time did I have to think
of being married? I had the family on my mind,
and looking after them.”
“That was more fortunate for
your family than it was for my sex,” said Nelson,
gallantly. He accompanied the compliment by a
glance of admiration, extinguished in an eye-flash,
for the white radiance that had bathed the deck suddenly
vanished.
“Now you will see a lovely sight,”
said the woman, deigning no reply to his tribute;
“listen! That is the signal.”
The air was shaken with the boom of
cannon. Once, twice, thrice. Directly the
boat-whistles took up the roar, making a hideous din.
The fleet had moved. Spouting rockets and Roman
candles, which painted above it a kaleidoscopic archway
of fire, welcomed by answering javelins of light and
red and orange and blue and green flares from the shore;
the fleet bombarded the bridge, escorted Neptune in
his car, manoeuvred and massed and charged on the
blazing city with a many-hued shower of flame.
After the boats, silently, softly,
floated the battalions of lanterns, so close to the
water that they seemed flaming water-lilies, while
the dusky mirror repeated and inverted their splendor.
“They’re shingles, you
know,” explained Nelson’s companion, “with
lanterns on them; but aren’t they pretty?”
“Yes, they are! I wish
you had not told me. It is like a fairy story!”
“Ain’t it? But we
aren’t through; there’s more to come.
Beautiful fireworks!”
The fireworks, however, were slow
of coming. They could see the barge from which
they were to be sent; they could watch the movements
of the men in white oil-cloth who moved in a ghostly
fashion about the barge; they could hear the tap of
hammers; but nothing came of it all.
They sat in the darkness, waiting;
and there came to Nelson a strange sensation of being
alone and apart from all the breathing world with
this woman. He did not perceive that Tim had quietly
returned with a box which did very well for a seat,
and was sitting with his knees against the chair-rungs.
He seemed to be somehow outside of all the tumult and
the spectacle. It was the vainglorying triumph
of this world. He was the soul outside, the soul
that had missed its triumph. In his perplexity
and loneliness he felt an overwhelming longing for
sympathy; neither did it strike Nelson, who believed
in all sorts of occult influences, that his confidence
in a stranger was unwarranted. He would have told
you that his “psychic instincts” never
played him false, although really they were traitors
from their astral cradles to their astral graves.
He said in a hesitating way:
“You must excuse me being kinder dull; I’ve
got some serious business on my mind and I can’t
help thinking of it.”
“Is that so? Well, I know
how that is; I have often stayed awake nights worrying
about things. Lest I shouldn’t suit and
all that especially after mother took sick.”
“I s’pose you had to give up and nurse
her then?”
“That was what Ebenezer and
Ralph were for having me do; but mother my
mother always had so much sense mother says,
’No, Alma, you’ve got a good place and
a chance in life, you sha’n’t give it up.
We’ll hire a girl. I ain’t never
lonesome except evenings, and then you will be home.
I should jest want to die,’ she says, ’if
I thought I kept you in a kind of prison like by my
being sick now, just when you are getting
on so well.’ There never was a woman
like my mother!” Her voice shook a little, and
Nelson asked gently:
“Ain’t your mother living now?”
“No, she died last year.”
She added, after a little silence, “I somehow
can’t get used to being lonesome.”
“It is hard,” said
Nelson. “I lost my wife three years ago.”
“That’s hard, too.”
“My goodness! I guess it
is. And it’s hardest when trouble comes
on a man and he can’t go nowhere for advice.”
“Yes, that’s so, too. But have
you any children?”
“Yes, ma’am; that is,
they ain’t my own children. Lizzie and I
never had any; but these two we took and they are
most like my own. The girl is eighteen and the
boy rising of fourteen.”
“They must be a comfort to you;
but they are considerable of a responsibility, too.”
“Yes, ma’am,” he
sighed softly to himself. “Sometimes I feel
I haven’t done the right way by them, though
I’ve tried. Not that they ain’t good
children, for they are no better anywhere.
Tim, he will work from morning till night, and never
need to urge him; and he never gives me a promise
he don’t keep it, no ma’am, never did since
he was a little mite of a lad. And he is a kind
boy, too, always good to the beasts; and while he
may speak up a little short to his sister, he saves
her many a step. He doesn’t take to his
studies quite as I would like to have him, but he
has a wonderful head for business. There is splendid
stuff in Tim if it could only be worked right.”
While Nelson spoke, Tim was hunching
his shoulders forward in the darkness, listening with
the whole of two sharp ears. His face worked in
spite of him, and he gave an inarticulate snort.
“Well,” the woman said,
“I think that speaks well for Tim. Why should
you be worried about him?”
“I am afraid he is getting to
love money and worldly success too well, and that
is what I fear for the girl, too. You see, she
is so pretty, and the idols of the tribe and the market,
as Bacon calls them, are strong with the young.”
“Yes, that’s so,”
the woman assented vaguely, not at all sure what either
Bacon or his idols might be. “Are the children
relations of yours?”
“No, ma’am; it was like
this: When I was up in Henry County there came
a photographic artist to the village near us, and pitched
his tent and took tintypes in his wagon. He had
his wife and his two children with him. The poor
woman fell ill and died; so we took the two children.
My wife was willing; she was a wonderfully good woman,
member of the Methodist church till she died.
I I am not a church member myself, ma’am;
I passed through that stage of spiritual development
a long while ago.” He gave a wistful glance
at his companion’s dimly outlined profile.
“But I never tried to disturb her faith; it made
her happy.”
“Oh, I don’t think it
is any good fooling with other people’s religions,”
said the woman, easily. “It is just like
trying to talk folks out of drinking; nobody knows
what is right for anybody else’s soul any more
than they do what is good for anybody else’s
stomach!”
“Yes, ma’am. You put things very
clearly.”
“I guess it is because you understand so quickly. But you were
saying--”
“That’s all the story.
We took the children, and their father was killed
by the cars the next year, poor man; and so we have
done the best we could ever since by them.”
“I should say you had done very well by them.”
“No, ma’am; I haven’t
done very well somehow by anyone, myself included,
though God knows I’ve tried hard enough!”
Then followed the silence natural
after such a confession when the listener does not
know the speaker well enough to parry abasement by
denial.
“I am impressed,” said
Nelson, simply, “to talk with you frankly.
It isn’t polite to bother strangers with your
troubles, but I am impressed that you won’t
mind.”
“Oh, no, I won’t mind.”
It was not extravagant sympathy; but
Nelson thought how kind her voice sounded, and what
a musical voice it was. Most people would have
called it rather sharp.
He told her with surprisingly
little egotism, as the keen listener noted the
story of his life; the struggle of his boyhood; his
random self-education; his years in the army (he had
criticised his superior officers, thereby losing the
promotion that was coming for bravery in the field);
his marriage (apparently he had married his wife because
another man had jilted her); his wrestle with nature
(whose pranks included a cyclone) on a frontier farm
that he eventually lost, having put all his savings
into a “Greenback” newspaper, and being
thus swamped with debt; his final slow success in
paying for his Iowa farm; and his purchase of the
new farm, with its resulting disaster. “I’ve
farmed in Kansas,” he said, “in Nebraska,
in Dakota, in Iowa. I was willing to go wherever
the land promised. It always seemed like I was
going to succeed, but somehow I never did. The
world ain’t fixed right for the workers, I take
it. A man who has spent thirty years in hard,
honest toil oughtn’t to be staring ruin in the
face like I am to-day. They won’t let it
be so when we have the single tax and when we farmers
send our own men instead of city lawyers, to the Legislature
and halls of Congress. Sometimes I think it’s
the world that’s wrong and sometimes I think
it’s me!”
The reply came in crisp and assured
accents, which were the strongest contrast to Nelson’s
soft, undecided pipe: “Seems to me in this
last case the one most to blame is neither you nor
the world at large, but this man Richards, who is
asking you to pay for his farm. And
I notice you don’t seem to consider your creditor
in this business. How do you know she don’t
need the money? Look at me, for instance; I’m
in some financial difficulty myself. I have a
mortgage for two thousand dollars, and that mortgage for
which good value was given, mind you falls
due this month. I want the money. I want
it bad. I have a chance to put my money into
stock at the factory. I know all about the investment;
I haven’t worked there all these years and not
know how the business stands. It is a chance
to make a fortune. I ain’t likely to ever
have another like it; and it won’t wait for
me to make up my mind forever, either. Isn’t
it hard on me, too?”
“Lord knows it is, ma’am,”
said Nelson, despondently; “it is hard on us
all! Sometimes I don’t see the end of it
all. A vast social revolution ”
“Social fiddlesticks! I
beg your pardon, Mr. Forrest, but it puts me out of
patience to have people expecting to be allowed to
make every mortal kind of fools of themselves and
then have ‘a social revolution’ jump in
to slue off the consequences. Let us understand
each other. Who do you suppose I am?”
“Miss Miss Almer, ain’t it?”
“It’s Alma Brown, Mr.
Forrest. I saw you coming on the boat and I made
Mr. Martin fetch me over to you. I told him not
to say my name, because I wanted a good plain talk
with you. Well, I’ve had it. Things
are just about where I thought they were, and I told
Mr. Lossing so. But I couldn’t be sure.
You must have thought me a funny kind of woman to be
telling you all those things about myself.”
Nelson, who had changed color half
a dozen times in the darkness, sighed before he said:
“No, ma’am; I only thought how good you
were to tell me. I hoped maybe you were impressed
to trust me as I was to trust you.”
Being so dark Nelson could not see
the queer expression on her face as she slowly shook
her head. She was thinking: “If I ever
saw a babe in arms trying to do business! How
did he ever pay for a farm?” She said:
“Well, I did it on purpose; I wanted you to know
I wasn’t a cruel aristocrat, but a woman that
had worked as hard as yourself. Now, why shouldn’t
you help me and yourself instead of helping Richards?
You have confidence in me, you say. Well, show
it. I’ll give you your mortgage for your
mortgage on Richards’s farm. Come, can’t
you trust Richards to me? You think it over.”
The hiss of a rocket hurled her words
into space. The fireworks had begun. Miss
Brown looked at them and watched Nelson at the same
time. As a good business woman who was also a
good citizen, having subscribed five dollars to the
carnival, she did not propose to lose the worth of
her money; neither did she intend to lose a chance
to do business. Perhaps there was an obscurer
and more complex motive lurking in some stray corner
of that queer garret, a woman’s mind. Such
motives aimless softenings of the heart,
unprofitable diversions of the fancy will
seep unconsciously through the toughest business principles
of woman.
She was puzzled by the look of exaltation
on Nelson’s features, illumined as they were
by the uncanny light. If the fool man had not
forgotten all his troubles just to see a few fireworks!
No, he was not that kind of a fool; maybe and
she almost laughed aloud in her pleasure over her
own insight maybe it all made him think
of the war, where he had been so brave. “He
was a regular hero in the war,” Miss Brown concluded,
“and he certainly is a perfect gentleman; what
a pity he hasn’t got any sense!”
She had guessed aright, although she
had not guessed deep enough in regard to Nelson.
He watched the great wheels of light, he watched the
river aflame with Greek fire, then, with a shiver,
he watched the bombs bursting into myriads of flowers,
into fizzing snakes, into fields of burning gold,
into showers of jewels that made the night splendid
for a second and faded. They were not fireworks
to him; they were a magical phantasmagoria that renewed
the incoherent and violent emotions of his youth;
again he was in the chaos of the battle, or he was
dreaming by his camp-fire, or he was pacing his lonely
round on guard. His heart leaped again with the
old glow, the wonderful, beautiful worship of Liberty
that can do no wrong. He seemed to hear a thousand
voices chanting:
“In the beauty of the lilies
Christ was born across the sea, As He died to make
men holy, let us die to make men free!”
His turbid musings cleared or
they seemed to him to clear under the strong
reaction of his imagination and his memories.
It was all over, the dream and the glory thereof.
The splendid young soldier was an elderly, ruined
man. But one thing was left: he could be
true to his flag.
“A poor soldier, but enlisted
for the war,” says Nelson, squaring his shoulders,
with a lump in his throat and his eyes brimming.
“I know by the way it hurts me to think of refusing
her that it’s a temptation to wrong-doing.
No, I can’t save myself by sacrificing a brother
soldier for humanity. She is just as kind as
she can be, but women don’t understand business;
she wouldn’t make allowance for Richards.”
He felt a hand on his shoulder; it
was Martin apologizing for hurrying Miss Brown; but
the baby was fretting and
“I’m sorry yes well,
I wish you didn’t have to go!” Nelson began;
but a hoarse treble rose from under his elbows:
“Say, Mr. Martin, Uncle and me can take Miss
Brown home.”
“If you will allow me the pleasure,”
said Nelson, with the touch of courtliness that showed
through his homespun ways.
“Well, I would like to
see the hundred bombs bursting at once and Vulcan
at his forge!” said Miss Brown.
Thus the matter arranged itself.
Tim waited with the lady while Nelson went for the
horse, nor was it until afterward that Miss Brown wondered
why the lad did not go instead of the man. But
Tim had his own reasons. No sooner was Nelson
out of earshot than he began: “Say, Miss
Brown, I can tell you something.”
“Yes?”
“That Richards is no good; but
you can’t get Uncle to see it. At least
it will take time. If you’ll help me we
can get him round in time. Won’t you please
not sell us out for six months and give me a show?
I’ll see you get your interest and your money,
too.”
“You?” Miss Brown involuntarily
took a business attitude, with her arms akimbo, and
eyed the boy.
“Yes, ma’am, me.
I ain’t so very old, but I know all about the
business. I got all the figures down how
much we raise and what we got last year. I can
fetch them to you so you can see. He is a good
farmer, and he will catch on to the melons pretty
quick. We’ll do better next year, and I’ll
try to keep him from belonging to things and spending
money; and if he won’t lend to anybody or start
in raising a new kind of crop just when we get the
melons going, he will make money sure. He is awful
good and honest. All the trouble with him is
he needs somebody to take care of him. If Aunt
Lizzie had been alive he never would have lent that
dead-beat Richards that money. He ought to get
married.”
Miss Brown did not feel called on
to say anything. Tim continued in a judicial
way: “He is awful good and kind, always
gets up in the morning to make the fire if I have
got something else to do; and he’d think everything
his wife did was the best in the world; and if he had
somebody to take care of him he’d make money.
I don’t suppose you would think of it?”
This last in an insinuating tone, with evident anxiety.
“Well, I never!” said Miss Brown.
Whether she was more offended or amused
she couldn’t tell; and she stood staring at
him by the electric light. To her amazement the
hard little face began to twitch. “I didn’t
mean to mad you,” Tim grunted, with a quiver
in his rough voice. “I’ve been listening
to every word you said, and I thought you were so
sensible you’d talk over things without nonsense.
Of course I knew he’d have to come and see you
Saturday nights, and take you buggy riding, and take
you to the theatre, and all such things first.
But I thought we could sorter fix it up between ourselves.
I’ve taken care of him ever since Aunt Lizzie
died, and I did my best he shouldn’t lend that
money, but I couldn’t help it; and I did keep
him from marrying a widow woman with eight children,
who kept telling him how much her poor fatherless
children needed a man; and I never did see anybody
I was willing before and it’s it’s
so lonesome without Aunt Lizzie!” He choked
and frowned. Poor Tim, who had sold so many melons
to women and seen so much of back doors and kitchen
humors that he held the sex very cheap, he did not
realize how hard he would find it to talk of the one
woman who had been kind to him! He turned red
with shame over his own weakness.
“You poor little chap!”
cried Miss Brown; “you poor little sharp, innocent
chap!” The hand she laid on his shoulder patted
it as she went on: “Never mind, if I can’t
marry your uncle, I can help you take care of him.
You’re a real nice boy, and I’m not mad;
don’t you think it. There’s your
uncle now.”
Nelson found her so gentle that he
began to have qualms lest his carefully prepared speech
should hurt her feelings. But there was no help
for it now. “I have thought over your kind
offer to me, ma’am,” said he, humbly,
“and I got a proposition to make to you.
It is your honest due to have your farm, yes, ma’am.
Well, I know a man would like to buy it; I’ll
sell it to him, and pay you your money.”
“But that wasn’t my proposal.”
“I know it, ma’am.
I honor you for your kindness; but I can’t risk
what what might be another person’s
idea of duty about Richards. Our consciences
ain’t all equally enlightened, you know.”
Miss Brown did not answer a word.
They drove along the streets where
the lanterns were fading. Tim grew uneasy, she
was silent so long. On the brow of the hill she
indicated a side street and told them to stop the
horse before a little brown house. One of the
windows was a dim square of red.
“It isn’t quite so lonesome
coming home to a light,” said Miss Brown.
As Nelson cramped the wheel to jump
out to help her from the vehicle, the light from the
electric arc fell full on his handsome face and showed
her the look of compassion and admiration, there.
“Wait one moment,” she
said, detaining him with one firm hand. “I’ve
got something to say to you. Let Richards go
for the present; all I ask of you about him is that
you will do nothing until we can find out if he is
so bad off. But, Mr. Forrest, I can do better
for you about that mortgage. Mr. Lossing will
take it for three years for a relative of his and
pay me the money. I told him the story.”
“And you will get the money all right?”
“Just the same. I was only
trying to help you a little by the other way, and
I failed. Never mind.”
“I can’t tell you how you make me feel,”
said Nelson.
“Please let him bring you some
melons to-morrow and make a stagger at it, though,”
said Tim.
“Can I?” Nelson’s eyes shone.
“If you want to,” said
Miss Brown. She laughed; but in a moment she
smiled.
All the way home Nelson saw the same
face of Failure between the old mare’s white
ears; but its grim linéaments were softened by
a smile, a smile like Miss Brown’s.