The last part of the interview between
Fanny and Mr. O’Shane had been witnessed by
Mrs. Kent, who came out of the house when she had attended
to the wants of her sick child. The dark cloud
which menaced her a few moments before had rolled
away, and, if the sunshine did not beam upon her,
she was comparatively happy in having one trouble less
to weigh her down. She was calm now, but the
tears-they were tears of relief-still
rolled down her wan and furrowed cheek.
“I have prayed for help, and
help has come,” said she to her deliverer, as
the harsh landlord walked away.
Fanny could not make any reply to
a statement of this kind. She was a fugitive
and a wanderer; she was a thief, shunning the gaze
of men, and she could not conceive of such a thing
as that she had been sent as an angel of relief to
the poor woman in answer to her prayers. As she
thought what she was and what she had been doing, a
blush of shame suffused her cheek. She was silent;
there was nothing which she could say at such a moment.
“Heaven will bless you for your
good, kind heart. You are an angel,” continued
Mrs. Kent.
Fanny knew how far she was from being
an angel, and she had no heart for deceiving the poor
woman. It might be fun and excitement to deceive
the people at Woodville, but Mrs. Kent seemed to be
sanctified by her sorrows.
“I hope you haven’t robbed
yourself by your good deed, miss,” added the
poor woman, wondering why Fanny did not speak.
“O, no! I have some more money.”
Perhaps Mrs. Kent thought it singular
that a young girl, like Fanny, should happen to have
so much money about her, but she did not ask any questions;
and perhaps she did not think that one who had been
so kind to her could do anything wrong.
“Now, you will come into the
house and see poor Jenny. She will want to thank
you for what you have done,” said Mrs. Kent,
leading the way to the door.
Fanny could not refuse this reasonable
request, but she felt very strangely. She found
herself commended and reverenced for what she had
done, and she could not help feeling how unworthy she
was. Conscious that she had performed a really
good deed, she could not reconcile it with her past
conduct. It was utterly inconsistent with the
base act she had done in the morning; and in the light
of one deed the other seemed so monstrous that she
almost loathed herself.
She followed Mrs. Kent into the room
where the sick girl was reclining upon the bed.
There was no carpet on the floor, and the apartment
was very meagerly furnished with the rudest and coarsest
articles. Jenny was pale and emaciated; the hand
of death seemed to be already upon her; but in spite
of her paleness and her emaciation, there was something
beautiful in her face; something in the expression
of her languid eyes which riveted the attention and
challenged the interest of the visitor.
“Jenny, this is the young lady
whom God has sent to be our friend,” said Mrs.
Kent, as they approached the bedside.
Fanny shuddered. “Whom
God had sent”-she, a thief! She
wanted to cry; she wanted to shrink back into herself.
“May I take your hand?” asked Jenny, in
feeble tones.
Fanny complied with the request in
silence, and with her eyes fixed on the floor.
The sick girl took the offered hand in her own, which
was almost as cold as marble.
“Mother has prayed to Our Good
Father, and I have prayed to Him all the time for
help,” said Jenny, whose accents were hardly
above a whisper. “He has sent you to us,
and you have saved us. Will you tell me your
name?”
“Fanny Grant.”
“Fanny, I am going to heaven
soon, and I will bear your name in my heart when I
go. I will bless you for your good deed while
I have breath, and I will bless you when I get to
heaven. You are a good girl, and I know that
God will bless you too.”
Poor Fanny! How mean she felt!
As she stood in the presence of that pure-minded child,
already an angel in simple trust and confiding hope,
she realized her own wickedness. The burden of
her sins seemed to be settling down upon her with
a weight that would crush her.
“I love you, Fanny,” continued
the invalid, “and I will pray for you to the
last moment of my life. Won’t you speak
to me?”
“I was very glad to do what
I did,” stammered Fanny, almost suffocated by
the weight which pressed down upon her.
“I know you are; for it is more
blessed to give than to receive.”
“I am very sorry you are so
sick. Can I do anything to help you?”
“You have done all that could
be done, Fanny. I like to speak your name.
It sounds like music to me. After what you have
done, Fanny will always mean goodness
to me. You cannot do anything more; you have
already done enough.”
“Don’t you want anything?”
“No; I am happy now. I shall soon pass
away, and go to my Saviour.”
Mrs. Kent sobbed.
“Don’t cry, mother,”
continued Jenny. “God will take care of
you, and we shall meet again.”
“Can’t I get anything
for you, Jenny? Isn’t there anything you
want?” asked Fanny, who felt that she must do
something, or she would soon be overwhelmed by the
emotions which agitated her soul.
“Nothing, Fanny. I don’t
think much of the things around me now. I feel
just as though I didn’t belong here. This
is not my home. Can you sing, Fanny?”
“I do sing, sometimes,” replied she.
“Will you sing to me?”
“I will; what shall I sing?”
“Something about heaven?”
answered Jenny, as she sank back upon the pillow,
and fixed her gaze upon the ceiling, as though beyond
it she could see the happy home which, was ever in
her thoughts.
Fanny, as we have said before, was
a remarkable singer, not in the artistic sense, though,
with proper cultivation of her talent, she might have
been all this also. She had a fine voice, and
sang as naturally as the birds sing. But this
was not an occasion for artistic effects. Never
before had the soul of the wayward girl been so stirred.
She was a Sunday-school scholar, and familiar with
most of the beautiful and touching melodies contained
in children’s song-books.
She was asked to sing “something
about heaven;” and she began at once, as though
it had been selected by some invisible agency and impressed
upon her mind, with the beautiful hymn:-
“There’s a home
for the poor on that beautiful shore
When life and
its sorrows are ended;
And sweetly they’ll
rest in that home of the blest,
By the presence
of angels attended.
There’s a home for the
sad, and their hearts will be glad
When they’ve
crossed over Jordan so dreary;
For bright is the dome of
that radiant home
Where so softly
repose all the weary.”
The “home for the poor on that
beautiful shore” seemed to be almost in sight
of the singer, for the pale, dying girl spread heaven
around her; and Fanny sang as she had never sung before.
She could hardly keep down the tears which struggled
for birth in her dim eyes, and her sweet voice was
attuned to the sentiment of the words she sang, which
were wedded to a melody so touching as to suggest
the heaven it spoke of.
There was a seraphic smile on the
wan face of Jenny as the singer finished the first
verse, and she clasped her thin white hands above
her breast in the ecstasy of her bliss. Fanny
sang the four verses of the hymn, and every moment
of the time seemed to be a moment of rapture to the
dying girl.
“How beautiful!” cried
Jenny, after a period of silence at the conclusion
of the hymn. “I have never been so happy,
Fanny. Let me take your hand in mine again.”
“Can I do anything more for
you?” asked Fanny, as she gave her hand to the
invalid.
“No, nothing. It will make
you tired to sing any more now.”
“O, no! I could sing all day.”
“But the sweet strains you have
just sung still linger in my soul. Let me hold
your hand a moment, and then I will go to sleep if
I can. I like to hold your hand-you
are so good.”
Fanny despised herself. She wanted
to tell Jenny what a monster of wickedness she felt
herself to be, and she would have done so if it had
not been for giving pain to the gentle sufferer.
“I would like to go to heaven
now, holding your hand, and mother’s, and Eddy’s;
for it seems to me I could carry you up to the Saviour
with me then, and give you all to him; and he would
love you for my sake, and because you are so good.
But I shall never forget you; I shall bear your name
to heaven with me, Fanny.”
The wicked girl shuddered. “Depart
from me,” seemed to be the only message the
Saviour had for her.
“Let me do something more for
you,” said Fanny, who could not endure to be
called good by one who was so near heaven that there
could be no hypocrisy or shadow of deceit in her heart.
“You may sing me one more hymn,
if you are not too tired,” replied Jenny.
“O, no! I am never tired
of singing;” and she sang the song containing
the refrain, “There is sweet rest in heaven,”
with exquisite taste and feeling.
Mrs. Kent whispered that Jenny must
be weary now, and Fanny took the hand of the sick
girl, to bid her good by.
“Good by, Fanny. I shall
never see you again; but we shall meet in heaven,”
said Jenny, with her sweetest smile.
“I will come and see you again, if I can.”
“How happy it would make me!”
“Perhaps I will come again to-day.”
“I’m afraid if you don’t, I shall
never see you in this world again.”
“I will come to-day.”
“Good by,” added Jenny,
languidly, as Fanny followed Mrs. Kent out of the
room.
“Isn’t there anything
I can bring to her?” asked Fanny, when they had
passed into the other room.
“I don’t know. Poor
child! she knows how little I can do for her, and
she never says she wants anything. She is very
fond of flowers, and Eddy used to bring her dandelion
blossoms, but these are all gone now.”
“I will bring her some flowers,”
replied Fanny, who could not help wishing for some
of the beautiful flowers which grew in such profusion
at Woodville.
But to her Woodville now seemed as
far off as the heaven of which she had been singing
to the dying girl; but she thought she could obtain
some flowers in the city; and she felt as though she
would give all the rest of her ill-gotten treasure
for a single bouquet.
Fanny begged Mrs. Kent to tell her
if there was anything she could do for the sick daughter,
or for the family; and the poor woman confessed that
she had nothing in the house to eat except half a loaf
of bread, which was to be their dinner. Lest
her visitor should think her destitution was caused
by her own fault, she related the story of hardships
she had undergone since her husband departed with his
regiment.
Mr. Kent was a mechanic, and having
been thrown out of employment by the dull times at
the commencement of the war, he had enlisted in one
of the regiments that departed earliest for the scene
of hostilities. He had left his family with only
a small sum of money, and had promised to send all
his pay to his wife, as soon as it was received.
Mr. Kent’s regiment had been engaged in the
disastrous battle of Bull Run, since which he had
not been heard from. It was known that he had
been taken prisoner, but when exchanges were made
he did not appear. His wife was unwilling to
believe that he was dead, and still hoped for tidings
of him.
Jenny was sick when her father departed,
but it was not supposed to be a dangerous illness;
perhaps it would not have been if she had been supplied
with the comforts of life. The family had been
driven from the more comfortable abode, in which Mr.
Kent had left them, to Mr. O’Shane’s miserable
hovel. The poor woman had gone out to work until
Jenny’s condition demanded her constant attention.
She had then obtained what sewing she could; but with
all her exertions she was hardly able to obtain food
for her family, to say nothing of procuring clothes,
and paying the rent.
Mrs. Kent lived by herself, having
little or no communication with the world around her.
She had heard of the provision for soldiers’
families, and had made an effort to obtain this aid;
but she was unable to prove that she was a soldier’s
wife, and being delicate and sensitive, she had not
the courage to face the rebuffs of the officials a
second time.
Fanny listened to this story with
but little interest. She was thinking of Jenny,
whose sweet smile of holy rapture still lingered in
her mind. Promising to do something for the family,
she took leave of Mrs. Kent, who had no words to express
the gratitude she felt towards her benefactor.
Fanny went to the nearest store, and purchased a liberal
supply of provisions and groceries, which she sent
back to the house. She felt better then, and
walked down the street till she came to a horse car,
in which she rode down to the Park.