Noddy dropped his oars, and, with
open mouth and staring eyes, gazed fixedly in silence
at his gentle companion, who had so far outstripped
him in making mischief as to set fire to a building.
It was too much for him, and he found it impossible
to comprehend the depravity of Miss Fanny. He
would not have dared to do such a thing himself, and
it was impossible to believe that she had done so
tremendous a deed.
“I don’t believe it,”
said he; and the words burst from him with explosive
force, as soon as he could find a tongue to express
himself.
“I did,” replied Fanny,
gazing at him with a kind of blank look, which would
have assured a more expert reader of the human face
than Noddy Newman that she had come to a realizing
sense of the magnitude of the mischief she had done.
“No, you didn’t, Miss
Fanny!” exclaimed her incredulous friend.
“I know you didn’t do that; you couldn’t
do it.”
“But I did; I wouldn’t say I did if I
didn’t.”
“Well, that beats me all to
pieces!” added Noddy, bending forward in his
seat, and looking sharply into her face, in search
of any indications that she was making fun of him,
or was engaged in perpetrating a joke.
Certainly there was no indication
of a want of seriousness on the part of the wayward
young lady; on the contrary, she looked exceedingly
troubled. Noddy could not say a word, and he was
busily occupied in trying to get through his head
the stupendous fact that Miss Fanny had become an
incendiary; that she was wicked enough to set fire
to her father’s building. It required a
good deal of labor and study on the part of so poor
a scholar as Noddy to comprehend the idea. He
had always looked upon Fanny as Bertha’s sister.
His devoted benefactress was an angel in his estimation,
and it was as impossible for her to do anything wrong
as it was for water to run up hill.
If Bertha was absolutely perfect, as
he measured human virtue, it was impossible
that her sister should be very far below her standard.
He knew that she was a little wild and wayward, but
it was beyond his comprehension that she should do
anything that was really “naughty.”
Fanny’s confession, when he realized that it
was true, gave him a shock from which he did not soon
recover. One of his oars had slipped overboard
without his notice, and the other might have gone after
it, if his companion had not reminded him where he
was, and what he ought to do. Paddling the boat
around with one oar, he recovered the other; but he
had no clear idea of the purpose for which such implements
were intended, and he permitted the boat to drift
with the tide, while he gave himself up to the consideration
of the difficult and trying question which the conduct
of Fanny imposed upon him.
Noddy was not selfish; and if the
generous vein of his nature had been well balanced
and fortified by the corresponding virtues, his character
would have soared to the region of the noble and grand
in human nature. But the generous in character
is hardly worthy of respect, though it may challenge
the admiration of the thoughtless, unless it rests
upon the sure foundation of moral principle.
Noddy forgot his own trials in sympathizing with the
unpleasant situation of his associate in wrongdoing,
and his present thought was how he should get her out
of the scrape. He was honestly willing to sacrifice
himself for her sake. While he was faithfully
considering the question, in the dim light of his own
moral sense, Miss Fanny suddenly burst into tears,
and cried with a violence and an unction which were
a severe trial to his nerves.
“Don’t cry, Fanny,”
said he; “I’ll get you out of the scrape.”
“I don’t want to get out of it,”
sobbed she.
Now, this was the most paradoxical
reply which the little maiden could possibly have
made, and Noddy was perplexed almost beyond the hope
of redemption. What in the world was she crying
about, if she did not wish to get out of the scrape?
What could make her cry if it was not the fear of
consequences of punishment, and of the mean
opinion which her friends would have of her, when
they found out that she was wicked enough to set a
building on fire? Noddy asked no questions, for
he could not frame one which would cover so intricate
a matter.
“I am perfectly willing to be
punished for what I have done,” added Fanny,
to whose troubled heart speech was the only vent.
“What are you crying for?” asked the bewildered
Noddy.
“Because because
I did it,” replied she; and her choked utterance
hardly permitted her to speak the words.
“Well, Miss Fanny, you are altogether
ahead of my time; and I don’t know what you
mean. If you cry about it now, what did you do
it for?”
“Because I was wicked and naughty.
If I had thought only a moment, I shouldn’t
have done it. I am so sorry I did it! I would
give the world if I hadn’t.”
“What will they do to you?”
asked Noddy, whose fear of consequences had not yet
given place to a higher view of the matter.
“I don’t care what they
do; I deserve the worst they can do. How shall
I look Bertha and my father in the face when I see
them?”
“O, hold your head right up,
and look as bold as a lion as bold as two
lions, if the worst comes.”
“Don’t talk so, Noddy.
You make me feel worse than I did.”
“What in the world ails you,
Miss Fanny?” demanded Noddy, grown desperate
by the perplexities of the situation.
“I am so sorry I did such a
wicked thing! I shall go to Bertha and my father,
and tell them all about it, as soon as they come home,”
added Fanny, as she wiped away her tears, and appeared
to be much comforted by the good resolution which
was certainly the best one the circumstances admitted.
“Are you going to do that?”
exclaimed Noddy, astonished at the declaration.
“I am.”
“And get me into a scrape too!
They won’t let me off as easy as they do you.
I shall be sent off to learn to be a tinker, or a blacksmith.”
“You didn’t set the boat-house
on fire, Noddy. It wasn’t any of your doings,”
said Fanny, somewhat disturbed by this new complication.
“You wouldn’t have done
it, if it hadn’t been for me. I told you
what I said to Ben that I wished the boat-house
was burned up; and that’s what put it into your
head.”
“Well, you didn’t do it.”
“I know that; but I shall have to bear all the
blame of it.”
Noddy’s moral perceptions were
strong enough to enable him to see that he was not
without fault in the matter; and he was opposed to
Fanny’s making the intended confession of her
guilt.
“I will keep you out of trouble, Noddy,”
said she, kindly.
“You can’t do it; when
you own up, you will sink me to the bottom of the
river. Besides, you are a fool to do any such
thing, Miss Fanny. What do you want to say a
word about it for? Ben will think some fellow
landed from the river, and set the boat-house on fire.”
“I must do it, Noddy,”
protested she. “I shall not have a moment’s
peace till I confess. I shall not dare to look
father and Bertha in the face if I don’t.”
“You won’t if you do.
How are they going to know anything about it, if you
don’t tell them?”
“Well, they will lay it to you if I don’t.”
“No matter if they do; I didn’t
do it, and I can say so truly, and they will believe
me.”
“But how shall I feel all the
time? I shall know who did it, if nobody else
does. I shall feel mean and guilty.”
“You won’t feel half so
bad as you will when they look at you, and know all
the time that you are guilty. If you are going
to own up, I shall keep out of the way. You won’t
see me at Woodville again in a hurry.”
“What do you mean, Noddy?”
asked Fanny, startled by the strong words of her companion.
“That’s just what I mean.
If you own up, they will say that I made you do it;
and I had enough sight rather bear the blame of setting
the boat-house afire, than be told that I made you
do it. I can dirty my own hands, but I don’t
like the idea of dirtying yours.”
“You don’t mean to leave
Woodville, Noddy?” asked Fanny, in a reproachful
tone.
“If you own up, I shall not
go back. I’ve been thinking of going ever
since they talked of making a tinker of me; so it will
only be going a few days sooner. I want to go
to sea, and I don’t want to be a tinker.”
Fanny gazed into the water by the
side of the boat, thinking of what her companion had
said. She really did not think she ought to “own
up,” on the terms which Noddy mentioned.
“If you are sorry, and want
to repent, you can do all that; and I will give you
my solemn promise to be as good as you are, Miss Fanny,”
said Noddy, satisfied that he had made an impression
upon the mind of his wavering companion.
His advice seemed to be sensible.
She was sorry she had done wrong; she could repent
in sorrow and silence, and never do wrong again.
Her father and her sister would despise her if they
knew she had done such a wicked and unladylike thing
as to set the boat-house on fire. She could save
all this pain and mortification, and repent just the
same. Besides, she could not take upon herself
the responsibility of driving Noddy away from Woodville,
for that would cause Bertha a great deal of pain and
uneasiness.
Fanny had not yet learned to do right
though the heavens fall.
“Well, I won’t say anything
about it, Noddy,” said she, yielding to what
seemed to her the force of circumstances.
“That’s right, Fanny.
Now, you leave the whole thing to me, and I will manage
it so as to keep you out of trouble; and you can repent
and be sorry just as much as you please,” replied
Noddy, as he began to row again. “There
is nothing to be afraid of. Ben will never know
that we have been on the river.”
“But I know it myself,”
said the conscience-stricken maiden.
“Of course you do; what of that?”
“If I didn’t know it myself, I should
feel well enough.”
“You are a funny girl.”
“Don’t you ever feel that you have done
wrong, Noddy?”
“I suppose I do; but I don’t make any
such fuss about it as you do.”
“You were not brought up by
a kind father and a loving sister, who would give
anything rather than have you do wrong,” said
Fanny, beginning to cry again.
“There! don’t cry any
more; if you do, you will ’let the cat out of
the bag.’ I am going to land you here at
the Glen. You can take a walk there, and go home
about one o’clock. Then you can tell the
folks you have been walking in the Glen; and it will
be the truth.”
“It will be just as much a lie
as though I hadn’t been there. It will be
one half the truth told to hide the other half.”
This was rather beyond Noddy’s
moral philosophy, and he did not worry himself to
argue the point. He pulled up to the landing place
at the Glen, where he had so often conveyed Bertha,
and near the spot where he had met with the accident
which had placed him under her kindly care. Fanny,
with a heavy heart and a doubting mind, stepped on
shore, and walked up into the grove. She was
burdened with grief for the wrong she had done, and
for half an hour she wandered about the beautiful spot,
trying to compose herself enough to appear before the
people at the house. When it was too late, she
wished she had not consented to Noddy’s plan;
but the fear of working a great wrong in driving him
from the good influences to which he was subjected
at Woodville, by doing right, and confessing her error,
was rather comforting, though it did not meet the
wants of her case.
In season for dinner, she entered
the house with her hand full of wild flowers, which
grew only in the Glen. In the hall she met Mrs.
Green, the housekeeper, who looked at her flushed
face, and then at the flowers in her hand.
“We have been wondering where
you were, all the forenoon,” said Mrs. Green.
“I see you have been to the Glen by the flowers
you have in your hand. Did you know the boat-house
was burned up?”
“I saw the smoke of it,” replied Fanny.
“It is the strangest thing that
ever happened. No one can tell how it took fire.”
Fanny made no reply, and the housekeeper
hastened away to attend to her duties. The poor
girl was suffering all the tortures of remorse which
a wrong act can awaken, and she went up to her room
with the feeling that she did not wish to see another
soul for a month.
Half an hour later, Noddy Newman presented
himself at the great house, laden with swamp pinks,
whose fragrance filled the air, and seemed to explain
where he had been all the forenoon. With no little
flourish, he requested Mrs. Green to put them in the
vases for Bertha’s room; for his young mistress
was very fond of the sweet blossoms. He appeared
to be entirely satisfied with himself; and, with a
branch of the pink in his hand, he left the house,
and walked towards the servants’ quarters, where,
at his dinner, he met Ben, the boatman.