One is unthankful, I suppose, to call
a day so dreary when one has lunched under the circumstances
that I have attempted to indicate; the bright spot
ought to shine over the whole. But you haven’t
an idea what a nightmare in the daytime Cowpens was
beginning to be.
I had thumbed and scanned hundreds
of ancient pages, some of them manuscript; I had sat
by ancient shelves upon hard chairs, I had sneezed
with the ancient dust, and I had not put my finger
upon a trace of the right Fanning. I should have
given it up, left unexplored the territory that remained
staring at me through the backs of unread volumes,
had it not been for my Aunt Carola. To her I
owed constancy and diligence, and so I kept at it;
and the hermit hours I spent at Court and Chancel
streets grew worse as I knew better what rarely good
company was ready to receive me. This Kings Port,
this little city of oblivion, held, shut in with its
lavender and pressed-rose memories, a handful of people
who were like that great society of the world, the
high society of distinguished men and women who exist
no more, but who touched history with a light hand,
and left their mark upon it in a host of memoirs and
letters that we read to-day with a starved and home-sick
longing in the midst of our sullen welter of democracy.
With its silent houses and gardens, its silent streets,
its silent vistas of the blue water in the sunshine,
this beautiful, sad place was winning my heart and
making it ache. Nowhere else in America such
charm, such character, such true elegance as here-and
nowhere else such an overwhelming sense of finality!-the
doom of a civilization founded upon a crime. And
yet, how much has the ballot done for that race?
Or, at least, how much has the ballot done for the
majority of that race? And what way was it to
meet this problem with the sudden sweeping folly of
the Fifteenth Amendment? To fling the “door
of hope” wide open before those within had learned
the first steps of how to walk sagely through it!
Ah, if it comes to blame, who goes scatheless in this
heritage of error? I could have shaped (we all
could, you know) a better scheme for the universe,
a plan where we should not flourish at each other’s
expense, where the lion should be lying down with
the lamb now, where good and evil should not be husband
and wife, indissolubly married by a law of creation.
With such highly novel thoughts as
these I descended the steps from my researches at
the corner of Court and Chancel streets an hour earlier
than my custom, because-well, I couldn’t,
that day, stand Cowpens for another minute. Up
at the corner of Court and Worship the people were
going decently into church; it was a sweet, gentle
late Friday in Lent. I had intended keeping out-of-doors,
to smell the roses in the gardens, to bask in the
soft remnant of sunshine, to loiter and peep in through
the Kings Port garden gates, up the silent walks to
the silent verandas. But the slow stream of people
took me, instead, into church with the deeply veiled
ladies of Kings Port, hushed in their perpetual mourning
for not only, I think, those husbands and brothers
and sons whom the war had turned to dust forty years
ago, but also for the Cause, the lost Cause, that
died with them. I sat there among these Christians
suckled in a creed outworn, envying them their well-regulated
faith; it, too, was part of the town’s repose
and sweetness, together with the old-fashioned roses
and the old-fashioned ladies. Men, also, were
in the congregation-not many, to be sure,
but all unanimously wearing that expression of remarkable
virtue which seems always to visit, when he goes to
church, the average good fellow who is no better than
he should be. I became, myself, filled with this
same decorous inconsistency, and was singing the hymn,
when I caught sight of John Mayrant. What lady
was he with? It was just this that most annoyingly
I couldn’t make out, because the unlucky disposition
of things hid it. I caught myself craning my
neck and singing the hymn simultaneously and with no
difficulty, because all my childhood was in that hymn;
I couldn’t tell when I hadn’t known words
and music by heart. Who was she? I tried
for a clear view when we sat down, and also, let me
confess, when we knelt down; I saw even less of her
so; and my hope at the end of the service was dashed
by her slow but entire disappearance amid the engulfing
exits of the other ladies. I followed where I
imagined she had gone, out by a side door, into the
beautiful graveyard; but among the flowers and monuments
she was not, nor was he; and next I saw, through the
iron gate, John Mayrant in the street, walking with
his intimate aunt and her more severe sister, and
Miss La Heu. I somewhat superfluously hastened
to the gate and greeted them, to which they responded
with polite, masterly discouragement. He, however,
after taking off his hat to them, turned back, and
I watched them pursuing their leisurely, reticent
course toward the South Place. Why should the
old ladies strike me as looking like a tremendously
proper pair of conspirators? I was wondering
this as I turned back among the tombs, when I perceived
John Mayrant coming along one of the churchyard paths.
His approach was made at right angles with that of
another personage, the respectful negro custodian
of the place. This dignitary was evidently hoping
to lead me among the monuments, recite to me their
old histories, and benefit by my consequent gratitude;
he had even got so far as smiling and removing his
hat when John Mayrant stopped him. The young man
hailed the negro by his first name with that particular
and affectionate superiority which few Northerners
can understand and none can acquire, and which resembles
nothing so much as the way in which you speak to your
old dog who has loved you and followed you, because
you have cared for him.
“Not this time,” John
Mayrant said. “I wish to show our relics
to this gentleman myself-if he will permit
me?” This last was a question put to me with
a courteous formality, a formality which a few minutes
more were to see smashed to smithereens.
I told him that I should consider
myself undeservedly privileged.
“Some of these people are my
people,” he said, beginning to move.
The old custodian stood smiling, familiar,
respectful, disappointed. “Some of ’em
my people, too, Mas’ John,” he cannily
observed.
I put a little silver in his hand.
“Didn’t I see a box somewhere,” I
said, “with something on it about the restoration
of the church?”
“Something on it, but nothing
in it!” exclaimed Mayrant; at which moderate
pleasantry the custodian broke into extreme African
merriment and ambled away. “You needn’t
have done it,” protested the Southerner, and
I naturally claimed my stranger’s right to pay
my respects in this manner. Such was our introduction,
agreeable and unusual.
A silence then unexpectedly ensued
and the formality fell colder than ever upon us.
The custodian’s departure had left us alone,
looking at each other across all the unexpressed knowledge
that each knew the other had. Mayrant had come
impulsively back to me from his aunts, without stopping
to think that we had never yet exchanged a word; both
of us were now brought up short, and it was the cake
that was speaking volubly in our self-conscious dumbness.
It was only after this brief, deep gap of things unsaid
that John Mayrant came to the surface again, and began
a conversation of which, on both our parts, the first
few steps were taken on the tiptoes of an archaic
politeness; we trod convention like a polished French
floor; you might have expected us, after such deliberate
and graceful preliminaries, to dance a verbal minuet.
We, however, danced something quite
different, and that conversation lasted during many
days, and led us, like a road, up hill and down dale
to a perfect acquaintance. No, not perfect, but
delightful; to the end he never spoke to me of the
matter most near him, and I but honor him the more
for his reticence.
Of course his first remark had to
be about Kings Port and me; had he understood rightly
that this was my first visit?
My answer was equally traditional.
It was, next, correct that he should
allude to the weather; and his reference was one of
the two or three that it seems a stranger’s destiny
always to hear in a place new to him - he apologized
for the weather-so cold a season had not,
in his memory, been experienced in Kings Port; it
was to the highest point exceptional.
I exclaimed that it had been, to my
Northern notions, delightfully mild for March.
“Indeed,” I continued, “I have always
said that if March could be cut out of our Northern
climate, as the core is cut out of an apple, I should
be quite satisfied with eleven months, instead of
twelve. I think it might prolong one’s youth.”
The fire of that season lighted in
his eyes, but he still stepped upon polished convention.
He assured me that the Southern September hurricane
was more deplorable than any Northern March could be.
“Our zone should be called the Intemperate zone,”
said he.
“But never in Kings Port,”
I protested; “with your roses out-of-doors-and
your ladies indoors!”
He bowed. “You pay us a high compliment.”
I smiled urbanely. “If the truth is a compliment!”
“Our young ladies are roses,”
he now admitted with a delicate touch of pride.
“Don’t forget your old ones! I never
shall.”
There was pleasure in his face at
this tribute, which, he could see, came from the heart.
But, thus pictured to him, the old ladies brought
a further idea quite plainly into his expression; and
he announced it. “Some of them are not
without thorns.”
“What would you give,”
I quickly replied, “for anybody-man
or woman-who could not, on an occasion,
make themselves sharply felt?”
To this he returned a full but somewhat
absent-minded assent. He seemed to be reflecting
that he himself didn’t care to be the “occasion”
upon which an old lady rose should try her thorns;
and I was inclined to suspect that his intimate aunt
had been giving him a wigging.
Anyhow, I stood ready to keep it up,
this interchange of lofty civilities. I, too,
could wear the courtly red-heels of eighteenth-century
procedure, and for just as long as his Southern up-bringing
inclined him to wear them; I hadn’t known Aunt
Carola for nothing! But we, as I have said, were
not destined to dance any minuet.
We had been moving, very gradually,
and without any attention to our surroundings, to
and fro in the beautiful sweet churchyard. Flowers
were everywhere, growing, budding, blooming; color
and perfume were parts of the very air, and beneath
these pretty and ancient tombs, graven with old dates
and honorable names, slept the men and women who had
given Kings Port her high place is; in our history.
I have never, in this country, seen any churchyard
comparable to this one; happy, serene dead, to sleep
amid such blossoms and consecration! Good taste
prevailed here; distinguished men lay beneath memorial
stones that came no higher than your waist or shoulder;
there was a total absence of obscure grocers reposing
under gigantic obelisks; to earn a monument here you
must win a battle, or do, at any rate, something more
than adulterate sugar and oil. The particular
monument by which young John Mayrant and I found ourselves
standing, when we reached the point about the ladies
and the thorns, had a look of importance and it caught
his eye, bringing him back to where we were.
Upon his pointing to it, and before we had spoken
or I had seen the name, I inquired eagerly - “Not
the lieutenant of the Bon Homme Richard?” and
then saw that Mayrant was not the name upon it.
My knowledge of his gallant sea-fighting
namesake visibly gratified him. “I wish
it were,” he said; “but I am descended
from this man, too. He was a statesman, and some
of his brilliant powers were inherited by his children-but
they have not come so far down as me. In 1840,
his daughter, Miss Beaufain-
I laid my hand right on his shoulder.
“Don’t you do it, John Mayrant!”
I cried. “Don’t you tell me that.
Last night I caught myself saying that instead of
my prayers.”
Well, it killed the minuet dead; he
sat flat down on the low stone coping that bordered
the path to which we had wandered back-and
I sat flat down opposite him. The venerable custodian,
passing along a neighboring path, turned his head
and stared at our noise.
“Lawd, see those chillun goin’
on!” he muttered. “Mas’ John,
don’t you get too scandalous, tellin’
strangers ’bout the old famblies.”
Mayrant pointed to me. “He’s
responsible, Daddy Ben. I’m being just as
good as gold. Honest injun!”
The custodian marched slowly on his
way, shaking his head. “Mas’ John
he do go on,” he repeated. His office was
not alone the care and the showing off of the graveyard,
but another duty, too, as native and peculiar to the
soil as the very cotton and the rice - this loyal
servitor cherished the honor of the “old famblies,”
and chide their young descendants whenever he considered
that they needed it.
Mayrant now sat revived after his
collapse of mirth, and he addressed me from his gravestone.
“Yes, I ought to have foreseen it.”
“Foreseen ?” I didn’t at
once catch the inference.
“All my aunts and cousins have been talking
to you.”
“Oh, Miss Beaufain and the Earl
of Mainridge! Well, but it’s quite worth-
“Knowing by heart!” he broke in with new
merriment.
I kept on. “Why not?
They tell those things everywhere-where
they’re so lucky as to possess them! It’s
a flawless specimen.”
“Of 1840 repartee?” He
spoke with increasing pauses. “Yes.
We do at least possess that. And some wine of
about the same date-and even considerably
older.”
“All the better for age,” I exclaimed.
But the blue eyes of Mayrant were
far away and full of shadow. “Poor Kings
Port,” he said very slowly and quietly.
Then he looked at me with the steady look and the
smile that one sometimes has when giving voice to
a sorrowful conviction against which one has tried
to struggle. “Poor Kings Port,” he
affectionately repeated. His hand tapped lightly
two or three times upon the gravestone upon which
he was seated. “Be honest and say that
you think so, too,” he demanded, always with
his smile.
But how was I to agree aloud with
what his silent hand had expressed? Those inaudible
taps on the stone spoke clearly enough; they said:
“Here lies Kings Port, here lives Kings Port.
Outside of this is our true death, on the vacant wharves,
in the empty streets. All that we have left is
the immortality which these historic names have won.”
How could I tell him that I thought so, too?
Nor was I as sure of it then as he was. And besides,
this was a young man whose spirit was almost surely,
in suffering; ill fortune both material and of the
heart, I seemed to suspect, had made him wounded and
bitter in these immediate days; and the very suppression
he was exercising hurt him the more deeply. So
I replied, honestly, as he had asked - “I
hope you are mistaken.”
“That’s because you haven’t
been here long enough,” he declared.
Over us, gently, from somewhere across
the gardens and the walls, came a noiseless water
breeze, to which the roses moved and nodded among the
tombs. They gave him a fanciful thought.
“Look at them! They belong to us, and they
know it. They’re saying, ‘Yes; yes;
yes,’ all day long. I don’t know
why on earth I’m talking in this way to you!”
he broke off with vivacity. “But you made
me laugh so.”