Next morning when I saw the weltering
sky I resigned myself to a day of dullness; yet before
its end I had caught a bright new glimpse of John
Mayrant’s abilities, and also had come, through
tribulation, to a further understanding of the South;
so that I do not, to-day, regret the tribulation.
As the rain disappointed me of two outdoor expeditions,
to which I had been for some little while looking
forward, I dedicated most of my long morning to a
sadly neglected correspondence, and trusted that the
expeditions, as soon as the next fine weather visited
Kings Port, would still be in store for me. Not
only everybody in town here, but Aunt Carola, up in
the North also, had assured me that to miss the sight
of Live Oaks when the azaleas in the gardens of that
country seat were in flower would be to lose one of
the rarest and most beautiful things which could be
seen anywhere; and so I looked out of my window at
the furious storm, hoping that it might not strip
the bushes at Live Oaks of their bloom, which recent
tourists at Mrs. Trevise’s had described as
drawing near the zenith of its luxuriance. The
other excursion to Udolpho with John Mayrant was not
so likely to fall through. Udolpho was a sort
of hunting lodge or country club near Tern Creek and
an old colonial church, so old that it bore the royal
arms upon a shield still preserved as a sign of its
colonial origin. A note from Mayrant, received
at breakfast, informed me that the rain would take
all pleasure from such an excursion, and that he should
seize the earliest opportunity the weather might afford
to hold me to my promise. The wet gale, even
as I sat writing, was beating down some of the full-blown
flowers in the garden next Mrs. Trevise’s house,
and as the morning wore on I watched the paths grow
more strewn with broken twigs and leaves.
I filled my correspondence with accounts
of Daddy Ben and his grandson, the carpenter, doubtless
from some pride in my part in that, but also because
it had become, through thinking it over, even more
interesting to-day than it had been at the moment
of its occurrence; and in replying to a sort of postscript
of Aunt Carola’s in which she hurriedly wrote
that she had forgotten to say she had heard the La
Heu family in South Carolina was related to the Bombos,
and should be obliged to me if I would make inquiries
about this, I told her that it would be easy, and
then described to her the Teuton, plying his “antiquity”
trade externally while internally cherishing his collected
skulls and nursing his scientific rage. All my
letters were the more abundant concerning these adventures
of mine from my having kept entirely silent upon them
at Mrs. Trevise’s tea-table. I dreaded Juno
when let loose upon the negro question; and the fact
that I was beginning to understand her feelings did
not at all make me wish to be deafened by them.
Neither Juno, therefore, nor any of them learned a
word from me about the kettle-supporter incident.
What I did take pains to inform the assembled company
was my gratification that the report of Mr. Mayrant’s
engagement being broken was unfounded; and this caused
Juno to observe that in that case Miss Rieppe must
have the most imperative reasons for uniting herself
to such a young man.
Unintimidated by the rain, this formidable
creature had taken herself off to her nephew’s
bedside almost immediately after breakfast; and later
in the day I, too, risked a drenching for the sake
of ordering the packing-box that I needed. When
I returned, it was close on tea-time; I had seen Mrs.
Weguelin St. Michael send out the hot coffee to the
conductor, and I had found a negro carpenter whose
week it happily was to stay sober; and now I learned
that, when tea should be finished, the poetess had
in store for us, as a treat, her ode.
Our evening meal was not plain sailing,
even for the veteran navigation of Mrs. Trevise; Juno
had returned from the bedside very plainly displeased
(she was always candid even when silent) by something
which had happened there; and before the joyful moment
came when we all learned what this was, a very gouty
Boston lady who had arrived with her husband from
Florida on her way North-and whose nature
you will readily grasp when I tell you that we found
ourselves speaking of the man as Mrs. Braintree’s
husband and never as Mr. Braintree-this
crippled lady, who was of a candor equal to Juno’s,
embarked upon a conversation with Juno that compelled
Mrs. Trevise to tinkle her bell for Daphne after only
two remarks had been exchanged.
I had been sorry at first that here
in this Southern boarding-house Boston should be represented
only by a lady who appeared to unite in herself all
the stony products of that city, and none of the others;
for she was as convivial as a statue and as well-informed
as a spelling-book; she stood no more for the whole
of Boston than did Juno for the whole of Kings Port.
But my sorrow grew less when I found that in Mrs.
Braintree we had indeed a capable match for her Southern
counterpart. Juno, according to her custom, had
remembered something objectionable that had been perpetrated
in 1865 by the Northern vandals.
“Edward,” said Mrs. Braintree
to her husband, in a frightfully clear voice, “it
was at Chambersburg, was it not, that the Southern
vandals burned the house in which were your father’s
title-deeds?”
Edward, who, it appeared, had fought
through the whole Civil War, and was in consequence
perfectly good-humored and peaceable in his feelings
upon that subject, replied hastily and amiably:
“Oh, yes, yes! Why, I believe it was!”
But this availed nothing; Juno bent
her great height forward, and addressed Mrs. Braintree.
“This is the first time I have been told Southerners
were vandals.”
“You will never be able to say
that again!” replied Mrs. Braintree.
After the bell and Daphne had stopped,
the invaluable Briton addressed a genial generalization
to us all - “I often think how truly awful
your war would have been if the women had fought it,
y’know, instead of the men.”
“Quite so!” said the easy-going
Edward “Squaws! Mutilation! Yes!”
and he laughed at his little joke, but he laughed
alone.
I turned to Juno. “Speaking
of mutilation, I trust your nephew is better this
evening.”
I was rejoiced by receiving a glare
in response. But still more joy was to come.
“An apology ought to help cure
him a lot,” observed the Briton.
Juno employed her policy of not hearing him.
“Indeed, I trust that your nephew is in less
pain,” said the poetess.
Juno was willing to answer this.
“The injuries, thank you, are the merest trifles-all
that such a light-weight could inflict.”
And she shrugged her shoulders to indicate the futility
of young John’s pugilism.
“But,” the surprised Briton
interposed, “I thought you said your nephew
was too feeble to eat steak or hear poetry.”
Juno could always stem the eddy of
her own contradictions-but she did raise
her voice a little. “I fancy, sir, that
Doctor Beaugarcon knows what he is talking about.”
“Have they apologized yet?”
inquired the male honeymooner from the up-country.
“My nephew, sir, nobly consented
to shake hands this afternoon. He did it entirely
out of respect for Mr. Mayrant’s family, who
coerced him into this tardy reparation, and who feel
unable to recognize him since his treasonable attitude
in the Custom House.”
“Must be fairly hard to coerce
a chap you can’t recognize,” said the
Briton.
An et cetera now spoke to the
honeymoon bride from the up-country - “I
heard Doctor Beaugarcon say he was coming to visit
you this evening.”
“Yais,” assented the bride.
“Doctor Beaugarcon is my mother’s fourth
cousin.”
Juno now took-most unwisely,
as it proved-a vindictive turn at me.
“I knew that your friend, Mr. Mayrant, was intemperate,”
she began.
I don’t think that Mrs. Trevise
had any intention to ring for Daphne at this point-her
curiosity was too lively; but Juno was going to risk
no such intervention, and I saw her lay a precautionary
hand heavily down over the bell. “But,”
she continued, “I did not know that Mr. Mayrant
was a gambler.”
“Have you ever seen him intemperate?”
I asked.
“That would be quite needless,”
Juno returned. “And of the gambling I have
ocular proof, since I found him, cards, counters, and
money, with my sick nephew. He had actually brought
cards in his pocket.”
“I suppose,” said the
Briton, “your nephew was too sick to resist him.”
The male honeymooner, with two of
the et ceteras, made such unsteady demonstrations
at this that Mrs. Trevise protracted our sitting no
longer. She rose, and this meant rising for us
all.
A sense of regret and incompleteness
filled me, and finding the Briton at my elbow as our
company proceeded toward the sitting room, I said:
“Too bad!”
His whisper was confident. “We’ll
get the rest of it out of her yet.”
But the rest of it came without our connivance.
In the sitting room Doctor Beaugarcon
sat waiting, and at sight of Juno entering the door
(she headed our irregular procession) he sprang up
and lifted admiring hands. “Oh, why didn’t
I have an aunt like you!” he exclaimed, and
to Mrs. Trevise as she followed - “She pays
her nephew’s poker debts.”
“How much, cousin Tom?” asked the upcountry
bride.
And the gay old doctor chuckled, as
he kissed her - “Thirty dollars this afternoon,
my darling.”
At this the Briton dragged me behind
a door in the hall, and there we danced together.
“That Mayrant chap will do,”
he declared; and we composed ourselves for a proper
entrance into the sitting room, where the introductions
had been made, and where Doctor Beaugarcon and Mrs.
Braintree’s husband had already fallen into
war reminiscences, and were discovering with mutual
amiability that they had fought against each other
in a number of battles.
“And you generally licked us,” smiled
the Union soldier.
“Ah! don’t I know myself
how it feels to run!” laughed the Confederate.
“Are you down at the club?”
But upon learning from the poetess
that her ode was now to be read aloud, Doctor Beaugarcon
paid his fourth cousin’s daughter a brief, though
affectionate, visit, lamenting that a very ill patient
should compel him to take himself away so immediately,
but promising her presently in his stead two visitors
much more interesting.
“Miss Josephine St. Michael
desires to call upon you,” he said, “and
I fancy that her nephew will escort her.”
“In all this rain?” said the bride.
“Oh, it’s letting up,
letting up! Good night, Mistress Trevise.
Good night, sir; I am glad to have met you.”
He shook hands with Mrs. Braintree’s husband.
“We fellows,” he whispered, “who
fought in the war have had war enough.”
And bidding the general company good night, and kissing
the bride again, he left us even as the poetess returned
from her room with the manuscript.
I soon wished that I had escaped with
him, because I feared what Mrs. Braintree might say
when the verses should be finished; and so, I think,
did her husband. We should have taken the hint
which tactful Doctor Beaugarcon had meant, I began
to believe, to give us in that whispered remark of
his. But it had been given too lightly, and so
we sat and heard the ode out. I am sure that
the poetess, wrapped in the thoughts of her own composition,
had lost sight of all but the phrasing of her poem
and the strong feelings which it not unmusically voiced;
there Is no other way to account for her being willing
to read it in Mrs. Braintree’s presence.
Whatever gayety had filled me when
the Boston lady had clashed with Juno was now changed
to deprecation and concern. Indeed, I myself felt
almost as if I were being physically struck by the
words, until mere bewilderment took possession of
me; and after bewilderment, a little, a very little,
light, which, however, rapidly increased. We were
the victors, we the North, and we had gone upon our
way with songs and rejoicing-able to forget, because we were the victors.
We had our victory; let the vanquished have their memory. But here was the
cry of the vanquished, coming after forty years. It was the time which at
first bewildered me; Juno had seen the war, Junos bitterness I could
comprehend, even if I could not comprehend her freedom in expressing it, but the
poetess could not be more than a year or two older than I was; she had come
after it was all over. Why should she prolong such memories and feelings?
But my light increased as I remembered she had not written this for us, and that
if she had not seen the flames of war, she had seen the ashes; for the ashes I
had seen myself here in Kings Port, and had been overwhelmed by the sight, forty
years later, more overwhelmed than I could possibly say to Mrs. Gregory St.
Michael, or Mrs. Weguelin, or anybody. The strain of sitting and waiting
for the end made my hands cold and my head hot, but nevertheless the light which
had come enabled me to bend instantly to Mrs. Braintree and murmur a great and
abused quotation to her:-
“Tout
comprendre c’est tout pardonner.”
But my petition could not move her. She was too old;
she had seen the flames of war; and so she said to her husband:-
“Edward, will you please help me upstairs?”
And thus the lame, irreconcilable
lady left the room with the assistance of her unhappy
warrior, who must have suffered far more keenly than
I did.
This departure left us all in a constraint
which was becoming unbearable when the blessed doorbell
rang and delivered us, and Miss Josephine St. Michael
entered with John Mayrant. He wore a most curious
expression; his eyes went searching about the room,
and at length settled upon Juno with a light in them
as impish as that which had flickered in my own mood
before the ode.
To my surprise, Miss Josephine advanced
and gave me a special and marked greeting. Before
this she had always merely bowed to me; to-night she
held out her hand. “Of course my visit is
not to you; but I am very glad to find you here and
express the appreciation of several of us for your
timely aid to Daddy Ben. He feels much shame in
having said nothing to you himself.”
And while I muttered those inevitable
modest nothings which fit such occasions, Miss St.
Michael recounted to the bride, whom she was ostensibly
calling upon, and to the rest of our now once more
harmonious circle, my adventures in the alleys of
Africa. These loomed, even with Miss St. Michael’s
perfectly quiet and simple rendering of them, almost
of heroic size, thanks doubtless to Daddy Ben’s
tropical imagery when he first told the tale; and
before they were over Miss St. Michael’s marked
recognition of me actually brought from Juno some reflected
recognition-only this resembled in its graciousness
the original about as correctly as a hollow spoon
reflects the human countenance divine. Still,
it was at Juno’s own request that I brought down
from my chamber and displayed to them the kettle-supporter.
I have said that Miss St. Michael’s
visit was ostensibly to the bride - and that is
because for some magnetic reason or other I felt diplomacy
like an undercurrent passing among our chairs.
Young John’s expression deepened, whenever he
watched Juno, to a devilishness which his polite manners
veiled no better than a mosquito netting; and I believe
that his aunt, on account of the battle between their
respective nephews, had for family reasons deemed
it advisable to pay, indirectly, under cover of the
bride, a state visit to Juno; and I think that I saw
Juno accepting it as a state visit, and that the two
together, without using a word of spoken language,
gave each other to understand that the recent deplorable
circumstances were a closed incident. I think
that his Aunt Josephine had desired young John to
pay a visit likewise, and, to make sure of his speedy
compliance, had brought him along with her-coerced
him, as Juno would have said. He wore somewhat
the look of having been “coerced,” and
he contributed remarkably few observations to the talk.
It was all harmonious, and decorous,
and properly conducted, this state visit; yet even
so, Juno and John exchanged at parting some verbal
sweet-meats which rather stuck out from the smooth
meringue of diplomacy.
She contemplated his bruise.
“You are feeling stronger, I hope, than you
have been lately? A bridegroom’s health
should be good.”
He thanked her. “I am feeling
better to-night than for many weeks.”
The rascal had the thirty dollars
visibly bulging that moment in his pocket. I
doubt if he had acquainted his aunt with this episode,
but she was certain to hear it soon; and when she
did hear it, I rather fancy that she wished to smile-as
I completely smiled alone in my bed that night thinking
young John over.
But I did not go to sleep smiling;
listening to the “Ode for the Daughters of Dixie”
had been an ordeal too truly painful, because it disclosed
live feelings which I had thought were dead, or rather,
it disclosed that those feelings smouldered in the
young as well as in the old. Doctor Beaugarcon
didn’t have them-he had fought them
out, just as Mr. Braintree had fought them out; and
Mrs. Braintree, like Juno, retained them, because
she hadn’t fought them out; and John Mayrant
didn’t have them, because he had been to other
places; and I didn’t have them-never
had had them in my life, because I came into the world
when it was all over. Why then-Stop,
I told myself, growing very wakeful, and seeing in
the darkness the light which had come to me, you have
beheld the ashes, and even the sight has overwhelmed
you; these others were born in the ashes, and have
had ashes to sleep in and ashes to eat. This
I said to myself; and I remembered that War hadn’t
been all; that Reconstruction came in due season;
and I thought of the “reconstructed” negro,
as Daddy Ben had so ingeniously styled him. These
white people, my race, had been set beneath the reconstructed
negro. Still, still, this did not justify the
whole of it to me; my perfectly innocent generation
seemed to be included in the unforgiving, unforgetting
ode. “I must have it out with somebody,”
I said. And in time I fell asleep.