CHAPTER XXIV - POST SCRIPTUM
I think that John Mayrant, Jr., is
going to look like his mother. I was very glad
to be present when he was christened, and at this ceremony
I did not feel as I had felt the year before at the
wedding; for then I had known well enough that if
the old ladies found any blemish on that occasion,
it was my being there! To them I must remain forever
a “Yankee,” a wall perfectly imaginary
and perfectly real between us; and the fact that young
John could take any other view of me, was to them a
sign of that “radical” tendency in him
which they were able to forgive solely because he
was of the younger generation and didn’t know
any better.
And with these thoughts in my mind, and remembering a certain
very grave talk I had once held with Eliza in the Exchange about the North and
the South, in which it was my good fortune to make her see that there is on our
soil nowadays such a being as an American, who feels, wherever he goes in our
native land, that it is all his, and that he belongs everywhere to it, I looked
at the little John Mayrant, and then I said to his mother:-
“And will you teach him ‘Dixie’
and ‘Yankee Doodle’ as well?”
But Eliza smiled at me with friendly, inscrutable
eyes.
“Oh,” said John, “you
mustn’t ask too much of the ladies. I’ll
see to all that.”
Perhaps he will. And an education
at Harvard College need not cause the boy to forget
his race, or his name, or his traditions, but only
to value them more, as they should be valued.
And the way that they should be valued is this:
that the boy in thinking of them should say to himself,
“I am proud of my ancestors; let my life make
them proud of me.”
But, in any case, is it not pleasant
to think of the boy being brought up by Eliza, and
not by Hortense?
And so my portrait of Kings Port is
finished. That the likeness is not perfect, I
am only too sensible. No painter that I have heard
of ever satisfies the whole family. But, should
any of the St. Michaels see this picture, I trust
they may observe that if some of the touches are faulty,
true admiration and love of his subject animated the
artist’s hand; and if Miss Josephine St. Michael
should be pleased with any of it, I could wish that
she might indicate this by sending me a Lady Baltimore;
we have no cake here that approaches it.