A TALK BEFORE BREAKFAST
Looking at my watch, I found it was
a little after three, which meant six in Washington:
allowing for transmission, a telegram would reach
there in time to be on hand with the opening of the
Departments. I therefore wired at once to the
following effect:
“Postmaster-General, Washington,
D. C. A peremptory mandamus has been issued by Territorial
judge to compel me to deliver to addressee the three
registered letters which by your directions, issued
October sixteenth, I was to hold pending arrival of
special agent Jackson. Service of writ will be
made at three forty-five to-day unless prevented.
Telegraph me instructions how to act.”
That done I had a good tub, took a
brisk walk down the track, and felt so freshened up
as to be none the worse for my sleepless night.
I returned to the station a little after six, and,
to my surprise, found Miss Cullen walking up and down
the platform.
“You are up early!” we both said together.
“Yes,” she sighed. “I couldn’t
sleep last night.”
“You’re not unwell, I hope?”
“No, except mentally.”
I looked a question, and she went
on: “I have some worries, and then last
night I saw you were all keeping some bad news from
me, and so I couldn’t sleep.”
“Then we did wrong to make a
mystery of it, Miss Cullen,” I said, “for
it really isn’t anything to trouble about.
Mr. Camp is simply taking legal steps to try to force
me to deliver those letters to him.”
“And can he succeed?”
“No.”
“How will you stop him?”
“I don’t know yet just
what we shall do, but if worse comes to worse I will
allow myself to be committed for contempt of court.”
“What would they do with you?”
“Give me free board for a time.”
“Not send you to prison?”
“Yes.”
“Oh!” she cried, “that
mustn’t be. You must not make such a sacrifice
for us.”
“I’d do more than that
for you,” I said, and I couldn’t
help putting a little emphasis on the last word, though
I knew I had no right to do it.
She understood me, and blushed rosily,
even while she protested, “It is too much ”
“There’s really no likelihood,”
I interrupted, “of my being able to assume a
martyr’s crown, Miss Cullen; so don’t begin
to pity me till I’m behind the bars.”
“But I can’t bear to think ”
“Don’t,” I interrupted
again, rejoicing all the time at her evident anxiety,
and blessing my stars for the luck they had brought
me. “Why, Miss Cullen,” I went on,
“I’ve become so interested in your success
and the licking of those fellows that I really think
I’d stand about anything rather than that they
should win. Yesterday, when Mr. Camp threatened
to ” Then I stopped, as it suddenly
occurred to me that it was best not to tell Madge
that I might lose my position, for it would look like
a kind of bid for her favor, and, besides, would only
add to her worries.
“Threatened what?” asked Miss Cullen.
“Threatened to lose his temper,” I answered.
“You know that wasn’t
what you were going to say,” Madge said reproachfully.
“No, it wasn’t,” I laughed.
“Then what was it?”
“Nothing worth speaking about.”
“But I want to know what he threatened.”
“Really, Miss Cullen,”
I began; but she interrupted me by saying anxiously,
“He can’t hurt papa, can he?”
“No,” I replied.
“Or my brothers?”
“He can’t touch any of
them without my help. And he’ll have work
to get that, I suspect.”
“Then why can’t you tell
me?” demanded Miss Cullen. “Your refusal
makes me think you are keeping back some danger to
them.”
“Why, Miss Cullen,” I
said, “I didn’t like to tell his threat,
because it seemed well, I may be wrong,
but I thought it might look like an attempt an
appeal Oh, pshaw!” I faltered, like
a donkey, “I can’t say it as
I want to put it.”
“Then tell me right out what
he threatened,” begged Madge.
“He threatened to get me discharged.”
That made Madge look very sober, and
for a moment there was silence. Then she said,
“I never thought of what you
were risking to help us, Mr. Gordon. And I’m
afraid it’s too late to ”
“Don’t worry about me,”
I hastened to interject. “I’m a long
way from being discharged, and, even if I should be,
Miss Cullen, I know my business, and it won’t
be long before I have another place.”
“But it’s terrible to
think of the injury we may have caused you,”
sighed Madge, sadly. “It makes me hate the
thought of money.”
“That’s a very poor thing
to hate,” I said, “except the lack of
it.”
“Are you so anxious to get rich?”
asked Madge, looking up at me quickly, as we walked, for
we had been pacing up and down the platform during
our chat.
“I haven’t been till lately.”
“And what made you change?” she questioned.
“Well,” I said, fishing
round for some reason other than the true one, “perhaps
I want to take a rest.”
“You are the worst man for fibs I ever knew,”
she laughed.
I felt myself getting red, while I
exclaimed, “Why, Miss Cullen, I never set up
for a George Washington, but I don’t think I’m
a bit worse liar than nine men in ”
“Oh,” she cried, interrupting
me, “I didn’t mean that way. I meant
that when you try to fib you always do it so badly
that one sees right through you. Now, acknowledge
that you wouldn’t stop work if you could?”
“Well, no, I wouldn’t,”
I owned up. “The truth is, Miss Cullen,
that I’d like to be rich, because well,
hang it, I don’t care if I do say it because
I’m in love.”
Madge laughed at my confusion, and
asked, “With money?”
“No,” I said. “With
just the nicest, sweetest, prettiest girl in the world.”
Madge took a look at me out of the
corner of her eye, and remarked, “It must be
breakfast time.”
Considering that it was about six-thirty,
I wanted to ask who was telling a taradiddle now;
but I resisted the temptation, and replied,
“No. And I promise not
to bother you about my private affairs any more.”
Madge laughed again merrily, saying,
“You are the most obvious man I ever met.
Now why did you say that?”
“I thought you were making breakfast
an excuse,” I said, “because you didn’t
like the subject.”
“Yes, I was,” said Madge,
frankly. “Tell me about the girl you are
engaged to.”
I was so taken aback that I stopped
in my walk, and merely looked at her.
“For instance,” she asked
coolly, when she saw that I was speechless, “what
does she look like?”
“Like, like ”
I stammered, still embarrassed by this bold carrying
of the war into my own camp, “like
an angel.”
“Oh,” said Madge, eagerly,
“I’ve always wanted to know what angels
were like. Describe her to me.”
“Well,” I said, getting
my second wind, so to speak, “she has the bluest
eyes I’ve ever seen. Why, Miss Cullen, you
said you’d never seen anything so blue as the
sky yesterday; but even the atmosphere of ‘rainless
Arizona’ has to take a back seat when her eyes
are round. And they are just like the atmosphere
out here. You can look into them for a hundred
miles, but you can’t get to the bottom.”
“The Arizona sky is wonderful,”
said Madge. “How do the scientists account
for it?”
I wasn’t going to have my description
of Miss Cullen side-tracked, for, since she had given
me the chance, I wanted her to know just what I thought
of her. Therefore I didn’t follow lead
on the Arizona skies, but went on,
“And I really think her hair
is just as beautiful as her eyes. It’s
light brown, very curly, and ”
“Her complexion!” exclaimed
Madge. “Is she a mulatto? And, if so,
how can a complexion be curly?”
“Her complexion,” I said,
not a bit rattled, “is another great beauty
of hers. She has one of those skins ”
“Furs are out of fashion at
present,” she interjected, laughing wickedly.
“Now look here, Miss Cullen,”
I cried, indignantly, “I’m not going to
let even you make fun of her.”
“I can’t help it,”
she laughed, “when you look so serious and intense.”
“It’s something I feel
intense about, Miss Cullen,” I said, not a little
pained, I confess, at the way she was joking.
I don’t mind a bit being laughed at, but Miss
Cullen knew, about as well as I, whom I was talking
about, and it seemed to me she was laughing at my
love for her. Under this impression I went on,
“I suppose it is funny to you; probably so many
men have been in love with you that a man’s
love for a woman has come to mean very little in your
eyes. But out here we don’t make a joke
of love, and when we care for a woman we care well,
it’s not to be put in words, Miss Cullen.”
“I really didn’t mean
to hurt your feelings, Mr. Gordon,” said Madge,
gently, and quite serious now. “I ought
not to have tried to tease you.”
“There!” I said, my irritation
entirely gone. “I had no right to lose
my temper, and I’m sorry I spoke so unkindly.
The truth is, Miss Cullen, the girl I care for is
in love with another man, and so I’m bitter
and ill-natured in these days.”
My companion stopped walking at the
steps of 218, and asked, “Has she told you so?”
“No,” I answered.
“But it’s as plain as she’s pretty.”
Madge ran up the steps and opened
the door of the car. As she turned to close it,
she looked down at me with the oddest of expressions,
and said,
“How dreadfully ugly she must be!”