1
When our little professional army
landed on the coast of Prance there was not one in
a thousand soldiers who had more than the vaguest
idea as to why he was coming to fight the Germans or
as to the character of the fighting in which he was
to be engaged. If one asked him “Why are
we at war with Germany” this regular soldier
would scratch his head, struggle to find a reasonable
answer, and mutter something about “them bloody
Germans,” and “giving a hand to the Froggies.”
Of international politics, world-problems, Teutonic
ambitions, Slav perils, White Papers or Yellow Papers,
he knew nothing and cared nothing. As a professional
soldier it was his duty to fight anybody he was told
to fight, of whatever colour he might be, or of whatever
country. For some months it had been in his mind
that he might have to do a bit of shooting in Ireland,
and on the whole he was glad that this enemy was to
speak a foreign language. It made the game seem
more as it should be. What was it Blatchford had
said about the Germans? He couldn’t quite
remember the drift of it, except that they had been
preparing for years to have a smack at England.
Wanted to capture all our Colonies, and were building
ships like blazes. Of course our Government had
been asleep as usual, and didn’t care a damn.
No British Government ever did, as far as he could
remember. Anyhow, the Germans were his enemy,
and the French were our friends which was
queer and the British army was going to
save Europe again according to its glorious traditions
as mentioned more than once by the Colonel. It
had been a fine time before saying good-bye to the
wife and kids. Every man had been a hero to his
fellow citizens, who had clapped him on the back and
stood free drinks in great style. “Bring
us back some German helmets, Jock!” the girls
had shouted out, “And mind your P’s and
Q’s with them French hussies.”
It would be a bit of a change to see
the Continental way of doing things. They spoke
a queer lingo, the French, but were all right.
Quite all right, judging from the newspapers, and
a fellow who had gone out as a chauffeur and had come
back with fancy manners. “After you, Monsieur.
Pardonney-more.” There would be some great
adventures to tell the lads when the business was
over. Of course there would be hot work, and
some of the boys would never come back at all
accidents did happen even in the best regulated wars but
with a bit of luck there would be a great home-coming
with all the bells ringing, and crowds in the streets,
and the band playing “See the conquering hero
comes,” or “when Tommy comes marching home.”
We had learnt a thing or two since South Africa, and
the army was up to scratch. These Germans would
have to look out for themselves.
2
I think that represents fairly enough
the mental attitude of the average British soldier
who came out to France into an unknown land in which
he was to do “his bit.” The younger
men knew nothing of the psychological effect of shell-fire,
and their imagination was not haunted by any fear.
The older men, brought back to the Colours after a
spell of civil life, judged of war according to the
standards of the South African campaign or Omdurman,
and did not guess that this war was to be a more monstrous
thing, which would make that little affair in the
Transvaal seem a picnic for boys playing at the game.
Not yet had they heard the roar of Germany’s
massed artillery or seen the heavens open and rain
down death.
The British officer was more thoughtful,
and did not reveal his thoughts to the men. Only
in quiet conversation in his own mess did he reveal
the forebodings which made his soul gloomy.
“There is no doubt the German
army is the greatest fighting machine in Europe.
We might dislike some of their methods, their cast-iron
system and all that oh, I know what the
Times man said about their last manoeuvres but
they have been preparing for this war for years, and
their organization is all cut and dried. How about
the French? Yes, they have plenty of pluck, and
I’ve seen something of their gunners quite
marvellous! but have they got any staying
power? Are they ready? How about their politicians?
I don’t like the look of things, altogether.
We have joined in this infernal war had
to, of course but if things go wrong in
France we haven’t anything like an army to tackle
a job like this. . . . Not that I’m a pessimist,
mind you.”
No, they were not pessimists, these
British officers, when they first came out to France;
and the younger men, all those lieutenants who had
come quite recently from Sandhurst and Stonyhurst,
and public schools in England, with the fine imperturbable
manner of their class and caste, hiding their boyishness
under a mask of gravity, and not giving themselves
away by the slightest exuberance of speech or gesture,
but maintaining stiff upper lips under a square quarter
of an inch of fair bristles, went into this war with
unemotional and unconscious heroism. Unlike the
French officer, who had just that touch of emotionalism
and self-consciousness which delights in the hero-worship
in the streets, the cheers of great crowds, the fluttering
of women’s handkerchiefs, and the showering of
flowers from high balconies, these English boys had
packed up their traps and gone away from homes just
as they had got back to school after the holidays,
a little glum, and serious, at the thought of work.
“Good-bye, mother.”
The embrace had lasted a few seconds
longer than usual. This mother had held her son
tight, and had turned a little pale. But her
voice had been steady and she had spoken familiar words
of affection and advice, just as if her boy were off
to the hunting-fields, or a polo match.
“Good-bye, darling. Do
be careful, won’t you? Don’t take
unnecessary risks.”
“Right-o! ... Back soon,
I hope.” That was all, in most cases.
No sobs or heartbreaks. No fine words about patriotism,
and the sweetness of death for the Mother Country,
and the duty of upholding the old traditions of the
Flag. All that was taken for granted, as it had
been taken for granted when this tall fellow in brand
new khaki with nice-smelling belts of brown leather,
was a bald-headed baby on a lace pillow in a cradle,
or an obstreperous boy in a big nursery. The word
patriotism is never spoken in an English household
of this boy’s class. There are no solemn
discourses about duty to the Mother Country.
Those things have always been taken for granted, like
the bread and butter at the breakfast table, and the
common decencies of life, and the good manners of
well-bred people. When his mother had brought
a man-child into the world she knew that this first-born
would be a soldier, at some time of his life.
In thousands of families it is still the tradition.
She knew also that if it were necessary, according
to the code of England, to send a punitive expedition
against some native race, or to capture a new piece
of the earth for the British Empire, this child of
hers would play his part, and take the risks, just
as his father had done, and his grandfather. The
boy knew also, though he was never told. The
usual thing had happened at the usual age.
“I suppose you will soon be
ready for Sandhurst, Dick?” “Yes, I suppose
so, father.”
3
So when the war came these young men
who had been gazetted six months or so before went
out to France as most men go to do their job, without
enthusiasm, but without faltering, in the same matter-of-fact
way as a bank clerk catches the 9.15 train to the city.
But death might be at the end of the journey?
Yes. Quite likely. They would die in the
same quiet way. It was a natural incident of the
job. A horrid nuisance, of course, quite rotten,
and all that, but no more to be shirked than the risk
of taking a toss over an ugly fence. It was what
this young man had been born for. It was the price
he paid for his caste.
There were some undercurrents of emotion
in the British army not to be seen on the surface.
There had been private dramas in private drawing-rooms.
Some of the older men had been “churned up,”
as they would say, because this sudden war had meant
a leave-taking from women, who would be in a deuce
of a fix if anything happened to certain captains
and certain majors. Love affairs which had been
somewhat complicated were simplified too abruptly by
a rapid farewell, and a “God bless you, old
girl. ... I hate to leave you with such ragged
ends to the whole business. But perhaps after
all it’s a way out for both of us.
Eh?” The war offered a way out for all sorts
of men with complicated lives, with debts that had
been rather a worry, and with bills of folly that
could not be paid at sight, and with skeletons in
the cupboard rattling their bones too loudly behind
the panels. Well, it was a case of cut and run.
Between the new life and the old there would be no
bridge, across which a woman or a ghost could walk.
War is always a way of escape even though it be through
the dark valley of death.
Nothing of this private melodrama
was visible among those men who came to France.
When they landed at Boulogne there was no visible
expression on faces which have’ been trained
to be expressionless. At Rouen, at Le Mans, at
St. Omer, and many other towns in France I watched
our British officers and tried to read their character
after getting a different point of view among the
French troops. Certainly in their way they were
magnificent the first gentlemen in the world,
the most perfect type of aristocratic manhood.
Their quietude and their coldness struck me as remarkable,
because of the great contrast in the character of
the people around them. For the first time I saw
the qualities of my own race, with something like
a foreigner’s eyes, and realized the strength
of our racial character. It was good to see the
physique of these men, with their clear-cut English
faces, and their fine easy swagger, utterly unconscious
and unaffected, due to having played all manner of
games since early boyhood, so that their athletic
build was not spoilt by deliberate development.
And I gave homage to them because
of the perfect cut and equipment of their uniforms,
so neat and simple, and workmanlike for the job of
war. Only Englishmen could look so well in these
clothes. And even in these French towns I saw
the influence of English school life and of all our
social traditions standing clear-cut against the temperament
of another nation with different habits and ideals.
They were confident without any demonstrative sign
that they were superior beings destined by God, or
the force of fate, to hold the fullest meaning of
civilization. They were splendidly secure in this
faith, not making a brag of it, not alluding to it,
but taking it for granted, just as they had taken
for granted their duty to come out to France and die
if that were destined.
And studying them, at cafe tables,
at the base, or in their depots, I acknowledged that,
broadly, they were right. In spite of an extraordinary
ignorance of art and letters (speaking of the great
majority), in spite of ideas stereotyped by the machinery
of their schools and universities, so that one might
know precisely their attitude to such questions as
social reform, internationalism, Home Rule for Ireland,
or the Suffragettes any big problem demanding
freedom of thought and un-conventionality of discussion it
was impossible to resist the conviction that these
officers of the British army have qualities, supreme
of their kind, which give a mastery to men. Their
courage was not a passion, demanding rage or religious
fervour, or patriotic enthusiasm, for its inspiration.
It was the very law of their life, the essential spirit
in them. They were unconscious of it as a man
is unconscious of breathing, unless diseased.
Their honour was not a thing to talk about. To
prate about the honour of the army or the honour of
England was like talking about the honour of their
mother. It is not done. And yet, as Mark
Antony said, “They were all honourable men,”
and there seemed an austerity of virtue in them which
no temptation would betray the virtue of
men who have a code admitting of certain easy vices,
but not of treachery, or cowardice, or corruption.
They had such good form, these young
men who had come out to a dirty devilish war.
It was enormously good to hear them talking to each
other in just the same civil, disinterested, casual
way which belongs to the conversational range of St.
James’s Street clubs. Not once like
French soldiers did they plunge into heated
discussions on the ethics of war, or the philosophy
of life, or the progress of civilization, or the rights
of democracies. Never did they reveal to casual
strangers like myself and hundreds of French
soldiers did the secret affections of
their hearts, flowing back to the women they had left,
or their fears of death and disablement, or their sense
of the mystery of God. Not even war, with its
unloosing of old restraints, its smashing of conventionalities,
could break down the code of these young English gentlemen
whose first and last lessons had been those of self-concealment
and self-control.
In England these characteristics are
accepted, and one hardly thinks of them. It is
the foreigner’s point of view of us. But
in France, in war time, in a country all vibrant with
emotionalism, this restraint of manner and speech
and utter disregard of all “problems” and
mysteries of life, and quiet, cheerful acceptation
of the job in hand, startled the imagination of Englishmen
who had been long enough away from home to stand aloof
and to study those officers with a fresh vision.
There was something superb in those simple, self-confident,
normal men, who made no fuss, but obeyed orders, or
gave them, with a spirit of discipline which belonged
to their own souls and was not imposed by a self-conscious
philosophy. And yet I could understand why certain
Frenchmen, in spite of their admiration, were sometimes
irritated by these British officers. There were
times when the similarity between them, the uniformity
of that ridiculous little moustache on the upper lip,
the intonation of voices with the peculiar timbre
of the public school drawl, sound to them rather tiresome.
They had the manners of a caste, the touch of arrogance
which belongs to a caste, in power. Every idea
they had was a caste idea, contemptuous in a civil
way of poor devils who had other ideas and who were
therefore guilty not by their own fault
of course of shocking bad form. To
be a Socialist in such company would be worse than
being drunk. To express a belief in democratic
liberty would cause a silence to fall upon a group
of them as though some obscenity beyond the limits
allowed in an officers’ mess-room had been uttered
by a man without manners.
Their attitude to French officers
was, in the beginning of the war, calculated to put
a little strain upon the Entente Cordiale.
It was an attitude of polite but haughty condescension.
A number of young Frenchmen of the best families had
been appointed as interpreters to the British Expedition.
There were aristocrats among them whose names run
like golden threads through the pages of French history.
It was therefore disconcerting when the young Viscomte
de Chose and a certain Marquis de Machin found that
their knowledge of English was used for the purpose
of buying a packet of cigarettes for a lieutenant
who knew no French, and of running errands for British
officers who accepted such services as a matter of
course. The rank-and-file of the British army
which first came into France was also a little careless
of French susceptibilities. After the first rapture
of that welcome which was extended to anyone in khaki,
French citizens began to look a little askance at
the regiments from the Highlands and Lowlands, some
of whose men demanded free gifts in the shops, and,
when a little drunk, were rather crude in their amorous
advances to girls of decent up-bringing. These
things were inevitable. In our regular army there
were the sweepings of many slums, as well as the best
blood of our peasantry and our good old families.
Tough and hardened fellows called to the Colours again
from Glasgow and Liverpool, Cardiff and Limehouse,
had none of the refinements of the younger generation
of soldiers who prefer lemonade to whisky, and sweetmeats
to shag. It was these who in the first Expeditionary
Force gave most trouble to the military police and
found themselves under the iron heel of a discipline
which is very hard and very necessary in time of war.
4
These men were heroic soldiers, yet
our hero-worship need not blind us to the truth of
things. There is nothing more utterly false than
to imagine that war purges human nature of all its
frailties and vices, and that under the shadow of
death a great body of men gathered like this from
many classes and cities, become suddenly white knights,
sans-peur et sans reproche,
inspired by the highest ideals of faith and chivalry.
If only some new Shakespeare would come out of the
ranks after this war to give us immortal portraits
of a twentieth-century Falstaff, with a modern Nym,
Pistol, and Bardolph what a human comedy
would be there in the midst of all this tragedy in
France and Flanders, setting off the fine exalted heroism
of all those noble and excellent men who, like the
knights and men-at-arms of Henry at Agincourt, thought
that “the fewer men the greater share of honour,”
and fought for England with a devotion that was careless
of death.
After the British retreat from Mons,
when our regular troops realized very rapidly the
real meaning of modern warfare, knowing now that it
was to be no “picnic,” but a deadly struggle
against great odds, and a fight of men powerless against
infernal engines, there came out to France by every
ship the oddest types of men who had been called out
to fill up the gaps and take a share in the deadly
business. These “dug-outs” were strange
fellows, some of them. Territorial officers who
had held commissions in the Yeomanry, old soldiers
who had served in India, Egypt, and South Africa,
before playing interminable games of chess in St.
James’s Street, or taking tea in country rectories
and croquet mallets on country lawns; provincial schoolmasters
who had commanded an O.T.C. with high-toned voices
which could recite a passage from Ovid with cultured
diction; purple-faced old fellows who for years had
tempted Providence and apoplexy by violence to their
valets; and young bloods who had once “gone
through the Guards,” before spending their week-ends
at Brighton with little ladies from the Gaiety chorus,
came to Boulogne or Havre by every boatload and astonished
the natives of those ports by their martial manners.
The Red Cross was responsible for
many astounding representatives of the British race
in France, and there were other crosses purple,
green, blue, and black who contributed to
this melodrama of mixed classes and types. Benevolent
old gentlemen, garbed like second-hand Field Marshals,
tottered down the quaysides and took the salutes of
startled French soldiers with bland but dignified
benevolence. The Jewish people were not only generous
to the Red Cross work with unstinted wealth which
they poured into its coffers, but with rich young
men who offered their lives and their motor-cars in
this good service though the greater part
of them never went nearer to the front (through no
fault of their own) than Rouen or Paris, where they
spent enormous sums of money at the best hotels, and
took lady friends for joy rides in ambulances of magnificent
design. Boulogne became overcrowded with men
and women wearing military uniforms of no known design
with badges of mysterious import.
Even the Scotland Yard detectives
were bewildered by some of these people whose passports
were thoroughly sound, but whose costumes aroused
deep suspicion. What could they do, for instance,
with a young Hindu, dressed as a boy-scout, wearing
tortoise-shell spectacles, and a field kit of dangling
bags, water-bottles, maps, cooking utensils, and other
material suitable for life on a desert isle?
Or what could they say to a lady in breeches and top-boots,
with a revolver stuck through her belt, and a sou’wester
on her head, who was going to nurse the wounded in
a voluntary hospital at Nice? Contingents of
remarkable women invaded the chief tea-shops in Boulogne
and caused a panic among the waitresses. They
wore Buffalo Bill hats and blue uniforms with heavy
blue coats, which were literally spangled with brass
buttons. Upon their stalwart bosoms were four
rows of buttons, and there was a row of brass on each
side of their top-coats, on their shoulders, and at
the back of their waist-belts. In the light of
the tea-shop, where they consumed innumerable buns,
one’s eyes became dizzy with all these bits of
shining metal. To a wounded man the sight of
one of these ladies must have been frightening, as
though a shell had burst near his bedside, with the
glint of broken steel. Young officers just drafted
out with commissions on which the ink was hardly dry,
plucked at their budding moustaches and said “War
is hell.”
Some of the older officers, who had
been called out after many years of civilian ease,
found the spirit of youth again as soon as they set
foot on the soil of France, and indulged in I the follies
of youth as when they had been sub-lieutenants in
the Indian hills. I remember one of these old
gentlemen who refused to go to bed in the Hotel Tortoni
at Havre, though the call was for six o’clock
next morning with quite a chance of death before the
week was out. Some younger officers with him
coaxed him to his room just before midnight, but he
came down again, condemning their impudence, and went
out into the great silent square, shouting for a taxi.
It seemed to me pitiful that a man with so many ribbons
on his breast, showing distinguished service, should
be wandering about a place where many queer characters
roam in the darkness of night. I asked him if
I could show him the way back to the Hotel Tortoni.
“Sir,” he said, “I desire to go to
Piccadilly Circus, and if I have any of your impertinence
I will break your head.” Two apaches lurched
up to him, a few minutes later, and he went off with
them into a dark ally, speaking French with great
deliberation and a Mayfair accent. He was a twentieth
century Falstaff, and the playwright might find his
low comedy in a character like this thrust into the
grim horror of the war.
5
One’s imagination must try to
disintegrate that great collective thing called an
army and see it as much as possible as a number of
separate individualities, with their differences of
temperament and ideals and habits of mind. There
has been too much of the impersonal way of writing
of our British Expeditionary Force as though it were
a great human machine impelled with one idea and moving
with one purpose. In its ranks was the coster
with his cockney speech and cockney wit, his fear
of great silences and his sense of loneliness and
desolation away from the flare of gas-lights and the
raucous shouts of the crowds in Petticoat Lane so
that when I met him in a field of Flanders with the
mist and the long, flat marshlands about him he confessed
to the almighty Hump. And there was the Irish
peasant who heard the voice of the Banshee calling
through that mist, and heard other queer voices of
supernatural beings whispering to the melancholy which
had been bred in his brain in the wilds of Connemara.
Here was the English mechanic, matter-of-fact, keen
on his job, with an alert brain and steady nerves;
and with him was the Lowland Scot, hard as nails,
with uncouth speech and a savage fighting instinct.
Soldiers who had been through several battles and
knew the tricks of old campaigners were the stiffening
in regiments of younger men whose first experience
of shell-fire was soul-shattering, so that some of
them whimpered and were blanched with fear.
In the ranks were men who had been
mob-orators, and who had once been those worst of
pests, “barrack-room lawyers.” They
talked Socialism and revolution in the trenches to
comrades who saw no use to alter the good old ways
of England and “could find no manner of use”
for political balderdash. Can you not see all
these men, made up of every type in the life of the
British Isles, suddenly transported to the Continent
and thence into the zone of fire of massed artillery
which put each man to the supreme test of courage,
demanding the last strength of his soul? Some
of them had been slackers, rebels against discipline,
“hard cases.” Some of them were sensitive
fellows with imaginations over-developed by cinematograph
shows and the unhealthiness of life in cities.
Some of them were no braver than you or I, my readers.
And yet out of all this mass of manhood, with all their
faults, vices, coward instincts, pride of courage,
unexpressed ideals, unconscious patriotism, old traditions
of pluck, untutored faith in things more precious
than self-interest the mixture that one
finds in any great body of men there was
made an army, that “contemptible little army”
of ours which has added a deathless story of human
valour to the chronicles of our race.
These men who came out with the first
Expeditionary Force had to endure a mode of warfare
more terrible than anything the world has known before,
and for week after week, month after month, they were
called upon to stand firm under storms of shells which
seemed to come from no human agency, but to be devilish
in intensity and frightfulness of destruction.
Whole companies of them were annihilated, whole battalions
decimated, yet the survivors were led to the shambles
again. Great gaps were torn out of famous regiments
and filled up with new men, so often that the old
regiment was but a name and the last remaining officers
and men were almost lost among the new-comers.
Yet by a miracle in the blood of the British race,
in humanity itself, if it is not decadent beyond the
point of renaissance, these cockneys and peasants,
Scotsmen and Irishmen, and men from the Midlands,
the North, and the Home Counties of this little England
faced that ordeal, held on, and did not utter aloud
(though sometimes secretly) one wailing cry to God
for mercy in all this hell. With a pride of manhood
beyond one’s imagination, with a stern and bitter
contempt for all this devilish torture, loathing it
but “sticking” it, very much afraid yet
refusing to surrender to the coward in their souls
(the coward in our souls which tempts all of us), sick
of the blood and the beastliness, yet keeping sane
(for the most part) with the health of normal minds
and bodies in spite of all this wear and tear upon
the nerves, the rank-and-file of that British Expedition
in France and Flanders, under the leadership of young
men who gave their lives, with the largess of great
prodigals, to the monstrous appetite of Death, fought
with something like superhuman qualities.
6
Although I spent most of my time on
the Belgian and French side of the war, I had many
glimpses of the British troops who were enduring these
things, and many conversations with officers and men
who had come, but a few hours ago, from the line of
fire. I went through British hospitals and British
ambulance trains where thousands of them lay with
new wounds, and I dined with them when after a few
weeks of convalescence they returned to the front
to undergo the same ordeal. Always I felt myself
touched with a kind of wonderment at these men.
After many months of war the unwounded men were still
unchanged, to all outward appearance, though something
had altered in their souls. They were still quiet,
self-controlled, unemotional. Only by a slight
nervousness of their hands, a slightly fidgety way
so that they could not sit still for very long, and
by sudden lapses into silence, did some of them show
the signs of the strain upon them. Even the lightly
wounded men were astoundingly cheerful, resolute, and
unbroken. There were times when I used to think
that my imagination exaggerated the things I had seen
and heard, and that after all war was not so terrible,
but a rather hard game with heavy risks. It was
only when I walked among the wounded who had been more
than “touched,” and who were the shattered
wrecks of men, that I realized again the immensity
of the horror through which these other men had passed
and to which some of them were going back. When
the shrieks of poor tortured boys rang in my ears,
when one day I passed an officer sitting up in his
cot and laughing with insane mirth at his own image
in a mirror, and when I saw men with both legs amputated
up to the thighs, or with one leg torn to ribbons,
and another already sawn away, lying among blinded
and paralysed men, and men smashed out of human recognition
but still alive, that I knew the courage of those
others, who having seen and known, went back to risk
the same frightfulness.
7
There was always a drama worth watching
at the British base, for it was the gate of those
who came in and of those who went out, “the
halfway house” as a friend of mine called another
place in France, between the front and home.
Everything came here first the
food for guns and men, new boots for soldiers who
had marched the leather off their feet; the comforters
and body-belts knitted by nimble-fingered girls, who
in suburban houses and country factories had put a
little bit of love into every stitch; chloroform and
morphia for army doctors who have moments of despair
when their bottles get empty; ambulances, instruments,
uniforms, motor lorries; all the letters which came
to France full of prayers and hopes; and all the men
who came to fill up the places of those for whom there
are still prayers, but no more hope on this side of
the river. It was the base of the British Expeditionary
Force, and the Army in the field would be starved
in less than a week if it were cut off from this port
of supplies.
There was a hangar here, down by the
docks, half a mile long. I suppose it was the
largest shed in the world, and it was certainly the
biggest store-cupboard ever kept under lock and key
by a Mother Hubbard with a lot of hungry boys to feed.
Their appetites were prodigious, so that every day
thousands of cases were shifted out of this cupboard
and sent by train and motor-car to the front.
But always new cases were arriving in boats that are
piloted into harbour across a sea where strange fish
came up from the deeps at times. So the hangar
was never empty, and on the signature of a British
officer the British soldiers might be sure of their
bully beef, and fairly sure of a clean shirt or two
when the old ones had been burnt by the order of a
medical officer with a delicate nose and high ideals
in a trench.
New men as well as new stores came
in the boats to this harbour, which was already crowded
with craft not venturesome in a sea where one day
huge submarine creatures lurked about. I watched
some Tommies arrive. They had had a
nasty “dusting” on the voyage, and as
they marched through the streets of the port some of
them looked rather washed out. They carried their
rifles upside down as though that might ease the burden
of them, and they had that bluish look of men who
have suffered a bad bout of sea-sickness. But
they pulled themselves up when they came into the chief
square where the French girls at the flower stalls,
and ladies at the hotel windows, and a group of French
and Belgian soldiers under the shelter of an arcade,
watched them pass through the rain.
“Give ’em their old tune,
lads,” said one of the men, and from this battalion
of new-comers who had just set foot in France to fill
up gaps in the ranks, out there, at the front, there
came a shrill whistling chorus of La Marseillaise.
Yorkshire had learnt the hymn of France, her song
of victory, and I heard it on the lips of Highlanders
and Welshmen, who came tramping through the British
base to the camps outside the town where they waited
to be sent forward to the fighting line.
“Vive les Anglais!” cried
a French girl, in answer to the whistling courtesy.
Then she laughed, with her arm round the waist of a
girl friend, and said, “They are all the same,
these English soldiers. In their khaki one cannot
tell one from the other, and now that I have seen
so many thousands of them Heaven! hundreds
of thousands! I have exhausted my
first enthusiasm. It is sad: the new arrivals
do not get the same welcome from us.”
That was true. So many of our
soldiers had been through the British base that they
were no longer a novelty. The French flower-girls
did not empty their stalls into the arms of the regiments,
as on the first days.
It was an English voice that gave
the new-comers the highest praise, because professional.
“A hefty lot! ... Wish
I were leading them.” The praise and the
wish came from a young English officer who was staying
in the same hotel with me. For two days I had
watched his desperate efforts to avoid death by boredom.
He read every line of the Matin and Journal before
luncheon, with tragic sighs, because every line repeated
what had been said in the French newspapers since
the early days of the war. After luncheon he
made a sortie for the English newspapers, which arrived
by boats. They kept him quiet until tea-time.
After that he searched the cafes for any fellow officers
who might be there.
“This is the most awful place
in the world!” he repeated at intervals, even
to the hall porter, who agreed with him. When
I asked him how long he had been at the base he groaned
miserably and confessed to three weeks of purgatory.
“I’ve been put into the
wrong pigeon-hole at the War Office,” he said.
“I’m lost.”
There were many other men at the British
base who seemed to have been put into the wrong pigeon-holes.
Among them were about two hundred French interpreters
who were awaiting orders to proceed with a certain
division. But they were not so restless as my
friend in the hotel. Was it not enough for them
that they had been put into English khaki supplied
from the store-cupboard and that every
morning they had to practise the art of putting on
a puttee? In order to be perfectly English they
also practised the art of smoking a briar pipe it
was astoundingly difficult to keep it alight and
indulged in the habit of five o’clock tea (with
boiled eggs, ye gods!), and braved all the horrors
of indigestion, because they are not used to these
things, with heroic fortitude. At any cost they
were determined to do honour to lé khaki, in
spite of the arrogance of certain British officers
who treated them de haut en bas.
The Base Commandant’s office
was the sorting-house of the Expeditionary Force.
The relays of officers who had just come off the boats
came here to report themselves. They had sailed
as it were under sealed orders and did not know their
destination until they were enlightened by the Commandant,
who received instructions from the headquarters in
the field. They waited about in groups outside
his door, slapping their riding-boots or twisting
neat little moustaches, which were the envy of subalterns
just out of Sandhurst.
Through another door was the registry
office through which all the Army’s letters
passed inwards and outwards. The military censors
were there reading the letters of Private Atkins to
his best girl, and to his second best. They shook
their heads over military strategy written in the
trenches, and laughed quietly at the humour of men
who looked on the best side of things, even if they
were German shells or French fleas. It was astonishing
what a lot of humour passed through this central registry
from men who were having a tragic time for England’s
sake; but sometimes the military Censor had to blow
his nose with violence because Private Atkins lapsed
into pathos, and wrote of tragedy with a too poignant
truth.
The Base Commandant was here at all
hours. Even two hours after midnight he sat in
the inner room with tired secretaries who marvelled
at the physical and mental strength of a man who at
that hour could still dictate letters full of important
detail without missing a point or a comma; though
he came down early in the morning. But he was
responsible for the guarding of the Army’s store-cupboard that
great hangar, half a mile long and for
the discipline of a town full of soldiers who, without
discipline, would make a merry hell of it, and for
the orderly disposition of all the supplies at the
base upon which the army in the field depends for
its welfare. It was not what men call a soft job.
Through the hotel where I stayed there
was a continual flow of officers who came for one
night only. Their kit-bags and sleeping-bags
were dumped into the hall, and these young gentlemen,
some of whom had been gazetted only a few months ago,
crowded into the little drawing-room to write their
letters home before going to the front, and to inquire
of each other what on earth there was to do in a town
where lights are out at ten o’clock, where the
theatres were all closed, and where rain was beating
down on the pavements outside.
“How about a bath?” said
one of them. “It is about the last chance,
I reckon.”
They took turns to the bathroom, thinking
of the mud and vermin of the trenches which would
soon be their home. Among those who stayed in
the sitting-room until the patron turned out the lights
were several officers who had been on forty-eight
hours’ leave from the front. They had made
a dash to London and back, they had seen the lights
of Piccadilly again, and the crowds in the streets
of a city which seemed to know nothing of war, they
had dined with women in evening-dress who had asked
innocent questions about the way of a modern battlefield,
and they had said good-bye again to those who clung
to them a little too long outside a carriage window.
“Worth it, do you think?” asked one of
them.
“Enormously so. But it’s
a bit of a pull going back to that
beastliness. After one knows the meaning of it.”
“It’s because I know that
I want to go back,” said another man who had
sat very quietly looking at the toe of one of his riding-boots.
“I had a good time in town it seemed
too good to be true but, after all, one
has to finish one’s job before one can sit around
with an easy mind. We’ve got to finish
our job out there in the stinking trenches.”
8
I suppose even now after all that
has been written it is difficult for the imagination
of “the man who stayed at home” to realize
the life and conditions of the soldiers abroad.
So many phrases which appeared day by day in the newspapers
conveyed no more than a vague, uncertain meaning.
“The Front” how
did it look, that place which was drawn in a jagged
black line across the map on the wall? “General
Headquarters” what sort of a place
was that in which the Commander-in-Chief lived with
his staff, directing the operations in the fighting
lines? “An attack was made yesterday upon
the enemy’s position at--. A line of
trenches was carried by assault.” So ran
the officiai bulletin, but the wife of a
soldier abroad could not fill in the picture, the father
of a young Territorial could not get enough detail
upon which his imagination might build. For all
those at home, whose spirits came out to Flanders
seeking to get into touch with young men who were fighting
for honour’s sake, it was difficult to form
any kind of mental vision, giving a clear and true
picture of this great adventure in “foreign parts.”
They would have been surprised at
the reality, it was to different from all their previous
imaginings. General Headquarters, for instance,
was a surprise to those who came to such a place for
the first time. It was not, when I went there
some months ago, a very long distance from the fighting
lines in these days of long-range guns, but it was
a place of strange quietude in which it was easy to
forget the actuality of war until one
was reminded by sullen far-off rumblings which made
the windows tremble, and made men lift their heads
a moment to say: “They are busy out there
to-day.” There were no great movements of
troops in the streets. Most of the soldiers one
saw were staff officers, who walked briskly from one
building to another with no more than a word and a
smile to any friend they met on the way. Sentries
stood outside the doorways of big houses.
Here and there at the street comers
was a military policeman, scrutinizing any new-comer
in civilian clothes with watchful eyes. Church
bells tinkled for early morning Mass or Benediction.
Through an open window looking out upon a broad courtyard
the voices of school children came chanting their
A B C in French, as though no war had taken away their
fathers. There was an air of profound peace here.
At night, when I stood at an open
window listening to the silence of the place it was
hard, even though I knew, to think that here in this
town was the Headquarters Staff of the greatest army
England has ever sent abroad, and that the greatest
war in history was being fought out only a few miles
away. The raucous horn of a motor-car, the panting
of a motor-cycle, the rumble of a convoy of ambulances,
the shock of a solitary gun, came as the only reminders
of the great horror away there through the darkness.
A dispatch rider was coming back from a night ride
on a machine which had side-slipped all the way from
Ypres. An officer was motoring back to a divisional
headquarters after a late interview with the chief...
The work went on, though it was very quiet in General
Headquarters.
But the brains of the Army were not
asleep. Behind those doors, guarded by sentries,
men in khaki uniforms, with just a touch of red about
the collar, were bending over maps and documents studying
the lines of German trenches as they had been sketched
out by aviators flying above German shrapnel, writing
out orders for ammunition to be sent in a hurry to
a certain point on the fighting line where things
were very “busy” in the afternoon, ordering
the food-supplies wanted by a division of hungry
men whose lorries are waiting at the rail-head for
bread and meat and a new day’s rations.
“Things are going very well,”
said one of the officers, with a glance at a piece
of flimsy paper which had just come from the Signals
Department across the street. But things would
not have gone so well unless at General Headquarters
every officer had done his duty to the last detail,
whatever the fatigue of body or spirit. The place
was quiet, because the work was done behind closed
doors in these private houses of French and Flemish
bourgeoisie whose family portraits hang upon the walls.
Outside I could not see the spirit of war unless I
searched for it.
It was after I had left “G.H.Q.”
that I saw something of the human side of war and
all its ceaseless traffic. Yet even then, as I
travelled nearer and nearer to the front, I was astounded
at the silence, the peacefulness of the scenery about
me, the absence of all tragic sights. That day,
on the way to a place which was very close to the
German lines, children were playing on the roadside,
and old women in black gowns trudged down the long,
straight high roads, with their endless sentinels
of trees.
In a furrowed field a peasant was
sowing the seed for an autumn harvesting, and I watched
his swinging gestures from left to right which seem
symbolical of all that peace means and of all nature’s
life and beauty. The seed is scattered and God
does the rest, though men may kill each other and
invent new ways of death...
But the roads were encumbered and
the traffic of war was surging forward ceaselessly
in a muddled, confused, aimless sort of way, as it
seemed to me, before I knew the system and saw the
working of the brain behind it all. A long train
of carts without horses stood, shafts down, on the
muddy side of the road. Little blue and red flags
fluttered above them. A group of soldiers were
lounging in their neighbourhood, waiting, it seems,
for something to turn up. Perhaps that something
was a distant train which came with a long trail of
smoke across the distant marshlands.
At the railway crossing there was
a great park of motor lorries. They, too, seemed
to be waiting for new loads. Obviously this was
one of the “railheads” about which I had
a lecture that morning from a distinguished officer,
who thinks in railheads and refilling stations and
other details of transport upon which the armies in
the field depend for their food and ammunition.
Without that explanation all these roadside halts,
all these stationary lorries and forage carts would
have seemed like a temporary stagnation in the business
of war, with nothing doing.
A thrill comes to every one when he
sees bodies of British troops moving along the roads.
He is glad when his motorcar gets held up by some
old wagons slithering axle-deep in the quagmire on
the side of the paved highway, so that he can put
his head out and shout a “Hullo, boys!
How’s it going? And who are you?”
After all the thrill of the recruiting days, ill the
excitement of the send-off, all the enthusiasm with
which they sang Tipperary through the streets of their
first port of call in France, they had settled down
to the real business.
Some of them had been into the trenches
for the first time a night or two before. “How
did you like it?” Well, it wasn’t amusing
to them, it seems, but they “stuck it.”
They were ready to go again. That was the spirit
of it all. They “stuck it,” gamely,
without grousing, without swanking, without any other
thought than suffering all the hardships and all the
thrills of war like men who know the gravity of the
game, and the risks, and the duty to which they have
pledged themselves.
I passed thousands of these men on
a long motor journey on my first day at the British
front, and though I could not speak to very many of
them I saw on all their faces the same hard, strong,
dogged look of men who were being put through a great
ordeal and who would not fail through any moral weakness.
They were tired, some of them, after a long march,
but they grinned back cheery answers to my greetings,
and scrambled merrily for the few packets of cigarettes
I tossed to them.
Thousands of these khaki-clad fellows
lay along the roadsides looking in the distance as
though great masses of russet leaves had fallen from
autumn trees. They were having a rest on their
way up to the front, and their heads were upon each
other’s shoulders in a comradely way, while
some lay face upwards to the sky with their hands
folded behind their heads, in a brown study and careless
of everything that passed.
Away across marshy fields, intersected
by pools and rivulets, I saw our men billeted in French
and Flemish farmhouses, of the old post-and-plaster
kind, like those in English villages.
They seemed thoroughly at home, and
were chopping wood and drawing water and cooking stews,
and arranging straw beds in the barns, and busying
themselves with all the domestic side of life as quietly
and cheerily as though they were on manoeuvres in
Devonshire or Surrey, where war is only a game without
death in the roar of a gun. Well fed and well
clothed, hard as nails, in spite of all their hardships,
they gave me a sense of pride as I watched them, for
the spirit of the old race was in them, and they would
stick it through thick and thin.
I passed that day through the shell-stricken
town of. Ypres and wandered through the great
tragedy of the Cloth Hall that old splendour
in stone which was now a gaunt and ghastly ruin.
British soldiers were buying picture postcards at
booths in the market-place, and none of them seemed
to worry because at any moment another shell might
come crashing across the shattered roofs with a new
message of destruction.
Yet on all this journey of mine in
the war zone of the British front for at least 100
kilometres or so there was no thrill or shock of war
itself. A little way off, on some parts of the
road men were in the trenches facing the enemy only
a few yards distant from their hiding-places.
The rumble of guns rolled sullenly
now and then across the marshlands, and one knew intellectually,
but not instinctively, that if one’s motor-car
took the wrong turning and travelled a mile or two
heedlessly, sudden death would call a halt.
And that was the strangeness of it
all the strangeness that startled me as
I drove back to the quietude of the General Headquarters,
as darkness came down upon this low-lying countryside
and put its cloak about the figures of British soldiers
moving to their billets, and gave a ghostliness to
the tall, tufted trees, which seemed to come striding
towards my headlights.
In this siege warfare of the trenches
there was a deadly stillness behind the front and
a queer absence of war’s tumult and turmoil.
Yet all the time it was going on slowly, yard by yard,
trench by trench, and somewhere along the front men
were always fighting and dying.
“Gentlemen,” said a staff
officer that night, “there has been good work
to-day. We have taken several lines of trenches,
and the operation is proceeding very well.”
We bent over his map, following the
line drawn by his finger, listening to details of
a grim bit of work, glad that five hundred German
prisoners had been taken that day. As he spoke
the window rattled, and we heard the boom of another
gun... The war was going on, though it had seemed
so quiet at the front.
9
For several months there was comparative
quietude at the British front after the tremendous
attacks upon our lines at Soissons and Venizel and
Vic-sur-Aisne, and the still more bloody battles round
Ypres in the autumn of the first year of war.
Each side settled down for the winter campaign, and
killing was done by continual artillery fire with
only occasional bayonet charges between trench and
trench. That long period of dark wet days was
the most tragic ordeal of our men, and a time when
depression settled heavily upon their spirits, so
that not all their courage could keep any flame of
enthusiasm in their hearts for such fine words as
honour and glory.
In “Plug Street” and other
lines of trenches they stood in water with walls of
oozy mud about them, until their legs rotted and became
black with a false frostbite, until many of them were
carried away with bronchitis and pneumonia, and until
all of them, however many comforters they tied about
their necks, or however many body-belts they used,
were shivering, sodden scarecrows, plastered with slime.
They crawled with lice, these decent Englishmen from
good clean homes, these dandy men who once upon a
time had strolled down the sweet shady side of Pall
Mall, immaculate, and fragrant as their lavender kid
gloves. They were eaten alive by these vermin
and suffered the intolerable agony of itch. Strange
and terrible diseases attacked some of them, though
the poisonous microbes were checked by vigilant men
in laboratories behind the front before they could
spread an epidemic. For the first time men without
science heard the name of cerebro-spinal meningitis
and shuddered at it. The war became a hopeless,
dreary thing, without a thrill to it, except when
men wading in water were smashed by shell-fire and
floated about in a bloody mess which ran red through
all a trench. That was a thrill of beastliness,
but gave no fire to men’s hearts. Passion,
if it had ever burnt in these British soldiers’
hearts, had smouldered out into the white ash of patient
misery. Certainly there was no passion of hatred
against the enemy, not far away there in the trenches.
These Germans were enduring the same hardships, and
the same squalor. There was only pity for them
and a sense of comradeship, as of men forced by the
cruel gods to be tortured by fate.
This sense of comradeship reached
strange lengths at Christmas, and on other days.
Truces were established and men who had been engaged
in trying to kill each other came out of opposite trenches
and fraternized. They took photographs of mixed
groups of Germans and English, arm-in-arm. They
exchanged cigarettes, and patted each other on the
shoulder, and cursed the war. . . . The war had
become the most tragic farce in the world. The
frightful senselessness of it was apparent when the
enemies of two nations fighting to the death stood
in the grey mist together and liked each other.
They did not want to kill each other, these Saxons
of the same race and blood, so like each other in
physical appearance, and with the same human qualities.
They were both under the spell of high, distant Powers
which had decreed this warfare, and had so enslaved
them that like gladiators in the Roman amphitheatres
they killed men so that they should not be put to
death by their task-masters. The monstrous absurdity
of war, this devil’s jest, stood revealed nakedly
by those little groups of men standing together in
the mists of Flanders. ... It became so apparent
that army orders had to be issued stopping such truces.
They were issued but not always obeyed. For months
after German and British soldiers in neighbouring trenches
fixed up secret treaties by which they fired at fixed
targets at stated periods to keep up appearances,
and then strolled about in safety, sure of each other’s
loyalty.
From one trench a German officer signalled
to one of our own lieutenants:
“I have six of your men in my
trench. What shall I do with them?”
The lieutenant signalled back.
“I have two of yours. This is ridiculous.”
The English officer spoke to the two Germans:
“Look here, you had better clear
out. Otherwise I shall have to make you prisoners.”
“We want to be prisoners,”
said the Germans, who spoke English with the accent
of the Tottenham Court Road.
It appears that the lieutenant would
not oblige them, and begged them to play the game.
So with occasional embarrassments
like this to break the deadly monotony of life, and
to make men think about the mystery of human nature,
coerced to massacre by sovereign powers beyond their
ken, the winter passed, in one long wet agony, in
one great bog of misery.
10
It was in March, when the roads had
begun to dry up, that our troops resumed the offensive
at several points of the line. I was at General
Headquarters when the first news of the first day’s
attack at Neuve Chapelle was brought in by dispatch
riders.
We crowded again round a table where
a staff officer had spread out his map and showed
us the general disposition of the troops engaged in
the operation. The vague tremor of distant guns
gave a grim significance to his words, and on our
own journey that day we had seen many signs of organized
activity bearing upon this attack.
But we were to see a more impressive
demonstration of the day’s success, the human
counters which had been won by our side in this game
of life and death. Nearly a thousand German prisoners
had been taken, and were being brought down from the
front by rail. If we liked we might have a talk
with these men, and see the character of the enemy
which lies hidden in the trenches opposite our lines.
It was nearly ten o’clock at night when we motored
to the railway junction through which they were passing.
Were they glad to be out of the game,
away from the shriek of shells and out of the mud?
I framed the question in German as I clambered on
to the footboard at a part of the train where the trucks
ended and where German officers had been given the
luxury of first-class carriages.
Two of them looked up with drowsy
eyes, into which there came a look of surprise and
then of displeasure as I spoke a few words to them.
Opposite me was a fair young man, with soft blond hair
and a silky moustache. He looked like a Saxon,
but told me afterwards that he came from Cologne.
Next to him was a typical young aristocrat of the
Bavarian type, in the uniform of a Jaeger regiment
In the same carriage were some other officers sleeping
heavily. One of them, with a closely-cropped
bullet head and the low-browed face of, a man who
fights according to the philosophy of Bernhardi, without
pity, sat up abruptly, swore a fierce word or two,
and then fell back and snored again.
The two younger men answered some
of my questions, sullenly at first, but afterwards
with more friendliness, against which their pride
struggled. But they had not much to say.
They were tired. They had been taken by surprise.
They would have time to learn English as prisoners
of war. They had plenty of food and tobacco.
When the next batch of them arrived
I was able to get into a closed truck, among the private
soldiers. They were quite comfortable in there,
and were more cheery than the officers in the other
train. I was surprised by their cleanliness,
by the good condition of their uniforms, and by their
good health and spirits. The life of the trenches
had not left its marks upon them, though mentally,
perhaps, they had gone to the uttermost limit of endurance.
Only one man fired up savagely when I said that they
were lucky in being captured. “It is good
to fight for the Fatherland,” he said.
The others made no secret of their satisfaction in
being out of it all, and all of them described the
attack on Neuve Chapelle as a hellish thing
which had caught them by surprise and swept their
ranks.
I went back to my billet in General
Headquarters wishing that I had seen something of
that affair which had netted all these men. It
had been a “day out” for the British troops,
and we had not yet heard of the blunders or the blood
that had spoilt its success. It was hard to have
seen nothing of it though so near the front. And
then a promise of seeing something of the operations
on the morrow came as a prospect for the next day.
It would be good to see the real business again and
to thrill once more to the awful music of the guns.
Along the road next day it was obvious
that “things” were going to happen.
As we passed through towns in our motor-cars there
were signs of increased activity. Troops were
being moved up. Groups of them in goatskin coats,
so that English Tommies looked like their Viking
ancestors, halted for a spell by the side of their
stacked arms, waiting for orders. Long lines
of motor-lorries, with supplies to feed the men and
guns, narrowed the highway for traffic. Officers
approached our cars at every halt, saluted our staff
officer, and asked anxious questions: “How
are things going? Is there any news?”
In the open country we could see the
battle front, the low-lying marshlands with windmills
waving their arms on the far horizon, the ridges and
woods in which British and German batteries were concealed,
and the lines of trenches in which our men lay very
close to their enemy. We left the cars and, slithering
in sticky mud, made our way up a hillock on which
one of these innumerable windmills stood distinct.
We were among the men who were in the actual fighting
lines and who went into the trenches turn and turn
about, so that it became the normal routine of their
lives.
In the early days of the war these
regiments had suffered heavy losses, so that there
were new drafts in them now, but there were lads here
who had fought at Mons and Charleroi and had seen their
comrades fall in heaps round about Le Cateau.
They told their tales, with old memories of terror,
which had not made cowards of them. Their chief
interest to-day was centred in a football match which
was to take place about the same time as the “other
business.” It was not their day out in
the firing line. We left them putting on their
football boots and hurling chaff at each other in
the dim light. Out of the way of the flying shells
they forgot all about the horror of war for a little
while.
Forcing our way through the brushwood
on the slopes, we reached the crest of the hillock.
Near by stood two generals and several staff officers men
whose names have been written many times in the Chief’s
dispatches and will be written for all time in the
history of this war. They were at their post
of observation, to watch the progress of an attack
which was timed to begin shortly.
Presently two other figures came up
the hillside. One of them arrested my attention.
Who was that young officer, a mere boy, who came toiling
up through the slime and mud, and who at the crest
halted and gave a quick salute to the two generals?
He turned, and I saw that it was Edward, Prince of
Wales, and through the afternoon, when I glanced at
him now and again as he studied his map and gazed
across the fields, I thought of another Edward, Prince
of Wales, who six centuries ago stood in another field
of France. Out of the past came old ghosts of
history, who once as English princes and knights and
men-at-arms fought at St. Omer, and Ypres, Bailleul,
and Bethune, and all that very ground which lay before
me now...
More than an hour before the time
at which the attack was to be concentrated upon the
enemy’s position a line of trenches
on a ridge crowned by a thin wood immediately opposite
my observation point our guns began to
speak from many different places. It was a demonstration
to puzzle the enemy as to the objective of our attack.
The flashes came like the flicking
of heliographs signalling messages by a Morse code
of death. After each flash came the thunderous
report and a rushing noise as though great birds were
in flight behind the veil of mist which lay on the
hillsides. Puffs of woolly-white smoke showed
where the shrapnel was bursting, and these were wisped
away into the heavy clouds. Now and again one
heard the high singing note of shells travelling towards
us the German answer to this demonstration and
one saw the puff balls resting on the hill-spur opposite
our observation post.
Presently the fire became less scattered,
and as the appointed hour approached our batteries
aimed only in one direction. It was the ridge
to the left of the hill where lines of German trenches
had been dug below the fringe of wood. That place
must have been a hell for half an hour or more.
Through the mist and the drowsy smoke I could see
the flashes of the bursting shells like twinkling stars.
Those glittering jewels sparkled in constellations,
six or more at a time, and there was never a minute
without the glint of them. It was not hard to
imagine the terror of men crouching in pits below
that storm of fire, smashing down upon their trenches,
cutting up their barbed wire entanglements, killing
any human life that could not hide below the ground.
The din of guns was unceasing, and made a great symphony
of staccato notes on a thunderous instrument.
I could distinguish the sharp crack of the field batteries
and the deeper boom of the heavier guns. When
one of these spoke there was a trembling of earth,
and through the sky a great shell hurtled, with such
a rush of air that it seemed like an express train
dashing through an endless tunnel. The bursts
were, like volcanoes above the German lines, vomiting
upwards a vast column of black smoke which stood solid
on the sky-line for a minute or more before being
torn down by the wind. Something within me seemed
to quake at these engines of destruction, these masses
of explosive power sent for the killing of men, invisible
there on the ridge, but cowering in fear or lying in
their blood.
How queer are the battlefields of
life and the minds of men! Down below me, in
a field, men were playing a game of football while
all this business of death was going on. Above
and between the guns I heard their shouts and cheers,
and the shrill whistle for “half-time,”
though there was no half-time in the other game so
close to them. Nature, too, was playing, indifferent
to this bloody business. All the time, while
the batteries were at work, birds were singing the
spring song in ecstatic lyrics of joyfulness, and
they went on far flights across a pale blue lake which
was surrounded by black mountains of cloud.
Another bird came out, but with a
man above its wings. It was an English aeroplane
on a journey of reconnaissance above the enemy’s
lines. I heard the loud hum of its engine, and
watched how its white wings were made diaphanous by
the glint of sun until it passed away into the cloud
wrack.
It was invisible to us now, but not
to the enemy. They had sighted it, and we saw
their shrapnel searching the sky for it. The airman
continued his journey on a wide circling flight, and
we saw him coming back unscathed.
For a little while our fire slackened.
It was time for our infantry attack upon the line
of trenches which had sustained such a storm of shells.
Owing to the mist and the smoke we could not see our
men leave the trenches, nor any sign of that great
test of courage when each man depends upon the strength
of his own heart, and has no cover behind which to
hide any fear that may possess him. What were
those cheers? Still the football players, or
our soldiers scaling the ridge? Was it only a
freak of imagination that made us see masses of dark
figures moving over that field in the mist? The
guns were firing again continuously, at longer range,
to check the enemy’s supports.
So the battle went on till darkness
began to creep up our hillside, when we made our way
down to the valley road and took tea with some of
the officers in a house quite close to the zone of
fire. Among them were the three remaining officers
of a famous regiment all that were left
out of those who had come to France in August of 1914.
They were quite cheerful in their manner and made a
joke or two when there was any chance. One of
them was cutting up a birthday cake, highly emblazoned
with sugar-plums and sent out by a pretty sister.
It was quite a pleasant little party in the battle
zone, and there was a discussion on the subject of
temperance, led by an officer who was very keen on
total prohibition. The guns did not seem to matter
very much as one sat in that cosy room among those
cheery men. It was only when we were leaving
that one of them took a friend of mine on one side,
and said in a kind of whisper, “This war! ...
It’s pretty rough, isn’t it? I’m
one of the last men out of the original lot. And,
of course, I’m sure to get ‘pipped’
in a week or two. On the law of averages, you
know.”
A few days later I saw the wounded
of Neuve Chapelle, which was a victory bought
at a fearful price. They were streaming down to
Boulogne, and the hospital ships were crowded with
them. Among them were thousands of Indians who
had taken a big share in that battle.
With an Oriental endurance of pain,
beyond the courage of most Western men, these men
made no moan. The Sikhs, with their finely chiselled
features and dreamy inscrutable eyes many
of them bearded men who have served for twenty years
in the Indian army stared about them in
an endless reverie as though puzzling out the meaning
of this war among peoples who do not speak their tongue,
for some cause they do not understand, and in a climate
which makes the whole world different to them.
What a strange, bewildering mystery it must have seemed
to these men, who had come here in loyalty to the
great Raj in whom they had faith and for whom they
were glad to die. They seemed to be searching
out the soul of the war, to find its secret.
The weeks have passed since then,
and the war goes on, and the wounded still stream
back, and white men as well as dark men ask God to
tell them what all this means; and can find no answer
to the problem of the horror which has engulfed humanity
and made a jungle of Europe in which we fight like
beasts.