My guide and I passed along another
long corridor. My excitement increased.
I was impatient for one thing only, to come face to
face with that woman, to tell her.... So far
as anything else was concerned, I already was done
for.
I was mistaken in hoping that the
adventure would take an heroic turn at once.
In real life, these contrasts never are definitely
marked out. I should have remembered from many
past incidents that the burlesque was regularly mixed
with the tragic in my life.
We reached a little transparent door.
My guide stood aside to let me pass.
I found myself in the most luxurious
of dressing-rooms. A ground glass ceiling diffused
a gay rosy light over the marble floor. The first
thing I noticed was a clock, fastened to the wall.
In place of the figures for the hours, were the signs
of the Zodiac. The small hand had not yet reached
the sign of Capricorn.
Only three o’clock!
The day seemed to have lasted a century
already.... And only a little more than half
of it was gone.
Another idea came to me, and a convulsive
laugh bent me double.
“Antinea wants me to be at my best when I meet
her.”
A mirror of orichalch formed one whole
side of the room. Glancing into it, I realized
that in all decency there was nothing exaggerated in
the demand.
My untrimmed beard, the frightful
layer of dirt which lay about my eyes and furrowed
my cheeks, my clothing, spotted by all the clay of
the Sahara and torn by all the thorns of Ahaggar all
this made me appear a pitiable enough suitor.
I lost no time in undressing and plunging
into the porphry bath in the center of the room.
A delicious drowsiness came over me in that perfumed
water. A thousand little jars, spread on a costly
carved wood dressing-table, danced before my eyes.
They were of all sizes and colors, carved in a very
transparent kind of jade. The warm humidity of
the atmosphere hastened my relaxation.
I still had strength to think, “The
devil take Atlantis and the vault and Le Mesge.”
Then I fell asleep in the bath.
When I opened my eyes again, the little
hand of the clock had almost reached the sign of Taurus.
Before me, his black hands braced on the edge of the
bath, stood a huge Negro, bare-faced and bare-armed,
his forehead bound with an immense orange turban.
He looked at me and showed his white
teeth in a silent laugh.
“Who is this fellow?”
The Negro laughed harder. Without
saying a word, he lifted me like a feather out of
the perfumed water, now of a color on which I shall
not dwell.
In no time at all, I was stretched
out on an inclined marble table.
The Negro began to massage me vigorously.
“More gently there, fellow!”
My masseur did not reply, but laughed and rubbed still
harder.
“Where do you come from?
Kanem? Torkou? You laugh too much for a
Targa.”
Unbroken silence. The Negro was as speechless
as he was hilarious.
“After all, I am making a fool
of myself,” I said, giving up the case.
“Such as he is, he is more agreeable than Le
Mesge with his nightmarish erudition. But, on
my word, what a recruit he would be for Hamman on
the rue des Mathurins!”
“Cigarette, sidi?”
Without awaiting my reply, he placed
a cigarette between my lips and lighted it, and resumed
his task of polishing every inch of me.
“He doesn’t talk much, but he is obliging,”
I thought.
And I sent a puff of smoke into his face.
This pleasantry seemed to delight
him immensely. He showed his pleasure by giving
me great slaps.
When he had dressed me down sufficiently,
he took a little jar from the dressing-table and began
to rub me with a rose-colored ointment. Weariness
seemed to fly away from my rejuvenated muscles.
A stroke on a copper gong. My
masseur disappeared. A stunted old Negress entered,
dressed in the most tawdry tinsel. She was talkative
as a magpie, but at first I did not understand a word
in the interminable string she unwound, while she
took first my hands, then my feet, and polished the
nails with determined grimaces.
Another stroke on the gong. The
old woman gave place to another Negro, grave, this
time, and dressed all in white with a knitted skull
cap on his oblong head. It was the barber, and
a remarkably dexterous one. He quickly trimmed
my hair, and, on my word, it was well done. Then,
without asking me what style I preferred, he shaved
me clean.
I looked with pleasure at my face, once more visible.
“Antinea must like the American
type,” I thought. “What an affront
to the memory of her worthy grandfather, Neptune!”
The gay Negro entered and placed a
package on the divan. The barber disappeared.
I was somewhat astonished to observe that the package,
which my new valet opened carefully, contained a suit
of white flannels exactly like those French officers
wear in Algeria in summer.
The wide trousers seemed made to my
measure. The tunic fitted without a wrinkle,
and my astonishment was unbounded at observing that
it even had two gilt galons, the insignia of
my rank, braided on the cuffs. For shoes, there
were slippers of red Morocco leather, with gold ornaments.
The underwear, all of silk, seemed to have come straight
from the rue de la Paix.
“Dinner was excellent,”
I murmured, looking at myself in the mirror with satisfaction.
“The apartment is perfectly arranged. Yes,
but....”
I could not repress a shudder when
I suddenly recalled that room of red marble.
The clock struck half past four.
Someone rapped gently on the door.
The tall white Targa, who had brought me, appeared
in the doorway.
He stepped forward, touched me on
the arm and signed for me to follow.
Again I followed him.
We passed through interminable corridors.
I was disturbed, but the warm water had given me a
certain feeling of detachment. And above all,
more than I wished to admit, I had a growing sense
of lively curiosity. If, at that moment, someone
had offered to lead me back to the route across the
white plain near Shikh-Salah, would I have accepted?
Hardly.
I tried to feel ashamed of my curiosity.
I thought of Maillefeu.
“He, too, followed this corridor.
And now he is down there, in the red marble hall.”
I had no time to linger over this
reminiscence. I was suddenly bowled over, thrown
to the ground, as if by a sort of meteor. The
corridor was dark; I could see nothing. I heard
only a mocking growl.
The white Targa had flattened himself
back against the wall.
“Good,” I mumbled, picking
myself up, “the deviltries are beginning.”
We continued on our way. A glow
different from that of the rose night lights soon
began to light up the corridor.
We reached a high bronze door, in
which a strange lacy design had been cut in filigree.
A clear gong sounded, and the double doors opened
part way. The Targa remained in the corridor,
closing the doors after me.
I took a few steps forward mechanically,
then paused, rooted to the spot, and rubbed my eyes.
I was dazzled by the sight of the sky.
Several hours of shaded light had
unaccustomed me to daylight. It poured in through
one whole side of the huge room.
The room was in the lower part of
this mountain, which was more honeycombed with corridors
and passages than an Egyptian pyramid. It was
on a level with the garden which I had seen in the
morning from the balcony, and seemed to be a continuation
of it; the carpet extended out under the great palm
trees and the birds flew about the forest of pillars
in the room.
By contrast, the half of the room
untouched by direct light from the oasis seemed dark.
The sun, setting behind the mountain, painted the
garden paths with rose and flamed with red upon the
traditional flamingo which stood with one foot raised
at the edge of the sapphire lake.
Suddenly I was bowled over a second time.
I felt a warm, silky touch, a burning
breath on my neck. Again the mocking growl which
had so disturbed me in the corridor.
With a wrench, I pulled myself free
and sent a chance blow at my assailant. The cry,
this time of pain and rage, broke out again.
It was echoed by a long peal of laughter.
Furious, I turned to look for the insolent onlooker,
thinking to speak my mind. And then my glance
stood still.
Antinea was before me.
In the dimmest part of the room, under
a kind of arch lit by the mauve rays from a dozen
incense-lamps, four women lay on a heap of many-colored
cushions and rare white Persian rugs.
I recognized the first three as Tuareg
women, of a splendid regular beauty, dressed in magnificent
robes of white silk embroidered in gold. The
fourth, very dark skinned, almost negroid, seemed younger.
A tunic of red silk enhanced the dusk of her face,
her arms and her bare feet. The four were grouped
about a sort of throne of white rugs, covered with
a gigantic lion’s skin, on which, half raised
on one elbow, lay Antinea.
Antinea! Whenever I saw her after
that, I wondered if I had really looked at her before,
so much more beautiful did I find her. More beautiful?
Inadequate word. Inadequate language! But
is it really the fault of the language or of those
who abuse the word?
One could not stand before her without
recalling the woman for whom Ephractoeus overcame
Atlas, of her for whom Sapor usurped the scepter of
Ozymandias, for whom Mamylos subjugated Susa and Tentyris,
for whom Antony fled....
O tremblant coeur humain,
si jamais tu vibras
C’est dans l’etreinte
altière et chaude de ses bras.
An Egyptian klaft fell over
her abundant blue-black curls. Its two points
of heavy, gold-embroidered cloth extended to her slim
hips. The golden serpent, emerald-eyed, was clasped
about her little round, determined forehead, darting
its double tongue of rubies over her head.
She wore a tunic of black chiffon
shot with gold, very light, very full, slightly gathered
in by a white muslin scarf embroidered with iris in
black pearls.
That was Antinea’s costume.
But what was she beneath all this? A slim young
girl, with long green eyes and the slender profile
of a hawk. A more intense Adonis. A child
queen of Sheba, but with a look, a smile, such as
no Oriental ever had. A miracle of irony and freedom.
I did not see her body. Indeed
I should not have thought of looking at it, had I
had the strength. And that, perhaps, was the most
extraordinary thing about that first impression.
In that unforgettable moment nothing would have seemed
to me more horribly sacrilegious than to think of
the fifty victims in the red marble hall, of the fifty
young men who had held that slender body in their arms.
She was still laughing at me.
“King Hiram,” she called.
I turned and saw my enemy.
On the capital of one of the columns,
twenty feet above the floor, a splendid leopard was
crouched. He still looked surly from the blow
I had dealt him.
“King Hiram,” Antinea repeated. “Come
here.”
The beast relaxed like a spring released.
He fawned at his mistress’s feet. I saw
his red tongue licking her bare little ankles.
“Ask the gentleman’s pardon,” she
said.
The leopard looked at me spitefully.
The yellow skin of his muzzle puckered about his black
moustache.
“Fftt,” he grumbled like a great cat.
“Go,” Antinea ordered imperiously.
The beast crawled reluctantly toward
me. He laid his head humbly between his paws
and waited.
I stroked his beautiful spotted forehead.
“You must not be vexed,”
said Antinea. “He is always that way with
strangers.”
“Then he must often be in bad humor,”
I said simply.
Those were my first words. They brought a smile
to Antinea’s lips.
She gave me a long, quiet look.
“Aguida,” she said to
one of the Targa women, “you will give twenty-five
pounds in gold to Cegheir-ben-Cheikh.”
“You are a lieutenant?” she asked, after
a pause.
“Yes.”
“Where do you come from?”
“From France.”
“I might have guessed that,”
she said ironically, “but from what part of
France?”
“From what we call the Lot-et-Garonne.”
“From what town?”
“From Duras.”
She reflected a moment.
“Duras! There is a little
river there, the Dropt, and a fine old chateau.”
“You know Duras?” I murmured, amazed.
“You go there from Bordeaux
by a little branch railway,” she went on.
“It is a shut-in road, with vine-covered hills
crowned by the feudal ruins. The villages have
beautiful names: Monsegur, Sauve-terre-de-Guyenne,
la Tresne, Creon, ... Creon, as in Antigone.”
“You have been there?”
She looked at me.
“Don’t speak so coldly,”
she said. “Sooner or later we will be intimate,
and you may as well lay aside formality now.”
This threatening promise suddenly
filled me with great happiness. I thought of
Le Mesge’s words: “Don’t talk
until you have seen her. When you have seen her,
you will renounce everything for her.”
“Have I been in Duras?”
she went on with a burst of laughter. “You
are joking. Imagine Neptune’s granddaughter
in the first-class compartment of a local train!”
She pointed to an enormous white rock
which towered above the palm trees of the garden.
“That is my horizon,” she said gravely.
She picked up one of several books
which lay scattered about her on the lion’s
skin.
“The time table of the Chemin
de Fer de l’Ouest,” she said.
“Admirable reading for one who never budges!
Here it is half-past five in the afternoon. A
train, a local, arrived three minutes ago at Surgeres
in the Charente-Inférieure. It will start
on in six minutes. In two hours it will reach
La Rochelle. How strange it seems to think of
such things here. So far away! So much commotion
there! Here, nothing changes.”
“You speak French well,” I said.
She gave a little nervous laugh.
“I have to. And German,
too, and Italian, and English and Spanish. My
way of living has made me a great polygot. But
I prefer French, even to Tuareg and Arabian.
It seems as if I had always known it. And I am
not saying that to please you.”
There was a pause. I thought
of her grandmother, of whom Plutarch said: “There
were few races with which she needed an interpreter.
Cleopatra spoke their own language to the Ethiopians,
to the Troglodytes, the Hebrews, the Arabs, the
Mèdes and the Persians.”
“Do not stand rooted in the
middle of the room. You worry me. Come sit
here, beside me. Move over, King Hiram.”
The leopard obeyed with good temper.
Beside her was an onyx bowl.
She took from it a perfectly plain ring of orichalch
and slipped it on my left ring-finger. I saw that
she wore one like it.
“Tanit-Zerga, give Monsieur
de Saint-Avit a rose sherbet.”
The dark girl in red silk obeyed.
“My private secretary,”
said Antinea, introducing her. “Mademoiselle
Tanit-Zerga, of Gao, on the Niger. Her family
is almost as ancient as mine.”
As she spoke, she looked at me.
Her green eyes seemed to be appraising me.
“And your comrade, the Captain?”
she asked in a dreamy tone. “I have not
yet seen him. What is he like? Does he resemble
you?”
For the first time since I had entered,
I thought of Morhange. I did not answer.
Antinea smiled.
She stretched herself out full length
on the lion skin. Her bare right knee slipped
out from under her tunic.
“It is time to go find him,”
she said languidly. “You will soon receive
my orders. Tanit-Zerga, show him the way.
First take him to his room. He cannot have seen
it.”
I rose and lifted her hand to my lips.
She struck me with it so sharply as to make my lips
bleed, as if to brand me as her possession.
I was in the dark corridor again.
The young girl in the red silk tunic walked ahead
of me.
“Here is your room,” she
said. “If you wish, I will take you to the
dining-room. The others are about to meet there
for dinner.”
She spoke an adorable lisping French.
“No, Tanit-Zerga, I would rather
stay here this evening. I am not hungry.
I am tired.”
“You remember my name?” she said.
She seemed proud of it. I felt
that in her I had an ally in case of need.
“I remember your name, Tanit-Zerga,
because it is beautiful."
Then I added:
“Now, leave me, little one. I want to be
alone.”
It seemed as if she would never go.
I was touched, but at the same time vexed. I
felt a great need of withdrawing into myself.
“My room is above yours,”
she said. “There is a copper gong on the
table here. You have only to strike if you want
anything. A white Targa will answer.”
For a second, these instructions amused
me. I was in a hotel in the midst of the Sahara.
I had only to ring for service.
I looked about my room. My room! For how
long?
It was fairly large. Cushions,
a couch, an alcove cut into the rock, all lighted
by a great window covered by a matting shade.
I went to the window and raised the
shade. The light of the setting sun entered.
I leaned my elbows on the rocky sill.
Inexpressible emotion filled my heart. The window
faced south. It was about two hundred feet above
the ground. The black, polished volcanic wall
yawned dizzily below me.
In front of me, perhaps a mile and
a half away, was another wall, the first enclosure
mentioned in the Critias. And beyond it in the
distance, I saw the limitless red desert.