CHAPTER I - THE START
After the spring day they had enjoyed,
the falling night brought back the impression of winter,
and they returned to dine before their fire, which
was flaming with new branches. It was their last
meal together; but they had some hours yet, and were
not saddened.
After dinner, they recovered the sweet
impression of spring again, out on the Pors-Even road;
for the air was calm, almost genial, and the twilight
still lingered over the land.
They went to see the family - for
Yann to bid good-bye - and returned early,
as they wished to rise with break of day.
The next morning the quay of Paimpol
was crowded with people. The departures for Iceland
had begun the day before, and with each tide there
was a fresh fleet off. On this particular morning,
fifteen vessels were to start with the Leopoldine,
and the wives or mothers of the sailors were all present
at the getting under sail.
Gaud, who was now the wife of an Icelander,
was much surprised to find herself among them all,
and brought thither for the same fateful purpose.
Her position seemed to have become so intensified within
the last few days, that she had barely had time to
realize things as they were; gliding irresistibly
down an incline, she had arrived at this inexorable
conclusion that she must bear up for the present, and
do as the others did, who were accustomed to it.
She never before had been present
at these farewells; hence all was new to her.
Among these women was none like her, and she felt her
difference and isolation. Her past life, as a
lady, was still remembered, and caused her to be set
aside as one apart.
The weather had remained fine on this
parting-day; but out at sea a heavy swell came from
the west, foretelling wind, and the sea, lying in
wait for these new adventurers, burst its crests afar.
Around Gaud stood many good-looking
wives like her, and touching, with their eyes big
with tears; others were thoughtless and lively; these
had no heart or were not in love. Old women, threatened
nearly by death, wept as they clung to their sons;
sweethearts kissed each other; half-maudlin sailors
sang to cheer themselves up, while others went on
board with gloomy looks as to their execution.
Many sad incidents could be marked;
there were poor luckless fellows who had signed their
contracts unconsciously, when in liquor in the grog-shop,
and they had to be dragged on board by force; their
own wives helping the gendarmes. Others,
noted for their great strength, had been drugged in
drink beforehand, and were carried like corpses on
stretchers, and flung down in the forecastles.
Gaud was frightened by all this; what
companions were these for her Yann? and what a fearful
thing was this Iceland, to inspire men with such terror
of it?
Yet there were sailors who smiled,
and were happy; who, doubtless, like Yann, loved the
untrammelled life and hard fishing work; those were
the sound, able seamen, who had fine noble countenances;
if they were unmarried they went off recklessly, merely
casting a last look on the lasses; and if they were
married, they kissed their wives and little ones,
with fervent sadness and deep hopefulness as to returning
home all the richer.
Gaud was a little comforted when she
saw that all the Leopoldines were of the latter
class, forming really a picked crew.
The vessels set off two by two, or
four by four, drawn out by the tugs. As soon
as they moved the sailors raised their caps and, full-voiced,
struck up the hymn to the Virgin: “Salut,
Etoile-de-la-Mer!” (All Hail! Star
of the Sea!), while on the quay, the women waved their
hands for a last farewell, and tears fell upon the
lace strings of the caps.
As soon as the Leopoldine started,
Gaud quickly set off towards the house of the Gaoses.
After an hour and a half’s walk along the coast,
through the familiar paths of Ploubazlanec, she arrived
there, at the very land’s end, within the home
of her new family.
The Leopoldine was to cast
anchor off Pors-Even before starting definitely in
the evening, so the married pair had made a last appointment
here. Yann came to land in the yawl, and stayed
another three hours with her to bid her good-bye on
firm land. The weather was still beautiful and
spring-like, and the sky serene.
They walked out on the high road arm-in-arm,
and it reminded them of their walk the day before.
They strolled on towards Paimpol without any apparent
object in view, and soon came to their own house, as
if unconsciously drawn there; they entered together
for the last time. Grandam Moan was quite amazed
at seeing them together again.
Yann left many injunctions with Gaud
concerning several of his things in his wardrobe,
especially about his fine wedding clothes; she was
to take them out occasionally and air them in the
sun, and so on. On board ship the sailors learn
all these household-like matters; but Gaud was amused
to hear it. Her husband might have been sure,
though, that all his things would be kept and attended
to, with loving care.
But all these matters were very secondary
for them; they spoke of them only to have something
to talk about, and to hide their real feelings.
They went on speaking in low, soft tones, as if fearing
to frighten away the moments that remained, and so
make time flit by more swiftly still. Their conversation
was as a thing that had inexorably to come to an end;
and the most insignificant things that they said seemed,
on this day, to become wondrous, mysterious, and important.
At the very last moment Yann caught
up his wife in his arms, and without saying a word,
they were enfolded in a long and silent embrace.
He embarked; the gray sails were unfurled
and spread out to the light wind that rose from the
west. He, whom she still could distinguish, waved
his cap in a particular way agreed on between them.
And with her figure outlined against the sea, she
gazed for a long, long time upon her departing love.
That tiny, human-shaped speck, appearing
black against the bluish gray of the waters, was still
her husband, even though already it became vague and
indefinable, lost in the distance, where persistent
sight becomes baffled, and can see no longer.
As the Leopoldine faded out
of vision, Gaud, as if drawn by a magnet, followed
the pathway all along the cliffs till she had to stop,
because the land came to an end; she sat down at the
foot of a tall cross, which rises amidst the gorse
and stones. As it was rather an elevated spot,
the sea, as seen from there, appeared to be rimmed,
as in a bowl, and the Leopoldine, now a mere
point, appeared sailing up the incline of that immense
circle. The water rose in great slow undulations,
like the upheavals of a submarine combat going on
somewhere beyond the horizon; but over the great space
where Yann still was, all dwelt calm.
Gaud still gazed at the ship, trying
to fix its image well in her brain, so that she might
recognise it again from afar, when she returned to
the same place to watch for its home-coming.
Great swells now rolled in from the
west, one after another, without cessation, renewing
their useless efforts, and ever breaking over the
same rocks, foaming over the same places, to wash the
same stones. The stifled fury of the sea appeared
strange, considering the absolute calmness of the
air and sky; it was as if the bed of the sea were too
full and would overflow and swallow up the strand.
The Leopoldine had grown smaller
and smaller, and was lost in the distance. Doubtless
the under-tow carried her along, for she moved swiftly
and yet the evening breezes were very faint. Now
she was only a tiny, gray touch, and would soon reach
the extreme horizon of all visible things, and enter
those infinite regions, whence darkness was beginning
to come.
Going on seven o’clock, night
closed, and the boat had disappeared. Gaud returned
home, feeling withal rather brave, notwithstanding
the tears that uncontainably fell. What a difference
it would have been, and what still greater pain, if
he had gone away, as in the two preceding years, without
even a good-bye! While now everything was softened
and bettered between them. He was really her
own Yann, and she knew herself to be so truly loved,
notwithstanding this separation, that, as she returned
home alone, she felt at least consoled by the thought
of the delightful waiting for that “soon again!”
to be realized to which they had pledged themselves
for the autumn.
CHAPTER II - THE FIRST OF THE FLEET
The summer passed sadly, being hot
and uneventful. She watched anxiously for the
first yellowed leaves, and the first gathering of the
swallows, and blooming of the chrysanthemums.
She wrote to Yann several times by the boats bound
for Rykawyk, and by the government cruisers, but one
never can be sure of such letters reaching their destination.
Towards the end of July, she received
a letter from him, however. He told her that
his health was good, that the fishing season promised
to be excellent, and that he already had 1500 fish
for his share. From beginning to end, it was
written in the simple conventional way of all these
Icelanders’ home letters. Men educated like
Yann completely ignore how to write the thousand things
they think, feel, or fancy. Being more cultivated
than he, Gaud could understand this, and read between
the lines that deep affection that was unexpressed.
Several times in the four-paged letter, he called
her by the title of “wife,” as if happy
in repeating the word. And the address above:
“A Madame Marguerite Gaos, maison Moan, en
Ploubazlanec” - she was “Madame
Marguerite Gaos” since so short a time.
She worked hard during these summer
months. The ladies of Paimpol had, at first,
hardly believed in her talent as an amateur dressmaker,
saying her hands were too fine-ladyish; but they soon
perceived that she excelled in making dresses that
were very nice-fitting, so she had become almost a
famous dressmaker.
She spent all her earnings in embellishing
their home against his return. The wardrobe and
old-shelved beds were all done up afresh, waxed over,
and bright new fastenings put on; she had put a pane
of glass into their little window towards the sea,
and hung up a pair of curtains; and she had bought
a new counterpane for the winter, with new chairs and
table.
She had kept the money untouched that
her Yann had left her, carefully put by in a small
Chinese box, to show him when he returned. During
the summer evenings, by the fading light, she sat
out before the cottage door with Granny Moan, whose
head was much better in the warm weather, and knitted
a fine new blue wool jersey for her Yann; round the
collar and cuffs were wonderful open-work embroideries.
Granny Yvonne had been a very clever knitter in her
day, and now she taught all she knew to Gaud.
The work took a great deal of wool; for it had to be
a large jersey to fit Yann.
But soon, especially in the evenings,
the shortening of the days could be perceived.
Some plants, which had put forth all their blossoms
in July, began to look yellow and dying, and the violet
scabious by the wayside bloomed for the second time,
smaller now, and longer-stalked; the last days of
August drew nigh, and the first return-ship from Iceland
hove in sight one evening at the cape of Pors-Even.
The feast of the returners began.
Every one pressed in a crowd on the
cliff to welcome it. Which one was it?
It was the Samuel-Azenide, always the first
to return.
“Surely,” said Yann’s
old father, “the Leopoldine won’t
be long now; I know how ’tis out yonder:
when one of ’em begins to start homeward, the
others can’t hang back in any peace.”
CHAPTER III - ALL BUT TWO
The Icelanders were all returning
now. Two ships came in the second day, four the
next, and twelve during the following week. And,
all through the country, joy returned with them, and
there was happiness for the wives and mothers; and
junkets in the taverns where the beautiful barmaids
of Paimpol served out drink to the fishers.
The Leopoldine was among the
belated; there were yet another ten expected.
They would not be long now, and allowing a week’s
delay so as not to be disappointed, Gaud waited in
happy, passionate joy for Yann, keeping their home
bright and tidy for his return. When everything
was in good order there was nothing left for her to
do, and besides she could think of nothing else but
her husband in her impatience.
Three more ships appeared; then another
five. There were only two lacking now.
“Come, come,” they said
to her cheerily, “this year the Leopoldine
and the Marie-Jeanne will be the last, to pick
up all the brooms fallen overboard from the other
craft.”
Gaud laughed also. She was more
animated and beautiful than ever, in her great joy
of expectancy.
CHAPTER IV - STILL AT SEA
But the days succeeded one another
without result. She still dressed herself every
day, and with a joyful look, went down to the harbour
to gossip with the other wives. She said that
this delay was but natural; was it not the same event
every year? These were such safe boats, and had
such capital sailors.
But when at home alone, at night,
a nervous, anxious shiver of anguish would run through
her whole frame.
Was it right to be frightened already?
Was there even a single reason to be so? But
she began to tremble at the mere idea of grounds for
being afraid.
CHAPTER V - SHARING THE DREAD
The tenth of September came.
How swiftly the days flew by!
One morning, a true autumn morning,
with cold mist falling over the earth, in the rising
sun, she sat under the porch of the chapel of the
shipwrecked mariners, where the widows go to pray,
with eyes fixed and glassy, throbbing temples tightened
as by an iron hand.
These sad morning mists had begun
two days before, and on this particular day Gaud had
awakened with a still more bitter uneasiness, caused
by the forecast of advancing winter. Why did this
day, this hour, this very moment, seem to her more
painful than the preceding? Often ships are delayed
a fortnight, even a month, for that matter.
But surely there was something different
about this particular morning, for she had come to-day
for the first time to sit in the porch of this chapel
and read the names of the dead sailors, perished in
their prime.
“In memory of GAOS, YVON, Lost
at sea Near the Norden-Fjord.”
Like a great shudder, a gust of wind
rose from the sea, and at the same time something
fell like rain upon the roof above. It was only
the dead leaves though; many were blown in at the
porch; the old wind-tossed trees of the graveyard
were losing their foliage in this rising gale, and
winter was marching nearer.
“Lost at sea, Near the Norden-Fjord,
In the storm of the 4th and 5th of August, 1880.”
She read mechanically under the arch
of the doorway; her eyes sought to pierce the distance
over the sea. That morning it was untraceable
under the gray mist, and a dragging drapery of clouds
overhung the horizon like a mourning veil.
Another gust of wind, and other leaves
danced in in whirls. A stronger gust still, as
if the western storm that had strewn those dead over
the sea, wished to deface the very inscriptions that
remembered their names to the living.
Gaud looked with involuntary persistency
at an empty space upon the wall that seemed to yawn
expectant. By a terrible impression she was pursued,
the thought of a fresh slab which might soon, perhaps,
be placed there, with another name which she did not
even dare to think of in such a spot.
She felt cold, and remained seated
on the granite bench, her head reclining against the
stone wall.
. . . “near the Norden-Fjord,
In the storm of the 4th and 5th of August, At the
age of 23 years, Requiescat in pace!”
Then Iceland loomed up before her,
with its little cemetery lighted up from below the
sea-line by the midnight sun. Suddenly in the
same empty space on the wall, with horrifying clearness
she saw the fresh slab she was thinking of; a clear
white one, with a skull and cross-bones, and in a
flash of foresight, a name - the worshipped
name of “Yann Gaos!” Then she suddenly
and fearfully drew herself up straight and stiff, with
a hoarse, wild cry in her throat like a mad creature.
Outside the gray mist of the dawn
fell over the land, and the dead leaves were again
blown dancingly into the porch.
Steps on the footpath? Somebody
was coming? She rose and quickly smoothed down
her cap and composed her face. Nearer drew the
steps. She assumed the air of one who might be
there by chance; for, above all, she did not wish
to appear yet, like the widow of a shipwrecked mariner.
It happened to be Fante Floury, the
wife of the second mate of the Leopoldine.
She understood immediately what Gaud was doing there;
it was useless to dissemble with her. At first
each woman stood speechless before the other.
They were angry and almost hated each other for having
met with a like sentiment of apprehension.
“All the men of Treguier and
Saint Brieuc have been back this week,” said
Fante at last, in a pitiless, muffled, half-irritated
voice.
She carried a blessed taper in her
hand, to offer up a prayer. Gaud did not wish
yet to resort to that extreme resource of despairing
wives. Yet silently she entered the chapel behind
Fante, and they knelt down together side by side,
like two sisters.
To the “Star of the Sea”
they offered ardent imploring prayers, with their
whole soul in them. A sound of sobbing was alone
heard, as their rapid tears swiftly fell upon the
floor. They rose together, more confident and
softened. Fante held up Gaud, who staggered, and
taking her in her arms, kissed her.
Wiping their eyes, and smoothing their
dishevelled hair, they brushed off the salt dust from
the flagstones, soiling their gowns, and they went
away in opposite directions, without another word.
CHAPTER VI - ALL BUT ONE
This end of September was like another
summer, only a little less lively. The weather
was so beautiful, that had it not been for the dead
leaves that fell upon the roads, one might have thought
that June had come back again. Husbands and sweethearts
had all returned, and everywhere was the joy of a
second spring-time of love.
At last, one day, one of the missing
ships was signalled. Which one was it?
The groups of speechless and anxious
women had rapidly formed on the cliff. Gaud,
pale and trembling, was there, by the side of her Yann’s
father.
“I’m almost sure,”
said the old fisher, “I’m almost sure it’s
them! A red rail and a topsail that clews up - it’s
very like them anyhow. What do you make it, Gaud?
“No, it isn’t,”
he went on, with sudden discouragement; “we’ve
made a mistake again, the boom isn’t the same,
and ours has a jigger sail. Well, well, it isn’t
our boat this time, it’s only the Marie-Jeanne.
Never mind, my lass, surely they’ll not be long
now.”
But day followed day, and night succeeded
night, with uninterrupted serenity.
Gaud continued to dress every day
like a poor crazed woman, always in fear of being
taken for the widow of a shipwrecked sailor, feeling
exasperated when others looked furtively and compassionately
at her, and glancing aside so that she might not meet
those glances that froze her very blood.
She had fallen into the habit of going
in the early morning right to the end of the headland,
on the high cliffs of Pors-Even, passing behind Yann’s
old home, so as not to be seen by his mother or little
sisters. She went to the extreme point of the
Ploubazlanec land, which is outlined in the shape
of a reindeer’s horn upon the gray waters of
the channel, and sat there all day long at the foot
of the lonely cross, which rises high above the immense
waste of the ocean. There are many of these crosses
hereabout; they are set up on the most advanced cliffs
of the seabound land, as if to implore mercy and to
calm that restless mysterious power that draws men
away, never to give them back, and in preference retains
the bravest and noblest.
Around this cross stretches the ever-green
waste, strewn with short rushes. At this great
height the sea air was very pure; it scarcely retained
the briny odour of the weeds, but was perfumed with
all the exquisite ripeness of September flowers.
Far away, all the bays and inlets
of the coast were firmly outlined, rising one above
another; the land of Brittany terminated in ragged
edges, which spread out far into the tranquil surface.
Near at hand the reefs were numerous,
but out beyond nothing broke its polished mirror,
from which arose a soft, caressing ripple, light and
intensified from the depths of its many bays.
Its horizon seemed so calm, and its depths so soft!
The great blue sepulchre of many Gaoses hid its inscrutable
mystery, while the breezes, faint as human breath,
wafted to and fro the perfume of the stunted gorse,
which had bloomed again in the lastest autumn sun.
At regular hours the sea retreated,
and great spaces were left uncovered everywhere, as
if the Channel was slowly drying up; then with the
same lazy slowness, the waters rose again, and continued
their everlasting coming and going, without any heed
of the dead.
At the foot of the cross, Gaud remained,
surrounded by these tranquil mysteries, gazing ever
before her, until the night fell and she could see
no more.
CHAPTER VII - THE MOURNER’S VISION
September had passed. The sorrowing
wife took scarcely any nourishment, and could no longer
sleep. She remained at home now, crouching low
with her hands between her knees, her head thrown
back and resting against the wall behind. What
was the good of getting up or going to bed now?
When she was thoroughly exhausted she threw herself,
dressed, upon her bed. Otherwise she remained
in the same position, chilled and benumbed; in her
quiescent state, only her teeth chattered with the
cold; she had that continual impression of a band
of iron round her brows; her cheeks looked wasted;
her mouth was dry, with a feverish taste, and at times
a painful hoarse cry rose from her throat, and was
repeated in spasms, while her head beat backward against
the granite wall. Or else she called Yann by
his name in a low, tender voice, as if he were quiet
close to her, whispering words of love to her.
Sometimes she occupied her brain with
thoughts of quite insignificant things; for instance,
she amused herself by watching the shadow of the china
Virgin lengthen slowly over the high woodwork of the
bed, as the sun went down. And then the agonized
thoughts returned more horrible, and her wailing cry
broke out again as she beat her head against the wall.
All the hours of the day passed, and
all the hours of evening, and of night, and then the
hours of the morning. When she reckoned the time
he ought to have been back, she was seized with a
still greater terror; she wished to forget all dates
and the very names of the days.
Usually there is some information
concerning the wrecks off Iceland; those who return
have seen the tragedy from afar, or else have found
some wreckage or bodies, or have an indication to guess
the rest. But of the Leopoldine nothing
had been seen, and nothing was known. The Marie-Jeanne
men, the last to have seen her, on the 2d of August,
said that she was to have gone on fishing farther
towards the north, and, beyond that, the secret was
unfathomable.
Waiting, always waiting, and knowing
nothing! When would the time come when she need
wait no longer? She did not even know that; and,
now, she almost wished that it might be soon.
Oh! if he were dead; let them at least
have pity enough to tell her so! Oh! to see her
darling, as he was at this very moment, that is, what
was left him! If only the much-implored Virgin,
or some other power, would do her the blessing to
show her, by second-sight, her beloved! either living
and working hard to return a rich man, or else as a
corpse, surrendered by the sea, so that she might
at least know a certainty.
Sometimes she was seized with the
thought of a ship appearing suddenly upon the horizon;
the Leopoldine hastening home. Then she
would suddenly make an irreflected movement to rise,
and rush to look out at the ocean, to see whether
it were true.
But she would fall back. Alas!
where was this Leopoldine now? Where could
she be? Out afar, at that awful distance of Iceland,
forsaken, crushed, and lost.
All ended by a never-fading vision
appearing to her - an empty, sea-tossed wreck,
slowly and gently rocked by the silent gray and rose-streaked
sea; almost with soft mockery, in the midst of the
vast calm of deadened waters.
CHAPTER VIII - THE FALSE ALARM
Two o’clock in the morning.
It was at night, especially, that
she kept attentive to approaching footsteps; at the
slightest rumour or unaccustomed noise her temples
vibrated; by dint of being strained to outward things,
they had become fearfully sensitive.
Two o’clock in the morning.
On this night as on others, with her hands clasped
and her eyes wide open in the dark, she listened to
the wind, sweeping in never-ending tumult over the
heath.
Suddenly a man’s footsteps hurried
along the path! At this hour who would pass now?
She drew herself up, stirred to the very soul, her
heart ceasing to beat.
Some one stopped before the door,
and came up the small stone steps.
He! - O God! - he!
Some one had knocked - it could be no other
than he! She was up now, barefooted; she, so
feeble for the last few days, had sprung up as nimbly
as a kitten, with her arms outstretched to wind round
her darling. Of course the Leopoldine
had arrived at night, and anchored in Pors-Even Bay,
and he had rushed home; she arranged all this in her
mind with the swiftness of lightning. She tore
the flesh off her fingers in her excitement to draw
the bolt, which had stuck.
“Eh?”
She slowly moved backward, as if crushed,
her head falling on her bosom. Her beautiful
insane dream was over. She just could grasp that
it was not her husband, her Yann, and that nothing
of him, substantial or spiritual, had passed through
the air; she felt plunged again into her deep abyss,
to the lowest depths of her terrible despair.
Poor Fantec, for it was he, stammered
many excuses, his wife was very ill, and their child
was stifling in its cot, suddenly attacked with a
malignant sore throat; so he had run over to beg for
assistance on the road to fetch the doctor from Paimpol.
What did all this matter to her?
She had gone mad in her own distress, and could give
no thoughts to the troubles of others. Huddled
on a bench, she remained before him with fixed, glazed
eyes, like a dead woman’s; without listening
to him or even answering at random or looking at him.
What to her was the speech the man was making?
He understood it all; and guessed
why the door had been opened so quickly to him, and
feeling pity for the pain he had unwittingly caused,
he stammered out an excuse.
“Just so; he never had ought
to have disturbed her - her in particular.”
“I!” ejaculated Gaud,
quickly, “why should I not be disturbed particularly,
Fantec?”
Life had suddenly come back to her;
for she did not wish to appear in despair before others.
Besides, she pitied him now; she dressed to accompany
him, and found the strength to go and see to his little
child.
At four o’clock in the morning,
when she returned to throw herself on the bed, sleep
subdued her, for she was tired out. But that moment
of excessive joy had left an impression on her mind,
which, in spite of all, was permanent; she awoke soon
with a shudder, rising a little and partially recollecting - she
knew not what. News had come to her concerning
her Yann. In the midst of her confusion of ideas,
she sought rapidly in her mind what it could be, but
there was nothing save Fantec’s interruption.
For the second time she fell back
into her terrible abyss, nothing changed in her morbid,
hopeless waiting.
Yet in that short, hopeful moment
she had felt him so near to her, that it was as if
his spirit had floated over the sea unto her, what
is called a foretoken (pressigne) in Breton
land; and she listened still more attentively to the
steps outside, trusting that some one might come to
her to speak of him.
Just as the day broke Yann’s
father entered. He took off his cap, and pushed
back his splendid white locks, which were in curls
like Yann’s, and sat down by Gaud’s bedside.
His heart ached fully, too, for Yann,
his tall, handsome Yann, was his first-born, his favourite
and his pride; but he did not despair yet. He
comforted Gaud in his own blunt, affectionate way;
to begin with, those who had last returned from Iceland
spoke of the increasing dense fogs that might well
have delayed the vessel; and then, too, an idea struck
him; they might possibly have stopped at the distant
Faroe Islands on their homeward course, whence letters
were so long in travelling. This had happened
to him once forty years ago, and his own poor dead
and gone mother had had a mass said for his soul.
The Leopoldine was such a good boat, next to
new, and her crew were such able-bodied seamen.
Granny Moan stood by them shaking
her head; the distress of her granddaughter had almost
given her back her own strength and reason; she tidied
up the place, glancing from time to time at the faded
portrait of Sylvestre, which hung upon the granite
wall with its anchor emblems and mourning-wreath of
black bead-work. Ever since the sea had robbed
her of her own last offspring she believed no longer
in safe returns; she only prayed through fear, bearing
Heaven a grudge in the bottom of her heart.
But Gaud listened eagerly to these
consoling reasonings; her large sunken eyes looked
with deep tenderness out upon this old sire, who so
much resembled her beloved one; merely to have him
near her was like a hostage against death having taken
the younger Gaos; and she felt reassured, nearer to
her Yann. Her tears fell softly and silently,
and she repeated again her passionate prayers to the
“Star of the Sea.”
A delay out at those islands to repair
damages was a very likely event. She rose and
brushed her hair, and then dressed as if she might
fairly expect him. All then was not lost, if
a seaman, his own father, did not yet despair.
And for a few days, she resumed looking out for him
again.
Autumn at last arrived, a late autumn
too, its gloomy evenings making all things appear
dark in the old cottage, and all the land looked sombre,
too.
The very daylight seemed crepuscular;
immeasurable clouds, passing slowly overhead, darkened
the whole country at broad noon. The wind blew
constantly with the sound of a great cathedral organ
at a distance, but playing profane, despairing dirges;
at other times the noise came close to the door, like
the howling of wild beasts.
She had grown pale, aye, blanched,
and bent more than ever, as if old age had already
touched her with its featherless wing. Often did
she finger the wedding clothes of her Yann, folding
and unfolding them again and again like some maniac,
especially one of his blue woolen jerseys, which still
had preserved his shape; when she threw it gently on
the table, it fell with the shoulders and chest well
defined; so she placed it by itself on a shelf of
their wardrobe, and left it there, so that it might
for ever rest unaltered.
Every night the cold mists sank upon
the land, as she gazed over the depressing heath through
her little window, and watched the paltry puffs of
white smoke arise from the chimneys of other cottages
scattered here and there on all sides. There
the husbands had returned, like wandering birds driven
home by the frost. Before their blazing hearths
the evenings passed, cosy and warm; for the spring-time
of love had begun again in this land of North Sea
fishermen.
Still clinging to the thought of those
islands where he might perhaps have lingered, she
was buoyed up by a kind hope and expected him home
any day.
CHAPTER IX - WEDDED TO THE SEA
But he never returned. One August
night, out off gloomy Iceland, mingled with the furious
clamour of the sea, his wedding with the sea was performed.
It had been his nurse; it had rocked him in his babyhood,
and had afterward made him big and strong; then, in
his superb manhood, it had taken him back again for
itself alone. Profoundest mystery had surrounded
this unhallowed union. While it went on, dark
curtains hung pall-like over it as if to conceal the
ceremony, and the ghoul howled in an awful deafening
voice to stifle his cries. He, thinking of Gaud,
his sole, darling wife, had battled with giant strength
against this deathly rival, until he at last surrendered,
with a deep death-cry like the roar of a dying bull,
through a mouth already filled with water; and his
arms were stretched apart and stiffened for ever.
All those he had invited in days of
old were present at his wedding. All except Sylvestre,
who had gone to sleep in the enchanted gardens far,
far away, at the other side of the earth.