To hear people talking about North
Devon, and the savage part called Exmoor, you might
almost think that there never was any place in the
world so beautiful, or any living men so wonderful.
It is not my intention to make little of them, for
they would be the last to permit it; neither do I
feel ill will against them for the pangs they allowed
me to suffer; for I dare say they could not help themselves,
being so slow-blooded, and hard to stir even by their
own egrimonies. But when I look back upon the
things that happened, and were for a full generation
of mankind accepted as the will of God, I say, that
the people who endured them must have been born to
be ruled by the devil. And in thinking thus I
am not alone; for the very best judges of that day
stopped short of that end of the world, because the
law would not go any further. Nevertheless, every
word is true of what I am going to tell, and the stoutest
writer of history cannot make less of it by denial.
My father was Sylvester Ford of Quantock,
in the county of Somerset, a gentleman of large estate
as well as ancient lineage. Also of high courage
and resolution not to be beaten, as he proved in his
many rides with Prince Rupert, and woe that I should
say it! in his most sad death. To this he was
not looking forward much, though turned of threescore
years and five; and his only child and loving daughter,
Sylvia, which is myself, had never dreamed of losing
him. For he was exceeding fond of me, little
as I deserved it, except by loving him with all my
heart and thinking nobody like him. And he without
anything to go upon, except that he was my father,
held, as I have often heard, as good an opinion of
me.
Upon the triumph of that hard fanatic,
the Brewer, who came to a timely end by the justice
of high Heaven — my father, being disgusted
with England as well as banished from her, and despoiled
of all his property, took service on the Continent,
and wandered there for many years, until the replacement
of the throne. Thereupon he expected, as many
others did, to get his states restored to him, and
perhaps to be held in high esteem at court, as he
had a right to be. But this did not so come to
pass. Excellent words were granted him, and promise
of tenfold restitution; on the faith of which he returned
to Paris, and married a young Italian lady of good
birth and high qualities, but with nothing more to
come to her. Then, to his great disappointment,
he found himself left to live upon air — which,
however distinguished, is not sufficient — and
love, which, being fed so easily, expects all who lodge
with it to live upon itself.
My father was full of strong loyalty;
and the king (in his value of that sentiment) showed
faith that it would support him. His majesty took
both my father’s hands, having learned that hearty
style in France, and welcomed him with most gracious
warmth, and promised him more than he could desire.
But time went on, and the bright words faded, like
a rose set bravely in a noble vase, without any nurture
under it.
Another man had been long established
in our hereditaments by the Commonwealth; and he would
not quit them of his own accord, having a sense of
obligation to himself. Nevertheless, he went so
far as to offer my father a share of the land, if
some honest lawyers, whom he quoted, could find proper
means for arranging it. But my father said:
“If I cannot have my rights, I will have my
wrongs. No mixture of the two for me.”
And so, for the last few years of his life, being now
very poor and a widower, he took refuge in an outlandish
place, a house and small property in the heart of
Exmoor, which had come to the Fords on the spindle
side, and had been overlooked when their patrimony
was confiscated by the Brewer. Of him I would
speak with no contempt, because he was ever as good
as his word.
In the course of time, we had grown
used to live according to our fortunes. And I
verily believe that we were quite content, and repined
but little at our lost importance. For my father
was a very simple-minded man, who had seen so much
of uproarious life, and the falsehood of friends,
and small glitter of great folk, that he was glad
to fall back upon his own good will. Moreover
he had his books, and me; and as he always spoke out
his thoughts, he seldom grudged to thank the Lord
for having left both of these to him. I felt a
little jealous of his books now and then, as a very
poor scholar might be; but reason is the proper guide
for women, and we are quick enough in discerning it,
without having to borrow it from books.
At any rate now we were living in
a wood, and trees were the only creatures near us,
to the best of our belief and wish. Few might
say in what part of the wood we lived, unless they
saw the smoke ascending from our single chimney; so
thick were the trees, and the land they stood on so
full of sudden rise and fall. But a little river
called the Lynn makes a crooked border to it, and
being for its size as noisy a water as any in the
world perhaps, can be heard all through the trees and
leaves to the very top of the Warren Wood. In
the summer all this was sweet and pleasant; but lonely
and dreary and shuddersome, when the twigs bore drops
instead of leaves, and the ground would not stand to
the foot, and the play of light and shadow fell, like
the lopping of a tree, into one great lump.
Now there was a young man about this
time, and not so very distant from our place — as
distances are counted there — who managed
to make himself acquainted with us, although we lived
so privately. To me it was a marvel, both why
and how he did it; seeing what little we had to offer,
and how much we desired to live alone. But Mrs.
Pring told me to look in the glass, if I wanted to
know the reason; and while I was blushing with anger
at that, being only just turned eighteen years, and
thinking of nobody but my father, she asked if I had
never heard the famous rhymes made by the wise woman
at Tarrsteps:
“Three
fair maids live upon Exymoor,
The
rocks, and the woods, and the dairy-door.
The
son of a baron shall woo all three,
But
barren of them all shall the young man be.”
Of the countless things I could never
understand, one of the very strangest was how Deborah
Pring, our only domestic, living in the lonely depths
of this great wood, and seeming to see nobody but ourselves,
in spite of all that contrived to know as much of the
doings of the neighbourhood as if she went to market
twice a week. But my father cared little for
any such stuff; coming from a better part of the world,
and having been mixed with mighty issues and making
of great kingdoms, he never said what he thought of
these little combings of petty pie crust, because
it was not worth his while. And yet he seemed
to take a kindly liking to the young De Wichehalse;
not as a youth of birth only, but as one driven astray
perhaps by harsh and austere influence. For his
father, the baron, was a godly man, — which
is much to-the credit of anyone, growing rarer and
rarer, as it does, — and there should be no
rasp against such men, if they would only bear in mind
that in their time they had been young, and were not
quite so perfect then. But lo! I am writing
as if I knew a great deal more than I could know until
the harrow passed over me.
No one, however, need be surprised
at the favour this young man obtained with all who
came into his converse. Handsome, and beautiful
as he was, so that bold maids longed to kiss him,
it was the sadness in his eyes, and the gentle sense
of doom therein, together with a laughing scorn of
it, that made him come home to our nature, in a way
that it feels but cannot talk of. And he seemed
to be of the past somehow, although so young and bright
and brave; of the time when greater things were done,
and men would die for women. That he should woo
three maids in vain, to me was a stupid old woman’s
tale.
“Sylvia,” my father said
to me, when I was not even thinking of him, “no
more converse must we hold with that son of the Baron
de Wichehalse. I have ordered Pring to keep the
door; and Mistress Pring, who hath the stronger tongue,
to come up if he attempted to dispute; the while I
go away to catch our supper.”
He was bearing a fishing rod made
by himself, and a basket strapped over his shoulders.
“But why, father? Why should
such a change be? How hath the young gentleman
displeased thee?” I put my face into his beard
as I spoke, that I might not appear too curious.
“Is it so?” he answered,
“then high time is it. No more shall he
enter this “ — house he would
have said, but being so> truthful changed it into — “hut
I was pleased with the youth. He is gentle and
kind; but weak — my dear child, remember
that. Why are we in this hut, my dear? and thou,
the heiress of the best land in the world, now picking
up sticks in the wilderness? Because the man
who should do us right is weak, and wavering, and
careth but for pleasure. So is this young Marwood
de Wichehalse. He rideth with the Doones.
I knew it not, but now that I know, it is enough.”
My father was of tall stature and
fine presence, and his beard shone like a cascade
of silver. It was not the manner of the young
as yet to argue with their elders, and though I might
have been a little fluttered by the comely gallant’s
lofty talk and gaze of daring melancholy, I said good-bye
to him in my heart, as I kissed my noble father.
Shall I ever cease to thank the Lord that I proved
myself a good daughter then?