Madeira went off in the buckboard
late that morning, and, having left word with black
Chloe that he might have dinner at the Canaan Hotel,
did not come home at all at noon.
His daughter stayed in her room all
morning, and far past her lunch hour. About the
middle of the afternoon she got up from the bed where
she had been lying and sat by the window that looked
out across the Tigmores. Her father’s face,
in its frame of entreaty, trouble, unrest, hung between
her and the hills, so that, for a time, she saw nothing
but Madeira. Little by little, however, the hills
themselves became insistent. They were very beautiful,
a long, massed glory of colour, red and gold and green,
all looped about by the silver cord of the Di.
As the girl watched, a lone horseman came out of one
of the wooded knobs and galloped down the ridge road
toward Canaan. She could see him plainly, his
breadth of shoulders, his high-headedness, his good
horsemanship. She got up quickly, swaying toward
the window, her hands over her heart, with the strange
little pushing gesture, as though she must push her
heart down. The horseman went on down the road
toward Canaan.
“Oh!” cried the girl presently,
pleadingly, “if I may see him just once again!
If I just don’t have to lose him all at once!”
She ran then across the room to another window, through
which she whistled shrilly at the negro man dozing
in the succulent grass in front of the stable.
“Samson!” she shouted,
“saddle Ribbon the quickest you ever did in your
life!” And when she saw that the negro had roused
sufficiently to execute her commands, she turned from
the window hurriedly, went to her clothes-closet hurriedly,
changed her house gown for a riding-habit hurriedly,
and was out in the yard at the mounting block as the
saddle mare was led up from the stable. Taking
the bridle from the negro’s hand, she leaped
into the saddle and was off across the yard like a
flash, while the lip of the astonished Samson sagged
with impotent inquiry.
Out on the ridge road, she urged the
mare to a gallop. All the way she was talking
to Madeira, almost praying to him. His face with
its trouble and pain still moved before her.
“Ah, but you will forgive me!” she was
saying to it. “You wait. Wait and see
how this ride turns out. I’m going to give
myself just one chance, Dad. I’m going to
find him, and I’m going riding with him.
And I’m not going to say anything. But I
look nice, don’t I, when I’m riding and
loving and hoping and maybe he
can’t stand it, and if he can’t stand it,
and rides up close, and stops his horse and tells
me oh, what I hope he will tell me why,
Daddy, dear, I must lean over into his arms
for just one minute, mustn’t I? You see
that, don’t you? And maybe after that, everything
will be all right, and we can all be happy ever after.
I don’t see how we could help being happy ever
after that, Dad!”
And, praying so, on the galloping
mare, Sally Madeira came into the main street of Canaan,
and drew rein at last in front of her father’s
bank. Madeira saw her at once and hurried out
to her.
“I’m going to take a little
last ride with Mr. Steering, Dad,” she said,
her head as high as a queen’s and her voice strong
and sweet. “I didn’t want you to
think that I was deceiving you. I wanted you to
know about it before I did it.” Often there
was a good deal of the child in Sally’s straight
gaze, and Madeira saw it there now and loved it.
“You do just exactly whatever
you want to, Honeyful,” he said. “I
don’t know I ”
He could not go on at all for a minute, and when he
could go on he said abruptly, “I’m going
to see Steering, too, before I quite bust up with
him, Sally.” Then he went quickly back to
the bank, and the girl passed on down the street to
the post-office, in front of which she saw Steering’s
horse at the hitching-rail. She sent a bare-footed
boy inside to post a letter to Elsie Gossamer and
to ask Mr. Steering to come out to her.
While she waited, she could see Steering
at the pen-and-ink desk, loitering there, one arm
on the desk, watching the thin stream of people that
went by him to the convex glass-and-pine booth where
the post-office boxes were. The men from the
Canaan stores, a lonely drummer from the hotel, some
belated farmers and several Canaan young ladies passed
Steering, the young ladies seeming not to see him,
but, in some subtly feminine way, making it impossible
for Steering not to see them their glowing
young faces, their enormous hats, the way their gowns
didn’t fit, the slip-shod carriage of their bodies,
all the differences between them and the only other
real western girl he knew. None of the people
went out of the post-office at once, all idling at
the door for a few minutes. From time to time
there was quite a little crush at the door, so that
Steering did not see Miss Madeira until her messenger
reached him. Then he ran out to her quickly.
“I shan’t get down,”
she told him, speaking in a lower tone than the listening
Canaanites approved of. “I was hoping that
I might find you here. Get on your horse and
let’s go to the woods. Wouldn’t you
like to? The hills are one long glory to-day.”
It was not the note of her prayer, it was well-ordered
and calm. Still, Steering’s heart leaped
like a boy’s at her friendliness, and he began
to speak his gratitude in a lyric tune:
“Ah, what fortune! Just
to be young and alive and off on the hills with you!”
he said, and vaulted to his horse’s back from
the curb, so easily that even the Missourians who
were candidly watching and listening, remarked, “Oh,
well, it’s because he’s got some Missouri
in him, that’s why-for.”
Side by side, the horses moved down
Main Street. At the bank Crittenton Madeira was
standing at the plate-glass window. He had his
thumbs in his trousers pockets, and he was rocking
to and fro, shifting his weight from his heels to
the balls of his feet peculiarly, as though seeking
for balance. His eyes were moodily thoughtful,
and he kept snapping at his lower lip with his big
white teeth.
“Why, God bless you, Steering!”
he cried pleasantly, moving out to the curb as the
horses came up, “I made a mistake in missing
you at the house yesterday. Want to see you again,
as soon as I can. What about to-night, young
man? Going to get in home early, aren’t
you, Sally?”
“Yes, Dad, early.”
“Well then, my boy, you just
stop by the bank, when you get in from the hills,
will you? I shan’t leave the bank before
eight o’clock. Shan’t be home to
supper, Honeyful.”
“All right, Mr. Madeira, I’ll
come,” assented Steering; “look for me
sometime before eight.”
“All right, my boy. So long, Honeyful.”
Again the horses moved off, side by
side. Soon the town lay far behind the riders,
who were following the shimmering Di around the
blue hills. Where the road ran up the bluff into
heavy timber they got into deep odorous silences,
the silences of young unspoiled places; musical, too,
somehow, over and beyond the stillness. Where
the road came down to the bottom land along the river
the silence shook with the river’s silver mystery.
No matter where the road ran, always off beyond them
lay the hills, ridge upon ridge, beautiful, glorious.
“Aren’t they tremendous?”
said the girl, “Aren’t you glad they are
almost yours?” A sense of possession was indeed
mounting into a cry of rejoicing within Steering.
He admitted it and then laughed at it.
“It’s the house of Grierson
that should rejoice,” he said longingly.
“Wait until I bring you out
above Salome Park,” said the girl. “I,
too, have some land up here that’s worth while.
From my land you can look straight across the country
for miles, back again into your land.”
Sometimes, as they journeyed, they
passed log cabins backed up against the long hills,
or squatting close to the shining river. Sometimes,
as they journeyed, the red bluffs beetled up above
them, tall and frowning. Sometimes the trees,
trailing long green veils, all but met across the
Di below them. Once they passed a saw-mill,
set and buzzing; once they had to wait in the woods
while a string of cattle stampeded by; once they saw
a man in a skiff far down the Di. He raised
his hand and waved to them for loneliness’ sake.
He looked sick with loneliness.
“You know your Missouri by heart,”
Steering commented admiringly, as she led him through
bridle-paths and by short cuts with a fine woodsmanship.
“Well, I ought to. The
times that I have been over it, with Piney, a ragged
Robin-goodfellow at my heels! This is the apple-jack
country that we are in now. Did you know that?
Apple-jack stands for our big red apples and for zinc.
There’s some of both down here, see!” She
stopped him on a high spur in the ridge road and waved
her riding whip toward the flats below, whose miles
upon miles of apple trees made him wonder. “But
wait for Salome Park,” she insisted, and led
him on.
Riding along beside her, listening
to her, forgetful of his complications, his hills
billowing toward him, Steering grew intensely happy.
Just to look at her was enough to make a man happy.
Her black, semi-fitting riding-habit outlined her
graces of form enchantingly, the admirable litheness
of her broad deep chest, her firmly-knit back.
In her vigour of well-shaped bone and sinew and muscle
she constantly emphasised the unpoetic nuisance of
superfluous flesh. Beneath her little black hat
her burnished hair lay coiled in soft smooth masses
low on her neck. The wonderful vitality that
beat through her veins brought the red colour to her
cheeks in delicate waves. In her sunny amber eyes
the high lights danced far back, dazzlingly.
“Now,” she cried at last,
“one more climb, and here we are at the summit!
Fine, isn’t it? That’s Salome Park,
all of it, as far as you can see, until you see the
Tigmores curving around way off yonder to the west
again. Ah, yes, I thought you would like it!”
From the summit of the Tigmore Ridge,
on which they had stopped, there spread out an endless
stretch of country, with small cleared spaces where
the wheat and corn could grow, and with trout glens
gleaming here and there through the trees, and with
bosky places and woodsy places in between.
“Oh, it’s wonderful,” said Steering.
“This is the best view in the
Tigmores,” said the girl. “From here
you can imagine that you see the Boston Mountains
on a clear day. And away off down there run the
Kiamichi you will have to take my word for
it, you can’t see them. Cowskin Prairie,
where the three States and the Territory come together,
is off that way, too.”
The big Missouri loneliness hung over
it all, shutting them in, shutting the world out.
“Psha! there isn’t any world outside,”
said Steering, and drew his horse nearer to hers.
“There isn’t any world outside. This
is all there is to it, and just you and I in it.
Don’t you believe me?”
“We will play that’s the
way of it,” she said, the spell of the land
upon her, too, the spell of the day upon her, her own
heart’s red spell upon her.
“Oh, me! Oh, me!”
He brought his horse up closer, his eyes finding hers,
and pleading with them.
“Well?” she cried, “well?”
a wavering, waiting smile on her lips. Even like
that, even leaning toward him she had a splendid self-trust;
she was confidential, but a little remote.
Suddenly the man beside her clamped
his jaws together harshly and held his tongue imprisoned
behind his teeth. His chest lifted and shook as
he sucked down a deep breath. There, near her,
the glory of the hills outrolled before him, the keen
snap of the elixir of love, the deathless, in his
blood, life seemed hard, brutally hard. Everything
was hard, and wrong. He had come down here for
practical purposes, he had come needing every ounce
of his energies for those purposes, yet, day by day,
and minute by minute, he was being confronted by psychic
or moral crises, of one kind and another, that used
up all the force in him. Here and now the demand
upon him was terrific. His love for Sally Madeira
had grown upon him daily, hourly, engaging all that
was best in him, pulling him away beyond his old best,
inspiring, and remaking him. To have to fight
it, even for her sake, even because he must protect
her from so hard a fate as fate with him promised
to be, was like sacrilege. The force of his self-conflict
took all the colour from his lips, all the light from
his eyes. “My God! My God!” he
cried, a short, sharp cry, that beat up the Tigmores
and broke and splintered into the big loneliness futilely.
Then he jerked his horse about abruptly. “We
must go back now,” he said.
But the girl, who had been watching,
turned her eyes from him and held her horse still
for a short moment. The glory of the hills came
on across the wide park to her and enfolded her, met
in kind by the radiance of her wonderful hair, her
sunny eyes, her glowing skin. The joy of the
night before, the morning’s passionate grief,
the ingenuous hope and prayer in her ride after Steering,
the sweet, anxious torture of the journey to Salome
Park were all giving place to a large, impersonal
comprehension of the conflict in Steering’s soul.
She had known before that there was trouble brewing
between him and her father. She knew now, past
all doubting, that he loved her, knew it from his
face, his voice. And even while her heart filled
and quivered with knowing it, some higher power of
divination made her know, too, that he was caught
between his love of her and his difficulty with her
father in an inexplicable, soul-shaking way.
When Steering, a few feet below her,
turned again towards her, she looked finer, fairer,
more immortally young and strong than he had ever
seen her look. She rode down to him fearlessly
and put her hand out. “Sometimes the thing
to do is just to stand steady,” she said, “isn’t
that it?” bridging all the unspoken
thought and feeling between them, understanding, helping.
He clung to her hand, and its answering
pressure was that of a comrade’s, strong and
reassuring. “Miss Madeira,” he said,
at last, simply, “things are so bad with me
that if I don’t stand steady and face them exactly
as they come, not giving in an inch anywhere along
the line, I shan’t be able to stand at all.”
“Ah, but you will stand that
way steady,” she said, and drew her
hand from his, and led the way homeward. She
had accepted her fate to wait and endure while he
“faced things.”
They went back into the sunset together,
almost silent. Far and wide rolled the hills
in their flaunting glory, and, now and again, the
girl’s breath trembled and stung her, that
tidal sense of colour leaping and rioting within her,
perhaps. Now and again the man’s jaws set
together more firmly. When they talked at all
it was of little things.
“Why didn’t I ever meet
you at Miss Gossamer’s?” he asked once.
“You were in Philadelphia when
I was visiting Elsie, that was why. Neither you
nor Mr. Carington were in New York that month.
I remember that I got an idea that Elsie missed Mr.
Carington, or you, or both. Mr. Carington was
in love with her, wasn’t he?”
“Yes, he’s always been
in love with her, I think. Do you like the
East?” he asked again, not caring for the subject
of Miss Gossamer.
“To get an education in.”
“You are well educated,” he said, as though
making comparisons.
In that matter of education, her selective
abilities had been indeed good. She had taken
from her opportunities developmental elements and
used them within herself wisely. She had fine
conceptions of art, she was well-read; and because
she had foreseen that she would be too rich to have
any separate use for the things of art and learning,
she had seized upon and welded all her inclinations
and accomplishments into an harmonious, delightful
completeness as Woman. In the result, her education
seemed to be one of the especial reasons that you liked
her.
“But as for that,” said
Steering, speaking his thought aloud, “reasons
don’t count. There are plenty of reasons,
but one really never gets at the biggest reason of
all.”
“You hardly expect me to understand
that,” she said, laughing frankly, a musical
laugh that had in it the shaking, white flash of a
rock-fluted hill-stream.
“No, no! I don’t expect you to understand
that,” he said.
They went on through the deep, odorous
wood, down close to the river’s pale, shallow
mystery again, and so back to the big gate at Madeira
Place. There at the gate the girl put out her
hand to him again.
“Good-bye!” she said softly, “good-bye!”
As he bent to kiss the hand his breath
came hard. “It is not good-bye,”
he said. “It shall not be. I swear
it.”
Then he dashed on down the ridge road
toward Canaan, to find Crittenton Madeira.