MRS. FROG SINKS DEEPER AND DEEPER
“Nobody cares,” said poor
Mrs Frog, one raw afternoon in November, as she entered
her miserable dwelling, where the main pieces of furniture
were a rickety table, a broken chair, and a heap of
straw, while the minor pieces were so insignificant
as to be unworthy of mention. There was no fire
in the grate, no bread in the cupboard, little fresh
air in the room and less light, though there was a
broken unlighted candle stuck in the mouth of a quart
bottle which gave promise of light in the future light
enough at least to penetrate the November fog which
had filled the room as if it had been endued with
a pitying desire to throw a veil over such degradation
and misery.
We say degradation, for Mrs Frog had
of late taken to “the bottle” as a last
solace in her extreme misery, and the expression of
her face, as she cowered on a low stool beside the
empty grate and drew the shred of tartan shawl round
her shivering form, showed all too clearly that she
was at that time under its influence. She had
been down to the river again, more than once, and
had gazed into its dark waters until she had very
nearly made up her mind to take the desperate leap,
but God in mercy had hitherto interposed. At
one time a policeman had passed with his weary “move
on” though sometimes he had not the
heart to enforce his order. More frequently
a little baby-face had looked up from the river with
a smile, and sent her away to the well-known street
where she would sit in the familiar door-step watching
the shadows on the window-blind until cold and sorrow
drove her to the gin-palace to seek for the miserable
comfort to be found there.
Whatever that comfort might amount
to, it did not last long, for, on the night of which
we write, she had been to the palace, had got all the
comfort that was to be had out of it, and returned
to her desolate home more wretched than ever, to sit
down, as we have seen, and murmur, almost fiercely,
“Nobody cares.”
For a time she sat silent and motionless,
while the deepening shadows gathered round her, as
if they had united with all the rest to intensify
the poor creature’s woe.
Presently she began to mutter to herself aloud
“What’s the use o’
your religion when it comes to this? What sort
of religion is in the hearts of these,” (she
pursed her lips, and paused for an expressive word,
but found none), “these rich folk in their silks
and satins and broadcloth, with more than they
can use, an’ feedin’ their pampered cats
and dogs on what would be wealth to the likes o’
me! Religion! bah!”
She stopped, for a Voice within her
said as plainly as if it had spoken out: “Who
gave you the sixpence the other day, and looked after
you with a tender, pitying glance as you hurried away
to the gin-shop without so much as stopping to say
`Thank you’? She wore silks, didn’t
she?”
“Ah, but there’s not many
like that,” replied the poor woman, mentally,
for the powers of good and evil were fighting fiercely
within her just then.
“How do you know there are not
many like that?” demanded the Voice.
“Well, but all the rich
are not like that,” said Mrs Frog.
The Voice made no reply to that!
Again she sat silent for some time,
save that a low moan escaped her occasionally, for
she was very cold and very hungry, having spent the
last few pence, which might have given her a meal,
in drink; and the re-action of the poison helped to
depress her. The evil spirit seemed to gain
the mastery at this point, to judge from her muttered
words.
“Nothing to eat, nothing to
drink, no work to be got, Hetty laid up in hospital,
Ned in prison, Bobby gone to the bad again instead
of goin’ to Canada, and nobody cares ”
“What about baby?” asked the Voice.
This time it was Mrs Frog’s
turn to make no reply! in a few minutes she seemed
to become desperate, for, rising hastily, she went
out, shut the door with a bang, locked it, and set
out on the familiar journey to the gin-shop.
She had not far to go. It was
at the corner. If it had not been at that corner,
there was one to be found at the next and
the next and the next again, and so on
all round; so that, rushing past, as people sometimes
do when endeavouring to avoid a danger, would have
been of little or no avail in this case. But
there was a very potent influence of a negative kind
in her favour. She had no money! Recollecting
this when she had nearly reached the door, she turned
aside, and ran swiftly to the old door-step, where
she sat down and hid her face in her hands.
A heavy footstep sounded at her side
the next moment. She looked quickly up.
It was a policeman. He did not apply the expected
words “move on.” He was
a man under whose blue uniform beat a tender and sympathetic
heart. In fact, he was Number 666 changed
from some cause that we cannot explain, and do not
understand from the Metropolitan to the
City Police Force. His number also had been
changed, but we refuse to be trammelled by police regulations.
Number 666 he was and shall remain in this tale to
the end of the chapter!
Instead of ordering the poor woman
to go away, Giles was searching his pockets for a
penny, when to his intense surprise he received a blow
on the chest, and then a slap on the face!
Poor Mrs Frog, misjudging his intentions,
and roused to a fit of temporary insanity by her wrongs
and sorrows, sprang at her supposed foe like a wildcat.
She was naturally a strong woman, and violent passion
lent her unusual strength.
Oh! it was pitiful to witness the
struggle that ensued! to see a woman, forgetful
of sex and everything else, striving with all her might
to bite, scratch, and kick, while her hair tumbled
down, and her bonnet and shawl falling off made more
apparent the insufficiency of the rags with which
she was covered.
Strong as he was, Giles received several
ugly scratches and bites before he could effectually
restrain her. Fortunately, there were no passers-by
in the quiet street, and, therefore, no crowd assembled.
“My poor woman,” said
Giles, when he had her fast, “do keep quiet.
I’m going to do you no harm. God help
you, I was goin’ to give you a copper when you
flew at me so. Come, you’d better go with
me to the station, for you’re not fit to take
care of yourself.”
Whether it was the tender tone of
Giles’s voice, or the words that he uttered,
or the strength of his grasp that subdued Mrs Frog,
we cannot tell, but she gave in suddenly, hung down
her head, and allowed her captor to do as he pleased.
Seeing this, he carefully replaced her bonnet on
her head, drew the old shawl quite tenderly over her
shoulders, and led her gently away.
Before they had got the length of
the main thoroughfare, however, a female of a quiet,
respectable appearance met them.
“Mrs Frog!” she exclaimed,
in amazement, stopping suddenly before them.
“If you know her, ma’am,
perhaps you may direct me to her home.”
“I know her well,” said
the female, who was none other than the Bible-nurse
who visited the sick of that district; “if you
have not arrested her for for ”
“Oh no, madam,” interrupted
Giles, “I have not arrested her at all, but
she seems to be unwell, and I was merely assisting
her.”
“Oh! then give her over to me,
please. I know where she lives, and will take
care of her.”
Giles politely handed his charge over,
and went on his way, sincerely hoping that the next
to demand his care would be a man.
The Bible-woman drew the arm of poor
Mrs Frog through her own, and in a few minutes stood
beside her in the desolate home.
“Nobody cares,” muttered
the wretched woman as she sank in apathy on her stool
and leaned her head against the wall.
“You are wrong, dear Mrs Frog.
I care, for one, else I should not be here.
Many other Christian people would care, too, if they
knew of your sufferings; but, above all, God cares.
Have you carried your troubles to Him?”
“Why should I? He has long ago forsaken
me.”
“Is it not, dear friend, that
you have forsaken Him? Jesus says, as plain
as words can put it, `Come unto me, all ye that labour
and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.’
You tell me it is of no use to go to Him, and you
don’t go, and then you complain that He has forsaken
you! Where is my friend Hetty?”
“In hospital.”
“Indeed! I have been here
several times lately to inquire, but have always found
your door locked. Your husband ”
“He’s in prison, and Bobby’s
gone to the bad,” said Mrs Frog, still in a
tone of sulky defiance.
“I see no sign of food,”
said the Bible-nurse, glancing quickly round; “are
you hungry?”
“Hungry!” exclaimed the
woman fiercely, “I’ve tasted nothin’
at all since yesterday.”
“Poor thing!” said the
Bible-nurse in a low tone; “come come
with me. I don’t say more. You cannot
speak while you are famishing. Stay, first one
word ” She paused and looked up.
She did not kneel; she did not clasp her hands or
shut her eyes, but, with one hand on the door-latch,
and the other grasping the poor woman’s wrist,
she prayed
“God bless and comfort poor Mrs Frog, for Jesus’
sake.”
Then she hurried, without uttering
a word, to the Institution in George Yard. The
door happened to be open, and the figure of a man with
white hair and a kind face was seen within.
Entering, the Bible-nurse whispered
to this man. Another moment and Mrs Frog was
seated at a long deal table with a comfortable fire
at her back, a basin of warm soup, and a lump of loaf
bread before her. The Bible-nurse sat by and
looked on.
“Somebody cares a little, don’t
you think?” she whispered, when the starving
woman made a brief pause for breath.
“Yes, thank God,” answered
Mrs Frog, returning to the meal as though she feared
that some one might still snatch it from her thin lips
before she got it all down.
When it was finished the Bible-nurse
led Mrs Frog into another room.
“You feel better stronger?”
she asked.
“Yes, much better thank you, and
quite able to go home.”
“There is no occasion for you
to go home to-night; you may sleep there,” (pointing
to a corner), “but I would like to pray with
you now, and read a verse or two.”
Mrs Frog submitted, while her friend
read to her words of comfort; pleaded that pardon
and deliverance might be extended, and gave her loving
words of counsel. Then the poor creature lay
down in her corner, drew a warm blanket over her,
and slept with a degree of comfort that she had not
enjoyed for many a day.
When it was said by Mrs Frog that
her son Bobby had gone to the bad, it must not be
supposed that any very serious change had come over
him. As that little waif had once said of himself,
when in a penitent mood, he was about as bad as he
could be, so couldn’t grow much badder.
But when his sister lost her situation in the firm
that paid her such splendid wages, and fell ill, and
went into hospital in consequence, he lost heart,
and had a relapse of wickedness. He grew savage
with regard to life in general, and committed a petty
theft, which, although not discovered, necessitated
his absence from home for a time. It was while
he was away that the scene which we have just described
took place.
On the very next day he returned,
and it so happened that on the same day Hetty was
discharged from hospital “cured.”
That is to say, she left the place a thin, tottering,
pallid shadow, but with no particular form of organic
disease about her.
She and her mother had received some
food from one who cared for them, through the Bible-nurse.
“Mother, you’ve been drinkin’
again,” said Hetty, looking earnestly at her
parent’s eyes.
“Well, dear,” pleaded
Mrs Frog, “what could I do? You had all
forsaken me, and I had nothin’ else to comfort
me.”
“Oh! mother, darling mother,”
cried Hetty, “do promise me that you will give
it up. I won’t get ill or leave you again God
helping me; but it will kill me if you go on. Do
promise.”
“It’s of no use, Hetty.
Of course I can easily promise, but I can’t
keep my promise. I know I can’t.”
Hetty knew this to be too true.
Without the grace of God in the heart, she was well
aware that human efforts must fail, sooner or
later. She was thinking what to reply, and praying
in her heart for guidance, when the door opened and
her brother Bobby swaggered in with an air that did
not quite accord with his filthy fluttering rags, unwashed
face and hands, bare feet and unkempt hair.
“Vell, mother, ’ow are
ye? Hallo! Hetty! w’y, wot a shadder
you’ve become! Oh! I say, them nusses
at the hospital must ’ave stole all
your flesh an’ blood from you, for they’ve
left nothin’ but the bones and skin.”
He went up to his sister, put an arm
round her neck, and kissed her. This was a very
unusual display of affection. It was the first
time Bobby had volunteered an embrace, though he had
often submitted to one with dignified complacency,
and Hetty, being weak, burst into tears.
“Hallo! I say, stop that
now, young gal,” he said, with a look of alarm,
“I’m always took bad ven I see that
sort o’ thing, I can’t stand it.”
By way of mending matters the poor
girl, endeavouring to be agreeable, gave a hysterical
laugh.
“Come, that’s better,
though it ain’t much to boast of,” and
he kissed her again.
Finding that, although for the present
they were supplied with a small amount of food, Hetty
had no employment and his mother no money, our city
Arab said that he would undertake to sustain the family.
“But oh! Bobby, dear, don’t steal
again.”
“No, Hetty, I won’t, I’ll
vork. I didn’t go for to do it a-purpose,
but I was overtook some’ow I seed
the umbrellar standin’ handy, you know, and etceterer.
But I’m sorry I did it, an’ I won’t
do it again.”
Swelling with great intentions, Robert
Frog thrust his dirty little hands into his trouser
pockets at least into the holes that once
contained them and went out whistling.
Soon he came to a large warehouse,
where a portly gentleman stood at the door.
Planting himself in front of this man, and ceasing
to whistle in order that he might speak, he said:
“Was you in want of a ’and, sir?”
“No, I wasn’t,” replied the man,
with a glance of contempt.
“Sorry for that,” returned Bobby, “’cause
I’m in want of a sitivation.”
“What can you do?” asked the man.
“Oh! hanythink.”
“Ah, I thought so; I don’t
want hands who can do anything, I prefer those who
can do something.”
Bobby Frog resumed his whistling,
at the exact bar where he had left off, and went on
his way. He was used to rebuffs, and didn’t
mind them. But when he had spent all the forenoon
in receiving rebuffs, had made no progress whatever
in his efforts, and began to feel hungry, he ceased
the whistling and became grave.
“This looks serious,”
he said, pausing in front of a pastry-cook’s
shop window. “But for that there plate
glass wot a blow hout I might ’ave!
Beggin’ might be tried with advantage.
It’s agin the law, no doubt, but it ain’t
a sin. Yes, I’ll try beggin’.”
But our Arab was not a natural beggar,
if we may say so. He scorned to whine, and did
not even like to ask. His spirit was much more
like that of a highwayman than a beggar.
Proceeding to a quiet neighbourhood
which seemed to have been forgotten by the police,
he turned down a narrow lane and looked out for a
subject, as a privateer might search among “narrows”
for a prize. He did not search long. An
old lady soon hove in sight. She seemed a suitable
old lady, well-dressed, little, gentle, white-haired,
a tottering gait, and a benign aspect.
Bobby went straight up and planted
himself in front of her.
“Please, ma’am, will you oblige me with
a copper?”
The poor old lady grew pale.
Without a word she tremblingly, yet quickly, pulled
out her purse, took therefrom a shilling, and offered
it to the boy.
“Oh! marm,” said Bobby,
who was alarmed and conscience-smitten at the result
of his scheme, “I didn’t mean for to frighten
you. Indeed I didn’t, an’ I won’t
’ave your money at no price.”
Saying which he turned abruptly round and walked away.
“Boy, boy, boy!”
called the old lady in a voice so entreating, though
tremulous, that Bobby felt constrained to return.
“You’re a most remarkable
boy,” she said, putting the shilling back into
her purse.
“I’m sorry to say, marm,
that you’re not the on’y indiwidooal as
’olds that opinion.”
“What do you mean by your conduct, boy?”
“I mean, marm, that I’m
wery ’ard up. Uncommon ’ard up;
that I’ve tried to git vork an’ can’t
git it, so that I’m redooced to beggary.
But, I ain’t a ‘ighway robber, marm, by
no means, an’ don’t want to frighten you
hout o’ your money if you ain’t willin’
to give it.”
The little tremulous old lady was
so pleased with this reply that she took half-a-crown
out of her purse and put it into the boy’s hand.
He looked at her in silent surprise.
“It ain’t a copper, marm!”
“I know that. It is half-a-crown,
and I willingly give it you because you are an honest
boy.”
“But, marm,” said Bobby,
still holding out the piece of silver on his palm,
“I ain’t a honest boy. I’m
a thief!”
“Tut, tut, don’t talk nonsense; I don’t
believe you.”
“Vel now, this beats all
that I ever did come across. ’Ere’s
a old ‘ooman as I tells as plain as mud that
I’m a thief, an’ nobody’s better
able to give a opinion on that pint than myself, yet
she won’t believe it!”
“No, I won’t,” said
the old lady with a little nod and a smile, “so,
put the money in your pocket, for you’re an
honest boy.”
“Vell, it’s pleasant to
’ear that, any’ow,” returned Bobby,
placing the silver coin in a vest pocket which was
always kept in repair for coins of smaller value.
“Where do you live, boy?
I should like to come and see you.”
“My residence, marm, ain’t
a mansion in the vest-end. No, nor yet a willa
in the subarbs. I’m afear’d, marm,
that I live in a district that ain’t quite suitable
for the likes of you to wisit. But ”
Here Bobby paused, for at the moment
his little friend Tim Lumpy recurred to his memory,
and a bright thought struck him.
“Well, boy, why do you pause?”
“I was on’y thinkin’,
marm, that if you wants to befriend us poor boys
they calls us waifs an’ strays an’ all
sorts of unpurlite names you’ve on’y
got to send a sov, or two to Miss Annie Macpherson,
’Ome of Hindustry, Commercial Street, Spitalfields,
an’ you’ll be the means o’ doin’
a world o’ good as I ’eard a
old gen’l’m with a white choker on say
the wery last time I was down there ‘avin’
a blow out o’ bread an’ soup.”
“I know the lady and the Institution
well, my boy,” said the old lady, “and
will act on your advice, but ”
Ere she finished the sentence Bobby
Frog had turned and fled at the very top of his speed.
“Stop! stop! stop!” exclaimed
the old lady in a weakly shout.
But the “remarkable boy”
would neither stop nor stay. He had suddenly
caught sight of a policeman turning into the lane,
and forthwith took to his heels, under a vague and
not unnatural impression that if that limb of the
law found him in possession of a half-crown he would
refuse to believe his innocence with as much obstinacy
as the little old lady had refused to believe his
guilt.
On reaching home he found his mother
alone in a state of amused agitation which suggested
to his mind the idea of Old Tom.
“Wot, bin at it again, mother?”
“No, no, Bobby, but somethin’s
happened which amuses me much, an’ I can’t
keep it to myself no longer, so I’ll tell it
to you, Bobby.”
“Fire away, then, mother, an’
remember that the law don’t compel no one to
criminate hisself.”
“You know, Bob, that a good
while ago our Matty disappeared. I saw that
the dear child was dyin’ for want o’ food
an’ warmth an’ fresh air, so I thinks
to myself, `why shouldn’t I put ‘er out
to board wi’ rich people for nothink?’”
“A wery correct notion, an’
cleverer than I gave you credit for. I’m
glad to ear it too, for I feared sometimes that you’d
bin an’ done it.”
“Oh! Bobby, how could
you ever think that! Well, I put the baby out
to board with a family of the name of Twitter.
Now it seems, all unbeknown to me, Mrs Twitter is
a great helper at the George Yard Ragged Schools,
where our Hetty has often seen her; but as we’ve
bin used never to speak about the work there, as your
father didn’t like it, of course I know’d
nothin’ about Mrs Twitter bein’ given to
goin’ there. Well, it seems she’s
very free with her money and gives a good deal away
to poor people.” (She’s not the only
one, thought the boy.) “So what does the Bible-nurse
do when she hears about poor Hetty’s illness
but goes off and asks Mrs Twitter to try an’
git her a situation.”
“`Oh! I know Hetty,’
says Mrs Twitter at once, `That nice girl that teaches
one o’ the Sunday-school classes. Send
her to me. I want a nurse for our baby,’
that’s for Matty, Bob ”
“What! our baby!”
exclaimed the boy with a sudden blaze of excitement.
“Yes our baby. She calls it
hers!”
“Well, now,” said Bobby,
after recovering from the fit of laughter and thigh-slapping
into which this news had thrown him, “if this
don’t beat cockfightin’ all to nuffin’!
why, mother, Hetty’ll know baby the moment she
claps eyes on it.”
“Of course she will,”
said Mrs Frog; “it is really very awkward, an’
I can’t think what to do. I’m half
afraid to tell Hetty.”
“Oh! don’t tell her don’t
tell her,” cried the boy, whose eyes sparkled
with mischievous glee. “It’ll be
sich fun! If I ’ad on’y the
chance to stand be’ind a door an’ see
the meetin’ I wouldn’t exchange it no
not for a feed of pork sassengers an’ suet pud’n.
I must go an’ tell this to Tim Lumpy.
It’ll bust ’im that’s
my on’y fear, but I must tell ’im wotever
be the consikences.”
With this stern resolve, to act regardless
of results, Bob Frog went off in search of his little
friend, whose departure for Canada had been delayed,
from some unknown cause, much to Bob’s satisfaction.
He found Tim on his way to the Beehive, and was induced
not only to go with him, but to decide, finally, to
enter the Institution as a candidate for Canada.
Being well-known, both as to person and circumstances,
he was accepted at once; taken in, washed, cropped,
and transformed as if by magic.