DESCRIBES A WRECK, AND THE TRIUMPH OF LOVE
A Swiss chalet on a woody knoll, high
up on the grand slopes that bathe their feet in the
beautiful Lake of Geneva.
It is evening a bright
winter evening with a golden glory in the
sky which reminds one powerfully of summer, and suggests
the advent of spring.
In the neighbouring town of Montreux
there are busy people engaged in the labours of the
day. There are also idlers endeavouring to “kill”
the little span of time that has been given them, in
which to do their quota of duty on the earth.
So, also, there are riotous young people who are
actively fulfilling their duty by going off to skate,
or slide down the snow-clad hills, after the severer
duties connected with book and slate have been accomplished.
These young rioters are aided and abetted by sundry
persons of maturer years, who, having already finished
the more important labours of the day of life, renew
their own youth, and encourage the youngsters by joining
them.
Besides these there are a few cripples
who have been sent into the world with deficient or
defective limbs doubtless for wise and merciful
ends. Merciful I say advisedly, for, “shall
not the Judge of all the earth do right?” These
look on and rejoice, perchance, in the joy of the
juveniles.
Among them, however, are some cripples
of a very different stamp. The Creator sent
these into the world with broad shoulders, deep chests,
good looks, gladsome spirits, manly frames, and vigorous
wills. War has sent them here still
in young manhood with the deep chests pierced
by bullets or gashed by sabres, with the manly frames
reduced to skeletons, the gladsome spirits gone, the
ruddy cheeks hollow and wan, and the vigorous wills subdued
at last.
A few of these young cripples move
slowly about with the aid of stick or crutch, trying
to regain, in the genial mountain air, some of the
old fire which has sunk so low so very
low. Others, seated in wheel-chairs, doubled
up like old, old men, are pushed about from point
to point by stalwart mountaineers, while beside them
walk sisters, mothers, or, perchance, young wives,
whose cheery smiles and lightsome voices, as they
point out and refer to the surrounding objects of
nature, cannot quite conceal the feelings of profound
and bitter sorrow with which they think of the glorious
manhood that has been lost, or the tender, pitiful,
heart-breaking solicitude with which they cherish the
poor shadow that remains.
In a large airy apartment of the chalet
on the woody knoll, there is one who occupies a still
lower level than those to whom we have just referred who
cannot yet use the crutch or sit in the wheelchair,
and on whose ear the sounds of glee that enter by
the open window fall with little effect.
He reclines at full length on a bed.
He has lain thus, with little effort to move, and
much pain when such effort was made, for many weary
weeks. Only one side of his face is visible,
and that is scarred and torn with wounds, some of
which are not yet healed. The other side is
covered with bandages.
I am seated by his side, Ivanka is
sitting opposite, near to the invalid’s feet,
listening intently, if I may be allowed to say so,
with her large black eyes, to a conversation which
she cannot understand.
“You must not take so gloomy
a view of your case, Nicholas. The doctors say
you will recover, and, my good fellow, you have no
idea what can be done by surgery in the way of putting
a man together again after a break-down. Bella
would be grieved beyond measure if I were to write
as you wish.”
I spoke cheerily, more because I felt
it to be a duty to do so, than because I had much
hope.
The invalid paused for a few minutes
as if to recover strength. Then he said
“Jeff, I insist on your doing
what I wish. It is unkind of you to drag me
into a dispute when I am so weak. Tell the dear
girl that I give her up I release her from
our engagement. It is likely that I shall die
at any rate, which will settle the question, but if
I do recover why, just think, my dear fellow,
I put it to you, what sort of husband should I make,
with my ribs all smashed, my right leg cut off, my
left hand destroyed, an eye gone, and my whole visage
cut to pieces. No, Jeff ”
He paused; the light vein of humour
which he had tried to assume passed off, and there
was a twitching about the muscles of his mouth as he
resumed
“No, Bella must never see me again.”
Ivanka looked from the invalid’s
face to mine with eyes so earnest, piercing, and inquiring,
that I felt grieved she did not understand us.
“I’m sorry, Nicholas,
very sorry,” said I, “but Bella has already
been written to, and will certainly be here in a day
or two. I could not know your state of mind
on my first arrival, and, acting as I fancied for
the best, I wrote to her.”
Nicholas moved uneasily, and I observed
a deep flush on his face, but he did not speak.
That evening Ivanka put her arms round
my neck, told me she loved Nicholas because of his
kindness to her father, and besought me earnestly
to tell her what had passed between us.
A good deal amused, I told her as
much as I thought she could understand.
“Oh! I should so like to see Bella,”
she said.
“So you shall, dear, when she comes.”
“Does she speak Russian?”
“Yes. She has been several
times in Russia, and understands the language well.”
As I had predicted, Bella arrived
a few days after receiving my letter. My mother
accompanied her.
“Oh, Jeff, this is dreadful!”
said my poor mother, as she untied her bonnet-strings,
and sat down on the sofa beside Bella, who could not
for some time utter a word.
“What child is that?”
added my mother quickly, observing Ivanka.
“It is the daughter of Dobri
Petroff. Let me introduce you, Ivanka, to
my mother, and to my sister Bella you know
Bella?”
I had of course written to them a
good deal about the poor child, and Bella had already
formed an attachment to her in imagination. She
started up on hearing Ivanka’s name, and held
out both hands. The child ran to her as naturally
as the needle turns to the pole.
While my mother and I were talking
in a low tone about Nicholas, I could not avoid hearing
parts of a conversation between my sister and Ivanka
that surprised me much.
“Yes, oh! yes, I am quite sure
of it. Your brother told me that he said he
would never, never, never be so wicked as to let you
come and see him, although he loved you so much that
he ”
“Hush, my dear child, not so loud.”
Bella’s whisper died away, and Ivanka resumed
“Yes, he said there was
almost nothing of him left. He was joking, you
know, when he said that, but it is not so much of a
joke after all, for I saw ”
“Oh! hush, dear, hush; tell me what he said,
and speak lower.”
Ivanka spoke so low that I heard no
more, but what had reached my ear was sufficient to
let me know how the current ran, and I was not sorry
that poor Bella’s mind should be prepared for
the terrible reality in this way.
The battle of love was fought and
won that day at Nicholas’s bedside, and, as
usual, woman was victorious.
I shall not weary the reader with
all that was said. The concluding sentences
will suffice.
“No, Nicholas,” said Bella,
holding the right hand of the wounded soldier, while
my mother looked on with tearful, and Ivanka with eager,
eyes, “no, I will not be discarded. You
must not presume, on the strength of your being weak,
to talk nonsense. I hold you, sir, to your engagement,
unless, indeed, you admit yourself to be a faithless
man, and wish to cast me off. But you must not
dispute with me in your present condition. I
shall exercise the right of a wife by ordering you
to hold your tongue unless you drop the subject.
The doctor says you must not be allowed to talk or
excite yourself, and the doctor’s orders, you
know, must be obeyed.”
“Even if he should order a shattered
man to renounce all thoughts of marriage?” asked
Nicholas.
“If he were to do that,”
retorted Bella, with a smile, “I should consider
your case a serious one, and require a consultation
with at least two other doctors before agreeing to
submit to his orders. Now, the question is settled,
so we will say no more about it. Meanwhile you
need careful nursing, and mother and I are here to
attend upon you.”
Thus with gentle raillery she led
the poor fellow to entertain a faint hope that recovery
might be possible, and that the future might not be
so appallingly black as it had seemed before.
Still the hope was extremely faint at first, for
no one knew so well as himself what a wreck he was,
and how impossible it would be for him, under the most
favourable circumstances, ever again to stand up and
look like his former self. Poor Bella had to
force her pleasantry and her lightsome tones, for
she also had fears that he might still succumb, but,
being convinced that a cheerful, hopeful state of
mind was the best of all medicines, she set herself
to administer it in strong doses.
The result was that Nicholas began
to recover rapidly. Time passed, and by slow
degrees he migrated from his bed to the sofa.
Then a few of his garments were put on, and he tried
to stand on his remaining leg. The doctor, who
assisted me in moving and dressing the poor invalid,
comforted him with the assurance that the stump of
the other would, in course of time, be well enough
to have a cork foot and ankle attached to it.
“And do you know,” he
added, with a smile, “they make these things
so well now that one can scarcely tell a false foot
from a real one, with joint and moveable
instep, and toes that work with springs, so that people
can walk with them quite creditably indeed
they can; I do not jest, I assure you.”
“Nothing, however, can replace
the left hand or the lost eye,” returned Nicholas,
with a faint attempt at a smile.
“There, my dear sir,”
returned the doctor, with animation, “you are
quite wrong. The eye, indeed, can never be restored,
though it will partially close, and become so familiar
to you and your friends that it will almost cease
to be noticed or remembered; but we shall have a stump
made for the lower arm, with a socket to which you
will be able to fix a fork or a spoon, or ”
“Why, doctor,” interrupted
Nicholas, “what a spoon you must be to ”
“Come,” returned the doctor
heartily, “that’ll do. My services
won’t be required here much longer I see, for
I invariably find that when a patient begins to make
bad jokes, there is nothing far wrong with him.”
One morning, when we had dressed our
invalid, and laid him on the sofa, he and I chanced
to be left alone.
“Come here, Jeff,” he
said, “assist me to the glass I want
to have a look at myself.”
It was the first time he had expressed
such a desire, and I hesitated for a moment, not feeling
sure of the effect that the sight might have on him.
Then I went to him, and only remarking in a quiet
tone, “You’ll improve, you know, in the
course of time,” I led him to the looking-glass.
He turned slightly pale, and a look
of blank surprise flitted across his face, but he
recovered instantly, and stood for a few seconds surveying
himself with a sad expression.
Well might he look sad, for the figure
that met his gaze stooped like that of an aged man;
the head was shorn of its luxuriant curls; the terrible
sabre-cut across the cheek, from the temple to the
chin, which had destroyed the eye, had left a livid
wound, a single glance at which told that it would
always remain as a ghastly blemish; and there were
other injuries of a slighter nature on various parts
of the face, which marred his visage dreadfully.
“Yes, Jeff,” he said,
turning away slowly, with a sigh, and limping back
to his couch, “there’s room for improvement.
I thought myself not a bad-looking fellow once.
It’s no great matter to have that fancy taken
out of me, perhaps, but I grieve for Bella, and I really
do think that you must persuade her to give up all
idea of ”
“Now, Nic,” said I, “don’t
talk nonsense.”
“But I don’t talk nonsense,”
he exclaimed, flushing with sudden energy, “I
mean what I say. Do you suppose I can calmly
allow that dear girl to sacrifice herself to a mere
wreck, that cannot hope to be long a cumberer of the
ground?”
“And do you suppose,”
I retorted, with vehemence, “that I can calmly
allow my sister to be made a widow for life? a
widow, I say, for she is already married to you in
spirit, and nothing will ever induce her to untie
the knot. You don’t know Bella ah!
you needn’t smile, you don’t
indeed. She is the most perversely obstinate
girl I ever met with. Last night, when I mentioned
to her that you had been speaking of yourself as a
mere wreck, she said in a low, easy-going, meek tone,
`Jeff, I mean to cling to that wreck as long as it
will float, and devote my life to repairing it.’
Now, when Bella says anything in a low, easy-going,
and especially in a meek tone, it is utterly useless
to oppose her: she has made up her mind, drawn
her sword and flung away the scabbard, double-shotted
all her guns, charged every torpedo in the ship, and,
finally, nailed her colours to the mast.”
“Then,” said Nicholas,
with a laugh, “I suppose I must give in.”
“Yes, my boy, you had better.
If you don’t, just think what will be the consequences.
First of all, you will die sooner than there is any
occasion for; then Bella will pine, mope, get into
bad health, and gradually fade away. That will
break down my mother, whose susceptible spirit could
not withstand the shock. Of course, after that
my own health would give way, and the hopes of a dear
little well, that is to say, ruination
and widespread misery would be the result of your
unnatural and useless obstinacy.”
“To save you all from that,”
said Nicholas, “of course I must give
in.”
And Nicholas did give in, and the
result was not half so disastrous as he had feared.