Mademoiselle held the royal warrant
of her father’s banishment in her hand.
She was pale, and her greeting of me had been timid.
I stood before her, and by the door stood Rodenard,
whom I had bidden attend me.
As I had approached Lavedan that day,
I had been taken with a great, an overwhelming shame
at the bargain I had driven. I had pondered, and
it had come to me that she had been right to suggest
that in matters of love what is not freely given it
is not worth while to take. And out of my shame
and that conclusion had sprung a new resolve.
So that nothing might weaken it, and lest, after all,
the sight of Roxalanne should bring me so to desire
her that I might be tempted to override my purpose,
I had deemed it well to have the restraint of a witness
at our last interview. To this end had I bidden
Ganymede follow me into the very salon.
She read the document to the very
end, then her glance was raised timidly again to mine,
and from me it shifted to Ganymede, stiff at his post
by the door.
“This was the best that you
could do, monsieur?” she asked at last.
“The very best, mademoiselle,”
I answered calmly. “I do not wish to magnify
my service, but it was that or the scaffold. Madame
your mother had, unfortunately, seen the King before
me, and she had prejudiced your father’s case
by admitting him to be a traitor. There was a
moment when in view of that I was almost led to despair.
I am glad, however, mademoiselle, that I was so fortunate
as to persuade the King to just so much clemency.”
“And for five years, then, I
shall not see my parents.” She sighed, and
her distress was very touching.
“That need not be. Though
they may not come to France, it still remains possible
for you to visit them in Spain.”
“True,” she mused; “that will be
something will it not?”
“Assuredly something; under the circumstances,
much.”
She sighed again, and for a moment there was silence.
“Will you not sit, monsieur?”
said she at last. She was very quiet to-day,
this little maid very quiet and very wondrously
subdued.
“There is scarce the need,”
I answered softly; whereupon her eyes were raised
to ask a hundred questions. “You are satisfied
with my efforts, mademoiselle?” I inquired.
“Yes, I am satisfied, monsieur.”
That was the end, I told myself, and
involuntarily I also sighed. Still, I made no
shift to go.
“You are satisfied that I that
I have fulfilled what I promised?”
Her eyes were again cast down, and
she took a step in the direction of the window.
“But yes. Your promise
was to save my father from the scaffold. You have
done so, and I make no doubt you have done as much
to reduce the term of his banishment as lay within
your power. Yes, monsieur, I am satisfied that
your promise has been well fulfilled.”
Heigho! The resolve that I had
formed in coming whispered it in my ear that nothing
remained but to withdraw and go my way. Yet not
for all that resolve not for a hundred
such resolves could I have gone thus.
One kindly word, one kindly glance at least would I
take to comfort me. I would tell her in plain
words of my purpose, and she should see that there
was still some good, some sense of honour in me, and
thus should esteem me after I was gone.
“Ganymede.” said I.
“Monseigneur?”
“Bid the men mount.”
At that she turned, wonder opening
her eyes very wide, and her glance travelled from
me to Rodenard with its unspoken question. But
even as she looked at him he bowed and, turning to
do my bidding, left the room. We heard his steps
pass with a jingle of spurs across the hall and out
into the courtyard. We heard his raucous voice
utter a word of command, and there was a stamping
of hoofs, a cramping of harness, and all the bustle
of preparation.
“Why have you ordered your men to mount?”
she asked at last.
“Because my business here is ended, and we are
going.”
“Going?” said she.
Her eyes were lowered now, but a frown suggested their
expression to me. “Going whither?”
“Hence,” I answered.
“That for the moment is all that signifies.”
I paused to swallow something that hindered a clear
utterance. Then, “Adieu!” said I,
and I abruptly put forth my hand.
Her glance met mine fearlessly, if puzzled.
“Do you mean, monsieur, that you are leaving
Lavedan thus?”
“So that I leave, what signifies the manner
of my going?”
“But” the trouble
grew in her eyes; her cheeks seemed to wax paler than
they had been “but I thought that that
we made a bargain.”
“’Sh! mademoiselle,
I implore you,” I cried. “I take shame
at the memory of it. Almost as much shame as
I take at the memory of that other bargain which first
brought me to Lavedan. The shame of the former
one I have wiped out although, perchance,
you think it not. I am wiping out the shame of
the latter one. It was unworthy in me, mademoiselle,
but I loved you so dearly that it seemed to me that
no matter how I came by you, I should rest content
if I but won you. I have since seen the error
if it, the injustice of it. I will not take what
is not freely given. And so, farewell.”
“I see, I see,” she murmured,
and ignored the hand that I held out. “I
am very glad of it, monsieur.”
I withdrew my hand sharply. I
took up my hat from the chair on which I had cast
it. She might have spared me that, I thought.
She need not have professed joy. At least she
might have taken my hand and parted in kindness.
“Adieu, mademoiselle!”
I said again, as stiffly as might be, and I turned
towards the door.
“Monsieur!” she called after me.
I halted.
“Mademoiselle?”
She stood demurely, with eyes downcast
and hands folded. “I shall be so lonely
here.”
I stood still. I seemed to stiffen.
My heart gave a mad throb of hope, then seemed to
stop. What did she mean? I faced her fully
once more, and, I doubt not, I was very pale.
Yet lest vanity should befool me, I dared not act
upon suspicions. And so “True, mademoiselle,”
said I. “You will be lonely. I regret
it.”
As silence followed, I turned again
to the door, and my hopes sank with each step in that
direction.
“Monsieur!”
Her voice arrested me upon the very threshold.
“What shall a poor girl do with
this great estate upon her hands? It will go
to ruin without a man to govern it.”
“You must not attempt the task. You must
employ an intendant.”
I caught something that sounded oddly
like a sob. Could it be? Dieu! could it
be, after all? Yet I would not presume. I
half turned again, but her voice detained me.
It came petulantly now.
“Monsieur de Bardelys, you have
kept your promise nobly. Will you ask no payment?”
“No, mademoiselle,” I
answered very softly; “I can take no payment.”
Her eyes were lifted for a second.
Their blue depths seemed dim. Then they fell
again.
“Oh, why will you not help me?”
she burst out, to add more softly: “I shall
never be happy without you!”
“You mean?” I gasped,
retracing a step, and flinging my hat in a corner.
“That I love you, Marcel that I want
you!”
“And you can forgive you can forgive?”
I cried, as I caught her.
Her answer was a laugh that bespoke
her scorn of everything of everything save
us two, of everything save our love. That and
the pout of her red lips was her answer. And
if the temptation of those lips But there!
I grow indiscreet.
Still holding her, I raised my voice.
“Ganymede!” I called.
“Monseigneur?” came his answer through
the open window.
“Bid those knaves dismount and unsaddle.”