At once, as he sat there, his elbows
on the table, his head in his hands, he found himself
surrounded by those three, against each of whom he
had sinned under the spell of the jealousy that had
blinded him and led him by the nose.
His wife put an arm about his neck
in mute comfort of a grief of which she only understood
the half for of the heavier and more desperate
part of his guilt she was still in ignorance.
Sylvia spoke to him kindly words of encouragement
where no encouragement could avail. But what
moved him most was the touch of Tremayne’s hand
upon his shoulder, and Tremayne’s voice bidding
him brace himself to face the situation and count
upon them to stand by him to the end.
He looked up at his friend and secretary
in an amazement that overcame his shame.
“You can forgive me, Ned?”
Ned looked across at Sylvia Armytage.
“You have been the means of bringing me to such
happiness as I should never have reached without these
happenings,” he said. “What resentment
can I bear you, O’Moy? Besides, I understand,
and who understands can never do anything but forgive.
I realise how sorely you have been tried. No evidence
more conclusive that you were being wronged could
have been placed before you.”
“But the court-martial,”
said O’Moy in horror. He covered his face
with his hand. “Oh, my God! I am dishonoured.
I I ” He rose, shaking
off the arm of his wife and the hand of the friend
he had wronged so terribly. He broke away from
them and strode to the window, his face set and white.
“I think I was mad;” he said. “I
know I was mad. But to have done what I did ”
He shuddered in very horror of himself now that he
was bereft of the support of that evil jealousy that
had fortified him against conscience itself and the
very voice of honour. Lady O’Moy turned
to them, pleading for explanation.
“What does he mean? What has he done?”
Himself he answered her: “I
killed Samoval. It was I who fought that duel.
And then believing what I did, I fastened the guilt
upon Ned, and went the lengths of perjury in my blind
effort to avenge myself. That is what I have
done. Tell me, one of you, of your charity, what
is there left for me to do?”
“Oh!” It was an outcry
of horror and indignation from Una, instantly repressed
by the tightening grip of Sylvia’s hand upon
her arm. Miss Armytage saw and understood, and
sorrowed for Sir Terence. She must restrain his
wife from adding to his present anguish. Yet,
“How could you, Terence! Oh, how could
you!” cried her ladyship, and so gave way to
tears, easier than words to express such natures.
“Because I loved you, I suppose,”
he answered on a note of bitter self-mockery.
“That was the justification I should have given
had I been asked; that was the justification I accounted
sufficient.”
“But then,” she cried,
a new horror breaking on her mind “if
this is discovered Terence, what will become
of you?”
He turned and came slowly back until
he stood beside her. Facing now the inevitable,
he recovered some of his calm.
“It must be discovered,”
he said quietly. “For the sake of everybody
concerned it must ”
“Oh, no, no!” She sprang
up and clutched his arm in terror. “They
may fail to discover the truth.”
“They must not, my dear,”
he answered her; stroking the fair head that lay against
his breast. “They must not fail. I
must see to that.”
“You? You?” Her eyes
dilated as she looked at him. She caught her breath
on a gasping sob. “Ah no, Terence,”
she cried wildly. “You must not; you must
not. You must say nothing for my sake,
Terence, if you love me, oh, for my sake, Terence!”
“For honour’s sake, I
must,” he answered her. “And for the
sake of Sylvia and of Tremayne, whom I have wronged,
and ”
“Not for my sake, Terence,” Sylvia interrupted
him.
He looked at her, and then at Tremayne.
“And you, Ned what do you say?”
he asked.
“Ned could not wish ” began
her ladyship.
“Please let him speak for himself,
my dear,” her husband interrupted her.
“What can I say?” cried
Tremayne, with a gesture that was almost of anger.
“How can I advise? I scarcely know.
You realise what you must face if you confess?”
“Fully, and the only part of
it I shrink from is the shame and scorn I have deserved.
Yet it is inevitable. You agree, Ned?”
“I am not sure. None who
understands as I understand can feel anything but
regret. Oh, I don’t know. The evidence
of what you suspected was overwhelming, and it betrayed
you into this mistake. The punishment you would
have to face is surely too heavy, and you have suffered
far more already than you can ever be called upon
to suffer again, no matter what is done to you.
Oh, I don’t know! The problem is too deep
for me. There is Una to be considered, too.
You owe a duty to her, and if you keep silent it may
be best for all. You can depend upon us to stand
by you in this.”
“Indeed, indeed,” said Sylvia.
He looked at them and smiled very tenderly.
“Never was a man blessed with
nobler friends who deserved so little of them,”
he said slowly. “You heap coals of fire
upon my head. You shame me through and through.
But have you considered, Ned, that all may not depend
upon my silence? What if the provost-marshal,
investigating now, were to come upon the real facts?”
“It is impossible that sufficient should be
discovered to convict you.”
“How can you be sure of that?
And if it were possible, if it came to pass, what
then would be my position? You see, Ned!
I must accept the punishment I have incurred lest
a worse overtake me to put it at its lowest.
I must voluntarily go forward and denounce myself before
another denounces me. It is the only way to save
some rag of honour.”
There was a tap at the door, and Mullins
came to announce that Lord Wellington was asking to
see Sir Terence.
“He is waiting in the study, Sir Terence.”
“Tell his lordship I will be with him at once.”
Mullins departed, and Sir Terence
prepared to follow. Gently he disengaged himself
from the arms her ladyship now flung about him.
“Courage, my dear,” he
said. “Wellington may show me more mercy
than I deserve.”
“You are going to tell him?” she questioned
brokenly.
“Of course, sweetheart.
What else can I do? And since you and Tremayne
find it in your hearts to forgive me, nothing else
matters very much.” He kissed her tenderly
and put her from him. He looked at Sylvia standing
beside her and at Tremayne beyond the table. “Comfort
her,” he implored them, and, turning, went out
quickly.
Awaiting him in the study he found
not only Lord Wellington, but Colonel Grant, and by
the cold gravity of both their faces he had an inspiration
that in some mysterious way the whole hideous truth
was already known to them.
The slight figure of his lordship
in its grey frock was stiff and erect, his booted
leg firmly planted, his hands behind him clutching
his riding-crop and cocked hat. His face was
set and his voice as he greeted O’Moy sharp
and staccato.
“Ah, O’Moy, there are
one or two matters to be discussed before I leave
Lisbon.”
“I had written to you, sir,”
replied O’Moy. “Perhaps you will first
read my letter.” And he went to fetch it
from the writing-table, where he had left it when
completed an hour earlier.
His lordship took the letter in silence,
and after one piercing glance at O’Moy broke
the seal. In the background, near the window,
the tall figure of Colquhoun Grant stood stiffly erect,
his hawk face inscrutable.
“Ah! Your resignation,
O’Moy. But you give no reasons.”
Again his keen glance stabbed into the adjutant’s
face. “Why this?” he asked sharply.
“Because,” said Sir Terence,
“I prefer to tender it before it is asked of
me.” He was very white, yet by an effort
those deep blue eyes of his met the terrible gaze
of his chief without flinching.
“Perhaps you’ll explain,” said his
lordship coldly.
“In the first place,”
said O’Moy, “it was myself killed Samoval,
and since your lordship was a witness of what followed,
you will realise that that was the least part of my
offence.”
The great soldier jerked his head
sharply backward, tilting forward his chin. “So!”
he said. “Ha! I beg your pardon, Grant,
for having disbelieved you.” Then, turning
to O’Moy again: “Well,” he demanded,
his voice hard, “have you nothing to add?”
“Nothing that can matter,”
said O’Moy, with a shrug, and they stood facing
each other in silence for a long moment.
At last when Wellington spoke his
voice had assumed a gentler note.
“O’Moy,” he said,
“I have known you these fifteen years, and we
have been friends. Once you carried your friendship,
appreciation, and understanding of me so far as nearly
to ruin yourself on my behalf. You’ll not
have forgotten the affair of Sir Harry Burrard.
In all these years I have known you for a man of shining
honour, an honest, upright gentleman, whom I would
have trusted when I should have distrusted every other
living man. Yet you stand there and confess to
me the basest, the most dishonest villainy that I
have ever known a British officer to commit, and you
tell me that you have no explanation to offer for your
conduct. Either I have never known you, O’Moy,
or I do not know you now. Which is it?”
O’Moy raised his arms, only
to let them fall heavily to his sides again.
“What explanation can there
be?” he asked. “How can a man who
has been as I hope I have a
man of honour in the past explain such an act of madness?
It arose out of your order against duelling,”
he went on. “Samoval offended me mortally.
He said such things to me of my wife’s honour
that no man could suffer, and I least of any man.
My temper betrayed me. I consented to a clandestine
meeting without seconds. It took place here,
and I killed him. And then I had, as I imagined quite
wrongly, as I know now overwhelming evidence
that what he had told me was true, and I went mad.”
Briefly he told the story of Tremayne’s descent
from Lady O’Moy’s balcony and the rest.
“I scarcely know,” he
resumed, “what it was I hoped to accomplish in
the end. I do not know for I never
stopped to consider whether I should have
allowed Captain Tremayne to have been shot if it had
come to that. All that I was concerned to do
was to submit him to the ordeal which I conceived
he must undergo when he saw himself confronted with
the choice of keeping silence and submitting to his
fate, or saving himself by an avowal that could scarcely
be less bitter than death itself.”
“You fool, O’Moy-you damned,
infernal fool!” his lordship swore at him.
“Grant overheard more than you imagined that
night outside the gates. His conclusions ran
the truth very close indeed. But I could not believe
him, could not believe this of you."’
“Of course not,” said
O’Moy gloomily. “I can’t believe
it of myself.”
“When Miss Armytage intervened
to afford Tremayne an alibi, I believed her, in view
of what Grant had told me; I concluded that hers was
the window from which Tremayne had climbed down.
Because of what I knew I was there to see that the
case did not go to extremes against Tremayne.
If necessary Grant must have given full evidence of
all he knew, and there and then left you to your fate.
Miss Armytage saved us from that, and left me convinced,
but still not understanding your own attitude.
And now comes Richard Butler to surrender to me and
cast himself upon my mercy with another tale which
completely gives the lie to Miss Armytage’s,
but confirms your own.”
“Richard Butler!” cried
O’Moy. “He has surrendered to you?”
“Half-an-hour ago.”
Sir Terence turned aside with a weary
shrug. A little laugh that was more a sob broke
from him. “Poor Una!” he muttered.
“The tangle is a shocking one lies,
lies everywhere, and in the places where they were
least to be expected.” Wellington’s
anger flashed out. “Do you realise what
awaits you as a result of all this damned insanity?”
“I do, sir. That is why
I place my resignation in your hands. The disregard
of a general order punishable in any officer is beyond
pardon in your adjutant-general.”
“But that is the least of it, you fool.”
“Sure, don’t I know? I assure you
that I realise it all.”
“And you are prepared to face
it?” Wellington was almost savage in an anger
proceeding from the conflict that went on within him.
There was his duty as commander-in-chief, and there
was his friendship for O’Moy and his memory
of the past in which O’Moy’s loyalty had
almost been the ruin of him.
“What choice have I?”
His lordship turned away, and strode
the length of the room, his head bent, his lips twitching.
Suddenly he stopped and faced the silent intelligence
officer.
“What is to be done, Grant?”
“That is a matter for your lordship. But
if I might venture ”
“Venture and be damned,” snapped Wellington.
“The signal service rendered
the cause of the allies by the death of Samoval might
perhaps be permitted to weigh against the offence
committed by O’Moy.”
“How could it?” snapped
his lordship. “You don’t know, O’Moy,
that upon Samoval’s body were found certain
documents intended for Massena. Had they reached
him, or had Samoval carried out the full intentions
that dictated his quarrel with you, and no doubt sent
him here depending upon his swordsmanship to kill
you, all my plans for the undoing of the French would
have been ruined. Ay, you may stare. That
is another matter in which you have lacked discretion.
You may be a fine engineer, O’Moy, but I don’t
think I could have found a less judicious adjutant-general
if I had raked the ranks of the army on purpose to
find an idiot. Samoval was a spy the
cleverest spy that we have ever had to deal with.
Only his death revealed how dangerous he was.
For killing him when you did you deserve the thanks
of his Majesty’s Government, as Grant suggests.
But before you can receive those you will have to stand
a court-martial for the manner in which you killed
him, and you will probably be shot. I can’t
help you. I hope you don’t expect it of
me.”
“The thought had not so much
as occurred to me. Yet what you tell me, sir,
lifts something of the load from my mind.”
“Does it? Well, it lifts
no load from mine,” was the angry retort.
He stood considering. Then with an impatient
gesture he seemed to dismiss his thoughts. “I
can do nothing,” he said, “nothing without
being false to my duty and becoming as bad as you
have been, O’Moy, and without any of the sentimental
justification that existed in your case. I can’t
allow the matter to be dropped, stifled. I have
never been guilty of such a thing, and I refuse to
become guilty of it now. I refuse do
you understand? O’Moy, you have acted;
and you must take the consequences, and be damned
to you.”
“Faith, I’ve never asked
you to help me, sir,” Sir Terence protested.
“And you don’t intend to, I suppose?”
“I do not.”
“I am glad of that.”
He was in one of those rages which were as terrible
as they were rare with him. “I wouldn’t
have you suppose that I make laws for the sake of
rescuing people from the consequences of disobeying
them. Here is this brother-in-law of yours, this
fellow Butler, who has made enough mischief in the
country to imperil our relations with our allies.
And I am half pledged to condone his adventure at Tavora.
There’s nothing for it, O’Moy. As
your friend, I am infernally angry with you for placing
yourself in this position; as your commanding officer
I can only order you under arrest and convene a court-martial
to deal with you.”
Sir Terence bowed his head. He
was a little surprised by all this heat. “I
never expected anything else,” he said.
“And it’s altogether at a loss I am to
understand why your lordship should be vexing yourself
in this manner.”
“Because I’ve a friendship
for you, O’Moy. Because I remember that
you’ve been a loyal friend to me. And because
I must forget all this and remember only that my duty
is absolutely rigid and inflexible. If I condoned
your offence, if I suppressed inquiry, I should be
in duty and honour bound to offer my own resignation
to his Majesty’s Government. And I have
to think of other things besides my personal feelings,
when at any moment now the French may be over the
Agueda and into Portugal.”
Sir Terence’s face flushed, and his glance brightened.
“From my heart I thank you that
you can even think of such things at such a time and
after what I have done.”
“Oh, as to what you have done I
understand that you are a fool, O’Moy.
There’s no more to be said. You are to consider
yourself under arrest. I must do it if you were
my own brother, which, thank God, you’re not.
Come, Grant. Good-bye, O’Moy.”
And he held out his hand to him.
Sir Terence hesitated, staring.
“It’s the hand of your
friend, Arthur Wellesley, I’m offering you, not
the hand of your commanding officer,” said his
lordship savagely.
Sir Terence took it, and wrung it
in silence, perhaps more deeply moved than he had
yet been by anything that had happened to him that
morning.
There was a knock at the door, and
Mullins opened it to admit the adjutant’s orderly,
who came stiffly to attention.
“Major Carruthers’s compliments,
sir,” he said to O’Moy, “and his
Excellency the Secretary of the Council of Regency
wishes to see you very urgently.”
There was a pause. O’Moy
shrugged and spread his hands. This message was
for the adjutant-general and he no longer filled the
office.
“Pray tell Major Carruthers
that I ” he was beginning, when Lord
Wellington intervened.
“Desire his Excellency to step
across here. I will see him myself.”