It was spring at Bellecour the
spring of 1789, a short three months before the fall
of the Bastille came to give the nobles pause, and
make them realise that these new philosophies, which
so long they have derided, were by no means the idle
vapours they had deemed them.
By the brook, plashing its glittering
course through the park of Bellecour, wandered La
Boulaye, his long, lean, figure clad with a sombreness
that was out of harmony in that sunlit, vernal landscape.
But the sad-hued coat belied that morning a heart that
sang within his breast as joyously as any linnet of
the woods through which he strayed. That he was
garbed in black was but the outward indication of his
clerkly office, for he was secretary to the most noble
the Marquis de Fresnoy de Bellecour, and so clothed
in the livery of the ink by which he lived. His
face was pale and lean and thoughtful, but within his
great, intelligent eyes there shone a light of new-born
happiness. Under his arm he carried a volume
of the new philosophies which Rousseau had lately
given to the world, and which was contributing so vastly
to the mighty change that was impending. But
within his soul there dwelt in that hour no such musty
subject as the metaphysical dreams of old Rousseau.
His mood inclined little to the “Discourses upon
the Origin of Inequality” which his elbow hugged
to his side. Rather was it a mood of song and
joy and things of light, and his mind was running on
a string of rhymes which mentally he offered up to
his divinity. A high-born lady was she, daughter
to his lordly employer, the most noble Marquis of
Bellecour. And he a secretary, a clerk! Aye,
but a clerk with a great soul, a secretary with a
great belief in the things to come, which in that
musty tome beneath his arm were dimly prophesied.
And as he roamed beside the brook,
his feet treading the elastic, velvety turf, and crushing
heedlessly late primrose and stray violet, his blood
quickened by the soft spring breeze, fragrant with
hawthorn and the smell of the moist brown earth, La
Boulaye’s happiness gathered strength from the
joy that on that day of spring seemed to invest all
Nature. An old-world song stole from his firm
lips-at first timidly, like a thing abashed in new
surroundings, then in bolder tones that echoed faintly
through the trees
“Si lé roi m’avait
donne
Paris, sa grande
ville,
Et qui’il me fallut quitter
L’amour de ma mie,
Je dirais au roi
Louis
Reprenez vôtre Paris.
J’aime mieux ma
mie, O gai!
J’aime mieux ma
mie!”
How mercurial a thing is a lover’s
heart! Here was one whose habits were of solemnity
and gloomy thought turned, so joyous that he could
sing aloud, alone in the midst of sunny Nature, for
no better reason than that Suzanne de Bellecour had
yesternight smiled as for some two minutes
by the clock she had stood speaking with
him.
“Presumptuous that I am,”
said he to the rivulet, to contradict himself the
next moment. “But no; the times are changing.
Soon we shall be equals all, as the good God made
us, and ”
He paused, and smiled pensively.
And as again the memory of her yesternight’s
kindness rose before him, his smile broadened; it became
a laugh that went ringing down the glade, scaring a
noisy thrush into silence and sending it flying in
affright across the scintillant waters of the brook.
Then that hearty laugh broke sharply off, as, behind
him, the sweetest voice in all the world demanded the
reason of this mad-sounding mirth.
La Boulaye’s breath seemed in
that instant to forsake him and he grew paler than
Nature and the writer’s desk had fashioned him.
Awkwardly he turned and made her a deep bow.
“Mademoiselle! You you
see that you surprised me!” he faltered, like
a fool. For how should he, whose only comrades
had been books, have learnt to bear himself in the
company of a woman, particularly when she belonged
to the ranks of those whom despite Rousseau
and his other dear philosophers he had
been for years in the habit of accounting his betters?
“Why, then, I am glad, Monsieur,
that I surprised you in so gay a humour for,
my faith, it is a rare enough thing.”
“True, lady,” said he
foolishly, yet politely agreeing with her, “it
is a rare thing.” And he sighed “Helas!”
At that the laughter leapt from her
young lips, and turned him hot and cold as he stood
awkwardly before her.
“I see that we shall have you
sad at the thought of how rare is happiness, you that
but a moment back were or so it seemed so
joyous. Or is it that my coming has overcast
the sky of your good humour?” she demanded archly.
He blushed like a school-girl, and
strenuously protested that it was not so. In
his haste he fell headlong into the sin of hastiness as
was but natural and said perhaps too much.
“Your coming, Mademoiselle?”
he echoed. “Nay but even had I been sad,
your coming must have dispelled my melancholy as the
coming of the sun dispels the mist upon the mountains.”
“A poet?” She mocked him
playfully, with a toss of black curls and a distracting
glance of eyes blue as the heavens above them.
“A poet, Monsieur, and I never suspected it,
for all that I held you a great scholar. My father
says you are.”
“Are we not all poets at some
season of our lives?” quoth he, for growing
accustomed to her presence ravished by it,
indeed his courage was returning fast and
urging him beyond the limits of discretion.
“And in what season may this
rhyming fancy touch us?” she asked. “Enlighten
me, Monsieur.”
He smiled, responsive to her merry
mood, and his courage ever swelling under the suasion
of it, he answered her in a fearless, daring fashion
that was oddly unlike his wont. But then, he was
that day a man transformed.
“It comes, Mademoiselle, upon
some spring morning such as this for is
not spring the mating season, and have not poets sung
of it, inspired and conquered by it? It comes
in the April of life, when in our hearts we bear the
first fragrant bud of what shall anon blossom into
a glorious summer bloom red as is Love’s livery
and perfumed beyond all else that God has set on earth
for man’s delight and thankfulness.”
The intensity with which he spoke,
and the essence of the speech itself, left her a moment
dumb with wonder and with an incomprehensible consternation,
born of some intuition not yet understood.
“And so, Monsieur, the Secretary,”
said she at last, a nervous laugh quivering in her
first words, “from all this wondrous verbiage
I am to take it that you love?”
“Aye, that I love, dear lady,”
he cried, his eyes so intent upon her that her glance
grew timid and fell before them. And then, a second
later, she could have screamed aloud in apprehension,
for the book of Jean Jacques Rousseau lay tumbled
in the grass where he had flung it, even as he flung
himself upon his knees before her. “You
may take it indeed that I love that I love
you, Mademoiselle.”
The audacious words being spoken,
his courage oozed away and anti-climax, followed.
He paled and trembled, yet he knelt on until she should
bid him rise, and furtively he watched her face.
He saw it darken; he saw the brows knit; he noted
the quickening breath, and in all these signs he read
his doom before she uttered it.
“Monsieur, monsieur,”
she answered him, and sad was her tone, “to what
lengths do you urge this springtime folly? Have
you forgotten so your station yes, and
mine that because I talk with you and laugh
with you, and am kind to you, you must presume to
speak to me in this fashion? What answer shall
I make you, Monsieur for I am not so cruel
that I can answer you as you deserve.”
An odd thing indeed was La Boulaye’s
courage. An instant ago he had felt a very coward,
and had quivered, appalled by the audacity of his own
words. Now that she assailed him thus, and taxed
him with that same audacity, the blood of anger rushed
to his face anger of the quality that has
its source in shame. In a second he was on his
feet before her, towering to the full of his lean
height. The words came from him in a hot stream,
which for reckless passion by far outvied his erstwhile
amatory address.
“My station?” he cried,
throwing wide his arms. “What fault lies
in my station? I am a secretary, a scholar, and
so, by academic right, a gentleman. Nay, Mademoiselle,
never laugh; do not mock me yet. In what do you
find me less a man than any of the vapid caperers that
fill your father’s salon? Is not my shape
as good? Are not my arms as strong, my hands
as deft, my wits as keen, and my soul as true?
Aye,” he pursued with another wild wave of his
long arms, “my attributes have all these virtues,
and yet you scorn me you scorn me because
of my station, so you say!”
How she had angered him! All
the pent-up gall of years against the supercilia of
the class from which she sprang surged in that moment
to his lips. He bethought him now of the thousand
humiliations his proud spirit had suffered at their
hands when he noted the disdain with which they addressed
him, speaking to him because he was compelled
to carve his living with a quill as though
he were less than mire. It was not so much against
her scorn of him that he voiced his bitter grievance,
but against the entire noblesse of France, which denied
him the right to carry a high head because he had
not been born of Madame la Duchesse,
Madame la Marquise, or Madame la Comtesse.
All the great thoughts of a wondrous transformation,
which had been sown in him by the revolutionary philosophers
he had devoured with such appreciation, welled up now,
and such scraps of that infinity of thought as could
find utterance he cast before the woman who had scorned
him for his station. Presumptuous he had accounted
himself but only until she had found him
so. By that the presumption, it seemed, had been
lifted from him, and he held that what he had said
to her of the love he bore her was no more than by
virtue of his manhood he had the right to say.
She drew back before him, and shrank
in some measure of fear, for he looked very fierce.
Moreover, he had said things which professed him a
revolutionist, and the revolutionists, whilst being
a class which she had been taught to despise and scorn,
dealt, she knew, in a violence which it might be ill
to excite.
“Monsieur,” she faltered,
and with her hand she clutched at her riding-habit
of green velvet, as if preparing to depart, “you
are not yourself. I am beyond measure desolated
that you should have so spoken to me. We have
been good friends, M. La Boulaye. Let us forget
this scene. Shall we?” Her tones grew seductively
conciliatory.
La Boulaye half turned from her, and
his smouldering eye fell upon “The Discourses”
lying on the grass. He stooped and picked up the
volume. The act might have seemed symbolical.
For a moment he had cast aside his creed to woo a
woman, and now that she had denied him he returned
to Rousseau, and gathered up the tome almost in penitence
at his momentary defection.
“I am quite myself, Mademoiselle,”
he answered quietly. His cheeks were flushed,
but beyond that, his excitement seemed to have withered.
“It is you who yesternight, for one brief moment
and again to-day were not yourself, and
to that you owe it that I have spoken to you as I have
done.”
Between these two it would seem as
the humour of the one waned, that of the other waxed.
Her glance kindled anew at his last words.
“I?” she echoed.
“I was not myself? What are you saying,
Monsieur the Secretary?”
“Last night, and again just
now, you were so kind, you you smiled so
sweetly ”
“Mon Dieu!” she exclaimed,
angrily interrupting him. “See what you
are for all your high-sounding vaunts of yourself
and your attributes! A woman may not smile upon
you, may not say one kind word to you, but you must
imagine you have made a conquest. Ma foi, you
and yours do not deserve to be treated as anything
but vassals. When we show you a kindness, see
how you abuse it. We extend to you our little
finger and you instantly lay claim to the whole arm.
Because last night I permitted myself to exchange
a jest with you, because I chance to be kind to you
again to-day, you repay me with insults!”
“Stop!” he cried, rousing
himself once more. “That is too much to
say, Mademoiselle. To tell a woman that you love
her is never to insult her. To be loved is never
to be slighted. Upon the meanest of His creatures
it is enjoined to love the same God whom the King loves,
and there is no insult to God in professing love for
Him. Would you make a woman more than that?”
“Monsieur, you put questions
I have no mind to answer; you suggest a discussion
I have no inclination to pursue. For you and me
let it suffice that I account myself affronted by
your words, your tone, and your manner. You drive
me to say these things; by your insistence you compel
me to be harsh. We will end this matter here and
now, Monsieur, and I will ask you to understand that
I never wish it reopened, else shall I be forced to
seek protection at the hands of my father or my brother.”
“You may seek it now, Suzanne,”
quoth a voice from the thicket at her back, a voice
which came to startle both of them though in different
ways. Before they had recovered from their surprise
the Marquis de Bellecour stood before them. He
was a tall man of some fifty years of age, but so
powerful of frame and so scrupulous in dress that he
might have conveyed an impression of more youth.
His face, though handsome in a high-bred way, was
puffed and of an unhealthy yellow. But the eyes
were as keen as the mouth was voluptuous, and in his
carefully dressed black hair there were few strands
of grey.
He came slowly forward, and his lowering
glance wandered from his daughter to his secretary
in inquiry. At last
“Well?” he demanded. “What
is the matter?”
“It is nothing, Monsieur,”
his daughter answered him. “A trifling affair
’twixt M. la Boulaye and me, with which I will
not trouble you.”
“It is not nothing, my lord,”
cried La Boulaye, his voice vibrating oddly.
“It is that I love your daughter and that I have
told her of it.” He was in a very daring
mood that morning.
The Marquis glanced at him in dull
amazement. Then a flush crept into his sallow
cheeks and mounted to his brow. An inarticulate
grunt came from his thick lips.
“Canaille!” he exclaimed,
through set teeth. “Can you have presumed
so far?”
He carried a riding-switch, and he
seemed to grasp it now in a manner peculiarly menacing.
But La Boulaye was nothing daunted. Lost he already
accounted himself, and on the strength of the logic
that if a man must hang, a sheep as well as a lamb
may be the cause of it, he took what chances the time
afforded him to pile up his debt.
“There is neither insolence
nor presumption in what I have done,” he answered,
giving back the Marquis look for look and scowl for
scowl. “You deem it so because I am the
secretary to the Marquis de Bellecour and she is the
daughter of that same Marquis. But these are no
more than the fortuitous circumstances in which we
chance to find ourselves. That she is a woman
must take rank before the fact that she is your daughter,
and that I am a man must take rank before the fact
that I am your secretary. Not, then, as your
secretary speaking to your daughter have I told this
lady that I love her, but as a man speaking to a woman.
To utter that should be nay, is the
right of every man; to hear it should be honouring
to every woman worthy of the name. In a primitive
condition ”
“A thousand devils!” blazed
the Marquis, unable longer to contain himself.
“Am I to have my ears offended by this braying?
Miserable scum, you shall be taught what is due to
your betters.”
His whip cracked suddenly, and the
lash leapt serpentlike into the air, to descend and
coil itself about La Boulaye’s head and face.
A cry broke from the young man, as much of pain as
of surprise, and as the lash was drawn back, he clapped
his hands to his seared face. But again he felt
it, cutting him now across the hand with which he had
masked himself. With a maddened roar he sprang
upon his aggressor. In height he was the equal
of the Marquis, but in weight he seemed to be scarce
more than the half of his opponent’s. Yet
a nervous strength dwelt unsuspected in those lean
arms and steely wrists.
Mademoiselle stood by looking on,
with parted lips and eyes that were intent and anxious.
She saw that figure, spare and lithe as a greyhound,
leap suddenly upon her father, and the next instant
the whip was in the secretary’s hands, and he
sprang back from the nobleman, who stood white and
quivering with rage, and perhaps, too, with some dismay.
“That I do not break it across
your back, M. lé Marquis, said the young man,”
as he snapped the whip on his knee, “you may
thank your years.” With that he flung the
two pieces wide into the sunlit waters of the brook.
“But I will have satisfaction, Monsieur.
I will take payment for this.” And he pointed
to the weal that disfigured his face.
“Satisfaction?” roared
the Marquis, hoarse in his passion. “Would
you demand satisfaction of me, animal?”
“No,” answered the young
man, with a wry smile. “Your years again
protect you. But you have a son, and if by to-morrow
it should come to pass that you have a son no more,
you may account yourself, through this” and
again he pointed to the weal “his
murderer.”
“Do you mean that you would
seek to cross swords with the Vicomte?” gasped
the nobleman, in an unbelief so great that it gained
the ascendency over his anger.
“That is what I mean, Monsieur.
In practice he has often done so. He shall do
so for once in actual earnest.”
“Fool!” was the contemptuous
answer, more coldly delivered now, for the Marquis
was getting himself in hand. “If you come
near Bellecour again, if you are so much as found
within the grounds of the park, I’ll have you
beaten to death by my grooms for your presumption.
Keep you the memory of that promise in mind, Sir Secretary,
and let it warn you to avoid Bellecour, as you would
a plague-house. Come, Suzanne,” he said,
turning abruptly to his daughter, “Enough of
this delightful morning have we already wasted on
this canaille.”
With that he offered her his wrist,
and so, without so much as another glance at La Boulaye,
she took her departure.
The secretary remained where they
had left him, pale of face saving the fortuitous
crimson mark which the whip had cut and
very sick at heart. The heat of the moment being
spent, he had leisure to contemplate his plight.
A scorned lover, a beaten man, a dismissed secretary!
He looked sorrowfully upon his volume of “The
Discourses,” and for the first time a doubt
crossed his mind touching the wisdom of old Jean Jacques.
Was there would there ever be any remedy for such
a condition of things as now prevailed?
Already the trees had hidden the Marquis
and his daughter from La Boulaye’s sight.
The young revolutionist felt weary and lonely dear
God, how lonely! neither kith nor kin had he, and of
late all the interest of his life saving
always that absorbed by Jean Jacques had
lain in watching Suzanne de Bellecour, and in loving
her silently and distantly. Now that little crumb
of comfort was to be his no more, he was to go away
from Bellecour, away from the sight of her for all
time. And he loved her, loved her, loved her!
He tossed his arms to Heaven with
a great sigh that was a sob almost, then he passed
his hands over his face, and as they came in contact
with the swollen ridge that scored it, love faded from
his mind, and vindictiveness came to fill its room.
“But for this,” he cried
aloud. “I shall take payment aye,
as there is a God!”
Then turning, and with “The
Discourses” held tightly to his side, he moved
slowly away, following the course of the gleaming waters.