The missionary of the Bonjour field
found me standing bag in hand upon the railway platform
watching my train steam away to the east. He
is glad to see me. I am of his own kind, and
there are so few of his kind about that his welcome
is strong and warm. He is brown and spare and
tough-looking. For six months he has driven along
the pitching trails and corduroy roads, drenched by
rains, scorched by suns, and pursued by the flies.
As to the flies there is something to be said.
They add much to the missionary’s burden, and
furnish unequaled opportunity for the exercise of
the Christian graces of patience and self-control.
In early spring they appear, and throughout the whole
summer they continue in varying forms, but in unvarying
persistence and ferocity. There are marsh flies,
the bulldogs, “which take the piece right out,”
the gray wings, the blue devils (local name), which
doubtless take several pieces right out, the mosquitoes,
unsleeping, unmerciful, unspeakable, the sand flies,
which go right in and disappear, and the black flies.
“When do they go away?” I asked
a native.
“Oh, them black fellows go away on snow-shoes.”
These each and all have taken a nip
and a suck from the missionary as he pushed on by
night and by day through their savage territory.
I glance at him, and sure enough they seem to have
got all the juice out of him, but they have left the
sinew and the bone. His nerve, too, is all there,
and his heart is sound and “under his ribs,”
which one of his admiring flock considers the right
spot.
It is Saturday afternoon, and we are
to drive to the farthest of his three stations to
be ready for the Communion Service there, at half-past
ten to-morrow morning.
“Where does it lie?” I ask.
“Oh, away beyond the Marshes,”
was the answer. Every one evidently knows where
the Great Marshes are.
But first we must drink a delicious
cup of tea from a brave young Scotchwoman, who has
learned the trick of making a home for her husband
and babies amid the limitations of Canadian wilds,
little like the Edinburgh home where she herself was
a baby, and which she left not so very long ago.
Then we must take a look at the new
manse of which the missionary feels he has the right
to be modestly proud, for it is mostly the work of
his own hand. He, like his great Master, is
a carpenter, and day and night in the pauses of his
preaching and visiting and studying, he has wrought
at it, getting such help as he can, till there it stands,
among the trees, the little cottage manse, announcing
to all that the mission has come to stay. The
front room, with writing-desk, book-shelf,
table, all of the missionary’s making, does for
reception and dining room, study, and parlor.
Behind it is the kitchen, with ingenious cupboards;
and opening off from this the bedroom, five by seven,
with bedstead and washstand, both home-made, and both
nailed fast to the wall. Altogether a snug little,
tight little house, going a long way to content one
with being a bachelor.
And now we hitch up Golddust, and
are off through the glorious yellow light and purple
haze of this September afternoon. Golddust is
the missionary’s horse, and evidently the missionary’s
weakness. His name, and as his owner thinks
his speed, his spirit, and other characteristics,
he inherits from his sire, Old Golddust of Western
racing fame. Old Golddust, if he has transmitted
his characteristics, must have been a horse of singular
modesty, for his son continues resolutely unwilling
throughout this drive to make any display of his nobler
qualities. By an extraordinary piece of good
fortune, due to an evil but unfair report of Golddust
in his young days, “they didn’t know how
to handle him.” the missionary had bought him
for twenty-five dollars! One result of the deal
has been an unlimited confidence on the part of the
missionary in his own horse-dealing instinct.
It is quite true that Golddust has not always shown
his present mild and trustful disposition. Indeed,
the missionary goes on to tell how, being loaned for
a day to a brother missionary up west, the horse had
returned in the evening much excited, but not much
the worse, with a pair of shafts dangling at his heels.
The missionary brother did not appear till the day
following, and then in a shocking bad temper.
“He was a Methodist brother, and didn’t
understand horses”; and the happy, far-away
look in the face of his present owner led me to doubt
whether that day’s exploit had lowered Golddust
in his estimation.
Meantime we are drinking deep of the
delights of this mellow afternoon. On either
side of our trail lie yellow harvest fields, narrow,
like those of eastern Canada, and set in frames of
green poplar bluffs that rustle and shimmer under
the softly going wind. Then on through scrub
we go, bumping over roots and pitching through holes,
till we suddenly push out from the scrub, and before
us lie the Marshes. There they sweep for miles
away, with their different grasses waving and whispering
under the steady blowing breeze, first the red-top,
then as the soil grows wet the blue-joint and the
swamp grass, and out of the standing water the dark
green reeds, and farthest in the tall, wild cane bowing
its stately, tasseled head. These red-top and
blue-joint reaches are the hay-lands of the settlers
about.
Skirting the edge of the Marshes,
we push again through straggling scrub, then past
more marshes, and into woods where we follow a winding
trail till it leads us into a little clearing.
In the center of the clearing stands a cluster of
log buildings stables of different kinds,
milk-house, the old shanty, and at a little distance
the new house, all looking snug and trim. Through
the bars we drive into the yard filled with cattle,
for the milking time is on.
A shy lad of ten, with sun-burned,
freckled face and good blue eyes, comes forward and
is greeted as “Donald” by the missionary.
“Hello, Donald, how are you?”
I ask, opening the conversation. Donald looks
at me and is inaudible, meanwhile unhitching Golddust
with marvelous rapidity.
“How many cattle have you, Donald?” I
venture again.
Donald evidently considered this a
reasonable question, for he answers in delicious Scotch:
“Abou-e-t the-r-r-h-ty.”
What a pity we can find no spelling
to reproduce that combination of guttural and aspirate
and the inimitable inflection of voice. It is
so delightful that I ask him again, and again the
answer comes with even more emphasis upon guttural
and aspirate, and an added curve to the inflection:
“Abou-e-t the-r-r-h-ty.”
My heart goes out to him, and watching
his neat, quick work with Golddust, I begin to understand
the look of thrift about the yard. It is the
mark of the “weel daein” Scot.
We go up to the door of the new log
house. Before the door are two broad, flat stones
washed clean. “Scotch again,” I say
to myself. Had I not seen them in many a Scotch
village in front of the little stone cottages, thatched
and decked with the climbing rose!
The door is opened by Mrs. McPhail.
That is not her name, of course. I am not going
to outrage the shy modesty of that little woman by
putting her name in bold print for all the world to
see. A dear little woman she is, bowed somewhat
with the burden of her life, but though her sweet
face is worn and thin, it is very bright, and now it
is aglow with welcome to her friend the missionary.
She welcomes me, too, but with a gentle reserve.
She is ready enough to give of her heart’s
wealth, but only to those she has learned to trust.
And my friend has gained a full reward for his six
months’ work in that he has won this woman’s
willing trust. When the flush called up by the
greeting dies, I see how pale she is, and I wonder
how the winds and frosts and fierce suns have left
so little trace upon the face of a Manitoba farmer’s
wife. I understand this later, but not now.
When she was a girl, her hair was
thick and fair, but now it is white and thin, and
is drawn smoothly back and fastened in a decent little
knot behind. Her eyes, once bright and blue,
are blue still, but faded, for tears, salt and hot,
have washed out the color. She wears a flannel
dress, simple and neat; and the collar at the neck
and the lace-edged kerchief at the breast and the
tidy daintiness of all about her make her a picture
of one who had been in her youth “a weel brocht-up
lass.”
Her house is her mirror. The
newly plastered, log-built walls are snow-white, the
pine floor snow-white, and when the cloth is spread
for tea, it, too, is snow-white. Upon the wall
hangs a row of graduated pewter platter covers.
How pathetically incongruous are they on the walls
of this Canadian log house! But they shine.
The table and the chairs shine. The spoons
and knives and glasses and dishes shine, glitter.
The whole kitchen is spotless, from the white window
blinds to the white floor, and there is a glitter
on every side, from the pathetic pewter covers on
the wall to the old silver teaspoons upon the table.
Mr. McPhail comes in, a small man
with a quiet, husky voice and a self-respecting manner.
His eye is clear and dark blue, and has a look of
intellect in it. When he speaks he has a way
of looking straight into you with a steady, thoughtful
gaze. A man would find it equally difficult
to doubt or to deceive him. The pioneer life
has bowed his body and subdued his spirit, but the
whole mass of his trials and the full weight of his
burdens have not broken his heart’s courage,
nor soured its sweetness, nor dimmed his hope in God.
We are invited to tea with an air
of apologetic cordiality. The food is fit for
princes home-made bread white and flaky,
butter yellow and sweet, eggs just from the nest,
and cream. There is cream enough for your tea,
for fruit, and to drink! Cake there is, too,
and other dainties; but not for me. No cake
nor dainty can tempt me from this bread and butter.
Queen Victoria has not better this night. I
much doubt if she has as good! God bless her!
At the head and foot of the table
sit the father and mother, and Alexander, Jean, and
Donald, with the missionary and myself, make up the
company. The children take their tea in silence
but for a whispered request now and then, or a reply
to some low-toned direction from the mother.
They listen interested in their elders’ talk,
and hugely amused at the jokes. There is no
pert interjection of smart sayings, so awful in ill-trained
children of ill-bred parents. They have learned
that ancient and almost forgotten doctrine that children
should be seen. I tell my best stories and make
my pet jokes just to see them laugh. They laugh,
as they do everything else, with a gentle reserve;
and occasionally Jean, a girl of fifteen, shy like
the rest, pulls herself up with a blush lest she has
been unduly moved to laughter. The mother presides
over all with a quiet efficiency, taking keen, intelligent
interest in the conversation, now and then putting
a revealing question, all the while keeping a watchful
eye upon the visitors’ plates lest they should
come near being empty.
The talk goes back to the old times.
But these people talk with difficulty when their
theme is themselves. But my interest and questions
draw their story from them.
Fifteen years ago the father and mother
left the cozy Glasgow home and the busy life of that
busy city, and came over sea and land with their little
girl and baby boy to Winnipeg. There they lived
for two years, till with the land-yearning in their
hearts they came out from the town to this far-back
spot away beyond the Marshes. Here they cut out
of the forest their home, and here they have lived
amid the quiet, cool woods ever since, remote from
the bustle and heat of the great world.
“Why to this place instead of to any other?”
I ask.
“There was the hay from the
Marshes to be sold, and the wood, too,” answered
the little man. “But,” he went on,
“I could not make much out of the wood, and
I was too old to learn, so I gave it up, and went into
Winnipeg to work at my trade. And, indeed,”
he added cheerfully, “I made very good wages
of it.”
I look at him and think of the day
when he gave up the fight with the wood, and came
in beaten to tell his wife how he must go to the city.
I know she smiled at him, her heart going down the
while, and cheered him, though she was like to despair
at the thought of the lonely winter. Ah, the
pathos of it! Did God help them that day?
Ay, and for many a day after. And may He forgive
all people whose lives overflow with plenty of everything,
and who fret their souls for petty ills.
Through the winter the snow piled
up round the shanty where lived the little fair-haired
woman and her little girl of nine years and two babies
now, thinking, talking, dreaming, weeping, waiting
for the spring and the home-coming of the father.
One of the horses died, and the other was sold.
Their places were taken by oxen. “And
the oxen are really very good; I like to work with
the oxen,” says the little man, with heroic
Scotch philosophy and invincible content. He
cannot have the best; he will make the best of what
he can have. Again, may God forgive us who fling
down tools because they are not the best, and refuse
to work, and fret instead.
Those days are all gone, but they
are not yet passed out of the life of this family.
They have left their stamp on heart and character
of these steadfast, gentle people, for they are a
part of all that they have met.
After tea I am told that I have not
yet seen Katie, and the manner of telling makes me
feel that there is something in store for me.
And so there is. I am taken across a narrow
hall and into another room, spotless as the kitchen,
the same white walls, white floor, and dainty curtains.
This is Katie’s room, and there upon a bed lies
Katie herself. I have come into the heart of
the home.
Katie is the eldest of the family.
She is the little girl of nine that stayed through
the long winter with the mother, and helped her with
the babies inside and the beasts outside, and was
the cheer and comfort of the house, while the father
was away in Winnipeg, brave little girl that she was.
She is now twenty-four, and for the last nine years
she has suffered from a mysterious and painful illness,
and now for eighteen months she has lain upon her
bed and she cannot rise. We all have in us the
beast feeling that shrinks from the weak and wounded;
but when I look at Katie there is no shrinking in me.
Her face has not a sign of fretful weakness.
It seems as if it had caught the glitter of the home,
of the pewter covers, and the old silver teaspoons.
It is bright. That is its characteristic.
The broad brow is smooth, and the mouth, though showing
the lines of suffering what control these
lines suggest! is firm and content.
The dark eyes look out from under their straight
black brows with a friendly searching. “Come
near,” they say; “are you to be trusted?”
and you know you are being found out. But they
are kindly eyes and full of peace, with none of that
look in them that shows when the heart is anxious
or sore. The face, the mouth, the eyes, tell
the same tale of a soul that has left its storms behind
and has made the haven, though not without sign of
the rough weather without.
There is no sick-room feeling here.
The coverlet, the sheets, the night-dress, with frills
at the breast and wrists everything about
Katie is sweet and fresh. Every morning of her
life she is sponged and dressed and “freshed
up a bit” by her mother’s loving hands.
It takes an hour to do it, and there are many household
cares; but what an hour that is! What talk,
what gentle, tearful jokes, what tender touches!
The hour is one of sacrament to them both, for He is
always there in whose presence they are reverent and
glad.
We “take the books,” and
I am asked to be priest. One needs his holy
garments in a sanctuary like this. After the
evening worship is over I talk with Katie.
“Don’t you feel the time
long? Don’t you grow weary sometimes?”
“No! Oh, no!” with slight surprise.
“I am content.”
“But surely you get lonely blue now
and then?”
“Lonely?” with the brightest of smiles.
“Oh, no! They are all here.”
Heaven forgive me! I had thought
she perhaps might have wanted some of the world’s
cheerful distraction.
“But was it always so? Didn’t you
fret at the first?” I persisted.
“No, not at the first.”
“That means that bad times came afterwards?”
“Yes,” she answers slowly,
and a faint red comes up in her cheek as if from shame.
“After the first six months I found it pretty
hard.”
I wait, not sure what thoughts I have
brought to her, and then she goes on:
“It was hard to see my mother
tired with the work, and Jean could not get to school”;
and she could go no further.
“But that all passed away?” I asked, after
a pause.
“Oh, yes!” and her smile
says much. It was the memory of her triumph
that brought her smile, and it illumined her face.
My words came slowly. I could
not comfort where comfort was not needed. I
could not pity, facing a smile like that; and it seemed
hard to rejoice over one whose days were often full
of pain. But it came to me to say:
“He has done much for you; and
you are doing much for Him.”
“Yes: He has done much
for me.” But she would go no further.
Her service seemed small to her, but to me it seemed
great and high. We, in our full blood and unbroken
life, have our work, our common work, but this high
work is not for us we are not good enough.
This He keeps for those His love makes pure by pain.
This would almost make one content to suffer.
Next morning we all went to the little
log school, where the Communion service was to be
held all but the father and Katie.
“You have done me much good,”
I could not but say before I left; “and you
are a blessing in your home.”
The color rose in her pale cheek, but she only said:
“I am glad you were sent to us.”
Then I came away, humbly and softly,
feeling as if I had been in a holy place, where I
was not worthy to stand. And a holy place it
will ever be to me the white room, the
spotless white room, lit by the glory of that bright,
sweet, patient face. At the Table that day the
mother’s face had the same glory the
glory of those that overcome, the reflection of the
glory to follow. Happy, blessed home! The
snows may pile up into the bluff and the blizzards
sweep over the whistling reeds of the Marshes, but
nothing can chill the love or dim the hopes that warm
and brighten the hearts in the little log house Beyond
the Marshes, for they have their source from that
high place where love never faileth and hopes never
disappoint.