Compensation.
The wings of Time are black and white,
Pied with morning and with night.
Mountain tall and ocean deep
Trembling balance duly keep.
In changing moon, in tidal wave,
Glows the feud of Want and Have.
Gauge of more and less through space
Electric star and pencil plays.
The lonely Earth amid the balls
That hurry through the eternal halls,
A makeweight flying to the void,
Supplemental asteroid,
Or compensatory spark,
Shoots across the neutral Dark.
Mans the elm, and Wealth the vine,
Stanch and strong the tendrils twine:
Though the frail ringlets thee deceive,
None from its stock that vine can reave.
Fear not, then, thou child infirm,
Theres no god dare wrong a worm.
Laurel crowns cleave to deserts
And power to him who power exerts;
Hast not thy share? On winged feet,
Lo! it rushes thee to meet;
And all that Nature made thy own,
Floating in air or pent in stone,
Will rive the hills and swim the sea
And, like thy shadow, follow thee.
Ever since I was a boy I have wished
to write a discourse on Compensation; for it seemed
to me when very young that on this subject life was
ahead of theology and the people knew more than the
preachers taught. The documents too from which
the doctrine is to be drawn, charmed my fancy by their
endless variety, and lay always before me, even in
sleep; for they are the tools in our hands, the bread
in our basket, the transactions of the street, the
farm and the dwelling-house; greetings, relations,
debts and credits, the influence of character, the
nature and endowment of all men. It seemed to
me also that in it might be shown men a ray of divinity,
the present action of the soul of this world, clean
from all vestige of tradition; and so the heart of
man might be bathed by an inundation of eternal love,
conversing with that which he knows was always and
always must be, because it really is now. It
appeared moreover that if this doctrine could be stated
in terms with any resemblance to those bright intuitions
in which this truth is sometimes revealed to us, it
would be a star in many dark hours and crooked passages
in our journey, that would not suffer us to lose our
way.
I was lately confirmed in these desires
by hearing a sermon at church. The preacher,
a man esteemed for his orthodoxy, unfolded in the ordinary
manner the doctrine of the Last Judgment. He assumed
that judgment is not executed in this world; that
the wicked are successful; that the good are miserable;
and then urged from reason and from Scripture a compensation
to be made to both parties in the next life. No
offence appeared to be taken by the congregation at
this doctrine. As far as I could observe when
the meeting broke up they separated without remark
on the sermon.
Yet what was the import of this teaching?
What did the preacher mean by saying that the good
are miserable in the present life? Was it that
houses and lands, offices, wine, horses, dress, luxury,
are had by unprincipled men, whilst the saints are
poor and despised; and that a compensation is to be
made to these last hereafter, by giving them the like
gratifications another day, bank-stock and
doubloons, venison and champagne? This must be
the compensation intended; for what else? Is it
that they are to have leave to pray and praise? to
love and serve men? Why, that they can do now.
The legitimate inference the disciple would draw was, ’We
are to have such a good time as the sinners have now’; or,
to push it to its extreme import, ’You
sin now; we shall sin by and by; we would sin now,
if we could; not being successful, we expect our revenge
to-morrow.’
The fallacy lay in the immense concession
that the bad are successful; that justice is not done
now. The blindness of the preacher consisted in
deferring to the base estimate of the market of what
constitutes a manly success, instead of confronting
and convicting the world from the truth; announcing
the presence of the soul; the omnipotence of the will;
and so establishing the standard of good and ill,
of success and falsehood.
I find a similar base tone in the
popular religious works of the day and the same doctrines
assumed by the literary men when occasionally they
treat the related topics. I think that our popular
theology has gained in decorum, and not in principle,
over the superstitions it has displaced. But
men are better than their theology. Their daily
life gives it the lie. Every ingenuous and aspiring
soul leaves the doctrine behind him in his own experience,
and all men feel sometimes the falsehood which they
cannot demonstrate. For men are wiser than they
know. That which they hear in schools and pulpits
without afterthought, if said in conversation would
probably be questioned in silence. If a man dogmatize
in a mixed company on Providence and the divine laws,
he is answered by a silence which conveys well enough
to an observer the dissatisfaction of the hearer,
but his incapacity to make his own statement.
I shall attempt in this and the following
chapter to record some facts that indicate the path
of the law of Compensation; happy beyond my expectation
if I shall truly draw the smallest arc of this circle.
Polarity, or action and reaction,
we meet in every part of nature; in darkness and light;
in heat and cold; in the ebb and flow of waters; in
male and female; in the inspiration and expiration
of plants and animals; in the equation of quantity
and quality in the fluids of the animal body; in the
systole and diastole of the heart; in the undulations
of fluids, and of sound; in the centrifugal and centripetal
gravity; in electricity, galvanism, and chemical affinity.
Superinduce magnetism at one end of a needle, the
opposite magnetism takes place at the other end.
If the south attracts, the north repels. To empty
here, you must condense there. An inevitable
dualism bisects nature, so that each thing is a half,
and suggests another thing to make it whole; as, spirit,
matter; man, woman; odd, even; subjective, objective;
in, out; upper, under; motion, rest; yea, nay.
Whilst the world is thus dual, so
is every one of its parts. The entire system
of things gets represented in every particle.
There is somewhat that resembles the ebb and flow
of the sea, day and night, man and woman, in a single
needle of the pine, in a kernel of corn, in each individual
of every animal tribe. The reaction, so grand
in the elements, is repeated within these small boundaries.
For example, in the animal kingdom the physiologist
has observed that no creatures are favorites, but
a certain compensation balances every gift and every
defect. A surplusage given to one part is paid
out of a reduction from another part of the same creature.
If the head and neck are enlarged, the trunk and extremities
are cut short.
The theory of the mechanic forces
is another example. What we gain in power is
lost in time, and the converse. The periodic or
compensating errors of the planets is another instance.
The influences of climate and soil in political history
are another. The cold climate invigorates.
The barren soil does not breed fevers, crocodiles,
tigers or scorpions.
The same dualism underlies the nature
and condition of man. Every excess causes a defect;
every defect an excess. Every sweet hath its sour;
every evil its good. Every faculty which is a
receiver of pleasure has an equal penalty put on its
abuse. It is to answer for its moderation with
its life. For every grain of wit there is a grain
of folly. For every thing you have missed, you
have gained something else; and for every thing you
gain, you lose something. If riches increase,
they are increased that use them. If the gatherer
gathers too much, Nature takes out of the man what
she puts into his chest; swells the estate, but kills
the owner. Nature hates monopolies and exceptions.
The waves of the sea do not more speedily seek a level
from their loftiest tossing than the varieties of
condition tend to equalize themselves. There is
always some levelling circumstance that puts down the
overbearing, the strong, the rich, the fortunate,
substantially on the same ground with all others.
Is a man too strong and fierce for society and by temper
and position a bad citizen, a morose ruffian,
with a dash of the pirate in him? Nature
sends him a troop of pretty sons and daughters who
are getting along in the dame’s classes at the
village school, and love and fear for them smooths
his grim scowl to courtesy. Thus she contrives
to intenerate the granite and felspar, takes the boar
out and puts the lamb in and keeps her balance true.
The farmer imagines power and place
are fine things. But the President has paid dear
for his White House. It has commonly cost him
all his peace, and the best of his manly attributes.
To preserve for a short time so conspicuous an appearance
before the world, he is content to eat dust before
the real masters who stand erect behind the throne.
Or, do men desire the more substantial and permanent
grandeur of genius? Neither has this an immunity.
He who by force of will or of thought is great and
overlooks thousands, has the charges of that eminence.
With every influx of light comes new danger.
Has he light? he must bear witness to the light, and
always outrun that sympathy which gives him such keen
satisfaction, by his fidelity to new revelations of
the incessant soul. He must hate father and mother,
wife and child. Has he all that the world loves
and admires and covets? he must cast behind
him their admiration, and afflict them by faithfulness
to his truth, and become a byword and a hissing.
This law writes the laws of cities
and nations. It is in vain to build or plot or
combine against it. Things refuse to be mismanaged
long. Res nolunt diu male administrari.
Though no checks to a new evil appear, the checks
exist, and will appear. If the government is cruel,
the governor’s life is not safe. If you
tax too high, the revenue will yield nothing.
If you make the criminal code sanguinary, juries will
not convict. If the law is too mild, private vengeance
comes in. If the government is a terrific democracy,
the pressure is resisted by an over-charge of energy
in the citizen, and life glows with a fiercer flame.
The true life and satisfactions of man seem to elude
the utmost rigors or felicities of condition and to
establish themselves with great indifferency under
all varieties of circumstances. Under all governments
the influence of character remains the same, in
Turkey and in New England about alike. Under
the primeval despots of Egypt, history honestly confesses
that man must have been as free as culture could make
him.
These appearances indicate the fact
that the universe is represented in every one of its
particles. Every thing in nature contains all
the powers of nature. Every thing is made of one
hidden stuff; as the naturalist sees one type under
every metamorphosis, and regards a horse as a running
man, a fish as a swimming man, a bird as a flying man,
a tree as a rooted man. Each new form repeats
not only the main character of the type, but part
for part all the details, all the aims, furtherances,
hindrances, energies and whole system of every other.
Every occupation, trade, art, transaction, is a compend
of the world and a correlative of every other.
Each one is an entire emblem of human life; of its
good and ill, its trials, its enemies, its course and
its end. And each one must somehow accommodate
the whole man and recite all his destiny.
The world globes itself in a drop
of dew. The microscope cannot find the animalcule
which is less perfect for being little. Eyes,
ears, taste, smell, motion, resistance, appetite,
and organs of reproduction that take hold on eternity, all
find room to consist in the small creature. So
do we put our life into every act. The true doctrine
of omnipresence is that God reappears with all his
parts in every moss and cobweb. The value of
the universe contrives to throw itself into every point.
If the good is there, so is the evil; if the affinity,
so the repulsion; if the force, so the limitation.
Thus is the universe alive. All
things are moral. That soul which within us is
a sentiment, outside of us is a law. We feel its
inspiration; out there in history we can see its fatal
strength. “It is in the world, and the
world was made by it.” Justice is not postponed.
A perfect equity adjusts its balance in all parts
of life. Hoi kuboi Dios aei eupiptousi, The
dice of God are always loaded. The world looks
like a multiplication-table, or a mathematical equation,
which, turn it how you will, balances itself.
Take what figure you will, its exact value, nor more
nor less, still returns to you. Every secret is
told, every crime is punished, every virtue rewarded,
every wrong redressed, in silence and certainty.
What we call retribution is the universal necessity
by which the whole appears wherever a part appears.
If you see smoke, there must be fire. If you
see a hand or a limb, you know that the trunk to which
it belongs is there behind.
Every act rewards itself, or, in other
words integrates itself, in a twofold manner; first
in the thing, or in real nature; and secondly in the
circumstance, or in apparent nature. Men call
the circumstance the retribution. The causal
retribution is in the thing and is seen by the soul.
The retribution in the circumstance is seen by the
understanding; it is inseparable from the thing, but
is often spread over a long time and so does not become
distinct until after many years. The specific
stripes may follow late after the offence, but they
follow because they accompany it. Crime and punishment
grow out of one stem. Punishment is a fruit that
unsuspected ripens within the flower of the pleasure
which concealed it. Cause and effect, means and
ends, seed and fruit, cannot be severed; for the effect
already blooms in the cause, the end preexists in
the means, the fruit in the seed.
Whilst thus the world will be whole
and refuses to be disparted, we seek to act partially,
to sunder, to appropriate; for example, to
gratify the senses we sever the pleasure of the senses
from the needs of the character. The ingenuity
of man has always been dedicated to the solution of
one problem, how to detach the sensual sweet,
the sensual strong, the sensual bright, etc.,
from the moral sweet, the moral deep, the moral fair;
that is, again, to contrive to cut clean off this upper
surface so thin as to leave it bottomless; to get a
one end, without an other end. The soul says,
‘Eat;’ the body would feast. The soul
says, ‘The man and woman shall be one flesh
and one soul;’ the body would join the flesh
only. The soul says, ’Have dominion over
all things to the ends of virtue;’ the body
would have the power over things to its own ends.
The soul strives amain to live and
work through all things. It would be the only
fact. All things shall be added unto it, power,
pleasure, knowledge, beauty. The particular man
aims to be somebody; to set up for himself; to truck
and higgle for a private good; and, in particulars,
to ride that he may ride; to dress that he may be
dressed; to eat that he may eat; and to govern, that
he may be seen. Men seek to be great; they would
have offices, wealth, power, and fame. They think
that to be great is to possess one side of nature, the
sweet, without the other side, the bitter.
This dividing and detaching is steadily
counteracted. Up to this day it must be owned
no projector has had the smallest success. The
parted water reunites behind our hand. Pleasure
is taken out of pleasant things, profit out of profitable
things, power out of strong things, as soon as we
seek to separate them from the whole. We can no
more halve things and get the sensual good, by itself,
than we can get an inside that shall have no outside,
or a light without a shadow. “Drive out
Nature with a fork, she comes running back.”
Life invests itself with inevitable
conditions, which the unwise seek to dodge, which
one and another brags that he does not know, that they
do not touch him; but the brag is on his
lips, the conditions are in his soul. If he escapes
them in one part they attack him in another more vital
part. If he has escaped them in form and in the
appearance, it is because he has resisted his life
and fled from himself, and the retribution is so much
death. So signal is the failure of all attempts
to make this separation of the good from the tax, that
the experiment would not be tried, since
to try it is to be mad, but for the circumstance,
that when the disease began in the will, of rebellion
and separation, the intellect is at once infected,
so that the man ceases to see God whole in each object,
but is able to see the sensual allurement of an object
and not see the sensual hurt; he sees the mermaid’s
head but not the dragon’s tail, and thinks he
can cut off that which he would have from that which
he would not have. “How secret art thou
who dwellest in the highest heavens in silence, O thou
only great God, sprinkling with an unwearied providence
certain penal blindnesses upon such as have unbridled
desires!”
1 St. Augustine, Confessions,
B. I.
The human soul is true to these facts
in the painting of fable, of history, of law, of proverbs,
of conversation. It finds a tongue in literature
unawares. Thus the Greeks called Jupiter, Supreme
Mind; but having traditionally ascribed to him many
base actions, they involuntarily made amends to reason
by tying up the hands of so bad a god. He is
made as helpless as a king of England. Prometheus
knows one secret which Jove must bargain for; Minerva,
another. He cannot get his own thunders; Minerva
keeps the key of them:
“Of all the gods,
I only know the keys
That ope the solid
doors within whose vaults
His thunders sleep.”
A plain confession of the in-working
of the All and of its moral aim. The Indian mythology
ends in the same ethics; and it would seem impossible
for any fable to be invented and get any currency which
was not moral. Aurora forgot to ask youth for
her lover, and though Tithonus is immortal, he is
old. Achilles is not quite invulnerable; the sacred
waters did not wash the heel by which Thetis held him.
Siegfried, in the Nibelungen, is not quite immortal,
for a leaf fell on his back whilst he was bathing
in the dragon’s blood, and that spot which it
covered is mortal. And so it must be. There
is a crack in every thing God has made. It would
seem there is always this vindictive circumstance stealing
in at unawares even into the wild poesy in which the
human fancy attempted to make bold holiday and to
shake itself free of the old laws, this
back-stroke, this kick of the gun, certifying that
the law is fatal; that in nature nothing can be given,
all things are sold.
This is that ancient doctrine of Nemesis,
who keeps watch in the universe and lets no offence
go unchastised. The Furies they said are attendants
on justice, and if the sun in heaven should transgress
his path they would punish him. The poets related
that stone walls and iron swords and leathern thongs
had an occult sympathy with the wrongs of their owners;
that the belt which Ajax gave Hector dragged the Trojan
hero over the field at the wheels of the car of Achilles,
and the sword which Hector gave Ajax was that on whose
point Ajax fell. They recorded that when the
Thasians erected a statue to Theagenes, a victor in
the games, one of his rivals went to it by night and
endeavored to throw it down by repeated blows, until
at last he moved it from its pedestal and was crushed
to death beneath its fall.
This voice of fable has in it somewhat
divine. It came from thought above the will of
the writer. That is the best part of each writer
which has nothing private in it; that which he does
not know; that which flowed out of his constitution
and not from his too active invention; that which
in the study of a single artist you might not easily
find, but in the study of many you would abstract
as the spirit of them all. Phidias it is not,
but the work of man in that early Hellenic world that
I would know. The name and circumstance of Phidias,
however convenient for history, embarrass when we
come to the highest criticism. We are to see
that which man was tending to do in a given period,
and was hindered, or, if you will, modified in doing,
by the interfering volitions of Phidias, of Dante,
of Shakspeare, the organ whereby man at the moment
wrought.
Still more striking is the expression
of this fact in the proverbs of all nations, which
are always the literature of reason, or the statements
of an absolute truth without qualification. Proverbs,
like the sacred books of each nation, are the sanctuary
of the intuitions. That which the droning world,
chained to appearances, will not allow the realist
to say in his own words, it will suffer him to say
in proverbs without contradiction. And this law
of laws, which the pulpit, the senate and the college
deny, is hourly preached in all markets and workshops
by flights of proverbs, whose teaching is as true and
as omnipresent as that of birds and flies.
All things are double, one against
another. Tit for tat; an eye for an eye;
a tooth for a tooth; blood for blood; measure for measure;
love for love. Give and it shall be given
you. He that watereth shall be watered
himself. What will you have? quoth God;
pay for it and take it. Nothing venture,
nothing have. Thou shalt be paid exactly
for what thou hast done, no more, no less. Who
doth not work shall not eat. Harm watch,
harm catch. Curses always recoil on the
head of him who imprecates them. If you
put a chain around the neck of a slave, the other
end fastens itself around your own. Bad
counsel confounds the adviser. The Devil
is an ass.
It is thus written, because it is
thus in life. Our action is overmastered and
characterized above our will by the law of nature.
We aim at a petty end quite aside from the public good,
but our act arranges itself by irresistible magnetism
in a line with the poles of the world.
A man cannot speak but he judges himself.
With his will or against his will he draws his portrait
to the eye of his companions by every word. Every
opinion reacts on him who utters it. It is a thread-ball
thrown at a mark, but the other end remains in the
thrower’s bag. Or rather it is a harpoon
hurled at the whale, unwinding, as it flies, a coil
of cord in the boat, and, if the harpoon is not good,
or not well thrown, it will go nigh to cut the steersman
in twain or to sink the boat.
You cannot do wrong without suffering
wrong. “No man had ever a point of pride
that was not injurious to him,” said Burke.
The exclusive in fashionable life does not see that
he excludes himself from enjoyment, in the attempt
to appropriate it. The exclusionist in religion
does not see that he shuts the door of heaven on himself,
in striving to shut out others. Treat men as
pawns and ninepins and you shall suffer as well as
they. If you leave out their heart, you shall
lose your own. The senses would make things of
all persons; of women, of children, of the poor.
The vulgar proverb, “I will get it from his purse
or get it from his skin,” is sound philosophy.
All infractions of love and equity
in our social relations are speedily punished.
They are punished by fear. Whilst I stand in simple
relations to my fellow-man, I have no displeasure
in meeting him. We meet as water meets water,
or as two currents of air mix, with perfect diffusion
and interpenetration of nature. But as soon as
there is any departure from simplicity, and attempt
at halfness, or good for me that is not good for him,
my neighbor feels the wrong; he shrinks from me as
far as I have shrunk from him; his eyes no longer
seek mine; there is war between us; there is hate
in him and fear in me.
All the old abuses in society, universal
and particular, all unjust accumulations of property
and power, are avenged in the same manner. Fear
is an instructor of great sagacity and the herald of
all revolutions. One thing he teaches, that there
is rottenness where he appears. He is a carrion
crow, and though you see not well what he hovers for,
there is death somewhere. Our property is timid,
our laws are timid, our cultivated classes are timid.
Fear for ages has boded and mowed and gibbered over
government and property. That obscene bird is
not there for nothing. He indicates great wrongs
which must be revised.
Of the like nature is that expectation
of change which instantly follows the suspension of
our voluntary activity. The terror of cloudless
noon, the emerald of Polycrates, the awe of prosperity,
the instinct which leads every generous soul to impose
on itself tasks of a noble asceticism and vicarious
virtue, are the tremblings of the balance of justice
through the heart and mind of man.
Experienced men of the world know
very well that it is best to pay scot and lot as they
go along, and that a man often pays dear for a small
frugality. The borrower runs in his own debt.
Has a man gained any thing who has received a hundred
favors and rendered none? Has he gained by borrowing,
through indolence or cunning, his neighbor’s
wares, or horses, or money? There arises on the
deed the instant acknowledgment of benefit on the
one part and of debt on the other; that is, of superiority
and inferiority. The transaction remains in the
memory of himself and his neighbor; and every new
transaction alters according to its nature their relation
to each other. He may soon come to see that he
had better have broken his own bones than to have ridden
in his neighbor’s coach, and that “the
highest price he can pay for a thing is to ask for
it.”
A wise man will extend this lesson
to all parts of life, and know that it is the part
of prudence to face every claimant and pay every just
demand on your time, your talents, or your heart.
Always pay; for first or last you must pay your entire
debt. Persons and events may stand for a time
between you and justice, but it is only a postponement.
You must pay at last your own debt. If you are
wise you will dread a prosperity which only loads
you with more. Benefit is the end of nature.
But for every benefit which you receive, a tax is
levied. He is great who confers the most benefits.
He is base, and that is the one base thing
in the universe, to receive favors and render
none. In the order of nature we cannot render
benefits to those from whom we receive them, or only
seldom. But the benefit we receive must be rendered
again, line for line, deed for deed, cent for cent,
to somebody. Beware of too much good staying
in your hand. It will fast corrupt and worm worms.
Pay it away quickly in some sort.
Labor is watched over by the same
pitiless laws. Cheapest, say the prudent, is
the dearest labor. What we buy in a broom, a mat,
a wagon, a knife, is some application of good sense
to a common want. It is best to pay in your land
a skilful gardener, or to buy good sense applied to
gardening; in your sailor, good sense applied to navigation;
in the house, good sense applied to cooking, sewing,
serving; in your agent, good sense applied to accounts
and affairs. So do you multiply your presence,
or spread yourself throughout your estate. But
because of the dual constitution of things, in labor
as in life there can be no cheating. The thief
steals from himself. The swindler swindles himself.
For the real price of labor is knowledge and virtue,
whereof wealth and credit are signs. These signs,
like paper money, may be counterfeited or stolen,
but that which they represent, namely, knowledge and
virtue, cannot be counterfeited or stolen. These
ends of labor cannot be answered but by real exertions
of the mind, and in obedience to pure motives.
The cheat, the defaulter, the gambler, cannot extort
the knowledge of material and moral nature which his
honest care and pains yield to the operative.
The law of nature is, Do the thing, and you shall
have the Power; but they who do not the thing have
not the power.
Human labor, through all its forms,
from the sharpening of a stake to the construction
of a city or an epic, is one immense illustration of
the perfect compensation of the universe. The
absolute balance of Give and Take, the doctrine that
every thing has its price, and if that
price is not paid, not that thing but something else
is obtained, and that it is impossible to get any
thing without its price, is not less sublime
in the columns of a leger than in the budgets
of states, in the laws of light and darkness, in all
the action and reaction of nature. I cannot doubt
that the high laws which each man sees implicated in
those processes with which he is conversant, the stern
ethics which sparkle on his chisel-edge, which are
measured out by his plumb and foot-rule, which stand
as manifest in the footing of the shop-bill as in the
history of a state, do recommend to him
his trade, and though seldom named, exalt his business
to his imagination.
The league between virtue and nature
engages all things to assume a hostile front to vice.
The beautiful laws and substances of the world persecute
and whip the traitor. He finds that things are
arranged for truth and benefit, but there is no den
in the wide world to hide a rogue. Commit a crime,
and the earth is made of glass. Commit a crime,
and it seems as if a coat of snow fell on the ground,
such as reveals in the woods the track of every partridge
and fox and squirrel and mole. You cannot recall
the spoken word, you cannot wipe out the foot-track,
you cannot draw up the ladder, so as to leave no inlet
or clew. Some damning circumstance always transpires.
The laws and substances of nature, water,
snow, wind, gravitation, become penalties
to the thief.
On the other hand the law holds with
equal sureness for all right action. Love, and
you shall be loved. All love is mathematically
just, as much as the two sides of an algebraic equation.
The good man has absolute good, which like fire turns
every thing to its own nature, so that you cannot
do him any harm; but as the royal armies sent against
Napoleon, when he approached cast down their colors
and from enemies became friends, so disasters of all
kinds, as sickness, offence, poverty, prove benefactors:
“Winds blow
and waters roll
Strength to the brave, and power and deity,
Yet in themselves are nothing.”
The good are befriended even by weakness
and defect. As no man had ever a point of pride
that was not injurious to him, so no man had ever a
defect that was not somewhere made useful to him.
The stag in the fable admired his horns and blamed
his feet, but when the hunter came, his feet saved
him, and afterwards, caught in the thicket, his horns
destroyed him. Every man in his lifetime needs
to thank his faults. As no man thoroughly understands
a truth until he has contended against it, so no man
has a thorough acquaintance with the hindrances or
talents of men until he has suffered from the one
and seen the triumph of the other over his own want
of the same. Has he a defect of temper that unfits
him to live in society? Thereby he is driven
to entertain himself alone and acquire habits of self-help;
and thus, like the wounded oyster, he mends his shell
with pearl.
Our strength grows out of our weakness.
The indignation which arms itself with secret forces
does not awaken until we are pricked and stung and
sorely assailed. A great man is always willing
to be little. Whilst he sits on the cushion of
advantages, he goes to sleep. When he is pushed,
tormented, defeated, he has a chance to learn something;
he has been put on his wits, on his manhood; he has
gained facts; learns his ignorance; is cured of the
insanity of conceit; has got moderation and real skill.
The wise man throws himself on the side of his assailants.
It is more his interest than it is theirs to find his
weak point. The wound cicatrizes and falls
off from him like a dead skin and when they would
triumph, lo! he has passed on invulnerable. Blame
is safer than praise. I hate to be defended in
a newspaper. As long as all that is said is said
against me, I feel a certain assurance of success.
But as soon as honeyed words of praise are spoken
for me I feel as one that lies unprotected before
his enemies. In general, every evil to which we
do not succumb is a benefactor. As the Sandwich
Islander believes that the strength and valor of the
enemy he kills passes into himself, so we gain the
strength of the temptation we resist.
The same guards which protect us from
disaster, defect, and enmity, defend us, if we will,
from selfishness and fraud. Bolts and bars are
not the best of our institutions, nor is shrewdness
in trade a mark of wisdom. Men suffer all their
life long under the foolish superstition that they
can be cheated. But it is as impossible for a
man to be cheated by any one but himself, as for a
thing to be and not to be at the same time. There
is a third silent party to all our bargains. The
nature and soul of things takes on itself the guaranty
of the fulfilment of every contract, so that honest
service cannot come to loss. If you serve an
ungrateful master, serve him the more. Put God
in your debt. Every stroke shall be repaid.
The longer The payment is withholden, the better for
you; for compound interest on compound interest is
the rate and usage of this exchequer.
The history of persecution is a history
of endeavors to cheat nature, to make water run up
hill, to twist a rope of sand. It makes no difference
whether the actors be many or one, a tyrant or a mob.
A mob is a society of bodies voluntarily bereaving
themselves of reason and traversing its work.
The mob is man voluntarily descending to the nature
of the beast. Its fit hour of activity is night.
Its actions are insane like its whole constitution.
It persecutes a principle; it would whip a right; it
would tar and feather justice, by inflicting fire
and outrage upon the houses and persons of those who
have these. It resembles the prank of boys, who
run with fire-engines to put out the ruddy aurora streaming
to the stars. The inviolate spirit turns their
spite against the wrongdoers. The martyr cannot
be dishonored. Every lash inflicted is a tongue
of fame; every prison, a more illustrious abode; every
burned book or house enlightens the world; every suppressed
or expunged word reverberates through the earth from
side to side. Hours of sanity and consideration
are always arriving to communities, as to individuals,
when the truth is seen and the martyrs are justified.
Thus do all things preach the indifferency
of circumstances. The man is all. Every
thing has two sides, a good and an evil. Every
advantage has its tax. I learn to be content.
But the doctrine of compensation is not the doctrine
of indifferency. The thoughtless say, on hearing
these representations, What boots it to
do well? there is one event to good and evil; if I
gain any good I must pay for it; if I lose any good
I gain some other; all actions are indifferent.
There is a deeper fact in the soul
than compensation, to wit, its own nature. The
soul is not a compensation, but a life. The soul
is. Under all this running sea of circumstance,
whose waters ebb and flow with perfect balance, lies
the aboriginal abyss of real Being. Essence,
or God, is not a relation or a part, but the whole.
Being is the vast affirmative, excluding negation,
self-balanced, and swallowing up all relations, parts
and times within itself. Nature, truth, virtue,
are the influx from thence. Vice is the absence
or departure of the same. Nothing, Falsehood,
may indeed stand as the great Night or shade on which
as a background the living universe paints itself forth,
but no fact is begotten by it; it cannot work, for
it is not. It cannot work any good; it cannot
work any harm. It is harm inasmuch as it is worse
not to be than to be.
We feel defrauded of the retribution
due to evil acts, because the criminal adheres to
his vice and contumacy and does not come to a crisis
or judgment anywhere in visible nature. There
is no stunning confutation of his nonsense before
men and angels. Has he therefore outwitted the
law? Inasmuch as he carries the malignity and
the lie with him he so far deceases from nature.
In some manner there will be a demonstration of the
wrong to the understanding also; but, should we not
see it, this deadly deduction makes square the eternal
account.
Neither can it be said, on the other
hand, that the gain of rectitude must be bought by
any loss. There is no penalty to virtue; no penalty
to wisdom; they are proper additions of being.
In a virtuous action I properly am; in a virtuous
act I add to the world; I plant into deserts conquered
from Chaos and Nothing and see the darkness receding
on the limits of the horizon. There can be no
excess to love, none to knowledge, none to beauty,
when these attributes are considered in the purest
sense. The soul refuses limits, and always affirms
an Optimism, never a Pessimism.
His life is a progress, and not a
station. His instinct is trust. Our instinct
uses “more” and “less” in application
to man, of the presence of the soul, and not of its
absence, the brave man is greater than the coward;
the true, the benevolent, the wise, is more a man and
not less, than the fool and knave. There is no
tax on the good of virtue, for that is the incoming
of God himself, or absolute existence, without any
comparative. Material good has its tax, and if
it came without desert or sweat, has no root in me,
and the next wind will blow it away. But all
the good of nature is the soul’s, and may be
had if paid for in nature’s lawful coin, that
is, by labor which the heart and the head allow.
I no longer wish to meet a good I do not earn, for
example to find a pot of buried gold, knowing that
it brings with it new burdens. I do not wish
more external goods, neither possessions,
nor honors, nor powers, nor persons. The gain
is apparent; the tax is certain. But there is
no tax on the knowledge that the compensation exists
and that it is not desirable to dig up treasure.
Herein I rejoice with a serene eternal peace.
I contract the boundaries of possible mischief.
I learn the wisdom of St. Bernard, “Nothing
can work me damage except myself; the harm that I
sustain I carry about with me, and never am a real
sufferer but by my own fault.”
In the nature of the soul is the compensation
for the inequalities of condition. The radical
tragedy of nature seems to be the distinction of More
and Less. How can Less not feel the pain; how
not feel indignation or malevolence towards More?
Look at those who have less faculty, and one feels
sad and knows not well what to make of it. He
almost shuns their eye; he fears they will upbraid
God. What should they do? It seems a great
injustice. But see the facts nearly and these
mountainous inequalities vanish. Love reduces
them as the sun melts the iceberg in the sea.
The heart and soul of all men being one, this bitterness
of His and Mine ceases. His is mine. I am
my brother and my brother is me. If I feel overshadowed
and outdone by great neighbors, I can yet love; I can
still receive; and he that loveth maketh his own the
grandeur he loves. Thereby I make the discovery
that my brother is my guardian, acting for me with
the friendliest designs, and the estate I so admired
and envied is my own. It is the nature of the
soul to appropriate all things. Jesus and Shakspeare
are fragments of the soul, and by love I conquer and
incorporate them in my own conscious domain. His
virtue, is not that mine? His wit, if
it cannot be made mine, it is not wit.
Such also is the natural history of
calamity. The changes which break up at short
intervals the prosperity of men are advertisements
of a nature whose law is growth. Every soul is
by this intrinsic necessity quitting its whole system
of things, its friends and home and laws and faith,
as the shell-fish crawls out of its beautiful but
stony case, because it no longer admits of its growth,
and slowly forms a new house. In proportion to
the vigor of the individual these revolutions are frequent,
until in some happier mind they are incessant and
all worldly relations hang very loosely about him,
becoming as it were a transparent fluid membrane through
which the living form is seen, and not, as in most
men, an indurated heterogeneous fabric of many dates
and of no settled character, in which the man is imprisoned.
Then there can be enlargement, and the man of to-day
scarcely recognizes the man of yesterday. And
such should be the outward biography of man in time,
a putting off of dead circumstances day by day, as
he renews his raiment day by day. But to us,
in our lapsed estate, resting, not advancing, resisting,
not cooperating with the divine expansion, this growth
comes by shocks.
We cannot part with our friends.
We cannot let our angels go. We do not see that
they only go out that archangels may come in.
We are idolaters of the old. We do not believe
in the riches of the soul, in its proper eternity
and omnipresence. We do not believe there is any
force in to-day to rival or recreate that beautiful
yesterday. We linger in the ruins of the old
tent where once we had bread and shelter and organs,
nor believe that the spirit can feed, cover, and nerve
us again. We cannot again find aught so dear,
so sweet, so graceful. But we sit and weep in
vain. The voice of the Almighty saith, ’Up
and onward for evermore!’ We cannot stay amid
the ruins. Neither will we rely on the new; and
so we walk ever with reverted eyes, like those monsters
who look backwards.
And yet the compensations of calamity
are made apparent to the understanding also, after
long intervals of time. A fever, a mutilation,
a cruel disappointment, a loss of wealth, a loss of
friends, seems at the moment unpaid loss, and unpayable.
But the sure years reveal the deep remedial force
that underlies all facts. The death of a dear
friend, wife, brother, lover, which seemed nothing
but privation, somewhat later assumes the aspect of
a guide or genius; for it commonly operates revolutions
in our way of life, terminates an epoch of infancy
or of youth which was waiting to be closed, breaks
up a wonted occupation, or a household, or style of
living, and allows the formation of new ones more
friendly to the growth of character. It permits
or constrains the formation of new acquaintances and
the reception of new influences that prove of the
first importance to the next years; and the man or
woman who would have remained a sunny garden-flower,
with no room for its roots and too much sunshine for
its head, by the falling of the walls and the neglect
of the gardener is made the banian of the forest,
yielding shade and fruit to wide neighborhoods of men.