By Raymond
Z. Gallun
The space ship landed briefly, and
John Endlich lifted the huge Asteroids Homesteaders
Office box, which contained everything from a prefabricated
house to toothbrushes for his family, down from the
hold-port without help or visible effort.
In the tiny gravity of the asteroid,
Vesta, doing this was no trouble at all. But
beyond this point the situation was bitter.
His two kids, Bubs, seven, and Evelyn,
nine clad in space-suits that were slightly
oversize to allow for the growth of young bodies were
both bawling. He could hear them through his oxygen-helmet
radiophones.
Around him, under the airless sky
of space, stretched desolation that he’d of
course known about beforehand but which
now had assumed that special and terrible starkness
of reality.
At his elbow, his wife, Rose, her
heart-shaped face and grey eyes framed by the wide
face-window of her armor, was trying desperately to
choke back tears, and be brave.
“Remember we’ve
got to make good here, Johnny,” she was
saying. “Remember what the Homesteaders
Office people told us that with modern
equipment and the right frame of mind, life can be
nice out here. It’s worked on other asteroids.
What if we are the first farmers to come to Vesta?...
Don’t listen to those crazy miners! They’re
just kidding us! Don’t listen to them!
And don’t, for gosh sakes, get sore....”
Rose’s words were now like dim
echoes of his conscience, and of his recent grim determination
to master his hot temper, his sensitiveness, his wanderlust,
and his penchant for poker and the social glass qualities
of an otherwise agreeable and industrious nature, that,
on Earth, had always been his undoing. Recently,
back in Illinois, he had even spent six months in
jail for all but inflicting murder with his bare fists
on a bullying neighbor whom he had caught whipping
a horse. Sure but during those six
months his farm, the fifth he’d tried to run
in scattered parts of North America, had gone to weeds
in spite of Rose’s valiant efforts to take care
of it alone....
Oh, yes the lessons of
all that past personal history should be strong in
his mind. But now will power and Rose’s
frightened tones of wisdom both seemed to fade away
in his brain, as jeering words from another source
continued to drive jagged splinters into the weakest
portion of his soul:
“Hi, you hydroponic pun’kin-head!...
How yuh like your new claim?... Nice, ain’t
it? How about some fresh turnips?... Good
luck, yuh greenhorn.... Hiyuh, papa! Tied
to baby’s diaper suspenders!... Let the
poor dope alone, guys.... Snooty.... Won’t
take our likker, hunh? Won’t take our money....
Wifey’s boy! Let’s make him sociable....
Haw-Haw-haw.... Hydroponic pun’kin-head!...”
It was a medley of coarse voices and
laughter, matching the row of a dozen coarse faces
and grins that lined the view-ports of the ship.
These men were asteroid miners, space-hardened and
space-twisted. They’d been back to Earth
for a while, to raise hell and freshen up, and spend
the money in their then-bulging pockets. Coming
out again from Earth, across the orbit of Mars to
the asteroid belt, they had had the Endlichs as fellow
passengers.
John Endlich had battled valiantly
with his feebler side, and with his social inclinations,
all through that long, dreary voyage, to keep clear
of the inevitable griefs that were sure to come to
a chap like himself from involvement with such characters.
In the main, it had been a rather tattered victory.
But now, at the final moment of bleak anticlimax, they
took their revenge in guffaws and ridicule, hurling
the noise at him through the radiophones of the space-suit
helmets that they held in their laps space-suits
being always kept handy beneath the traveler-seats
of every interplanetary vessel.
“... Haw-haw-haw!
Drop over to our camp sometime for a little drink,
and a little game, eh, pantywaist? Tain’t
far. Sure just drop in on us when
the pressure of domesticity in this beootiful country
gets you down.... When the turnips get you down!
Haw-haw-haw! Bring the wife along.... She’s
kinda pretty. Ought to have a man-size fella....
Just ask for me Alf Neely! Haw-haw-haw!”
Yeah, Alf Neely was the loudest and
the ugliest of John Endlich’s baiters.
He had gigantic arms and shoulders, small squinty eyes,
and a pendulous nose. “Haw-haw-haw!...”
And the others, yelling and hooting,
made it a pack: “Man don’t
he wish he was back in Podunk!... What! no
tomatas, Dutch?... What did they tell yuh back
at the Homestead office in Chicago? that
we were in de-e-esperate need of fresh vegetables
out here? Well, where are they, papa?...
Haw-haw-haw!...”
Under the barrage John Endlich’s
last shreds of common-sense were all but blotted out
by the red murk of fury. He was small and broad a
stolid-looking thirty-two years old. But now his
round and usually placid face was as red as a fiery
moon, and his underlip curled in a snarl. He
might have taken the savage ribbing more calmly.
But there was too much grim fact behind what these
asteroid miners said. Besides, out here he had
thought that he would have a better chance to lick
the weaknesses in himself because he’d
have to work to keep his family alive; because
he’d been told that there’d be no one around
to distract him from duty. Yah! The irony
of that, now, was maddening.
For the moment John Endlich was speechless
and strangled but like an ignited firecracker.
Uhunh ready to explode. His hard body
hunched, as if ready to spring. And the baiting
waxed louder. It was like the yammering of crows,
or the roar of a wild surf in his ears. Then came
the last straw. The kids had kept on bawling more
and more violently. But now they got down to
verbal explanations of what they thought was the matter:
“Wa-aa-aa-a-ahh-h! Papa we wanna-go-o-o hom-m-mm-e!...”
The timing could not have been better or
worse. The shrieks and howls of mirth from the
miners, a moment ago, were as nothing to what they
were now.
“Ho-ho-ho! Tell it to Daddy,
kids!... Ho-ho-ho! That was a mouthful....
Ho-ho-ho-ho! Wow!...”
There is a point at which an extremity
of masculine embarrassment can lead to but one thing mayhem.
Whether the latter is to be inflicted on the attacked
or the attacker remains the only question mark.
“I’ll get you, Alf Neely!”
Endlich snarled. “Right now! And I’ll
get all the damned, hell-bitten rest of you guys!”
Endlich was hardly lacking in vigor,
himself. Like a squat but streamlined fighting
rooster, rendered a hundred times more agile by the
puny gravity, he would have reached the hold-port threshold
in a single lithe skip had not Rose, despairing,
grabbed him around the middle to restrain him.
Together they slid several yards across the dried-out
surface of the asteroid.
“Don’t, Johnny please don’t!”
she wailed.
Her begging could not have stopped
him. Nor could her physical interference for
more than an instant. Nor could his conscience,
nor his recent determination to keep out of trouble.
Not the certainty of being torn limb from limb, and
not hell, itself, could have held him back, anymore,
then.
Yet he was brought to a halt.
It certainly wasn’t cowardice that accomplished
this. No.
Suddenly there was no laughter among
the miners. But in a body they arose from their
traveler-seats aboard the ship. Suddenly there
was no more humor in their faces beyond the view-ports.
They were itching to be assaulted. The glitter
in Alf Neely’s small eyes was about as reassuring
as the glitter in the eyes of a slightly prankish gorilla.
“We’re waitin’ for
yuh, Mr. Civilization,” he rumbled softly.
After that, all space was still electrified.
The icy stars gleamed in the black sky. The shrunken
sun looked on. And John Endlich saw beyond his
own murder. To the thought of his kids and
his wife left alone out here, hundreds
of millions of miles from Earth, and real law and
order with these lugs. These guys who
had been starved emotionally, and warped inside by
raw space. Coldness crawled into John Endlich’s
guts, and seemed to twist steel hooks there, making
him sick. The silence of a vacuum, and of unthinkable
distances, and of ghostly remains which must be left
on this fragment of a world that had blown up, maybe
fifty million or more years ago, added its weight
to John Endlich’s feelings.
And for his family, he was scared.
What hell could not have accomplished, became fact.
His almost suicidal impulse to inflict violence on
his tormenters was strangled, bottled-up brutally
repressed, and left to impose the pangs of neurosis
on his tormented soul. Narrowing domesticity
had won a battle.
Except, of course, that what he had
already said to Alf Neely and Friends was sufficient
to start the Juggernaut that they represented, rolling.
As he picked himself and Rose up from the ground, he
saw that the miners were grimly donning their space-suits,
in preparation to their coming out of the ship to
lay him low.
“Oh tired, hunh,
Pun’kin-head?” Alf Neely growled.
“It don’t matter, Dutch. We’ll
finish you off without you liftin’ a finger!”
In John Endlich the rage of intolerable
insults still seethed. But there was no question,
now, of outcome between it and the brassy taste of
danger on his tongue. He knew that even knuckling
down, and changing from man to worm to take back his
fighting words, couldn’t do any good. He
felt like a martyr, left with his family in a Roman
arena, while the lions approached. His butchery
was as good as over....
Reprieve came presumably by way of
the good-sense of the pilot of the space ship.
The hold-port was closed abruptly by a mechanism that
could be operated only from the main control-board.
The rocket jets of the craft emitted a single weak
burst of flame. Like a boulder grown agile and
flighty, the ship leaped from the landscape, and arced
outward toward the stars, to curve around the asteroid
and disappear behind the scene’s jagged brim.
The craft had gone to make its next and final stop among
the air-domes of the huge mining camp on the other
side of Vesta the side of torn rocks and
rich radioactive ores.
But before the ship had vanished from
sight, John Endlich heard Alf Neely’s grim promise
in his helmet radiophones: “We’ll
be back tonight, Greenhorn. Lots of times we
work night-shift when it’s daytime
on this side of Vesta. We’ll be free.
Stick around. I’ll rub what’s left
of you in the dust of your claim!”
Endlich was alone, then, with the
fright in his wife’s eyes, the squalling of
his children, and his own abysmal disgust and worry.
For once he ceased to be a gentle
parent. “Bubs! Evelyn!” he snapped.
“Shud-d-d up-p-p!...”
The startled silence which ensued
was his first personal victory on Vesta. But
the silence, itself, was an insidious enemy. It
made his ears ring. It made even his audible
pulsebeats seemed to ache. It bored into his
nerves like a drill. When, after a moment, Rose
spoke quaveringly, he was almost grateful:
“What do we do, Johnny?
We’ve still got to do what we’re supposed
to do, don’t we?”
Whereupon John Endlich allowed himself
the luxury and the slight relief of a torrent of silent
cussing inside his head. Damn the obvious questions
of women! Damn the miners. Damn the A.H.O. the
Asteroids Homesteaders Office and their
corny slogans and posters, meant to hook suckers like
himself! Damn his own dumb hide! Damn the
mighty urge to get drunk! Damn all the bitter
circumstances that made doing so impossible.
Damn! Damn! Damn!
Finished with this orgy, he said meekly:
“I guess so, Hon.”
All members of the Endlich family
had been looking around them at the weird Vestal landscape.
Through John Endlich’s mind again there flashed
a picture of what this asteroid was like. At the
Asteroids Homesteaders’ School in Chicago, where
his dependents and he had been given several weeks
of orientation instruction, suitable to their separate
needs, he had been shown diagrams and photographs
of Vesta. Later, he had of course seen it from
space.
It was not round, like a major planet
or most moons. Rather, it was like a bomb-fragment;
or even more like a shard of a gigantic broken vase.
It was several hundred miles long, and half as thick.
One side of it this side was
curved; for it had been a segment of the surface of
the shattered planet from which all of the asteroids
had come. The other side was jagged and broken,
for it had been torn from the mesoderm of that tortured
mother world.
From the desolation of his own thoughts,
in which the ogre-form of Alf Neely lurked with its
pendent promise of catastrophe soon to come, and from
his own view of other desolation all around him, John
Endlich was suddenly distracted by the comments of
his kids. All at once, conforming to the changeable
weather of children’s natures regardless of
circumstance, their mood had once more turned bright
and adventurous.
“Look, Pop,” Bubs chirped,
his round red face beaming now from his helmet face-window,
in spite of his undried tears. “This land
all around here was fields once! You can even
see the rows of some kind of stubble! Like corn-stubble!
And over there’s a a almost
like a fence! An’ up there is hills with
trees on ’em some of ’em not
even knocked over. But everything is all dried-out
and black and grey and dead! Gosh!”
“We can see all that, Dopey!”
Evelyn, who was older, snapped at Bubs. “We
know that something like people lived on a regular
planet here, awful long ago. Why don’t
you look over the other way? There’s the
house and maybe the barn and the sheds and
the old garden!”
Bubs turned around. His eyes
got very big. “Oh! O-ooh-h-h!”
he gasped in wonder. “Pop! Mom!
Look! Don’t you see?...”
“Yeah, we see, Bubs,” John Endlich answered.
For a long moment he’d been
staring at those blocklike structures. One maybe
the house was of grey stone. It had
odd, triangular windows, which may once have been
glazed. Some of the others were of a blackened
material perhaps cellulose. Wood, that
is. All of the buildings were pushed askew, and
partly crumpled from top to bottom, like great cardboard
cartons that had been half crushed.
Endlich’s imagination seemed
forced to follow a groove, trying to picture that
last terrible moment, fifty-million years ago.
Had the blast been caused by natural atomic forces
at the heart of the planet, as one theory claimed?
Or had a great bomb, as large as an oversized meteor,
come self-propelled from space, to bury itself deep
in that ancient world? A world as big as Mars,
its possible enemy whose weird inhabitants
had been wiped out, in a less spectacular way, perhaps
in the same conflict?
Endlich’s mind grabbed at that
brief instant of explosion. The awful jolt, which
must have ended all consciousness, and all capacity
for eyes to see what followed. Perhaps there
was a short and terrible passing of flame. But
in swift seconds, great chunks of the planet’s
crust must have been hurled outward. In a moment
the flame must have died, dissipated with the suddenly
vanishing atmosphere, into the cold vacuum of the
void. Almost instantly, the sky, which had been
deep blue before, must have turned to its present
black, with the voidal stars blazing. There had
been no air left to sustain combustion, so buildings
and trees had not continued to burn, if there had
been time at all to ignite them. And, with the
same swiftness, all remaining artifacts and surface
features of this chip of a world’s crust that
was Vesta, had been plunged into the dual preservatives
of the interplanetary regions deep-freeze
and all but absolute dryness. Yes the
motion of the few scattered molecules in space was
very fast indicating a high temperature.
But without substance to be hot, there can be no heat.
And so few molecules were there in the void, that
while the concept of a “hot” space remained
true, it became tangled at once with the fact that
a practically complete vacuum can have practically
no temperature. Which meant again
in practice all but absolute zero.
John Endlich knew. He’d
heard the lectures at the Homesteaders’ School.
Here was a ghost-land, hundreds of square miles in
extent a region that had been shifted in
a few seconds, from the full prime of life and motion,
to moveless and timeless silence. It was like
the mummy of a man. In its presence there was
a chill, a revulsion, and yet a fascination.
The kids continued to jabber more
excitedly now than before. “Pop! Mom!”
Bubs urged. “Let’s go look inside
them buildings! Maybe the things are still
there! The people, I mean. All black and
dried up, like the one in the showcase at school;
four tentacles they had instead of arms and legs,
the teacher said!”
“Sure! Let’s go!” Evelyn joined
in. “I’m not scared to!”
Yeah, kids’ tastes could be
pretty gruesome. When you thought most that you
had to shelter them from horror, they were less bothered
by it than you were. John Endlich’s lips
made a sour line.
“Stay here, the pair of you!” Rose ordered.
“Aw Mom ” Evelyn
began to protest.
“You heard me the first time,” their mother
answered.
John Endlich moved to the great box,
which had come with them from Earth. The nervous
tension that tore at him unpleasant and
chilling, driving him toward straining effort was
more than the result of the shameful and embarrassing
memory of his very recent trouble with Alf Neely and
Companions, and the certainty of more trouble to come
from that source. For there was another and even
worse enemy. Endlich knew what it was
The awful silence.
He still looked shamefaced and furious;
but now he felt a gentler sharing of circumstances.
“We’ll let the snooping go till later,
kids,” he growled. “Right now we
gotta do what we gotta do ”
The youngsters seemed to join up with
his mood. As he tore the pinchbar, which had
been conveniently attached to the side of the box,
free of its staples, and proceeded to break out supplies,
their whimsical musings fell close to what he was
thinking.
“Vesta,” Evelyn said.
“They told us at school remember?
Vesta was the old Roman goddess of hearth and home.
Funny hunh Dad?”
Bubs’ fancy was vivid, too.
“Look, Pop!” he said again, pointing to
a ribbon of what might be concrete, cracked and crumpled
as by a terrific quake, curving away toward the hills,
and the broken mountains beyond. “That
was a road! Can’t you almost hear some kinda
cars and trucks goin’ by?”
John Endlich’s wife, helping
him open the great box, also had things to say, in
spite of the worry showing in her face. She touched
the dessicated soil with a gauntleted hand. “Johnny,”
she remarked wonderingly. “You can see
the splash-marks of the last rain that ever fell here ”
“Yeah,” Endlich growled
without any further comment. Inside himself, he
was fighting the battle of lost things. The blue
sky. The shifting beauty of clouds in sunshine.
The warm whisper of wind in trees. The rattle
of traffic. The babble of water. The buzz
of insects. The smell of flowers. The sight
of grass waving.... In short, all the evidences
of life.
“A lot of things that was here
once, we’ll bring back, won’t we, Pop?”
Bubs questioned with astonishing maturity.
“Hope so,” John Endlich
answered, keeping his doubts hidden behind gruffness.
Maybe it was a grim joke that here and now every force
in himself was concentrated on substantial objectives to
the exclusion of his defects. The drive in him
was to end the maddening silence, and to rub out the
mood of harsh barrenness, and his own aching homesickness,
by struggling to bring back a little beauty of scenery,
and a little of living motion. It was a civilized
urge, a home-building urge, maybe a narrow urge.
But how could anybody stand being here very long, unless
such things were done? If they ever could be.
Maybe, willfully, he had led himself into a grimmer
trap than it had even seemed to be or than
he had ever wanted....
Inside his space suit, he had begun
to sweat furiously. And it was more because of
the tension of his nerves than because of the vigor
with which he plied his pinchbar, doing the first
task which had to be done. Steel ribbons were
snapped, nails were yanked silently from the great
box, boards were jerked loose.
In another minute John Endlich and
his wife were setting up an airtight tent, which,
when the time came, could be inflated from compressed-air
bottles. They worked somewhat awkwardly, for their
instruction period had been brief, and they were green;
but the job was speedily finished. The first
requirement shelter was assured.
Digging again into the vast and varied
contents of the box, John Endlich found some things
he had not expected a fine rifle, a pistol
and ammunition. At which moment an ironic imp
seemed to sit on his shoulder, and laugh derisively.
Umhm-m the Asteroids Homesteaders Office
had filled these boxes according to a precise survey
of the needs of a peaceful settler on Vesta.
It was like Bubs, with the inquisitiveness
of a seven-year-old, to ask: “What did
they think we needed guns for, when they knew there
was no rabbits to shoot at?”
“I guess they kind of suspected
there’d be guys like Alf Neely, son,”
John Endlich answered dryly. “Even if they
didn’t tell us about it.”
The next task prescribed by the Homesteaders’
School was to secure a supply of air and water in
quantity. Again, following the instructions they
had received, the Endlichs uncrated and set up an atom-driven
drill. In an hour it had bored to a depth of five-hundred
feet. Hauling up the drill, Endlich lowered an
electric heating unit on a cable from an atomic power-cell,
and then capped the casing pipe.
Yes, strangely enough there was still
sufficient water beneath the surface of Vesta.
Its parent planet, like the Earth, had had water in
its crust, that could be tapped by means of wells.
And so suddenly had Vesta been chilled in the cold
of space at the time of the parent body’s explosion,
that this water had not had a chance to dissipate itself
as vapor into the void, but had been frozen solid.
The drying soil above it had formed a tough shell,
which had protected the ice beneath from disappearance
through sublimation...
Drill down to it, melt it with heat,
and it was water again, ready to be pumped and put
to use.
And water, by electrolysis, was also
an easy source of oxygen to breathe.... The soil,
once thawed over a few acres, would also yield considerable
nitrogen and carbon dioxide the makings
of many cubic meters of atmosphere. The A.H.O.
survey expeditions, here on Vesta and on other similar
asteroids which were crustal chips of the original
planet, had done their work well, pathfinding a means
of survival here.
When John Endlich pumped the first
turbid liquid, which immediately froze again in the
surface cold, he might, under other, better circumstances,
have felt like cheering. His well was a success.
But his tense mind was racing far ahead to all the
endless tasks that were yet to be done, to make any
sense at all out of his claim. Besides, the short
day eighteen hours long instead of twenty-four,
and already far advanced at the time of his tumultuous
landing was drawing to a close.
“It’ll be dark here mighty
quick, Johnny,” Rose said. She was looking
scared, again.
John Endlich considered setting up
floodlights, and working on through the hours of darkness.
But such lights would be a dangerous beacon for prowlers;
and when you were inside their area of illumination,
it was difficult to see into the gloom beyond.
Still, one did not know if the mask
of darkness did not afford a greater invitation to
those with evil intent. For a long moment, Endlich
was in an agony of indecision. Then he said:
“We’ll knock off from
work now get in the tent, eat supper, maybe
sleep...”
But he was remembering Neely’s promise to return
tonight.
In another minute the small but dazzling
sun had disappeared behind the broken mountains, as
Vesta, unspherical and malformed, tumbled rather than
rotated on its center of gravity. And several
hours later, amid heavy cooking odors inside the now
inflated plastic bubble that was the tent, Endlich
was sprawled on his stomach, unable, through well-founded
worry, even to remove his space suit or to allow his
family to do so, though there was breathable air around
them. They lay with their helmet face-windows
open. Rose and Evelyn breathed evenly in peaceful
sleep.
Bubs, trying to be very much a man,
battled slumber and yawns, and kept his dad company
with scraps of conversation. “Let ’em
come, Pop,” he said cheerfully. “Hope
they do. We’ll shoot ’em all.
Won’t we, pop? You got the rifle and the
pistol ready, Pop....”
Yes, John Endlich had his guns ready
beside him, all right for what it was worth.
He wished wryly that things could be as simple as his
hero-worshipping son seemed to think. Thank the
Lord that Bubs was so trusting, for his own peace
of mind the prankish and savage nature of
certain kinds of men, with liquor in their bellies,
being what it was. For John Endlich, having been,
on occasion, mildly kindred to such men, was well
able to understand that nature. And understanding,
now, chilled his blood.
Peering from the small plastic windows
of the tent, he kept watching for hulking black shapes
to silhouette themselves against the stars. And
he listened on his helmet phones, for scraps of telltale
conversation, exchanged by short-range radio by men
in space armor. Once, he thought he heard a grunt,
or a malicious chuckle. But it may have been just
vagrant static.
Otherwise, from all around, the stillness
of the vacuum was absolute. It was unnerving.
On this airless piece of a planet, an enemy could sneak
up on you, almost without stealth.
Against that maddening silence, however,
Bubs presently had a helpful and unprompted suggestion:
“Hey, Pop!” he whispered hoarsely.
“Put the side of your helmet against the tent-floor,
and listen!”
John Endlich obeyed his kid.
In a second cold sweat began to break out on his body,
as intermittent thudding noises reached his ear.
In the absence of an atmosphere, sounds could still
be transmitted through the solid substance of the
asteroid.
It took Endlich a moment to realize
that the noises came, not from nearby, but from far
away, on the other side of Vesta. The thudding
was vibrated straight through many miles of solid
rock.
“It’s nothing, Bubs,”
he growled. “Nothing but the blasting in
the mines.”
Bubs said “Oh,” as if
disappointed. Not long thereafter he was asleep,
leaving his harrassed sire to endure the vigil alone.
Endlich dared not doze off, to rest a little, even
for a moment. He could only wait. If an
evil visitation came as he had been all
but sure it must that would be bad, indeed.
If it didn’t come well that
still meant a sleepless night, and the postponement
of the inevitable. He couldn’t win.
Thus the hours slipped away, until
the luminous dial of the clock in the tent it
had been synchronized to Vestal time told
him that dawn was near. That was when, through
the ground, he heard the faint scraping. A rustle.
It might have been made by heavy space-boots.
It came, and then it stopped. It came again,
and stopped once more. As if skulking forms paused
to find their way.
Out where the ancient and ghostly
buildings were, he saw a star wink out briefly, as
if a shape blocked the path of its light. Then
it burned peacefully again. John Endlich’s
hackles rose. His fists tightened on both his
rifle and pistol.
He fixed his gaze on the great box,
looming blackly, the box that contained the means
of survival for his family and himself, as if he foresaw
the future, a moment away. For suddenly, huge
as it was, the box rocked, and began to move off,
as if it had sprouted legs and come alive.
John Endlich scrambled to action.
He slammed and sealed the face-windows of the helmets
of the members of his family, to protect them from
suffocation. He did the same for himself, and
then unzipped the tent-flap. He darted out with
the outrushing air.
This was a moment with murder poised
in every tattered fragment of it. John Endlich
knew. Murder was engrained in his own taut-drawn
nerves, that raged to destroy the trespassers whose
pranks had passed the level of practical humor, and
become, by the tampering with vital necessities, an
attack on life itself. But there was a more immediate
menace in these space-twisted roughnecks....
Strike back at them, even in self-defense, and have
it proven!
He had not the faintest doubt who
they were even though he could not see
their faces in the blackness. Maybe he should
lay low let them have their way....
But how could he even apart from his raging
temper, and his honor as a man when they
were making off with his family’s and his own
means of survival?
He had to throw Rose and the kids
into the balance risking them to the danger
that he knew lay beyond his own possible ignoble demise.
He did just that when he raised his pistol, struggling
against the awful impulse of the rage in him lifted
it high enough so that the explosive bullets that
spewed from it would be sure to pass over the heads
of the dark silhouettes that were moving about.
“Damn you, Neely!” Endlich
yelled into his helmet mike, his finger tightening
on the trigger. “Drop that stuff!”
At that moment the sun’s rim
appeared at the landscape’s jagged edge, and
on this side of airless Vesta complete night was transformed
to complete day, as abruptly as if a switch had been
turned.
Alf Neely and John Endlich blinked
at each other. Maybe Neely was embarrassed a
little by his sudden exposure; but if he was, it didn’t
show. Probably the bully in him was scared; but
this he covered in a common manner with
a studiedly easy swagger, and a bravado that was not
good sense, but bordered on childish recklessness.
Yet he had a trump card by the aggressive
glint in his eyes, and his unpleasant grin, Endlich
knew that Neely knew that he was afraid for his wife,
and wouldn’t start anything unless driven and
goaded sheerly wild. Even now, they were seven
to his one.
“Why, good morning, Neighbor
Pun’kin-head!” Neely crooned, his voice
a burlesque of sweetness. “Glad to oblige!”
He hurled the great box down.
As he did so, something glinted in his gloved paw.
He flicked it expertly into the open side of the wooden
case which contained so many things that were vital
to the Endlichs
It was only a tiny nuclear priming-cap,
and the blast was feeble. Even so, the box burst
apart. Splintered crates, sealed cans, great torn
bundles and what not, went skittering far across the
plain in every direction, or were hurled high toward
the stars, to begin falling at last with the laziness
of a descending feather.
Neely and his companions hadn’t
attempted to move out of the way of the explosion.
They only rolled with its force, protected by their
space suits. Endlich rolled, too, helplessly,
clutching his pistol and rifle: still, by some
superhuman effort, he managed to regain his feet before
the far more practiced Neely, who was hampered, no
doubt, by a few too many drinks, had even stopped
rolling. But when Neely got up, he had drawn
his blaster, a useful tool of his trade, but a hellish
weapon, too, at short range.
Still, Endlich retained the drop on him.
Alf Neely chuckled. “Fourth
of July! Hallowe’en, Dutch,” he said
sweetly. “What’s the matter?
Don’t you think it’s fun? Honest to
gosh you just ain’t neighborly!”
Then he switched his tone. It
became a soft snarl that didn’t alter his insolent
and confident smirk and a challenge.
He laughed derisively, almost softly. “I
dare you to try to shoot straight, pal,” he said.
“Even you got more sense than that.”
And John Endlich was spang against
his terrible, blank wall again. Seven to one.
Suppose he got three. There’d be four left and
more in the camp. But the four would survive
him. Space crazy lugs. Anyway half drunk.
Ready to hoot at the stars, even, if they found no
better diversion. Ready to push even any of their
own bunch around who seemed weaker than they.
For spite, maybe. Or just for the lid-blowing
hell of it as a reaction against the awful
confinement of being out here.
“I was gonna smear you all over
the place, Greenhorn,” Neely rumbled. “But
maybe this way is more fun, hunh? Maybe we’ll
be back tonight. But don’t wait up for
us. Our best regards to your sweet family.”
John Endlich’s blazing and just
rage was strangled by that same crawling dread as
before, as he saw them arc upward and away, propelled
by the miniature drive-jets attached to the belts
of their space-suits. Their return to camp, hundreds
of miles distant, could be accomplished in a couple
of minutes.
Rose and the kids were crouched in
the deflated tent. But returning there, John
Endlich hardly saw them. He hardly heard their
frightened questions.
To the trouble with Neely, he could
see no end just one destructive visitation
following another. Maybe, already, mortal damage
had been done. But Endlich couldn’t lie
down and quit, any more than a snake, tossed into
a fire, could stop trying to crawl out of it, as long
as life lasted. Whether doing so made sense or
not, didn’t matter. In Endlich was the
savage energy of despair. He was fighting not
just Neely and his crowd, but that other enemy which
was perhaps Neely’s main trouble, too.
Yeah the stillness, the nostalgia, the harshness.
“No don’t want
any breakfast,” he replied sharply to Rose’
last question. “Gotta work....”
He was like an ant-swarm, rebuilding
a trampled nest oblivious to the certainty
of its being trampled again. First he scrambled
and leaped around, collecting his scattered and damaged
gear. He found that his main atomic battery so
necessary to all that he had to do was damaged
and unworkable. And he had no hope that he could
repair it. But this didn’t stop his feverish
activity.
Now he started unrolling great bolts
of a transparent, wire-strengthened plastic.
Patching with an adhesive where explosion-rents had
to be repaired, he cut hundred-yard strips, and, with
Rose’s help, laid them edge to edge and fastened
them together to make a continuous sheet. Next,
all around its perimeter, he dug a shallow trench.
The edges of the plastic were then attached to massive
metal rails, which he buried in the trench.
“Sealed to the ground along
all the sides, Honey,” he growled to Rose.
“Next we fit in the airlock cabinet, at one corner.
Then we’ve got to see if we can get up enough
air to inflate the whole business. That’s
the tough part the way things are....”
By then the sun was already high.
And Endlich was panting raggedly mostly
from worry. After the massive airlock was in place,
they attached their electrolysis apparatus to the small
atomic battery, which had been used to run the well-driller.
The well was in the area covered by the sheet of plastic,
which was now propped up here and there with long
pieces of board from the great box. Over their
heads, the tough, clear material sagged like a tent-roof
which has not yet been run up all the way on its poles.
Sluggishly the electrolysis apparatus
broke down the water, discharging the hydrogen as
waste through a pipe, out over the airless surface
of Vesta but freeing the oxygen under the
plastic roof. Yet from the start it was obvious
that, with insufficient electric power, the process
was too slow.
“And we need to use heat-coils
to thaw the ground, Johnny,” Rose said.
“And to keep the place warm. And to bring
nitrogen gas up out of the soil. The few cylinders
of the compressed stuff that we’ve got won’t
be enough to make a start. And the carbon dioxide....”
So John Endlich had to try to repair
that main battery. He thought, after a while,
that he might succeed in time. But
then Rose opened the airlock, and the kids came in
to bother him. With all the triumph of a favorite
puppy dragging an over-ripe bone into the house, Bubs
bore a crooked piece of a black substance, hard as
wood and more gruesome than a dried and moldy monkey-pelt.
“A tentacle!” Evelyn shrilled.
“We were up to those old buildings! We
found the people! What’s left of them!
And lots of stuff. We saw one of their cars!
And there was lots more. Dad you gotta
come and see!...”
Harassed as he was, John Endlich yielded because
he had a hunch, an idea of a possibility. So
he went with his children. He passed through a
garden, where a pool had been, and where the blackened
remains of plants still projected from beds of dried
soil set in odd stone-work. He passed into chambers
far too low for comfortable human habitation.
And what did he know of the uses of most of what he
saw there? The niches in the stone walls?
The slanting, ramplike object of blackened wood, beside
which three weird corpses lay? The glazed plaque
on the wall, which could have been a religious emblem,
a calendar of some kind, a decoration, or something
beyond human imagining? Yeah leave
such stuff for Cousin Ernest, the school teacher if
he ever got here.
In the cylindrical stone shed nearby,
John Endlich had a look at the car low
slung, three-wheeled, a tiller, no seats. Just
a flat platform. All he could figure out about
the motor was that steam seemed the link between atomic
energy and mechanical motion.
Beyond the car was what might be a
small tractor. And a lot of odd tools. But
the thing which interested him most was the pattern
of copper ribbons, insulated with a heavy glaze, similar
to that which he had seen traversing walls and ceiling
in the first building he had entered. Here, as
before, they connected with queer apparatus which might
be stoves and non-rotary motors, for all he knew.
And also with the globes overhead.
The suggestiveness of all this was
plain. And now, at the far end of that cylindrical
shed, John Endlich found the square, black-enamelled
case, where all of those copper ribbons came together.
It was sealed, and apparently self-contained.
Nothing could have damaged it very much, in the frigid
stillness of millions of years. Its secrets were
hidden within it. But they could not be too unfamiliar.
And its presence was logical. A small, compact
power unit. Nervously, he turned a little wheel.
A faint vibration was transmitted to his gloved hand.
And the globe in the ceiling began to glow.
He shut the thing off again.
But how long did it take him to run back to his sagging
creation of clear plastic, while the kids howled gleefully
around him, and return with the end of a long cable,
and pliers? How long did it take him to disconnect
all of the glazed copper ribbons, and substitute the
wires of the cable attaching them to queer
terminal-posts? No not long.
The power was not as great as that
which his own large atomic battery would have supplied.
But it proved sufficient. And the current was
direct as it was supposed to be. The
electrolysis apparatus bubbled vigorously. Slowly
the tentlike roof began to rise, under the beginnings
of a tiny gas-pressure.
“That does it, Pops!” Bubs shrilled.
“Yeah maybe so,”
John Endlich agreed almost optimistically. He
felt really tender toward his kids, just then.
They’d really helped him, for once.
Yes almost he was hopeful.
Until he glanced at the rapidly declining sun.
An all-night vigil. No. Probably worse.
Oh Lord how long could he last like this?
Even if he managed to keep Neely and Company at bay?
Night after night.... All that he had accomplished
seemed useless. He just had so much more that
could be wrecked pushed over with a harsh
laugh, as if it really was something funny.
John Endlich’s flesh crawled.
And in his thinking, now, he went a little against
his own determinations. Probably because, in the
present state of his disgust, he needed a drink bad.
“Nuts!” he growled lugubriously.
“If I’d only been a little more sociable....
That was where the trouble started. I might have
got broke, but I would’ve made friends.
They think I’m snooty.”
Rose’s jaw hardened, as if she
took his regrets as an accusation that she had led
him along the straight and narrow path, which by
an exasperating shift in philosophical principle now
seemed the shortest route to destruction. But
he felt very sorry for her, too; and he didn’t
believe that what he had just said was entirely the
truth.
So he added: “I don’t mean it, Honey.
I’m just griping.”
She softened. “You’ve
got to eat, Johnny,” she said. “You
haven’t eaten all day. And tonight you’ve
got to sleep. I’ll keep watch. Maybe
it’ll be all right....”
Well, anyway it was nice to know that
his wife was like that. Yeah gentle,
and fairminded. After they had all eaten supper,
he tried hard to keep awake. Fear helped him
to do so more than ever. Their tent was now covered
by the rising plastic roof but beyond the
clear substance, he could still watch for starlight
to be stopped by prowling forms, out there at the
jagged rim of Vesta. It was hell to feel your
skin puckering, and yet to have exhaustion pushing
your eyelids down inexorably....
Somewhere he lost the hold on himself.
And he dreamed that Alf Neely and he were fighting
with their fists. And he was being beaten to a
pulp. But he was wishing desperately that he
could win. Then they could have a drink, and
maybe be friends. But he knew hopelessly that
things weren’t quite that simple, either.
He awoke to blink at blazing sunshine.
Then his whole body became clammy with perspiration,
as he thought of his lapse from responsibility; glancing
over, he saw that Rose was sleeping as soundly as the
kids. His wide eyes searched for the disaster
that he knew he’d find....
But the wide roof was all the way
up, now intact. It made a great, squarish
bubble, the skin of which was specially treated to
stop the hard and dangerous part of the ultra-violet
rays of the sun, and also the lethal portion of the
cosmic rays. It even had an inter-skin layer
of gum that could seal the punctures that grain-of-sand-sized
meteors might make. But meteors, though plentiful
in the asteroid belt, were curiously innocuous.
They all moved in much the same direction as the large
asteroids, and at much the same velocity so
their relative speed had to be low.
The walls of the small tent around
Endlich sagged, where they had bulged tautly before showing
that there was now a firm and equal pressure beyond
them. The electrolysis apparatus had been left
active all night, and the heating units. This
was the result.
John Endlich was at first almost unbelieving
when he saw that nothing had been wrecked during the
night. For a moment he was elated. He woke
up his family by shouting: “Look! The
bums stayed away! They didn’t come!
Look! We’ve got five acres of ground, covered
by air that we can breathe!”
His sense of triumph, however, was
soon dampened. Yes he’d been
left unmolested for one night. But
had that been done only to keep him at a fruitless
and sleepless watch? Probably. Another delicate
form of hazing. And it meant nothing for the
night to come or for those to follow.
So he was in the same harrowing position as before,
pursued only by a wild and defenseless drive to get
things done. To find some slight illusion of
security by working to build a sham of normal, Earthly
life. To shut out the cold vacuum, and a little
of the bluntness of the voidal stars. To make
certain reassuring sounds possible around him.
“Got to patch up the pieces
of the house, first, and bolt ’em together,
Rose,” he said feverishly. “Kids maybe
you could help by setting out some of the hydroponic
troughs for planting. We gotta break plain ground,
too, as soon as it’s thawed enough. We gotta....”
His words raced on with his flying thoughts.
It was a mad day of toil. The
hours were pitifully short. They couldn’t
be stretched to cover more than a fraction of all the
work that Endlich wanted to get done. But the
low gravity reduced the problem of heavy lifting to
almost zero, at least. And he did get the house
assembled so that Rose and the kids and
he could sleep inside its sealed doors. Sealed,
that is, if Neely or somebody didn’t use a blaster
or an explosive cap or bullet in an orgy
of perverted humor.... He still had no answer
for that.
Rose and the children toiled almost
as hard as he did. Rose even managed to find
a couple of dozen eggs, that by being carefully
packed to withstand a spaceship’s takeoff had
withstood the effects of Neely’s idea of fun.
She set up an incubator, and put them inside, to be
hatched.
But, of course, sunset came again with
the same pendent threat as before. Nerve-twisting.
Terrible. And a vigil was all but impossible.
John Endlich was out on his feet far more
than just dog-tired....
“That damned Neely,” he
groaned, almost too weary even to swallow his food,
in spite of the luxury of a real, pullman-style
supper table. “He doesn’t lose sleep.
He can pick his time to come here and raise hob!”
Rose’s glance was strange almost
guilty. “Tonight I think he might have
to stay home too,” she said.
John Endlich blinked at her.
“All right,” she answered,
rather defensively. “So to speak, Johnny,
I called the cops. Yesterday with
the small radio transmitter. When you and Bubs
and Evelyn were up in those old buildings. I reported
Neely and his companions.”
“Reported them?”
“Sure. To Mr. Mahoney,
the boss at the mining camp. I was glad to find
out that there is a little law and order around here.
Mr. Mahoney was nice. He said that he wouldn’t
be surprised if they were cooled in the can for a
few days, and then confined to the camp area.
Matter of fact, I radioed him again last night.
It’s been done.”
John Endlich’s vast sigh of
relief was slightly tainted by the idea that to call
on a policing power for protection was a little bit
on the timid side.
“Oh,” he grunted.
“Thanks. I never thought of doing that.”
“Johnny.”
“Yeah?”
“I kind of got the notion, though from
between the lines of what Mr. Mahoney said that
there was heavy trouble brewing at the camp. About
conditions, and home-leaves, and increased profit-sharing.
Maybe there’s danger of riots and what-not,
Johnny. Anyhow, Mr. Mahoney said that we should
‘keep on exercising all reasonable caution.’”
“Hmm-m Mr. Mahoney is very
nice, ain’t he?” Endlich growled.
“You stop that, Johnny,” Rose ordered.
But her husband had already passed
beyond thoughts of jealousy. He was thinking
of the time when Neely would have worked out his sentence,
and would be free to roam around again no
doubt with increased annoyance at the Endlich clan
for causing his restraint. If a riot or something
didn’t spring him, beforehand. John Endlich
itched to try to tear his head off. But, of course,
the same consequences as before still applied....
As it turned out, the Endlichs had
a reprieve of two months and fourteen days, almost
to the hour and figured on a strictly Earth-time scale.
For what it was worth, they accomplished
a great deal. In their great plastic greenhouse,
supported like a colossal bubble by the humid, artificially-warmed
air inside it, long troughs were filled with pebbles
and hydroponic solution. And therein tomatoes
were planted, and lettuce, radishes, corn, onions,
melons just about everything in the vegetable
line.
There remained plenty of ground left
over from the five acres, so John Endlich tinkered
with that fifty-million-year-old tractor, figured out
its atomic-power-to-steam principle, and used it to
help harrow up the ancient soil of a smashed planet.
He added commercial fertilizers and nitrates to it the
nitrates were, of course, distinct from the gaseous
nitrogen that had been held, spongelike, by the subsoil,
and had helped supply the greenhouse with atmosphere.
Then he harrowed the ground again. The tractor
worked fine, except that the feeble gravity made the
lugs of its wheels slip a lot. He repeated his
planting, in the old-fashioned manner.
Under ideal conditions, the inside
of the great bubble was soon a mass of growing things.
Rose had planted flowers to be admired,
and to help out the hive of bees, which were essential
to some of the other plants, as well. Nor was
the flora limited to the Earthly. Some seeds or
spores had survived, here, from the mother world of
the asteroids. They came out of their eons of
suspended animation, to become root and tough, spiky
stalk, and to mix themselves sparsely with vegetation
that had immigrated from Earth, now that livable conditions
had been restored over this little piece of ground.
But whether they were fruit or weed, it was difficult
to say.
Sometimes John Endlich was misled.
Sometimes, listening to familiar sounds, and smelling
familiar odors, toward the latter part of his reprieve,
he almost imagined that he’d accomplished his
basic desires here on Vesta when he had
always failed on Earth.
There was the smell of warm soil,
flowers, greenery. He heard irrigation water
trickling. The sweetcorn rustled in the wind of
fans he’d set up to circulate the air.
Bees buzzed. Chickens, approaching adolescence,
peeped contentedly as they dusted themselves and stretched
luxuriously in the shadows of the cornfield.
For John Endlich it was all like the
echo of a somnolent summer of his boyhood. There
was peace in it: it was like a yearning fulfilled.
An end of wanderlust for him, here on Vesta.
In contrast to the airless desolation outside, the
interior of this five-acre greenhouse was the one
most desirable place to be. So, except for the
vaguest of stirrings sometimes in his mind, there
was not much incentive to seek fun elsewhere.
If he ever had time.
And there was a lot of the legendary,
too, in what his family and he had accomplished.
It was like returning a little of the blue sky and
the sounds of life to this land of ruins and roadways
and the ghosts of dead beauty. Maybe there’d
be a lot more of all that, soon, when the rumored
major influx of homesteaders reached Vesta.
“Yes, Johnny,” Rose said
once. “‘Legendary’ is a lot nicer
word than ‘ghostly’. And the ghosts
are changing their name to legends.”
Rose had to teach the kids their regular
lessons. That children would be taught was part
of the agreement you had to sign at the A. H. O. before
you could be shipped out with them. But the kids
had time for whimsy, too. In make-believe, they
took their excursions far back to former ages.
They played that they were “Old People.”
Endlich, having repaired his atomic
battery, didn’t draw power anymore from the
unit that had supplied the ancient buildings.
But the relics remained. From a device like a
phonograph, there was even a bell-like voice that
chanted when a lever was pressed.
And it was the kids who found the
first “tay-tay bug,” a day after its trills
were heard from among the new foliage. “Ta-a-a-ay-y-y ta-a-a-a-ay-y-yy-y ”
The sound was like that of a little wheel, humming
with the speed of rotation, and then slowing to a
scratchy stop.
A one-legged hopper, with a thin but
rigid gliding wing of horn. Opalescent in its
colors. It had evidently hatched from a tiny egg,
preserved by the cold for ages.
Wise enough not to clutch it with
his bare hands, Bubs came running with it held in
a leaf.
It proved harmless. It was ugly
and beautiful. Its great charm was that it was
a vocal echo from the far past.
Sure. Life got to be fairly okay,
in spite of hard work. The Endlichs had conquered
the awful stillness with life-sounds. Growing
plants kept the air in their greenhouse fresh and
breathable by photosynthesis. John Endlich did
a lot of grinning and whistling. His temper never
flared once. Deep down in him there was only
a brooding certainty that the calm couldn’t
last. For, from all reports, trouble seethed at
the mining camp. At any time there might be a
blowup, a reign of terror that would roll over all
of Vesta. A thing to release pent-up forces in
men who had seen too many hard stars, and had heard
too much stillness. They were like the stuff
inside a complaining volcano.
The Endlichs had sought to time their
various crops, so that they would all be ready for
market on as nearly as possible the same day.
It was intended as a trick of advertising a
dramatically sudden appearance of much fresh produce.
So, one morning, in a jet-equipped
space-suit, Endlich arced out for the mining camp.
Inside the suit he carried samples from his garden.
Six tomatoes. Beauties.
“Have luck with them, Johnny!
But watch out!” Rose flung after him by helmet
phone. With a warm laugh. Just for a moment
he felt maybe a little silly. Tomatoes!
But they were what he was banking on, and had forced
toward maturity, most. The way he figured, they
were the kind of fruit that the guys in the camp gagged
by a diet of canned and dehydrated stuff, because
they were too busy chasing mineral wealth to keep
a decent hydroponic garden going would be
hungriest for.
Well he was rather too
right, in some ways, to be fortunate. Yeah they
still call what happened the Tomato War.
Poor Johnny Endlich. He was headed
for the commissary dome to display his wares.
But vague urges sidetracked him, and he went into the
recreation dome of the camp, instead.
And into the bar.
The petty sin of two drinks hardly
merits the punishing trouble which came his way as,
at least partially, a result. With his face-window
open, he stood at the bar with men whom he had never
seen before. And he began to have minor delusions
of grandeur. He became a little too proud of
his accomplishments. His wariness slipped into
abeyance. He had a queer idea that, as a farmer
with concrete evidence of his skills to show, he would
win respect that had been denied him. Dread of
consequences of some things that he might do, became
blurred. His hot temper began to smolder, under
the spark of memory and the fury of insult and malicious
tricks, that, considering the safety of his loved
ones, he had had no way to fight back against.
Frustration is a dangerous force. Released a
little, it excited him more. And the tense mood
of the camp a thing in the very air of the
domes stirred him up more. The camp ready
to explode into sudden, open barbarism for days was
now at a point where nothing so dramatic as fresh tomatoes
and farmers in a bar was needed to set the fireworks
off.
John Endlich had his two drinks.
Then, with calm and foolhardy detachment, he set the
six tomatoes out in a row before him on the synthetic
mahogany.
He didn’t have to wait at all
for results. Bloodshot eyes, some of them belonging
to men who had been as gentle as lambs in their ordinary
lives on Earth, turned swiftly alert. Bristly
faces showed swift changes of expression: surprise,
interest, greed for possession but most
of all, aggressive and Satanic humor.
“Jeez tamadas!” somebody
growled, amazed.
Under the circumstances, to be aware
of opportunity was to act. Big paws, some bare
and calloused, some in the gloves of space suits,
reached out, grabbed. Teeth bit. Juice squirted,
landing on hard metal shaped for the interplanetary
regions.
So far, fine. John Endlich felt
prouder of himself he’d expected a
certain fierceness and lack of manners. But knowing
all he did know, he should have taken time to visualize
the inevitable chain-reaction.
“Thanks, pal.... You’re a prince....”
Sure but the thanks were more of a mockery
than a formality.
“Hey! None for me? Whatsa idea?...”
“Shuddup, Mic.... Who’s
dis guy?... Say, Friend you wouldn’t
be that pun’kin-head we been hearin’ about,
would you?... Well my gracious bet
you are! Dis’ll be nice to watch!...”
“Where’s Alf Neely, Cranston? What
we need is excitement.”
“Seen him out by the slot-machines.
The bar is still out of bounds for him. He can’t
come in here.”
“Says who? Boss Man Mahoney?
For dis much sport Neely can go straight to hell!
And take Boss Man with him on a pitchfork....
Hey-y-y!... Ne-e-e-e-l-y-y-y!...”
The big man whose name was called
lumbered to the window at the entrance to the bar,
and peered inside. During the last couple of months
he’d been in a perpetual grouch over his deprivation
of liberty, which had rankled him more as an affront
to his dignity.
When he saw the husband of the authoress
of his woes the little bum, who, being
unable to guard his own, had allowed his woman to holler
“Cop!” Neely let out a yell
of sheer glee. His huge shoulders hunched, his
pendulous nose wobbled, his squinty eyes gleamed and
he charged into the bar.
John Endlich’s first reaction
was curiously similar to Neely’s. He felt
a flash of savage triumph under the stimulus of the
thought of immediate battle with the cause of most
of his troubles. Temper blazed in him.
Belatedly, however, the awareness
came into his mind that he had started an emotional
avalanche that went far beyond the weight and fury
of one man like Neely. Lord, wouldn’t he
ever learn? It was tough as hell to crawl, but
how could a man put his wife and kids in awful jeopardy
at the hands of a flock of guys whom space had turned
into gorillas?
Endlich tried for peace. It was
to his credit that he did so quite coolly. He
turned toward his charging adversary and grinned.
“Hi, Neely,” he said. “Have
a drink on me.”
The big man stopped short, almost
in unbelief that anyone could stoop so low as to offer
appeasement. Then he laughed uproariously.
“Why, I’d be delighted,
Mr. Pun’kins,” he said in a poisonous-sweet
tone. “Let bygones be bygones. Hey,
Charlie! Hear what Pun’kins says?
The drinks are all on him! And how is the Little
Lady, Mrs. Pun’kins? Lonesome, I bet.
Glad to hear it. I’m gonna fix that!”
With a sudden lunge Neely gripped
Endlich’s hand, and gave it a savage if momentary
twist that sent needles of pain shooting up the homesteader’s
arm. It was a goading invitation to battle, which
grim knowledge of the sequel now compelled Endlich
to pass up.
“Don’t call him Pun’kins,
Neely!” somebody yelled. “It ain’t
polite to mispronounce a name. It’s Mr.
Tomatoes. I just saw. Bet he’s got
a million of ’em, out there on the farm!”
The whole crowd in the bar broke into
coarse shouts and laughs and comments. “...
We ain’t good neighbors neglecting
our social duties. Let’s pay ’em
a visit.... Pun’kins! What else you
got besides tamadas? Let’s go on a picnic!...
Hell with the Boss Man!... Yah-h-h We
need some diversion.... I’m not goin’
on shift.... Come on, everybody! There’s
gonna be a fight a moider!... Hell
with the Boss Man....”
Like the flicker of flame flashing
through dry gunpowder, you could feel the excitement
spread. Out of the bar. Out of the rec-dome.
It would soon ignite the whole tense camp.
John Endlich’s heart was in
his mouth, as his mind pictured the part of all this
that would affect him and his. A bunch of men
gone wild, kicking over the traces, arcing around
Vesta, sacking and destroying in sheer exuberance,
like brats on Hallowe’en. They would stop
at nothing. And Rose and the kids....
This was it. What he’d
been so scared of all along. It was at least
partly his own fault. And there was no way to
stop it now.
“I love tomatoes, Mr. Pun’kins,”
Neely rumbled at Endlich’s side, reaching for
the drink that had been set before him. “But
first I’m gonna smear you all over the camp....
Take my time do a good job.... Because
y’didn’t give me any tomatoes....”
Whereat, John Endlich took the only
slender advantage at hand for him surprise.
With all the strength of his muscular body, backed
up by dread and pent-up fury, he sent a gloved fist
crashing straight into Neely’s open face-window.
Even the pang in his well-protected knuckles was a
satisfaction for he knew that the damage
to Neely’s ugly features must be many times
greater.
The blow, occurring under the conditions
of Vesta’s tiny gravity, had an entirely un-Earthly
effect. Neely, eyes glazing, floated gently up
and away. And Endlich, since he had at the last
instant clutched Neely’s arm, was drawn along
with the miner in a graceful, arcing flight through
the smoky air of the bar. Both armored bodies,
lacking nothing in inertia, tore through the tough
plastic window, and they bounced lightly on the pavement
of the main section of the rec-dome.
Neely was as limp as a wet rag, sleeping
peacefully, blood all over his crushed face.
But that he was out of action signified no peace, when
so many of his buddies were nearby, and beginning
to seethe, like a swarm of hornets.
So there was an element of despair
in Endlich’s quick actions as he slammed Neely’s
face-window and his own shut, picked up his enemy,
and used his jets to propel him in the long leap to
the airlock of the dome. He had no real plan.
He just had the ragged and all but hopeless thought
of using Neely as a hostage as a weapon
in the bitter and desperate attempt to defend his
wife and children from the mob that would be following
close behind him....
Tumbling end over end with his light
but bulky burden, he sprawled at the threshold of
the airlock, where the guard, posted there, had stepped
hastily out of his way. Again, capricious luck,
surprise, and swift action were on his side.
He pressed the control-button of the lock, and squirmed
through its double valves before the startled guard
could stop him.
Then he slammed his jets wide, and aimed for the horizon.
It was a wild journey for,
to fly straight in a frictionless vacuum, any missile
must be very well balanced; and the inertia and the
slight but unwieldy weight of Neely’s bulk disturbed
such balance in his own jet-equipped space suit.
The journey was made, then, not in a smooth arc, but
in a series of erratic waverings. But what Endlich
lacked in precise direction, he made up in sheer reckless,
dread-driven speed.
From the very start of that wild flight,
he heard voices in his helmet phones:
“Damn pun’kin-head greenhorn!
Did you see how he hit Neely, Schmidt? Yeah by
surprise.... Yeah Kuzak. I saw.
He hit without warning.... Damn yella yokel....
Who’s comin’ along to get him?...”
Sure there was another side to it other
voices:
“Shucks Neely had
it coming to him. I hope the farmer really murders
that big lunkhead.... You ain’t kiddin’,
Muir. I was glad to see his face splatter like
a rotten tamata....”
Okay fine. It was
good to know you had some sensible guys on your side.
But what good was it, when the camp as a whole was
boiling over from its internal troubles? There
were more than enough roughnecks to do a mighty messy
job fast.
Panting with tension, Endlich swooped
down before his greenhouse, and dragged Neely inside
through the airlock. For a fleeting instant the
sights and sounds and smells that impinged on his senses,
as he opened his face-window once more, brought him
a regret. The rustle of corn, the odor of greenery,
the chicken voices there was home in all
of this. Something pastoral and beautiful and
orderly gained with hard work. And
something brought back restored from
the remote past. The buzzing of the tay-tay bug
was even a real echo from that smashed yet undoubtedly
once beautiful world of antiquity.
But these were fragile concerns, beside
the desperate question of the immediate safety of
Rose and the kids.... Already cries and shouts
and comments were coming faintly through his helmet
phones again:
“Get the yokel! Get the
bum!... We’ll fix his wagon good....”
The pack was on the way getting
closer with every heartbeat. Never in his life
had Endlich experienced so harrowing a time as this;
never, if by some miracle he lived, could he expect
another equal to it.
To stand and fight, as he would have
done if he were alone, would mean simply that he would
be cut down. To try the peacemaking of appeasement,
would have probably the same result plus,
for himself, the dishonor of contempt.
So, where was there to turn, with
grim, unanswering blankness on every side?
John Endlich felt mightily an old
yearning that of a fundamentally peaceful
man for a way to oppose and win against brutal, overpowering
odds without using either serious violence or the even
more futile course of supine submission. Here
on Vesta, this had been the issue he had faced all
along. In many ages and many nations and
probably on many planets throughout the universe others
had faced it before him.
To his straining and tortured mind
the trite and somewhat mocking answers came:
Psychology. Salesmanship. The selling of
respect for one’s self.
Ah, yes. These were fine words.
Glib words. But the question, “How?”
was more bitter and derisive than ever.
Still, he had to try something to
make at least a forlorn effort. And now, from
certain beliefs that he had, coupled with some vague
observations that he had made during the last hour,
a tattered suggestion of what form that effort might
take, came to him.
As for his personal defects that had
given him trouble in the past well he
was lugubriously sure that he had learned a final lesson
about liquor. For him it always meant trouble.
As for wanderlust, and the gambling and hell-raising
urge he had been willing to stay put on
Vesta, named for the goddess of home, for weeks, now.
And he was now about to make his last great gamble.
If he lost, he wouldn’t be alive to gamble again.
If, by great good-fortune, he won well he
was certain that all the charm of unnecessary chance-taking
would, by the memory of these awful moments, be forever
poisoned in him.
Now Rose and the youngsters came hurrying toward him.
“Back so soon, Johnny?” Rose called.
“What’s this? What happened?”
“Who’s the guy, Pop?”
Evelyn asked. “Oh Baloney Nose....
What are you doing with him?”
But by then they all had guessed some
of the tense mood, and its probable meaning.
“Neely’s pals are coming,
Honey,” Endlich said quietly. “It’s
the showdown. Hide the kids. And yourself.
Quick. Under the house, maybe.”
Rose’s pale eyes met his.
They were comprehending, they were worried, but they
were cool. He could see that she didn’t
want to leave him.
Evelyn looked as though she might
begin to whimper; but her small jaw hardened.
Bubs’ lower lip trembled.
But he said valiantly: “I’ll get the
guns, Pop, I’m stayin’ with yuh.”
“No you’re not, son,”
John Endlich answered. “Get going.
Orders. Get the guns to keep with you to
watch out for Mom and Sis.”
Rose took the kids away with her,
without a word. Endlich wondered how to describe
what was maybe her last look at him. There were
no fancy words in his mind. Just Love. And
deep concern.
Alf Neely was showing signs of returning
consciousness. Which was good. Still dragging
him, Endlich went and got a bushel basket. It
was filled to the brim with ripe, red tomatoes, but
he could carry its tiny weight on the palm of one
hand, scarcely noticing that it was there.
For an instant Endlich scanned the
sky, through the clear plastic roof of the great bubble.
He saw at least a score of shapes in space armor,
arcing nearer specks in human form, glowing
with reflected sunlight, like little hurtling moons
among the stars. Neely’s pals. In a
moment they would arrive.
Endlich took Neely and the loaded
basket close to the transparent side of the greenhouse,
nearest the approaching roughnecks. There he removed
Neely’s oxygen helmet, hoping that, maybe, this
might deter his friends a little from rupturing the
plastic of the huge bubble and letting the air out.
It was a feeble safeguard, for, in all probability,
in case of such rupture, Neely would be rescued from
death by smothering and cold and the boiling of his
blood, simply by having his helmet slammed back on
again.
Next, Endlich dumped the contents
of the basket on the ground, inverted it, and sat
Neely upon it. The big man had recovered consciousness
enough to be merely groggy by now. Endlich slapped
his battered face vigorously, to help clear his head after
having, of course, relieved him of the blaster at
his belt.
Endlich left his own face-window open,
so that the sounds of Neely’s voice could penetrate
to the mike of his own helmet phone, thus to be transmitted
to the helmet phones of Neely’s buddies.
Endlich was anything but calm inside,
with the wild horde, as irresponsible in their present
state of mind as a pack of idiot baboons, bearing
down on him. But he forced his tone to be conversational
when he spoke.
“Hello, Neely,” he said.
“You mentioned you liked tomatoes. Maybe
you were kidding. Anyhow I brought you along
home with me, so you could have some. Here on
the ground, right in front of you, is a whole bushel.
The regular asteroids price considering
the trouble it takes to grow ’em, and the amount
of dough a guy like you can make for himself out here,
is five bucks apiece. But for you, right now,
they’re all free. Here, have a nice fresh,
ripe one, Neely.”
The big man glared at his captor for
a second, after he had looked dazedly around.
He would have leaped to his feet except
that the muzzle of his own blaster was leveled at
the center of his chest, at a range of not over twenty
inches. For a fleeting instant, Neely looked scared
and prudent. Then he saw his pals, landing like
a flock of birds, just beyond the transparent side
of the greenhouse. And he heard their shouts,
coming loudly from Endlich’s helmet-phones:
“We come after you, Neely!
We’ll get the damn yokel off your neck....
Come on, guys let’s turn the damn
place upside down!...”
Neely grew courageous yes,
maybe it did take a certain animal nerve to do what
he did. His battered and bloodied lip curled.
“Whatdayuh think you’re
up to, Pun’kin-head!” he snarled slowly,
his tone dripping contempt for the insanely foolish.
He laughed sourly, “Haw-haw-haw.”
Then his face twisted into a confident and mocking
leer. To carry the mockery farther, a big paw
reached out and grabbed the proffered tomato from
Endlich’s hand. “Sure thanks.
Anything to oblige!” He took a great bite from
the fruit, clowning the action with a forced expression
of relish. “Ummm!” he grunted.
In danger, he was being the showman, playing for the
approval of his pals. He was proving his comic
coolness that even now he was master of
the situation, and was in no hurry to be rescued.
“Come on, punk!” he ordered Endlich.
“Where is the next one, seeing you’re so
generous? Be polite to your guest!”
Endlich handed him a second tomato.
But as he did so, it seemed all the things he dreaded
would happen were breathing down his back. For
the faces that he glimpsed beyond the plastic showed
the twisted expressions that betray the point where
savage humor imperceptibly becomes murderous.
A dozen blasters were leveled at him.
But the eyes of the men outside showed,
too, the kind of interest that any odd procedure can
command. They stood still for a moment, watching,
commenting:
“Hey Neely!
See if you can down the next one with one bite!...
Don’t eat ’em all, Neely! Save some
for us!...”
Endlich was following no complete
plan. He had only the feeling that somewhere
here there might be a dramatic touch that, by a long
chance, would yield him a toehold on the situation.
Without a word, he gave Neely a third tomato.
Then a fourth and a fifth....
Neely kept gobbling and clowning.
Yeah but can this sort
of horseplay go on until one man has consumed an entire
bushel of tomatoes? The question began to shine
speculatively in the faces of the onlookers.
It began to appeal to their wolfish sense of comedy.
And it started to betray itself in another
manner in Neely’s face.
After the fifteenth tomato, he burped
and balked. “That’s enough kiddin’
around, Pun’kin-head,” he growled.
“Get away with your damned garden truck!
I should be beatin’ you to a grease-spot right
this minute! Why I ”
Then Neely tried to lunge for the
blaster. As Endlich squeezed the trigger, he
turned the weapon aside a trifle, so that the beam
of energy flicked past Neely’s ear and splashed
garden soil that turned incandescent, instantly.
John Endlich might have died in that
moment, cut down from behind. That he wasn’t
probably meant that, from the position of complete
underdog among the spectators, his popularity had
risen some.
“Neely,” he said with
a grin, “how can you start beatin’, when
you ain’t done eatin’? Neely here
I am, trying to be friendly and hospitable, and you
aren’t co-operating. A whole bushel of juicy
tomatoes symbols of civilization way the
hell out here in the asteroids and you haven’t
even made a dent in ’em yet! What’s
the matter, Neely? Lose your appetite? Here!
Eat!...”
Endlich’s tone was falsely persuasive.
For there was a steely note of command in it.
And the blaster in Endlich’s hand was pointed
straight at Neely’s chest.
Neely’s eyes began to look frightened
and sullen. He shifted uncomfortably, and the
bushel basket creaked under his weight. “You’re
yella as any damn pun’kin!” he said loudly.
“You don’t fight fair!... Guys what’s
the matter with you? Get this nut with the blaster
offa me!...”
“Hmm yella,”
Endlich seemed to muse. “Maybe not as yella
as you were once coming around here at
night with a whole gang, not so long ago ”
“Call me yella?”
Nelly hollered. “Why, you lousy damn yokel,
if you didn’t have that blaster ”
Endlich said grimly, “But I
got it, friend!” He sent a stream of energy
from the blaster right past Neely’s head, so
close that a shock of the other’s hair smoked
and curled into black wisps. “And watch
your language my wife and kids can hear
you ”
Neely’s thick shoulders hunched.
He ducked nervously, rubbing his head and
for the first time there was a hint of genuine alarm
in his voice. “All right,” he growled,
“all right! Take it easy ”
Something deep within John Endlich
relaxed a cold tight knot seemed to unwind for,
at that moment, he knew that Neely was beginning to
lose. The big man’s evident discomfort
and fear were the marks of weakness to
his followers at least; and with them, he could never
be a leader, again. Moreover, he had allowed
himself to be maneuvered into the position of being
the butt of a practical joke, that, by his own code,
must be followed up, to its nasty, if interesting,
outcome. The spectators began to resemble Romans
at the circus, with Neely the victim. And the
victim’s downfall was tragically swift.
“Come on, Neely! You heard
what Pun’kins said,” somebody yelled.
“Jeez a whole bushel. Let’s
see how many you can eat, Neely.... Damned if
this ain’t gonna be rich! Don’t let
us down, Neely! Nobody’s hurtin’
yuh. All you have to do is eat all
them nice tamadas.... Hey, Neely if
that bushel ain’t enough for you, I’ll
personally buy you another, at the reg’lar price.
Haw-haw-haw.... Lucky Neely! Look at him!
Having a swell banquet. Better than if he was
home.... Haw-haw-haw.... Come on, Pun’kins make
him eat!...”
Yeah, under certain conditions human
nature can be pretty fickle. Wonderingly, John
Endlich felt himself to be respected the
Top Man. The guy who had shown courage and ingenuity,
and was winning, by the harsh code of men who had
been roughened and soured by space by life
among the asteroids.
For a little while then, he had to
be hard. He thrust another tomato toward Neely,
at the same time directing a thin stream from the
blaster just past the big nose. Neely ate six
more tomatoes with a will, his eyes popping, sweat
streaming down his forehead.
Endlich’s next blaster-stream
barely missed Neely’s booted toe. The persuasive
shot was worth fifty-five more dollars in garden fruit
consumed. The crowd gave with mock cheers and
bravos, and demanded more action.
“That makes thirty-two....
Come on, Neely that’s just a good
start. You got a long, long ways to go....
Come on, Pun’kins bet you can stuff
fifty into him....”
To goad Neely on in this ludicrous
and savage game, Endlich next just scorched the metal
at Neely’s shoulder. It isn’t to be
said that Endlich didn’t enjoy his revenge for
all the anguish and real danger that Neely had caused
him. But as this fierce yet childish sport went
on, and the going turned really rough for the big
asteroid miner, Endlich’s anger began to be
mixed with self-disgust. He’d always be
a hot-tempered guy; he couldn’t help that.
But now, satisfaction, and a hopeful glimpse of peace
ahead, burned the fury out of him and touched him with
shame. Still, for a little more, he had to go
on. Again and again, as before, he used that
blaster. But, as he did so, he talked, ramblingly,
knowing that the audience, too, would hear what he
said. Maybe, in a way, it was a lecture; but
he couldn’t help that:
“Have another tomato, Neely.
Sorry to do things like this but it’s
your own way. So why should you complain?
Funny, ain’t it? A man can get even too
many tomatoes. Civilized tomatoes. Part of
something most guys around here have been homesick
for, for a long time.... Maybe that’s what
has been most of the trouble out here in the asteroids.
Not enough civilization. On Earth we were used
to certain standards in spite of being
rough enough there, too. Here, the traces got
kicked over. But on this side of Vesta, an idea
begins to soak in: This used to be nice country blue
sky, trees growing. Some of that is coming back,
Neely. And order with it. Because, deep
in our guts, that’s what we all want. And
fresh vegetables’ll help.... Have another
tomato, Neely. Or should we call it enough, guys?”
“Neely, you ain’t gonna
quit now?” somebody guffawed. “You’re
doin’ almost good. Haw-haw!”
Neely’s face was purple.
His eyes were bloodshot. His mouth hung partly
open. “Gawd no please!”
he croaked.
An embarrassed hush fell over the
crowd. Back home on Earth, they had all been
more-or-less average men. Finally someone said,
expressing the intrusion among them of the better
dignity of man:
“Aw let the poor dope go....”
Then and there, John Endlich sold
what was left of his first bushel of tomatoes.
One of his customers the once loud-mouthed
Schmidt even said, rather stiffly, “Pun’kins you’re
all right.”
And these guys were the real roughnecks
of the mining camp.
Is it necessary to mention that, as
they were leaving, Neely lost his pride completely,
soiling the inside of his helmet’s face-window
so that he could scarcely see out of it? That,
amid the raucous laughter of his companions, which
still sounded slightly self-conscious and pitying.
Thus Alf Neely sank at last to the level of helpless
oblivion and nonentity.
A week of Vestal days later, in the
afternoon, Rose and the kids came to John Endlich,
who was toiling over his cucumbers.
“Their name is Harper, Pop!” Bubs shouted.
“And they’ve got three children!”
Evelyn added.
John Endlich, straightened, shaking
a kink out of his tired back. “Who?”
he questioned.
“The people who are going to
be our new neighbors, Johnny,” Rose said happily.
“We just picked up the news on the radio from
their ship, which is approaching from space right
now! I hope they’re nice folks. And,
Johnny there used to be country schools
with no more than five pupils....”
“Sure,” John Endlich said.
Something felt warm around his heart.
Leave it to a woman to think of a school the
symbol of civilization, marching now across the void.
John Endlich thought of the trouble at the mining
camp, which his first load of fresh vegetables, picked
up by a small space boat, had perhaps helped to end.
He thought of the relics in this strange land.
Things that were like legends of a lost pastoral beauty.
Things that could come back. The second family
of homesteaders was almost here. Endlich was reconciled
to domesticity. He felt at home; he felt proud.
Bees buzzed near him. A tay-tay
bug from a perished era, hummed and scraped out a
mournful sound.
“I wonder if the Harper kids’ll
call you Mr. Pun’kins, Pop,” Bubs remarked.
“Like the miners still do.”
John Endlich laughed. But somehow
he was prouder than ever. Maybe the name would
be a legend, too.