by Rebecca Harding Davis
“Is
this the end?
O
Life, as futile, then, as frail!
What
hope of answer or redress?”
A cloudy day: do you know what
that is in a town of iron-works? The sky sank
down before dawn, muddy, flat, immovable. The
air is thick, clammy with the breath of crowded human
beings. It stifles me. I open the window,
and, looking out, can scarcely see through the rain
the grocer’s shop opposite, where a crowd of
drunken Irishmen are puffing Lynchburg tobacco in
their pipes. I can detect the scent through all
the foul smells ranging loose in the air.
The idiosyncrasy of this town is smoke.
It rolls sullenly in slow folds from the great chimneys
of the iron-foundries, and settles down in black,
slimy pools on the muddy streets. Smoke on the
wharves, smoke on the dingy boats, on the yellow river,-clinging
in a coating of greasy soot to the house-front, the
two faded poplars, the faces of the passers-by.
The long train of mules, dragging masses of pig-iron
through the narrow street, have a foul vapor hanging
to their reeking sides. Here, inside, is a little
broken figure of an angel pointing upward from the
mantel-shelf; but even its wings are covered with smoke,
clotted and black. Smoke everywhere! A dirty
canary chirps desolately in a cage beside me.
Its dream of green fields and sunshine is a very old
dream,-almost worn out, I think.
From the back-window I can see a narrow
brick-yard sloping down to the river-side, strewed
with rain-butts and tubs. The river, dull and
tawny-colored, (la belle rivière!) drags
itself sluggishly along, tired of the heavy weight
of boats and coal-barges. What wonder? When
I was a child, I used to fancy a look of weary, dumb
appeal upon the face of the negro-like river slavishly
bearing its burden day after day. Something of
the same idle notion comes to me to-day, when from
the street-window I look on the slow stream of human
life creeping past, night and morning, to the great
mills. Masses of men, with dull, besotted faces
bent to the ground, sharpened here and there by pain
or cunning; skin and muscle and flesh begrimed with
smoke and ashes; stooping all night over boiling caldrons
of metal, laired by day in dens of drunkenness and
infamy; breathing from infancy to death an air saturated
with fog and grease and soot, vileness for soul and
body. What do you make of a case like that, amateur
psychologist? You call it an altogether serious
thing to be alive: to these men it is a drunken
jest, a joke,-horrible to angels perhaps,
to them commonplace enough. My fancy about the
river was an idle one: it is no type of such
a life. What if it be stagnant and slimy here?
It knows that beyond there waits for it odorous sunlight,
quaint old gardens, dusky with soft, green foliage
of apple-trees, and flushing crimson with roses,-air,
and fields, and mountains. The future of the
Welsh puddler passing just now is not so pleasant.
To be stowed away, after his grimy work is done, in
a hole in the muddy graveyard, and after that, not
air, nor green fields, nor curious roses.
Can you see how foggy the day is?
As I stand here, idly tapping the windowpane, and
looking out through the rain at the dirty back-yard
and the coalboats below, fragments of an old story
float up before me,-a story of this house
into which I happened to come to-day. You may
think it a tiresome story enough, as foggy as the
day, sharpened by no sudden flashes of pain or pleasure.-I
know: only the outline of a dull life, that long
since, with thousands of dull lives like its own, was
vainly lived and lost: thousands of them, massed,
vile, slimy lives, like those of the torpid lizards
in yonder stagnant water-butt.-Lost?
There is a curious point for you to settle, my friend,
who study psychology in a lazy, dilettante way.
Stop a moment. I am going to be honest. This
is what I want you to do. I want you to hide
your disgust, take no heed to your clean clothes,
and come right down with me,-here, into
the thickest of the fog and mud and foul effluvia.
I want you to hear this story. There is a secret
down here, in this nightmare fog, that has lain dumb
for centuries: I want to make it a real thing
to you. You, Egoist, or Pantheist, or Arminian,
busy in making straight paths for your feet on the
hills, do not see it clearly,-this terrible
question which men here have gone mad and died trying
to answer. I dare not put this secret into words.
I told you it was dumb. These men, going by with
drunken faces and brains full of unawakened power,
do not ask it of Society or of God. Their lives
ask it; their deaths ask it. There is no reply.
I will tell you plainly that I have a great hope;
and I bring it to you to be tested. It is this:
that this terrible dumb question is its own reply;
that it is not the sentence of death we think it, but,
from the very extremity of its darkness, the most
solemn prophecy which the world has known of the Hope
to come. I dare make my meaning no clearer, but
will only tell my story. It will, perhaps, seem
to you as foul and dark as this thick vapor about
us, and as pregnant with death; but if your eyes are
free as mine are to look deeper, no perfume-tinted
dawn will be so fair with promise of the day that
shall surely come.
My story is very simple,-Only
what I remember of the life of one of these men,-a
furnace-tender in one of Kirby & John’s rolling-mills,-Hugh
Wolfe. You know the mills? They took the
great order for the lower Virginia railroads there
last winter; run usually with about a thousand men.
I cannot tell why I choose the half-forgotten story
of this Wolfe more than that of myriads of these furnace-hands.
Perhaps because there is a secret, underlying sympathy
between that story and this day with its impure fog
and thwarted sunshine,-or perhaps simply
for the reason that this house is the one where the
Wolfes lived. There were the father and son,-both
hands, as I said, in one of Kirby & John’s mills
for making railroad-iron,-and Deborah,
their cousin, a picker in some of the cotton-mills.
The house was rented then to half a dozen families.
The Wolfes had two of the cellar-rooms. The old
man, like many of the puddlers and feeders of the mills,
was Welsh,-had spent half of his life in
the Cornish tin-mines. You may pick the Welsh
emigrants, Cornish miners, out of the throng passing
the windows, any day. They are a trifle more
filthy; their muscles are not so brawny; they stoop
more. When they are drunk, they neither yell,
nor shout, nor stagger, but skulk along like beaten
hounds. A pure, unmixed blood, I fancy:
shows itself in the slight angular bodies and sharply-cut
facial lines. It is nearly thirty years since
the Wolfes lived here. Their lives were like
those of their class: incessant labor, sleeping
in kennel-like rooms, eating rank pork and molasses,
drinking-God and the distillers only know
what; with an occasional night in jail, to atone for
some drunken excess. Is that all of their lives?-of
the portion given to them and these their duplicates
swarming the streets to-day?-nothing beneath?-all?
So many a political reformer will tell you,-and
many a private reformer, too, who has gone among them
with a heart tender with Christ’s charity, and
come out outraged, hardened.
One rainy night, about eleven o’clock,
a crowd of half-clothed women stopped outside of the
cellar-door. They were going home from the cotton-mill.
“Good-night, Deb,” said
one, a mulatto, steadying herself against the gas-post.
She needed the post to steady her. So did more
than one of them.
“Dah’s a ball to Miss Potts’ to-night.
Ye’d best come.”
“Inteet, Deb, if hur’ll
come, hur’ll hef fun,” said a shrill Welsh
voice in the crowd.
Two or three dirty hands were thrust
out to catch the gown of the woman, who was groping
for the latch of the door.
“No.”
“No? Where’s Kit Small, then?”
“Begorra! on the spools.
Alleys behint, though we helped her, we dud.
An wid ye! Let Deb alone! It’s ondacent
frettin’ a quite body. Be the powers, an
we’ll have a night of it! there’ll be lashin’s
o’ drink,-the Vargent be blessed
and praised for’t!”
They went on, the mulatto inclining
for a moment to show fight, and drag the woman Wolfe
off with them; but, being pacified, she staggered away.
Deborah groped her way into the cellar,
and, after considerable stumbling, kindled a match,
and lighted a tallow dip, that sent a yellow glimmer
over the room. It was low, damp,-the
earthen floor covered with a green, slimy moss,-a
fetid air smothering the breath. Old Wolfe lay
asleep on a heap of straw, wrapped in a torn horse-blanket.
He was a pale, meek little man, with a white face
and red rabbit-eyes. The woman Deborah was like
him; only her face was even more ghastly, her lips
bluer, her eyes more watery. She wore a faded
cotton gown and a slouching bonnet. When she
walked, one could see that she was deformed, almost
a hunchback. She trod softly, so as not to waken
him, and went through into the room beyond. There
she found by the half-extinguished fire an iron saucepan
filled with cold boiled potatoes, which she put upon
a broken chair with a pint-cup of ale. Placing
the old candlestick beside this dainty repast, she
untied her bonnet, which hung limp and wet over her
face, and prepared to eat her supper. It was the
first food that had touched her lips since morning.
There was enough of it, however: there is not
always. She was hungry,-one could see
that easily enough,-and not drunk, as most
of her companions would have been found at this hour.
She did not drink, this woman,-her face
told that, too,-nothing stronger than ale.
Perhaps the weak, flaccid wretch had some stimulant
in her pale life to keep her up,-some love
or hope, it might be, or urgent need. When that
stimulant was gone, she would take to whiskey.
Man cannot live by work alone. While she was skinning
the potatoes, and munching them, a noise behind her
made her stop.
“Janey!” she called, lifting
the candle and peering into the darkness. “Janey,
are you there?”
A heap of ragged coats was heaved
up, and the face of a young girl emerged, staring
sleepily at the woman.
“Deborah,” she said, at last, “I’m
here the night.”
“Yes, child. Hur’s welcome,”
she said, quietly eating on.
The girl’s face was haggard
and sickly; her eyes were heavy with sleep and hunger:
real Milesian eyes they were, dark, delicate blue,
glooming out from black shadows with a pitiful fright.
“I was alone,” she said, timidly.
“Where’s the father?”
asked Deborah, holding out a potato, which the girl
greedily seized.
“He’s beyant,-wid
Haley,-in the stone house.” (Did you
ever hear the word tail from an Irish mouth?) “I
came here. Hugh told me never to stay me-lone.”
“Hugh?”
“Yes.”
A vexed frown crossed her face. The girl saw
it, and added quickly,-
“I have not seen Hugh the day,
Deb. The old man says his watch lasts till the
mornin’.”
The woman sprang up, and hastily began
to arrange some bread and flitch in a tin pail, and
to pour her own measure of ale into a bottle.
Tying on her bonnet, she blew out the candle.
“Lay ye down, Janey dear,”
she said, gently, covering her with the old rags.
“Hur can eat the potatoes, if hur’s hungry.
“Where are ye goin’, Deb? The rain’s
sharp.”
“To the mill, with Hugh’s supper.”
“Let him bide till th’ morn. Sit
ye down.”
“No, no,”-sharply pushing her
off. “The boy’ll starve.”
She hurried from the cellar, while
the child wearily coiled herself up for sleep.
The rain was falling heavily, as the woman, pail in
hand, emerged from the mouth of the alley, and turned
down the narrow street, that stretched out, long and
black, miles before her. Here and there a flicker
of gas lighted an uncertain space of muddy footwalk
and gutter; the long rows of houses, except an occasional
lager-bier shop, were closed; now and then she met
a band of millhands skulking to or from their work.
Not many even of the inhabitants of
a manufacturing town know the vast machinery of system
by which the bodies of workmen are governed, that
goes on unceasingly from year to year. The hands
of each mill are divided into watches that relieve
each other as regularly as the sentinels of an army.
By night and day the work goes on, the unsleeping
engines groan and shriek, the fiery pools of metal
boil and surge. Only for a day in the week, in
half-courtesy to public censure, the fires are partially
veiled; but as soon as the clock strikes midnight,
the great furnaces break forth with renewed fury,
the clamor begins with fresh, breathless vigor, the
engines sob and shriek like “gods in pain.”
As Deborah hurried down through the
heavy rain, the noise of these thousand engines sounded
through the sleep and shadow of the city like far-off
thunder. The mill to which she was going lay on
the river, a mile below the city-limits. It was
far, and she was weak, aching from standing twelve
hours at the spools. Yet it was her almost nightly
walk to take this man his supper, though at every
square she sat down to rest, and she knew she should
receive small word of thanks.
Perhaps, if she had possessed an artist’s
eye, the picturesque oddity of the scene might have
made her step stagger less, and the path seem shorter;
but to her the mills were only “summat deilish
to look at by night.”
The road leading to the mills had
been quarried from the solid rock, which rose abrupt
and bare on one side of the cinder-covered road, while
the river, sluggish and black, crept past on the other.
The mills for rolling iron are simply immense tent-like
roofs, covering acres of ground, open on every side.
Beneath these roofs Deborah looked in on a city of
fires, that burned hot and fiercely in the night.
Fire in every horrible form: pits of flame waving
in the wind; liquid metal-flames writhing in tortuous
streams through the sand; wide caldrons filled with
boiling fire, over which bent ghastly wretches stirring
the strange brewing; and through all, crowds of half-clad
men, looking like revengeful ghosts in the red light,
hurried, throwing masses of glittering fire.
It was like a street in Hell. Even Deborah muttered,
as she crept through, “looks like t’ Devil’s
place!” It did,-in more ways than
one.
She found the man she was looking
for, at last, heaping coal on a furnace. He had
not time to eat his supper; so she went behind the
furnace, and waited. Only a few men were with
him, and they noticed her only by a “Hyur comes
t’hunchback, Wolfe.”
Deborah was stupid with sleep; her
back pained her sharply; and her teeth chattered with
cold, with the rain that soaked her clothes and dripped
from her at every step. She stood, however, patiently
holding the pail, and waiting.
“Hout, woman! ye look like a
drowned cat. Come near to the fire,”-said
one of the men, approaching to scrape away the ashes.
She shook her head. Wolfe had
forgotten her. He turned, hearing the man, and
came closer.
“I did no’ think; gi’ me my supper,
woman.”
She watched him eat with a painful
eagerness. With a woman’s quick instinct,
she saw that he was not hungry,-was eating
to please her. Her pale, watery eyes began to
gather a strange light.
“Is’t good, Hugh? T’ ale was
a bit sour, I feared.”
“No, good enough.”
He hesitated a moment. “Ye’re tired,
poor lass! Bide here till I go. Lay down
there on that heap of ash, and go to sleep.”
He threw her an old coat for a pillow,
and turned to his work. The heap was the refuse
of the burnt iron, and was not a hard bed; the half-smothered
warmth, too, penetrated her limbs, dulling their pain
and cold shiver.
Miserable enough she looked, lying
there on the ashes like a limp, dirty rag,-yet
not an unfitting figure to crown the scene of hopeless
discomfort and veiled crime: more fitting, if
one looked deeper into the heart of things, at her
thwarted woman’s form, her colorless life, her
waking stupor that smothered pain and hunger,-even
more fit to be a type of her class. Deeper yet
if one could look, was there nothing worth reading
in this wet, faded thing, halfcovered with ashes? no
story of a soul filled with groping passionate love,
heroic unselfishness, fierce jealousy? of years of
weary trying to please the one human being whom she
loved, to gain one look of real heart-kindness from
him? If anything like this were hidden beneath
the pale, bleared eyes, and dull, washed-out-looking
face, no one had ever taken the trouble to read its
faint signs: not the half-clothed furnace-tender,
Wolfe, certainly. Yet he was kind to her:
it was his nature to be kind, even to the very rats
that swarmed in the cellar: kind to her in just
the same way. She knew that. And it might
be that very knowledge had given to her face its apathy
and vacancy more than her low, torpid life. One
sees that dead, vacant look steal sometimes over the
rarest, finest of women’s faces,-in
the very midst, it may be, of their warmest summer’s
day; and then one can guess at the secret of intolerable
solitude that lies hid beneath the delicate laces
and brilliant smile. There was no warmth, no
brilliancy, no summer for this woman; so the stupor
and vacancy had time to gnaw into her face perpetually.
She was young, too, though no one guessed it; so the
gnawing was the fiercer.
She lay quiet in the dark corner,
listening, through the monotonous din and uncertain
glare of the works, to the dull plash of the rain in
the far distance, shrinking back whenever the man
Wolfe happened to look towards her. She knew,
in spite of all his kindness, that there was that
in her face and form which made him loathe the sight
of her. She felt by instinct, although she could
not comprehend it, the finer nature of the man, which
made him among his fellow-workmen something unique,
set apart. She knew, that, down under all the
vileness and coarseness of his life, there was a groping
passion for whatever was beautiful and pure, that
his soul sickened with disgust at her deformity, even
when his words were kindest. Through this dull
consciousness, which never left her, came, like a
sting, the recollection of the dark blue eyes and
lithe figure of the little Irish girl she had left
in the cellar. The recollection struck through
even her stupid intellect with a vivid glow of beauty
and of grace. Little Janey, timid, helpless, clinging
to Hugh as her only friend: that was the sharp
thought, the bitter thought, that drove into the glazed
eyes a fierce light of pain. You laugh at it?
Are pain and jealousy less savage realities down here
in this place I am taking you to than in your own
house or your own heart,-your heart, which
they clutch at sometimes? The note is the same,
I fancy, be the octave high or low.
If you could go into this mill where
Deborah lay, and drag out from the hearts of these
men the terrible tragedy of their lives, taking it
as a symptom of the disease of their class, no ghost
Horror would terrify you more. A reality of soul-starvation,
of living death, that meets you every day under the
besotted faces on the street,-I can paint
nothing of this, only give you the outside outlines
of a night, a crisis in the life of one man:
whatever muddy depth of soul-history lies beneath you
can read according to the eyes God has given you.
Wolfe, while Deborah watched him as
a spaniel its master, bent over the furnace with his
iron pole, unconscious of her scrutiny, only stopping
to receive orders. Physically, Nature had promised
the man but little. He had already lost the strength
and instinct vigor of a man, his muscles were thin,
his nerves weak, his face ( a meek, woman’s face)
haggard, yellow with consumption. In the mill
he was known as one of the girl-men: “Molly
Wolfe” was his sobriquet. He was never seen
in the cockpit, did not own a terrier, drank but seldom;
when he did, desperately. He fought sometimes,
but was always thrashed, pommelled to a jelly.
The man was game enough, when his blood was up:
but he was no favorite in the mill; he had the taint
of school-learning on him,-not to a dangerous
extent, only a quarter or so in the free-school in
fact, but enough to ruin him as a good hand in a fight.
For other reasons, too, he was not
popular. Not one of themselves, they felt that,
though outwardly as filthy and ash-covered; silent,
with foreign thoughts and longings breaking out through
his quietness in innumerable curious ways: this
one, for instance. In the neighboring furnace-buildings
lay great heaps of the refuse from the ore after the
pig-metal is run. Korl we call it here: a
light, porous substance, of a delicate, waxen, flesh-colored
tinge. Out of the blocks of this korl, Wolfe,
in his off-hours from the furnace, had a habit of chipping
and moulding figures,-hideous, fantastic
enough, but sometimes strangely beautiful: even
the mill-men saw that, while they jeered at him.
It was a curious fancy in the man, almost a passion.
The few hours for rest he spent hewing and hacking
with his blunt knife, never speaking, until his watch
came again,-working at one figure for months,
and, when it was finished, breaking it to pieces perhaps,
in a fit of disappointment. A morbid, gloomy
man, untaught, unled, left to feed his soul in grossness
and crime, and hard, grinding labor.
I want you to come down and look at
this Wolfe, standing there among the lowest of his
kind, and see him just as he is, that you may judge
him justly when you hear the story of this night.
I want you to look back, as he does every day, at
his birth in vice, his starved infancy; to remember
the heavy years he has groped through as boy and man,-the
slow, heavy years of constant, hot work. So long
ago he began, that he thinks sometimes he has worked
there for ages. There is no hope that it will
ever end. Think that God put into this man’s
soul a fierce thirst for beauty,-to know
it, to create it; to be-something, he knows
not what,-other than he is. There
are moments when a passing cloud, the sun glinting
on the purple thistles, a kindly smile, a child’s
face, will rouse him to a passion of pain,-when
his nature starts up with a mad cry of rage against
God, man, whoever it is that has forced this vile,
slimy life upon him. With all this groping, this
mad desire, a great blind intellect stumbling through
wrong, a loving poet’s heart, the man was by
habit only a coarse, vulgar laborer, familiar with
sights and words you would blush to name. Be
just: when I tell you about this night, see him
as he is. Be just,-not like man’s
law, which seizes on one isolated fact, but like God’s
judging angel, whose clear, sad eye saw all the countless
cankering days of this man’s life, all the countless
nights, when, sick with starving, his soul fainted
in him, before it judged him for this night, the saddest
of all.
I called this night the crisis of
his life. If it was, it stole on him unawares.
These great turning-days of life cast no shadow before,
slip by unconsciously. Only a trifle, a little
turn of the rudder, and the ship goes to heaven or
hell.
Wolfe, while Deborah watched him,
dug into the furnace of melting iron with his pole,
dully thinking only how many rails the lump would yield.
It was late,-nearly Sunday morning; another
hour, and the heavy work would be done, only the furnaces
to replenish and cover for the next day. The
workmen were growing more noisy, shouting, as they
had to do, to be heard over the deep clamor of the
mills. Suddenly they grew less boisterous,-at
the far end, entirely silent. Something unusual
had happened. After a moment, the silence came
nearer; the men stopped their jeers and drunken choruses.
Deborah, stupidly lifting up her head, saw the cause
of the quiet. A group of five or six men were
slowly approaching, stopping to examine each furnace
as they came. Visitors often came to see the
mills after night: except by growing less noisy,
the men took no notice of them. The furnace where
Wolfe worked was near the bounds of the works; they
halted there hot and tired: a walk over one of
these great foundries is no trifling task. The
woman, drawing out of sight, turned over to sleep.
Wolfe, seeing them stop, suddenly roused from his
indifferent stupor, and watched them keenly. He
knew some of them: the overseer, Clarke,-a
son of Kirby, one of the mill-owners,-and
a Doctor May, one of the town-physicians. The
other two were strangers. Wolfe came closer.
He seized eagerly every chance that brought him into
contact with this mysterious class that shone down
on him perpetually with the glamour of another order
of being. What made the difference between them?
That was the mystery of his life. He had a vague
notion that perhaps to-night he could find it out.
One of the strangers sat down on a pile of bricks,
and beckoned young Kirby to his side.
“This is hot, with a vengeance.
A match, please?”-lighting his cigar.
“But the walk is worth the trouble. If it
were not that you must have heard it so often, Kirby,
I would tell you that your works look like Dante’s
Inferno.”
Kirby laughed.
“Yes. Yonder is Farinata
himself in the burning tomb,”-pointing
to some figure in the shimmering shadows.
“Judging from some of the faces
of your men,” said the other, “they bid
fair to try the reality of Dante’s vision, some
day.”
Young Kirby looked curiously around,
as if seeing the faces of his hands for the first
time.
“They’re bad enough, that’s
true. A desperate set, I fancy. Eh, Clarke?”
The overseer did not hear him.
He was talking of net profits just then,-giving,
in fact, a schedule of the annual business of the firm
to a sharp peering little Yankee, who jotted down
notes on a paper laid on the crown of his hat:
a reporter for one of the city-papers, getting up
a series of reviews of the leading manufactories.
The other gentlemen had accompanied them merely for
amusement. They were silent until the notes were
finished, drying their feet at the furnaces, and sheltering
their faces from the intolerable heat. At last
the overseer concluded with-
“I believe that is a pretty fair estimate, Captain.”
“Here, some of you men!”
said Kirby, “bring up those boards. We may
as well sit down, gentlemen, until the rain is over.
It cannot last much longer at this rate.”
“Pig-metal,”-mumbled
the reporter,-“um! coal facilities,-um!
hands employed, twelve hundred,-bitumen,-um!-all
right, I believe, Mr. Clarke;-sinking-fund,-what
did you say was your sinking-fund?”
“Twelve hundred hands?”
said the stranger, the young man who had first spoken.
“Do you control their votes, Kirby?”
“Control? No.”
The young man smiled complacently. “But
my father brought seven hundred votes to the polls
for his candidate last November. No force-work,
you understand,-only a speech or two, a
hint to form themselves into a society, and a bit
of red and blue bunting to make them a flag.
The Invincible Roughs,-I believe that is
their name. I forget the motto: ‘Our
country’s hope,’ I think.”
There was a laugh. The young
man talking to Kirby sat with an amused light in his
cool gray eye, surveying critically the half-clothed
figures of the puddlers, and the slow swing of their
brawny muscles. He was a stranger in the city,-spending
a couple of months in the borders of a Slave State,
to study the institutions of the South,-a
brother-in-law of Kirby’s,-Mitchell.
He was an amateur gymnast,-hence his anatomical
eye; a patron, in a blase’ way, of the prize-ring;
a man who sucked the essence out of a science or philosophy
in an indifferent, gentlemanly way; who took Kant,
Novalis, Humboldt, for what they were worth in his
own scales; accepting all, despising nothing, in heaven,
earth, or hell, but one-idead men; with a temper yielding
and brilliant as summer water, until his Self was
touched, when it was ice, though brilliant still.
Such men are not rare in the States.
As he knocked the ashes from his cigar,
Wolfe caught with a quick pleasure the contour of
the white hand, the blood-glow of a red ring he wore.
His voice, too, and that of Kirby’s, touched
him like music,-low, even, with chording
cadences. About this man Mitchell hung the impalpable
atmosphere belonging to the thoroughbred gentleman,
Wolfe, scraping away the ashes beside him, was conscious
of it, did obeisance to it with his artist sense,
unconscious that he did so.
The rain did not cease. Clarke
and the reporter left the mills; the others, comfortably
seated near the furnace, lingered, smoking and talking
in a desultory way. Greek would not have been
more unintelligible to the furnace-tenders, whose
presence they soon forgot entirely. Kirby drew
out a newspaper from his pocket and read aloud some
article, which they discussed eagerly. At every
sentence, Wolfe listened more and more like a dumb,
hopeless animal, with a duller, more stolid look creeping
over his face, glancing now and then at Mitchell, marking
acutely every smallest sign of refinement, then back
to himself, seeing as in a mirror his filthy body,
his more stained soul.
Never! He had no words for such
a thought, but he knew now, in all the sharpness of
the bitter certainty, that between them there was a
great gulf never to be passed. Never!
The bell of the mills rang for midnight.
Sunday morning had dawned. Whatever hidden message
lay in the tolling bells floated past these men unknown.
Yet it was there. Veiled in the solemn music ushering
the risen Saviour was a key-note to solve the darkest
secrets of a world gone wrong,-even this
social riddle which the brain of the grimy puddler
grappled with madly to-night.
The men began to withdraw the metal
from the caldrons. The mills were deserted on
Sundays, except by the hands who fed the fires, and
those who had no lodgings and slept usually on the
ash-heaps. The three strangers sat still during
the next hour, watching the men cover the furnaces,
laughing now and then at some jest of Kirby’s.
“Do you know,” said Mitchell,
“I like this view of the works better than when
the glare was fiercest? These heavy shadows and
the amphitheatre of smothered fires are ghostly, unreal.
One could fancy these red smouldering lights to be
the half-shut eyes of wild beasts, and the spectral
figures their victims in the den.”
Kirby laughed. “You are
fanciful. Come, let us get out of the den.
The spectral figures, as you call them, are a little
too real for me to fancy a close proximity in the
darkness,-unarmed, too.”
The others rose, buttoning their overcoats,
and lighting cigars.
“Raining, still,” said
Doctor May, “and hard. Where did we leave
the coach, Mitchell?”
“At the other side of the works.-Kirby,
what’s that?”
Mitchell started back, half-frightened,
as, suddenly turning a corner, the white figure of
a woman faced him in the darkness,-a woman,
white, of giant proportions, crouching on the ground,
her arms flung out in some wild gesture of warning.
“Stop! Make that fire burn
there!” cried Kirby, stopping short.
The flame burst out, flashing the
gaunt figure into bold relief.
Mitchell drew a long breath.
“I thought it was alive,” he said, going
up curiously.
The others followed.
“Not marble, eh?” asked Kirby, touching
it.
One of the lower overseers stopped.
“Korl, Sir.”
“Who did it?”
“Can’t say. Some of the hands; chipped
it out in off-hours.”
“Chipped to some purpose, I
should say. What a flesh-tint the stuff has!
Do you see, Mitchell?”
“I see.”
He had stepped aside where the light
fell boldest on the figure, looking at it in silence.
There was not one line of beauty or grace in it:
a nude woman’s form, muscular, grown coarse
with labor, the powerful limbs instinct with some
one poignant longing. One idea: there it
was in the tense, rigid muscles, the clutching hands,
the wild, eager face, like that of a starving wolf’s.
Kirby and Doctor May walked around it, critical, curious.
Mitchell stood aloof, silent. The figure touched
him strangely.
“Not badly done,” said
Doctor May, “Where did the fellow learn that
sweep of the muscles in the arm and hand? Look
at them! They are groping, do you see?-clutching:
the peculiar action of a man dying of thirst.”
“They have ample facilities
for studying anatomy,” sneered Kirby, glancing
at the half-naked figures.
“Look,” continued the
Doctor, “at this bony wrist, and the strained
sinews of the instep! A working-woman,-the
very type of her class.”
“God forbid!” muttered Mitchell.
“Why?” demanded May, “What
does the fellow intend by the figure? I cannot
catch the meaning.”
“Ask him,” said the other,
dryly, “There he stands,”-pointing
to Wolfe, who stood with a group of men, leaning on
his ash-rake.
The Doctor beckoned him with the affable
smile which kind-hearted men put on, when talking
to these people.
“Mr. Mitchell has picked you
out as the man who did this,-I’m sure
I don’t know why. But what did you mean
by it?”
“She be hungry.”
Wolfe’s eyes answered Mitchell, not the Doctor.
“Oh-h! But what a mistake
you have made, my fine fellow! You have given
no sign of starvation to the body. It is strong,-terribly
strong. It has the mad, half-despairing gesture
of drowning.”
Wolfe stammered, glanced appealingly
at Mitchell, who saw the soul of the thing, he knew.
But the cool, probing eyes were turned on himself
now,-mocking, cruel, relentless.
“Not hungry for meat,” the furnace-tender
said at last.
“What then? Whiskey?” jeered Kirby,
with a coarse laugh.
Wolfe was silent a moment, thinking.
“I dunno,” he said, with
a bewildered look. “It mebbe. Summat
to make her live, I think,-like you.
Whiskey ull do it, in a way.”
The young man laughed again.
Mitchell flashed a look of disgust somewhere,-not
at Wolfe.
“May,” he broke out impatiently,
“are you blind? Look at that woman’s
face! It asks questions of God, and says, ‘I
have a right to know,’ Good God, how hungry
it is!”
They looked a moment; then May turned
to the mill-owner:-
“Have you many such hands as
this? What are you going to do with them?
Keep them at puddling iron?”
Kirby shrugged his shoulders.
Mitchell’s look had irritated him.
“Ce n’est pas
mon affaire. I have no fancy for nursing
infant geniuses. I suppose there are some stray
gleams of mind and soul among these wretches.
The Lord will take care of his own; or else they can
work out their own salvation. I have heard you
call our American system a ladder which any man can
scale. Do you doubt it? Or perhaps you want
to banish all social ladders, and put us all on a
flat table-land,-eh, May?”
The Doctor looked vexed, puzzled.
Some terrible problem lay hid in this woman’s
face, and troubled these men. Kirby waited for
an answer, and, receiving none, went on, warming with
his subject.
“I tell you, there’s something
wrong that no talk of ‘Liberté’ or
‘Égalité’ will do away. If I
had the making of men, these men who do the lowest
part of the world’s work should be machines,-nothing
more,-hands. It would be kindness.
God help them! What are taste, reason, to creatures
who must live such lives as that?” He pointed
to Deborah, sleeping on the ash-heap. “So
many nerves to sting them to pain. What if God
had put your brain, with all its agony of touch, into
your fingers, and bid you work and strike with that?”
“You think you could govern
the world better?” laughed the Doctor.
“I do not think at all.”
“That is true philosophy.
Drift with the stream, because you cannot dive deep
enough to find bottom, eh?”
“Exactly,” rejoined Kirby.
“I do not think. I wash my hands of all
social problems,-slavery, caste, white or
black. My duty to my operatives has a narrow
limit,-the pay-hour on Saturday night.
Outside of that, if they cut korl, or cut each other’s
throats, (the more popular amusement of the two,)
I am not responsible.”
The Doctor sighed,-a good
honest sigh, from the depths of his stomach.
“God help us! Who is responsible?”
“Not I, I tell you,” said
Kirby, testily. “What has the man who pays
them money to do with their souls’ concerns,
more than the grocer or butcher who takes it?”
“And yet,” said Mitchell’s
cynical voice, “look at her! How hungry
she is!”
Kirby tapped his boot with his cane.
No one spoke. Only the dumb face of the rough
image looking into their faces with the awful question,
“What shall we do to be saved?” Only Wolfe’s
face, with its heavy weight of brain, its weak, uncertain
mouth, its desperate eyes, out of which looked the
soul of his class,-only Wolfe’s face
turned towards Kirby’s. Mitchell laughed,-a
cool, musical laugh.
“Money has spoken!” he
said, seating himself lightly on a stone with the
air of an amused spectator at a play. “Are
you answered?”-turning to Wolfe his
clear, magnetic face.
Bright and deep and cold as Arctic
air, the soul of the man lay tranquil beneath.
He looked at the furnace-tender as he had looked at
a rare mosaic in the morning; only the man was the
more amusing study of the two.
“Are you answered? Why,
May, look at him! ‘De profundis clamavi.’
Or, to quote in English, ‘Hungry and thirsty,
his soul faints in him.’ And so Money sends
back its answer into the depths through you, Kirby!
Very clear the answer, too!-I think I remember
reading the same words somewhere: washing your
hands in Eau de Cologne, and saying, ’I
am innocent of the blood of this man. See ye
to it!’”
Kirby flushed angrily.
“You quote Scripture freely.”
“Do I not quote correctly?
I think I remember another line, which may amend my
meaning? ’Inasmuch as ye did it unto one
of the least of these, ye did it unto me.’
Deist? Bless you, man, I was raised on the milk
of the Word. Now, Doctor, the pocket of the world
having uttered its voice, what has the heart to say?
You are a philanthropist, in a small Way,-n’est
ce pas? Here, boy, this gentleman can
show you how to cut korl better,-or your
destiny. Go on, May!”
“I think a mocking devil possesses
you to-night,” rejoined the Doctor, seriously.
He went to Wolfe and put his hand
kindly on his arm. Something of a vague idea
possessed the Doctor’s brain that much good was
to be done here by a friendly word or two: a
latent genius to be warmed into life by a waited-for
sunbeam. Here it was: he had brought it.
So he went on complacently:
“Do you know, boy, you have
it in you to be a great sculptor, a great man? do
you understand?” (talking down to the capacity
of his hearer: it is a way people have with children,
and men like Wolfe,)-“to live a better,
stronger life than I, or Mr. Kirby here? A man
may make himself anything he chooses. God has
given you stronger powers than many men,-me,
for instance.”
May stopped, heated, glowing with
his own magnanimity. And it was magnanimous.
The puddler had drunk in every word, looking through
the Doctor’s flurry, and generous heat, and
self-approval, into his will, with those slow, absorbing
eyes of his.
“Make yourself what you will. It is your
right.
“I know,” quietly. “Will you
help me?”
Mitchell laughed again. The Doctor turned now,
in a passion,-
“You know, Mitchell, I have
not the means. You know, if I had, it is in my
heart to take this boy and educate him for”-
“The glory of God, and the glory of John May.”
May did not speak for a moment; then, controlled,
he said,-
“Why should one be raised, when
myriads are left?-I have not the money,
boy,” to Wolfe, shortly.
“Money?” He said it over
slowly, as one repeats the guessed answer to a riddle,
doubtfully. “That is it? Money?”
“Yes, money,-that
is it,” said Mitchell, rising, and drawing his
furred coat about him. “You’ve found
the cure for all the world’s diseases.-Come,
May, find your good-humor, and come home. This
damp wind chills my very bones. Come and preach
your Saint-Simonian doctrines’ to-morrow to
Kirby’s hands. Let them have a clear idea
of the rights of the soul, and I’ll venture
next week they’ll strike for higher wages.
That will be the end of it.”
“Will you send the coach-driver
to this side of the mills?” asked Kirby, turning
to Wolfe.
He spoke kindly: it was his habit
to do so. Deborah, seeing the puddler go, crept
after him. The three men waited outside.
Doctor May walked up and down, chafed. Suddenly
he stopped.
“Go back, Mitchell! You
say the pocket and the heart of the world speak without
meaning to these people. What has its head to
say? Taste, culture, refinement? Go!”
Mitchell was leaning against a brick
wall. He turned his head indolently, and looked
into the mills. There hung about the place a
thick, unclean odor. The slightest motion of his
hand marked that he perceived it, and his insufferable
disgust. That was all. May said nothing,
only quickened his angry tramp.
“Besides,” added Mitchell,
giving a corollary to his answer, “it would
be of no use. I am not one of them.”
“You do not mean”-said May,
facing him.
“Yes, I mean just that.
Reform is born of need, not pity. No vital movement
of the people’s has worked down, for good or
evil; fermented, instead, carried up the heaving,
cloggy mass. Think back through history, and
you will know it. What will this lowest deep-thieves,
Magdalens, negroes-do with the light filtered
through ponderous Church creeds, Baconian theories,
Goethe schemes? Some day, out of their bitter
need will be thrown up their own light-bringer,-their
Jean Paul, their Cromwell, their Messiah.”
“Bah!” was the Doctor’s
inward criticism. However, in practice, he adopted
the theory; for, when, night and morning, afterwards,
he prayed that power might be given these degraded
souls to rise, he glowed at heart, recognizing an
accomplished duty.
Wolfe and the woman had stood in the
shadow of the works as the coach drove off. The
Doctor had held out his hand in a frank, generous way,
telling him to “take care of himself, and to
remember it was his right to rise.” Mitchell
had simply touched his hat, as to an equal, with a
quiet look of thorough recognition. Kirby had
thrown Deborah some money, which she found, and clutched
eagerly enough. They were gone now, all of them.
The man sat down on the cinder-road, looking up into
the murky sky.
“’T be late, Hugh. Wunnot hur come?”
He shook his head doggedly, and the
woman crouched out of his sight against the wall.
Do you remember rare moments when a sudden light flashed
over yourself, your world, God? when you stood on a
mountain-peak, seeing your life as it might have been,
as it is? one quick instant, when custom lost its
force and every-day usage? when your friend, wife,
brother, stood in a new light? your soul was bared,
and the grave,-a foretaste of the nakedness
of the Judgment-Day? So it came before him, his
life, that night. The slow tides of pain he had
borne gathered themselves up and surged against his
soul. His squalid daily life, the brutal coarseness
eating into his brain, as the ashes into his skin:
before, these things had been a dull aching into his
consciousness; to-night, they were reality. He
griped the filthy red shirt that clung, stiff with
soot, about him, and tore it savagely from his arm.
The flesh beneath was muddy with grease and ashes,-and
the heart beneath that! And the soul? God
knows.
Then flashed before his vivid poetic
sense the man who had left him,-the pure
face, the delicate, sinewy limbs, in harmony with all
he knew of beauty or truth. In his cloudy fancy
he had pictured a Something like this. He had
found it in this Mitchell, even when he idly scoffed
at his pain: a Man all-knowing, all-seeing, crowned
by Nature, reigning,-the keen glance of
his eye falling like a sceptre on other men.
And yet his instinct taught him that he too-He!
He looked at himself with sudden loathing, sick, wrung
his hands With a cry, and then was silent. With
all the phantoms of his heated, ignorant fancy, Wolfe
had not been vague in his ambitions. They were
practical, slowly built up before him out of his knowledge
of what he could do. Through years he had day
by day made this hope a real thing to himself,-a
clear, projected figure of himself, as he might become.
Able to speak, to know what was best,
to raise these men and women working at his side up
with him: sometimes he forgot this defined hope
in the frantic anguish to escape, only to escape,-out
of the wet, the pain, the ashes, somewhere, anywhere,-only
for one moment of free air on a hill-side, to lie
down and let his sick soul throb itself out in the
sunshine. But to-night he panted for life.
The savage strength of his nature was roused; his
cry was fierce to God for justice.
“Look at me!” he said
to Deborah, with a low, bitter laugh, striking his
puny chest savagely. “What am I worth, Deb?
Is it my fault that I am no better? My fault?
My fault?”
He stopped, stung with a sudden remorse,
seeing her hunchback shape writhing with sobs.
For Deborah was crying thankless tears, according to
the fashion of women.
“God forgi’ me, woman!
Things go harder Wi’ you nor me. It’s
a worse share.”
He got up and helped her to rise;
and they went doggedly down the muddy street, side
by side.
“It’s all wrong,”
he muttered, slowly,-“all wrong!
I dunnot understan’. But it’ll end
some day.”
“Come home, Hugh!” she
said, coaxingly; for he had stopped, looking around
bewildered.
“Home,-and back to
the mill!” He went on saying this over to himself,
as if he would mutter down every pain in this dull
despair.
She followed him through the fog,
her blue lips chattering with cold. They reached
the cellar at last. Old Wolfe had been drinking
since she went out, and had crept nearer the door.
The girl Janey slept heavily in the corner. He
went up to her, touching softly the worn white arm
with his fingers. Some bitterer thought stung
him, as he stood there. He wiped the drops from
his forehead, and went into the room beyond, livid,
trembling. A hope, trifling, perhaps, but very
dear, had died just then out of the poor puddler’s
life, as he looked at the sleeping, innocent girl,-some
plan for the future, in which she had borne a part.
He gave it up that moment, then and forever.
Only a trifle, perhaps, to us: his face grew
a shade paler,-that was all. But, somehow,
the man’s soul, as God and the angels looked
down on it, never was the same afterwards.
Deborah followed him into the inner
room. She carried a candle, which she placed
on the floor, closing the door after her. She
had seen the look on his face, as he turned away:
her own grew deadly. Yet, as she came up to him,
her eyes glowed. He was seated on an old chest,
quiet, holding his face in his hands.
“Hugh!” she said, softly.
He did not speak.
“Hugh, did hur hear what the
man said,-him with the clear voice?
Did hur hear? Money, money,-that it
wud do all?”
He pushed her away,-gently,
but he was worn out; her rasping tone fretted him.
“Hugh!”
The candle flared a pale yellow light
over the cobwebbed brick walls, and the woman standing
there. He looked at her. She was young, in
deadly earnest; her faded eyes, and wet, ragged figure
caught from their frantic eagerness a power akin to
beauty.
“Hugh, it is true! Money
ull do it! Oh, Hugh, boy, listen till me!
He said it true! It is money!”
“I know. Go back! I do not want you
here.”
“Hugh, it is t’ last time. I’ll
never worrit hur again.”
There were tears in her voice now, but she choked
them back:
“Hear till me only to-night!
If one of t’ witch people wud come, them we
heard oft’ home, and gif hur all hur wants, what
then? Say, Hugh!”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean money.”
Her whisper shrilled through his brain.
“If one oft’ witch dwarfs
wud come from t’ lane moors to-night, and gif
hur money, to go out,-out, I say,-out,
lad, where t’ sun shines, and t’ heath
grows, and t’ ladies walk in silken gownds, and
God stays all t’ time,-where t’man
lives that talked to us to-night, Hugh knows,-Hugh
could walk there like a king!”
He thought the woman mad, tried to
check her, but she went on, fierce in her eager haste.
“If I were t’ witch dwarf,
if I had t’ money, wud hur thank me? Wud
hur take me out o’ this place wid hur and Janey?
I wud not come into the gran’ house hur
wud build, to vex hur wid t’ hunch,-only
at night, when t’ shadows were dark, stand far
off to see hur.”
Mad? Yes! Are many of us mad in this way?
“Poor Deb! poor Deb!” he said, soothingly.
“It is here,” she said,
suddenly, jerking into his hand a small roll.
“I took it! I did it! Me, me!-not
hur! I shall be hanged, I shall be burnt in hell,
if anybody knows I took it! Out of his pocket,
as he leaned against t’ bricks. Hur knows?”
She thrust it into his hand, and then,
her errand done, began to gather chips together to
make a fire, choking down hysteric sobs.
“Has it come to this?”
That was all he said. The Welsh
Wolfe blood was honest. The roll was a small
green pocket-book containing one or two gold pieces,
and a check for an incredible amount, as it seemed
to the poor puddler. He laid it down, hiding
his face again in his hands.
“Hugh, don’t be angry
wud me! It’s only poor Deb,-hur
knows?”
He took the long skinny fingers kindly in his.
“Angry? God help me, no! Let me sleep.
I am tired.”
He threw himself heavily down on the
wooden bench, stunned with pain and weariness.
She brought some old rags to cover him.
It was late on Sunday evening before
he awoke. I tell God’s truth, when I say
he had then no thought of keeping this money.
Deborah had hid it in his pocket. He found it
there. She watched him eagerly, as he took it
out.
“I must gif it to him,” he said, reading
her face.
“Hur knows,” she said
with a bitter sigh of disappointment. “But
it is hur right to keep it.”
His right! The word struck him.
Doctor May had used the same. He washed himself,
and went out to find this man Mitchell. His right!
Why did this chance word cling to him so obstinately?
Do you hear the fierce devils whisper in his ear,
as he went slowly down the darkening street?
The evening came on, slow and calm.
He seated himself at the end of an alley leading into
one of the larger streets. His brain was clear
to-night, keen, intent, mastering. It would not
start back, cowardly, from any hellish temptation,
but meet it face to face. Therefore the great
temptation of his life came to him veiled by no sophistry,
but bold, defiant, owning its own vile name, trusting
to one bold blow for victory.
He did not deceive himself. Theft!
That was it. At first the word sickened him;
then he grappled with it. Sitting there on a broken
cart-wheel, the fading day, the noisy groups, the church-bells’
tolling passed before him like a panorama, while the
sharp struggle went on within. This money!
He took it out, and looked at it. If he gave it
back, what then? He was going to be cool about
it.
People going by to church saw only
a sickly mill-boy watching them quietly at the alley’s
mouth. They did not know that he was mad, or they
would not have gone by so quietly: mad with hunger;
stretching out his hands to the world, that had given
so much to them, for leave to live the life God meant
him to live. His soul within him was smothering
to death; he wanted so much, thought so much, and
knew-nothing. There was nothing of
which he was certain, except the mill and things there.
Of God and heaven he had heard so little, that they
were to him what fairy-land is to a child: something
real, but not here; very far off. His brain,
greedy, dwarfed, full of thwarted energy and unused
powers, questioned these men and women going by, coldly,
bitterly, that night. Was it not his right to
live as they,-a pure life, a good, true-hearted
life, full of beauty and kind words? He only wanted
to know how to use the strength within him. His
heart warmed, as he thought of it. He suffered
himself to think of it longer. If he took the
money?
Then he saw himself as he might be,
strong, helpful, kindly. The night crept on,
as this one image slowly evolved itself from the crowd
of other thoughts and stood triumphant. He looked
at it. As he might be! What wonder, if it
blinded him to delirium,-the madness that
underlies all revolution, all progress, and all fall?
You laugh at the shallow temptation?
You see the error underlying its argument so clearly,-that
to him a true life was one of full development rather
than self-restraint? that he was deaf to the higher
tone in a cry of voluntary suffering for truth’s
sake than in the fullest flow of spontaneous harmony?
I do not plead his cause. I only want to show
you the mote in my brother’s eye: then you
can see clearly to take it out.
The money,-there it lay
on his knee, a little blotted slip of paper, nothing
in itself; used to raise him out of the pit, something
straight from God’s hand. A thief!
Well, what was it to be a thief? He met the question
at last, face to face, wiping the clammy drops of sweat
from his forehead. God made this money-the
fresh air, too-for his children’s
use. He never made the difference between poor
and rich. The Something who looked down on him
that moment through the cool gray sky had a kindly
face, he knew,-loved his children alike.
Oh, he knew that!
There were times when the soft floods
of color in the crimson and purple flames, or the
clear depth of amber in the water below the bridge,
had somehow given him a glimpse of another world than
this,-of an infinite depth of beauty and
of quiet somewhere,-somewhere, a depth of
quiet and rest and love. Looking up now, it became
strangely real. The sun had sunk quite below
the hills, but his last rays struck upward, touching
the zenith. The fog had risen, and the town and
river were steeped in its thick, gray damp; but overhead,
the sun-touched smoke-clouds opened like a cleft ocean,-shifting,
rolling seas of crimson mist, waves of billowy silver
veined with blood-scarlet, inner depths unfathomable
of glancing light. Wolfe’s artist-eye grew
drunk with color. The gates of that other world!
Fading, flashing before him now! What, in that
world of Beauty, Content, and Right, were the petty
laws, the mine and thine, of mill-owners and mill
hands?
A consciousness of power stirred within
him. He stood up. A man,-he thought,
stretching out his hands,-free to work,
to live, to love! Free! His right!
He folded the scrap of paper in his hand. As his
nervous fingers took it in, limp and blotted, so his
soul took in the mean temptation, lapped it in fancied
rights, in dreams of improved existences, drifting
and endless as the cloud-seas of color. Clutching
it, as if the tightness of his hold would strengthen
his sense of possession, he went aimlessly down the
street. It was his watch at the mill. He
need not go, need never go again, thank God!-shaking
off the thought with unspeakable loathing.
Shall I go over the history of the
hours of that night? how the man wandered from one
to another of his old haunts, with a half-consciousness
of bidding them farewell,-lanes and alleys
and back-yards where the mill-hands lodged,-noting,
with a new eagerness, the filth and drunkenness, the
pig-pens, the ash-heaps covered with potato-skins,
the bloated, pimpled women at the doors, with a new
disgust, a new sense of sudden triumph, and, under
all, a new, vague dread, unknown before, smothered
down, kept under, but still there? It left him
but once during the night, when, for the second time
in his life, he entered a church. It was a sombre
Gothic pile, where the stained light lost itself in
far-retreating arches; built to meet the requirements
and sympathies of a far other class than Wolfe’s.
Yet it touched, moved him uncontrollably. The
distances, the shadows, the still, marble figures,
the mass of silent kneeling worshippers, the mysterious
music, thrilled, lifted his soul with a wonderful pain.
Wolfe forgot himself, forgot the new life he was going
to live, the mean terror gnawing underneath.
The voice of the speaker strengthened the charm; it
was clear, feeling, full, strong. An old man,
who had lived much, suffered much; whose brain was
keenly alive, dominant; whose heart was summer-warm
with charity. He taught it to-night. He held
up Humanity in its grand total; showed the great world-cancer
to his people. Who could show it better?
He was a Christian reformer; he had studied the age
thoroughly; his outlook at man had been free, world-wide,
over all time. His faith stood sublime upon the
Rock of Ages; his fiery zeal guided vast schemes by
which the Gospel was to be preached to all nations.
How did he preach it to-night? In burning, light-laden
words he painted Jesus, the incarnate Life, Love,
the universal Man: words that became reality
in the lives of these people,-that lived
again in beautiful words and actions, trifling, but
heroic. Sin, as he defined it, was a real foe
to them; their trials, temptations, were his.
His words passed far over the furnace-tender’s
grasp, toned to suit another class of culture; they
sounded in his ears a very pleasant song in an unknown
tongue. He meant to cure this world-cancer with
a steady eye that had never glared with hunger, and
a hand that neither poverty nor strychnine-whiskey
had taught to shake. In this morbid, distorted
heart of the Welsh puddler he had failed.
Eighteen centuries ago, the Master
of this man tried reform in the streets of a city
as crowded and vile as this, and did not fail.
His disciple, showing Him to-night to cultured hearers,
showing the clearness of the God-power acting through
Him, shrank back from one coarse fact; that in birth
and habit the man Christ was thrown up from the lowest
of the people: his flesh, their flesh; their blood,
his blood; tempted like them, to brutalize day by
day; to lie, to steal: the actual slime and want
of their hourly life, and the wine-press he trod alone.
Yet, is there no meaning in this perpetually
covered truth? If the son of the carpenter had
stood in the church that night, as he stood with the
fishermen and harlots by the sea of Galilee, before
His Father and their Father, despised and rejected
of men, without a place to lay His head, wounded for
their iniquities, bruised for their transgressions,
would not that hungry mill-boy at least, in the back
seat, have “known the man”? That
Jesus did not stand there.
Wolfe rose at last, and turned from
the church down the street. He looked up; the
night had come on foggy, damp; the golden mists had
vanished, and the sky lay dull and ash-colored.
He wandered again aimlessly down the street, idly
wondering what had become of the cloud-sea of crimson
and scarlet. The trial-day of this man’s
life was over, and he had lost the victory. What
followed was mere drifting circumstance,-a
quicker walking over the path,-that was
all. Do you want to hear the end of it?
You wish me to make a tragic story out of it?
Why, in the police-reports of the morning paper you
can find a dozen such tragedies: hints of shipwrecks
unlike any that ever befell on the high seas; hints
that here a power was lost to heaven,-that
there a soul went down where no tide can ebb or flow.
Commonplace enough the hints are,-jocose
sometimes, done up in rhyme.
Doctor May a month after the night
I have told you of, was reading to his wife at breakfast
from this fourth column of the morning-paper:
an unusual thing,-these police-reports not
being, in general, choice reading for ladies; but
it was only one item he read.
“Oh, my dear! You remember
that man I told you of, that we saw at Kirby’s
mill?-that was arrested for robbing Mitchell?
Here he is; just listen:-’Circuit
Court. Judge Day. Hugh Wolfe, operative in
Kirby & John’s Loudon Mills. Charge, grand
larceny. Sentence, nineteen years hard labor
in penitentiary. Scoundrel! Serves him right!
After all our kindness that night! Picking Mitchell’s
pocket at the very time!”
His wife said something about the
ingratitude of that kind of people, and then they
began to talk of something else.
Nineteen years! How easy that
was to read! What a simple word for Judge Day
to utter! Nineteen years! Half a lifetime!
Hugh Wolfe sat on the window-ledge
of his cell, looking out. His ankles Were ironed.
Not usual in such cases; but he had made two desperate
efforts to escape. “Well,” as Haley,
the jailer, said, “small blame to him!
Nineteen years’ imprisonment was not a pleasant
thing to look forward to.” Haley was very
good-natured about it, though Wolfe had fought him
savagely.
“When he was first caught,”
the jailer said afterwards, in telling the story,
“before the trial, the fellow was cut down at
once,-laid there on that pallet like a
dead man, with his hands over his eyes. Never
saw a man so cut down in my life. Time of the
trial, too, came the queerest dodge of any customer
I ever had. Would choose no lawyer. Judge
gave him one, of course. Gibson it Was.
He tried to prove the fellow crazy; but it wouldn’t
go. Thing was plain as daylight: money found
on him. ’T was a hard sentence,-all
the law allows; but it was for ’xample’s
sake. These mill-hands are gettin’ onbearable.
When the sentence was read, he just looked up, and
said the money was his by rights, and that all the
world had gone wrong. That night, after the trial,
a gentleman came to see him here, name of Mitchell,-him
as he stole from. Talked to him for an hour.
Thought he came for curiosity, like. After he
was gone, thought Wolfe was remarkable quiet, and
went into his cell. Found him very low; bed all
bloody. Doctor said he had been bleeding at the
lungs. He was as weak as a cat; yet if ye’ll
b’lieve me, he tried to get a-past me and get
out. I just carried him like a baby, and threw
him on the pallet. Three days after, he tried
it again: that time reached the wall. Lord
help you! he fought like a tiger,-giv’
some terrible blows. Fightin’ for life,
you see; for he can’t live long, shut up in the
stone crib down yonder. Got a death-cough now.
’T took two of us to bring him down that day;
so I just put the irons on his feet. There he
sits, in there. Goin’ to-morrow, with a
batch more of ’em. That woman, hunchback,
tried with him,-you remember?-she’s
only got three years. ’Complice. But
she’s a woman, you know. He’s been
quiet ever since I put on irons: giv’ up,
I suppose. Looks white, sick-lookin’.
It acts different on ’em, bein’ sentenced.
Most of ’em gets reckless, devilish-like.
Some prays awful, and sings them vile songs of the
mills, all in a breath. That woman, now, she’s
desper’t’. Been beggin’ to see
Hugh, as she calls him, for three days. I’m
a-goin’ to let her in. She don’t go
with him. Here she is in this next cell.
I’m a-goin’ now to let her in.”
He let her in. Wolfe did not
see her. She crept into a corner of the cell,
and stood watching him. He was scratching the
iron bars of the window with a piece of tin which
he had picked up, with an idle, uncertain, vacant
stare, just as a child or idiot would do.
“Tryin’ to get out, old
boy?” laughed Haley. “Them irons will
need a crow-bar beside your tin, before you can open
’em.”
Wolfe laughed, too, in a senseless way.
“I think I’ll get out,” he said.
“I believe his brain’s touched,”
said Haley, when he came out.
The puddler scraped away with the
tin for half an hour. Still Deborah did not speak.
At last she ventured nearer, and touched his arm.
“Blood?” she said, looking at some spots
on his coat with a shudder.
He looked up at her, “Why, Deb!”
he said, smiling,-such a bright, boyish
smile, that it Went to poor Deborah’s heart directly,
and she sobbed and cried out loud.
“Oh, Hugh, lad! Hugh! dunnot
look at me, when it wur my fault! To think I
brought hur to it! And I loved hur so! Oh
lad, I dud!”
The confession, even In this wretch,
came with the woman’s blush through the sharp
cry.
He did not seem to hear her,-scraping
away diligently at the bars with the bit of tin.
Was he going mad? She peered
closely into his face. Something she saw there
made her draw suddenly back,-something which
Haley had not seen, that lay beneath the pinched,
vacant look it had caught since the trial, or the
curious gray shadow that rested on it. That gray
shadow,-yes, she knew what that meant.
She had often seen it creeping over women’s
faces for months, who died at last of slow hunger or
consumption. That meant death, distant, lingering:
but this-Whatever it was the woman saw,
or thought she saw, used as she was to crime and misery,
seemed to make her sick with a new horror. Forgetting
her fear of him, she caught his shoulders, and looked
keenly, steadily, into his eyes.
“Hugh!” she cried, in
a desperate whisper,-“oh, boy, not
that! for God’s sake, not that!”
The vacant laugh went off his face,
and he answered her in a muttered word or two that
drove her away. Yet the words were kindly enough.
Sitting there on his pallet, she cried silently a hopeless
sort of tears, but did not speak again. The man
looked up furtively at her now and then. Whatever
his own trouble was, her distress vexed him with a
momentary sting.
It was market-day. The narrow
window of the jail looked down directly on the carts
and wagons drawn up in a long line, where they had
unloaded. He could see, too, and hear distinctly
the clink of money as it changed hands, the busy crowd
of whites and blacks shoving, pushing one another,
and the chaffering and swearing at the stalls.
Somehow, the sound, more than anything else had done,
wakened him up,-made the whole real to
him. He was done with the world and the business
of it. He let the tin fall, and looked out, pressing
his face close to the rusty bars. How they crowded
and pushed! And he,-he should never
walk that pavement again! There came Neff Sanders,
one of the feeders at the mill, with a basket on his
arm. Sure enough, Nyeff was married the other
week. He whistled, hoping he would look up; but
he did not. He wondered if Neff remembered he
was there,-if any of the boys thought of
him up there, and thought that he never was to go
down that old cinder-road again. Never again!
He had not quite understood it before; but now he did.
Not for days or years, but never!-that
was it.
How clear the light fell on that stall
in front of the market! and how like a picture it
was, the dark-green heaps of corn, and the crimson
beets, and golden melons! There was another with
game: how the light flickered on that pheasant’s
breast, with the purplish blood dripping over the
brown feathers! He could see the red shining of
the drops, it was so near. In one minute he could
be down there. It was just a step. So easy,
as it seemed, so natural to go! Yet it could never
be-not in all the thousands of years to
come-that he should put his foot on that
street again! He thought of himself with a sorrowful
pity, as of some one else. There was a dog down
in the market, walking after his master with such
a stately, grave look!-only a dog, yet he
could go backwards and forwards just as he pleased:
he had good luck! Why, the very vilest cur, yelping
there in the gutter, had not lived his life, had been
free to act out whatever thought God had put into
his brain; while he-No, he would not think
of that! He tried to put the thought away, and
to listen to a dispute between a countryman and a
woman about some meat; but it would come back.
He, what had he done to bear this?
Then came the sudden picture of what
might have been, and now. He knew what it was
to be in the penitentiary, how it went with men there.
He knew how in these long years he should slowly die,
but not until soul and body had become corrupt and
rotten,-how, when he came out, if he lived
to come, even the lowest of the mill-hands would jeer
him,-how his hands would be weak, and his
brain senseless and stupid. He believed he was
almost that now. He put his hand to his head,
with a puzzled, weary look. It ached, his head,
with thinking. He tried to quiet himself.
It was only right, perhaps; he had done wrong.
But was there right or wrong for such as he?
What was right? And who had ever taught him?
He thrust the whole matter away. A dark, cold
quiet crept through his brain. It was all wrong;
but let it be! It was nothing to him more than
the others. Let it be!
The door grated, as Haley opened it.
“Come, my woman! Must lock up for t’
night. Come, stir yerself!”
She went up and took Hugh’s hand.
“Good-night, Deb,” he said, carelessly.
She had not hoped he would say more;
but the tired pain on her mouth just then was bitterer
than death. She took his passive hand and kissed
it.
“Hur’ll never see Deb
again!” she ventured, her lips growing colder
and more bloodless.
What did she say that for? Did
he not know it? Yet he would not be impatient
with poor old Deb. She had trouble of her own,
as well as he.
“No, never again,” he said, trying to
be cheerful.
She stood just a moment, looking at
him. Do you laugh at her, standing there, with
her hunchback, her rags, her bleared, withered face,
and the great despised love tugging at her heart?
“Come, you!” called Haley, impatiently.
She did not move.
“Hugh!” she whispered.
It was to be her last word. What was it?
“Hugh, boy, not that!”
He did not answer. She wrung
her hands, trying to be silent, looking in his face
in an agony of entreaty. He smiled again, kindly.
“It is best, Deb. I cannot bear to be hurted
any more.
“Hur knows,” she said, humbly.
“Tell my father good-bye; and-and
kiss little Janey.”
She nodded, saying nothing, looked
in his face again, and went out of the door.
As she went, she staggered.
“Drinkin’ to-day?”
broke out Haley, pushing her before him. “Where
the Devil did you get it? Here, in with ye!”
and he shoved her into her cell, next to Wolfe’s,
and shut the door.
Along the wall of her cell there was
a crack low down by the floor, through which she could
see the light from Wolfe’s. She had discovered
it days before. She hurried in now, and, kneeling
down by it, listened, hoping to hear some sound.
Nothing but the rasping of the tin on the bars.
He was at his old amusement again. Something in
the noise jarred on her ear, for she shivered as she
heard it. Hugh rasped away at the bars.
A dull old bit of tin, not fit to cut korl with.
He looked out of the window again.
People were leaving the market now. A tall mulatto
girl, following her mistress, her basket on her head,
crossed the street just below, and looked up.
She was laughing; but, when she caught sight of the
haggard face peering out through the bars, suddenly
grew grave, and hurried by. A free, firm step,
a clear-cut olive face, with a scarlet turban tied
on one side, dark, shining eyes, and on the head the
basket poised, filled with fruit and flowers, under
which the scarlet turban and bright eyes looked out
half-shadowed. The picture caught his eye.
It was good to see a face like that. He would
try to-morrow, and cut one like it. To-morrow!
He threw down the tin, trembling, and covered his
face with his hands. When he looked up again,
the daylight was gone.
Deborah, crouching near by on the
other side of the wall, heard no noise. He sat
on the side of the low pallet, thinking. Whatever
was the mystery which the woman had seen on his face,
it came out now slowly, in the dark there, and became
fixed,-a something never seen on his face
before. The evening was darkening fast. The
market had been over for an hour; the rumbling of
the carts over the pavement grew more infrequent:
he listened to each, as it passed, because he thought
it was to be for the last time. For the same
reason, it was, I suppose, that he strained his eyes
to catch a glimpse of each passer-by, wondering who
they were, what kind of homes they were going to,
if they had children,-listening eagerly
to every chance word in the street, as if-(God
be merciful to the man! what strange fancy was this?)-as
if he never should hear human voices again.
It was quite dark at last. The
street was a lonely one. The last passenger,
he thought, was gone. No,-there was
a quick step: Joe Hill, lighting the lamps.
Joe was a good old chap; never passed a fellow without
some joke or other. He remembered once seeing
the place where he lived with his wife. “Granny
Hill” the boys called her. Bedridden she
Was; but so kind as Joe was to her! kept the room so
clean!-and the old woman, when he was there,
was laughing at some of “t’ lad’s
foolishness.” The step was far down the
street; but he could see him place the ladder, run
up, and light the gas. A longing seized him to
be spoken to once more.
“Joe!” he called, out of the grating.
“Good-bye, Joe!”
The old man stopped a moment, listening
uncertainly; then hurried on. The prisoner thrust
his hand out of the window, and called again, louder;
but Joe was too far down the street. It was a
little thing; but it hurt him,-this disappointment.
“Good-bye, Joe!” he called, sorrowfully
enough.
“Be quiet!” said one of
the jailers, passing the door, striking on it with
his club.
Oh, that was the last, was it?
There was an inexpressible bitterness
on his face, as he lay down on the bed, taking the
bit of tin, which he had rasped to a tolerable degree
of sharpness, in his hand,-to play with,
it may be. He bared his arms, looking intently
at their corded veins and sinews. Deborah, listening
in the next cell, heard a slight clicking sound, often
repeated. She shut her lips tightly, that she
might not scream; the cold drops of sweat broke over
her, in her dumb agony.
“Hur knows best,” she
muttered at last, fiercely clutching the boards where
she lay.
If she could have seen Wolfe, there
was nothing about him to frighten her. He lay
quite still, his arms outstretched, looking at the
pearly stream of moonlight coming into the window.
I think in that one hour that came then he lived back
over all the years that had gone before. I think
that all the low, vile life, all his wrongs, all his
starved hopes, came then, and stung him with a farewell
poison that made him sick unto death. He made
neither moan nor cry, only turned his worn face now
and then to the pure light, that seemed so far off,
as one that said, “How long, O Lord? how long?”
The hour was over at last. The
moon, passing over her nightly path, slowly came nearer,
and threw the light across his bed on his feet.
He watched it steadily, as it crept up, inch by inch,
slowly. It seemed to him to carry with it a great
silence. He had been so hot and tired there always
in the mills! The years had been so fierce and
cruel! There was coming now quiet and coolness
and sleep. His tense limbs relaxed, and settled
in a calm languor. The blood ran fainter and slow
from his heart. He did not think now with a savage
anger of what might be and was not; he was conscious
only of deep stillness creeping over him. At first
he saw a sea of faces: the mill-men,-women
he had known, drunken and bloated,-Janey’s
timid and pitiful-poor old Debs: then they floated
together like a mist, and faded away, leaving only
the clear, pearly moonlight.
Whether, as the pure light crept up
the stretched-out figure, it brought with It calm
and peace, who shall say? His dumb soul was alone
with God in judgment. A Voice may have spoken
for it from far-off Calvary, “Father, forgive
them, for they know not what they do!” Who dare
say? Fainter and fainter the heart rose and fell,
slower and slower the moon floated from behind a cloud,
until, when at last its full tide of white splendor
swept over the cell, it seemed to wrap and fold into
a deeper stillness the dead figure that never should
move again. Silence deeper than the Night!
Nothing that moved, save the black, nauseous stream
of blood dripping slowly from the pallet to the floor!
There was outcry and crowd enough
in the cell the next day. The coroner and his
jury, the local editors, Kirby himself, and boys with
their hands thrust knowingly into their pockets and
heads on one side, jammed into the corners. Coming
and going all day. Only one woman. She came
late, and outstayed them all. A Quaker, or Friend,
as they call themselves. I think this woman Was
known by that name in heaven. A homely body,
coarsely dressed in gray and white. Deborah (for
Haley had let her in) took notice of her. She
watched them all-sitting on the end of
the pallet, holding his head in her arms with the ferocity
of a watch-dog, if any of them touched the body.
There was no meekness, no sorrow, in her face; the
stuff out of which murderers are made, instead.
All the time Haley and the woman were laying straight
the limbs and cleaning the cell, Deborah sat still,
keenly watching the Quaker’s face. Of all
the crowd there that day, this woman alone had not
spoken to her,-only once or twice had put
some cordial to her lips. After they all were
gone, the woman, in the same still, gentle way, brought
a vase of wood-leaves and berries, and placed it by
the pallet, then opened the narrow window. The
fresh air blew in, and swept the woody fragrance over
the dead face, Deborah looked up with a quick wonder.
“Did hur know my boy wud like it? Did hur
know Hugh?”
“I know Hugh now.”
The white fingers passed in a slow,
pitiful way over the dead, worn face. There was
a heavy shadow in the quiet eyes.
“Did hur know where they’ll
bury Hugh?” said Deborah in a shrill tone, catching
her arm.
This had been the question hanging on her lips all
day.
“In t’ town-yard?
Under t’ mud and ash? T’ lad’ll
smother, woman! He wur born in t’ lane
moor, where t’ air is frick and strong.
Take hur out, for God’s sake, take hur out where
t’ air blows!”
The Quaker hesitated, but only for
a moment. She put her strong arm around Deborah
and led her to the window.
“Thee sees the hills, friend,
over the river? Thee sees how the light lies
warm there, and the winds of God blow all the day?
I live there,-where the blue smoke is,
by the trees. Look at me,” She turned Deborah’s
face to her own, clear and earnest, “Thee will
believe me? I will take Hugh and bury him there
to-morrow.”
Deborah did not doubt her. As
the evening wore on, she leaned against the iron bars,
looking at the hills that rose far off, through the
thick sodden clouds, like a bright, unattainable calm.
As she looked, a shadow of their solemn repose fell
on her face; its fierce discontent faded into a pitiful,
humble quiet. Slow, solemn tears gathered in her
eyes: the poor weak eyes turned so hopelessly
to the place where Hugh was to rest, the grave heights
looking higher and brighter and more solemn than ever
before. The Quaker watched her keenly. She
came to her at last, and touched her arm.
“When thee comes back,”
she said, in a low, sorrowful tone, like one who speaks
from a strong heart deeply moved with remorse or pity,
“thee shall begin thy life again,-there
on the hills. I came too late; but not for thee,-by
God’s help, it may be.”
Not too late. Three years after,
the Quaker began her work. I end my story here.
At evening-time it was light. There is no need
to tire you with the long years of sunshine, and fresh
air, and slow, patient Christ-love, needed to make
healthy and hopeful this impure body and soul.
There is a homely pine house, on one of these hills,
whose windows overlook broad, wooded slopes and clover-crimsoned
meadows,-niched into the very place where
the light is warmest, the air freest. It is the
Friends’ meeting-house. Once a week they
sit there, in their grave, earnest way, waiting for
the Spirit of Love to speak, opening their simple
hearts to receive His words. There is a woman,
old, deformed, who takes a humble place among them:
waiting like them: in her gray dress, her worn
face, pure and meek, turned now and then to the sky.
A woman much loved by these silent, restful people;
more silent than they, more humble, more loving.
Waiting: with her eyes turned to hills higher
and purer than these on which she lives, dim and far
off now, but to be reached some day. There may
be in her heart some latent hope to meet there the
love denied her here,-that she shall find
him whom she lost, and that then she will not be all-unworthy.
Who blames her? Something is lost in the passage
of every soul from one eternity to the other,-something
pure and beautiful, which might have been and was not:
a hope, a talent, a love, over which the soul mourns,
like Esau deprived of his birthright. What blame
to the meek Quaker, if she took her lost hope to make
the hills of heaven more fair?
Nothing remains to tell that the poor
Welsh puddler once lived, but this figure of the mill-woman
cut in korl. I have it here in a corner of my
library. I keep it hid behind a curtain,-it
is such a rough, ungainly thing. Yet there are
about it touches, grand sweeps of outline, that show
a master’s hand. Sometimes,-to-night,
for instance,-the curtain is accidentally
drawn back, and I see a bare arm stretched out imploringly
in the darkness, and an eager, wolfish face watching
mine: a wan, woful face, through which the spirit
of the dead korl-cutter looks out, with its thwarted
life, its mighty hunger, its unfinished work.
Its pale, vague lips seem to tremble with a terrible
question. “Is this the End?” they
say,-“nothing beyond? no more?”
Why, you tell me you have seen that look in the eyes
of dumb brutes,-horses dying under the lash.
I know.
The deep of the night is passing while
I write. The gas-light wakens from the shadows
here and there the objects which lie scattered through
the room: only faintly, though; for they belong
to the open sunlight. As I glance at them, they
each recall some task or pleasure of the coming day.
A half-moulded child’s head; Aphrodite; a bough
of forest-leaves; music; work; homely fragments, in
which lie the secrets of all eternal truth and beauty.
Prophetic all! Only this dumb, woful face seems
to belong to and end with the night. I turn to
look at it. Has the power of its desperate need
commanded the darkness away? While the room is
yet steeped in heavy shadow, a cool, gray light suddenly
touches its head like a blessing hand, and its groping
arm points through the broken cloud to the far East,
where, in the flickering, nebulous crimson, God has
set the promise of the Dawn.