At dawn the next morning, the tanks
were already lined up, sullen and menacing in the
cold half-light. The men shivered in the biting
air. One by one the crews entered the machines,
and one by one the little steel doors closed behind
them. The engines throbbed, and they moved off
sluggishly.
Darwin and Talbot, with their orderlies,
waited impatiently. The moments just before an
attack are always the hardest. A few batteries
were keeping up a desultory fire. They glanced
at their watches.
“Only a minute to go,”
said Darwin. “I bet the show’s put
off or something. Isn’t this snow damnably
cold, though!”
Suddenly a sixty-pounder in our rear
crashed out. Then from all sides a deafening
roar burst forth and the barrage began. As we
became accustomed to the intensity and ear-splittingness
of the sound, the bark of the eighteen-pounders could
be faintly distinguished above the dull roar of the
eight-inches. The sky-line was lit up with thousands
of flashes, large and small, each one showing, for
a second, trenches or trees or houses, and during
this tornado we knew that the “Willies”
must have started forward on their errand.
As the barrage lifted and the noise
died down a little, the first streaks of light began
to show in the sky, although we could distinguish
nothing. No sign of the infantry or of the tanks
could be seen. But the ominous sound of machine
guns and heavy rifle-fire told us that the Boche was
prepared.
We could stand this inactivity no
longer. We trudged forward through the snow,
taking the broad bands left by the tracks of the busses
as our guide, the officers leading the way and the
orderlies behind in single file.
“The blighter’s starting,
himself, now,” said Talbot, as a four-two landed
a hundred yards away, and pieces of earth came showering
down on our heads. Then another and another fell,
each closer than the one before, and instinctively
we quickened our steps, for it is difficult to walk
slowly through shell-fire.
The embankment loomed before us, and
big splotches of black and yellow leaped from its
surface. The deafening crashes gave us that peculiar
feeling in the stomach which danger alone can produce.
We scrambled up the crumbling, slaggy sides, and found
when we reached the top that the sound of the machine
guns had died away, excepting on the extreme left
in front of B , where the ordinary
tap of ones and twos had developed into a sharp crackle
of tens and twenties. By listening carefully
one could feel, rather than hear, the more intermittent
bursts from the rifles.
“There’s one, sir,” shouted one
of the orderlies.
“Where?”
“Half-right and about five hundred yards ahead.”
By dint of straining, we discovered
a little animal or so it looked crawling
forward on the far side of the Hindenburg Line.
Already it was doing a left incline in accordance with
its instructions, so as to enfilade a communication
trench which ran back to N. The
German observer had spotted her. Here and there,
on each side of her, a column of dirt and snow rose
into the air. But the little animal seemed to
bear a charmed life. No harm came to her, and
she went calmly on her way, for all the world like
a giant tortoise at which one vainly throws clods
of earth.
As it grows lighter, we can now see
others in the distance. One is not moving is
it out of action? The only motion on the whole
landscape is that of the bursting shells, and the
tanks. Over the white snow in front of the German
wire, are dotted little black lumps. Some crawl,
some move a leg or an arm, and some lie quite still.
One who has never seen a modern battle doubtless forms
a picture of masses of troops moving forward in splendid
formation, with cheering voices and gleaming bayonets.
This is quite erroneous. To an observer in a post
or in a balloon, no concerted action is visible at
all. Here and there a line or two of men dash
forward and disappear. A single man or a small
group of men wriggle across the ground. That is
all.
“Well, they haven’t got
it in the neck as I supposed,” said Darwin.
“Remarkably few lying about. Let’s
push on.”
“All right,” Talbot assented. “If
you like.”
We crawled over the top of the embankment
and continued down the side. About two hundred
yards to the left, we saw one of the tanks, with her
nose in the air. A little group of three or four
men were digging around her, frantically. We
rushed over to them, and found that the Old Bird’s
’bus had failed to get over a large pit which
lay in the middle of No Man’s Land, and was
stuck with her tail in the bottom of the ditch.
Here occurred one of those extraordinary instances
of luck which one notices everywhere in a modern battle.
The tank had been there about ten minutes when the
German gunners had bracketed on her, and were dropping
five-nines, all of them within a radius of seventy
yards of the tank, and yet no one was hurt. Finally,
by dint of strenuous digging, she started up and pulled
herself wearily out of the pit.
Suddenly, Darwin shouted:
“Look here, you fellows! What are these
Boches doing?”
Looking up, we saw about forty or
fifty Germans stumbling over their own wire, and running
toward us as hard as they could go. For a moment
we thought it was the preliminary step of a counter-attack,
but suddenly we discovered that they carried no arms
and were attempting to run with their hands above
their heads. At the same time something occurred
which is always one of the saddest sights in war.
One hears a great deal about the “horrors of
war” and the “horrors” of seeing
men killed on either side of one, but at the time
there is very little “horror” to it.
One simply doesn’t have time to pay any attention
to it all. But the sad part was that the German
machine gunners, seeing their men surrendering, opened
a furious fire on them. There they were, caught
from behind, and many of them dropped from the bullets
of their own comrades.
Twenty or thirty of them came straight
on, rushed up to the pit where the tank had come to
grief, and tumbled down into this refuge. Evidently,
they knew of the British passion for souvenirs, for
when our men surrounded them, the Germans plucked
wildly at their own shoulder straps as if to entreat
their captors to take the shoulder straps instead
of anything else!
We gave two or three of the wounded
Germans some cigarettes and a drink of water.
They were then told to find their quickest way to the
rear. Like other German prisoners we had seen,
they went willingly enough. German discipline
obtains even after a man has been made a prisoner.
He obeys his captors with the same docility with which
he had previously obeyed his own officers. Left
to themselves, and started on the right road, the
prisoner will plod along, their N.C.O.’s saluting
the English officers, and inquiring the way to the
concentration camp. When they find it, they usually
appear well pleased.
The Old Bird’s tank moved on.
“I suppose everything’s
going all right,” said Talbot. “Suppose
we move on and see if we can get some information.”
“Yes, or some souvenirs,” Darwin replied
with a laugh.
We pushed on slowly. Three tanks
which had completed their job were coming back and
passed us. A little later we met some fellows
who were slightly wounded and asked them how the battle
was going. Every story was different. The
wounded are rarely able to give a correct version
of any engagement, and we saw that no accurate information
was to be gleaned from these men.
We had been out now for an hour and
a half and still had no news to send back to Headquarters.
We knew how hard it was for the officers behind the
lines, who had planned the whole show, to sit hour
after hour waiting for news of their troops.
The minutes are like hours.
“My God, Darwin, look!”
Talbot cried. “Something’s happened
to her. She’s on fire!”
In the distance we saw one of our
tanks stuck in the German wire, which at that point
was about a hundred yards thick. Smoke was belching
from every porthole. A shell had registered a
direct hit, exploding the petrol, and the tank was
on fire. We dashed forward toward her.
A German machine gun rattled viciously.
They had seen us. An instant later, the bullets
were spattering around us, and we dropped flat.
One man slumped heavily and lay quite still.
By inches we crawled forward, nearer and nearer to
the blazing monster. Another machine gun snarled
at us, and we slid into a shell-hole for protection.
Then, after a moment’s breathing space, we popped
out and tried to rush again. Another man stopped
a bullet.
It was suicide to go farther.
Into another shell-hole we fell, and thought things
over. We decided to send a message, giving roughly
the news that the Hindenburg Line and N
had been taken. An orderly was given a message.
He crawled out of the shell-hole, ran a few steps,
dropped flat, wriggled along across the snow, sprang
to his feet, ran another few steps, and so on until
we lost sight of him.
A moment or two later we started across
the snow in a direction parallel with the lines.
Behind an embankment we came across a little group
of Australians at an impromptu dressing-station.
Some of them were wounded and the others were binding
up their wounds. We watched them for a while
and started on again. We had gone about fifty
yards when a shell screeched overhead. We turned
and saw it land in the middle of the group we had
just left. Another shell burst close to us and
huge clods of earth struck us in the face and in the
stomach, knocking us flat and blinding us for the
moment. A splinter struck Talbot on his tin hat,
grazing his skin. Behind us one of the orderlies
screamed and we rushed back to him. He had been
hit below the knee and his leg was nearly severed.
We tied him up and managed to get him back to the
Australian aid-post. Two of the original four
stretcher-bearers had been blown up a few minutes before.
But the remaining two were carrying on with their
work as though nothing had happened. Here he
was bandaged and started on his way for the dressing-station.
Far across the snow, we saw three
more tanks plodding back toward the rear. Little
by little, we gained ground until we reached a more
sheltered area where we could make greater speed.
We were feverishly anxious to know the fate of the
crew of the burning tank. “Whose tank was
it?” was on every tongue. We met other wounded
men being helped back; those with leg wounds were
being supported by others less seriously wounded.
They could tell us nothing. They had been with
the infantry and only knew that two tanks were right
on the other side of the village.
A moment or two later, Talbot started
running toward two men, one of whom was supporting
the other. The wounded man proved to be the Sergeant
of the tank we had seen on fire. We hurried up
to him. He was hurt in the leg. So, instead
of firing questions at him, we kept quiet and accompanied
him back to the dressing-station.
Later we heard the tragic news that
it was Gould’s tank that had burned up.
None of us talked much about it. It did not seem
real. They had got stuck in the German wire.
A crump had hit them and fired the petrol tank.
That was the end. Two men, the Sergeant and another,
escaped from the tank. The others perished with
it. We tried to comfort each other by repeated
assurances that they must all have lost consciousness
quickly from the fumes of the petrol before they suffered
from fire. But it was small consolation.
Every one had liked Gould and every one would miss
him.
We waited at Brigade Headquarters
for the others to return. A Tank Commander from
another Company was brought in, badly wounded and
looking ghastly, but joking with every one, as they
carried him along on a stretcher. His tank had
been knocked out and they had saved their guns and
gone on with the infantry. He had been the last
to leave the tank, and as he had stepped out to the
ground, a shell exploded directly beneath him, taking
off both of his legs below the knee.
The last of the tanks waddled wearily
in and the work of checking-up began. All were
accounted for but two. Their fate still remains
a secret. Our theory was that they had gone too
far ahead and had entered the village in back of the
German lines; that the infantry had not been able
to keep up with them, and that they had been captured.
Two or three days afterwards an airman told us that
he had seen, on the day of the battle, two tanks far
ahead of the infantry and that they appeared to be
stranded. Weeks later we attacked at the point
where the tanks had been, and on some German prisoners
whom we took, we found several photographs of these
identical tanks. Then one day, when we had stopped
wondering about them, a Sergeant in our Company received
a letter from one of the crew of the missing machines,
saying that he was a prisoner in Germany. But
of the officers we have never heard to this day.
We sat around wearily, waiting for
the motor lorries which were to take some of us back
to B. Years seemed to have been
crowded into the hours that had elapsed. Talbot
glanced at his watch. It was still only eight
o’clock in the morning. Again he experienced
the feeling of incredulity that comes to one who has
had much happen in the hours between dawn and early
morning and who discovers that the day has but just
begun. He had thought it must be three o’clock
in the afternoon, at least.
The lorries arrived eventually, and
took those who had no tanks, back to B.
The others brought the “Willies” in by
the evening.