Mrs. Trevelyan, as she took her seat,
shot a quick glance down the length of her table and
at the arrangement of her guests, and tried to learn
if her lord and master approved. But he was listening
to something Lady Arbuthnot, who sat on his right,
was saying, and, being a man, failed to catch her
meaning, and only smiled unconcernedly and cheerfully
back at her. But the wife of the Austrian Minister,
who was her very dearest friend, saw and appreciated,
and gave her a quick little smile over her fan, which
said that the table was perfect, the people most interesting,
and that she could possess her soul in peace.
So Mrs. Trevelyan pulled at the tips of her gloves
and smiled upon her guests. Mrs. Trevelyan was
not used to questioning her powers, but this dinner
had been almost impromptu, and she had been in doubt.
It was quite unnecessary, for her dinner carried with
it the added virtue of being the last of the season,
an encore to all that had gone before a
special number by request on the social programme.
It was not one of many others stretching on for weeks,
for the summer’s change and leisure began on
the morrow, and there was nothing hanging over her
guests that they must go on to later. They knew
that their luggage stood ready locked and strapped
at home; they could look before them to the whole
summer’s pleasure, and they were relaxed and
ready to be pleased, and broke simultaneously into
a low murmur of talk and laughter. The windows
of the dining-room stood open from the floor, and
from the tiny garden that surrounded the house, even
in the great mass of stucco and brick of encircling
London, came the odor of flowers and of fresh turf.
A soft summer-night wind moved the candles under their
red shades; and gently as though they rose from afar,
and not only from across the top of the high wall
before the house, came the rumble of the omnibuses
passing farther into the suburbs, and the occasional
quick rush of a hansom over the smooth asphalt.
It was a most delightful choice of people, gathered
at short notice and to do honor to no one in particular,
but to give each a chance to say good-by before he
or she met the yacht at Southampton or took the club
train to Homburg. They all knew each other very
well; and if there was a guest of the evening, it
was one of the two Americans either Miss
Egerton, the girl who was to marry Lord Arbuthnot,
whose mother sat on Trevelyan’s right, or young
Gordon, the explorer, who has just come out of Africa.
Miss Egerton was a most strikingly beautiful girl,
with a strong, fine face, and an earnest, interested
way when she spoke, which the English found most attractive.
In appearance she had been variously likened by Trevelyan,
who was painting her portrait, to a druidess, a vestal
virgin, and a Greek goddess; and Lady Arbuthnot’s
friends, who thought to please the girl, assured her
that no one would ever suppose her to be an American their
ideas of the American young woman having been gathered
from those who pick out tunes with one finger on the
pianos in the public parlors of the Metropole.
Miss Egerton was said to be intensely interested in
her lover’s career, and was as ambitious for
his success in the House as he was himself. They
were both very much in love, and showed it to others
as little as people of their class do. The others
at the table were General Sir Henry Kent; Phillips,
the novelist; the Austrian Minister and his young
wife; and Trevelyan, who painted portraits for large
sums of money and figure pieces for art; and some
simply fashionable smart people who were good listeners,
and who were rather disappointed that the American
explorer was no more sun-burned than other young men
who had stayed at home, and who had gone in for tennis
or yachting.
The worst of Gordon was that he made
it next to impossible for one to lionize him.
He had been back in civilization and London only two
weeks, unless Cairo and Shepheard’s Hotel are
civilization, and he had been asked everywhere, and
for the first week had gone everywhere. But whenever
his hostess looked for him, to present another and
not so recent a lion, he was generally found either
humbly carrying an ice to some neglected dowager,
or talking big game or international yachting or tailors
to a circle of younger sons in the smoking-room, just
as though several hundred attractive and distinguished
people were not waiting to fling the speeches they
had prepared on Africa at him, in the drawing-room
above. He had suddenly disappeared during the
second week of his stay in London, which was also
the last week of the London season, and managers of
lecture tours and publishers and lion-hunters, and
even friends who cared for him for himself, had failed
to find him at his lodgings. Trevelyan, who had
known him when he was a travelling correspondent and
artist for one of the great weeklies, had found him
at the club the night before, and had asked him to
his wife’s impromptu dinner, from which he had
at first begged off, but, on learning who was to be
there, had changed his mind and accepted. Mrs.
Trevelyan was very glad he had come; she had always
spoken of him as a nice boy, and now that he had become
famous she liked him none the less, but did not show
it before people as much as she had been used to do.
She forgot to ask him whether he knew his beautiful
compatriot or not; but she took it for granted that
they had met, if not at home, at least in London,
as they had both been made so much of, and at the
same houses.
The dinner was well on its way towards
its end, and the women had begun to talk across the
table, and to exchange bankers’ addresses, and
to say “Be sure and look us up in Paris,”
and “When do you expect to sail from Cowes?”
They were enlivened and interested, and the present
odors of the food and flowers and wine, and the sense
of leisure before them, made it seem almost a pity
that such a well-suited gathering should have to separate
for even a summer’s pleasure.
The Austrian Minister was saying this
to his hostess, when Sir Henry Kent, who had been
talking across to Phillips, the novelist, leaned back
in his place and said, as though to challenge the attention
of every one, “I can’t agree with you,
Phillips. I am sure no one else will.”
“Dear me,” complained
Mrs. Trevelyan, plaintively, “what have you been
saying now, Mr. Phillips? He always has such debatable
theories,” she explained.
“On the contrary, Mrs. Trevelyan,”
answered the novelist, “it is the other way.
It is Sir Henry who is making all the trouble.
He is attacking one of the oldest and dearest platitudes
I know.” He paused for the general to speak,
but the older man nodded his head for him to go on.
“He has just said that fiction is stranger than
truth,” continued the novelist. “He
says that I that people who write could
never interest people who read if they wrote of things
as they really are. They select, he says they
take the critical moment in a man’s life and
the crises, and want others to believe that that is
what happens every day. Which it is not, so the
general says. He thinks that life is commonplace
and uneventful that is, uneventful in a
picturesque or dramatic way. He admits that women’s
lives are saved from drowning, but that they are not
saved by their lovers, but by a longshoreman with
a wife and six children, who accepts five pounds for
doing it. That’s it, is it not?” he
asked.
The general nodded and smiled.
“What I said to Phillips was,” he explained,
“that if things were related just as they happen,
they would not be interesting. People do not
say the dramatic things they say on the stage or in
novels; in real life they are commonplace or sordid or
disappointing. I have seen men die on the battle-field,
for instance, and they never cried, ‘I die that
my country may live,’ or ‘I have got my
promotion at last;’ they just stared up at the
surgeon and said, ‘Have I got to lose that arm?’
or ’I am killed, I think.’ You see,
when men are dying around you, and horses are plunging,
and the batteries are firing, one doesn’t have
time to think up the appropriate remark for the occasion.
I don’t believe, now, that Pitt’s last
words were, ‘Roll up the map of Europe.’
A man who could change the face of a continent would
not use his dying breath in making epigrams.
It was one of his secretaries or one of the doctors
who said that. And the man who was capable of
writing home, ’All is lost but honor,’
was just the sort of a man who would lose more battles
than he would win. No; you, Phillips,” said
the general, raising his voice as he became more confident
and conscious that be held the centre of the stage,
“and you, Trevelyan, don’t write and paint
every-day things as they are. You introduce something
for a contrast or for an effect; a red coat in a landscape
for the bit of color you want, when in real life the
red coat would not be within miles; or you have a
band of music playing a popular air in the street
when a murder is going on inside the house. You
do it because it is effective; but it isn’t
true. Now Mr. Caithness was telling us the other
night at the club, on this very matter ”
“Oh, that’s hardly fair,”
laughed Trevelyan; “you’ve rehearsed all
this before. You’ve come prepared.”
“No, not at all,” frowned
the general, sweeping on. “He said that
before he was raised to the bench, when he practised
criminal law, he had brought word to a man that he
was to be reprieved, and to another that he was to
die. Now, you know,” exclaimed the general,
with a shrug, and appealing to the table, “how
that would be done on the stage or in a novel, with
the prisoner bound ready for execution, and a galloping
horse, and a fluttering piece of white paper, and all
that. Well, now, Caithness told us that he went
into the man’s cell and said, ‘You have
been reprieved, John,’ or William, or whatever
the fellow’s name was. And the man looked
at him and said: ’Is that so? That’s
good that’s good;’ and that
was all he said. And then, again, he told one
man whose life he had tried very hard to save:
’The Home Secretary has refused to intercede
for you. I saw him at his house last night at
nine o’clock.’ And the murderer, instead
of saying, ’My God! what will my wife and children
do?’ looked at him, and repeated, ‘At
nine o’clock last night!’ just as though
that were the important part of the message.”
“Well, but, general,”
said Phillips, smiling, “that’s dramatic
enough as it is, I think. Why ”
“Yes,” interrupted the
general, quickly and triumphantly. “But
that is not what you would have made him say, is it?
That’s my point.”
“There was a man told me once,”
Lord Arbuthnot began, leisurely “he
was a great chum of mine, and it illustrates what Sir
Henry has said, I think he was engaged
to a girl, and he had a misunderstanding or an understanding
with her that opened both their eyes, at a dance, and
the next afternoon he called, and they talked it over
in the drawing-room, with the tea-tray between them,
and agreed to end it. On the stage he would have
risen and said, ’Well, the comedy is over, the
tragedy begins, or the curtain falls;’ and she
would have gone to the piano and played Chopin sadly
while he made his exit. Instead of which he got
up to go without saying anything, and as he rose he
upset a cup and saucer on the tea-table, and said,
‘Oh, I beg your pardon;’ and she said,
‘It isn’t broken;’ and he went out.
You see,” the young man added, smiling, “there
were two young people whose hearts were breaking,
and yet they talked of teacups, not because they did
not feel, but because custom is too strong on us and
too much for us. We do not say dramatic things
or do theatrical ones. It does not make interesting
reading, but it is the truth.”
“Exactly,” cut in the
Austrian Minister, eagerly. “And then there
is the prerogative of the author and of the playwright
to drop a curtain whenever he wants to, or to put
a stop to everything by ending the chapter. That
isn’t fair. That is an advantage over nature.
When some one accuses some one else of doing something
dreadful at the play, down comes the curtain quick
and keeps things at fever point, or the chapter ends
with a lot of stars, and the next page begins with
a description of a sunset two weeks later. To
be true, we ought to be told what the man who is accused
said in the reply, or what happened during those two
weeks before the sunset. The author really has
no right to choose only the critical moments, and
to shut out the commonplace, every-day life by a sort
of literary closure. That is, if he claims to
tell the truth.”
Phillips raised his eyebrows and looked
carefully around the table. “Does any one
else feel called upon to testify?” he asked.
“It’s awful, isn’t
it, Phillips,” laughed Trevelyan, comfortably,
“to find that the photographer is the only artist,
after all? I feel very guilty.”
“You ought to,” pronounced
the general, gayly. He was very well satisfied
with himself at having held his own against these clever
people. “And I am sure Mr. Gordon will agree
with me, too,” he went on, confidently, with
a bow towards the younger man. “He has seen
more of the world than any of us, and he will tell
you, I am sure, that what happens only suggests the
story; it is not complete in itself. That it
always needs the author’s touch, just as the
rough diamond ”
“Oh, thanks, thanks, general,”
laughed Phillips. “My feelings are not
hurt as badly as that.”
Gordon had been turning the stem of
a wineglass slowly between his thumb and his finger
while the others were talking, and looking down at
it smiling. Now he raised his eyes as though he
meant to speak, and then dropped them again.
“I am afraid, Sir Henry,” he said, “that
I don’t agree with you at all.”
Those who had said nothing felt a
certain satisfaction that they had not committed themselves.
The Austrian Minister tried to remember what it was
he had said, and whether it was too late to retreat,
and the general looked blankly at Gordon and said,
“Indeed?”
“You shouldn’t have called
on that last witness, Sir Henry,” said Phillips,
smiling. “Your case was very good as it
was.”
“I am quite sure,” said
Gordon, seriously, “that the story Phillips
will never write is a true story, but he will not write
it because people would say it is impossible, just
as you have all seen sunsets sometimes that you knew
would be laughed at if any one tried to paint them.
We all know such a story, something in our own lives,
or in the lives of our friends. Not ghost stories,
or stories of adventure, but of ambitions that come
to nothing, of people who were rewarded or punished
in this world instead of in the next, and love stories.”
Phillips looked at the young man keenly
and smiled. “Especially love stories,”
he said.
Gordon looked back at him as if he did not understand.
“Tell it, Gordon,” said Mr. Trevelyan.
“Yes,” said Gordon, nodding
his head in assent, “I was thinking of a particular
story. It is as complete, I think, and as dramatic
as any of those we read. It is about a man I
met in Africa. It is not a long story,”
he said, looking around the table tentatively, “but
it ends badly.”
There was a silence much more appreciated
than a polite murmur of invitation would have been,
and the simply smart people settled themselves rigidly
to catch every word for future use. They realized
that this would be a story which had not as yet appeared
in the newspapers, and which would not make a part
of Gordon’s book. Mrs. Trevelyan smiled
encouragingly upon her former protege; she was sure
he was going to do himself credit; but the American
girl chose this chance, when all the other eyes were
turned expectantly towards the explorer, to look at
her lover.
“We were on our return march
from Lake Tchad to the Mobangi,” said Gordon.
“We had been travelling over a month, sometimes
by water and sometimes through the forest, and we
did not expect to see any other white men besides
those of our own party for several months to come.
In the middle of a jungle late one afternoon I found
this man lying at the foot of a tree. He had
been cut and beaten and left for dead. It was
as much of a surprise to me, you understand, as it
would be to you if you were driving through Trafalgar
Square in a hansom, and an African lion should spring
up on your horses’ haunches. We believed
we were the only white men that had ever succeeded
in getting that far south. Crampel had tried
it, and no one knows yet whether he is dead or alive;
Doctor Schlemen had been eaten by cannibals, and Major
Bethume had turned back two hundred miles farther north;
and we could no more account for this man’s
presence than if he had been dropped from the clouds.
Lieutenant Royce, my surgeon, went to work at him,
and we halted where we were for the night. In
about an hour the man moved and opened his eyes.
He looked up at us and said, ’Thank God!’ because
we were white, I suppose and went off into
unconsciousness again. When he came to the next
time, he asked Royce, in a whisper, how long he had
to live. He wasn’t the sort of a man you
had to lie to about a thing like that, and Royce told
him he did not think he could live for more than an
hour or two. The man moved his head to show that
he understood, and raised his hand to his throat and
began pulling at his shirt, but the effort sent him
off into a fainting-fit again. I opened his collar
for him as gently as I could, and found that his fingers
had clinched around a silver necklace that he wore
about his neck, and from which there hung a gold locket
shaped like a heart.”
Gordon raised his eyes slowly from
the observation of his finger-tips as they rested
on the edge of the table before him to those of the
American girl who sat opposite. She had heard
his story so far without any show of attention, and
had been watching, rather with a touch of fondness
in her eyes, the clever, earnest face of Arbuthnot,
who was following Gordon’s story with polite
interest. But now, at Gordon’s last words,
she turned her eyes to him with a look of awful indignation,
which was followed, when she met his calmly polite
look of inquiry, by one of fear and almost of entreaty.
“When the man came to,”
continued Gordon, in the same conventional monotone,
“he begged me to take the chain and locket to
a girl whom he said I would find either in London
or in New York. He gave me the address of her
banker. He said: ’Take it off my neck
before you bury me; tell her I wore it ever since
she gave it to me. That it has been a charm and
loadstone to me. That when the locket rose and
fell against my breast, it was as if her heart were
pressing against mine and answering the beating and
throbbing of the blood in my veins.’”
Gordon paused, and returned to the
thoughtful scrutiny of his finger-tips.
“The man did not die,”
he said, raising his head. “Royce brought
him back into such form again that in about a week
we were able to take him along with us on a litter.
But he was very weak, and would lie for hours sleeping
when we rested, or mumbling and raving in a fever.
We learned from him at odd times that he had been
trying to reach Lake Tchad, to do what we had done,
without any means of doing it. He had had not
more than a couple of dozen porters and a corporal’s
guard of Senegalese soldiers. He was the only
white man in the party, and his men had turned on
him, and left him as we found him, carrying off with
them his stock of provisions and arms. He had
undertaken the expedition on a promise from the French
government to make him governor of the territory he
opened up if he succeeded, but he had had no official
help. If he failed, he got nothing; if he succeeded,
he did so at his own expense and by his own endeavors.
It was only a wonder he had been able to get as far
as he did. He did not seem to feel the failure
of his expedition. All that was lost in the happiness
of getting back alive to this woman with whom he was
in love. He had been three days alone before
we found him, and in those three days, while he waited
for death, he had thought of nothing but that he would
never see her again. He had resigned himself to
this, had given up all hope, and our coming seemed
like a miracle to him. I have read about men
in love, I have seen it on the stage, I have seen it
in real life, but I never saw a man so grateful to
God and so happy and so insane over a woman as this
man was. He raved about her when he was feverish,
and he talked and talked to me about her when he was
in his senses. The porters could not understand
him, and he found me sympathetic, I suppose, or else
he did not care, and only wanted to speak of her to
some one, and so he told me the story over and over
again as I walked beside the litter, or as we sat
by the fire at night. She must have been a very
remarkable girl. He had met her first the year
before, on one of the Italian steamers that ply from
New York to Gibraltar. She was travelling with
her father, who was an invalid going to Tangier for
his health; from Tangier they were to go on up to Nice
and Cannes, and in the spring to Paris and on to London
for this season just over. The man was going
from Gibraltar to Zanzibar, and then on into the Congo.
They had met the first night out; they had separated
thirteen days later at Gibraltar, and in that time
the girl had fallen in love with him, and had promised
to marry him if he would let her, for he was very
proud. He had to be. He had absolutely nothing
to offer her. She is very well known at home.
I mean her family is: they have lived in New
York from its first days, and they are very rich.
The girl had lived a life as different from his as
the life of a girl in society must be from that of
a vagabond. He had been an engineer, a newspaper
correspondent, an officer in a Chinese army, and had
built bridges in South America, and led their little
revolutions there, and had seen service on the desert
in the French army of Algiers. He had no home
or nationality even, for he had left America when
he was sixteen; he had no family, had saved no money,
and was trusting everything to the success of this
expedition into Africa to make him known and to give
him position. It was the story of Othello and
Desdemona over again. His blackness lay from
her point of view, or rather would have lain from
the point of view of her friends, in the fact that
he was as helplessly ineligible a young man as a cowboy.
And he really had lived a life of which he had no
great reason to be proud. He had existed entirely
for excitement, as other men live to drink until they
kill themselves by it; nothing he had done had counted
for much except his bridges. They are still standing.
But the things he had written are lost in the columns
of the daily papers. The soldiers he had fought
with knew him only as a man who cared more for the
fighting than for what the fighting was about, and
he had been as ready to write on one side as to fight
on the other. He was a rolling stone, and had
been a rolling stone from the time he was sixteen
and had run away to sea, up to the day he had met
this girl, when he was just thirty. Yet you can
see how such a man would attract a young, impressionable
girl, who had met only those men whose actions are
bounded by the courts of law or Wall Street, or the
younger set who drive coaches and who live the life
of the clubs. She had gone through life as some
people go through picture-galleries, with their catalogues
marked at the best pictures. She knew nothing
of the little fellows whose work was skied, who were
trying to be known, who were not of her world, but
who toiled and prayed and hoped to be famous.
This man came into her life suddenly with his stories
of adventure and strange people and strange places,
of things done for the love of doing them and not for
the reward or reputation, and he bewildered her at
first, I suppose, and then fascinated, and then won
her. You can imagine how it was, these two walking
the deck together during the day, or sitting side by
side when the night came on, the ocean stretched before
them. The daring of his present undertaking,
the absurd glamour that is thrown over those who have
gone into that strange country from which some travellers
return, and the picturesqueness of his past life.
It is no wonder the girl made too much of him.
I do not think he knew what was coming. He did
not pose before her. I am quite sure, from what
I knew of him, that he did not. Indeed, I believed
him when he said that he had fought against the more
than interest she had begun to show for him.
He was the sort of man women care for, but they had
not been of this woman’s class or calibre.
It came to him like a sign from the heavens.
It was as if a goddess had stooped to him. He
told her when they separated that if he succeeded if
he opened this unknown country, if he was rewarded
as they had promised to reward him he might
dare to come to her; and she called him her knight-errant,
and gave him her chain and locket to wear, and told
him, whether he failed or succeeded it meant nothing
to her, and that her life was his while it lasted,
and her soul as well.
“I think,” Gordon said,
stopping abruptly, with an air of careful consideration,
“that those were her words as he repeated them
to me.”
He raised his eyes thoughtfully towards
the face of the girl opposite, and then glanced past
her, as if he were trying to recall the words the
man had used. The fine, beautiful face of the
woman was white and drawn around the lips, and she
gave a quick, appealing glance at her hostess, as
if she would beg to be allowed to go. But Mrs.
Trevelyan and her guests were watching Gordon or toying
with the things in front of them. The dinner
had been served, and not even the soft movements of
the servants interrupted the young man’s story.
“You can imagine a man,”
Gordon went on, more lightly, “finding a hansom
cab slow when he is riding from the station to see
the woman he loves; but imagine this man urging himself
and the rest of us to hurry when we were in the heart
of Africa, with six months’ travel in front
of us before we could reach the first limits of civilization.
That is what this man did. When he was still
on his litter he used to toss and turn, and abuse
the bearers and porters and myself because we moved
so slowly. When we stopped for the night he would
chafe and fret at the delay; and when the morning
came he was the first to wake, if he slept at all,
and eager to push on. When at last he was able
to walk, he worked himself into a fever again, and
it was only when Royce warned him that he would kill
himself if he kept on that he submitted to be carried,
and forced himself to be patient. And all the
time the poor devil kept saying how unworthy he was
of her, how miserably he had wasted his years, how
unfitted he was for the great happiness which had
come into his life. I suppose every man says that
when he is in love; very properly, too; but the worst
of it was, in this man’s case, that it was so
very true. He was unworthy of her in everything
but his love for her. It used to frighten me
to see how much he cared. Well, we got out of
it at last, and reached Alexandria, and saw white faces
once more, and heard women’s voices, and the
strain and fear of failure were over, and we could
breathe again. I was quite ready enough to push
on to London, but we had to wait a week for the steamer,
and during that time that man made my life miserable.
He had done so well, and would have done so much more
if he had had my equipment, that I tried to see that
he received all the credit due him. But he would
have none of the public receptions, and the audience
with the khédive, or any of the fuss they made
over us. He only wanted to get back to her.
He spent the days on the quay watching them load the
steamer, and counting the hours until she was to sail;
and even at night he would leave the first bed he
had slept in for six months, and would come into my
room and ask me if I would not sit up and talk with
him until daylight. You see, after he had given
up all thought of her, and believed himself about
to die without seeing her again, it made her all the
dearer, I suppose, and made him all the more fearful
of losing her again.
“He became very quiet as soon
as we were really under way, and Royce and I hardly
knew him for the same man. He would sit in silence
in his steamer-chair for hours, looking out at the
sea and smiling to himself, and sometimes, for he
was still very weak and feverish, the tears would
come to his eyes and run down his cheeks. ’This
is the way we would sit,’ he said to me one
night, ’with the dark purple sky and the strange
Southern stars over our heads, and the rail of the
boat rising and sinking below the line of the horizon.
And I can hear her voice, and I try to imagine she
is still sitting there, as she did the last night
out, when I held her hands between mine.’”
Gordon paused a moment, and then went on more slowly:
“I do not know whether it was that the excitement
of the journey overland had kept him up or not, but
as we went on he became much weaker and slept more,
until Royce became anxious and alarmed about him.
But he did not know it himself; he had grown so sure
of his recovery then that he did not understand what
the weakness meant. He fell off into long spells
of sleep or unconsciousness, and woke only to be fed,
and would then fall back to sleep again. And
in one of these spells of unconsciousness he died.
He died within two days of land. He had no home
and no country and no family, as I told you, and we
buried him at sea. He left nothing behind him,
for the very clothes he wore were those we had given
him nothing but the locket and the chain
which he had told me to take from his neck when he
died.”
Gordon’s voice had grown very
cold and hard. He stopped and ran his fingers
down into his pocket and pulled out a little leather
bag. The people at the table watched him in silence
as he opened it and took out a dull silver chain with
a gold heart hanging from it.
“This is it,” he said,
gently. He leaned across the table, with his
eyes fixed on those of the American girl, and dropped
the chain in front of her. “Would you like
to see it?” he said.
The rest moved curiously forward to
look at the little heap of gold and silver as it lay
on the white cloth. But the girl, with her eyes
half closed and her lips pressed together, pushed it
on with her hand to the man who sat next her, and
bowed her head slightly, as though it was an effort
for her to move at all. The wife of the Austrian
Minister gave a little sigh of relief.
“I should say your story did
end badly, Mr. Gordon,” she said. “It
is terribly sad, and so unnecessarily so.”
“I don’t know,”
said Lady Arbuthnot, thoughtfully “I
don’t know; it seems to me it was better.
As Mr. Gordon says, the man was hardly worthy of her.
A man should have something more to offer a woman than
love; it is a woman’s prerogative to be loved.
Any number of men may love her; it is nothing to their
credit: they cannot help themselves.”
“Well,” said General Kent,
“if all true stories turn out as badly as that
one does, I will take back what I said against those
the story-writers tell. I prefer the ones Anstey
and Jerome make up. I call it a most unpleasant
story.”
“But it isn’t finished
yet,” said Gordon, as he leaned over and picked
up the chain and locket. “There is still
a little more.”
“Oh, I beg your pardon!”
said the wife of the Austrian Minister, eagerly.
“But then,” she added, “you can’t
make it any better. You cannot bring the man
back to life.”
“No,” said Gordon, “but I can make
it a little worse.”
“Ah, I see,” said Phillips,
with a story-teller’s intuition “the
girl.”
“The first day I reached London
I went to her banker’s and got her address,”
continued Gordon. “And I wrote, saying I
wanted to see her, but before I could get an answer
I met her the next afternoon at a garden-party.
At least I did not meet her; she was pointed out to
me. I saw a very beautiful girl surrounded by
a lot of men, and asked who she was, and found out
it was the woman I had written to, the owner of the
chain and locket; and I was also told that her engagement
had just been announced to a young Englishman of family
and position, who had known her only a few months,
and with whom she was very much in love. So you
see,” he went on, smiling, “that it was
better that he died, believing in her and in her love
for him. Mr. Phillips, now, would have let him
live to return and find her married; but Nature is
kinder than writers of fiction, and quite as dramatic.”
Phillips did not reply to this, and
the general only shook his head doubtfully and said
nothing. So Mrs. Trevelyan looked at Lady Arbuthnot,
and the ladies rose and left the room. When the
men had left them, a young girl went to the piano,
and the other women seated themselves to listen; but
Miss Egerton, saying that it was warm, stepped out
through one of the high windows on to the little balcony
that overhung the garden. It was dark out there
and cool, and the rumbling of the encircling city
sounded as distant and as far off as the reflection
seemed that its million lights threw up to the sky
above. The girl leaned her face and bare shoulder
against the rough stone wall of the house, and pressed
her hands together, with her fingers locking and unlocking
and her rings cutting through her gloves. She
was trembling slightly, and the blood in her veins
was hot and tingling. She heard the voices of
the men as they entered the drawing-room, the momentary
cessation of the music at the piano, and its renewal,
and then a figure blocked the light from the window,
and Gordon stepped out of it and stood in front of
her with the chain and locket in his hand. He
held it towards her, and they faced each other for
a moment in silence.
“Will you take it now?” he said.
The girl raised her head, and drew
herself up until she stood straight and tall before
him. “Have you not punished me enough?”
she asked, in a whisper. “Are you not satisfied?
Was it brave? Was it manly? Is that what
you have learned among your savages to torture
a woman?” She stopped with a quick sob of pain,
and pressed her hands against her breast.
Gordon observed her, curiously, with
cold consideration. “What of the sufferings
of the man to whom you gave this?” he asked.
“Why not consider him? What was your bad
quarter of an hour at the table, with your friends
around you, to the year he suffered danger and physical
pain for you for you, remember?”
The girl hid her face for a moment
in her hands, and when she lowered them again her
cheeks were wet and her voice was changed and softer.
“They told me he was dead,” she said.
“Then it was denied, and then the French papers
told of it again, and with horrible detail, and how
it happened.”
Gordon took a step nearer her.
“And does your love come and go with the editions
of the daily papers?” he asked, fiercely.
“If they say to-morrow morning that Arbuthnot
is false to his principles or his party, that he is
a bribe-taker, a man who sells his vote, will you
believe them and stop loving him?” He gave a
sharp exclamation of disdain. “Or will
you wait,” he went on, bitterly, “until
the Liberal organs have had time to deny it?
Is that the love, the life, and the soul you promised
the man who ”
There was a soft step on the floor
of the drawing-room, and the tall figure of young
Arbuthnot appeared in the opening of the window as
he looked doubtfully out into the darkness. Gordon
took a step back into the light of the window, where
he could be seen, and leaned easily against the railing
of the balcony. His eyes were turned towards the
street, and he noticed over the wall the top of a passing
omnibus and the glow of the men’s pipes who
sat on it.
“Miss Egerton?” asked
Arbuthnot, his eyes still blinded by the lights of
the room he had left. “Is she here?
Oh, is that you?” he said, as he saw the movement
of the white dress. “I was sent to look
for you,” he said. “They were afraid
something was wrong.” He turned to Gordon,
as if in explanation of his lover-like solicitude.
“It has been rather a hard week, and it has
kept one pretty well on the go all the time, and I
thought Miss Egerton looked tired at dinner.”
The moment he had spoken, the girl
came towards him quickly, and put her arm inside of
his, and took his hand.
He looked down at her wonderingly
at this show of affection, and then drew her nearer,
and said, gently, “You are tired, aren’t
you? I came to tell you that Lady Arbuthnot is
going. She is waiting for you.”
It struck Gordon, as they stood there,
how handsome they were and how well suited. They
took a step towards the window, and then the young
nobleman turned and looked out at the pretty garden
and up at the sky, where the moon was struggling against
the glare of the city.
“It is very pretty and peaceful
out here,” he said, “is it not? It
seems a pity to leave it. Good-night, Gordon,
and thank you for your story.” He stopped,
with one foot on the threshold, and smiled. “And
yet, do you know,” he said, “I cannot help
thinking you were guilty of doing just what you accused
Phillips of doing. I somehow thought you helped
the true story out a little. Now didn’t
you? Was it all just as you told it? Or
am I wrong?”
“No,” Gordon answered;
“you are right. I did change it a little,
in one particular.”
“And what was that, may I ask?” said Arbuthnot.
“The man did not die,” Gordon answered.
Arbuthnot gave a quick little sigh
of sympathy. “Poor devil!” he said,
softly; “poor chap!” He moved his left
hand over and touched the hand of the girl, as though
to reassure himself of his own good fortune.
Then he raised his eyes to Gordon’s with a curious,
puzzled look in them. “But then,”
he said, doubtfully, “if he is not dead, how
did you come to get the chain?”
The girl’s arm within his own
moved slightly, and her fingers tightened their hold
upon his hand.
“Oh,” said Gordon, indifferently,
“it did not mean anything to him, you see, when
he found he had lost her, and it could not mean anything
to her. It is of no value. It means nothing
to any one except, perhaps, to me.”