“We’ve got ’em beat.”
The man of healing recovered the sick
man’s feet with the blanket, and rolled the
old dressings he had just removed into a bundle ready
for the camp-fire outside.
“You mean ”
Steve was lying in his blankets propped
into a half-sitting position. A candle, stuck
in the neck of a bottle, lit the tent sufficiently
for Ian Ross to complete his work.
“Why, the evil spirits of Unaga,
I guess,” he replied, with a forced lightness.
Then he shook his head. “They did their
best sure. Another week or so and
you’d have moved about on stumps the rest of
your life. And I’m reckoning that would
have been the best you could have hoped. It’s
been a darned near thing.”
Steve nodded. His manner was curiously indifferent.
“How’s the boy?” he demanded abruptly.
Ross put his instruments away and
set the water bowl aside. Then he set the stoppered
bottles back into his case.
“He’ll be ‘whooping’ it up
with the boys in a couple of days,” he said.
“An-ina?”
“Beating the ‘reaper’ out of sight.”
Steve drew a deep breath.
“Oolak was all to pieces,” he said doubtfully.
“He was about as broken as he
could be and still hang together. He’s
been a tough case.” It was the doctor’s
turn to take a deep breath. “He’ll
be a man again. But I wouldn’t gamble on
his shape. Say, Steve, it’s the biggest
bluff I’ve seen put up against death. Those
darn niggers who toted your boats, they’re tickled
to death with the food the boys hand out to them.
And as for Julyman he’s as near cast iron as as you.”
“Yes, it was pretty tough.”
“Tough? Gee!”
The doctor’s final exclamation was one of genuine
amazement.
“It’s near three weeks
since we hauled the remains of you from that skitter-ridden
river,” he went on, “and a deal’s
happened in that time. Jack Belton’s gone
in for stores, and to report. We’ve shifted
camp where the flies, and bugs, and things’ll
let you folks forget the darn river, and the nightmare
I guess you dreamt on it. You’re all beating
the game, some of you by yards, and others by inches.
But you’re beating it. And I’m still
guessing at those things you all know like you were
born to ’em. When are you going to hand
me the yarn, Steve? When are you going to feel
like thinking about the things that two weeks ago looked
like leaving you plumb crazed?”
Steve knitted his brows. To the
man watching him it seemed as if the sudden recalling
of the past was still a thing to be avoided. But
his diagnosis was in error. Steve became impatient.
“Oh hell!” he exclaimed.
“Do you need me to hand it you? Do you need
me to tell you the fool stunt I played to beat schedule,
and get back to Nita and the kiddie? Do you need
to know about a darn territory that every Indian north
of 60 deg. is scared to death of? A territory
only fit for devils and such folk, like the neches
reckon it’s peopled with? Do you want to
hear about an outfit that found everything Nature ever
set for the world’s biggest fools? Do you
want to know about storms that leave the worst Northern
trails a summer picnic, and muskegs and tundra that
leave you searching for something bigger than miles
to measure with, and barren, fly-ridden territory
without a leaf or blade of grass and scored every
way at once with rifts and water canyons so you
can’t tell the north from the Desert of Sahara?
If you do, read the old report I’ve been writing.
I’ll hand you a story that won’t shout
credit for the feller who designed it. But it’ll
tell you of the guts of the folk who stood behind
him every darn step of the way, and made him crazy
to get them through alive. If you’d asked
me that two weeks ago I’d have cried like a
babe. Now it’s different. You’ve
got a sick woman under your hands now, Doc, and two
copper coloured neches. And when I say they’re
the world’s best, why I just mean
it.”
A deep flush of emotion underlaid
the toughened skin of Steve’s face. He
was deeply stirred by the thoughts and feelings which
the other’s demand had conjured.
The doctor glanced down at the sheets
of paper on which Steve had written his report.
But he made no attempt to accept the invitation to
read it. The moment had come to tell this man
of that disaster which yet awaited him. So he
had sought to test him in the only fashion that lay
to his hand. The break which had so sorely threatened
in the reaction following upon Steve’s rescue
had been completely averted, and the Scotsman felt
that now, at last, he was strong enough to bear the
truth which he had denied him on his first enquiry
after his wife and child.
The flush died out of Steve’s
cheeks. The steady eyes were never more steady
as they looked into the strong face before them.
He ran his fingers through his long dark hair, and
resettled his shoulders against the pile of blankets
supporting them.
“It kind of startles you to
find guts in folks when you’re up against it.
You can’t help it. Maybe it’s conceit
makes you feel that way,” he went on quietly.
“Those two boys of mine, and An-ina. You
couldn’t beat ’em. Nothing could.
When Oolak dropped over the side of a canyon, with
most of the outfit the reindeer went with him.
You see, we’d rid ourselves of the dogs.
We couldn’t feed ’em. Well, I guessed
the end had come. But it hadn’t. Julyman
and An-ina took up the work of hauling, while I carried
Marcel. Only they hauled Oolak instead of the
outfit. They hauled him for nigh on a month,
and we lived on dog meat till it got putrid, and even
then didn’t feel like giving it up. I didn’t
have to worry a thing except for their sanity.
You see, they were Indian for all their grit, and I
just didn’t know. It was tough, Doc!
Oh, gee! it was tough! And when you’ve
read the stuff I’ve doped out for headquarters
you won’t need me to talk if you’ve two
cents of imagination about you. If you’d
asked me awhile back, when I asked you about Nita,
and my little girl, and you told me they were good
and happy, and crazy to have me back, as I said, I’d
have cried like a kid. Yes, and I guess you’d
have needed a gun to hold me here while you hacked
those slabs off my feet. But it’s right
now. My head was never clearer, and there’s
just one thought in it. It’s to get back
to Deadwater.”
The doctor listened with a surge of
feeling driving through his heart. His own words,
the words he had told to the man whom he knew at the
time to be floundering on the edge of a complete mental
breakdown, were ringing through his brain. He
had lied. He had had to lie. And now
He took refuge in his pipe. He
knew he would need it. He filled it from the
pouch which had become common between them and urged
Steve to do the same. In a few moments both men
were smoking in an atmosphere of perfect calm.
“You were pretty bad that time,”
Ross said steadily. “Yes, I don’t
guess you know how bad you were.”
“I think I do now.”
The doctor seemed to be absorbed in
pressing down the tobacco in his pipe. He struck
another match.
“The strain had been so big
the break must have come if you’d had to go
on,” he said, blowing smoke till it partly obscured
his patient’s unflinching eyes. “You
were weak physically. There was nothing
to support your nerve and brain. It was in your
eyes. You scarcely recognized us. You hardly
knew what our presence meant to you. And, later,
the reaction made things even worse for you. A
shock, and the balance would have gone hopelessly.
So I lied to you!”
“You lied to me?”
The pipe had been suddenly jerked
from Steve’s lips. He was sitting up.
A sudden fierce light had leapt to his eyes.
The Scotsman, too, had removed his
pipe. His eyes were squarely confronting the
other. All his mental force and bodily energy
were summoned to his aid.
“Yes. I had to lie,”
he said firmly. “It was that or carry you
back to Deadwater a crazy man. I was the doctor
then. Guess I’m a man now. Maybe you
won’t reckon there’s a difference.
But there surely is. You see, I’m not going
to lie. I don’t need to. Nita isn’t
at my shanty. She isn’t at Deadwater.
Neither is Garstaing. And they’ve taken
your little girl with them.”
“They?”
The man on the blankets had moved
again. His knees were drawn up as though he were
about to spring from the sick bed he was still condemned
to.
Ross nodded.
“Yes.” Then he pointed
at the attitude of the other. “Say, straighten
out, Steve. Push those feet down under the blankets.
You’re a big man up against disaster most times.
Well, don’t forget it. You’re up against
disaster now. Sit back, boy, and get a grip on
yourself. It’s the only way. I’ve
got to tell you the whole rotten story, and when I’ve
done I’ll ask you to forget the way I had to
lie to you. If you can’t, why it’s
up to you. My duty was to heal you first, and
I don’t guess there’s any rules in the
game.”
Ross was talking for time. He
had to be sure. He was ready at a sign to launch
into his story, but he was looking for that sign.
And Steve gave it. It was the
only sign the other would accept. Ross was a
powerful man, and Steve was still sick and weak.
These things are as well when a man knows that his
purpose means the breaking of a strong heart.
Steve slid his injured feet down under the blankets.
His legs straightened out, and he leant his back against
the pillow. But his pipe was laid aside, and
a quickening of his breathing warned the other of
the immense effort for restraint he was putting forth.
“Tell me,” he said.
Then he added with a sudden note of sharpness, “Quick!”
The Scotsman nodded.
“It’s best that way.
Garstaing and Nita bolted. They took your little
girl with them. It’s six months ago.
When the Indian Treaty Money came up. Hervey
Garstaing waited for that. The Indians never saw
it. He pouched it, and beat the trail, as I said,
with Nita and the kiddie. Say, I needn’t
tell you more than that. I don’t know any
more except the police have been chasing his trail
since.”
He fumbled in a pocket, and drew out
a sealed envelope addressed in a woman’s handwriting,
and another that was opened. The sealed envelope
he passed across to Steve. The other he retained.
“She left these two letters
in her room,” he went on. “That’s
for you, and this one was for Millie. Maybe you’ll
read yours later. This one you’d best read
now. It’s just a line as you’ll see.”
He held the letter out and Steve accepted
it. And Ross watched him all the time as he drew
the note from its cover and perused it. The moment
of shock had passed, and the fierce light in Steve’s
eyes had died out, leaving in its place a stony frigidity
which gave the other a feeling of unutterable regret.
He would have been thankful for some passionate outburst,
some violent display. He felt it would have been
more natural, and he would have known better how to
deal with it. But there was none. Steve
returned the letter to its envelope and remained silently
regarding the superscription.
“It’s a bad letter,”
Ross went on. “If I thought Nita had written
it herself I’d say you’re well rid of
something that would have cursed the rest of your
life. But the stuff that’s written there
is the stuff that comes out of Garstaing’s rotten
head. I’d bet my soul on it. She says
her marriage with you was a mistake. She didn’t
know. She had no experience when she married
you. She needs the things the world can show
her. The North is driving her crazy. All
that muck. It’s the sort of stuff that
hasn’t a gasp of truth in it. If there was
you need to thank God you’re quit of her.
No. That hound of hell told her what to say.
Poor little fool. He’s got her where he
wants her, and she’s as much chance as an angel
in hell. She went in the night, and they took
a storming night for it. There was two feet of
snow on the ground, and more falling. How she
went we can’t guess. There wasn’t
a track or a sign in the morning, and it went on storming
for days, so even the police couldn’t follow
them up. The whole thing was well planned, and
Garstaing took no sort of chances. He got away
with nearly fifty thousand dollars of Indian money,
and, so far, hasn’t left a trace. We don’t
know to this day if he made north, south, east, or
west. All we know are these two letters, that
they got away in a ‘jumper’ and team,
and that Nita and the kiddie were with him.”
“Say, Steve,” Ross went
on after a moment’s pause, his voice deepening
with an emotion he could no longer deny. “I
handed you a big talk of seeing your Nita and the
little kid safe till you got back. We did all
we knew. Millie and the gals did all they knew.
Nita wanted for nothing. The things that were
good enough for my two we didn’t reckon good
enough for her, and we saw she had one better all
the time. Happy? Gee, she seemed happy all
the time, right up to the night she went. And
as for Coqueline she was the greatest ever. But
he’d got her, that skunk had her, and the thing
must have been going on all the time. Still, we
never saw a sign. Not a sign. Millie never
liked Garstaing, and he wasn’t ever encouraged
to get around our shanty. And we had him there
less after Nita came. There’s times I’m
guessing it didn’t begin after you went.
There’s times I think there was a beginning earlier.
Millie feels that way, too. I know it don’t
make things better talking this way. But it’s
what I feel, and think, and it’s best to say
it right out. I can’t tell you how I feel
about it. And anyway it wouldn’t make things
easier for you. I promised you, and all I said
is not just hot air. I’m sick to death just
sick to death.”
Ross’s voice died away, and
the silence it left was heavy with disaster.
Steve had no reply. No questions. He seemed
utterly and completely beyond words. His strong
eyes were expressionless. He lay there still,
quite still, with his unopened letter lying on the
blankets before him.
Ross was no longer observing.
His distress was pitiful. It was there in his
kindly eyes, in the purposeless fashion in which he
fingered his pipe. He was torn between two desires.
One was to continue talking at all costs. The
other was precipitate, ignominious flight from the
sight of the other’s voiceless despair.
He knew Steve, and well enough he realized what the
strong wall the man had set up in defence concealed.
But he was held there silent by a force he had no power
to deny, so he sat and lit, and re-lit a pipe in which
the tobacco was entirely consumed.
How long it was before the silence
was finally broken he never knew. It seemed ages.
Ages of intolerable suspense and waiting before Steve
displayed any sign beyond the deep rise and fall of
his broad chest. Then, quite suddenly, he reached
out for the collected sheets of his official report.
These he laid on the blankets beside the unopened
letter his erring wife had addressed to him. Then
he looked into the face of the man whose blow had
crushed the very soul of him. Their eyes met,
and, to the doctor, it seemed that mind had triumphed
over the havoc wrought. Steve’s voice came
harshly.
“When’ll I be fit to move?” he demanded.
“A week if Belton gets back.”
Ross was startled and wondering.
“Belton don’t cut any ice.”
“But we need the wagon.”
The protest, however, was promptly swept aside.
“I tell you it don’t cut any ice.
I move in a week That’s fixed!”
For some moments Steve became deeply
absorbed again. Then the watching man saw the
decision in his eyes waver, and his lean hand move
up to his head, and its fingers pass wearily through
his long hair.
Then, quite suddenly, a harsh exclamation broke from
him.
“Tchah!” he cried. “What’s
the use?”
With a great effort he seemed to pull
himself together. He raised his eyes, and the
pitiful half smile in them wrung the Scotsman’s
heart.
“Say, Doc, I’m kind
of glad it was you handed me this.
It’s hurt you, too. Hurt you pretty bad.
Yes,” he went on wearily, hopelessly, “pretty
bad. But I got to thank you. Oh, yes.
I want to thank you. I mean that. For all
you’ve done to help me. But I can’t
talk about it. I just can’t. That’s
all. I don’t guess you need to read the
stuff I’ve written now. You see I’ll
need to make another report.”
“Why?”
Ross’s interrogation broke from him almost before
he was aware of it.
“Why?” Steve’s eyes
widened. Then they dropped before the questioner’s
searching gaze. “Yes,” he went on
dully. “I’ll need to make a fresh
one. There’s things Say,”
he cried, with sudden, almost volcanic passion.
“For God’s sake, why did you get around?
Why didn’t you leave me to the dog’s death
that was yearning for me?” He laughed harshly,
mirthlessly. “Death? There was better
than that. I’d have been crazy in days.
Plumb, stark crazy. And I wouldn’t have
known or cared a thing.”